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dinopant · 6 months ago

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Gonna watch doctor sleep, jerk off and forget im lonely

#i literally have a problem #i just hung out with ppl today #i got to socialize and talk to beautiful girls #iv had a good day #and the moment im alone in my house im miserable again #there something rooted deep in me that i dont know how to fix i think #sorry im being melodramatic #but im sick of working and spending 90% of my free time alone #i can do alone! i can do it im a big boy #and i can handle and do it #but i wish someone was excited for the next time we got to see each other or talk to each other #that wanted to spend their time with me #its the adhd acting up again #i literally have this probably every few months and have a fucking melt down because im not the important person in anyones life #but im about to be 25 #and iv never been in love with anyone who was able to love me back #which isnt their problem its my own #i just get infatuated with ppl who im not their type or im just not a fit for the life they want #which is fine thatst just how it is #but iv been getting sad realizing the few times iv been infatuated enough to consider it romantic feelings of love #its always been to ppl im well aware im not built for #i can love them all i want but that wont change the fact that im just not what they want or what they need #and i just keep having to tell myself that its ok and im fine with it because i have to be #everyone tells me to just go for it #but i know already i wont get anything out of it but heartache #i may be a bit thick and not always aware when someone is interested in me until they say it to my face straight up #but i think im p good at telling when someone has NO interest in me ykno #i can look at someone i like and someone i know and see their interest and life and know im not meant to fit into it that way #so i shouldnt bother them with this going after it nonsense ykno #but idk where else to go

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heartorbit · 1 month ago

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if we could stay connected, just like this

#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #mizuki5 spoilers #proseka #mizuki akiyama #mizu5 #nightcord at 25:00 #hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it #and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation #please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around #i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah #its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just #think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios #real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)

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curioscurio · 1 year ago

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I'm rewatching Steven Universe and I will never forgive Fandom for what it did to her

#also watching it at age 19-20 as it was released and experiencing the resulting clusterfuck online fandom response was a wild trip #im finally rewatching it again at 25 and really really feel lucky to have seen it at the age i did #i have completely different perspective on it now that i have 3 young nephews and a neice where before i was in college #the music is still as incredible as it was back then #and the animation #i cant beleive people got honestly and truly upset and violently aggressive about characters being off model sometimes #early stevens voice though kills me after awhile...... the yelling .... but his characters growth and development also being reflected in #his voice changing as he grows up #they also go crazy hard on some scenes #who am i kidding the show was a masterpiece and ahead of its time

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soapyakships · 13 days ago

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movie time ft future polyniigo

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shodansbabygirl · 7 months ago

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Okay yay boys with tits we love it yeah 👍 but what about women without tits 😶😶😶 where are the drawings of women without tits 👁️👁️

#if you think i am vaguing a specific artist i am Not. im vaguing about 25.

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stil-lindigo · 6 months ago

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PALESTINIAN ESCAPE FUNDS (TRY TO DONATE AT LEAST $5 TO EACH)

1. Help Renad & Her Family Evacuate Gaza - £4,090 / 25,000 2. Help little children of Gaza stay safe and alive! - $1,278 / 35,000 3. Help Evacuate My Family from Gaza to Safety - €6,235 / 70,000 4. Urgent Appeal: Save Little Yusuf and His Family Amidst Gaza - €€30,901 / 85,000 5. Help Marah reunite with her family and save them - €7,994 / 55,000

#altogether donating $5 to each would be $25 #which for me is about the price of two bubble teas. maybe one book.#its a small amount comparatively but it'll go a long way if multiple people show up for this #(also if a single person tries to pontificate in the tags about whether this sort of post guilt trips ppl who dont have money im blocking)#i really dont have patience for that rn #palestine #free palestine #free gaza #donations #free west bank #fundraiser #rafah

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fridgrave2-0 · 2 months ago

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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au

turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else

now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident

also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out