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have decided to start punishing myself using food related punishments when i fuck up but i barely even go through with them because i eat anyways 👍 i cant even punish myself right
#clogged smthn and fucked up the stove where dinner was and i've decided i'm just gonna skip a meal today! no food for me just 4 hot wings#it's fine. i'll live. i'll probaby come down in the middle of the night and eat smthn so i can sleep#but i dont think i deserve that#my grandma has to clean up my mess for me cause she thinks i cant do anything right#this is true! im a shit idiot#tw disordered eating#<- jic#even though i dont have an ed i just want to tag it#nobody follows this blog though so who gaf
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can i be fr for a minute?? sending abuse to people online for holding different views than you is not activism and in fact actively hurts your cause. most people are not extreme in their viewpoints, you can give them a new perspective if you're willing to spend some time explaining shit. if someone is saying something you disagree with and you rush in there to condescend to them and call them disgusting and subhuman and dont even TRY to explain calmly why their views are harmful, they're going to shut you out instantly and double down on their views.
most people are simply genuinely ignorant to the issues they're talking about - they just pick their views up from the news and the world around them and express opinions because that's what every person does. if you run in there and tell them they're scum for it, what then? if someone does that to you, are you going to think "maybe i should do some research" or are you going to think "this person is an asshole, im blocking them." a lot of you think you're activists and then refuse to do any kind of actual WORK to support your cause.
#this is not about the isr*el thing even tho thats obviously a huge issue rn#its just a pattern ive observed online#im not saying you have to be kind to people who oppress you dont twist my words#but if youre trying to support any cause and you think calling people names is going to help#youre a fucking idiot lol#people call themelves activists and pro-X cause because they called their opposition dirty c*nts online#how the hell is that meant to help anyone? theyre just going to retreat into their propaganda chambers because you proved what the leaders#of those spaces have been telling them#you can obvs block people if you dont want to deal w them but thats a neutral action. sending abuse harms ur cause.#text#like educating ignorant people is hard work! yeah! its also the entire fucking point of activisim#and if you think its too much effort then just stop pretending you give a shit tbh#like my parents managed to change our neighbour's very xenophobic stance on migrants with a calm conversation#some people will listen and some wont and shes not exactly going out to protests for migrants rights but shes not hostile anymore#and a lot of yall think that isnt good enough but let me tell you it IS good because these things take time!#unlearning things is MUCH harder than learning them in the first place and a lot of people grew up in environments that taught them#very discriminatory and conservative views and its actually not their fault. and its hard to educate yourself differently on something you#have no idea is not true. where do you start w that?
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remade this again because im angry and mindless editing lessened it
So. That new announcement. And the fact its an adaptation of the animated trilogy, not a continuation or any innovation.
Yeah. Im just gonna watch the actual httyd1 and pretend that never happened.
Dont fall for the nostalgia bait bros, let that scheme shrivel up and die.
Incoming rant below about this
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People already know the reasons why its going to be shit so I wont say it again
Considering how Dean has completely misinterpreted the major themes of the first movie, I cant trust him at all with this one nor would I want to
Powell made a perfect masterpiece with the og, idk what else he would do or add on with this one but i can only hope ig, but even then-
Seriously, what else is there to add? The story is tight. Maybe a little more of Toothless' perspective, giving him more scenes of agency and character, but does Dean even still see him as more than a baby pet?? Does he even give a rat's ass about aLL THAT???? HAHHAHAHHAHA
Just. We all know its not gonna work. I have an inkling that all "show dont tell" sequences are just going to get marred or removed of all nuance. I do not want to see Downed Dragon, Forbidden Friendship, New Tail, Test Drive, or Romantic Flight or practically any of the scenes that made me love this movie get a poor imitation.
You really think live action can mimic the body language, gestures, tHE WAY THE DRAGONS FLY in the first movie or miraciously somehow make it even better? You really think the music of the first could even be topped? YOU THINK THE CINEMATOGRAPHY, THE SHOTS AND LIGHTING WOULD BE COPIED??
Either way, at the end of the day, they already know they cant beat the original movie. All they need to do is horrendously mimic some parts to keep your interest, whether its a beloved scene or music. You're not watching the new one because you love the new, you're gonna watch it because you loved the original.
I really hope it either gets dropped, sent to development hell, or ends so bad that they cant make more. Please please please i hope it gets the ATLA movie treatment
Just when I thought Puss in Boots and Bad Guys were gonna start a Dreamworks Renaissance, this shit happens.
Stop ruining the movies i adore and love, please and thank you
#live action httyd#live action httyd my ASS#i really thought that httyd woulsnt get hit by that because its not ownwd by disney#but here we are.#yes i remade this again because it still works#disney already shows up how disappointing live action remakes are#stop falling for it#httyd#httyd movies#httyd live action#i hope this dies horribly#ill be honest? this almost killed my love for this movie#but i slapped myself because like hell am i going to stop loving something because some shit imitation shows up#even if thousands of people fall for the bait im gonna make a promise for myself to stay true for the real movie#its just another httyd 3#im not even going to be optimistic about this#im not even going to delude myself with 'maybe just maybe- itll be better than the previous times disney fucked up!'#fool me once shame on you. fool me 11 times then we are the idiots
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reason #3299874 why i hate tennis twitter: i hate how idealistic it feels to say “omg we’re ALL sort of right.” like there should be a substantial middle ground here somewhere and instead it always feels like im being weirdly diplomatic. people are spreading misinformation about how drugs and drug tests work. people are ignoring the very real and EXPERT opinions that were used in the process of ruling. people are pretending to be oblivious to why players might find the whole scenario upsetting anyway. people are projecting their paranoia about doping onto a case where it isn’t applicable. people are using completely impermissible evidence to prove why he obviously did or didn’t dope. nick kyrgios is an idiot. and we’re going in circles and have gotten no where and at the end of the day whatever YOU say will not change the fact that he did in fact get two positive doping tests AND the experts supported a conclusion of no fault no negligence. so where does that leave us.
#tw doping#idk if this is a trigger warning but ill tag it anyway#i guess im just annoyed at all the stupid takes ive seen#and it’s so frustrating to feel like i cant call those takes stupid or argue against them without aligning myself with a ‘side’#like there is no sides lol. the experts came to a factual conclusion that j have no reason or desire to question#im satisfied with that!#but there are still so many people trying to support him. WHO ARE SAYING THE MOST UNREAL IDIOTIC SHIT#like i cant sit here and watch you say this it’s embarrassing 😭#but if i say ‘hey this is like not true or accurate at all’ now it seems like i’m agreeing it’s a conspiracy or something!!!!#i deleted my original post talking about this because I think i was a bit too annoyed in that one#and did not really think through my opinions on it#so i am sorry for being pretty reactive#i still believe in the gist of what i was saying but I didn’t articulate it well#and it sounded like i was ragging on jannik which i was NOT#anyways. sorry#here we are again
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the process of getting therapy that my insurance pays for is stupid enough that i want to kill every single fucking person involved in designing this process
(suicide mention tw for the tags i didn't get to put that as the first tag so now it's here)
#how the FUCK am i supposed to get an urgency code when it seems like if you admit your mental health is bad enough to warrant an urgency#code#that will just get you institutionalised#them: it seems like your mental health is so bad that i am not sure if ambulant therapy is enough for you#also them: but you don't seem like you're gonna kill yourself within the next two weeks so good luck finding a therapist#who is directly paid by the insurance and has any kind of space on their waiting list :)#like we have a list of like 20 therapists my mom contacted and not a single one even had space on a waiting list#that was shorter than a year#im kinda considering to tell the next idiot therapist i see abt this that i feel like killing myself abt all this shit#that isn't entirely true. and also i probably wont due to the fact that i dont wanna be instututionalised#but goth i am considering it#spike spoke
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Woke up and immediately found someone i want to kill but its okay it happens.
#i dont want to get into it.#just… someone on some fandombrained edgelord shit. with gg. which i just havent seen much of for over a whole year#and what a lovely year it was#like genuinely so refreshing. yeah the Gaming side of this fanbase is full of fucking idiots but well not really on my tumblr dot com.#for real this person is the first transphobe ive seen on like the more ‘fandom-y’ side of gg. i guess#no thats not true. sorry im still tired. but like its uncommon.#idk. they get zero engagement and thats really funny and makes me feel better. hope they have trouble finding any footing with their shit.#sorry for being a really intense hater sometimes do you still think im cute.#the kat goes meow
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Jaw on the floor at this. Ethnic cleansing is fine bc there might be valid reasons??????
#the funniest thing here (in an extremely dark way)#is that it was super unclear if this person was defending israel or hamas#i dont wanna say where i found this bc i was kinda lurking on a blog i think would fundamentally disagree with me ab a lot of things#but. at the same time. i cant not share this dumb ass take holy shit.#they were basically arguing on a post that says all jews and palestinians deserve to live free#(extremely true statement!)#and decided that its. wrong to call war wrong???#also they absoLUTELY DO just wake up and decide that the Other group is Too Different and needs to Go#unrebloggeable bc im not here to argue im here to point at this guy and say what a fucking idiot
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everyone jumping to team kamala we will never experience true freedom in this country
#the democrats would vote for fucking hitler if he was a nice guy im convinced#allow me to break down this silly little “you can't focus on morals people's lives are at risk we have to vote blue to stop trump!!!” thing#first of all people's livelihoods are still at risk even when there is a democrat as president#did you forget about the immigration bill biden and harris signed? or you know a fucking genocide#and if people's livelihoods are at risk then shouldnt we vote with out morals? and you know not for the dems who are famously pro genocide#what is the point of voting if you can't vote for who you actually believe in?#and besides this what in this country was actually accomplished through voting? 99% of the progress made was done through violent resistanc#the only reason shit even made the ballot was because people showed they wouldn't accept things the way they are#which is exactly what you are doing if you vote for kamala harris AKA BIDEN'S FUCKING RIGHT HAND MAN#and you just sound like an extremely selfish person if genocide is not your red line#it just sounds like youre saying “yes they murdered palestinians in gaza :( BUT WHAT ABOUT US AMERICANS!!!!”#as if the democratic party has done anything to protect americans anyways. like my job as a voter is not to get the democrats elected#to mitigate damage caused by republicans. that is the fucking democrats job. it is their job to make me want to vote for them#and until they stop massacring men women and children in gaza they will never get my vote#the democrats could openly announce themselves as extreme bigots towards anyone that isn't a cishet rich white man (which they have before)#and you stupid asses will still tell us to vote for them. how evil do they have to be for you to finally consider another option?#and everyone else in the world gets to have other options but america noooo in america we can only have two parties or else you die#and when a democrat is elected and they send another 1 billion to israel i hope youre prepared to live with the blood on your hands#YOU WANTED THIS YOU ENABLED THIS YOU VOTED FOR THIS#the reality you won't face is that there are more options and you could vote for them but none of you are willing to take that risk#yet youre willing to risk the lives of palestinians the lives of transwoman the lives of every person that bitch threw into prison#you people are so hooked on stopping trump (the democrats meaner twin) youre willing to sacrifice everything you stand for#to elect someone who is just as bad as him but is “polite” while they do it. the democrats will never feel pressure to shift to the left#as long as you idiots continue to accept their move to the right. why should they stop the genocide in palestine when youve proven#you'd vote for them no matter what?#no one’s life improved from trump to biden and the same will be true for kamala but you can keep telling yourself they aren’t the same#i’ll be voting green bc that is what i believe in inshallah you grow a spine and do the same until we’re free from these two satanic partie#and dont tell us youll protest after she's elected what would the point be???#youve shown you'd put her in power no matter why should she respond to the pressure?
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I see you responded to my anon without using my anon.
That's cute, but telling of the kind of person you are.
With that being said, I'm sorry about my past few anons telling you to stfu about your interests and calling your takes retarded. Although i stand by my anon that if you're really gonna tell someone to kill themselves because they use the word "retarded" you're probably retarded, i want to tell you that i didn't realize you would take such offense to that word.
Honestly, you look like you're about 4-5 more hate posts from hitting the self delete button, so i just want to tell you that's not my intention. I really do enjoy your art and i really do think you have a lot to share. Me telling you to stfu about your niche interests was just me trying to get back at you. Truthfully i like that you have so much to share, i just felt i was being attacked because when i asked how botw was transphobic you just decided to call me stupid without addressing my question.
But to be honest you give off this energy that you're so sheltered from the real world that you forget that there's more going on in the real world than someone using the r-slur. I just want to point that out because although i know i can't change you, since you think what you're fighting for is truly just, i don't blame you for forgetting about the rest of the world. I just think you have a lot of room to grow. I hope you do grow and change and come to the realization that what you're trying to defend is definitely a priority, but we have a lot more going on.
Sincerely, the professional hater that loves you, and doesn't want to see you fail at identifying what is truly important. I get it though, to you I'm just selfish for implying that what you believe in isn't as important as what i believe in. So I'll just say i hope you do okay out there. Good luck. And stay safe.
im going to be honest i genuinely cannot read this. like idk what the hell this guy is even trying to say and also they're already blocked anyway. but if any of you maybe want to preemptively block to avoid potentially being called slurs for literal weeks in your asks among other harassment, i recommend blocking this FUCKING IDIOT! thank you everyone and have a nice night <3
#'you responded to my anon without using my anon' WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHICH ANON IS YOURS. THEYRE ANONYMOUS#this is hilarious you're telling me you sent me anon hate for weeks because i called you a fucking idiot?? this is EMBARASSING#also like. '4-5 more hate posts from hitting the self delete button' cant tell if youre insinuating im going to kms or delete my blog#but either way you are SORELY mistaken about who has held the power in every single interaction we have had.#everyone who is on my blog and who has seen your pathetic ass harass me over a (true) statement about a video game knows#that you are a fucking idiot and every single one of them is on my side. not yours. the more you continue to send me shit the more pathetic#you seem. i have blocked you but i have blocked multiple IP adresses of what i assume were your asks before and that hasn't stopped you#so i sincerely hope that you are reading this and that you realize how genuinely ridiculous this shit is. leave me alone <3#asks#end of an era hopefully. i should go back and tag all those asks 'fucking idiot saga'
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Seeing low IQ fucks blaming fiction for violence instead of acknowledging that there's twisted uncreative morons that were already fucking evil.
So they copied something fictional? Maybe ever thought the disgusting fucker was an uncreative piece of shit that just wanted to hurt another person?
Also don't blame demons for stupid shit repulsive humans be doing. Humanity is flawed af and we're imperfect. No demons or fiction makes a degenerate twisted human do shit. Full stop.
#personal#i will assume you're a fucking idiot when you bring up shit like this#if your bs is true then all humans would be dead cos we all play video games read novels and watch movies#morons#idgaf who i offend ill block your ass and im on queue 24/7 lol#fiction#oooh im a fan of hellraiser I'm officially morphing into a cenobite#i wish (their outfits are sexy)#oh i watched a cannibal movie and now im one oh noes#just admit there's some sick ass fuckos that already were going to hurt someone regardless lol#reality#fiction vs reality#no more excuses#people are whack#and unlike you inbred ignorant fucks i actually studied psychology and worked with criminals#those “inspired” by fiction were trying to get lower sentences or thought fiction was a getaway manual for killing someone they wanted dead#the only serious case i saw was of someone that shouldn't have been allowed in the streets cos he'd already killed people but liberal laws#freed him for his illness constantly#so he kept killing and blaming everything including birds chirping for his killing#he should have been permanently hospitalized and never allowed out#also left the field cos of his bullshit cos this stupid “justice” system is dumb as hell#yes im ranting about a youtube comment
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ok last personal rant ive ranted a million times before. last of the night not of ever.
when i say "oh this isnt gonna happen" im not being negative brother im making a neutral statement hello??? i dont need a Be Positive spiel its unnecessary man IM GOOD. RELAX.
#i said oh i dont expect ill get an interview for the jobs i applied for this round so its fine#and my folks are instantly down my throat like omg don't say that dont even think it!! youll totally get it!!!!#guys its fine...this is nawt a big deal lol#and then im saying like oh i want to do all the parks ive wanted to see since i was a kid now even if it's impractical#bc im not coming back to northam#and theyre like no omg dont say that you can you will!!!#girl no im saying i will be spending my money (in 5 years when i have earnt any again) on other things#i have other things i want to do and see thats what i mean. relax. i don't need your positive spin!! my god!#my ma is very reasonably and logically telling me maybe i should skip nyc bc its fuckoff expensive#and i can use that money for shipping my shit back or whatever else i need#which is true! shes right!!#but i wont have the chance to come back for a while probably if ever yknow and i just want to go#i dont care. i know its stupid as FUCK trust me i know. but i love that city and i want to make the absolutely idiotic decision to go. sorry
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if you're still doing birthday requests (happy birthday btw!!!)
moc era dean/anna
(maybe even demon dean if you wanna get freaky w it)
"You really think I give a shit about you," Dean says, all black-eyed and ugly with the hatred he's got dripping from him while Anna keeps vigilant watch, "that you weren't just some fine ass I got saddled with?"
He's not expecting her to step into the devil's trap with him — she sees it in the flicker of his eyes, from black to confused green to back behind his demon's mask again — but even fallen twice over, she knows her own strength and he's still only a demon with no power over her.
She takes his jaw in her hand, firm to force him to look up at her, and even though he bares his teeth in a grin that's meant to scare her off, she holds his gaze to hers anyway and says, "Yes, you do."
(birthday 3 sentence ficathon! come toss a prompt!)
#demon!dean and anna would have insanely hot hate sex i know this to be true i know it.#....to be clear. the demon!dean in my head who is actively killing people and not canon demon!dean who is just. drunk. and annoying.#demon!dean: i am scary and i hate all of you and im going to say whatever mean shit i can to make you hate me back#anna: you literally did this like once a week when you were human. no one would ever fall for it. get loved idiot.#ask#3 sentence fic#spn#anna/dean#anna milton#dean winchester#(do you know how hard it was to keep this pg and NOT have anna sit in his lap to assert her dominance here. to just keep it as her grabbing#his jaw and forcing him to look at her. it was so much harder than it should have been.)
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Me: capable of doing difficult math puzzles in one attempt, doesn't even use the hint for a light toggle puzzle, calls several plot points during my first playthrough
Also me: cannot do slide puzzles
#the sheepy speaks#i am playing 999#''playing'' as in present tense#i am going for true ending next so do not say shit i swear to fuck ill kill you#not a joke#kill=block btw#but also im psychically killing you#anyway uh....pushmaster puzzle my beloathed#i am not good at spatial puzzles#im good at some memory puzzles#lots of math puzzles and word puzzles#riddles too#and yet you put one 3×3 slide puzzle in my face and i crumple#idiot brain bad at spatial reasoning and anything that doesnt let me trial and error#''truth and gone'' oh i get it#the piano in 1st class rooms sucked tho fuck them im...its not even transposed zero moved the strings#me 🤝 snake: hating the piano puzzle#mean to us
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i like to pretend that im autistic in a way that doesnt affect my life, then when it does that thing where it, yk, affects my life i cant ask for help bcs im too embarrased
#oh the horrors#of being percieved#ive tried so hard my whole life to make my brain work neurotypically#ive pretended so much that i cant be bothered to do something instead of admitting i cant#and i dont know what to do now#i try to pretend autism is a silly disorder instead of a developemental one#and its not true#but i cant admit that to anyone#because i dont want to admit that i cant do everything just as good as everyone else#and now im gonna flunk my maths assesment#which is literally the only one that matters#fun shit#alex says shit#alex shouts into the void#alex's autism#alex is an idiot#the biggest idiot to ever exist
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god that "morning people are an oppressive class" post annoys me in some way i cant. quite. ugh
#toy txt post#it doesnt feel quite right to me...........#maybe im just a Morning Person. lol. lmao even#idk how much that is true vs in high school i felt very much like a morning person bc#i was taking my adderall with coffee and then it would all wear off right at the end of the day and id crash soooo hard and have like.#anxiety attacks every night and just be generally overstimulated and irritable as hell#which is mostly managed now by me trying to be smarter about caffeine consumption (amount + when) and on a lower dose of adderall#but it does feel like a lot of that shit mentioned would be adequately covered by like. being able to take time off work to go to the#doctor etc. idk#im half joking these days when i ID as a morning person but legally none of you are allowed to get up my ass about it🔪#bc of the nocturnal bullshit i pulled on second shift for like 3yrs after everything around me decided to start closing early after the#pandemic hit even tho theyve re lifted every other miniscule precaution they ever enforced#probably bc no one wants to work night shift at the grocery store for like 12$ an hour. fucking offer better pay idiots#god even when i was a package handler working the super inconvenient hours of 3am-like. 9. 10am(inconvenient my ass that was ideal hours.)#the main reasons ppl left for other jobs: hours suck and they got offered better pay. they cant adjust the hours. so they shouldve#increased the pay to retain. and maybe have more structured start and end times that were less up in the air#like all the drivers leave at 9am so if theres anything left on the truck thatll be for tomorrow. since that fuckin happened anyway. idk.#honestly wouldve been more important to me to have consistent start times cos thats one of the things that pissed me off about that job was#like youd go in and before you left youd have to ask what the start time would be tomorrow cos they kept jumping all over the place by like#15min increments and like its once thing to do it on occasion to try to deal with like Bad Weather but it was like fucking Daily#and sometimes theyd write it on the little whiteboard. but sometimes they wouldnt. and sometimes theyd write it on the little whiteboard#and leave it up there forget to erase it and it would still be there but they told you as you walked out actually its not 4:30 tmrrw its 3#idk. i know the main real reason i miss it is cause it was part time and the day ended at like 9am usually
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love being reminded by the "bestie" that keeps being close friends with all the girls that treated me like shit about the other friend not from that group that also treated me like shit and tried to convince others to leave me
#and she talked like it was such a pity i didnt want to try anymore to 'fix' things. i never had a problem with her#she just woke up one day and decided i was shit and deserved no friends while acting like nothing was wrong when i asked#and i didnt even learn she was talking shit until years later!!!#if she doesnt think that was messed uo what does she even think of how their grouo of friends treated me...?#i knew it was being too good a day :/ always end up finding some stupid comment that makes me feel like shit#woooo im unloveable and everyone will end up hating me sooner or later wooooooooo#maybe shes right and both that and the other Incident werent anything and im being an idiot about it#why does it even matter. they were right and its my problem for getting sad that they were saying what a horrible person i am#maybe its true and my presence does ruin everything for everyone. i should just stay home and never go out again#sigh#haunted.txt#maybe its all my fault for not trying hard enough ti earn forgiveness#even though i embarrassed myself so many times to do so and it was her shit friends that kept treating me like garbage#even after saying they forgave me and refusing to give me any apologies
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