#MY SHAYLA....... MY SHAYLA

[qoldenskies]

just saw the tags on your last post about whether donnie would do the lair games again and felt anguish just imagining it ohhhh my gosh ooohhh ohhhh my shayla oohhhh ohh eueueueueueueugh

he used to be so competitive *crying emoji* he used to banter he used to play along he used to want to win he used to push back *falls to my knees banging my fists on the ground*

would they try to play new games in lair games? make them somehow softer? make them less likely to scare him/cause him anxiety? is there any game out there that would let him forget? that would get him so immersed that the worries fall off, that the fears are put on hold at least for a little while? NOT JUST WITH THE LAIR GAMES BUT IS THERE ANYTHING OUT THERE THAT WOULD DISTRACT HIM FROM WHAT HAPPENED? ANYTHING THAT WOULD BRING BACK THE OLD DONNIE EVEN IF JUST A SHADOW? something wherein donnie makes a remark on instinct, says something sarcastic something teasing something snarky, does a confidence gesture, poses funny and silly, dances in front of his brothers again??? something he doesn't even seem to realize but his brothers do, and it means just the world to them but they can't make a big deal out of it, can't draw any attention to it because they know if they do he'll hide away so far within himself they might never see this wisp of him ever again.

(also sorry if you've already posted something like this in cc, i'm not entirely caught up yet but i prommy i will be soon!!!!, just couldn't stop my mind from running away from me after reading your comment about lair games, okay luv you byeeeee)

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK GODDDDD like would winning even make him feel better. would he actually feel proud of himself or would he classify that under "nice things im not allowed to have" because the idea of being above them in any way about anything that isnt useful would freak him out. is there anything that would ACTUALLY just help him let loose???? considering how lair games were for him before i think he really harbored a lot of insecurity about participating until the most recent year so i dont think itd be something he'd necessarily be excited about but god do i love the idea of him actually managing to enjoy himself :') they would probably adjust it to be more comfortable for him at the very least, IF he even wants to go again. i dont think they'd push him if he said no

ghhhh the idea of them having to stop themselves from saying something when they see little whispers of his old self though. like theyre so proud and so excited and happy but if they mentioned it he would be so insecure i aughhhhhh

[typicalnameofablog]

[lutheloser]

handle with care 🤲🏼💗

[max-nicoxposts]

I cradled tiktok in my arms as it died. I watched my likes disappear, my comments, my reposts, my friends. The rest of the world just disintegrated under my finger tips and the only thing I can do is mourn. There's not even a wake, or a funeral to attend. There's only disconnection 💔💔

[ree-duh]

I can't imagine how it is… To be forbidden from loving… ‘Cause when you walked into my life… I could feel my life begin…

[givecashiswings]

ummm random style change (i'll be switching) anyway angst art of the 'boy with the demon blood'

[imsofreakingtired]

this very brief expression she makes when coming out of the prison and seeing the massacre Warwick caused is very important to me because this is a woman who has probably lived through unspeakable horrors and committed heinous crimes herself but she sees a bloody massacre of Zaunites and the flash of emotion - realizing that she is in part responsible for the blood spilled, terror at the monster capable of this, guilt at leaving Jinx behind, knowing that Isha will have to see this gruesome scene - all of it is shown in this brief expression. then it passes, her face hardens again, she runs down the stairs holding Isha tightly with her one arm. if the writers were trying to sideline her and gloss over her depth boy oh boy did the animators have other plans

[jesuistrestriste]

ohhh my god .. . my shayla….

[shaunavention]

they should’ve been in the club😭😭😭😭

[me0wme0wv]

Cant get out of artblock bc of school

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but i guess doodling is fine too.. ESP IF ITS TOBY HAGAGDHSJJ

[idyllicbby]

Mel Medarda they could never make me hate you

[neonakto]

she’s iconic she’s legend and she is the moment

[feketeribizli]

mourning his curls so im finally posting this

[mmmairon]

“Would that I could stay, but the night is long and the hunt continues.”

He swears he will take you away from this place, one day.

For my dearest @dilucsbeloved

[lanasgirlfr]

MY SHAYLAS

[davidtennan-t]

Fourteen channels senior rescue dog energy and will absolutely fall asleep on Donna’s lap while she strokes his hair and he reaches back to hold her hand for comfort 🤍

Another sketch of my favorite retired alien living his best life with the Temple-Noble-Motts