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Hua Cheng is just making sure there aren’t any more needles stuck in Xie Lian’s feet, he needs to be sure his Dianxia is taken care of
#my art#xie lian#hua cheng#mxtx tgcf#hualian#tgcf#tgcf xie lian#tgcf hua cheng#tgcf fanart#tian guan ci fu#天官赐福#heaven official's blessing#I really hope that table at Puqi shrine is sturdy#Hua Cheng gonna have to check his ass for splinters later too on account of me forgetting to draw the tablecloth#i love them#this lighting is really rough#honestly a lot of this is kinda rough I just had an idea and needed to make it happen
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the machine.
a comic about being a 'creator' online.
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#in light of recent online 'success' i feel like this may come off as ungrateful#just wanna say that all the comics i make in this series are written about experiences i felt in 2022#which was a rough year personally and creatively#and i very luckily don't feel this way anymore#and this also isnt to shame anyone who DOES feel this way#its easy to start to feel like all you are is a vending machine of art#and like thats all you are to people#theres nothing human to you#it can be a bit of a pit#and on some level this damage is self inflicted but social media really doesnt help that feeling#this wont work for everyone but having friends around you who you can talk to about stuff that ISNT art#going outside for dinner#maybe walking around#its good for when you need that feeling to go away even a bit temporarily#youre a human being#not a mindless content creation machine#and i hope anyone who feels like this now can get to a place where they have a healthier relationship with their own work#good luck to all of you#and thank you for reading#comic art#its 10pm#stillindigo art
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#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#this might be a little bit... suggestive?#but it has been a rough day so here we are#also this is really messy but i'm never going to clean it up let's be real#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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gentle mornings
#alternatively titled - when your papas have the audacity to cuddle without you#kazurei#buddy daddies#i like to think they didnt really do cuddles much except when rei has a rough night and kazukis warmth and safety is the only thing that#can let him get rid of the anxiety and nightmares#he wouldnt ask for it#it would be kazuki dragging him to bed at first#rei reluctantly but in his weakened will the times hes slept together with miri and kazuki has been the times hes somehow always#managed to go out like a light as soon as his head hits the pillow#even he himself doesnt understand and he doesnt attempt to and he doesnt realise#that its safety and warmth and protection and peace#and thats the only reason he would let himself be dragged to bed#but#eventually when you have had the taste of something so good in the place of chilling nightmares and restless darkness that feels no less#safer than the light#your heart becomes indulgent#and rei will gently and wordlessly ask for an invite to the warmth again#its fulfilling and blissful when the three of them are together#but with just kazukis body enveloping him against the night its a different kind of comfort. even in his sleep he would clutch onto it#thats a tangent right there huh.....anyway. miri would be absolutely betrayed in the morning when she finds them snuggled up#she gets her cuddle time with her papas too then#one big pile of a warm and happy family#yes this is pre relationship yes they would do that yes it is possible#if you got this far thanks i guess jajdjfjs ill hopefully colour this soon but i dont know really so im putting it up here#my art
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Made this doodle a couple months ago now it was supposed to go along with the first post I made on here but I wasn’t too confident in it lol-
Looking back now it’s not that bad :)
#my art doesn’t really look like this anymore#my art style is very inconsistent so I apologize in advance#my art#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk mk#lmk mei#lmk redson#lmk traffic light trio#traffic light trio#sketch#anatomy is a lil rough ngl 😅
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Hey, gentle recognition for the people who are taking care of themselves in "not aesthetically-pleasing" ways. To the people who have to do things they don't want to because they know they would suffer more if they didn't, to the people who have to brush their teeth with their fingers, to the people who have to use washcloths to bathe, to the people who need to punch pillows or scream into them to express their intense emotions, to anybody ashamed about the way they need to live and take care of themselves.
You are doing the very best you can with the hand you've been dealt. It's not easy, it's not pretty, but it sure as fuck takes so much to do these things. You are doing what is best for yourself, and I, for one, think you deserve to be proud of that. Self-care isn't easy. It isn't pretty, often, but it's something you shouldn't be ashamed of or hide away because it's deemed "grotesque" or "not really self-care (because self-care is pretty and non-threatening to 'normal peoples' senses)"
#mental health#mental health support#self care#like when i was still in school i would end up forcing myself to go because i knew i would feel worse if i hadn't...#...and i don't think people get how difficult that is. it isn't like you choose to be difficult when you struggle#and feeling ashamed about doing these things only makes the situation worse for them (the person struggling)#something i've just been thinking about#i hate this idea that self-care *only* looks like the 'healthy' person's treat days...#...like lighting candles around your bathtub and putting rose petals in the water...#...because that isn't the only aspect to taking care of yourself. sometimes it looks like forcing yourself to bathe and grieving...#...and using rough washcloths because you can't stand the feeling of your own skin and you can't stand how dirty you feel...#...and obviously i'm not saying that mentally ill people doing self-care is the only way it looks...#...but that it really doesn't help us when self-care is almost made into a 'non-threatening' activity that is pleasant and nice-looking#and of course the examples i used in this post were examples and aren't the end-all-be-all
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Prompt 2 /// Most Epic Battle
#ultrakill#ultratober#ultratober2024#i havent tried coloring anything properly in 3 years this is kinda rough. not really satisfied with it but oh well#anyway this fight holds a very special place in my heart#i feel like everything about its presentation and execution works so well and i especially love the way the lighting of the arena changes#so i wanted to make this sketch more vibrant than i usually go for#my art
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Please pray for the repose of the souls of all those who have passed today in car accidents. I passed by a motorcycle accident today (of which emergency personnel were already there) of a man who had been thrown from his vehicle and they were no longer performing medical intervention.
#no idea what happened but the man had been thrown from his motorcycle and my guess is it happened overnight#and so he was already very much gone#a part of the freeway that has no lighting because its in the middle of reservation land#police had just gotten there but they werent even attempting to resuscitate#and little traffic meant i ended up getting a full view as i slowed for flashing lights#low key traumatic day#i later saw a lost dog wandering around next to the freeway#a bit ol st bernard#but there was no way for me to convince my mom to stop and help#the past couple days have been a really rough time#anyways --#pr#prayer request
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my take on xie lian's lunar new year look in @ardenrabbit's fic, a long and slow recovery
hopefully i've done it some justice ♥︎
#i would have added gold accents on the robe but i don't really have anything for that...#so white gel pen it is !!#hope u like it ;-; <3#was done just for fun in my sketchbook so i'm kinda nervous but wanted to share!!#hopefully the images are ok... being a traditional artist is rough for social media cause getting the lighting right is impossible LOL#i'll branch into digital art fully one day#anyways i'll stfu!! the fic is so good! so excited for future updates!!!!#alasr#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#my art#fanart#fic art#saeldu art#!!!
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L, but I got to make his character design
#god if I was ever in charge of a story like dn I would take every character design and really just#go 400% with the emo goth metal punk aes#like I appreciate the dn fashion and aes already it’s so funny#HOWEVER#Step aside boys I can handle it from here#heh#on a side note I finished my first rough draft of my detective story yippe#can’t wait to post about that too heh…#L#l lawliet#tiny Misa#tiny Light#death note
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#why do you need this many legs sir#toedscruel#woah holy shit i just looked outside and it's super dark out. i'm queuing this up at noon why is it so dark#lemme look#yeah it's. dark. there's a bunch of dark evil clouds in the sky lookin like it's gonna storm oh i just heard thunder yeah it's gonna storm#uh oh. good thing i'm queueing this guy up before the storm so my power doesn't go out. this happens frequently#anyway toedscruel. it's definitely an evolution of toedscool. it definitely looks like tentacruel#if it's a different pokémon why does it evolve into something so suspiciously similar. i can understand wigglet and wugtrio being#different pokémon. just based on how different they are from diglett and dugtrio. even though their names are a typo away#but this guy is. it. really should've just been a regional form‚ i think#unrelated‚ but on random occasions seemingly whenever someone new finds the blog and reads my tags#i'll occasionally get folks asking me how i type commas in the tags#the answer is that this character → ‚ ← is not a comma. it just looks identical to a comma because of tumblr's font#it's actually a lower quotation mark. so for a language that does ‚this kind’ of quotation marks#and i use it as a comma because i have a fancy linguist keyboard that can type all kinds of fancy symbols. and it's easily accessible#some of my favorites include the single-character ellipse: …#the degrees symbol: º and °#small A: ª#fractions: 1⁄2 2⁄3 1⁄4 etc#and obviously IPA symbols and various diacritics‚ so that i can type the word pokémon without having to copy-and-paste the E#currency symbols‚ too. £¢$§¥ euro is on here somewhere but i don't know where bc i don't use that one really#i just like being able to type things the way they're supposed to be. like it's 80º outside. the stopwatch costs 15¢ in the shop#and‚ of course‚ pokémon. it's the linguistics and computer 'tism combining together i think#it's storming harder now but i found the euro symbol: €#oh fuckin hell my lights just flickered. this is gonna be rough..!
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IDK if I'm phrasing this correctly, but in my brain, Vasco is, like, the personification (caninification?) of an afternoon chilling on a back porch swing.
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#ah#that's adorable#I can totally imagine him doing that#answered#anonymous#Vasco#to me he usually conjures the feeling of being warmed by sunlight#winters in northern Finland where I'm from tend to be pretty rough at least for me they are#they last about six months or so#sun starts to set earlier and earlier until it gets dark before 2 pm#in december the sun barely rises at all it's like this brief moment of twilight at noon between two 22+ hour nights#it gets harder to wake up in the morning and your energy levels plummet you go into battery saving mode#polar night messes up your brain seasonal depression gets really bad#and the cold and dark goes on and on and you feel like you'll never feel warm or happy or properly awake again#but eventually it starts to veer towards spring and on one day you notice that the sun is shining??!?!#not like bleakly and weakly but proper sunlight with warm hue and capability to actually warm the things it touches#you've forgotten what it looks like when it's truly light outside#and it's the craziest feeling to see bright natural light it blinds you and pierces right through into your very core#being kissed by the sun for the first time in months feels unreal it feels SO GOOD#I don't know it's probably not that big of a deal for people around me#but I personally react to things like changes in temperature and the amount of daylight pretty massively#I like to think that Vasco is a first ray of sunlight hitting you after you've spent what feels like an eternity in someplace cold and dark
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SHARING A SHORT COMIC WIP AS PROOF THAT I'M STILL DRAWING SOMETIMES
Gram Gram be entering this ghostly tale muhahahah
Did I take an unplanned break from drawing just to come back and immediately draw a bunch of hands? Yes. Did I die doing so? Probably, who knows.
#still got a lot to go#but I'm doin something yayyyy#man I really gotta get back into drawing#and writing omg I'm trying to do that again too its ROUGH#... ngl have a stupid lil chatfic on the side that I can mindlessly write when I just need some sort of mental break lmfao#we'll see if that ever sees the light of day#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie#rise april#rise leo#ghost!leo#ghost au#flicker au
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More clothing studies, this time from my fic Axis. I was aiming for authenticity while also trying to have each of their personalities show a little bit in their clothing choices. Two for Nicky, to show his layers.
#tog#the old guard#for reference the fic takes place in 1625 in iceland. i still don't think they're bundled enough though lol.#nicolo di genova#yusuf al kaysani#andromache of scythia#no quynh :(#these were a n i g t m a r e to crop correctly. tumblr why are you like this.#hence the cropping might look a little weird#siggy draws#i think these sketches took a month and a half lol. now i will be quiet about this fic and focus on writing something else.#what do we think about this style? the differently coloured lineart and the slight lighting? and the rough colours?#also i forgot my siggynature on ALL of these but that's ok. you know who i am sdfghf#my new obsession is clothing details i guess!! could always make it more detailed though! with lots of practice i can try.#no real director's commentary on these drawings like i usually write for my sketches asdsfgfd#just that this is mostly what they wear in the fic. add a coat for andy maybe and some mitts for joe.#and more weapons and bags and stuff#can't really see nicky's braids but he's got one big french braid and a few tiny ones on the sides of his head connecting to it.#his hair is like shoulder-blade length. it's about the symbolism!! of not making a change for a long time!! until he does cut it!!#and andy is wearing quynh's necklace under her shirt of course </3#joe rolls his pantaloons above the knee for maximum movement (horseriding) and fashion (gay)#i have a crush on the first nicky sketch like he's so cunty for no reason#well. he's possibly supposed to be having a serious conversation/argument with andy#kudos to the ref picture i used of luca just standing Like That
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Learning how 2 animate, someone give me motivation to finish this wip </3
#Im fully aware that his glasses aren't fully done and other mistakes on this#but this is just a wip(the rough sketch isn't even done yet) ^^#Hes supposed to be startled by a “shooting star” that was bright enough to light up his whole office#I'm really hoping I can keep going and fully color it#lego ninjago#ninjago#art#my artwork#lego ninjago fanart#MJ-tries-to-animate#Cyrus Borg#Ninjago Cyrus Borg#Ninjago Cyrus#Cyrus borg ninjago#Animation test#It's kinda of my first time actually being focused on animating(I give up a lot)#If anyone has tips- let me know!!! <3
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No matter how things turn out in America, I'll stick around. No matter how things turn out in my own country following that, I'll stick around.
There was a time a bit over a month ago when I was willing to give up completely for different reasons. But now I refuse. I want to be a sturdy rock for the people in my life. And I want to spite the people that want me to vanish. I will not let despair and panic win.
#newt's ramblings#it might feel like you can't do much for your friends when they live in a completely different country#but you can still be emotional support and a welcome distraction#you can be a rock and a light in rough times#and that's really all you can do
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