#this isnt that mean for spite but I FEEL BAD

[femmefaggot]

sorry shelby the answer was yes

[snekdood]

ppl on here act like they want new media all the time but then when someone on here tries to do that for them they feel the need to completely eviscerate the show/book/whatever but then dont bother to do that with shit thats already popular, probably bc they know no ones gonna listen since its already so popular, but goddamn when yall have the chance to sabotage ppls shit yall will fuckin do anything. truly crabs in a bucket on here.

[inkskinned]

okay yes it's often bad and hard and sometimes i am so anxious my whole body feels like it's vibrating but also at the same time the gps took me a different way on my drive and i got to see more of the river than i usually do and yesterday the sun was still above the horizon after 7pm and that was amazing and the whole sky turned an orange-gold like how they try to make ice cream taste; you know, one of those evenings that just tears you open no matter how jaded you get. it's warm for the first time here and people had lined up against the water just to stand outside and watch the sunset

and yeah it's tax season no i haven't done mine yet but when i mentioned it offhand in a single side-comment three days later my friend sent me a list of helpful tips and followed up to see if i'd need help on them

there's this parking lot for a walking trail near where i live and one of the two google reviews is my actual favorite: love it here. there were so many beautiful parking spots but sadly we could only take one. and no this person isn't going to go viral and probably the only people navigating to this spot are extremely local - but there's something so precious to me about someone taking the time to write something that will make strangers in their community laugh, even though there's no way for me to tell them good one! directly

yes i am not doing well sometimes i'm doing even very-badly but recently i have been given enough breathing room to say okay, this situation is bad, but then it will be over, and you will be moving onto the next thing and it's true that i need to get groceries and pay rent and argue with my health insurance but it is also true that in the absolute stress and anarchy of my life today someone recognized my dog before they recognized me and was so excited because "they tell everyone about the greyhound in the area and didn't get a picture before so can they take a picture now please"

in class we all stand in a circle and are all grown adults and for a moment while the teacher is figuring something out, we all hold hands, just to be silly and connected. for no reason at all at 8pm on a thursday my friends and i start breaking out the dance moves to high school musical. my coworker gchats me during a meeting about the book he recommended to me and i'm enjoying reading

i help a high school set up for a star-themed dance and while putting up streamers i find graffiti that says if you're reading this, i love you, and we're both going to get out of here right next to fuck everyone, live out of spite, don't let the fuckers make you die. on the bridge where i walk my dog someone has written i love you and on the sidewalk in chalk someone has written i love you and on the side of the water tower someone has written i love you

at the bottom of a text post an internet poet says - i love you, i love you, i love you. i've never met you, i love you because you exist and we exist together. and isnt that enough for now. just for this moment, i mean. like, if you just close your eyes and breathe - somewhere, across this world, i love you, because you're here with me.

[kiruliom]

[ ID: A flag with five horizontal stripes, in the following colors: turquoise, off-white, yellow, orange and dark blue. /End ID ]

atypical system flag

a flag for all systems, plurals, and adjacent that feel they are excluded from their own community because their experiences with plurality/systemhood is considered wrong or fake by the exclusionary individuals within.

coined bc it felt wrong to get lumped in with endos as a traumagenic non-disordered system by anti-endo communities when Im not endogenic. also spite. lots and lots of spite.

this is by all means not coined to divide the plural/system community, just something for those who often feel left out to take pride in.

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includes, but isnt limited to:

endogenic, nontraumagenic, traumaendo, and adjacent systems

willogenic, spiritually formed, partially or fully voluntarily formed systems

traumagenic by proxy systems (formed to deal with a traumagenic disorder's symptoms, etc.)

non-disordered systems, systems who dont fit the criteria for a CDD.

systems who's trauma doesnt fit CDD standards, or are told/feel its not 'bad enough' to cause CDDs

OSDD/UDD systems who feel excluded by the huge focus on DID in the community

median systems who feel excluded by the huge focus on multiple systems in the community

systems who prefer to identify as one person or use parts or otherwise outdated terminology

schizospec and psychotic people who see themselves as plural due to their consistent delusions and/or hallucinations.

anyone else who's plurality feels too atypical to fit in even in this community full of atypicals

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it is not meant to include transplur-al people who are 'transitioning to become a system' with no concern or forethought for the actual challenges of being multiple people, but if a transplur-al person chooses to identify with this I dont have the power to stop them. the dash is there so it doesnt show up on the search. just know I dont like you, at all.

the coiner of the term is against the name tulpamancy for willogenic systems but they can use this flag as well, again, no power to stop them.

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feel free to make alternative flags, symbols, etcetera! however do tag me in them if you do.

please do not reupload without permission and credit

[scoobydoodean]

reading your metas and realizing that the reason i find sam so annoying is that hes both obsessed with being a grown up who can make his own choices and isnt a child, and absolutely committed to never taking responsibility for his choices when push comes to shove.

hes a grown up when it comes to making decisions but not when those decisions have consequences

And it's very much on purpose in the writing, is the thing. This exact dynamic is one of the only lines of dialogue between Michael and Lucifer in 5.22 that really reflects Sam and Dean's more current conflicts (Recall that the lore here is that Lucifer twisted the first human soul (Lilith) into demonhood to spite God):

MICHAEL/ADAM: Oh, you know why! I have no choice, after what you did. LUCIFER/SAM: What I did? What if it's not my fault? MICHAEL/ADAM: What is that supposed to mean? LUCIFER/SAM: Think about it. Dad made everything. Which means he made me who I am! God wanted the Devil.

"Because someone wanted me to be bad, I have no choice but to be bad." The things that happen to us give us context and create room for sympathy, but they don't make our choices everyone else's fault. (And yes—free will does exist to Chuck's great frustration, or he wouldn't have had a season long tantrum about Team Free Will not ever doing what he wanted).

What's more, in this same conversation where Lucifer excuses his own actions as outside of his control, he tells Michael to defy their father's desires—something he just finished saying wasn't possible. He just said that he had to be exactly who he was meant to be, but he doesn't apply this same logic to Michael's God-given role. He only twists the narrative of their lives when it's about him, to make himself sound uniquely powerless. He assigns Michael all the culpability and control over how this fight goes down when Lucifer actively worked to bring this moment where they battle to fruition as well (including by stocking a mass grave in 5.10). It's manipulative bullshit.

How does Michael respond to all of this a few moments later? Before anything, by expressing resetment for Lucifer's refusal to take responsibility for his own choices:

MICHAEL/ADAM: You know, you haven't changed a bit, little brother. Always blaming everybody but yourself.

We can also reflect on the last time Lucifer threw himself a pity party about how mean his family is—to justify digging a mass grave into which he had dumped hundreds of bodies for a ritual to raise Death. He said it wasn't his fault then either—that Michael made him do it by betraying him—by refusing to stand by his side supporting his every decision (which, while framed as somehow making him powerless, strongly suggest a desire to control others feelings and for everyone including his older brother to fall in line behind him and do his bidding without question). It's never his fault. It's always someone else's fault for being mean to him.

[cios-correct-opinions]

@evilkaeya @aaabatteryy @starrynightarchive

see my other post about this here

to tl;dr this: when it comes to fandom and content creators, ppl tend to make content of the characters they already love and thus think about most often, which leads to, at times, male characters getting genderbent into women either thru cis or trans hcs, bc they are both genderbending, thats the definition of the term bc youre changing their gender, and getting mad at people for not, in your opinion, "appreciating" the female characters enough, is not doing anything except making people feel bad for not having the "correct" feelings about a character at best, or making them actively angry and thus fueling them to create more of that thing you hate out of spite at worst (for you anyway, not for the people who like it).

this doesnt mean they dont give a shit abt the other characters who arent their faves, but to create a work of art, you need to be able to like. care enough to do it. and that requires more care than just a general enjoyment or appreciation of a character, especially if the work in question is time intensive/would be time intensive, like writing a chapter fic/thousands of words long oneshot, or making a fully rendered piece of art, etc. obvi this will depend on the skill and energy levels of the artist we're talking about but yknow, on a general scale

op of this post blocked me so i cant respond directly on it but, for context

first of all: i'm not illiterate but i'm beginning to think some people on this post might be, given this response, because it is so clearly Not what i was talking about it's a little wild, actually!

also i hate to tell yall this, but the reason you don't often see people genderbending female characters to male anymore is bc of the spread of radfem ideology thru fandom spaces like wildfire. ppl genuinely lose their shit when ppl even have transmasc or trans man headcanons for characters assumedly cis female in the source material (which is genderbending btw. them being trans doesnt mean it isnt genderbending anymore you are still changing their gender thus it is genderbending thats the definition fellas) bc they fucking hate men and the idea of men existing

sorry not sorry but if you get mad at ppl who genderbend female characters into transmascs/trans men (transmascs aren't always genderbends, bc you can be transmasc and also a woman, but i digress/for the sake of brevity...) and go "you're TAKING AWAY a GOOD FEMALE CHARACTER!" i need you to stop for a second and consider why these people - most of whom are trans men/transmascs themselves - might be doing that to a character they like.

9/10 times when i see a cis genderbend of a male character to be female, the person doing it is a cis woman. when i see genderbends, of any kind, of a female character to be male or masc? it's almost always done by a trans man and/or a transmasc. and inevitably, they are almost always dogpiled for it with disgusting levels of hate. i've seen it happen so many times i stopped attempting to count a long time ago

don't come up here saying "you NEVER see-" because actually i see all of those things happen all the time. ppl love genderbending men characters into women, or emasculating/demasculinizing/feminizing them in order to make them personally more appealing, or saying "[mlm ship] would be better if it was two girls/wlw/two fem-aligned/etc" all the fucking time. and while i realize this is often a way for the people who say this to like, try to lash out at common misogynistic/lesbiphobic/transmisogynistic/etc sentiment irl, in doing so, they are not doing it in a way that allows for a nuanced understanding of their fellow fandom-goers. they make blanket sweeping statements and then dogpile people who disagree

the moment you start treating entire demographics of people as if they are a hivemind or a single identity, the moment you decide that something "never" happens bc you personally have not seen it? youve already lost any possible chance you mightve had at making a good point

[bulldagger-bait]

Went on a date and they were like "I'm sorry you're disabled". My first thought was to get frustrated or feel patronised, but, that doesn't get us anywhere. So i thought about it and tempered my reaction, and what I came to was this: they're sad, but I'm not!

I understand the impulse to feel bad about my life situation. I get it. It sucks. Like objectively. It bums me out too sometimes.

But im not sorry I'm disabled, I'm happy I'm alive! Im happy with disability, not in spite of it. It's a part of my life. I can no more be miserable about my disability than I can be about getting a bad haircut. It's a part of me and I can either live with it, or I can suffer. If those are my options i choose live with it. Its really that simple and drastic.

Disability means pain, yes, but pain does not mean suffering. I am in pain every day of my life, but I do not suffer. How does that work? I live my life. I live! Isn't that wonderful? I am alive and I have a good, privileged life! I have friends. I have community. I have family. I have passions. So long as i can find the good, I am not focused on my pain, and if i am not focused on my pain it cannot consume me, and if it cannot consume me then I cannot suffer.

My disability is just another thing that is part of me. I don't look at what I can't do. I look at what I want to do, and I find a way to get there.

My life looks different from an able bodied person's life. It just does, and it always will. It's going to be different. I can either embrace it, or I can be miserable. I can either live with it or i can suffer.

I choose to embrace it. I choose to live with it.

It wasn't easy to do so, don't get me wrong. I was miserable for such a long time. I wanted to die; I wanted to die so badly. I thought there was no worth in my life and that I'd never be worth anything. But that's not true.

My life is beautiful. It's not exactly what i wanted for myself, and yeah, if i could wave a magic wand and be in a perfect body... I wouldnt even hesitate to take that option. But that's not gonna happen. So i look at what I have, and I'm so grateful to have it in the first place.

I could be so much worse off. Im fortunate. Im lucky. Im an immigrant success story. I live in a better land. Im happy here. Im well integrated. This place is my home. My country looks after me. I dont want for food. I dont want for shelter. Thats amazing. So if I can look at the little things that im grateful for and build from there...

I dont have all the abilities i want. I will never have everything I want, no matter how simple it may seem. So instead, I will be grateful for what I do have.

Im not sorry i'm im a wheelchair! Im happy! How many people in the world dont have a wheelchair who need one? Im fortunate to have one. My wheelchair is freedom. My world opened up when i got my wheelchair the same way it did when i got my licence.

My life may be sad to you, but its not sad to me. And if its not sad to me, then its not sad! You dont have to feel sad for someones disability. I think its natural to want them to be able to do the same things you can, or to achieve the same things you can. I think you should foster that desire into finding ways to help bridge the gap between what someone can do and what they cant. Access is how you bridge that gap.

Feeling sad for someone with disability is a natural empathetic response. I think its wrong to shame people for it, but it is worth it to redirect their thinking. They are sad for me, but its because they can only see limits. But disability isnt about seeing limits, its about finding out how to move past them.

My life might look sad to you, but you dont know what i can do. You dont know how far ive come. You dont know what my life looks like beyond my disability because you've never been shown that. Its not a story thats told. And i dont mind showing you that theres more to my story than what i cant do.

So, i dont mind if someone tells me theyre sorry im in a wheelchair. Im not. Lets get past that impulse of empathy, and have a real conversation. Because you'll see that i'm not sad. I have a rich life and im happy. Once you can see all that joy, the wheelchair becomes secondary. Of course i'm happy, my life is good.

The wheelchair. The disability. Its set dressing. Its the stage my life takes place on. We cant ignore it. Its there. But it is not so big that it robs goodness from my world.

Am I happy about having my disability? No. But I'm not sad about it. Not anymore.

And that is going to be true about any other disabled person you meet. We dont need pity, because our lives dont warrant it. We dont need you to feel bad for us, because there is no need to feel bad. Its just life. Thats how it goes sometimes.

Once a disabled person's hit the acceptance stage, there's really no need to offer them your sympathies anymore. Be happy with them in their life, however that looks.

[catwyk]

tsv finale spoilers below. i wrote this during my first listen through. its long as fuck. im dead im ruined.

cull calling out to rane instead of faulkner.... rane is truly the real leader now

FAULKNER......

"katabasian rane? sister thurrocks?" im gonna be sick

"hes basically a cow" spit your shit carp

"people in my life keep leavin to serve a cause i just cant understand" BASHES MY HEAD ON THE WALL

"we must love them for fleein from our touch e must not run after them" oh baby :(

this is actually fucking destroying me right now oh poor faulkner. failed by the world.

"of course i recognize you. youre carpenter's ghost" // "yes. i am" // "that must mean that im being punished. arent i?" he sounds so small and young oh my god

"if this is my punishment, then why am i smiling?" OKAY PARALLELS TO HIS VISIONS IN S2. OKAY. IM NOT GOING TO CRY. I WONT.

his monologue is ruining me actually oh god.

"they invented their own faulkner. and they forced me to be him" THATS WHAT IM SAYIN

he called her his sister...

im sure hes gonna die

"you crashed a car??" // "yeeah. i crashed a car." i love her

"they need to fix you, they need to make you better, and ill, ill watch over your bed, ill be there, carpenter. ill pray, ill pray and pray for as long as i need to" christ alive. i need to lay down RIGHT NOW.

méabh de brún too good at acting like shes in pain im abt to dial an ambulance

EM??? EM MENTION. EM MENTION

ok this is fuelling my hc that faulkner reminded carpenter of em in some painful and undefinable way

"i should tell paige that story, if i get to see heg again"

"OUR paige?" CRYING FOR A MILLION YEARS. AND HIS "HUH" AS WELL WHEN CARPENTER CONFIRMS

twin mouths truther forever

"i hate you too, faulkner, i truly do. and i love you, too. in spite of everything" // "always on the very precipice of understanding one another"

faulkner's "DEAD, DEAD, DEAD!" is fucking me up b narr the voice actor everrr

SHES GONNA LEAVE HIM A CAIRN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

"there'll be a place for you, and itll be beside me" DRIVING STRAIGHT INTO A LAMPPOST AS WE SPEAK

NO HES GONNA TRY AND KILL HER ISNT HE

"yeah. perhaps thats it. do you?" again. coolest fucking character on the planet

"this is when the waters parted, and at last..! at last he understood!" jesus christ. jon ware the writer that you are

"say you were raised in the service of a god of fire. so you feel like the world would be a much better place if more things were on fire" i busted out laughing WHAT a tone shift

"dennis duplace helped. hayward.. dad.. carpenter.. im leaving all of you behind" i am a husk of a person. lucille valentine knocking it out of the park

"best feeling in the world, seeing you walk away" holy fucking shit this is DAMAGING ME.

i wanna write every quote thats making my heart sting but the transcript is already up so theres no real point

every single va is popping the FUCK OFF by the way. i have to keep reminding myself theyre acting so i dont like. kill myself

val saving hayward was NOT on my bingo card what the fuck

"and before she died... she remembered who she was" OHHHHHHH MYYYYY GODDDDDD

hayward doing his own rites of the cairn maiden for himself :(

no gods coming for hayward but "fuck it. this one's not... for any of you. this ones for me"

WHY IS FAULKNER BACK. NONONO ITS ONLY GONNA BE BAD. PLEASE NO

i never realized the parallel between faulkner's gardener father and his gardener god

carpenter meant so much to him :(

"Sister! I love you! Where are you going? Dont turn your back on me! Dont you dare- Sister! I need you! SISTER! SISTER! MARCO! MARCO!" FAULKNER NO NOT LIKE THIS NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

FUCK YOU JON WARE (<- COMPLIMENT)

THE FAULKNER BODY FAKEOUT. SEE ABOVE POINT

carpenter's scream...... oh god.. oh méabh de brún the woman that you are

"he could be a face from my childhood. or his" charlie.......

HES BEEN BLOND THIS ENTIRE TIME????????????? i should have fucking known

"but no matter how it starts, no matter how it turns out for us, it can end with love, cant it? it can end with love. it can end with kindness." i said oh my god out loud

the delivery of "and then i let him go" why not just drive a railroad spike through my lungs

"the river is vast, and no dam can block every channel, and ours is a world of miracles." i said jesus christ out loud

i wheezed when she just. got back up this old bitch cannot die can she

not nana glass' song............

FUCKING TAINSLEY. CHEKHOVS TAINSLEY.

oh my god. a final heartbreaking credits scene

i had to just sit and lean back for a second. what a fucking ending. what a fucking podcast. this is one of those pieces of media that takes up residence in your brain forever. im never gonna stop thinking about this

[themuffin2649]

Muffin! Muffin!

For the Haunted AU!

Let's say one of the LIs kill MC (either by accident or on purpose), and he comes back to haunt them.

Ranging from trying to make them feel guilty, making their lofe a living heck, to just pissing them off.

"Please stop hiding my stuff!"

*Ghost!MC knocks down a cup filled with water*

Here are some Scenarios:

1: Doll (Leon killed the MC in his Bad end 2)

After school and basketball practice, Leon returns to hang out with his best friend. They chat… well… only Leon talks. This is because his friend isnt really… alive. In fact, he and a classmate named Reme worked together to Taxidermy what remains of his body.

Creepy: Yes, but Leon didn’t mind, because his best friend was perfect.

Leon: “I love you dear.” He says, and he kisses the cheek of his Taxidermied friend.

They start watching a movie about haunted dolls (Annabelle or Chucky), but Leon’s not really entertained by it. He looked back at the doll and leaned on it like a pillow. As Leon was starting to fall asleep, he felt something hugging him.

Leon: “huh?”

When he rubs his eyes, he can see that MC’s Taxidermied doll is hugging him back, and Leon makes a scream loud enough to wake the whole neighborhood up.

Ghost!MC: “What’s wrong Leon? I thought you loved hugs 😈”

Leon: “not like this.” cries

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2: Take care of him 🔫 (Vincent kills MC)

After learning that MC was dead, Vincent’s Uncle cuts off all finantial aid, leaving poor Newt without a family and in poverty. In pure rage, MC haunts Vincent.

Uncle: “Vincent! I just got your essay back, and the teacher told me you wrote something very innapropreate on the paper.”

Vincent: “What?!”

Vincent’s Uncle shows his paper, with vandalism that says “[Teacher] is a poopy head!” With a poop emoji drawn onto it.

Vincent: “That’s NOT my handwriting, or my drawing style! I’ll talk to my teacher tomorrow to see what happened.

Vincent thinks that Leon did it out of anger, but that wasn’t right, Leon’s form of revenge would have been a bone-breaking beating. Looking again, the handwriting was… familiar… It almost looked like.

Vincent: “Honey?!”

Ghost!MC: “Ahh, so you figured it out.”

Vincent: “Honey, y-you’re back!” He said, tears forming on his eyes in both relief and fear.

Ghost!MC: “Shut up, you wanna know what happened after I died. Your Uncle cut off all financial aid to my brother. He had no choice but to live with Jon!”

Vincent opens his mouth, but before he says another word, MC throws a glass vase on the wall out anger.

Ghost!MC: “Listen to me! You are going to take care of my brother in whatever means you can. If you don’t, then I’ll do everything in my power to make your life a living hell!”

Vincent didn’t even realize he was shaking, but seeing the fury behind his honeybee’s eyes, he could tell he was dead serious (pun intended).

The following days, Vincent used his parents money to financially support Newt behind his uncle’s back. Newt was suspicious and confused about the random financial support after “mom” and “dad” cut him off, but money was money.

Sometimes, as a reward for helping his brother, MC gifts him chocolates, roses, or good grades.

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3: Love Letter (this can apply to anybody)

So whichever LI kills MC does not only feel a tremendous amount of guilt, but over time, their rival keeps receiving love letters from the dead MC. The rival thinks that Newt is giving these letters written from when MC was still alive.

Meanwhile, MC makes sure that the murderer sees that he is the one writing the letters after his death to spite him off. Even lets him see what he wrote before sending it off to the rival.

Leon’s love letter: “Leon, when I’m by your side, I always feel safe and protected. You have protected me for 8 years, and I have never regretted meeting you. Not only are you a great basketball player, strong and dependent, but you’re also very soft and sweet like a teddy bear. You’ve also care for an protected my brother like you did for me. Thank you for everything. 🩷”

Vincent’s love letter: “Vincent, you are so much more than your family’s money. Although we have only recently met, your determination to get the things you want has inspired me, yet, you still care deeply about me. Not once did you care about our financial differences, you’ve always cared for and cherished me. I love you. ❤️”

What better way to show your anger than Emotional Damage.

[seung-mong]

minho - about last night

includes: ex bf! minho x fem reader, tipsy fucking (consensual), semi public fucking,  sir kink, spanking, minho calls you kitten (doy), minho's kinda mean

wc: 1686

you're minding your own business in the school library, brows furrowed as you try to understand the readings your chemistry professor assigned to you. no information is entering your head at this point, having to read and reread and rereread the same sentences over and over again just to get a grasp of whatever the hell it is the passage is trying to say. 

suddenly, you feel long, nimble fingers rip your earphone out of your left ear by the wire, helena by my chemical romance playing faintly through the tiny speakers on the bud. you glare at the culprit, a dark haired boy who just laughs at you. 

"hey, baby." he coos condescendingly, and you sigh in disappointment when he chooses to sit on the chair across from you. 

"dont you have somewhere to be? like literally anywhere i'm not?" you snap, but your attitude is nothing new to your ex. 

"hmm? trying to push me away? so different from how you were, last night..." 

you glare at him, "you know damn well last night only happened because i was drunk as hell. thought you were mingyu." 

you seem to hit a soft spot as he scowls at you, gently kicking you from under the table. "you know full well mingyu wouldn't fuck you as good as i do."

"nobody fucks you as good as i do."

"isnt that right, baby?" minho asks you, fingers hooking under the waistband of your underwear, long fingers pulling them down your thigh  from under your skirt, letting the fabric pool at your ankles as you bend over the bed. fuck you're so wasted you don't even know whose bed this is, guessing it's one of the frat boys who's close to minho considering how he knew exactly where the room was despite his lips never leaving yours. 

"mhm. fuck me so good min. only you," you slur, adjusting when minho slips a pillow under your hips, angling you better for his liking. he chuckles at your babbling, flipping your plaid skirt up, marveling at the sight of your plump ass. his hand comes down harshly on one cheek, making you jolt forward in surprise. 

"fucking missed this ass." he groans as he kneads the supple flesh, cock hardening even more at the sight of a red imprint on your left ass cheek. 

"need you in me," you plead, growing impatient as you lay face down on this stranger's bed. 

"mind your manners, kitten. or have you forgotten what to do when sir's about to fuck you?" minho asks, unbuttoning his button down shirt deliberately slow, making you whine in annoyance. 

"please, sir. need you in me so bad." 

"that right, kitten?"

"dont fucking call me that," you hiss, making sure no one was listening in on your conversation. 

"dont like it when i call you that? could have sworn you clenched down on me so tight when i was telling you how much of a good kitten you were." minho teases, his voice an octave lower and his gaze darkening. 

you clench your thighs under the table in spite of yourself, and you scoff at him. "will you shut the fuck up? we're in public." you seethe, rolling your eyes before you intentionally lift your book up to hide your face, hoping he doesnt catch the red that spreads across your cheeks. 

"never bothered you before." he leans over the table and puts your book down with his pointer finger, smirking in triumph at how easy it is to get under your skin. 

"hey, minho? have you ever thought of.. oh i dunno- not being the world's biggest ass?" you smile sarcastically at him, rudely pushing away his hand. 

"you already got that covered, baby." minho coos, propping his elbow up on the table and resting his chin on his open palm. 

you can kind of remember why you fell in love with him when he looked at you like that, cat-like eyes peering up at you as if you had hung the stars in the night sky just for him. you try to shake the feeling of his eyes on you, but it's kinda hard when he's shameleslly staring at you with his bottom lip caught between his teeth. 

"stop looking at me." you mumble, annoyed. 

"why? does it make you nervous? do i make you nervous, sweetheart?" 

"you wish." you whisper under your breath, but he hears it. 

"say that again, won't you? louder this time?" 

"loud enough for everyone else to hear." 

"b-but minho," you whine, hands clutching onto the sheets as he teases your folds with the tip of his cock, sliding in between your glistening folds but never pushing in all the way. 

"i said louder, baby. need everyone outside to hear how bad you want me." especially that son of a bitch, mingyu. 

"'s embarrassing." you feel drool starting to pool on the bedsheet under you, pussy clenching around nothing as minho continues to tease you.

"embarrassing? why's it embarrassing baby? you're getting the best dick you'll ever get, im sure they'll understand." he chuckles to himself, watching you try to push yourself back against him, in hope he'd finally slip into you. 

"please, minho. need you so fucking bad." you sob, hiccuping when he finally slides halfway in, only for him to pull out just as quickly. 

"oh yea?" minho smirks, leaning over you so his toned chest presses against your back. he gently nibbles on the lobe of your ear before he whispers. 

"why dont you fucking beg me with that cute little mouth?" 

"god you're disgusting," you hiss, but you can't help the way your thighs clench under the table, and you're hopeful minho doesnt catch it.

he does. 

he smirks at you, abruptly standing up, catching the attention of the people seated nearby you when his chair scratches against the floor. you pray he's gonna walk away, when suddenly he's right behind you, hands gripping onto the backrest of your seat as he bends down, lowering himself so his mouth is right next to your ear. 

"you're so pretty when you lie, baby. i can tell how much you want me. can practically smell you from over here." minho growls lowly, burying his nose into the crook of your neck, making yu shudder against his touch. 

"minho." you whine, trying to move away from his grasp, but he holds you in place, fingers digging harshly into your shoulder. 

"hm. just love it so much when you beg for me." he whispers, trailing his fingers gently up and down your arm. 

"when you beg for me like that, how can i say no?" 

your sounds are muffled by minho's palm pressing against your mouth, catching your sounds as you moan wantonly into his hand. minho can only chuckle at you, other hand coming down harshly to grip your thigh as he eases all the way into you, until he quite literally can't go in any further. you arch your back at the feeling of him hitting spots in you so deep, and minho hisses from behind you. 

"god, arch your back for me baby - yea, just like that, good kitten. see? i reward you so good when you listen." minho slurs, giving you some time to adjust to his dick before he sets an unforgiving pace, pulling out to his tip before he pushes all the way in again, using his weight to go as deep as he can go. 

"f-fuck, min. missed you so m-much. need you baby, please? harder?" you babble against his hand, and minho has the nerve to chuckle at you. 

"harder?" minho chuckles, wrapping his hand around your neck, making you gasp. he pulls you up against his chest, fingers tightening around your throat as he continues to grind into you, head of his cock making you feel like you're burning with how deep he is. "baby if i go any harder i'm gonna fucking break you." 

"wan you to break me." you sob into the dark room, fingers coming up to wrap around minho's hand in support. 

"oh, baby. you're gonna fucking wish you never said that." he growls, before abruptly pulling out of you and flipping you onto your back, catching you off guard with how harshly your skin hits the mattress. but you have about two seconds to recover before minho wraps his arms around your thighs, pulling you closer to him so he can fill you up in one, harsh thrust. 

"haven't had this pussy in months." minho whines as he folds your legs up against your chest, your ankle dangling awkwardly next to his face. he smirks at how fucked out you look, turning his head to the side to plant a soft kiss to your ankle. "gonna make sure i break you in, then you're gonna keep coming back for more, won't you baby?" 

you mewl in response, minho's heavy hands pressing against the back of your thighs to help your position, his cock pressing so deliciously deep inside you, you can't help but cry out for him, hands finding support on his shoulders as he starts to rut into you like a wild animal. 

"wanna know why you'll always come back to me baby?" he hisses, and you shake your head, tears in your eyes from how fucking good he feels inside you. 

"cuz you're always gonna be mine." 

you gasp when you feel minho's lips kiss the side of your neck, soft and gentle against your skin. you almost drop your book, but before it starts to get too heated, minho pulls away, a cocky smirk on his lips. 

"see? got you wrapped around my finger, pretty." he hums, taking the seat next to you, leaving his arm on your chair. 

"so why don't you forget your readings for a while, come over to my place, hmm?" he offers, grabbing your seat by the edge and pulling you closer to him so you can clearly hear the next words. 

"let me fuck you good again baby, gonna make you beg for me to take you back." 

[thats-rough-buddy04]

Offical Red and Blue Poll

Who is the best red and blue couple?

Find by clicking link or by searching Red and blue poll

Some Guidelines

Each Poll will last one day and will be linked here

There will a total of four rounds

Who ever wins each poll will continue on and the other will be out

If your suggestion isnt on here or ur fav is not on here, vote for the ur second fav, if I did all the suggestions we would be here for days

please be kind when doing these, it is not that deep

Each group up was randomly generated, so srry if I but two bad bitches against each other

WINNER is TEAM ROCKET!

Final Closed

Zukka vs Wrightworth vs Team Rocket here

Team Rocket and Wrightworth tied so yeah congrats

Srry wangxian you had a good run but your fans were low key kinda rude so I’m not feeling too bad even though I love you, just kidding thxs to everyone that voted!!!! Good luck to the last remaining 3!!!!

Have fun guys!!!!!

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Wangxian Everyday means everday from MDZS vs Zukka My girlfriend turned into the moon from Atla here

Team Rocket Prepare for trouble! Make it double from Pokemon vs Wrightworth I'm saddled with these unnecessary feeling from Ace attorney here

I'm srry to my Jedtavius fans, I was not expecting the lawyers to win. Soukoku losing badly to Wangxian but Wangxian barely got through the first round makes me think people spite voted for soukoku in order to knock out klance

ROUND 2 Closed

1.SOUKOKU from Bungou stray dogs VS WANGXIAN from Mo dao zu shi here

2. Caitvi from Arcane vs Zukka from Avatar the last airbender here

3. Wrightworth from Ace attorney vs Jedtavius from Night at the Museum here

4. KORRASAMI from Legend of korra VS TEAM ROCKET from Pokemon here

Round one: Polls Closed

Soukoku from Bungou stray dogs vs Klance from Voltron here

Rin and Haru from Free vs Wangxian from Mo Dao Zu Shi here

Caitvi from Arcane vs Renga from Sk8 here

Karma/Nagisa from Assassination Classroom vs Zukka from Avatar the last airbender here

Wrightworth from Ace Attorney vs Ruby/Sapphire from Steven Universe here

Lawlight from Deathnote vs Jedediah/Octavius from Night at the Museum here

Judai/Johan from Yugioh vs Korrasami from Legend of korra here

Sonic/Shadow from Sonic vs Team Rocket from Pokemon here

Not me cackling at klance losing first round

Also please reblog and like so more people will see it ❤❤

I haven't seen a couple of these so if I'm missing something important let me know

[tkorules]

to be real i think making it so evan forgives michael for the whole bite incident and it being pushed as "not" being michaels fault is so boring and detracts from what could be an actually interesting story about abuse.

like. evan was a kid who probably just wanted to be happy, and to have a nice day where he wasnt constantly being tormented and feeling upset all the time. he was (most likely, considering williams lack of presence) neglected by his dad, and his brother was constantly very mean to him. elizabeth and evan mightve had a better relationship but we dont know about that.

and then the bite happened.

and like . this was not a single incident. of course it was. but like. it was the inevitable consequence end of how michael treated evan, the constant disregard for his feelings. sure the bite was technically an accident, but it was only an accident in the fact that evan died.

like. the scaring and emotional harm. and ignoring evan's actual feelings. like regardless of what michael intended.

and like. really. evan should be angry! why WOULDN'T he be angry? because he thinks it isnt michaels fault? well it is! regardless of michael's intentions, it was his idea. he wasnt manipulated into doing it. he did of his own choice.

so like. it feels like the reasons for evan to not be angry... are usually not very compelling and feel very much like. bad reasons. like that involve either acting like michael isnt at fault for how he hurt evan or that it doesnt matter. which it does!

and its just. sorry i dont like when michaels feelings about the incident and what would make a compelling arc for him is whats centered completely! and evan is only really looked at as like. an accessory for michael's arc.

and like. evan being angry is really like. he suffered so much in life, with a horrible brother and a neglectful father. and his life ended in the culmination of his brother's awful behavior. and so as a spirit, he's angry! he's spiteful! his death was entirely avoidable, he couldve lived had his brother not been so awful to him! and so he wants payback! he wants revenge for how he's been forced to suffer! thats so goddamn interesting! its so much more interesting than evan just forgiving michael for making his life a living hell! its much more than the idea of evan just being this perfect child who forgives michael.

(also. it is really annoying when in golden duo stuff people make it so cassidy is responsible for tormenting michael and evan isnt. like. literally in game golden freddy says IT'S ME. like. if cassidy knew that was michael and not william or some shit that would make no sense.)

[thesovereignsring-if]

How would mc’s family and ros treat a romanced mc who is kind and merciful? Basically they wouldn’t even hurt a fly

This is cute :)

RO(s):

Finny: Finny is a hot head and if he thinks the MC is being too kind and gentle towards people who deserve it- prepare for a shouting match or some very vocal disagreements with him. He'll wilt when push comes to shove and respect the MC's wishes, but his guard will always be up for them.

Thea: She'll call the MC an idiot to their face, but will want them to never change. She's lil jaded, she believes people will aways take kindness and mercy for granted.

Linnet: She'll respect MC(s) who are kind and merciful in the face of adversity. She thinks those traits very admirable in a person. She'll want to try an emulate that behaviour herself and feel bad when she can't :( But she isnt a doormat, she'll kindly voice any disagreements she has over mercy choices. She'll worry about being the more tougher and ruthless partner of the two.

Medea: Will find it as endearing and it makes her lil heart very soft for the MC. That being said, if the people the MC spared magically died of a tragic accident. Oh well. What a shame. Such a coincidence!

Helios: Tease and bully. Bully. Bully. Bully. Not maliciously, of course. Helios likes getting a rise out of people. If Helios really disagrees with a mercy choice, they'll openly be vocal/mocking spiteful about that decision. Will challenge the MC's ideal and morals. Will kill people/enemies behind MC's back.

Eirik: Will think the MC is a fool for being merciful. Will be skeptical and thinks it's a front. But once he realizes that it isn't, will be disarmed and will start make the tougher and less kind calls if he sincerely believes the situation calls for it.

Family:

Alberich: He'll be annoyed at MCs that are merciful to a fault or are kind to their enemies. He'll find those traits endearing, of course, but he'll start having people in the background making sure that the MC won't be taken advantaged of. Would probably find a way to use MC's kindness and mercy to trick enemies into a false sense of security.

Sieghardt: Must protect at all cost. Will do things on MC's behalf if it means they're safe from threats. He'll want to the MC to preserve the kinder/gentler aspects of their personality as much as possible.

Maeve(The Empress): She's gonna start getting grey hairs. 😭 Omg. She loves her bby she really does, but kind/merciful MC(s) are easy to be taken advantage of and she'll be so worried what'll happen if she or their brother's aren't there to protect them. I wouldn't be surprised if that'll cause her to be more stern and cold towards gentle MC(s) to correct that behaviour when they make decisions that will get them hurt.

[thrandilf]

i feel this in a creative work sort of way and idk if im like. i doubt im Alone in it but idk how common of a problem it is like what if i am just being a freak but

i actually think i can do what im setting out to do re writing a book series. i think i can do it well. i have clear and defined goals and i Know it'll be years of work

the hang up is like...

i guess i feel like the entire world expects me to fail

i dont think i will, but i never mention to people being a writer and having stuff im working on unless theyre close to me/Also other writers

see, with fanfic, it made sense to hide it away wrt irl. i mean we live in a society fic has a bad general public rep that i can tell, lotta ppl think it isnt Real writing, ect

im just surprised i still have this sense of fear/shame ig abt my own could be published years later writing

like i dont tell ppl i write at all because if i did id expect them to think im just gonna fail, like i dont have it in me, like my ideas are bad, like any kind of bad faith/hurtful thing abt writers being worthless or how much of a longshot it is for anything to take off just Haunt me all the time and so i still self isolate my biggest hobby/frankly whats a part of my identity and has been since i was in elementary school

not being a fueled by spite person makes it kinda hard bc if i ever do mention it i feel like ill have to just get defensive, but also ppl tend to not be like oh you're doing/making x thats Stupid i probably wouldnt hear it to my face

but i dunno

i just feel depressed. and a large part is probably that moving from fanfic to og means i can and will have more ppl seeing it bc it isnt fandom dependent, but its still smth i reflexively Hide bc of how i think ppl will view me/that its like im wasting my time or kidding myself when i dont believe that but its. augh

[juzorei]

ONLY FRIENDS SERIES

Okay so from this point everything will be going down the road. I mean Boston is a real ass selfish bastard. He is gonna do whatever that will do good for himself or for his entertainment, that includes fucking off his friends too. I mean Boston doesnt care about anyone but just himself. But on the other hand its good that Sand know the truth now but Boston shouldnt have to be such an ass and talk like that there. Wahh that really pissed me off. I feel bad for Nick!

But honestly in my opinion I think Ray was trying to move on in some way. But at the same time he doesnt want to accept anything, he doesnt really realise that he is comfortable and happy around Sand. Sand makes him feel normal. He doesnt have to pretend with Sand. Or maybe he do realise but denying the fact that he may have feelings for Sand because he still stuck up with the thought of Mew. I dont think he do have any feelings for mew anymore at this point. Its just the feeling of being needed by someone and also because mew was there when was at his worst.

And Sand is the person I want to protect the most. In this Ep 5 it starts with how Sand spend his everyday life, workinghard to make money to chase his dreams. His 24 hours, he spend trying to make money and its kinda of a routine. He doesnt have time for any other thing. But him adding an extra hour to his daily life for Ray, Boy he fell in love!!😭❤ Even though he knew they were just friends with benefits, somewhere in between his heart betrayed him and fell for Ray. Everytime he looks at Ray, sheesh his feelings screams and I dont know if Ray sees it or not, but I think he is BLIND.😑

When Boston shouted out about Mew and Ray, Ray got angry, its not that he still got feelings for Mew but the thing that Boston recorded them and spited out things infront of Sand for no particular reason and Ray didnt want Sand to know about it and misunderstand about that. He was afraid Sand will ignore him. The look on Ray's face when they were lying down on the bed, I dont think he was that scared when he was rejected by Mew, but now when Sand knows everything, Ray is scared that Sand will leave him. And Sand realising that from the start it was just 24 hours not 25 hours, and in that 24 hour of Ray's life he isnt there, it fucking hurts. In his busy running life, Ray was someone who stopped his time, but now he felt betrayed. GOD I WANT TO PROTECT HIM AT ALL COST!!

AISH TF IN TOTAL RAY DOESNT REALISE HIS FEELINGS FOR SAND AND STILL RUNNING HIS DRUNK ASS MIND ON MEW!!😤

BUT HOLY MOLY THIS SCENE MADE MY INNER STOMACH FILL WITH BUTTERFLIES! Their chemistry is mind blowing!! Like for real!! KhaoFirst got that magic yall!!❤🦋

[catmaidetho]

assigning my favorite guys crane wives songs

aka, in honor of the crane wives being my #1 artist on spotify this year, have some insanity. this list is loosely based on the life series, but each song aims to encapsulate a character as entirely as possible w/o focusing too hard on any specific event. i'll also say that i actively tried to choose songs that i haven't seen us as a community talk about that much.

Etho - Volta volta is a song about making the conscious decision to be present in your life, taking back control. etho is someone who constantly jumps from thing to thing, never really staying put, and i personally interpret volta as not just consciously taking back control of your life, but also making the decision to settle into something. it is about fighting your nature of running away and choosing to stay. i will admit that this song is about vibes more than lyrical content. still, have some lyrics

"Do you remember being young and eager? My heart was buzzing like a wire Give me a reason to connect, be nearer"

Bdubs - Little Soldiers ON THE BROKEN BACKS OF ALL THE WORDS WE SPARED, LIKE LITTLE SOLDIERS IN THE TRENCHES. IT WAS A MARCH WE MADE TOWARDS RUIN AND DESPAIR BUT WE HELD HANDS ALL THE WHILE. I SWEAR THAT I LOVED YOU. I SWEAR THAT I LOVED YOU. I SWEAR THAT I LOVED YOU---I SWEAR, I SWEAR!!!!

LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT DOES NOT FUCKING SCREAM BDUBS. HE LOVES ME. I FOUGHT TOOTH AND NAIL BEFORE THE FLAG HAD FLOWN BUT YOU WERE ALREADY GONE!!!!!!

sorry little soldiers is one of my favorite crane wives songs. two people tied together with barbed wire, knowing that what they're in isn't good but refusing to let go out of a desperate attempt to cling onto love. tell me that isnt ethubs, especially the way we as a fandom dramatize them.

Cleo - High Horse high horse is a song about being a petty, spiteful motherfucker. it is about looking at someone you hold dear who has hurt you, and saying, "you know what? i won't stand for this" and throwing them under the bus.

"I'm done thinking about it You're never gonna get what you want So why feel guilty about it?"

Grian - How to Rest listen. look me in the eyes. i know we all like to pretend, especially in regards to scarian and the desert and double life, that grian did not/does not love scar. that the love, that the friendship, that the real connection they shared was not there because it makes for some juicy angst. look me in the eyes and tell me that grian being outright cruel towards scar is somehow more interesting than grian pretending he does not love scar, when in reality he does. tell me that blatant angst for angst's sake is more interesting than grian looking out for scar, not because of an obligation, but because scar is his friend and his ally and maybe sometimes people just chose to be around each other.

"Here's the truest thing I've ever known The heart is just a muscle with a rhythm all its own It doesn't stop when you decide not to move on The heart knows nothing of your love or of your loss"

Joel - The Wolf oh joel wants SO BAD to be a threat. he wants so badly for people to fear him, to take him seriously, to be the bad guy. however, his attempts at this often fall short, usually due to his own brazen overconfidence and snappy, petty nature. all of this, of course, pushes anyone who he hasn't latched onto away because who would want to align themselves with someone who wants so badly to be a loose canon?

"Can it be Can it be easy for once Cause I’m no good at being kind to myself Or anyone [...] I am a beast at your back You better run for your life"

Jimmy - New Colors i am by no means a jimmy expert, but this song is just so jimmy to me. he is so desperate to do well. new colors is a song about desperation. he is so desperate to be taken seriously, in a similar way to joel, but the difference is nobody ever does. i'm just going to leave you with these lyrics.

"Don't tell me that I can't Oh Lord, don't tell me that I can't I need this so damn bad"

"I give up my sight To see I give up my air To breathe"

Scar - Down The River i'm gonna admit, i really struggled to find one for scar, but i think this one works. scar doesn't put much stock into past grievances if it isn't convenient for him, he will simply move on and pretend he didn't do anything. this is ESPECIALLY relevant in moving between series---all bridges are burned, and must be rebuilt.

"Now, tell me, when you start again Where will you house your skeletons? Or will they stay behind Your settlement in kind?"

this post is getting kind of long, and im gonna admit im not confident enough in my characterization of the rest of the cast to assign them a song, so i'll leave this here for now :)