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im thinking about turning one of my leather jackets into a gwenom jacket
idk if i’ll ever get around to actually making it, but it would be super cool



i have some experience with sewing but i’ve never sewed clothes and i have no idea how the hood would work so if anyone has advice i would greatly appreciate it
#gwenom#gwen stacy#spider gwen#spidergwen#earth 65#cosplay#this is probably gonna look awful#it’s okay i’m gay so i’m great at everything /j#digital art#omg it’s an original post not a reblog!#i hope we get gwenom in a movie some day#gwenom jacket
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the problem with reading multiple adaptations featuring the same characters is that my memory is shit and I'll end up forgetting which book a scene was from pretty much immediately
#like I was thinking of a scene in which Arthur rides towards tristan & palamedes & isolde#without disclosing his identity. just because he wants to get a look at isolde#and lancelot is like “Arthur this is an awful idea”#and Arthur's like “Lance relax it will be fine :)” and then he gets thrown off his horse by tristan immediately#and I can't remember if it was in gwen rowley's lancelot#or john erskine's galahad?#it think it might've been galahad but I need to check#but I can tell if I read more adaptations this is gonna happen again#and probably frequently lol#*
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Merry Christmas, @crickets-lovely-place! Hope you're having a lovely holiday. Here's my Secret Santa gift for you!
#i was already in a wintery mood when i got you assigned and when i then read your request this immediately popped into my head#magic practice with viktuuri and the triplets!#i had A LOT of fun with the sky and the trees and a lot of not fun with getting the piece to not look awful XD#but im happy with where i got it to so i hope you like it too!#also i have it open on both my laptop and my cintiq rn and man i hope youre gonna be viewing it on a screen better than my laptops#or at least one with colour and contrast settings more suited for art because uhm#yeah i need to change the settings on my laptop this looks#lets call it below my personal standards#SO PRAYING YOUR SCREEN IS BETTER THAN MINE#just view it on your phone that should be okay probably hopefully#ANYWAY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#katsuki yuuri#alex nishigori#lutz nishigori#loop nishigori#viktuuri
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#it's apparently been sitting finished for a week now#which probably means it's time to post it#mdzs#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#wei ying#wwx#mxy!wwx#I am still having my fun with trying to draw them as differently as possible#and yes I ended up going with clothing from the donghua#except for the colors of yllz's. I enjoy the design but not the colors there#The idea of black outer robe with blood red underneath does something to me#there's some symbolism in it. I felt it when drawing. I felt it xD#also I am of the opinion that yllz era wwx is skeletally thin#But! he also hides it with some good clothing choices so nobody really notices#except for those who care to look#but I am also sure that mxy's body is in just as awful a state by the time of his death#have you seen what the boy got fed?! it's awful. terrible. it's not gonna let him look healthy afterwards#I headcanon that wwx doesn't notice it because he's so used to what his body was like in the end that it doesn't really register for him#but Lan Zhan sees it and is going to fix with regular meals from now on!#anyway!#my art
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hey you ever think about how okuyasu probably had to see (if not help) his brother try over and over to like maim and dismember their father in an attempt to euthanize him, something that clearly hurts and distresses the guy despite his immortality?
do you ever think about how the boys were beaten "for no reason" (existing around their father) and then when their father turns keicho says that if he beats his dad enough he can be obedient but he never stops scratching around in that box and it makes him murderously angry. and then it turns out that their father's been trying to scrape together some reminder of the family they used to be this whole time. he's doing something innocuous and mildly obtrusive that pisses keicho off so much despite the fact that he would understand if he just looked a little closer, at a different angle, that it was his father seeking love and connection in the same way he was as a child, and that he is reacting in the same way his father did to it?
or how okuyasu (who was young enough to not Quite remember the abuse in the same way as keicho) was the one to want to shift gears towards curing him over killing him, to restore his memories and mind so they could heal their relationships - break the cycle? how you might think it's his distance from that contributes to his ability to want that in a way keicho can't, until keicho dies and okuyasu still chooses to focus on the scraps of good within their relationship (while acknowledging that keicho was Not a good person) despite how directly he experienced abuse from keicho? and how that speaks so much to okuyasu's deep sense of loyalty and love (even to his own detriment)?
or how it's josuke (with the power to heal, to fix, that kind power) who is able to start those relationships mending through his emotional curiosity and empathy? and how it's josuke okuyasu clings to in the wake of his brother's death? someone so different from the men he grew up with who only ever hurt each other because they were hurt and someone who proves that kindness and love are like. sustainable? how josuke didn't change him into being a loving person but finally answered it to form a healthy relationship? buh
#i have. never really analyzed jjba before#i don't know why but something about it makes the deeper stuff just bounce right off my brain for some reason#however! i have noticed this. do with it what you will etc#as if i needed a reason to be emo about okuyasu tbh#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#diu#nijimura okuyasu#nijimura keicho#fucking. papa nijimura. idk his name#btw i'm not saying okuyasu is a good person for like. loving his abusers. that's a morally neutral phenomenon#and i think that's clear in context. it's both because he's got a big ol heart and because he (even when he knows he probably shouldn't)#clings to people who are awful to him out of loyalty and loneliness and love and naivete. he wants to believe it means something#he does it because he's traumatized and it's all he knows AND because he's a sweetheart. it's both. and god that's like really cool to me#idk that i've really seen that pulled off so efficiently before#higashikata josuke#anyway what if i!!!!! exploded#sorry if this reads like ass im not even gonna look at it. im flushing it into the void immediately tyvm#and after all that okuyasu's like omg your mom's hot lol!! :D love you buddy!!!! like he's so funny to me
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being cringe right now but genuine question does love like everlark etc. exist in the real world? like actually? do people, no actually do men love women like that. cause i truly have never seen it. all the men in my family suck and the only happy relationships i know are fake. or are a cute video on the internet and nothing more than that.
#i mean i look at every older woman in my family and the way their husbands or ex-husband have ruined their life at times#it's awful#i just#i've always been looking at fiction to give me that#probably why i've always loved romance the most#and like this is specifically about relationships between men and women#i had to sit in the car with my cousin the other week while he explained how feminism is the root of evil and how#women want too much now#and i usually fight with him but i just go so tired#you're just never gonna see me as an equal are you??
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The fallout show isn’t NOT anticapitalist, but it’s anticapitalist in that way that a lot of recent media goes for, where it makes vague gestures towards ideas like ‘There Is Wealth Inequality, Perhaps’, or ‘maybe a few dozen people having more money than god Isn’t A Good Thing, Actually’. But ultimately it kinda just tiptoes around commenting on anything systemic by offloading the blame onto its shadowy cabal of the ultra-rich, and turning the wastelander underclass into a constant running joke that the audience is expected to laugh along at. Which like. Fine. That’s honestly more than I was expecting I guess. But bad-appling fallout feels like missing the point extra hard, given how much it absolves the US of its role in everything, up to and including literal nuclear armageddon
#fallout#fallout prime#fallout prime critical#and that’s not even touching on the weird tonal dissonance?#like. you can’t make any meaningful commentary about classism in your setting if you’re gonna turn right and around and start jeering#‘look at these stupid ignorant fucks. Isn’t it funny how stupid and ugly and mean they all are?’#‘It’s probably because they’re so poor and dirty and starving’#‘And it’s fine when the protagonist of the moment guns them down cause they’re just crazy raiders!’#you understand why those two messages can’t coexist comfortably right?#anyways I finished the fallout show and honestly? my many many may complaints aside? it wasn’t awful#it very much didnt know what it wanted to be or say#but it was fun enough#I felt appropriately pandered to in parts#and it was clearly very lovingly crafted by the people who made it#overall it would have served much better as a non-canon addition to the franchise#but at the end of the day bethesda can knock over all the sandcastles it likes#doesn’t mean I’m gonna start taking their canon seriously#also moldaver can **** me **** in the ***** ******** *** *****#who said that
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my cds (and cassette tape) finally arrived in the mail today!!
#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS#was getting 10 cds and a cassette tape at once maybe a bit overkill? possibly#but i saw the bogo free sale banner and my brain lept at the chance to get more cds for half the price lol#i feel like my collection might be growing a bit too fast esp considering i only started collecting them this fall#but also I HAVE A WHOLE PILE OF CDS NOW LOOK AT IT THERE'S SO MANY AND THEY'RE MY FAVORITE ALBUMS TOO#it's like seeing blorbo from your music in real life in your home#just looking at a cd and being like !!! i literally listen to you every day i didn't know you were also Real#the difference between having something only on your phone even if you still see/listen to it a lot and having a Physical Thing is massive#just. i haven't even opened these up yet they look so pretty im just staring at them in awe while typing this rn#ykw 10 cds is a lot to unbox all at once and if they have extra stuff on the inside too i don't think I'd be able to fully appreciate it#i think im gonna save some of the unwrapping for later as a lil treat maybe for when im having a bad day#so i can come home and unwrap it and look inside and get that serotonin boost#just a lil something i can look forward to in the future :3#they said money can't buy happiness but it turns out i just did and my happiness comes in the form of physical media lol#and ykw i think this is a pretty sweet deal like if i had to choose any hobby to spend money on this would be a great choice#it's cheap you get to support your favorite musicians and you get infinite dopamine out of it (well as long as the cd lasts ig)#just. im still looking at them i cant believe the pictures and sounds from my phone are Real and i can touch them now#...it's probably gonna take a while for me to get over the awe and actually open them up and start looking inside for goodies and stuff#ive been meaning to take pictures of the cool stuff from the precious cds that i got but i still haven't gotten around to it lol#just. the emotions are too big. even just looking at it brings me so much joy that if i opened it up to find more stuff inside#it'd be too much for my brain to handle and it would just explode or something lol#anyway i think that wall of text is long enough so im gonna go admire my cds some more now#mine#cd#cds#cassette tape#music#reminder#for later#<- and that is so i actually remember to open them up and look inside instead of just admiring it like a painting
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Yes it is
#RWBY#Monochrome#Weiss Schnee#Blake Belladonna#Not gonna lie....i know this was originally the whole point of the blog but i pretty much gave up on canon like...3 seasons ago#but i just fell back on this draft#which i made in...13th november of 2019#holy shit#i don't know why i never got around posting it in the end apologizes#but anyway...probably last relatable pic of monos from the canon show#.....or maybe not but to be honest i hate their next designs#i have another draft post from#3th december of 2019 with their new looks#when Blake hold Weiss hands in front of her shitty dad#but their awful designs kinda ruins it for me#especially Blake im sorry honey but you look so ugly now#your new hair is just so terrible aiojgaioerjgaioj
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I'm going to try and finish at least one (1) fic this month even if it kills me bc jfc I'm losing my mind at how much I wanna finish sth and just keep stalling gfdi
#It'll probably be Information Asymmetry bc I have half the chapter written#I've legit struggled to get back to it mainly bc the actual stuff I've written is like... Not Exactly What I Want#And that's irritating tf outta me#I need to re read the whole part and then try and get the last chapter sorted#I'll give myself a challenge I think since it's starting to turn to summer#And my brain is full on making my body think 3/4 hours of sleep is Restful#Insomnia and summer sunshine is a horrid combination#Add in adhd meds that make my body and brain more focused and I'm kinda shit outta luck lmao#So yeah. Next few days I'm gonna look over what I've got for Information Asymmetry#And the rest of Signalling Theory series#Which means going through OneNote where I have All My Notes (there are multiple notebooks for the series lmao bc I'm a nerd)#And trying to actually get what is in my head out in text form to make it flow#I may need to do some arting to help my brain out#I do need to rewrite a scene already to work with the art piece I started for the last chapter#But I also gotta admit to myself that this might not be the Last Chapter of IA#Even tho I Really Planned It To Be#I'd like to blame all the fanfic writers I love and follow who also cannot constrain the chapter count#Y'all awful influences lmao#Nah I'm kidding. Y'all the fuckin BEST#Anyway#Kat talks#I have an Epic The Musical fic that's also started itself into existence which fuck knows what that's gonna do...
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edmond olivine......... farm sounds edition tiny tsun obsessed with girlfriend 4x his (cup_ ) Size....
#they're friends ur honour. maybe they can even boop snoots. let's give em some privacy#i wanted edmond horse to have a fancy braided ponytail (hah)-esque mane but the ref images all came up stuff like cornrows#and uh. no. no thank u. maybe i should start looking at cartoon horses instead#MASSIVE bunny olivine. bigger than a child. as big as a horse. capable of crushing kuya in his massive fur radius#when i think of hoof buddies edoli... i cannot decide on their sizes#yes horse is typically bigger than cow (at least taller)#but i want olivine to be a giant tank. and edmond to not look like a pubescent gangly mule next to him.#scratches chin#another part of me wanted to make em more . decorated. like design em with jewellery and whatnot#but if they are just animals in a boring ol zoo sanctuary#then they . . look like boring ol animals without all the cool decor?#actually what happens when they transform into their animal forms.#do all their clothes drop on the ground. free loot?#or do the clothes stay the same size and get all messed up and morphed on the new animal form#imagining poor oli transforming while still clothed and his clothes just rip from his Volume#and he's like aw man that's the 6th shirt this month :(#realistically(?) aster would prob provide magical clothing that appropriately shifts with the form or disappears somehow. conveniently.#idk. let's have inconvenient clothes only during the transformation sequences.#for the comedy aspect#edmond allows NO ONE to ride him. NO ONE! except olivine 🥰 eiden indeed gets kicked for even approaching and now he's in a coma#actually in the scenario where edmond is a horse he would probably allow anyone (small) on provided they are civil.#no foxes. no bears. no lions. maybe a hat.#guess i'm gonna have to start tagging this if i'm gonna keep posting about it. unbeliebabvle. it's become an actual tag#zookeeper au#nu carnival edmond#nu carnival olivine
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-- THAT RANDAL IS APPROACHED at all for the craze sweeping Garreg Mach is a surprise, that it is by Shade of all people has him scratching his head. Or, no- he supposes it makes sense, if he twists it right. Wanting to follow the youth, and all.
He hefts through a sigh as he watches her hold up the stick of candy, considers it for half a beat, shrugs. "I'd not take you as the sort t'want t'play stupid games with an ol' fart, but, hey." He spreads his hands to the side. "Sure. I'll entertain th' endeavor."
Thus saying, he plants his hands on his knees, leaning down slightly so as to better match Shade's height. The stick balances carefully between her lips, and Randal grabs the other end gently with his teeth.
She's nervous, or something; he can tell by how poorly she grips the piece of candy. Surely, then, this'll be a piece of cake-
Dammit. This really was too similar to a kiss for him to feel comfortable.
He fumbles as badly as she does, recoiling from the intimacy. The pocky falls to pieces between them, only its very ends wet from their lips as it gets laid to waste on the ground. Really, that was the worst they could have done it.
"Well! Guess we're both losers, huh?" He laughs heartily, leaning down to pick up the wasted stick of candy. He brushes off the crumbs of dirt that have caught onto it and munches it merrily. "So it goes, I guess. Wow." He makes a face at the sweet taste. "Mm. Want the rest of this?"
#♣ | ic.#♣ | answered ask.#♣ | shade.#// old randal for this one if it isn't clear#// shade gets to be the exception to the rule since regular randal and her are probably closer in age#// me looking at the 1: aw thisll be funny randal can do a little making fun of her when he wins#// the dice: youre never gonna guess what grade randal gets in this
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being transmasc + pre t + visibly neurodivergent is such a great fuckin combo because everyone that so much as looks at you thinks that you're far younger than you actually are and treats you as such and even when you're talking to people who *know* how old you are you can tell. you can fucking tell they're doing the same thing even if they don't realise they're doing it
#like worst psrt is i camt even blame them#i dont know how to act like an 'adult'#my interests skew on the younger side and im fucking awful at talking to people#i have no experience with more adult topics because im not living a life where i *can* exoerience those things#and i dress like a 12 year old boy#but christ man. itd be fucking nice tk#itd be nice to not constantly feel like im being looked down on#to be able to talk about more mature topics without the feeling of being condescended to or told that 'ill get it one day'#*especially* when it comes to topics relating to my identity and sexuality. ive been out for 6 fucking years. ive spent every goddamn day#questioning and exploring and reinforcing and understanding it. i already fucking get it.#itd be fucking nice to hold a conversation with one fucking person and feel like we're peers#god. i dont know#if anyone i know irl os seeing this. first off im sorry but also yall are good dw#odds are im probably just making this up anyway#i mean like half of it is liteally jist my fault. i could learn how to talk to people and get more mature interests and learn how to act#like a real person#but thats probably not gonna happen !! ever !! so I should just stop caring about it#im always going to be the youngest and the least mature and the one everyone looks down on because i dont know anything (and im so fucking#ass at conversations I cant communicste the things i do know properly). who the fuck cares#we vibe#me.txt
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people dont even want to meet him anymore, like it's sooo boring 🥱 they just want to get that video or picture to go online and say "I MET HIM!! LOOK!!" and then these people "hit" on twitter or tiktok one day for a couple hours until another picture comes up and everyone moves on. and in a month, everyone already forgot about them. and not only they lost all the attention, but they also missed a great opportunity to be nice&respectful to him and have a great memory of a real moment talking to him or just getting to know him at least for one minute or two. i mean you do you, of course, but im just so NOT entertained by this lol
#like im so bored lmao#yeah he looks great but that video of her walking in front of him and terribly trying to record him without him noticing is awful#like i dont wanna see that. idk if you're gonna give me content then give me something interesting 😂#bc to watch him/see him this way its just not worth it. poor guy srsly#if he's living his 30s like i am he's probably sooo annoyed at these people 😂#he loves his fans.. sure... but you cant convince me he actually enjoys or doesnt care when people do this to him#and i mean it shows on his face for a while now it's not even a secret lol#but anyway#if it were me i wouldn't release any music just to annoy them 😂#i love him and i cant wait for him to come back but im more than happy to just wait for him to show up#and consume only the content he wants me to consume#and come back here just to rant and be annoying when im waiting for something before i go to bed#like i usually do ✌️
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Had one of the worst shifts of my life but my mother had planned to go lego shopping with me after work for my upcoming birthday so I used that to get through my day 😭
Then she cancelled and I don't know if it was from sheer stress or what but after crying in the bathrooms my nose just starts pouring blood all over my face and work uniform- so my whole break is spent cleaning up the best I can 💔
I spill about four orders today, thankfully not on any customers but now on top of the blood I reeked like coffee
Currently in my bed crying while watching Wanteez 😭👍
#this is all pretty stupid#and you probably think this is really stupid reasons to cry#you'd be right#idk why but today has js been AWFUL#my legos 💔#i was gonna look for some animal crossing sets today ☹️#again#stupid reason to cry#but my mother offering to spend time with me doing something i liked was making my day a little better#till she canceled bc something 'more important' came up#i can totally understand that#but man 💔#my mouth tastes like blood#my pants are soaked and smell like coffee#my hands are stained from trying to wipe the blood#my coworkers probably all think I'm a mess#they'd be right
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Having interesting emotions at the House today
#it’s nice and awesome and the house smells nice and it’s cool and I like it and everyone is nice#but also my mom brought up how ‘creative’ I am and tried to get me to show pictures#like idk it’s just. blegh#I’ve also been asked if I talk which isn’t bad they were nice about it but I don’t want to explain autism I know they’d get it they probably#already know what autism is I mean like how I function and stuff justbagjdhffhdgdhfjgjg#it’s complicated it’s weird#there was some spinach dip that was pretty good they said that the food was gonna take a bit#ima little tired still ;-;#everyone is so nice im just awful at talking to people I don’t know!! im sorry I don’t look you in the eyes and only nod!!!!!
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