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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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takes like these show such an immense lack of any attempt at meaningful understanding of transmasculine perspectives and experiences that it genuinely makes my head hurt. like you do realize there is a difference between not FEELING pressured to do something, and not EXPERIENCING pressure to do something, right? of course you do, but you read a few personal posts about transmascs experiencing euphoria and made a bad faith generalization on our entire social position.
sure, transmascs may feel less pressure to be attractive as personal affirmation of our masculinity. but a misogynistic society at large still continues to pressure us to be attractive and feminine. of course it is born from misogyny, but like we have been screaming for YEARS, we are still affected by misogyny.
a huge proponent of the targeted violence towards us is demonizing the effects of physical transition- about how transitioning makes us ugly (which OOP directly contributes to in this post) and ruins our value in womanhood to the potential men who want to fuck and marry and impregnate us. trans men are correctively assaulted to feminize us, largely because our oppressors see us as "deviant women who must be fixed by forcing us back into femininity, and eventually beauty." there is a literal book titled "irreversible damage" that outlines how we are "coerced into destroying our beautiful fertile bodies."
i have heard countless stories of transmascs seeking physical transition who were equally denied, because a psychiatrist deemed them as currently attractive women in their prime, who must have their value to the patriarchy preserved at all costs.
and ultimately, if despite all of this, we continue to reject white supremacist feminine beauty standards and find joy in our transition, a misogynist society that believes we have no value outside our current or potential attractiveness thinks we would be better off dead, lest we tempt other women to abandon ship.
transmascs are not your enemies! we are not experiencing wildly different things! i promise you that trans people across the spectrum will always have far more shared experiences than unique ones!
i am reaching out my hand to you, so we can stand taller and stronger against the white supremacist patriarchal pressure placed upon us both. will you reach back and grab it, or push me to the ground in an attempt to escape and save yourself?
#transandrophobia#transmisandry#anti transmasculinity#trip talks#tumblr is where nuance goes to die#you really cannot talk about ANYTHING as a transmasc right now without having your words twisted into a strawman#god forbid we talk about euphoria or someone will use the most surface level bad faith interpretation of it as a core part of their-#-transfeminist theorizing (where we always end up being labeled privileged/oppressors)
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the "should the veil come down" poll is fascinating bc people have such strong opinions that it shouldn't, but like
it was, crumbling and in shambles and about to release the blight at any moment throughout all the games... forget the ethical issues of whether the spirits would be better off without it. it's precariously held up by pure luck of "the grey wardens have not yet killed the last two archdemons despite wanting to really badly" alone. something Would have to be done to it!
veilguard's "solution" is actually insane - hinging the entire thing on:
putting solas, already badly injured, into solitary confinement for [unknown immortal lifespan amount of years] and hoping that doesn't... kill him at any point...? obligatory reminder that it is considered a form of torture, and has terrible physical and mental health effects. it is not only very cruel, but also objectively bizarre to expect someone to just remain alive in there indefinitely without problems.
hoping solas can soothe the blight. by himself. with his notoriously charming personality, and how much the titans must love him for being involved in their plight. let's be real, this guy did not manage to even soothe the dalish when he met them the first time, and they're much more similar to him than "vengeful detached souls of entire land masses". better hope he doesn't piss them off more, or just get blighted in there, and then also die? or get turned into a new voice for the blight and start calling people into the black city to open it again?
hoping that everyone immediately stops having the trait of hubris. tevinter went and broke into the black city back when it was fully defended and the veil was at its strongest - now the entire veil is held up by One Elf? 3563 evil magisters are probably dousing themselves in blood to get there again. alternatively, they would just be trying to kill solas specifically as a remnant of arlathan/Evil Elven God™️/to prove they can do it. and he's significantly more killable than the other evanuris.
the funniest black comedy option is, of course, if rook triumphantly stabs solas and shoves him into the veil, and then... midway through the end credits, the veil collapses. bc as solas said many times, he is not actually a god, and if stabbed by The Lyrium Dagger That Kills Evanuris, after already sustaining some injuries that he didn't seem capable of healing, he probably would just bleed out offscreen.
#dragon age#dragon age meta#solas#txt#i do not usually care about people's opinions on fiction but i Do need people to be aware that#solitary confinement is real and quite horrific and probably being done to people in your country!#on the excuse of “they deserve it” or “it's not really that bad”#so i am a little weirded out when people are genuinely like “wow! so optimistic! so moral! so sustainable!”#it isn't..... this is once more a “the bioware writers are white people from edmonton” moment i fear#taking a bold stance on the city of omelas by saying#��what if we build the city on purpose around an eternally miserable prisoner? but it's ok bc the prisoner is kind of an asshole”#i don't think this is a good way to write.... optimism... hkfjdjs.#on an out of universe level i think the veil should stay somewhat up just bc i like the thedas lower fantasy vibes#but veilguard was not convincing in the least hjfjdjkfhd#this is like putting duct tape over a nuclear waste leak except the duct tape is one guy in eternal torment
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I feel you should know my wife and I genuinely always call it the Evil Penis Music now and we do so even in the middle of completely serious sentences / plot discussion where we aren't joking. That's just what it's called now.
Evil Penis Music infiltrates another household.
#ask#Thank you so much for sharing...this is a very sweet message and it gave me a much needed smile B*)#I am also both flattered and so apologetic for the change in lexicon.#However! If the song of clarity is the 'pure heart tone' then it's counter as 'evil penis music' simply makes sense!#Currently haunted by the thought that the next step of bastardization is calling the song of cleansing 'un-evil penis music'#Lan Jingyi would do it. He understands his assignment as a chaotic teen.#All languages undergo revisions as culture and history interact with it.#The Lan elders would hate it so bad. On multiple levels. The fact there is even an evil version of the song of clarity.#The fact that version got called evil penis music. The fact evil penis music is catching on with the younger disciples.#I am very likely going to come back with a comic for this (Tis busy times and this ask was too sweet to leave in the vault)#I hope you and your wife have a lovely week! Thank you for sticking around and reading my comics!
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why seek paradise? it is before me now


#your honour!!!!! i'm down bad to levels even judas can't reach#quote from jodhaa akbar btw PEAKKKKK historical bollywood movie#reference also from jodhaa akbar#gnashing my teeth and grinding my JAWWWWW#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved fanart#touchstarved kuras#touchstarved oc#touchstarved mc#ts oc: noel#ts kuras#my art#todayis.art
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alternate surface au inspired by a few ive seen around on tumblr :3


#my art#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#painter pressure#thought more abt my headcanons for seb’s anatomy and like. lol that tail is not pure muscle hes got guts in there.#that + the fact that there’s spinal cord in there means itd be a bad idea to try and amputate it#the wagon/eventual wheelchair is mostly for outdoor use i imagine.#<- specificallt]y for outdoor surface textures/debris that’d be bad for him to slither on#also. chronic pain have i dont think suddenly shrinking his whole body did much good for that#i imagine he and painter have like. a pool. to help with that and other needs he has now.#but he wouldnt wanna use it for a long while#there was a sort of. disconnect between his idea of freedom from urbanshade vs the reality of it i think.#like. thinking things could. on some level. go back to normal#and not considering that some of his mutations would be irreversible#and having to confront/cope with/accomodate himself about that#seb wants to be normal again but we cant all get what we want can we!#sometimes healing involves working with or around irreversible change buddy!#btw if feligayzed sees this. hiii hii your au was one of the big things that kicked my brain off on this and i wanna make fanart sometime#oh yeah this is . also.#sebpainter#pressure pathways#pathways#wow i dont think ive written a wall of tags that big in a long time. can you tell im having normal feelings about them
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No I didn't forget to upload. Here's estinien
#yes i did i was too busy playing lads lmao also i aas just doong bad mentally#i draw estinien to make me feel happy#“god i hate his outfit why didnt i draw him in one of his other non inn ones?” i say about every outfit i draw him in#gonna draw him in the level 80 drg gear to feel something one day#anyways i think hes so cute and i want to bite and kiss him i love you estinien youre soooooooooo#art#digital art#digital#illustration#painting#anime#fanart#digital painting#ffxiv#final fantasy#elezen#estinien varlineau#estinien wyrmblood#ffxiv estinien
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ok. describe in detail a list of the personal style decisions that are "sacrificial to men" and therefore Bad Feminism, and then a separate list of "ethical" personal style decisions that are empowering. then justify every item on the first list by defining how the subjective environmental effects (ie, not getting fired for a bullshit reason when it's really because you had pit hair and it made your shitty boss, a man, uncomfortable, so you just shaved your armpits instead of getting fired and becoming homeless) are not defensible choices because the math doesnt work out. show your work
for extra credit do this same assignment again but the hypothetical subject is a sex worker with two children
#for the A+ make a third list of personal grooming practices that no woman ever finds attractive#“ugh why is she so obsessed with making herself attractive to men”#well if you have endured what its like to deal with the public while simultaneously being either ugly or invisible you know the answer#its an extremely simple economics problem that is curiously resistant to individual actors#a nightclub owner i knew called this the Hot Waitress Index#the hotter the applicants for shit level jobs are in your industry the worse the economy is doing#looking bad or even just plain has a measurable economic cost for women
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Cha Haein was never involved in the baby-making process, Jinwoo birthed Suho himself
#this is crazyyyyyyy#jinwoo is just so effortlessly hot in that panel someone fucking sedate me before i jump on him#suho is so SO CUTE but i can't simp for him like that he's babie 🥺#reading solo leveling ragnarok feels like i'm watching my own son grow up and get beaten to death every 5 chapters asdfasdfd#BRING BACK YOUR DADDY PLEASE I MISS HIM SO BAD#sung jinwoo#solo leveling#sung suho
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More brainworms
#solo leveling#carliedraws#solo leveling jinwoo#jinwoo sung#yoo jinho#solo leveling igris#i love them your honor#'jinwoo why do your farts smell like DEATH'#the puppy killer thing is because chrissy and i were talking about how jinwoo is a slaughter machine#and didnt even feel a little bit bad about all the wolf corpses littered everywhere#ALL of this is dumb and i have ZERO regrets i am having a blast about this show
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i realy want some chocolate rn
#jazzprowl#jazz#prowl#tf jazz#tf prowl#maccadam#transformers#buggles#fod thats so many base tags#Anyway.#btw the song is bad idea right?#A literall y got flashed with the song and suddenly knew I had to draw them#lowk they should be toxic ad bad for everyone else so they get paired up together to cancel each other's bad habits and no one gets#exposed to their radioactive level of fucked ip and evil but in a Morally Grey way#Optimus your TiC and SiC are more morally questionable than a bunch of cons are you ok#I wouldve named some cons hut I dont know any of them well enough to makemmy judgement clear plus I havent gotten to look into their#characters too much I rlly need to read some comics and then Ill come back and talk about them on the subject of morals and ethics
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i have such mixed feelings about the idea of “moving in privacy”. i think there are seasons for it (certainly your late 20s/saturn return you will probably desire retreat for a while, or any time you feel uncertain). at the same time, moving in public with a thoughtful personal brand can be an incredible, powerful, and easy way to bring connection and opportunities to you. sometimes i think all this “disappear and move in privacy” talk is just a symptom of poor boundaries and rebranding the fear of being vulnerable… but if you can figure out boundaries and overcome the fear of actually being recognised for your gifts and strengths, well, the world is literally your oyster.
#i just don’t totally find it in line with the reality of what it takes to succeed (depending on your goals)#a lot of you are actually so desperate to be seen and recognised but too afraid to be vulnerable… this is bad…#you can maintain privacy AND maintain a public personal brand that brings you the life you want#it girl energy#becoming that girl#it girl#lucky girl syndrome#self improvement#self development#personal excellence#level up#self care#glow up
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Haven't been online in a day, come back to see the dumpster fire is still burning bright
#joseph quinn#joe quinn#jq#still and forever grateful i was able to meet him at megacon#he needs to stop with the cons#period#for whatever reason people think he “owes” fans#he does not#joe 2 years ago was still able to live his regular life#it is not the same now#he is not the same#he is a legit movie star now#other / most celebs dont interact with their fans out and about in the real world#let him live his life and mind your own business#paparazzi photos are bad enough#sharing creeper footage of Joe being visibly uncomfortable is next level#that guy should be embarrased#and sharing it is embarrassing#i hope he continues to stand his ground#CELEBRITIES DONT OWE YOU ANYTHING#seek help for your parasocial issues#tags upon tags and more tags
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The hauler bot move in Rapport kinda supports the theory that ART actually manipulated herded Murderbot onto itself in the beginning of Artificial Condition:

(it could even have played an old newsburst in order to rattle MB into leaving the ring asap but that might be a stretch…)

(…or not? Could the newsburst just be another form of transmission it monitors, or even fucks with for fun? idk. who knows what happens when it’s bored out of its galactic mind on cargo runs)
#I wouldn’t even say it’s being manipulative because#honestly given how Peri is used to interacting with its crew#especially the chess-like games Iris and Peri play#I would even go so far as to assume this level of prediction/manipulation is just how Peri communicates & interacts#just your friendly neighborhood insular weirdos moving their queen to b4 in bantering#anyways#no wonder it was down BAD for our anxious spontaneous himbo of a construct#whose cute pet name for Perihelion is (not) an anagram#asshole research transport#tmbd#the murderbot diaries#rapport#murderhelion#tmbd stuff
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transgender detector going haywire rn…
#the fact that this was in the down low (THEE gay episode) too#this is either transmasc chase getting pissed about being misgendered#or transfemme chase reacting in indignation to being outed#take your pick#this bad boy can fit soo much gender in them#house md#robert chase#gregory house#hatecrimes md#greg house#like I’m trying so hard not to see chase as anything but an annoying cishet man#but the sheer level of queer implications they throw at him makes it insanely difficult#remy thirteen hadley#the more I think about it the more canon it feels#because he doesn’t even have long hair anymore. he’s not so twinkishly pretty as to be mistaken for a girl at this age. so what was this!!!#he has STUBBLE#+ somebody mentioned in the rbs that this is also trans!remy proof and. omg ur so right#enby thirteen rights#or whatever other headcanons y’all have for ‘em!!#prodigal siblings#prodigal twins
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