#idk im just

[neotomiccccc]

DNI if you hate dogs I am so genuinely serious

[beebopurr]

I think I have just put less and less effort into my art over time bc genuinely I don't think it even matters when it comes to how well a piece is recieved 💀 bc yeah I could spend 18 hours making a finished piece.. or I could just draw up a shitty pandering sketch and it will get twice the likes

[g0atbra1nz]

okay I am obsessed with both '09 and '22 soapghost, but what has recently consumed my brain is the headcanon that they're one and the same.

After they get together, Soap is promoted to Captain and their dynamic immediately shifts. He thinks Ghost has an issue with him being his superior. He's been quiet, more so than usual, almost appearing small at times. He loves being captain but goes so far as to consider stepping down for the sake of his love... when he finds out it's quite the opposite.

Ghost fucking loves Johnny being his superior. He loves being bossed around and told what to do. Price trusted him to be left to his own devices when on missions, but Mactavish will always have an eye on him, always making sure he wasn't being reckless. Always has him following the rules. Calling him a good boy when he listens. Simon is addicted.

He feels some sort of shame, a weakness, knowing that he enjoys not taking charge. But as soon as Mactavish catches on, he's hugging ghost, kissing all over his balaclava and telling him how happy it makes him. How special he feels knowing Simon could let his guard down, give away his control to Johnny.

In the end it makes their relationship stronger. After a long while of Simon giving his everything to Johnny, he finally lets himself be selfish, take some of his wants in return. And Johnny is more than happy to give it to him.

[parker-d-bloodrose]

As a lesbian I still find joy in m/m content because holy shit the way men who love men express it is as equally as beautiful as the way women who love women express it. They produce some great art too.

[beronicalongcon]

the difference between tomgreg and tomshiv is that if tom would bite greg but greg would never bite tom back. and shiv would bite tom and wants tom to bite her back. and that is why tomshiv reigns supreme. tomgreg is just tomshiv's shadow.

[daggerhobbit]

tw vent, tw eating disorder mention

just for clarification, when I put eating disorder mention I don’t mean myself having an eating disorder but someone else else

whenever I see something about one of my friends or just someone I know even just online having trouble eating or having an eating disorder I get super scared for them and sometimes it gets to the point where I start to panic. I had a friend (not really friend any more because she has been ignoring me and I don’t know why) who has an eating disorder and at one point it got so bad that if she had not been taken to the hospital when she was she quite literally might’ve died. She does have some other health issues going on that made it worse, but the eating disorder was what made it get that bad. That made me really scared of something like that happening to someone else I care about and even though that person isn’t really my friend anymore I still care about her because we were friends for so long. Whenever I see or hear someone talking about having trouble eating or having an eating disorder I want to try to help I wish I could help but I don’t want to push any boundaries and I know it can be really hard to deal with something like that so I stay quiet. It isn’t anyone’s fault for going through something like that and I am not trying to make anyone feel guilty. I just care so much about other people and I really really don’t like seeing them struggle or in pain and I really wish I could help more

I mean I also have problems with eating sometimes but I care more about other people I don’t care about myself

remind me to delete this later

[aofikofi]

many thoughts

realizing what specifically i disliked abt last life and how its perfectly done in limited life for me

i liked the boogey system, it was very very fun and its an interesting lore bit how each session no matter how careful no matter how kind they become, some lives would get deleted, be it to a boogey kill or refusing the boogey

but what i disliked was 2 things, first the rule that green and reds cant team up, didnt really liked how not much Close close relationships formed in that season, and the other thing was the life share mechanic, it made going red doesnt feel like Going Red, yk?? like when someone got to red youre not panicking bc well. they can get a heart from someone! no worries, which (esp bc at that time we only had 3L to compare it to) really diminished the Scary Worry of going red, like jimmy scar ren etc

BUT! limited life doesnt have either of those stuff, And it has the boogey system!!! and yk, i used to think maybe the boogey mechanic wasnt For Me but nope im really enjoying it in LimLife lmao, also i mean, LimLife has wayyy chiller fun team up vibes (kinda following the fluffy DL vibes) and im having fun :)

[rosquinn]

this line in the lokasenna makes me so miserable for no reason. guys i swear to god i'll be having a nice day and then i'll remember that blood siblings are more important that biological siblings, how they're supposed to share both achievements and punishments and drink together and how loki said this to his brother-- the guy who imprisoned his children and later tortured him-- and i'll break down and cry for 4 hours (i know the poem is satire. i just like to be miserable)

[rinnysmuses]

She was just spamming /blowkiss on Llymlaen.

[ninja-yogurt]

I don't like that I sometimes lose contact with good friends for a bit bc generally a) it means things aren't going great for either of us so we don't have the time or energy to check in and b) I like my friends and I worry if it's been a while that I've alienated them or we've just drifted too far apart for our friendship to be as good as it used to be

BUT

on the other hand there is very little that delights me more than checking in with a friend after a while and we have both gotten into the same things despite never mentioning it to each other and/or in some cases being out of touch for close to a year. We may not have spoken but our souls were in contact anyway I guess

[reginamillls]

🙃

[meimeikyu]

absjhdjshsks i wanna learn a language so bad i want. to learn the words and speaking it but oh god why does it cost so much money why is there no straightforward way

like theres online apps but if you want anything competent its generally pricey and will never be perfect theres textbooks which again. costly and wont teach everything i assume person on person or actual classes in person or online would be the most effective way but then. ppl scary and expensive and. it doesnt seem worth it to spend that much money regularly on smth thats not for a job or a proper reason itd just be bcs i want it n that feels stupid. so im just gonna sit here really wanting to

[decompose1]

every transphobic or fearmongering argument about bottom surgery that might otherwise make me nervous fades away so easily lately 'cause every time i think about my surgery for more than a second i get so excited i start bouncing. i think that's a pretty good sign that i'm sure

[rooftop-butterflies]

the eeper!!

[madame-mongoose]

I wonder if I left that server anyone would notice