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Ok soooo im thinkin about next year getting a sticker printer and makin an etsy shop to sell my work as stickers 👁👉👈👁
I already have som ideas floatin around in my brain, but I'm curious, what stickers would u guys want me to make? Or is there any previous art of mine youd like as stickers?? If yall hav any ideas j leave it in the replies heheh
#honestly the idea of making the stickers doesnt spook me nearly as much as trying to package qnd send them sjkdkdl#i dont feel lik any of my previous work is quite suited to b stickers#so itll prolly be all new stuff specifically drawn to b stickery#this is still a while away tho lol#need to do mor research
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“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)
Bonus:
Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c#As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around!#Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins#Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol#But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship!#And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots#Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own#Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪#He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes#''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly''#I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her-#Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person#''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :)#Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't#It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot#Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time#Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently#I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe#And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe
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think cannibalism should be a thing in menzoberranzan actually, or maybe it is and I haven’t known about it, but it should be a thing amongst the nobles where they eat rival lolth priestesses since they’re lolth’s fave sacrifices anyway. like if we’re all constantly vying for lolth’s approval, and you have these people who actually has her blessing (which is rare) why not….eat them….😳. like eating the priestess of a rival house would be a ritual after you’ve succeeded in bringing their house down as a way to consume lolth’s blessing, and its def an intimidation tactic and def one of the plenty weird shit nobles have done for the sake of playing their power games. maybe they eat males who are in power too if they’ve overstepped their position to remind them of their place in the hierarchy, or maybe matriarchs/nobles eat their favourite bed mate/partner so no one else can have them, kind of like actual spiders. anyway. if menzoberranzan is this immoral lethal and ruthless place cannibalism should def be a thing lol
#I don’t think shri’iia has ate someone tho…. she wasn’t exactly a noble#like my belief is the further away you are from the power game (nobility) the more of a ‘normal’ life you’ll lead#bc you’re not exactly playing The Game. but the normal is like whatever they considered normal down there#obvi it’ll still be dangerous since the city itself is dangerous but it’s less risky than if you actually were in the noble houses#and you’re actively plotting with each other. also with drows lifespans being relatively shorter compared to elves#bc they’re always trying to kill each other like WHY NOT eat each other too!!#let evil women eat people 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️#shri’iia being hidden away is a blessing bc the reason why she’s managed to surpass the average drow lifespan is that she was just locked#off from society and a curse bc she’s going through the psychological torture while she’s isolated lol#anyway. do hc drow nobles eat each other 🫶 and I think slaves/lowborn folks eat each other too esp if food is scarce#but it’s more common in nobility since it’s more of a power play than survival.#firm believer that not a lot of great houses gaf about the welfare of their common people#as long as they served them and did their jobs then they’re fine. who cares if they’re starving#and if they revolted they’d prob get put down. public executions would b a common thing too esp from that book in the drow cache#where punishments should be public… tho that was with lolth traitors I think the definition of traitor could be stretched to anyone who#doesn’t follow their doctrine and I think that word is loosely applied down there and if you want to frame someone with no repercussions#you can just accuse them of betraying lolth and they’ll get punished right away.
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guy im working on a project with: so yeah you'll do the poster and i'll work on these calculations for next week yeah?
sir the poster is due tomorrow what the hell
#shoutout to that one time he said he was too sick to come to a meeting while sitting a table away from me cheers mate lol#lmao he keeps missing meetings and i gotta explain what he did even tho i have no clue#its a draft of the poster but still#feels like im doing this by myself :(#did the work for this week as well but he did that earlier this year so that cancels out i think#bro is so lucky my spine is literally nonexistent istg#not turtles#vent post#<- ig?????????
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Artemis -- purely making an observation rather than judgment -- comments on certain preferences of Juliet's in women. She quashes this sort of conversation for good when she points out they're really not equipped to start digging into how even though she's not related to Artemis, she nonetheless still ended up with his mommy issues
#Juliet and Artemis being raised together but still having the dynamic they do in the books is just... so much#Between Butler Angeline the Major and Tim the adults in Artemis' and Juliet's lives were all over the place lol#imo Artemis and Juliet respond very differently to being cast in caretaker roles for a parental figure while teens#Artemis responds by becoming a control freak with his loved ones#and obsessively taking on certain responsibilities#whereas Juliet I feel runs away to pursue her dreams and escape the claustrophobia of being a Butler#But critically: you see similar retained caretaker (?) urges in Juliet and Artemis when it comes to Angeline#Tho' Juliet has tried to quash all memories of Angeline sick in bed#She's still 'willing' to step back into her role as a Butler (despite her arc in TEC) because Angeline needs her help with the twins#During wrestling season in Miami Juliet will be shoving spring breakers out of the way and stumbling over herself to acquaint herself with#The Most Eligible Bachelorettes of the Beach (exhausted single mothers dropping their college students off on vacation)
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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking#they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly#keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time#bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy#but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point#bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be#proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is#yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol#and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao#and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel#i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks#why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls#and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others#but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on#ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives#so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok#ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down#i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal#like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve#i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that#i still feel depressed tho <3#idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to#i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk#im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol
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The subject came up today and I can't decide so I'm throwing it out there because I don't give a fuck and also having survived all of this kinda makes me sound like a badass
#my life sounds exciting here but between the exciting parts it's really quite boring#ages:#8. 9. 10? 16. 17. 18. 21 I think. 23. 27. still living#near death experience#also it may have been category one but Wikipedia described Isaias as devastating so there#i want to say it was the dogs because even as scary as the too-close tornado was I really felt like I was staring down death that moment#but also is that fair in the face of everything else I've survived?#fuck it why not set it for a week I'm curious about what other people think of my life#also that tornado was less than a block away but mostly stayed in the soy field. ripped off some of the roofing of the house tho#it was either EF0 or EF1 I forget but obvs I didn't know that while hunkering down#turns out tornadoes really DO sound like trains and the air gets a bit thin#or maybe I was just panicking lol#also when my heart nearly stopped I was forced to watch while unable to speak as they readied the shock paddles which. uh. wow#luckily (?) my heart shot back up to two hundred plus beats per minute#but I lived bitches. thru everything#mecore#i don't feel awkward asking about this bc I'm p sure I've talked about all of these at various points here
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What are the main characters canon sexuality’s?? Have they any or is it up to interpretation
Twas from a past pride month I think? Either way here u go. Canonically none of my trolls are like “straight” in the human sense lol they don’t exactly have a concept of it or like most human sexualities due to different social norms and all to them it’s like baseline everything is a valid relationship and any gender expression is also just as valid (why I tend to mark them as masc fem or enby presenting not male or female weird biology headcanon stuff yada yada they are not human) their universes Alternians are more concerned with blood anyways.
Considering quadrants everyone here is technically poly to an extent that’s literally just a cultural thing with seeking out two partners. ANYWAYS.
Sauron is gay he prefers masc romantic partners and he is demi so under the ace umbrella
Falmea is pan and aromantic
Majell is a lesbian she just prefers more fem trolls
Helstm is bi
Then Cybele and Cyrusk are both pan!
#can you tell I am also pan is it that obvious lol#but yeah a lil bit of me of course rubs off on my characters#also while trans and enby trolls exist in Aleph Null it works differently than humans due to the whole biology thing#their gender presentation and how their bodies kinda developed is due to a biological mimic#the gender of their lusus is what like makes them sway to one side or the other#or just stay in between if their lusus isn’t around as much#Majell and Sauron both had lusus issues (Majell was taken away from hers and Sauron’s well… it died)#while they both tilt a bit more center than like super masc or super fem Sauron still prefers He and Majell She#the amount of times they have been mistaken for the opposite gender by people who do not know fantrolls or homestuck smh lol#I’m fine pointing it out tho cuz I don’t think either of them would want a human calling them something they aren’t#I could go on about it so many headcanons about these grey alien dudes ugh delicious#I should stop lol#clock rambles#ask
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i’m pretty sure the reason we got nagosaka’s second round of solos mimicking the og album art was bc kr was making a concerted effort to bridge the gap between the amount of music the ogs and nagosaka have lol
but those first solos for the og divisions were their beginnings as characters so maybe we can pretend round two solos for nagosaka is their true beginning lol
#vee queued to fill the void#both sasara and kuukou backslid in terms of development between the mcd era and 2nd drb#and i blame the true hypnosis mic lol#sasara while still a flighty sonuva btch opened himself up to samatoki in a way he should have with rosho (bc of his past with rosho)#and kuukou believe it or not lol would not be the type to trash an entire establishment and stay blind to his team’s needs back in the day#like kuukou is quite literally learning that lesson about not charging bullishly at others’ problems in both the unami chapter and nb track#and what does he do with jyushi and hitoya in harmonious cooperation???? charge bullishly at them assuming that’s all it’d take to help them#frfr both sasara and kuukou backslid lol#post 2nd drb tho???? with these solos????? where they’re fundamentally the same but show the lessons learned?????#these solos are their starting point ACTUALLY lol#which would make nagosaka’s first solos more representative of their pasts ngl!!!!!!#like those solos probably suit the nagosaka in the first manga run!!!!!#kuukou cocky as shit jyushi defined by his past hitoya’s finest rizz but heart hidden#sasara my life’s a tragic comedy let me run away to find a different outlook rosho trying to figure out how to stand on his own#rei the mastermind and that’s all you need to know lol it lines up very well#man!!!!!! that’s some good shit lol!!!!! this is the stuff that has kept me in hypmic for half a decade LMAO
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horizon forbidden west | erend 2/?
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#erend#action erend!#i was able to get a LOT of him this time thru the quest#he still would contort himself in impossible ways to get away from aloy if i tried to get close lol#but i got a few while *in* combat that might be good#👀#i don't understand why he doesn't have a bow anymore tho#i guess he just uses bombs now?#literally everyone else has a bow#including alva!#why did u take away erend's bow guerrilla? give it back!#hfw erend#hfw npcs
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Neon White is great. I fuck up a stage and fall straight to the bottom, get an achievement called ‘Idiot Island- Reach Idiot Island’ for landing in the middle of nowhere instead of in the void, and laugh out loud while also internalizing this specific image for all of my remaining attempts
#chattin#and my MOM was watching me play so i had to hear her fall over mocking me while i laughed hysterically#VIOLETS SO MEAN !!! UGH#😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyway i cleared it. her stages are so disrespectful#but like oddly it doesnt frustrate me#like im aware now that her particular sidequests are just mean#instead of the whole game being that mean#like i know what to expect so i just suck it up#i like reds sidequests wayyy more. streamlined parkour stages spark joy#and i dunno about yellows stages; its not streamlined like reds and its not evil like violets#ur kinda just hangin there. chillin. fighting. etc. i like that tho#yellow and red have grown on me#violet is still . well im putting her in a little box away from me. shes still annoying. but im trying#trying to keep my eyes open. cause like. now that im past the introductions#this games story and dialogue and relationships feel. good. more cheeky than cringey#i think the problem is that red n yellow are getting more flavor text that makes them feel like real people#and even the angels are fun to interact w; i really like gabby and mikey lol#but violet never feels like a real person; she feels like a dudes manic pixie sadist come to life#so she just never talks or behaves like literally anything remotely close to a person#but im very close to unlocking a memory w her so who knows what will change
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I am not immune to any cutes - including Rick and Morty cutes, unfortunately (Patreon)
#Doodles#Keroppi#Princess Tutu#Ahiru#Rick and Morty#Drizz#Tinkles the Magic Ballerina Lamb#And friend - and tree lol#Cure#And the really cute preying mantis girl from Vindicators 2 - what was with that miniseries having a bunch of cute designs anyway#This really is a RaM-heavy cutes dump - look if they're cute they're cute! I can't help that!#From the top first tho! Lol#Got the urge to draw some of my Sanrio faves - Cinnamoroll specifically - but I ended up only drawing Keroppi#I didn't think I had all that much of an opinion on Keroppi apart from y'know - cute lol but I like him quite a lot I think!#Simple little guy :) I like those kinds of squishy little guys haha#I already like Kuromi too so I guess I just?? have several faves now?? Alright cool lol bully for me#I can't explain the baseball uniform outside of the stripes and sometimes I just wanna draw a batter - OFFxSanrio when lol#Random e'phant for funsies :) I can't imagine what has me wanting to doodle a little trunk creachur for some reason haha#And then an Ahiru! Hweh!!! I'm still glad I added Princess Tutu to my rotation but hweh ;;#Might have maybe been poking around AO3 for post-canon fics of her being happy - not even necessarily Fix-It Fics just - she deserves happy!#There was a quite cute one of Fakir comforting her during a thunderstorm by running a sinkful of water for her :') Cute#And then the rest - Rick and Morty sheesh#Who could have figured there'd be so Much cutes! Like I personally kinda like the RaM aesthetic - especially the colours they're really nice#And yeah like Tinkles is designed to be endearing on purpose - which now that I think of it that's another thing I really like isn't it#Gigglepies and Osomons and Twonkies... Yeah the parasitic good-memory alien fits right in with that#Too bad we never see their real form while alive it's only their illusory form until they die aw#As mentioned Drizz and the Mantid girl are both so cute like this isn't fair honestly - and those trees??? In the flashback??#There's nearly matching ones in Webkinz actually which I think is very funny lol#Cure is absolutely no help with any of this - doesn't help that Never-Past-Bedtime-Land and Froopyland are both kinda like where she lives#I blame her for enjoying hopping back in she refuses to shy away from enjoyment pfbtl okay fine
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I’ve finally done the act 2 durge scene and I’m crying so badly on the morning after yves going like -
[I promise I will be the person you see in me] bffr thats literally in response to what wyll says if you decide to break up with the others for him are you kidding me!!!!!!!
#I love that scene tho 😭 wyll cheering yves on meanwhile she’s like I will scoop out your one good eye and wear it on my circlet ☺️❤️💋#but I didn’t make yves tell the whole truth tho … she just cried … but she’s still withholding everything …#now I’m thinking she’s more reserved … that sweet cleric who’s a bit too trusting they met in act 1 is slowly fading away#I also hc she starts remembering some things the more they stay in moonrise#very minor things but enough to give her an idea of her past / what she’s done#now she’s more reserved … spending more time in contemplation … quietly searching to see if there’s anything else she can remember ..#all the while suffering from her dizzy spells and headache bc the more her memories get triggered the more her head hurts lol#so act 2 is not a fun time for her … and act 3 (w the stuff I’m planning) will b worse (:#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers
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*peeks out from the rock i was hiding under* ... hi
#spice.txt#sorry ... i didnt intend for this to happen#i just uh ... i spiraled again and i needed to go and stay away from everyone for a while#doing that aggie when i wasnt 100% mentally ready to do one was a bad idea#im glad everyone else had fun tho#my feelings got hurt by several people but its prob bc im too sensitive and stuff and im sorry if i made anyone worry with my abrupt leave#both like from the aggie AND from tumblr for this past week ... but im also sorry to assume that anyone DID worry#i dont want to seem entitled to think anyone actually did miss me bc i wouldn't blame you lol#anyway... sorry again... ill be slowly coming back i hope#things are still a little touch and go ... im just struggling with my own self image and self worth when it comes to my place here#as in ososan tumblr... i just feel underappreciated but at the same time i dont think im worth appreciating so im having a lot of inner#like .... turmoil#feeling stupid and stuff... im working on it#spice.vent#sorry if u chose to read this
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im awful at taking hiatus’ srsly but just as i did at the top of last year, its time again to take a break away from hellsite. there’s stuffs that i need to prioritize first! will return at the back end of feb 💛 queue will cont on as usual but pls tag me (#userjjessi) in all your edits
— see ya around ✨
#this is jessi#ill still be catching a few shows live while im away#lll be watching todays gap later tonight and then every live ep coming up#and i should be caught up on msp by mid feb so ill def be back before the finale#ill pop in a few times once im caught up to lurk the tag#who will keep the bots away while im gone tho lol#theyll have to keep you company until im back#they dont say much anyways
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I'm a big advocate of just blocking and moving on when seeing bad takes about your interests but that's mostly because I rarely travel outside the small circle of artists and mutuals I follow and ohhhh boy after having seen the worst take about a beloved blorbo I suddenly understand everything, it was like a redditer overtook my body and I almost went into a rage as I resisted the urge to "um actually" and type up an entire essay in ops comment section but I persevered. Are you all proud of me.
#im mostly being hyperbolic but gosh#it's still eating me up inside so i will continue to complain about it here in the tags lol#so just scroll away if you don't wanna see me complain about things that don't matter<3#anyway i just saw someone say how karlach worked dorna slaver and would still be working for him if he hadn't betrayed her#implying she was only against gortash because his actions directly affected her#when FIRST IF ALL SHE WAS AN ORPHANED CHILD WHO WAS MANIPULATED BY HIM#AND SHE EVEN SAID IN HER OWN WORDS THAT SHE NEVER WOULD HAVE WORKED FOR GORTASG IS SHE HAD KNOWN WHO HE TRULY WAS#SHE WAS A KID AND WORKED FOR AN AWFUL MAN AND MOST LIKELY DID SOME PRETTY MESSED UP THINGS FOR HIM THIS IS TRUE#BUT SHE WAS A CHILD AND SHE LOOKED UP TO HIM WHILE HE MANIPULATED HER SO SHE WOULD ALWAYS PROTECT HIM AND DO WHAT HE SAID WITHOUT QUESTION#then he sold her to zariel and it wasn't until it was too late did she realize how evil gortash was#im unsure if she new he was a slaver when working for him but since she was a kid with nothing it's not like she's going to fully commit to#being a morally upstanding citizen when she literally couldn't afford it#saying karlach was only against gortash because his action affected her is BLATANTLY WRONG#she has flaws and is a deeply written characters and she cares so much about other people thats on of the reasons she worked with gortash#she cared about him and he used that to his advantage#okay rant over i love u karlach im sorry people refuse to look into your charcter beyond surface level assumptions </3#babbles#dear god there are so many typos. i aint retyping all that shit tho good luck deciphering that#i say as if anyone is gonna read it sjkdkf
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