#this is how I spend my free time idk
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here is just a silly little video I made for no reason lol.
#this is how I spend my free time idk#hogwarts legacy#hl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#mc#Matty Ambrose#Esme Greenwood#Hope McGowan#Zerena Black#Hogwarts legacy memes
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— You know, I mentioned before I've been doing this for 12,000 years. But somehow you have managed to surprise me. bonus:
#oxventure#oxventure dnd#dnd#dungeons and dragons#woohoo i just needed a little bit of a break but i am back!!!!#it also took me a couple days to figure out exactly how to break down this set#because i cant put a whole 2 minute song as a gifset#(and im still salty about losing my 30 gif set after spending 4 hours on it so im not making another set that long for a while)#but omg if anyone has any requests ESPECIALLY for prudence & merilwen moments feel free#i will do my best if a) there is footage suitable for a gifset and b) i have time#once my externship starts im gonna have basically no free time#i might also shift from oxventure gifs very very briefly#because deadlands s2 release date is going to be announced soon and i want to do a 'countdown to s2' kinda thing#so im rewatching deadlands rn to figure out exactly what i wanna do and yeah#why do i put my blog updates in the tags of my gifsets???#idk but thanks for putting up with it#gifs*#ox*#oxv*
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I will never be normal about how when Liko saw Dot for the first time in episode 15, she thought she had to have forgotten Dot because from how Dot was interacting with her and Roy she assumed Dot was someone she'd always been close with and spent a lot of time with but that was actually their first in person interaction!!!
Dot obviously cared so much about Liko that Liko thought that Dot must've been missing from her memories because she had to have been close with someone for them to care so much about her. She never thought this person would be Dot because she never thought the small things she'd done trying to befriend Dot would result in Dot caring about her THAT MUCH
hhhHHHHh I love them
#“a very precious friend” YEAH DOT WE CAN TELL#likodot#GODS I love these two#episode 15 will always live rent free in my brain#idk why there's something about the early episodes I'm just obsessed with#liko pokemon#dot pokemon#pokemon horizons#pokemon#the likodot server owner is likodot posting for once#oddly a rarer occurance than you'd think#notable that Dot was equally as worried about Liko as Roy in that scene#so for a few seconds there Liko probably thought she'd known Dot equally as long as Roy#and that Dot was there for the events of episode 4 onwards but she'd just forgotten#and also on a different point#Liko and Roy had gone through a LOT together by then#yes it was only 11 episodes but a lot happened#and Dot cared as much as Roy did#that says a LOT about how much Liko meant to Dot for her to care that much despite them spending almost no time together#hhhhh likodot my beloved
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Did I just watch an entire 1 hour video of Bojan giving an interview in Slovenian? Yes. Do I speak any Slovenian? No.
Still I would recommend 10/10 interview from what I grasped once again ilysm Bojan for speaking up about Palestine 💓💓
And yes I did cry at the acoustic versions of Sonce and Mesto Duhov but that's between me myself and I (don't get me wrong I still love Bluza and Novi val tho)
For reference this is the interview https://youtu.be/Skkl19qtoBI?si=VuVzivNU7b-FHsEE (go and watch it ya'll)
#Oh and happy new year#way to start the new year strong ig#minja yaps#free palestine ofc#idk how I'm supposed to start school tomorrow tho#In my defence this was a very useful way to spend my time#Is this the life of a Bojan girlie#ofc I could also yap about the like 30 percent of what I kinda understood#joker out#bojan cvjetićanin
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Reading my own ff then getting mad there's no more chapters. I fucking cliffhanged myself
#i think#no idk#maybe im doing somewhat better now? than i was? but am at a complete creative standstill rn#just am in recovery mode i think#also my problems havent gone away and some of them are worse. just how im coping w them has improved a tiny bit#:D fun this is a fun post#oh yah so one of my problems might be carpel tunnel (need to book a doc appt to find out)#so like. spending all my free time drawing/writing is just. i cant without making it worse#(be it carpel tunnel or smth else it is definitely a wrist injury of some kind and uh. it hurts)
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Also probably no art before wednesday and if there are its probably because im in my lab and i reached my attention span so i got into a toilet and draw on my phone for 15 minutes
Or ill just be fucked in wednesday's meeting what do i know
#idk if im just being a strawberry or what i just cant work in a long attention span. especially if its not writing code#wait do people know about strawberry stuff#search “strawberry generation” on wiki because wow i do feel like a strawberry now#kinda miss my college times. homeworks are easy. projects are like whatever#and you have time to do silly stuff like learning how to draw bloodhound and open a public account on tumblr#good times#i always feel that if i dont get good at drawing now ill never have the chance after getting a job#well... at least good enough that i dont throw up when i see my art from just one week ago or something#im glad that i kickstart this entire thing early enough. like during 3rd~4th year of college after i get all required courses done#if i started any later im probably not gonna keep on drawing. id rather spend all my free time playing games or doing nerd stuff ig#im just in my ramble-before-sleep state rn btw dont mind me#im just glad i have something else to do / somewhere else to go when irl stuff fucks me up#and its not just about playing games and scrolling through twitter and tumblr with a lurker account 24/7#really makes you wonder how life trajectory forms#and if you think you read this before its because i yap about the same feeling every few months#but the feeling is real. i still cant believe i have a public account and a place to stay on the internet#although its mostly me pushing art out because im still the introverted type and really cant interact with people comfortably#i can yap because im effectively talking to thin air btw. its different#okay thats enough yapping about me i should probably stop#ramble
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ngl ive been thinking abt moving back here and being primarily active here again. the bot followers on twitter are starting to piss me off real bad
#ill still be using twitter ofc its kinda hard to stop using it when its so easy to get news on there rly quickly#but otherwise im thinking abt mainly posting here again... i havent been going on twitter that much lately anyway..........#its just funny how i moved to twitter in like 2018 bc i thought it was nicer to post on and then some rich douchebag took over#now the site is just a huge piece of shit like he is#i know its not much better here but at least i dont have to deal with bots 🙄#whatever. ill fink abt it#i dont have much to post anyway ive been spending most of my free time playing video games. and by video games i mean honkai star rail#if i feel like it ill talk abt my sillies here i suppose. maybe ask me abt things. idk#ask me abt gallagher ill write an essay for you#allyrambles
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someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck
#who is talking about this!!!! let me know#idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which#i was anticipating#and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before#but liiiiiike.#i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them#it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there#just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse#like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no#anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite#and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up#people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out#and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point#or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible#but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding#at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends#which i am so grateful for obviously#i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol#AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad#just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t#i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it#i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this#which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao#probably for the best#ugh whatever#again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know#meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone#AAAAAAAA i just want to scream#text
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i've been working for three weeks and i'm so incredibly tired already... i feel like having a job just isn't for me. the work itself is enjoyable, my workload is pretty light (considering i'm a new temp employee, i don't have any big responsibilities), i live with my mom who's doing all the household chores from cooking to dealing with car trouble, and i still feel like i need more rest
and i'm just.... wondering how i'll ever be able to hold down a job and actually take care of myself and also have a life outside of work, if this feels like it's too much for me 🥹 i'm in a field where working part-time might not be feasible (both because it's hard to find work in the first place, and because it would be difficult to support myself on part-time salary). and i don't really see myself living with a partner at all, let alone finding someone who would be happy to take care of things the way my mom is doing now. so like what do i do with my life
#i know i would probably feel better if i started Doing More Things and didn't just spend all my free time lying on the couch#but with what energy#also. at the end of last year i was looking into therapy options but i don't want to do that stuff while i'm staying with mom#and the options aren't looking great anyway#and like. idk why i'm like this in the first place so i have no idea if therapy would even help#sighhh#at least i have a short contract 🥹 it's just frustrating when this job is SO NICE and i think with more experience i could be good at it#but idk how i'm ever going to get that experience at this rate#...oof sorry this was a longer vent than i expected
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It feels like it's impossible for me to learn much more German if I don't start paying some money to somebody
#Like yes I could use one of a million ''free'' language learning apps. but i cannot stand being nagged to pay for a subscription#or have harsh limits placed on when and how i can learn. For me they are not ''free'' in the slightest.#and they are resources that are truly free but none of them could be said to be all-in-one.#and i am steadily losing morale spending the time and energy to find them and try to structure them coherently together.#i need something that's like ''yes this has everything you need to learn german.#here's a routine that works for some number of people''#so like. i could either pay $60 for a subscription to an app. or I could find a local class. which idk how expensive thatd be#or i could keep trying to learn this all on my own with no guidance or supervision#other than asking my german friend the occasional question
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absjhdjshsks i wanna learn a language so bad i want. to learn the words and speaking it but oh god why does it cost so much money why is there no straightforward way
like theres online apps but if you want anything competent its generally pricey and will never be perfect theres textbooks which again. costly and wont teach everything i assume person on person or actual classes in person or online would be the most effective way but then. ppl scary and expensive and. it doesnt seem worth it to spend that much money regularly on smth thats not for a job or a proper reason itd just be bcs i want it n that feels stupid. so im just gonna sit here really wanting to
#LANGUAGES R SO NEAT I WANNA LEARN THEM SO BAD BUT ALAS#its not even the commitment or amount of time itd take#i can do that#its just. the money and the lack of free . ok its mostly just the money#n it doesnt seem worth that#to waste so much money on smth that is only for me#like any of my other hobbies. spending money makes sense#most of my art hobbies you get smth out of (artwork crochet etc)#with spending money on kpop i have physical collections#even with games im spending that money on a game#or with any other hobby id be spending it on learning a skill#and yeah learning a language is. learning a skill but#its not like i could demonstrate it. its not like theres any good reason for it#esp bcs the language i wanna learn is not at all related to my country#idk im just#it feels so wasteful n stupid to want to bcs of how much itd cost#but id kill to#personal
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Gonna watch doctor sleep, jerk off and forget im lonely
#i literally have a problem#i just hung out with ppl today#i got to socialize and talk to beautiful girls#iv had a good day#and the moment im alone in my house im miserable again#there something rooted deep in me that i dont know how to fix i think#sorry im being melodramatic#but im sick of working and spending 90% of my free time alone#i can do alone! i can do it im a big boy#and i can handle and do it#but i wish someone was excited for the next time we got to see each other or talk to each other#that wanted to spend their time with me#its the adhd acting up again#i literally have this probably every few months and have a fucking melt down because im not the important person in anyones life#but im about to be 25#and iv never been in love with anyone who was able to love me back#which isnt their problem its my own#i just get infatuated with ppl who im not their type or im just not a fit for the life they want#which is fine thatst just how it is#but iv been getting sad realizing the few times iv been infatuated enough to consider it romantic feelings of love#its always been to ppl im well aware im not built for#i can love them all i want but that wont change the fact that im just not what they want or what they need#and i just keep having to tell myself that its ok and im fine with it because i have to be#everyone tells me to just go for it#but i know already i wont get anything out of it but heartache#i may be a bit thick and not always aware when someone is interested in me until they say it to my face straight up#but i think im p good at telling when someone has NO interest in me ykno#i can look at someone i like and someone i know and see their interest and life and know im not meant to fit into it that way#so i shouldnt bother them with this going after it nonsense ykno#but idk where else to go
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like the cranberries (dot) jpg
#mcr#mcr art#hi i spend a lot of time on this#< idk how many exact hours#i wanted a more style-ish feel to a semi-paint approach?#idk how to describe it#but mostly just an exercise to learn how to use digital tools really#some of it it's directly lifted from a previous sketch i did (rotoscope) and free hand (all the colours)#if that makes sense#my art
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no but genuine question bc i’m still thinking about that post lmao. why do Music People have such a superiority complex
#i don’t know if it’s intentional but that’s how it comes across#there are. a LOT of things where i don’t understand what most people are talking about and feels like they’re faking interest#bc i genuinely don’t get it. it’s lonely for me but ultimately fine ig#but there’s something about the way Music Bros talk about Normies that rly just. feels very demeaning#like. people who aren’t as into music as they are are uncultured little monkeys#genuinely i have gone months without listening to music of my own free will#and if i say that people are like ‘oh you poor baby’ when it’s like. this is only a problem for you#or like. idk i feel like there’s better and more enjoyable ways to use my time#i listen to podcasts at work bc at least it makes me feel productive. i can do two things at once and it’s more efficient#but music to me is like. movies. there’s something about them that i don’t get and usually just bounce right off from#i will say there’s something nice about singing in the car or at home by yourself#but just because something is important To You doesn’t mean it’s important to being human#i don’t make posts making fun of people who don’t knit#or people who don’t read. we all spend our time on different things whoaaa crazy
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“a sicks’ dream come true; coming soon to fanfic channels near you”
#presenting my cursed sleep-deprived brainworm of the day: nagisa gets sold to ft4 for uni fees#or well. more like they’re looking for a live-in assistant dude. thing. or sth. idk#and papa shiranami just sells his son off bc ‘hey it’s literal free real estate!!! plus he’s gonna get paid for the entire deal so why not?’#nagisa initially pitches a fit at his dad a la gamushara yelling scene bc ‘dad!!!!!! how could you just sell me off to some strangers?!!!!’#‘shhhh son; think of the free housing. in ✨t o k y o✨. stuff’s expensive there yk’ ‘but still!!!!!’#so nagi sulkily packs his bags and heads out; trying to motivate himself with thoughts of ‘hey at least i’ll get to see hiyori more often’#then he arrives at the train station and sees our favourite 5-man non-idol gang… and promptly passes out#when he comes to… poor guy finds himself right smack in the middle of a hugeass canopy bed#with dai sitting smugly by the side like ‘the great me carried you back mans. you’re welcome ;)’ with a tip of his cool fedora#and that’s when nagi realises that 1) it’s not a dream and that he actually has to live with his oshis now. and 2) damnnnn this bed is soft#cohabitation shenanigans happen. as they would seeing as the entire gang + rio’s niece live together in this oddly huge megu-owned penthouse#plus free bi-weekly vacations to megu’s family villa bc they can never spend a waking moment without each other#and nagi finds it strange that the group is oddly accomodating of his uni schedule when it concerns his job tasks and such…#or that they collab with lxl (hi hiyori!!!) way more than they should typically be…#but he brushes it off when rio asks him to cook with him or sth idk i mean how often do you get to cook with your oshi????#and idk eventually the jig is up and it’s revealed that hiyori was the one who was accidentally behind the whole thing#like a ‘sorry nagisa i told uchida that you’d be moving here too but lxl were there the entire time and they went and got ft4 to buy you’#or something kinda thing. idk. bc everything has to be lxl’s fault; even when they’re just lurking in the bg#i’m def gonna regret this later lmao. it’s almost 2.30 in the am; i have not written in months; and i’ve never read a sold to 1.d. fic ev er#this is the kind of cosmic horror that only sleep-deprived brains can cook up ig…….. oh wells#it is suiyoubi my dudes#the dude from gamushara
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y did i almost drop to my knees and start begging for chapter 10🤣🤣🤣 so crazy..

#asvhhjdjdj jk#i mean y’all know i’ll still keep releasing and shit#but idk it’s so discouraging when like#all the time and effort i put into fics isn’t as appreciated as i wish it was yk?#i literally spend my free time doing this#i legit started bringing my laptop to work so i can write this when i can sit down at work lol#that’s how much i love writing for this series#but idk y’all#anon#belle answers
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