#this isn't really tmi but

[addisong]

the urge to write, film, produce, direct, star in, and cast my own BOOK ACCURATE tsc adaption is so strong sometimes

[ame-to-ame]

Merry Christmas!!!

[n0pr0mises]

ino is the kind of guy who is so excited to get your pants off and when he finally does and puts you face down ass up before freezing. both his hands are gently holding the sides of your ass and he's silent for a minute, making you nervous and wondering what's wrong before you hear him whisper reverently "wow..."

he feels so blessed and because you're blushing and burying your face in your arms, you don't see him look towards the ceiling, dramatically (and very quietly) saying "thank you thank you thank you-"

[arborix]

going from a week of warm humidity back to freezing humidity is destroying my poor nose, it's crusty and raw to the touch >:(

[ladsofsorrow24]

me when i read a dramatic romance manga/manhwa:

me when someone talk about their troublesome love life:

[clementimetodie]

Something about those period product alternative posts that suggest cotton pads and period underwear with no mention of cups feels eerily like that old idea that "tampons are for whores because they break your virginity" but hidden behind the guise of natural alternatives and feminine health

[cobra-creampuff]

hey an effect of HRT that I've noticed in myself that I've never seen anyone mention: the like little tiny bumpy bits around the areola? the baby saliva-reading texture (or so I've heard)? gone. my nipples are. So smooth.

[scarlettcryptid]

the comments on my fics are some of the only things holding me together rn

[thxgrxmrexpxr]

[The one thing I think I disagree with strongly is that HUNK is "unhygienic".

While I agree in missions he probably doesn't always have many choices - he can't just take his gear off and clean off if he's surrounded by monster: but I do think that he does his best with the circumstances that he has.

At the very least he wipes himself off with those lil personal wet wipe packets or does a bird bath if he can find a sink.

But in cases where he's got access to soap and running water + doesn't have to worry about a zombie eating his ass while he's in the shower? Dear lord, imo he's probably bordering on excessive when it comes to the way he'd clean himself.

He also likely doesn't smell "good" in the sense that he uses heavy scents for washing or as a deodorant. I actually think HUNK in ideal/less stressful circumstances doesn't really HAVE a smell. He'd more likely use harsh antibacterial soaps rather than scented ones and doesn't cross me as the kind of person who bothers with buying expensive cologne.]

[allyooops]

TMI TUESDAY:

[How/where] did you meet your partner? He sounds like a wonderful person!

[genuine]

He is truly an amazing man, and I always wanted him to find the happiness that he so deserved. Just never figured I'd factor into that someday haha! Building a relationship off of a real friendship is not something I've ever done, but it's made it so easy tbh? We already had this foundation of trust, and a deep understanding of what each other had gone through and was actively looking for. I'm so excited for the future with him by my side 💕

[isekyaaa]

Someone said my work is "quality" u//////u

[frazzledsoul]

I think it's really sweet that I get notifications lately about people liking my GoT fics because that fandom seriously put me through the wringer and all the overwrought tag policing (from fans screaming about a past relationship maybe being discussed at some point) is a key reason why I stopped writing in the first place.

Also, Jonerys fans literally scouring this blog for "proof" that I wasn't a completely straight cisgender female and threatening me if they found it (there's a lot of proof these days, gang, although if you know what my sexuality actually is at this point, feel free to inform the class....slightly bisexual ace? Uh, maybe) all because I told them it was out of line to explicitly threaten people over fanfic comments...let's just say, I stopped wanting to engage.

However, if people still like the fics, I do appreciate that.

[paradoxiii]

Are you saying natalieironside has you blocked? That’s so funny and idk why

Yeah, iirc she actually used to follow me! But I made a comment on some post that I don't remember the details of but I remember part of my comment was "almost always", then natalieironside added on something essentially saying "it's not always like that", to which I responded with a screenshot of the thing I said in the first place and reiterating that I said "almost". Next thing I know her blog doesn't load for me & I can't like/reblog anything from her (which kinda sucks bc at least once a week I come across a post of hers that I get the urge to reblog)

[fantabulisticity]

I had grand plans for working all day and going to Karaoke tonight, which would be my first Karaoke night back since my trip, and then I wanted to play in the snow this weekend. But although my chest congestion was WAY better yesterday, it's bad again today (but not as bad as it was Tuesday). So I had to come home sick from work after 2 hours, and I won't get to go to Karaoke or play in the snow unless I get better. Definitely not Karaoke bc that's tonight (or tomorrow night) and 8 hours is NOT enough time to be over an illness enough to be in public. I'm so fucking tired of this.

I don't even feel that bad? I'm the normal amount of tired I would expect to be if I weren't sick, I don't have a fever or any stomach issues, and I can breathe fine most of the time. I'm just congested in my nose, eustachian tubes, and chest, and I have a cough. I'm annoyed and stuffy but not miserable. But I can't pass this around, either, so I can't just go about life as usual without putting people at risk. I'm young and healthy and will get over this eventually, but that isn't the case for everyone, so I have to stay home and be SO BORED and not even be able to sing bc my voice is shitty right now and I don't want to cause any more damage. Apparently sleeping in late and lying on the couch playing video games wasn't enough rest. So I'm going to sleep a bunch today and this weekend and hope I can sleep it off. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[irritablepoe]

they are terrible for this you have a problem and told them and they make fun of you? that is mean as fuck people who are supposed to care about you should want you to not feel horrible but maybe the friends feel badly for you with that look? like sympathetic?

yeah, but i'm... well not okay with this exactly, but i'm glad that they're respecting these boundaries at least. i'm used to being made fun of though lol, i'll take that then ig

and yeah my friends definitely feel sympathetic towards me, though probably don't know how to react bc they don't quite understand? which again is fair, these thoughts are irrational after all (at least the feeling dirty and scratching/hitting part, though this has probably resulted bc of me not establishing boundaries much earlier where i started to feel uncomfortable with it, which is a valid thing to feel ofc but didn't realise at the time)

[22degreehalo]

hhhhhhhhckkkkkkkkkkk so I'm going to Japan in a few weeks with my parents and I'm already. deeply anxious thinking abt Tokyo hahajhawfhaha becuase I just. I just really want to go to Akihabara and Ikebukuro and buy a bunch of merch and wear my itabag and be a glorious swamp creature weeb. But I am for some reason deathly anxious about showing my true enthusiasm around my parents. But also I know that if I give any indication that I'm holding back my mum will feel so Bad like why can't I be myself around her?? and I don't have an answer. but literally anybody in that situation would think it's because she's done something Wrong so she'd get really Sad and worry that she's a Bad Mother for making me feel all these bad ways when no it's just me. I'm jsut fuckiggn like this for no reason. And I so so desperately want to just spend a day or two by myself and not explain myself but I KNOW she's going to try and come with because she thinks that's helping and I want company because like, who doesn't want to hang out with people they like??? And I've tried so many times but she just doesn't understand even the simple answer which is 'it's not fun doing something you enjoy with someone who isn't interested at all.' Especially since my mum DOES show her emotions Really Goddamn Obviously and just says things really really bluntly whenever she doesn't like something with 0 indication that other people might feel different and if I even try to express something like that she goes all 'oh but it doesn't matter what I think!! nobody cares haha. I'm just an idiot' or whatever and like that's super depressing??? and not true????? btu AGAIN if I try to say that it makes me feel bad to hear her say that she'll feel bad about making me feel bad. and nothing will have been gained.

I just want to buy [character] merch man without having to try to explain why I'm getting so much or spending so much without saying 'I've been obsessed with this dude for like 4-6 years, I've learned Japanese for him, I've written hundreds of words of fanfiction, but I've just never mentioned him to you because I am psychotically self-conscious with literally 0 historical reason to be so.'