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listening to ROAR perform live and going insane how he can just shift to a really fucking high octave on a whim
#he has such an androgynous voice in some of his songs#gender envy question mark#this is how I want to be able to sing
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Something about how Singed and Viktor say the same things to someone manipulating them (Ambessa and Singed himself)
"I've been expecting you." (They're dramatic lol). "He isn't a monster, he was once a man. / But he isn't a specimen, he's a man."
The way they refer to Vander is telling. Singed uses past tense (he was once a man but not anymore, there is no humanity left) and Viktor uses present (he is still a man and he needs help, I will not sacrifice his humanity for your cause)
#how they think about experiments and humanity#also thinking about how singed looked at vander - a man with children and specifically daughters - and wanted to bring him back to life#as a tool for himself. for his work of course#and the way he speaks about vander in ep 5 suggests he wanted to get the mind back as well but wasn't able to on his own#'it seems i haven't found the right catalyst' when the catalysts are his daughters#and AGAIN we hear singed's music box playing along with the ost#ugh its all very good#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane spoilers#viktor#viktor arcane#singed#singed arcane#vander#vander arcane#warwick#warwick arcane#mettys posts#metty posts#sorry for the brackets my analysis brain is only half on tonight
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reread tiphs dialog recently. i love them lots
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#i cant help it. the boxes....#i never know what to tag as spoilers and what not to. so just to be safe#tiphereth#tiphereth lobcorp#chesed#chesed lobcorp#do i do all of them..? some of them are smaller. ahh itll be okay i hope..#netzach#netzach lobcorp#ill stop there. there is gebura yesod and malkuth but its just one drawing for both#just general thoughts of mimicking others and trying to potray what maturity is. the dialog from story 1 when you meet them i think abt tip#talking abt being stern stoic and strict. then netz talking abt yesod and the two behaving similar like that#just thought some others would be cute. trying to get used to how id draw her. ah the gebura tiph one was a loose idea in gebs story to#where the two talk and tiph advises against asking to much and to hold onto that hate iirc. been a bit. then the idea of her able to replac#parts. then the degradation of the soul after being destroyed. maybe tiph might check up on her or peek in to see how shes doing considerin#the idea to hold onto hate was advice She gave. iirc. anyways the concept of having black coffee to look cool and grown#they put the shortest next to the tallets in the same layer. had another idea to have the two tiphs stack atop one another to be as tall as#chesed and gebs but i got too tired. its a cute idea though might do it later. another thing i wanted to do later on was pertaining to#singing a song of homeland and lisa stating she wanted to dance. that and the backdrop from c comand being a giant stage. preformance arts#malkuth is there because the three all do a command team. lots is stuff and responsibility. feel like tiph would have beef w her . also an#iirc moment i recall something abiut the two teams havinf a rivalry or competition of sorts? kind of funny what beef u got w some kids bro#more likely pertaining to the agents inside of the teams itself to be honest. i think id be cute is malkuth would give some help tips thoug
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Baby Taylor's baby voice is so endearing and it's going to be bittersweet to "lose" that on the TVs, but I'm really excited to hear how they clean up (or not) the production on Debut. I mean I know they're going to make it as accurate as possible to the originals, but I mean in the actual sound mixing and stuff. Because I feel like this album could benefit the most from some of that! Which is not to say that the original is bad BECAUSE IT'S NOT, but I think there is subtle stuff they can do with the mixing/blending/instrumentals/treble/etc. to make it shine even more.
#I don't want to say it sounds 'amateur' because it was obviously recorded by professionals#but there are some parts where i notice certain things in how her voice blends with the instrumentation#and I think they're really going to be able to make this part soar waaaaaaay more#like it almost sounds in some parts like she's singing over a karaoke track#instead of a full production if you get what i mean#it's just the difference of 20 years of evolution in sound production and design and in her own increased experience in producing#(sorry my dad does this stuff and like one road trip we spent the whole time listening to the latest mix of an album he was producing#and mixing for a friend and it's engrained in my brain how he was like dictating notes for me to write down so he could go back and fix#when we got home 😂)
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happy birthday yuder!! you aren't alone anymore
✨ turning fanweek ✨
day 6 yuder's birthday | free day
open for better quality | no reposts
#turning novel#터닝#turning fanweek#yuder aile#kishiar la orr#gakane bolunwald#kanna wand#ever beck#jimmy ocker#fanart#myart#comic#happy yuder day!!!!!!!#sometimes i think about the scenes in which he seems surprised when his friends show concern for him#i'm happy he has so many people who care about him this time around ;u;#fun fact: this is loosely based on one of my college dorm experiences#after i was able to make friends they got together to surprise me for my birthday#everyone crowded around in the hallway to sing for me and i was standing in the doorway feeling very flustered but thankful#and we went to the floor lounge to share the cake that evening#we had cutlery to slice the cake but no plates so we got a roll of paper towels and ate on those hahaha#anyway. i wanted yuder to also feel like he wasn't alone on his birthday so that's how this came about#i wanted to make smth that showcases his platonic relationships too#i thought his birthday would be a good occasion to do so ^^
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In another universe Christine and Erik skipped town and they live happily together raising Gustave...
#poto#phantom of the opera#lnd#love never dies#christerik#erikstine#christine daae#erik poto#the phantom#gustave de chagny#i just be ramblin#Hey am I still hung up on Erik's dream in the book of just. Putting on a mask and getting married to his beloved and raising a kid and#having a normal domestic life?#MAYBE#Maybe I imagine a future where this worked out somehow#Where Erik has everything set up to live his perfect normal life#And honestly putting on that perfect mask turns out to be bittersweet as he doesn't...love it as much as he assumed#after all he'd only wanted to be accepted and to live normally rather than be feared (a wish to cover one's features out of a desire for#connection rather than a genuine hatred of them)#So I imagine Erik and Christine staying somewhere private or going on a private walk under the moonlight#and after such a long day‚ Christine tugs off the mask#And she looks him in the eyes and loves him‚ kisses him#Oh to be able to spend time with your family‚ the only people you can remove your mask around#And for them to accept you wholly as you are‚ love you as you are‚ even after hearing for so long that this kind of life was an#impossibility for you#Erik teaching Gustave how to play instruments and how to train the instrument that is one's voice#the two watching Christine sing on street corners as she used to do with her father (perhaps even playing for her)#They make me emotional....
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Maybe I’ll finally Wanze post soon
#as in a more official lore post like holt awol and sonderbar got#ALSO IM SO SO SORRY I STILL AM GONNA ANSWER THOSE INBOX ASKS J SWEAR#Wanze is on the mind there is bugs in my brain!!! wow just like holt huh#their relationship is wild to me they go from barely knowing each other (occasional hallway acquaintances)#to Wanze essentially having the equivalent of a bag of bricks dropped onto her head#which needs a little or a lot of patching up and Holt does that for her#actually hmmm I wonder if I should more visibly leave some marks of The Oopsie on her face#apart from the permanently broken biores crystals#gotta think on that…#anyway I was especially Thinkin about how Wanze really does resent Holt for a while#it’s complicated it’s not completely Holt’s fault#like she can’t control what happened she can’t bring back her bioresonance she’s a medical eule not a miracle worker#she’ll never really understand what it felt like to be part of that mind link#and that leads to some insensitivity on Holt’s part bc she’s really trying to keep Wanze from decommission here#and Wanze! why are you moping you gotta act normal!! Come on Wanze!#neither of them really get each other bc they’re both not stopping and listening like they need to#but they eventually do#also fun Wanze fact but post head trauma fixup she still has to/wants to go to the kolibri library#for stabilization yknow (she’s a nerdddd <3)#however it’s weird and she hates it bc her fellow kolibris are there.#she does not sing the same song anymore and sticks out like a sore thumb when they’re together now :(#she goes at really weird hours when no one else is there to make sure she doesn’t have to see them#Holt sometimes is able to get ahold of books for her#consider them cuddling together reading#that is all#blorbo tag#wanze#holt#Kolibug
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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no thoughts, just the way the narumi sisters are so different yet fundamentally similar at the same time yk?
#i love the functionally dysfunctional relationship of the narumi sisters to an unhealthy degree i think…#i’ve just been thinking about how both sisters put each other up on a high pedestal while having a less than high opinion of themselves and.#aaaaaaa just the way sena calls mona her angel while thinking of herself as a useless/subpar older sis#a n d how the main source of mona’s depression is her constant comparisons with her beloved big sis sena is just. aaaaa#just!!!! the way sena pushes herself past her limits in her attempts to portray herself as an ideal big sis for mona#even at the expense of her own health sometimes (see also: the beach sisters honeypre event)#i really feel like the way sena thinks she isn’t good enough of a big sis to mona is pretty glossed over for the most part tbh.. man.#(i have many thoughts on this tbh. none of them coherent)#and just. aaaaaaaaaaaa im really happy that both of them have great support systems (their families + [midori for sena]/[monacas for mona])#like. even though they don’t personally think they’re good enough compared to their ideals…#at least they have people who are there to love them for who they truly are. their true selves (honto no watashi) if you will—#idk i just wish both of them could see themselves exactly how their sister sees them…#b ut man i really want idol sengen season 2 just so that we may be able to see how sena reacts upon finding out what happens to the bracelet#i doubt they’ll show it in an mv but. man. i really want to know how she’ll react…#im probably misremembering and misinterpreting a bunch of stuff about sena huh… i miss her thoughhh#i miss seeing the sisters together tbh. i think the gen 3 sibling pairs should sing together a la tokyo [season] session style
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I just learned about the cyberpunk dead boy alt vocal... leak? (Is it a leak if they accidentally post it themselves?) Anyway the ask: what's your opinion on it?
A while back, I got recommended a video of Daisuke Hirose and Shunichi Toki answering a fan question before starting Summer Vacation Radio. This was recorded back when Todemo Wonderz was new so like three years ago. Hirose read off the question to Toki. "Out of all the songs you've sang so far, which song has been the most challenging or difficult?" and my guy, without missing a beat, in a very weary voice like he has been through some shit, like I can imagine him staring off into the distance as he said it, answered "All of them" and then in an almost desperate, breathy voice, said "All of them" again. It killed me when I heard him say it bc the way he did just got to me but it stuck with me and it stays in mind whenever I hear a group, especially theirs, sing a new song
I bring this up bc Cyberpunk Dead Boy is quite a high song, like the notes you have to hit are high. And I imagine hitting those high notes was no easy feat. They do sound a bit out of his usual range but I think he did fine considering, like when he has to sing "imi wakanne" those are reallllllly high and at the end when he sings "imi wakanne yo" I don't know if that's his voice fading out or the mixing but his voice does sound like it dies at the end. That said, the parts his voice is suited for, I thought he did nicely on like the part just after the first chorus where his sings low. Toki can sing high and while I do like this alt, I think this song was a bit too high for his range. Having Kino, Machico and Rin sing those parts or be part of those high parts in the Sekai version help the song. I like his Showtime Ruler alt more.
Anyway, I'm a fake Rui fan bc the alt I've been playing on repeat is Shizuku's Hug cover. I've been wanting a full version of this alt since I heard the game version and it did not disappoint. Honnizumi knocked it out of the park with that one
tl;dr i like this cover but he sounds like he's struggling with the really high notes. I like his Showtime Ruler cover more
#prince's ask tag#tho I AM curious as to what the tsukasa's full version sounds like if we got one#I don't have as much experience with his voice idk how high he can sing if hed be able to hit those notes or if hed struggle too#sorry for my ramble of a prelude before I answered the question but Ive been wanting to tell that story for a while#and this seemed like a good place to drop it#id say it was a leak just bc we dont have this alt in the game yet so this confirms we will get it soon#how they let this pass until it was posted is beyond me
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Experiencing a truly unholy amount of joy at being able to use my stove and oven again for the highest purpose of a kitchen: Making Soup.
#my biggest beef with electric stoves#and the reason I can will and MUST fight people who have beef with gas stoves#is that when the power goes out A BITCH WOULD LIKE TO STILL BE ABLE TO FUCKIN' COOK#like yes I could have fired up - literally - the woodburning stove downstairs#but I do NOT know how tf to cook on that and do not want my first attempts to be in darkness and misery#I will practice when it is more autumnal and the idea of starting a fire indoors doesn't make me want to sweat just imagining it#and while I have LIGHT so I can SEE what I am DOING#like I came out of this as well as humanly possible and I'm still like 'I am going to sing a song of joy because I can make SOUP'#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)
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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal
#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else#''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up#''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression#my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework#my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit#how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later#why haven't things changed#well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear#& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable#because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall#just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk#sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults#simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment#I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024#both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational#they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects#this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure#& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude#btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid#i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor#obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t#& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly#like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school#you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character#Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him#or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it
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Now I will probably buy kotarou maghni when he comes out if not just to encourage the planned other vocals although out of all the virvox characters the teens are the least likely to be used very often by me outside of group songs. Now I do selfishly hope the next one announced is akashi because he's my second favourite and I Want His Voice. the bits I've heard of his vp has a lot of nice depth but also some really charming anime-boy-idol type of solidness which id really like using
#watch it be takuto just to spite me. i like takuto hes silly but again i dunno how often id use him outside of group covers#although i am intrigued because his vp does a lot of singing but usually in a totally different voice than his takuto voice#his vp seems to make a lot of indie bl stuff and voice in it all and his voice acting skills are pretty good so im sure itll be good#but i am intrigued#i would prefer akashi most tho. also sourins more voice acted deep old man voice sounds fun#and of course ryuusei. i would be able to make a lot of emo duets with ryuusei#but the a.i.voice2 bank is just about to come out and iirc the vp always has stricter rules about his voice#i think because of his vtuber agency or something i forgor#benbu .............hes in some manner of Japanese intellectual property rights hell so. well. yknow.#i do want these voices tho. i want them. to make my group covers. i want thrm to to sing my idol tunes#i am very excited for takuto voicevox because that means vv humming so i WILL be able to make#my more character-y very bizarre boyband group covers. i just learned a lot about mixing group vocals#im still bad at it but im getter better.... im gonna boybandify them like theyre my dolls
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sometimes I think about writing and singing music not because I’m an incredible singer but because no one has my fucking voice, especially in popular music, and its disheartening to be born a girl, told you’ll only get girl roles or try to voice match other girls, or ‘sing with the girls’ and then only be able to match male voices because you’re a fuckin tenor and not anything higher. I can’t think of any girl Broadway roles I can hit all the notes on. Most songs I love I have to pitch down for myself or use falsetto for singing along to. It bothers me a lot less now because I’m an adult who’s more secure in myself but as a teen in kids musical theatre it FUCKED with me, BAD style. And I know for a fact that even now when I hear people with a voice like mine singing I get excited and immediately invested in their work because they’re like ME, finally, for once. A brother in this world of being afab and having the voice of a recently pubescent boy forever. Maybe I should be that brother too.
#Using randomly gendered words because that’s me now but hey#Regardless of if you were born afab and are a girl 100% or if you were born afab and are someone else#It STILL sucks to always be grouped along with ‘girls’ just because of your voice and realize#You CANT hit that. You can’t hit the mark for ‘girl’. You’ll never achieve that without like. Hrt#Just say THE VOCAL CLASS. Like. Sopranos sing with this. Tenors with this. Bass with this. Etc#Then it doesn’t hurt! But nooo instead they’re looking or ‘sing with the other girls’ and you fucking can’t#And it gives you a crisis at age 14#Anyway all I know is when other people who were assigned female at birth and aren’t on something they changes ones voice#and just happen to have born with the same deep ass voice as me. It makes me proud to hear them use it#Because not enough people do. It’s like we’re all collectively embarrassed or something#I see so many sad posts from teenagers posting their dream roles and the reason they won’t get it is ‘girl’#and it’s like. I remember being that kid. Never able to get a female lead because of my voice. Never able to get a male lead because of gir#Even though my voice and appearance could easily swing male. Nope! You’re GIRL. So you’re doomed to background forever :)#I got 1 lead role and it was when I was at my most feminine and was also for a villain that was a fat hag#I LOOOOVED playing her im aunt sponge forever. BUT. Never getting one again after that… showed me. Something#More gender blind casting and more songs just written for tenors please#doing just ONE of those things would probably solve the issue#But both please because I’m greedy and I want what I couldn’t have for every kid today#(And also me in the future in adult community theatre. Haven’t had time/too intimidated so far but I WILL go back)#And before anyone questions the language on this post. I STRUGGLED with how to word it#TERFs begone. I love trans people. I am nonbinary and some form of intersex (pcos).#I just word it this way because of like. Where we all start#Whether we stay GIRL girls or realize we’re somewhere in between. It crushes us either way to have the ‘wrong’ voice to do anything#Because it did me at first. And I’m otherwise GLAD to be confusing#I’ve come to love my deep voice it baffles others and they never know what to call me it really helps the whole ‘what am I’ presentation#But. In terms of certain things. Like being in theatre in the deep south#It certainly does not help and can be disheartening#Especially back when I was younger and more self conscious#lion’s lair
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Okay so I could not sing before T and I still can't, but I'm absolutely stoked at how I'm able to hit much lower notes than before
#not to brag ehehehehe i'm not even 2 months on t and there's a noticeable difference#also not knowing how to sing but doing it anyway is punk#my voice is like..... it's really brassy actually. i can feel it rumble in my neck and in my ribs#i was raspy before and usually spoke in my chest (rather than my head/nose). it's just so rumbly now#i'm wondering if i'm just going to sound like gravel when it fully drops lmfao#like my voice is going to be SO rough and won't match my wee face#i am growing a moustache too though. like i was a little sparse before but now it's a proper rat moustache#i'm in the rat bastard phase#................. i want to be able to growl like damiano david. and to do a proper death growl pleeeease
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i saw jesus lasr night
#literallt#some dude walking around as jesus#but i also think i saw jesus#that was such an awesome time im gonna be thinking back on it fondly forever#idk how i got so close with a buncu of people who were only strangers to me until last night#i was so fucking nervous too. i thought i wouldnt be able to integrate …#but it was great. stargazing and snuggling and singing and being stupid as fuck all night long…^_^#i need to do that more#i have a bed over there now apparently so i definitely will when im not absolutely swamped#i got so many good photos#one of thrm snatched my phone and shoved the camera in my face. but to be fair i did that to him too#we’re gonna go stargazing again#hopefully nobodys gonna be out in the field screwing this time#i think i like being around people i want to do it more
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