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Boy is smooth as HELL!

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fuck baby ur so hot i wanna do the dishes with u and make u hot tea when ur sick

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I was promised nerdy loser Fandom obsessed freaks but you're all like beautiful women with multiple degrees and a circle of friends

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the white-green gradient of a freshly chopped spring onion…. c'est magnifique

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Just a quick portrait of my pookie <3

commissions open!

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You can discover your favourite band when you’re in your late twenties. You can meet your best friend when you’re in your thirties. You can finally accomplish a life goal when you’re in your fifties. Your youth isn’t the only time frame where amazing, life-changing things can happen.

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whateverrrr

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I’m actually the opposite of transgender. I look at women and I’m like damn they’re so cool I wish I was a woman and then I remember I’m literally a cis woman.

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となりのトトロ | My Neighbor Totoro — 1988 dir. Hayao Miyazaki

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Episode 5. One of the best around ✨👏🏽🫡

* GIFs credited to @Nungchae (Twitter/X)

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Ep 5, Ep 5, Ep 5 ✨😭👏🏽🫡 A personal favourite and always just that extra flavor of heartbreaking 😭😭😭

(And Jung Eun Chae was just unbelievably captivating and stunningly gorgeous in each and every scene 💙🤍💙🤍)

GIFs credited to @Nungchae (Twitter/X)

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WALL-E 2008 | Andrew Stanton

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Revisiting Episode 4 of “Sohn: The Guest” for Kang Gil Young (in order to detox from Moon Ok Gyeong 😭😭😭)

GIFs credited to @Nungchae (Twitter/X)

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the world is heartbreaking every day and the world is beautiful every day and we have to pay attention to both

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it is november, and yesterday it felt like it was supposed to be snowing. in boston, november used a winter month, not a fall month. it is supposed to be chilly; rarely capping over 45F. it is a sweater-and-jacket month. it is a "maybe a scarf too" month. in my childhood, november meant blizzards and sleet.

it did not snow. tomorrow the weather predicts a high of 76.

i have spent so many years of my life studying the longterm possibilities of climate change - the culmination of capitalism wreaking havoc on the bodies of people, animals, plants - but every so often i am still shocked by something small and personal.

in a hundred years, when someone goes outside in boston - will they know the feeling of "snow in the air"?

i know it's a learned feeling, a sensation that maybe only longterm experience can teach. a few years ago, i was walking with my friend who had just moved up from the south. i said it smells like snow and she gave me this look like - what the fuck. i said it feels like snow too, which didn't help. she looked up to the bright blue sky and then back at me and then back at the sky. 12 hours later, we had 3 inches. you can just tell if it's going to snow.

except i can't tell, anymore. i stand outside in a tee shirt and watch my dog dance around a lake. we're in a drought and the skin of the water has peeled back twenty meters. the lake is tamed, quiet, puddlelike and sour. my pokemon go app warns there's a weather condition in my area.

my dog gets too hot from running and sits in the water and i want to laugh about his long frame and how awkwardly he sits - and i can't. some simian part of my brain is scratching the walls. it was supposed to snow. it was supposed to snow, but now it's warm instead.

during the last full solar eclipse, the dogs and the birds and the crickets went crazy under utter darkness. we laughed at them then, promising it will all be okay in a moment. but some part of me is still locked in that long night: some animal sensation.

something is wrong, my body says. i can't afford eggs or rent. i go outside to watch a sunset and listen to birdsong. i don't bring a jacket. allergies are killing me this season, allergies i didn't have as a kid. everyone comments that halloween has started to feel strange, offkilter. that it's hard having "holiday cheer." my body thinks it's april, and then it thinks we're in september, and then june.

something is terribly wrong, she whispers. go outside. it is supposed to be snowing.

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