#this is so good i can’t stop staring
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started as pose practice, ended in 🥺🫶
#i just wanted to see if they posed well together and 🥺🥺🥺#ts4#ts4 screenshots#sim: raj#sim: blue#🍊#i am laying on the floor#i am overcome#i knew they both looked good but TOGETHER OH GOD#i am floored dhdhd#raj’s white dastar matching blue’s hair is making me ascenddd#they are the most friends to lovers slowburn i’ve ever written and its driving me up a wall djfhdh#i can’t stop staring at these dhsjfhs#the first pose is so Them its painful#blue is a shiny happy sunny outgoing hippie and raj is the quiet soft-smiling kind-eyed stoic listener#but also he won’t hesitate to let blue hang all over him fhdhf#kissing my own ass here but i love how singular they look and yet how good they look together wuhhh 🥺🫶#y’all boutta be SICK of these two ohoho
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nothing has convinced me to lock in and get employed more than tit merch idc where it’s coming from I’ll get the funds eventually in the next two months it goes so insanely hard I need everything
#literally the only thing that’s an immediate no is the phracelets bc i’ve been making them and ik y’all are gonna provide too#and the gay shirt for reasons lmao#the dads hat is also a no from me but the terrible influence one might be the move#the jacket and hoodie and t shirt immediate cop#im on the fence about the long sleeve but the parasocial design is also just so cool#photocards and poster are also a NEED#sorry I’m going trhrouh every item I just can’t stop staring the merch is tew good#dnp#dan and phil#tit tour#merch#randomthots#depending on the vip item im leaning towards I don’t need the tote
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this poster is fucking genius. the coloring. the small wing in the background that looks like a vulcra but could also easily be demon nikolai’s wings, since they’re putting r&r and s&s together. the amplifiers behind their corresponding characters (darkling with the stag, alina with the sea whip, mal with the firebird). i’m obsessed with it.
#i hope the crows one is just as good#because like i can’t stop staring at this i love it#it’s just so smart#like it’s such a smart poster A+ to whoever designed it#shadow and bone#shadow and bone season two#shadow and bone season 2#shadow and bone netflix#alina starkov#the darkling#mal oretsev#jessie mei li#ben barnes#archie renaux#six of crows#seige and storm#ruin and rising#shadow and bone trilogy#nikolai lantsov#patrick gibson
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#I have seen in the last three days in my sick asked stare that same fucking discourse of why m*m ships and fiction are superior#and I’m tired!#if you like it fine great happy you have joy in your life#but if you think for one minute that there does exist decent m*f fiction and ships and fucking fantastic f*f fiction and ships#*doesn’t exist#you’re SO WRONG#stop thinking your inability to engage in meaningful ways and deconstruct your internalized misogyny is bc you’re engaging w/superior work#bc it’s not#maybe if you can’t find something you like it’s bc you haven’t looked hard enough#and maybe you should analyze why you have to look so hard as not a fault of the material your searching for#but if what is deemed likeable enough to be popular and widespread#I’m just a tired dyke who loves women and hates seeing them both real and fictional presented as unworthy in their love stories#when good ones exist!!!!!
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ALEX MAHONE Prison Break | S04E16
#alex mahone#alexander mahone#william fichtner#he looked so good in this episode#i just can’t stop staring#i love him your honor#he’s just so ridiculously attractive#everything about him is just amazing#his voice is incredibly sexy too#what a man#heart eyes#prison break#my gifs#gif set
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they said it was okay to post here yes…… *DEATH!* TTHANK…U. comm from friend @mynameisjean yayyyaayy i actually died this morning and im still dying rn btw. i look at this and i see a flash of light and i collapse ……..??!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?
#I CANT STOP STARIJF AT THIS………#RIPS EYES OUT. jkヾ(✿゚▽゚)ノ …..maybe#AUGHHHHH…..AHHHHHHHH#FUCK. I LOVE THIS!?!!!!!!!#IT GAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#augh i love jean art style forever and ever i am mentally caught#all i hear is static. this makes me so happy and laying there dead smiling#FOAMIJG AT THE MOUHT…..#tch…whatever ….*stares at screen*#i can’t…stand them…my life is#okay my life is good actually this is like watching a sunset and crying for 5 mins#GOD….#THANK U JEAN!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😇 i
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#I have spent the last 7 hours in the kitchen.#i am about to try this recipe that I was very hopeful for but GUYS… it does NOT look good 😭#this is a rare example of me following a recipe exactly so I know that it isn’t my fault if this is bad. I think it’s gonna be bad.#I’m laughing because I’m exhausted and I’ve been looking forward to this dinner all day and I’ve been on my feet cooking nonstop#and sitting in front of me? goop.#I’m not even mad. and believe it or not it was good of me to try. trying a new recipe was the right thing to do.#but lord almighty I think it’s gonna taste BAD#I’m just staring at it afraid. this is the moment before I know if hours of cooking were wasted. ahhhhhhh#okay biting now#HM. YEAH. that’s fine I was in the mood for a protein shake anyway!#I promise I am not usually wasteful. I make meals last for days because my tummy is 20% of its original size. but boy howdy#I can’t stop laughing this tastes so badddddd#my stuff
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I am the epitome of “find the beauty in everything” to the point where it makes me a bad driver because I keep getting distracted by grass and flowers on the side of the road on the notoriously dirty ugly American highways
#pretty#driving#hopecore#optimism#nature#i see one plant and lose my mind#I can’t stop staring at the sky while driving because it’s always so beautiful#too whimsical for my own good#whimsy
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#I JUST GOT THE CUTIES MOST AMAZING JOBIE AND BARRY COMM IN THE WORLD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i can’t stop staring at it#it’s gonna get posted later tho so i’ll ofc rb and show y’all then but#it’s so good….#genuinely gettin a lil jobie comm will always make life worth living#i love it so much….. it’s so beautiful………. thank you eddy forever and ever#jitter bugs u
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Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.
Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑
God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…
#this is a lot of text#not really a casual read#ok ok… I can’t sit outside forever#gonna go back inside and I dunno make a hot chocolatey drink. grab some snacks#TRY to feel good even though I don’t#YES will probably get a little high#hoping that the combo of sugar. salt. and thc will give me the sleepy tools to just pass out for awhile#just a few more hours! please!#omg I was so pissed when I woke up and thought I’d slept for awhile but realized I hadn’t#’ what do you mean the last text I sent was only two hours ago? ‘#seriously. I thought I fell asleep around 11 pm but it was closer to 1am.#stupid sexy ativan. messing with my sense of time#it really wasn’t that big of a dose! I was basically a little buzzed for an hour or so each time#but the doctor was nice and straightforward with me. I just dunno tho. I’m a big guy with a history of anxiety. .5mg is weaksauce#god I’m getting anxious just sitting here thinking about trying to sleep again#it’s feeding on itself. I’m trying to rationalize this but it’s just this feedback loop.#is this my life now? I’m outside. I feel so alone. I feel like I could die any moment. in a sword of Damocles way. it’s there and waiting.#ok sitting outside isn’t helping#after 4am and yes I see cars driving by. I hear the occasional siren. but I still feel alone in the world#please tell me life goes on? please tell me we’re not really at the end here.#I always feel like I’m staring at our final days. that we’re all barely here. fucking ghost planet. waiting to die.#there’s war and hate and everything is expensive and I can’t.. I’m not a part of this world. I’m too poor and sickly and so it all seems…#like we’re on our last leg. like the final days of a fire sale. this body feels fit for the grave. this world is the grave.#I’m scared#ok like I said sitting out here isn’t helping. Ian. please stop.#yes. yes. ok. snacks and drinks and distracting tv. let’s try this again.#sorry this is a lot#I spent the last 20 minutes writing these tags and getting progressively more anxious 😬#you can ignore this#text
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Thank you @staff but I’m pretty sure 55% of those likes are from me spreading this glory around:
So, I would like to share this moment with @netflix cause @netflixnordic isn’t on here. Please pass along the message. Thanks.
#or shall i say#tack#💜#alsjdjhdhsksjsnsksjdks#‘HOLY MOLY’#lol 🤣🤣🤣#this is more exciting than surgery tbh#thank you but i cannot accept this award#without giving a shoutout to THEM 💜#jfc they look so good together#i can’t stop staring
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not even funny how hard i was crying yesterday like jesus christ
#honestly might be the hardest i’ve cried (at least in a very long time)#like i was a MESS#and what was it at???#jjk spoilers#jjk season 2 spoilers#NANAMI. AND MAKI. AND MEGUMI AND TOJI.#i was crying for like 4 episodes straight or something and then toji decided to pull that ‘not zenin? i’m glad’ EXCUSE ME SIR#also like toji’s alright he’s not my favourite but OH MY GOD and his eyes changed 😭😭😭😭😭#i’d just finished crying over nanami getting barbecued and then i was off again#i got spoiled for him dying on tiktok spoilers are basically inescapable but oh my god#in the scene where miwa is crying over mechamaru like hands crossed in her chest leaning over that was actually me#i literally had my head parallel to my bed and my arms crossed to my chest like i can’t get communion or some shit 😭😭😭😭#and i had to keep turning my head to look at my tv and just kept sobbing#because by the time he actually died i’d stopped crying because it had been like 5 episodes or something but i was sobbing#and it caught me so off guard when jogo got them i was literally staring at the screen going ‘WHAT?’ before i started crying my eyes out#the pipeline my camera roll goes through its pictures of nanami from like the first episodes of the season and then it’s me crying 😭😭😭😭#i felt so ill about it all i literally couldn’t finish my dinner i ate like a birdseye chicken fillet and then had to give up#also keep in mind i dedicated my entire day to jjk like i watched the movie and then watched all of season 2 in like 9 and a half hours#so when nobara died i was so exhausted i couldn’t even cry i just sort of went ‘you what’ at the screen and had to sit there in pain#but it was so so good all the same like damn#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk season 2#zad talks
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Just saw Micheal sheen in a show I watched when I was a youngin’ and can I just say that man changed my brain chemistry so much I died
#I can’t stop staring at him#I gasped dramatically too#it was also a lot earlier in his career so I genuinely didn’t recognize him#if u can guess what show it is I’ll be very impressed#I love Micheal:)#good omens#aziraphale#micheal sheen
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love to be poor and unable to afford the medicine that I hate but still somehow desperately need to avoid having an autistic meltdown at 3am
#when I say almost every sense is being assaulted right now… I mean it#meds make me hot and the fan won’t work#air purifier filter is dirty so I can’t do anything about the weird sewage smell i keep smelling that nobody else does anything about#throat hurts from working around dust all the time despite begging to go anywhere else#dad is back from out of town so I have to listen to war movies at full volume constantly#cats will not stop staring at me and climbing on me and making messes that only I care enough to clean properly#and now I don’t have insurance so good luck getting any med refills this week#and good luck getting kitty litter before I get paid pennies this Friday#hello I hate everything#I’m tired of everything#I want to just be done
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someone on twitter asked if the black characters on the last of us survive (bc they hadn’t started it yet and wanted to know what was happening) and all of the replies were either “this is the last of us nobody survives” or “lol, lmao” and as someone who has never played the game but half listened to someone who DID explain bits of the plot but not get too detailed while they played it, all i got to say is
#i’m like halfway through the episode and ummmmmmmm what is coming my heart is hurting holy shit#again this is how u know it’s good bc i get so interested in it i stop doing everything else and stare in anticipated horror aksksksk#i know how it ends and i know all that about the second one but i don’t know SHIT else#the last of us#rani's liveblogging tag#every episode i’m suspicious of liking a character aksksjdjdj#but u can’t help it. u simply cannot help it 😭😭😭😭
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Gifs/stills credited to @Nungchae (Twitter/X)
“One man’s meat is another’s poison” is a good description of how the world works, and is a fine adage to live by. I also wish more in fandom will take the implicit refrain in the proverb by just letting others like what they like. Or don’t like.
This post is a reaction to some recent comments on TG I came across (I never learn), but which is not a diss at those who don’t like these elements in the show, but a reminder to myself that one of the many reasons I love the show - the camerawork, shots/angles and aesthetics - might not work for others. And that is okay because it is a personal preference. But this made me appreciate TG even more because PD, writer, crew and performers came together to give me an indelibly gorgeous show and I will be forever grateful to them.
#jung eun chae#kang gil young#the guest#ocn the guest#I have never loved a camerawork on a show as much as I love TG’s#so much so I can’t stand many of the filters used in other shows lately#I have stopped a show or two because I needed time to get used to the filters#though I have watched some better shows in the interim with amazing camerawork too#nothing beats TG in my heart truly#because I just don’t get bored of staring at the stills#but what works for me might not work for others and that is fine#but it is not an indication that the camerawork is not up to par in TG#it is a different approach/style#I simply wish some people get to separate good/bad vs likes/dislikes#it is not the same thing#beating an already dead horse#a small rant maybe
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