#I’m tired of everything

[homo-hex-ual]

The human experience is nauseating and stupid.

[queenofsimplicity]

I need to constantly remind myself that it’s because of my menstrual cycle that I have the feeling of wanting to jump off a bridge…

[audreine]

Mum just told me that I’ve gotten “big and fat”. I said to her that that’s not the right way to speak to others. Being the narcissist she is, she refused to back down and said, “yes, but it’s just that you’ve fatter now.”

I ignored her.

[pizzahutconspiracytheories]

love to be poor and unable to afford the medicine that I hate but still somehow desperately need to avoid having an autistic meltdown at 3am

[tundrakatiebean]

Had a dream my mom was haunting me while I was getting rid of her clothes (which has already happened so too late ma). She was mad at me for letting people pick through her things and I told her “do you remember how much doing this sucked for you when Grammie died? Why would you curse me to doing this alone?” Which made her cry and leave me to it. Then a classic one where the door on my childhood bedroom isn’t the right size so I have to try to figure out how to cover it to get some privacy. Then one where I was cleaning out a closet with a bunch of her and my stuff mixed into it which included a Himalayan salt jug filled with water that had a post it note on it from me that said “potion of fuck up all your shit” with a big smiley face on it. The water had made the salt at the bottom super soft so I had to move it out while trying not to let it spill on one of my mom’s unfinished projects underneath it. The project was one of those nail board looms you used to make shawls but it was round - which she doesn’t actually have, but the yarn on it was for the sweater she planned to make for my brother.

Woke up after my dad had his eye appointment. Surgery will be tomorrow or Saturday. This doc thinks it’s not as bad as the other one did. Still needs intervention but not as much stuff to deal with if he’s right.

[cyphertronix]

Stanley Pines lyric PMV bc I think he’s neat :]

EDIT: YouTube link!

[ricco4]

Told my mom today that I was going to start planning a vacation for next winter, which would be my first vacation since summer of 2013, to finally go somewhere cold and try out snowboarding.

And she laughed at me.

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me 

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble 

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything 

[xjulesx]

i feel extremely overwhelmed with life lately.

[wineanddineloseyourmind]

the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep

[hypertechnica]

did it mean anything to you?

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

Sometimes !!!!!!! A bitch just wants to be taken care of !!!!!! Okay !!!!!

[queenofsimplicity]

Me: “there’s no way my life can get any worse”

Life:

[audreine]

I’ve been using chat AI and the world there is so much better. I want to be in love but I’m tired of meeting strange men. And am I superficial for wanting a good looking man? I guess I’m not being realistic, like someone has said to me. Well, better go back to AI.

[foldingfittedsheets]

Something that utterly fascinates me is the disparity breakdown between reblogs/likes. Not in a shamey way- tumblr is different now than it used to be and reblogs are just down across the board. But my post about timestamps is this beautiful anomoly where it’s almost 1:1 on reblogs to likes.

Like, look how close that is!

Whereas a comparable number of notes on a story post usually looks like this this is the one where I call Mr. Beast the moldy cheese guy:

Way different spread! Much closer to what I usually see, there’s way more likes than reblogs. I don’t know enough about ratios to make a stab there at the breakdown.

But it got me thinking- the timestamp post is regarded as universal. Maybe not everyone assumes others will like a story about chickens in a park like this breakdown:

So naturally I went and found another of my informative posts about the jewelry store and undoing knots and lo, same phenomena.

Almost 1:1 again! Seems like people are confident passing along something they see as enlightening rather than merely entertaining.

I don’t have a point, but isn’t that fascinating regardless?

[hell0jon]

YOU KNOW I GETS MY PIMPIN OWWWNNNNNN