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b4kuch1n · 2 years ago

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pre-holiday leave crumbs

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it #anyways. tomorrow I Travel #The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed #three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying)#goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn #anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours #until I gotta get up for car time #kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct #20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it #I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it #oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop #in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here #hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them)#also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl'#it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that #literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however #anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo #have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again #eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day

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nbmudkip · 26 days ago

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rehyperfixating on a children’s game that came out in 2015, is one of the least popular entries in its series, and has minimal content, the vast majority of which i’ve seen before. the series has been dead for nearly 10 years, nothing has happened recently that would warrant anyone’s returning interest in it, very few of my friends give a shit about this specific game, and those few who played and liked it in the past have no reason to give a shit about it at all right now. i have been coasting through on a playthrough i’ve been doing with a friend who’d never seen the game before and who was kind enough to let me show it to them, but we just beat the game, and after we play the epilogue we will have nothing left to do, and on top of that they really have just been humoring me as they have their own very strong current hyperfixation they would much rather be thinking about. also i am depressed enough right now that literally nothing else except for waiting to play this game with them and playing this game with them and watching them enjoy it at least a little has been able to briefly quiet the constant cacophony in my head screaming how much of a worthless, lazy, constantly-failing miserable excuse for a living person i am and how much better everything would be, especially for myself, if i stopped existing lately. would anyone like to volunteer to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ because i would really like for someone to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ right now

#me.txt #delete ltr #and i like hearing my friends talk about and show me their interests but it isnt enoughhhh its not enough right now to make my head SHUT UP #right now the only thing that can give me energy is a hyperfixation like this #but with enough content and engagement from others to keep subsisting me without hitting a wall #SOMETHING THAT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO DO WHEN YOU CANNOT DRAW OR WRITE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#BECAUSE WHEN NOBODY IS MAKING ANYTHING!!!!! AND YOU CANT MAKE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! ALL YOU CAN DO IS CURL UP AND STARVE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼#immmm so sick of the only thing that makes being alive feel worth it being hyperfixations theres nothing REAL tying me down i cant stand it #because i am!! too broken!!!! to ever achieve any of the things that WOULD give me a real solid tangible reason to keep living!!!!!!#like a stable job!!!! a place of my own!!! a partner whos dedicated to me above everyone else and me to them in return!!!!!!!#a LIFE that isnt just constantly failing over and over and waiting for the shoe to drop and to lose everything all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont have that!!! and i cant have that!!!!! because im too broken to be able to cultivate and maintain it!!!!!#and the only way. to fix myself enough to be able to do so.#would be to HAVE ENOUGH STABILITY THAT ID HAVE THE TIME AND ENERGY TO PUT INTO FIXING MYSELF AND HEALING #i cant fix myself without stability and freedom. and i cant get stability and freedom unless i’m fixed #so it is. literally impossible!!!!!!!#impossible to create my own concrete solid reason to be here.#impossible for me to even create anything to feed the fixations that are my backup reasons.#theres nothing!! nothing!!! i have nothing new to leap to and ive been dwindling for too long and i think i am about to drown #im just waiting for time to tick out. for me to fuck up too badly to come back from one last time and get found out and punished.#and then? theres nothing left. theres literally nothing else left for me

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cloudcountry · 5 months ago

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if i wasnt for my mutuals i think all of my events would have flopped

#auburn's rambles <3 #gahhh its so dumb but like #events are my way of trying to connect w the twst fandom #and i have been so desperate for any sense of community here lately #i feel like im just screaming into the void #and i dont know why it feels like nobody new bothers talking to me anymore #i think its because people are scared of me but i wish they werent #ive tried my best to seem approachable and i tell people over and over that they can talk to me #but nobody does #ever since 1.8k really #its just been my mutuals talking to me and nobody else #and i love my mutuals but i want to have what i had when i first got here #i dont know if this is a twst Fandom problem or if its just me but #its like theres nobody here anymore and its not the same #im so tired of people being intimidated by me #im literally just like you i am just like ALL of you #its exhausting honestly.

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arsenicflame · 5 months ago

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why does it feel like the only options anymore are babygirl ed teach into oblivion and pretend like he never did anything bad, or make him the worst person on the fucking planet and incapable of doing anything to earn any forgiveness (not that he even tries)

#im just. frustrated i guess #i see posts calling him an innocent princess and acting as though everyone deserved what he did #(and by everyone i mean izzy because they forget literally anyone else was hurt by him)#and i also see things where they make him just. everything the legends say he was and unforgivable to the point even stede turns his #back on him #i think we should acknowledge ed did a hell of a lot of bad things to people for no reason (and im not talking about the regular ol piracy)#while also giving him the chance to apologise and grow and do better in the future #(and it upsets me to no end that the show couldnt even do that for him. they acted like it was one and done)#i think theres interest in exploring the nuance of what ed did and whether he can be forgiven by the characters #whether they even should forgive him either #but im not ever seeing pieces like that. nobody seems to be doing the nuance any more. its just all in one way or the other #maybe im fucking wrong for finding sympathy in his character while not excusing his actions #maybe its wrong to think that he should have to work for forgiveness but that he deserves the chance to do that #but i like to think there's a world out there where he builds something new with the crew. its different. but its something #he deserves the chance to try at least #nyxtalks #ofmd

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faerociousbeast · 6 months ago

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erisolkat/erikar/solkat community is great i love you guys and when people talk about karkats other weird dynamics that never get explained and also apparently the rest of the fandom just. didnt notice?? or something???? i guess

#eridan had nothing to talk about with his literal moirail cuz he was talking about it all with karkat #'iill kii22 you on the lii2p ii mean liip2' x2 combo #not even mentioning the whole. i hate you more than you hate me and you combined little argument #guys. its literally been 13 fucking years since sollux left karkat on the meteor. and yet nobody else seems to realize this #karkat was telling off everyone else in his memos and eridan comes in and hes like its ok man lets talk later #Where am i.#yes wow dave ok sure Karkat has other.. bonds.... guys......... did we know this or is this news

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itstimeforstarwars · 6 months ago

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It is so hard sometimes not to send work emails that are like

Hello all,

Genuinely what the fuck.

Thanks in advance,

S.B. Gremlin

#chit chat #work stuff #I'm not concerned i no longer give a shit but. come on.#why is it ok for everyone to make my job harder if it's not ok for me to not bend over backwards to help everyone else #oh wait it's because our new manager doesn't believe that our department does anything important that's right #i wish i could convince both crews to just slow the fuck down #not even stop working #just stop overworking #stop doing overtime stop rushing stop doing anything outside the job description #there's fucking twelve of us between day and night crew #if we all just slowed down we could literally put the whole store into chaos #but unfortunately all of them would rather just stay quiet and burn themselves out #we all gather to bitch at five am together but nobody else is willing to take a stand with me #but whatever #I'll quit or get fired but I'm not putting in extra effort any more

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theshebinator · 1 year ago

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Hey real quick since I've been getting into Adventure Time / F&C, if you run into anyone who goes by "kittiwintr" and/or "Ess" you should block them. If you're friends with this person, block me.

More info here:

#sheb.txt #i have not the time nor energy to argue about this tbh #its best if you just block me if you like ess and trace #also i really hate to see anyone else get trapped in their web of manipulatiom #cost a very dear friend of mine about a year of happiness and nobody deserves that #frizzdotbizz/frizzypom is one of my closest friends so if that bothers you block me twice 🙂#im using they/them for Ess because i get conflicting news about their pronouns so imma just cover my bases #i dont like Ess but im not gonna misgender them im not a villain #ALSO SINCE APPARENTLY PEOPLE NEED TO BE TOLD:#dont go sending this person hate or harrasing them. Ess literally provokes people and cries victim so dont bring that on yourself #also just dont be like them. if you do it youre no better than they are #literally just dont interact with them ever #dont be a hero just leave shitty people to their shittiness

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quarks-pussy · 1 year ago

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Mirror Kira is something that can actually be so personal

#in a number of ways tbh like defo in a gay way and in terms of clone fucker rights and in terms of evil girlbossing etc etc but most of all #most of the mirror characters (to me) feel like au versions of the prime characters and obviously they ARE but they're still very much atta #attached to the prime characters y'know what i mean? like maybe not everyone but most mirror characters do feel like they basically are wha #the prime characters could've been if their lives had been different and like it's not completely out of the question for mirror kira but s #she still feels so... herself. like she's not defined by prime kira on any level. most mirror characters feel very defined by their prime c #counterparts and mirror kira... she's different. she is literally herself and no similarities will change that. she does not exist as an ex #extension of prime kira she is her own separate character. mirror kira could literally exist in the prime universe without even having to b #connected to prime kira by anything other than name and face. file off her serial numbers and you're golden & have a new and extremely comp #compelling villain. she is separate she's herself and nobody else. all the other mirror characters feel like twisted versions of the prime #characters who took a different path at some point. if there's any way to apply this to mirror kira that point would be her birth. like she #genuinely feels like they took a look at the circumstances on bajor in the mirror verse and thought about how a bajoran might grow up there #and THEN they made that bajoran kira. like i'm not saying she's nothing like prime kira but she just feels so much more developed tbh as if #they genuinely wrote out her whole life rather than just its present state y'know. it's great! i adore her #anyway #mirror kira nerys #mirrorverse #star trek deep space nine #ds9 #yes most of the meat of this post is in the tags lmao idek why #original posts fresh from quark's pussy

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starlooove · 7 months ago

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I’m trying not to be a hater but that tiktok and comment section pissed me off so bad.

#the way the fics end in Bruce saying sorry and everyone coddling tim and tims like ‘well I was just a placeholder 🥺’#the fun part about tim is that he made grown ass decisions at a little ass age that literally everyone told him would turn out bad #and then it turned out bad and he knows he dug his own grave so he just has to pretty it up as best as he can #and if he could go back in time he would do that shit again BECAUSE HE LIKES IT! BECAUSE ITS EXCITING! BECAUSE HE WANTED TO BE ROBIN #that Robin is a job shit is a lie he told himself that literally nobody around but YALL the stupid ass audience believed #that’s like the crux of him I think #lying to himself to get the job done because he can’t let his emotions get in the way but unfortunately that’s not how it works #and when he realizes that he gets pissed at everyone else for not letting it work and himself for not making it work #he somehow thinks that he can remove this attitude as tim Drake when Robin is the crutch tim Drake leans on in adulthood #which is an issue because now everyone around him is moving and he’s still stuck at 14 knocking on dicks door and hoping that he’ll have to #make use of the suit he brought with him. not because he’s excited or anything but just in case #his friends and family died and came back Gotham gets destroyed every other day and rebuilt every other week everything keeps changing but #nothing is and he’s stuck in that cycle and maybe it’s his fault for not letting things rest but he refuses to accept that because he’s GOOD #as Robin he does excellent work and always has and nothing will change that not even a new Robin. his friends are all making names for #themselves and he’s still stuck under Bruce’s cape fighting a teenager to be robin.#THATS whats fun about tim #the writing is stuck rn I’ll give u that but the next move should be an acknowledgment of that #tim doesn’t wanna peak in high school so he has to move on but he doesn’t know how and matter of fact doesn’t know why! nothings been this #permanent before (<-LYING!)#but no whatever everyone hates him realizes they’re wrong and he leaves Gotham bc he deserves better but comes back bc he’s so nice. ok.

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david-watts · 10 days ago

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I think at this point I'm immune to gaslighting like fucking try me. don't say 'I haven't rearranged the pantry' when you have, actually, and made a massive fuss about it

#further evidence that I need to leave this fucking house because oh GOD I literally can't have anything #I can't! packets of curry? gone! we don't need that when we have fucking keen's curry powder #which is not the same thing and also I hate that stuff because it gets used as an ingredient in the worst dishes known to man #this man at least.#I bought some batter mix packets to spice up when I do cook katsu and those have gone. pak choy? gone.#anyway so I think 'well can't cook what I was going to' and so I go to try and make something else only to discover food encrusted #onto everything I touch. it's all greasy too. it's disgusting. and I can't say anything about it because it's my fault apparently #like it's my fault for not washing up that everything's dirty. WHY CAN'T YOU WASH UP??? WHY IS IT MY FAULT #I an't say anything because they just deny deny deny and blame ME. and say 'nothing can be your fault can it'#well if it's very fucking obviously NOT MY FAULT. of COURSE it's not! dodging the blame at every opportunity because it's just nicer #if it's the cockup dropout grandson that you don't like.#I'm already quite upset because I feel like I'm in trouble for having needed new clothes since nobody actually wants to stop the dog #from eating mine. like if you didn't want to have to spend money don't fucking. stand there whenever you see her steal things #and don't randomly open my door to snoop because I know you do that. I've seen you do it. it's fucking weird #anyway don't lie to my face and call me crazy when I know that you're lying. you've done this too much for me to fall for it

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ranger-kellyn · 9 months ago

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team star's boss battle music is actually so fucking good???? hello??????

#turns out i was just literally never in battle with any of them long enough to actually hear the whole thing lmAO #i dont think refrain is the right word here but #that second refrain (or w/e around the 2:15 mark up to it looping back around) is just. so fucking good????? it's subtle but good???#maybe around the 1:48 mark but again-- idk what music terms i'm thinking of it's been. a while.#good shit. can't believe i would beat these goobers in less than 2 minutes khdfkjs #had no clue the official theme was closer to six minutes long fjkhasdlkjf #anyways nobody look at me i'm not here #djdksfhl #i just need to talk into the void but like where else am i going to put this???? on facebook????? for my aunties to read???#unsuccessfully fighting off another scarlet fixation #was doing so well on getaway car but brain demanded we think about the sv kiddos again #i'm blaming it on i've been getting back into running and i had to put penny's boss battle music on my running playlist #it'll be a long time until i get to this point but i've already decided it's going to be my push to the 5k finish line music dshfklj #looking at my old running playlist the push to the finish line song i used was the Victory Is Right Before Your Eyes! from bw2 lol #anyways x2 nothing new under the sun here folks #talking tag #hope y'all are good i've genuinely missed you #but being offline is def better for my brain

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adamsvanrhijn · 1 month ago

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another day another thought about how literally all they needed to do to make the maud plotline make sense. before even making it Better. is to simply have her not go to anybody's house other than aurora's