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that moment when you realize you were absolutely braindead when you wrote a part of a fic but you've already incorporated it into the larger idea of the fic

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Capitano requested by someone on twitter to celebrate 1000 followers !

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omg i’m so sorry! i didn’t mean to make u uncomfortable! but i appreciate you letting us know that you don’t like to get fic recs. will keep it in mind 🙂‍↕️

you are all good anon!! like i said, i didn't have it anywhere on my blog so that is my bad! have a good day/night anon <3

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I posted this on twitter might as well here

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They say hair holds memories

My twt -> (🐣)

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there’s something devastatingly intimate and healing about spanking as a ritual—not as a punishment.

it happens as frequently as it needs to—namely when your attitude has gotten out of control, and you lash out at him for any and every minor inconvenience. there’s a breaking point when your eyes meet; it’s electric, a tense but silent understanding about what needs to be done. you follow him to the bedroom.

embarrassment makes your skin burn as he strips you nude and drapes you over his lap. but that’s part of the act: the vulnerability; the surrender; the anticipation. a rough but gentle palm smooths over the curve of your ass. you tremble, but hold your breath, preparing yourself to count aloud.

one.

without fail, the first strike takes your breath away. the smarting sting of your flesh reverberates through your limbs, all the way down to your toes. you’re allowed to whimper and whine and yelp and cry; this is a release for you, after all. your lover is here to help you, not break you.

two.

already, tears begin to fill your vision, a pathetic sniffle the only warning you get before they track down your cheeks. each spank hurts—that’s the point, after all. but even through the physical pain, you can feel your inner torment slipping away, yielding to the present.

three. four. five. six.

you continue to count as steadily as you can, each measured smack! pulling a shuddering sob from your lips. the weight of his hand is relentless. your body goes rigid when he makes contact, and the second he pulls away, it’s like the life is sapped from you; you go boneless.

seven. eight. nine. ten.

when it’s over, relief floods your veins. there’s no physical balm more healing than the way he wraps you up in his strong embrace, tucking your head beneath his chin. the soft praises he murmurs against your hair stick with you after this, sustaining you for weeks—though he takes care to remind you every single day:

you did so well. you’re perfect for me. i’m proud of you. i love you.

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a whole bunch of gazan mutual aid projects and nonprofits. if the decision of which individual fundraiser to give to feels too daunting, or if you just want to help as many people as possible in one go, these are great initiatives to support.

care for gaza - focuses on providing food and essential supplies. donate here or here.

connecting humanity - securing internet access via donations of virtual sim cards (esims). if you can't afford a whole plan yourself, crips for esims is a communal pool that will use your donation to purchase and maintain esims

gaza soup kitchen - provides food, medical care, and classes for children. also has a gofundme

glia gaza medical support initiative - provides medical care through field clinics and tents at hospitals. donations can also be sent through their website.

ele elna elak - provides clean water, food, clothing, and shelter. they also have a gofundme

life for gaza - raising money for the gaza municipality to repair water and waste management infrastructure

taawon - partners with local civil organizations to provide food, water, medical care, shelter, and basic supplies

the sameer project - running various initiatives providing tents, medical care, and necessities. they have their own encampment project focused on sheltering families with children, sick and disabled members, or members in need of perinatal care

islamic relief worldwide's gaza emergency appeal - provides food, water, hygiene kits, medical supplies, and psychological support

baitulmaal - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, shelter, and medical supplies

gaza mutual aid fund - distributes food, hygiene products, water, and other essential supplies, including financial support. run by @/el-shab-hussein's amazing friend Mona. updates can be found on her instagram.

hygiene kits for gaza - provides hygiene supplies including menstrual products, wipes, and toothbrushes/toothpaste

anera - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, hygiene supplies, medicine, blankets and mattresses, and psychological care

palestine children's relief fund - provides supplies and support with a focus on children. also has an initiative for lebanon

dahnoun mutual aid - provides water, food, tents, baby supplies, financial support, and other necessities. updates can be found through their instagram

certainly this is not an exhaustive list, so please feel free to add on other projects or organizations that i didn't include. and as always, please take the time to donate if you can and share. it truly makes all the difference.

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Wahhhh!!

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why does prepping your nails take so long i'm too impatient for this shit

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inktober // study + end

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your supernatural kita posting reminds me of this kita fic i read where reader is a water spirit. it has like the best characterization ive ever read.

https://www.tumblr.com/jisokai/761491300463804416/if-you-cross-the-river-will-the-fighting-end

hi anon! i actually prefer not to receive fic recs, just for your knowledge for the future! i added that to my about page because it wasn't there, which is my bad!

with that said, i've actually already read this fic and rec'd it! jiso does an absolutely amazing job with kita and their use of nature and the way it almost becomes another character is phenomenal. the reader is so fascinating and such a delight. it's an absolutely phenomenal fic and i thoroughly enjoyed it when i first read it, and every time i've read it since!

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thinking about kita and his frog-loving daughter again...

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imagine thinking getou was any better then gojo. wti!reader is not prepared.

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"you can see flecks of golden hair caught in the foam. a dusting of pollen on a pearly petal. he makes another pass, on the verge of too careless, and you click your tongue"

I love this phrasing so much. It's so perfect and so human, while also almost fae-like at the same time. the "dusting of pollen" especially. It's the kind of imagery that makes you realize that yes, finely cut blonde stubble would look just like that. And it made me feel like something "I" would do too, get captivated in watching the motions of his razor blade, get stuck in the beauty of him, and then XD yes, click my tongue because he's not being careful. love this little snippet a lot. thanks for sharing it!

thank you so much anon! i can't lie i was originally going to make a mining reference and then i was like no...pollen is better...panning for gold is a little silly so i'm glad you liked that section!

he would be so careless with shaving it would drive me insane. like. he always gets it perfectly shaved but the way he handles the razor...woof.

thank you so much, i'm so glad you enjoyed it!!

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bro is singlehandedly gonna get me to start jjk

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18+

“what?”

sae slowly runs his thumb along the inside of your thigh, head tilting slightly in amusement as he looks up at you, and a shiver rakes its way down the notches of your spine.

it's funny—how effortlessly he always seems to grasp the upper hand. even now as he lies trapped beneath you on the mattress, your bent knees slotted at his sides while you straddle his waist.

his hair's a mess against the backdrop of the white pillowcase, left askew by your hands, lips kiss-swollen and slick in a way that mirrors your own.

he’s hard.

and he knows you want to rock your hips against his length, to feel your cunt throb against the pressure of his erection through your underwear until you’re both gasping.

but sae enjoys this moment too much let you have it that easy—the moment when you realize that even when you think you have him pinned, he’ll always have the advantage.

a hand slides between your cunt and his cock, cupping the heat between your legs, and you inhale sharply when the heel of his palm presses into your swollen clit. eyes never leaving yours, he nudges aside your cotton panties just enough to drag a slender finger through your slick, dripping folds.

“sae,” you gasp, too pent up and too sensitive and embarrassingly wet already.

there’s a lewd squelch as he slides the digit into your tight hole, and your toes curl almost painfully in desperate pleasure as you whimper. your eyes flutter shut when a second finger plunges in, pussy spasming in a greedy way that begs for more, but you can still feel it—the heady weight of his stare.

you have no envy for the man that stands opposite itoshi sae on the football pitch, for you know what it is to be caught in the throes of his steady gaze.

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we developed powerful teeth and jaws to rend the flesh of the devious sourdough loaf