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THE FUCKBOY NEXT DOOR.
FINAL PART.
Bangchan x reader. (s,f,a)
Chapters: Part I / Part II / Part III
Synopsis: When a new fuckboy, Minho, moves into the building, Chanâs sense of security is shaken. Minhoâs flirtatious confidence and bold claim to win you over rattles Chan, igniting a rivalry. As Chan struggles to defend his relationship, heâs forced to confront his insecurities while proving his worth to you. (18,1k words)
Author's note: It's been fun writing this series. Thank you for enjoying this "fuckboy". Hope you enjoy this one too, my darlings âĄ
The early morning light filters through the window, painting the room in soft hues of gold. You blink awake, your senses still heavy with sleep, and it takes a moment to realize where you areâwrapped in the warmth of Chanâs bed, tangled in the sheets that carry his comforting scent.
Turning your head, your gaze falls on him. Chan lies next to you, his face relaxed in sleep, his lashes casting delicate shadows over his cheeks. His soft curls are a tousled mess, a few strands falling over his forehead. Heâs snoring lightly, the sound barely audible but undeniably endearing.
You canât help but smile as your heart swells with affection. Careful not to wake him, you reach out, your fingers brushing his curls gently, marveling at their softness. The light touch doesnât disturb him; he shifts slightly, murmuring something unintelligible before settling again.
Your hand trails lower, tracing the line of his jaw, the curve of his cheekbone, the slight bump of his nose. He looks so peaceful, so utterly beautiful, that for a moment, youâre content to simply watch him.
You know you should wake him, ask if he wants to come with you to the farmerâs market like youâd planned. But seeing him like this, so serene, you canât bring yourself to disturb him. Instead, you lean down and press a feather-light kiss to his lips, his soft breathing tickling your skin.
With a final glance, you slip out of bed and quietly gather your things. Pulling on yesterdayâs clothes, you tiptoe out of his apartment, careful not to make a sound.
As you step into the hallway, the door closing gently behind you, you nearly jump when you see Minho standing a few steps away, leaning casually against the wall. Heâs dressed for the day, a small smirk playing on his lips as he takes in your disheveled appearance.
âMorning,â he says, his tone teasing but not unkind.
You feel the heat rush to your cheeks, shyly hugging yourself to hide your rumpled clothes. âGood morning, Minho,â you mumble, offering him a small, embarrassed smile.
âYou're a morning person, I see,â he adds with a playful lift of his brow, his eyes flicking down from your head to your toe.
Your face burns hotter, but you muster a weak laugh. âWhy are you even awake this early?â
Minho shrugs, his smirk softening into something closer to amusement. âWanted to check out the farmerâs market. Fresh produce, you know?â
Your eyes light up, relief washing over you at the change of subject. âReally? I was actually heading there too.â
âPerfect timing,â he says, straightening up. âWant to go together?â
You nod, grateful for the distraction. âSure, just give me a minute to change. Iâll meet you downstairs.â
As you move past him, hugging yourself tighter, you catch Minhoâs amused glance lingering. Itâs clear heâs enjoying your flustered state, but he doesnât say anything more.
Safely inside your apartment, you lean against the door, exhaling deeply. You glance down at yourselfâmessy hair, wrinkled clothesâand groan softly, vowing to make yourself presentable before facing Minho again.
You can still feel the warmth of Chanâs bed, the softness of his curls beneath your fingers, and the image of his peaceful face stays with you as you quickly get ready. Itâs a walk of shame, sureâbut you canât find it in yourself to regret it.
-
Chan stretches out on the bed, his hand instinctively reaching for the space beside him. Itâs empty, but the faint warmth still lingering on the sheets tells him you havenât been gone long. The sunlight filtering through the curtains reminds him itâs Saturdayâyour farmerâs market day.
He sighs, running a hand through his messy hair as he sits up. Saturday mornings are quiet without you. Your trips to the farmerâs market are a ritual he admires, though he canât help but miss waking up to your smile.
Throwing on a hoodie, he pads into the kitchen. The apartment is quiet, save for the hum of the fridge. He pours himself a glass of orange juice, sipping it while glancing at the clock. You should be back soon.
As if on cue, the sound of your laughter echoes through the hallway. Chan perks up, moving to the door just in time to hear another voiceâdeeper, smooth, and unfamiliar.
Curious, he cracks the door open. Youâre standing there, balancing bags filled with fruits and vegetables, laughing at something the man beside you has said.
âLet me take that,â the new neighbor, Minho, offers, easily grabbing one of the heavier bags from your hand.
âThanks, Minho,â you say with a warm smile.
Chanâs chest tightens as he opens the door wider. âHey, youâre back,â he says, keeping his tone casual.
He leans in to give you a kiss on the cheek and you subtly dodge away again by turning your head, beaming. âChris! Look who I ran into at the market.â
Minho looks up, flashing Chan a confident smile as he extends a hand. âMorning, Chris.â
âMorning,â Chan weakly replies with a faint smile.
âWe bumped into each other,â you explain. âAnd heâs new to the area, so I showed him around a bit.â
âThat was kind of you,â Chan says, the words sharper than he intends.
Minho doesnât seem fazed. âShe's got great taste. She picked out the best peaches Iâve ever seen.â
Chanâs jaw tightens as he opens his mouth to reply, but Minho shifts his attention back to you before he can. âHere, let me carry this for you,â Minho says, gently brushing your hand as he takes another bag from your arm.
âThanks, but Iâve got it,â you reply, though your smile stays warm.
âToo late. Canât let someone as lovely as you strain herself,â Minho says smoothly, winking.
Chanâs stomach churns, his grip tightening around the doorframe. âI think sheâs stronger than she looks,â he mutters, his tone laced with a subtle edge.
Minho turns, a smirk playing on his lips as if he hears the challenge in Chanâs voice. âMaybe. But Iâm just trying to be neighborly.â His eyes flick to Chanâs, sharp with a silent taunt, before he turns back to you.
âWell, Iâd better get these inside,â you say, oblivious to the tension. âThanks for helping with the bags, Minho.â
âNo problem,â Minho replies, stepping back toward his apartment. âSee you around, neighbor.â His voice is light, but as he passes Chan, his shoulder brushes just enough to feel deliberate.
Chan watches as Minho disappears behind his door, leaving the two of you alone in the hallway.
âNice guy, huh?â you say, unlocking your door and stepping inside.
âYeah,â Chan mutters, following you in. But deep down, he knows Minho isnât just being friendly.
As you step inside, you nudge the door open wider, motioning for Chan to follow. "Come on, donât just stand there."
He steps in, closing the door behind him with a soft click. The moment itâs shut, Chanâs frustration bubbles to the surface.
âSo,â he starts, crossing his arms and leaning against the wall, âwhy do you always dodge me when I try to kiss you outside?â
You pause, setting the bags on the kitchen counter. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou know exactly what I mean,â he says, his tone half-playful, half-serious. âI went in for a kiss earlier, and you just⌠turned away. Again.â
You exhale, pulling a carton of eggs from one of the bags and placing it in the fridge. âIâm just not comfortable with public displays of affection, Chris. Itâs not youâitâs me.â
âYeah, but itâs hard not to take it personally,â he mutters, running a hand through his hair.
You walk over to him, placing a gentle hand on his arm. âIâm sorry. I donât mean to make you feel like that. Itâs not about you. Itâs just how I feel. I promise itâs not because I donât care about you.â
He glances at you, his frown softening slightly. âI just⌠I like showing the world youâre mine, you know?â
You smile, cupping his cheek. âI know,â you murmur, brushing your thumb against his skin, âbut in here, you can kiss me as many times as you want.â
His face lights up at your words, the tension in his shoulders melting away. Without hesitation, he pulls you into his arms, holding you so close thereâs barely any space between you.
His lips find yours, soft and eager, moving with a tenderness that makes your heart flutter. You kiss him back, threading your fingers through his hair, feeling him relax under your touch.
The kiss deepens, Chanâs hands sliding down to your waist, pulling you flush against him. His lips grow hungrier, and his grip tightens as he starts to lose himself in you. Sensing the shift, you gently pull back, your lips lingering on his for a moment before parting.
âEasy there, tiger,â you tease softly.
He groans, resting his forehead against yours. âYouâre killing me.â
You laugh, stroking his hair. âCome on. Let me make you breakfast.â
He sighs dramatically but steps back, a small smile tugging at his lips. âFine. But only if I get to watch.â
âDeal,â you say, heading toward the kitchen, feeling his eyes on you the whole way.
As you start pulling ingredients from the fridge, Chan takes a seat at the table, watching you with a soft smile. Moments like these remind him why he doesn���t need the validation of public displaysâthis, right here, is what matters.
-
Itâs one of those rare weekends where neither of you has work pulling you in different directions, and Chan insisted on making the most of it.
âJust a normal date,â heâd said, grinning like a kid as he scrolled through movie listings.
Now, as you step out of the restroom, the smell of buttery popcorn fills the air. You spot Chan at the concession stand, leaning slightly against the counter as he waits for the popcorn and drinks. Heâs smiling, that warm, dimpled grin youâve come to adore.
But itâs not for you.
The girl behind the counter, probably a college student, is laughing at something he said. She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, her gaze lingering a little too long on him. You know that lookâgirls are always drawn to him like moths to a flame.
You donât even feel a pang of jealousy anymore; itâs practically routine. Still, youâre not about to let her think heâs single.
Walking up beside him, you clear your throat. âGot the tickets?â you ask casually, your voice cutting through their little bubble.
Chan startles slightly, his grin faltering before he turns to you. âUh, yeah, got them right here.â He pats his pocket like a man trying to prove he hasnât lost his wallet.
The girlâs expression falters, and she quickly hands over the popcorn and drinks. Chan fumbles with his wallet, hurriedly paying as if he canât get away fast enough.
Once youâre walking toward the theater, his shoulder brushing yours, he exhales and glances at you sheepishly. âYou couldâve let me hold your hand, you know. Then everyone wouldâve known Iâm with you.â
You roll your eyes, the corner of your mouth quirking up. âI never said you couldnât hold my hand, Chris.â
His face lights up with a grin, and before you can react, his hand slides into yours, warm and secure. âYouâre right,â he says smugly, giving your hand a squeeze. âYou didnât.â
Shaking your head, you let him lead you into the dim theater, his thumb brushing against yours. As the movie starts, Chan leans closer, whispering, âNext time, Iâm holding your hand the whole time, no excuses.â
You bite back a smile and focus on the screen, feeling the warmth of his hand in yours. Some things about Chan might drive you crazy, but moments like this make it all worth it.
-
The movie is halfway in, but Chan's attention is barely on the screen. Instead, you catch him watching you out of the corner of your eye. His hand stays in yours, his thumb idly tracing circles against your skin, but his gaze keeps flickering your way.
You nudge him gently. âChris, the screen is that way. Youâre missing the movie you wanted to see so badly.â
He grins, unapologetic. âYeah, but I kind of regret taking you here now.â
You raise an eyebrow, curious. âOh? And whyâs that?â
He shrugs, leaning closer so his voice doesnât carry. âIf we were watching this at home, I could actually cuddle you... maybe kiss you a little.â His grin turns teasing. âOr a lot.â
You laugh softly, shaking your head. âThis whole thing was your idea.â
âI know, I know,â he admits, squeezing your hand. âBut I canât help it. Youâre right here, looking all cute, and Iâm supposed to just sit here and watch the movie?â
You glance at him, warmth blooming in your chest despite his antics. Youâve always appreciated how much Chan respects your boundaries. One of those boundaries being your aversion to public displays of affection.
But right now, sitting in the darkened theater with no one paying attention, youâre tempted to bend the rules. You put your bucket of popcorn aside, turning fully to face him. Gently, you cup his cheek, drawing his attention to you. His eyes widen, and you can see the curiosity sparkling in them.
âItâs dark in here,â you whisper, a playful smile tugging at your lips. âI think we can make an exception just this once.â
Chan doesnât need to be told twice. He leans in immediately, his lips brushing yours in a kiss thatâs soft at first, almost testing. But as you respond, tilting your head to deepen the kiss, his hand comes up to cradle your jaw, his thumb brushing your cheek.
Itâs as if heâs been waiting all day for this, and the world outside the theater melts away. The movie becomes background noise as the two of you lose yourselves in the moment.
By the time you both pull back, slightly breathless, the movie is already well past its climactic scene. You glance at the screen, then back at Chan, who looks utterly content.
âWe missed most of it,â you point out with a low laugh.
âTotally worth it,â he murmurs, his fingers still entwined with yours.
He leans in again, clearly aiming for another kiss, but you grab a piece of popcorn and pop it into his mouth instead. His lips close around it, his expression shifting to surprise before softening into amusement.
You laugh quietly, brushing a strand of hair from his face. âFocus, Chris. At least pretend to watch the ending.â
He chews the popcorn, grinning as he leans back into his seat. âFine, but just know Iâm only staying for you, not the movie.â
You shake your head, trying to hide your smile as you settle back beside him. Chan might be incorrigible, but moments like this make you fall for him just a little more.
-
The elevator hums quietly as it ascends, but Chan barely notices. His attention is entirely on youâyour hand in his, the faint smile playing on your lips, and the soft glow of the overhead lights casting shadows over your features.
He feels giddy, almost buzzing from the events of the night. The movie had been fun, but honestly, he can barely remember the plot. What he does remember is you, and how you made the entire evening feel like something out of a dream.
Unable to help himself, he leans in and presses a quick kiss to your cheek. You turn your head, meeting his gaze with a raised eyebrow, and he grins mischievously.
âSo... Your place or mine?â he teases, his tone light but with a playful edge.
You let out a soft laugh, shaking your head. âNeither. Iâm going to my place to sleep because Iâm working tomorrow.â
His grin fades into a dramatic pout, his shoulders slumping. âWhat? No fair. I thought we were having a date night, not a goodnight.â
The elevator dings softly as it reaches your floor, and before he can protest further, you tighten your grip on his hand and pull him along toward your apartment.
Once you reach your door, you turn to him with a sly smile, one that makes his heart skip a beat. âYouâre staying at my place tonight, Chris.â
His pout vanishes instantly, replaced with a boyish grin. He doesnât need to be told twice.
The moment you unlock the door and step inside, Chan pulls you close, his arms wrapping around your waist as his lips find yours in a kiss thatâs anything but restrained. All the affection heâs been holding back spills out as he tilts his head, deepening the kiss.
His hands wander to your lower back, pressing you flush against him, and he groans softly when you respond with equal fervor. The scent of your perfume lingers between you, mingling with the faint warmth of the apartment.
Chan smiles against your lips, murmuring, âI donât care how early you have to wake up tomorrow. Iâm not letting you go.â
And for now, it seems, youâre just as unwilling to let him go either.
-
"Are you going to be my girl tonight?"
Chan's voice is husky, teasing, as his lips capture yours in a deep, heated kiss. He doesnât wait for an answerânot with the way your body responds to him. His hands glide down your sides, firm but tender, pulling you closer, despite you already being laid bare before him.
He finally breaks the kiss, only to continue down your body, his lips leaving a burning trail on your skin. You're sprawled across the bed, your legs dangling off the edge, and the way Chan looks at you feels like heâs savoring every second.
âI know you like it when I call you that,â he murmurs as he parts your legs, kneeling before you like youâre the only thing that matters in the world. You giggle softly as he places a teasing kiss on the sensitive skin of your inner thigh.
âYou are my girl,â he breathes, his voice thick with reverence. âMy sweet, sweet girl.â
He punctuates each word with a kiss closer and closer to where you need him most. You barely have time to prepare before he surprises you, tugging your body toward the edge of the bed and positioning himself closer, deeper. Your breath catches as he throws your legs over his shoulders and dives in, his mouth working magic that has you squirming in seconds.
Chanâs skill is unmatchedâhis nose pressing against your most sensitive spot, his tongue exploring with precision and intent. Your hands find their way to his curls, your toes curling, your body writhing under his ministrations. The sound of your moans fills the room, sweet and breathless, as he pushes you closer to the edge.
And when you finally unravel, shattering in his hands and on his lips, he doesnât let up. Instead, he lingers, soft kisses marking your thighs, his tenderness grounding you in the aftermath of bliss.
Hovering above you now, Chan takes in the sight of you, your chest rising and falling, your face radiant with pleasure. His dimples appear as he smiles, brushing stray hair away from your damp forehead. He leans down, capturing your lips in a kiss so gentle, it feels like a promise.
âHey,â you tease, your voice light and playful as you encircle his neck with your arms. âYour girl wants you to put it in now.â
His brows raise, his grin widening. âMy girl wants it inside?â He presses his forehead to yours, his voice dropping to a whisper. âNow?â
You nod, your sly smile making his chest tighten with affection. âMm-hmm.â
With deliberate slowness, he drags his lips down your jaw, leaving a trail of heat on your skin. âOnly if you say please,â he murmurs, his lips brushing the shell of your ear.
âBaby, please,â you coo, and the way the pet name falls from your lips has him grinning, his dimples sinking deep into his cheeks.
Chan doesnât need more encouragement. He shifts lower, positioning himself at the edge of the bed. One hand holds your leg open while the other guides himself to your entrance. As he pushes in, his eyes lock onto yours, drinking in the way your expression shiftsâthe way your lips part in a gasp, the way your body arches to meet his.
Fully sheathed, he pauses, his chest rising and falling as he takes in the sensation of you. With a satisfied smile, he begins to move, the angle perfect thanks to the bedâs height. Each thrust is measured, deliberate, his focus entirely on you. Your hands glide over his shoulders, down his arms, feeling every inch of him. They trail lower, cupping his ass with a playful squeeze that earns you a breathy chuckle.
He leans down, teasing you with a slow kiss before pulling back just enough to ask, âImpressed?â
Your gaze is locked on his, unwavering, and you nod firmly. âVery.â
Your moans mix with his quiet groans, the room filled with the sound of shared pleasure. Chanâs eyes never leave you, watching every flicker of emotion that crosses your face. Heâs closeâhe can feel it, and with the way youâre tightening around him, he knows you are too.
âWhere do you want it, hmm?â he asks, his voice rough with restraint.
But instead of answering, you pull him into a kiss, hot and heavy, your tongues tangling as if the world outside doesnât exist. The kiss steals his breath, and the moment takes him over the edge.
With a groan, Chan pulls out at the last second, climbing onto the bed and positioning himself over you. His hand moves quickly, chasing his release as your hands rest on his thighs, your gaze locked on him in anticipation.
Moments later, with a shudder and a raw moan, his release spills over your chest, painting your skin in streaks of white. You gasp softly, the sight of him undone above you leaving you breathless.
Chan collapses onto his elbows, framing your face with his arms. He kisses you deeply, his lips lingering as he brushes your hair back with tender fingers.
âStay, yeah? Iâll grab a cloth,â he whispers against your skin, his tone filled with affection.
You stop him with a soft kiss, smiling. âOkay.â
After a quick cleanup in the bathroom, he returns to find you sitting up on the bed, your hair swept back, your skin glistening wet in the aftermath of passion. With gentle care, he wipes you down, his touch lingering longer than necessary.
When heâs done, you reward him with a kiss, your lips soft and full of promise. âThank you,â you say with a grin.
âTime to cuddle.â He eagerly moves to his side of the bed, ready for his favorite part of the night.
You hold a hand to his chest, stopping him from pulling you in. âHold that thought,â you tease, pressing a quick kiss to his lips. âI have to pee.â
Chan laughs, watching you saunter off to the bathroom, and admiring how beautiful you are with your skin glowing under the soft glow of your bedroom lights.
âThatâs my girl,â he delightfully sighs, his smile full of adoration.
-
Chan is already smiling when you step out of the bathroom, his head resting lazily on the pillow, the sheets pooling around his waist. The way he looks at you, with an easy grin and a softness that doesnât quite match the image he projects to the rest of the world, almost makes you forget to breathe. But his smile drops the moment he notices you pulling on a t-shirt.
"Hey," he whines, propping himself up on his elbows. âTake that off. Itâs illegal to wear clothes in bed when Iâm here.â
You roll your eyes, tugging the hem of the shirt into place. âIâm cold.â
âExcuses.â He opens his arms wide, an irresistible invitation. âCome here. Iâll warm you up.â
With a small shake of your head but a smile on your lips, you crawl into bed beside him. He helps you taking the t-shirt off and aggressively tosses it onto the floor after. His arms wrap around you immediately, pulling you close until your head rests on his chest. His hand finds its way to your hair, idly brushing through the strands while his other arm holds you securely against him.
For a while, thereâs just comfortable silence. Chanâs chest rises and falls steadily beneath your cheek, and you let yourself relax into the comforting rhythm.
Then, out of nowhere, Chan breaks the quiet.
âWhy arenât we dating yet?â
You blink, caught off guard. âWhat?â
âI mean, think about it,â he says, his voice contemplative as his hand stills in your hair. âWe like each other, right? That much is obvious. And the⌠uh, sexual chemistry?â His lips curl into a sheepish smile you can feel more than see. âItâs off the charts. So why arenât we just⌠together?â
You lift your head to look at him, raising a playful eyebrow. âWhat happened to the guy who used to hide in my apartment to avoid having these kinds of conversations with the girls he was seeing? Huh?â
Chan chuckles, the sound low and warm. âThat guy grew up, okay?â
You hum, pretending to think. âWho are you? And what did you do to the fuckboy next door?â
He laughs outright this time, shaking his head. âHe retired. Sold the title. But seriously...â His voice softens as he meets your gaze again. âI want this. I want us. So why not just make it official?â
His earnestness leaves a slight ache in your chest, but you press it down. Instead, you offer him a soft smile, reaching up to brush his cheek with your fingertips.
âI think,â you begin carefully, âthat we shouldnât rush it. Relationships are a big deal, and I donât want to mess this up. Weâll know when itâs the right time, Chris. I promise.â
He searches your face for a moment, his expression unreadable, before he sighs and nods. âYeah. Okay. I get it.â
But you can feel the tension lingering in his shoulders as he pulls you close again. You know whatâs bothering him, even if he doesnât say it. Minho. That bold, smug smile. The little comments that he probably thinks are harmless but dig under Chanâs skin like splinters.
And for all his charm and newfound earnestness, Chan is still afraid. Afraid of losing you before he even truly has you.
-
The bed shakes, pulling Chan from the light doze heâs been enjoying. He cracks an eye open, disoriented, and watches as you bolt out of bed, mumbling something about being late. The slam of the bathroom door jolts him further awake, and he groans, dragging his hand down his face.
A quick glance at the clock confirms itâyouâve overslept. Knowing how rushed you must feel, Chan forces himself up despite wanting to stay cocooned in the sheets a little longer. He stretches, yawns, and heads to the bathroom. The sound of water rushing in the shower drowns out any chance of conversation, so he settles for a quick wash at the sink before leaving you to it.
In the kitchen, he moves on autopilot, pulling ingredients from the fridge and setting the coffee machine to brew. Within minutes, the smell of toast fills the air, mingling with the aroma of freshly brewed coffee. Chan prepares a cup just the way you like it and grabs a plate with a buttered toast before making his way to the bedroom.
When he enters, youâre perched in front of the vanity, expertly applying your makeup in quick, efficient motions. You glance at him in the mirror and flash a grateful smile as he sets the coffee and toast down beside you.
âThanks, baby,â you murmur, pausing briefly to take a sip of coffee and a bite of toast before resuming your routine.
Chan smiles hearing you used a petname for him and then he leans against the wall, watching you with a fond smile. âWant me to help dry your hair while you do that?â
You glance at him and nod. âThatâd be great.â
He picks up the hairdryer and begins carefully running his fingers through your hair as he dries it, making sure not to disturb your makeup process. Itâs a small thing, but he loves moments like theseâhelping you in the ways he can, being part of your busy mornings.
When youâre finally ready, you sit on the bench by the foyer to put on your shoes. Chan hovers nearby, watching as you lace them up.
âWant me to pick you up at the bus stop later?â he asks.
You glance up, slipping your second shoe on. âIâm working on a photoshoot today. Iâm not sure when Iâll be done.â
Chan nods, already mentally preparing to wait up for your call regardless of the hour. You stand, heading for the door, but Chan stops you with a light tug on your arm.
âYouâre forgetting something,â he says, a teasing smile playing on his lips.
You blink and smirk, leaning in to give him a quick kiss. âThere.â
Chan laughs, holding up your phone. âNot that, genius.â
Your cheeks flush, and you laugh along with him, snatching the phone from his hand. âThanks. Again.â This time, you cup his face and give him a longer, lingering kiss, leaving him momentarily breathless.
The two of you exit the apartment together, and just as the elevator arrives on your floor, you step inside, waving goodbye with a rushed smile.
Chan stands there, hands in his pockets, watching the doors close with a content grin on his face. He couldnât ask for a better way to start his day.
The elevator doors slide shut, and Chan stands in the hallway for a moment, a warm smile lingering on his face. He stretches, ready to head back inside for a quiet, lazy morning. Just as he turns to his door, a voice cuts through the peaceful silence.
"Well, isnât this a cozy little scene?"
Chan looks up to see Minho leaning casually against the doorway of his apartment, arms crossed and a smirk plastered across his face.
âGood morning, Chris. Or should I call you âNeighbor Boyfriendâ now?â Minho teases, his voice laced with mock amusement.
Chanâs grin falters slightly, replaced by a frown. âMorning,â he half-heartedly replies, trying to keep his tone neutral.
Minho straightens up and steps into the hallway, his smirk only widening. âGotta say, you two are quite the sight. Sheâs so... composed, and then thereâs you, acting like a lovesick puppy.â
Chan exhales sharply through his nose, willing himself to keep his cool. âYou donât know what youâre talking about.â
âOh, donât I?â Minho chuckles, casually leaning closer. âI mean, Iâve only been here a few days, and itâs already obvious. Youâre head over heels, but her?â He shrugs, feigning innocence. âHard to tell.â
Chan clenches his jaw but forces a smile. âThanks for the unsolicited opinion, Minho.â
Minho chuckles again, stepping back toward his door. âJust calling it as I see it. Enjoy your day, Chris.â
He gives a mocking little wave before disappearing into his apartment, leaving the door slightly ajar as if to taunt him further.
Chan stands frozen for a moment, hands curling into fists at his sides. He lets out a deep breath, shaking his head as he steps back into his own apartment, Minhoâs words still echoing in his mind.
Ugh. So much for a peaceful morning.
-
Chan wipes the sweat off his forehead as he steps into his apartment, dropping his gym bag by the door. His phone buzzes, and he checks the screen to see a message from you:
Almost done with work! Heading to the bus stop soon.
A grin tugs at his lips, and he glances at the time. âPerfect,â he mutters, making his way to the bathroom for a quick shower. He knows youâll appreciate him being on time, especially after how hectic your morning started.
Minutes later, Chan is freshly showered, towel-drying his hair as he scans his wardrobe for something decent to wear. Settling on a simple hoodie and jeans, he slips into his sneakers and grabs his phone, ready to text you that heâs on his way.
Before he can type a word, thereâs a knock at the door. His brows furrow. Itâs too early for you, and heâs not expecting anyone else. When he opens it, the sight on the other side is the exact opposite of what he wants to see.
Minho stands there, a sly grin plastered across his face.
âChris! Just the guy I was looking for,â Minho says, leaning casually against the doorframe.
Chan crosses his arms and narrows his eyes. âWhat do you want, Minho?â
Minho straightens up, his grin widening. âOh, nothing much. Just here to show someone where you live.â
Before Chan can question him further, Minho steps aside, and someone else comes into view. His stomach twists as he sees her. Sue.
The familiar face catches him off guard. Sue, with her perfectly styled hair and charming smile, greets him warmly.
âHey, Chris,â she says, her tone light and casual, as if no time had passed since they last spoke.
Chanâs hand tightens on the doorframe, his mind racing. Of all the people to show up here, Sue is the last person he expectedâor wantedâto see.
â...Sue,â he finally manages, his voice clipped. He shoots a quick glare at Minho, whoâs now leaning against the hallway wall, looking far too pleased with himself.
Chan forces himself to meet her gaze, bracing for whatever reason sheâs hereâand for whatever game Minho thinks heâs playing.
-
Chan sets the glass of juice on the coffee table in front of Sue, trying to balance politeness with the unease creeping up his spine. He forces a small smile as she thanks him, her eyes scanning the room before landing on him again.
âNice place, Chris,â she says, her tone light, her lips curving into a warm smile. âItâs cozy.â
âThanks,â he replies curtly, sitting down on the armrest of a nearby chair instead of joining her on the sofa. He fiddles with the hem of his hoodie, feeling the seconds stretch awkwardly between them. âSo⌠why are you here, Sue?â
Sueâs expression brightens as if sheâs been waiting for the question. She reaches into her bag and pulls out a tie, holding it up.
âThis,â she says, a playful tone in her voice. âI believe itâs yours. From that wedding we were at a while back. You left it behind.â
Chan stares at the tie for a moment before taking it from her. Itâs familiar, all rightâthe tie he wore the night they reconnected. He thanks her, though the gesture feels unnecessary. A tie isnât exactly something worth returning.
âYou really didnât have to go out of your way for this,â he says, placing it on the coffee table.
Sue shrugs, crossing her legs. âI thought itâd be nice to stop by. And I figured itâd give us a chance to catch up.â
She leans back, her gaze softening. âIt was such a surprise seeing you again that night. It brought back so many memories, you know?â
Chan nods, his smile tight as he feels her words start to linger in the air. Heâs polite but cautious, sensing the subtle shift in her tone.
Sue continues, her voice lowering slightly, as though sharing a secret. âAnd if we're being honest, I havenât been able to stop thinking about you since then.â
Chan freezes, the implication behind her words settling heavily between them. His heart sinks as he realizes where this conversation is heading.
Clearing his throat, he straightens his posture. âSue,â he starts, his voice measured. âI think I wasnât clear enough the last time we talked.â
Sue tilts her head, her smile faltering ever so slightly.
âI know what youâre trying to do here,â Chan continues, his tone gentle but firm. âAnd I really donât want to lead you on.â He exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. âIâm seeing someone right now. Itâs⌠getting serious.â
For a moment, Sue doesnât say anything. Then, her expression shifts, disappointment flickering in her eyes as she processes his words.
âOh,â she murmurs, lowering her gaze. âI⌠Iâm sorry, Chris. I didnât mean toââ
âYou donât need to apologize,â Chan interrupts, his tone softening. âReally. Iâm flattered, Sue. You have no idea. If anything, I feel like my teenage crush has finally come full circle.â
Sue blinks, her lips curling into a reluctant smile. âTeenage crush, huh?â
Chan chuckles, feeling the tension ease between them. âYeah. I mean, come on, you were way out of my league back then. And still.â
Her laugh is genuine now, and she shakes her head. âI guess timing was never on our side.â
âGuess not,â Chan agrees, a warmth settling in his chest as they share a moment of mutual understanding.
As the laughter dies down, Sue rises from the sofa, smoothing her skirt. âWell, I should get going. Thanks for the uh... juice and the honesty, Chris.â
Chan stands, walking her to the door. âTake care, Sue.â
She gives him one last smile before stepping out into the hallway. As the door clicks shut behind her, Chan exhales deeply, feeling a strange mix of relief and gratitude. Timing really wasnât on their sideâand for once, heâs perfectly okay with that.
-
Chanâs knuckles rap softly against your door, the sound almost drowned out by the racing of his heart. He adjusts the hem of his hoodie nervously, rehearsing his apology in his head. When the door opens, your bright smile greets him, and all of his words evaporate on his tongue. Without a second thought, he steps inside, cups your face, and kisses you.
The kiss lingers, soft and apologetic, before he pulls back just enough to speak. âIâm sorry about last night,â he begins, his voice low and earnest. âI meant to pick you up, but somethingââ
Before he can finish, a figure emerges from your bathroom. Minho steps into the living room, his white t-shirt clinging to his chest, soaked through as though heâd just been caught in the rain.
Chan freezes, his words dying mid-sentence. Minho runs a hand through his damp hair, offering Chan a sly smile before addressing you. âHey, the shower headâs fixed, but it might still leak a little. Youâll probably want to check it later.â
Your smile falters slightly as you glance between them. âThanks, Minho. Let me grab you a towel.â You disappear down the hallway, leaving the two men alone.
Chan shifts uncomfortably, glaring at the floor while Minho leans casually against the wall.
âRough night, huh?â Minho starts, his tone far too conversational. âMustâve been, with your guest and all.â
Chanâs jaw tightens, his gaze snapping to Minho. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Minho shrugs, feigning innocence. âOh, nothing. Just thought it was interesting helping your friend return your tie. You know, the one you left in her hotel room?â
Before Chan can respond, you return, handing Minho a towel. âHere,â you say with a warm smile. âThanks again for helping with the shower.â
âNo problem.â Minho takes the towel, winking at Chan. âIâll leave you two to it.â
As the door closes behind Minho, Chan lets out a breath he didnât realize heâd been holding. His gaze moves to you as you sit down on the sofa, looking at him expectantly.
âOkay,â he says, standing in front of you. âI need to explain something.â
You nod, but your attention drifts almost immediately. Your eyes flicker downward, then linger a little too long.
âAre you listening?â Chan asks, noticing your distracted expression.
You blink and meet his eyes, caught off guard. âYeah, of course,â you say, though your gaze quickly strays again.
Chan follows your line of sight and catches on, his cheeks flushing as he realizes where youâre looking. âHey, my eyes are up here,â he teases, a nervous laugh escaping him. âAre you even listening to me?â
You finally snap out of it, sitting straighter. âI am,â you insist, though your shy smile betrays you. âItâs justâŚâ
Chan raises an eyebrow, waiting.
You hesitate, then admit, âItâs hard to focus when youâre wearing those grey sweatpants.â Your cheeks heat as you gesture vaguely toward his lower half. âTheyâre⌠distracting.â
The flush on Chanâs face deepens, and he stumbles over his words. âWhat? These? Theyâre justââ He glances down, clearly self-conscious now. âI wasnâtâthis wasnâtââ
You lean closer, your voice dropping to a seductive murmur. âI donât have much time before work soâŚâ You let the sentence hang, your lips curving into a teasing smile. âCan we talk about it in the shower?â
Chanâs breath hitches, his brain short-circuiting at your suggestion. The apology he had so carefully crafted is long forgotten as you take his hand, pulling him toward the bathroom.
-
The steamy mist envelops the bathroom as Chan steps in, his heart racing the moment his eyes land on you. Warm water cascades down your body, tracing paths he longs to follow with his hands and lips. He stands there, momentarily stunned, feeling like heâs witnessing something ethereal.
Unable to resist any longer, Chan moves closer, slipping his arms around your waist. The heat of your skin against his sends a shiver through him, and he presses a tender kiss to your shoulder, letting his lips linger on the beads of water glistening there. His mouth trails up to your neck, the salty-sweet taste of your skin driving him wild.
You turn in his arms, your hands resting firmly on his chest. The mischievous glint in your eyes makes his pulse quicken. Gently but insistently, you push him back until his back hits the cool tiles of the shower wall. Chanâs breath hitches as you lean into him, your wet body pinning him in place.
Your lips hover tantalizingly close to his, and he instinctively leans forward, only for you to pull back, teasing him with a sly smile.
âPatience,â you murmur, your voice low and sultry.
He groans softly, his hands finding purchase on your waist as you finally close the gap, kissing him deeply. Chan melts into the kiss, his arms pulling you impossibly closer, the warmth of the water surrounding you both like a cocoon.
You move your lips down to his neck as your hand glides down his front, not stopping until your hand meets his hardening member. He's helpless as you're kissing his sensitive spot and your hand wrapped around his length, and the warm water does nothing but contribute to the rise of the temperature.
As you slowly stroking his cock, you press your mouth to his ear. âMmh... so big.â
Chan drops his mouth on your shoulder, drinking in the scent and beads of water on your skin. His hand snaking down your back, kneading on your ass cheek.
âWant to feel it getting bigger in mouth,â you whisper and with that, you put your knees down on the bathroom floor.
Your hand keeps stroking his cock while your eyes fixated on him, you tease its head by circling it with your thumb. You begin teasing his tip with kitten licks and you hold his cock slightly upward to land a lick along his length, earning a raw groan from him.
You slyly smile seeing him losing focus of you but you surprise him by cradling his balls in your hand while your mouth starts taking his length. You take and keep on taking his length until it fully disappeared into your mouth.
Chan lets out a deep growl as you close your lips around his length and sucking at it, your tongue feels hot around him, oh... he knows he's about to lose it soon.
While keeping the eye contact, your head bobbing as you pull away and take more of him, twirling your tongue around it, sucking him harder and using your hand to compensate the rest that you canât take.
Next thing he knows, Chan is teetering on the edge, it's the way you're looking at him, your eagerness to please and just how good you are with your mouth. He tangles his hand in your damp hair, breathlessly he says, âI'm about to cum, baby.â
With your mouth full of him, you can exactly respond to him but ypu blink your eyes, signaling that you hear him. You slowly pull away, replacing your mouth with both hands now, continuing building the tension that's about to burst soon.
You tilt your head upward, watching him falling apart at the seams as you tirelessly pumping him with your hands. A smile tugging at your lips ad you wait for him to come undone before you.
âI'm coming, I'm coming,â he says with a rushed tone.
You close your eyes to brace yourself to receive his load on your face and you gasp as the first streak of his seed lands on your cheek and some more landing on your chin and around your mouth. When you think he's done, another one lands across your eyelid.
âChris, not my eye!â you grumble with a playful laugh. You keep your eyes closed and freeze, unsure on what to do.
Chan pulls you up so he can help you with it, he collects some water from the shower and gently, he washes your eyes with it and eventually all over your face.
âThere. Done,â he announces as he wipes the last of his cum on your chin and gives you a quick kiss on the lips.
You slowly open your eyes and smile at him. âThat was fun,â you teasingly comment.
Chan shyly smiles and pulls you close. âI think that was hot.â
Your arms slide up to rest around his shoulders, and you look at him with a playful yet expectant expression. âAlright,â you say with a grin. âIâm ready to listen now.â
Chan blinks, momentarily disoriented, before the memory of why he came over resurfaces. âRight⌠Sue,â he begins, his voice slightly breathless. âShe stopped by yesterday to return a tie I left behind. Thatâs all it was.â
You raise an eyebrow, tilting your head. âUh-huh. And whyâd you leave your tie at her place in the first place?â
âIt was from a wedding I went to, remember?â he explains hurriedly, his hands rubbing soothing circles on your hips. âI didnât even realize I left it. She just⌠used it as an excuse to show up.â
You canât help but laugh softly, leaning your forehead against his. âChris, you couldâve just told me that. No need to make it a big deal.â
He sighs, a sheepish smile tugging at his lips. âI know, I just didnât want you to get the wrong idea. Iâm not⌠like that anymore.â
You chuckle, your fingers brushing through his damp hair. âI know youâre not. But for the record, if you get into trouble again, you might want to hide your ties better.â
Chan laughs, his heart feeling lighter as he kisses you again, this time slower, savoring the moment. All his earlier worries melt away under the warmth of your touch and the water cascading around you both.
-
The soft hum of conversation fills the lobby as you step in, adjusting your bag on your shoulder. Your eyes scan the space and quickly land on Minho, standing by the mailboxes, sifting through a stack of letters. He looks effortlessly put together, dressed casually yet sharply, and you canât help but smile as you approach him.
âMorning,â you say, catching his attention. He looks up, his lips curling into a small, knowing smirk.
âMorning. Shower still working?â he asks, setting the mail aside.
You nod, feeling a bit sheepish. âYes, perfectly. Thank you for fixing it this morning. I really appreciate it.â
âAnytime,â he says with a wave of his hand, as if it were no big deal. Then his gaze flicks to your bag. âHeading to work?â
âYeah,â you confirm with a small smile.
Minho tilts his head slightly, a spark of mischief lighting his eyes. âWant a ride?â
âOh, no, Iâm good,â you reply quickly, shaking your head. âItâs not that far, and I donât want to trouble youââ
âTrouble me? Please,â he interrupts, his smirk widening. âItâs literally on my way. Just say yes.â
You hesitate for a moment, but Minho raises an eyebrow, clearly not taking no for an answer. âCome on,â he urges. âUnless you want to be late?â
With a soft laugh, you relent. âOkay, fine.â
The ride starts off light, the radio playing softly in the background as Minho drives. Heâs casual, one hand on the wheel, the other draped over the gear shift. Itâs comfortable, easyâuntil he glances over at you and breaks the silence.
âSo,â he begins, his tone teasing but laced with curiosity. âYou and Chris. Whatâs the deal?â
Caught off guard, you blink at him. âUh⌠what do you mean?â
âI mean, are you guys⌠serious? Casual? Still figuring things out?â He spares you a quick glance before returning his focus to the road.
You shift in your seat, feeling a flicker of nervousness. âWeâre still getting to know each other better,â you answer carefully. âItâs⌠new.â
Minho hums thoughtfully, and you can tell heâs not convinced. âYou sound like youâre hesitating,â he observes, his voice soft but perceptive.
âIâm not hesitating,â you counter quickly, meeting his gaze briefly. âIâm just⌠being careful.â
âCareful,â Minho repeats, the word hanging in the air. Then his tone turns playful. âIs that because Chris has a bit of a, uh⌠reputation?â
You canât help but laugh softly at his bluntness. âNo, itâs not that,â you say, shaking your head. âItâs because⌠I like him. A lot. And I donât want to ruin thisâfor either of us. Like I did with my last relationship.â
Minhoâs teasing demeanor softens slightly, and he gives you a sidelong glance, a flicker of understanding in his expression. âAh, I get it. Youâre serious about this one.â
âI am,â you admit, your voice quieter now. âI just want to do things right.â
A beat of silence passes before Minhoâs smirk returns, albeit gentler this time. âSo, youâre saying I donât have a chance?â he asks, feigning disappointment.
You laugh, the sound genuine and light. âSorry, Minho. Iâm very much taken at this point.â
He lets out a dramatic sigh, playfully smacking the steering wheel. âChris is a lucky bastard,â he grumbles, though his tone is laced with good-natured envy.
You shake your head, still laughing softly. âHeâs⌠something else,â you admit, warmth spreading through your chest at the thought of Chan.
Minho glances over at you again, his smirk softening into a smile. âWell, for what itâs worth, Iâm glad youâre happy, neighbor.â
As Minho pulls up in front of your workplace, he shifts the car into park and turns to you, a teasing smirk already forming on his lips. âWell, here we are,â he says, gesturing grandly like a chauffeur.
âThanks for the ride,â you say with a grateful smile, reaching for the door handle.
âDonât mention it,â he replies. Then, just as youâre stepping out of the car, he adds with a mock-serious tone, âBut donât think Iâm fixing your shower again.â
You freeze mid-step and turn back to him, laughing softly. âWhat? Why not?â
âBecause next time, Iâm charging you,â he quips, leaning back in his seat. âOr better yet, Iâll let Chris deal with it. He can pick up a wrench for once.â
You roll your eyes but canât stop smiling. âNoted. Iâll keep that in mind.â
Minho grins, clearly pleased with himself. âGood. Now go have a nice day at work. And tell Chris he owes me for this ride, too.â
Shaking your head, you step out of the car, shutting the door behind you. âThanks again, Minho,â you call out with a wave.
âAnytime,â he replies, winking. âBut seriouslyâno more broken showers.â
You laugh, turning toward your workplace as Minho drives off, his playful words lingering in your mind and leaving you with a lighthearted smile for the rest of the morning. You canât help but feel a little more certain of the path youâre onâwith Chan, and maybe even with Minho as a good friend by your side.
-
The evening air feels warm and easy inside Chanâs apartment. You're perched on a stool next to his DJ setup, your fingers hovering uncertainly over the turntable as Chan stands close, guiding you through the basics. His voice is soft but enthusiastic as he explains how to cue up tracks, mix beats, and create seamless transitions.
âSee? Just like this,â he says, demonstrating the movement with fluid precision. His hands brush against yours, and you feel the slight buzz of electricity from his touch.
You bite your lip, pretending to concentrate. âSo, what happens when a girl comes into your DJ booth?â you ask teasingly, glancing up at him with a playful smirk.
Chan grins mischievously, his dimples deepening. Without missing a beat, he takes you gently by the waist, pulling you into the open space of his living room.
âThis happens,â he replies, starting to sway with you to the beat of the music.
You laugh, a little awkward as you try to follow his lead. âYou know Iâm terrible at dancing, right?â
âThereâs no such thing,â Chan counters, spinning you around playfully before demonstrating a goofy dance move, making you burst into laughter. âSee? Now youâre better already.â
Shaking your head, you try to mimic his move, but itâs hopeless. He chuckles and takes your hands, pulling you closer until thereâs barely any space between you. âAlright, letâs make it simple,â he says, lowering his voice. âJust follow me.â
Despite the upbeat track playing in the background, Chan slows his movements, leading you into a slow dance. The contrast feels silly and intimate all at once, and your heart beats faster as he gazes at you with a soft, unguarded look.
He leans in, his lips brushing yours, and you melt into the kiss. His hands tighten slightly on your waist, anchoring you as the world shrinks to just the two of you and the music in the background.
When you pull back, you tilt your head and narrow your eyes playfully. âDo you do this with every girl who comes into your booth?â
Chan smirks, his dimples making another appearance. âAbsolutely not,â he says smoothly, his tone dripping with mock seriousness. âIâm very selective about who gets into my booth⌠especially who gets to touch my turntable.â He pauses, his grin turning cheeky. âAnd letâs be honest, no one handles my knobs like you do.â
Your jaw drops as you laugh at his lewd joke, swatting his arm. âChris!â
He laughs along with you, catching your hand and pressing a kiss to your knuckles. âWhat? Itâs true,â he says with a wink, pulling you back into his arms for another dance, the music now forgotten as the two of you move to your own rhythm.
The music hums softly in the background as Chanâs lips move with yours, his hands firmly holding your waist as the two of you sink into the plush sofa. The warmth of his body against yours, combined with the way he kisses youâurgent yet tenderâsends shivers down your spine.
Chanâs fingers trace slow, teasing patterns along your sides as the kiss deepens, pulling you closer. His breath hitches as your hands tangle in his hair, tugging slightly, eliciting a low groan from him.
Then comes the knocking.
Chan stiffens slightly but doesnât stop, his lips still lingering on yours. When the knocking persists, you reluctantly pull back, breathless. âChris,â you murmur, your lips still brushing his. âSomeoneâs at the door.â
He groans audibly, his forehead dropping against yours. âIgnore it,â he mutters, his voice heavy with frustration.
The knocking grows more insistent, and you nudge him lightly. âYou canât just ignore it forever.â
With a resigned sigh, Chan pulls himself up, running a hand through his messy hair as he trudges to the door. He swings it open, already prepared to send whoever it is away, but freezes when he sees Minho leaning casually against the doorframe.
âChris,â Minho greets with a smirk, his tone infuriatingly casual. âNice party youâre having. Could hear it from my place.â
Chan narrows his eyes and lets out a sigh. âWhat do you want now, Minho?â
Before Minho can reply, you appear behind Chan, peeking over his shoulder. âMinho,â you say with a smile. âWhat brings you here?â
Minho straightens up and gives you a polite nod before turning back to Chan. âI actually need a favor,â he starts, leaning just a little too casually against the doorframe. âThereâs this heavy piece of furniture I need to move from my old apartment, and I figured Chan here could help me out. Itâs too much to handle on my own.â
Chanâs jaw clenches, clearly unimpressed by the request. Deep down, heâs looking for an excuse to say no, but when you glance up at him with an encouraging smile, he knows heâs already lost.
âThatâs so nice of you to ask Chris,â you say warmly. âHeâs always so helpful.â
Chan exhales sharply, knowing he canât refuse in front of you. âFine,â he mutters, his tone begrudging. âWhen do you need help?â
âTonight,â Minho replies, his grin sly and victorious. âIâll swing by to pick you up in... 15 minutes?â
âOkay,â Chan replies just so the conversation ends quickly.
âThanks, man.â Minho gives Chan a quick pat on the shoulder before sauntering off, clearly pleased with himself.
Chan closes the door a little harder than necessary, turning to you with a pout. âYou know I didnât actually want to do that, right?â
You laugh softly and loop your arms around his neck. âI know,â you tease. âBut I like having a boyfriend whoâs nice and kind. Itâs very attractive.â
Chan pouts deeper, narrowing his eyes. âI donât like him.â
You nudge him playfully. âCome on, Chris. We didnât like each other at first either, remember?â
He crosses his arms, his pout unrelenting. âThis is different. Iâll never, ever be in love with Minho.â
Laughing, you pull him into a hug, resting your head against his chest. âGood,â you murmur with a smirk. âOne reformed fuckboy is enough. I donât think I could handle another one.â
He softens under your touch, his arms coming around you as he mumbles, âI told you, Iâm not that anymore.â
You lean back just enough to meet his eyes, a teasing smile on your lips. âExactly. Thatâs why Iâm keeping you.â
He grins despite himself, leaning down to press a lingering kiss to your lips, his earlier frustration melting away entirely. He sighs as he pulls away, knowing he has to get ready.
âI'll go get changed.â
You playfully slap his butt as he walks towards his room. âNow, thatâs my good boy!â
-
The car ride to Minhoâs old apartment is tense. Chan sits in the passenger seat, arms crossed as Minho keeps throwing questions his way.
âSo, you and her... itâs serious?â Minho asks, eyes flicking between the road and Chan, a sly grin playing on his lips.
Chan sighs, looking out the window. âHow far are we from your apartment?â
Minho ignores the deflection, his grin widening. âYouâre dodging the question. Come on, itâs me. You can tell me. Is she âthe one,â or is this just a phase?â
Chan keeps his gaze firmly outside, biting back his frustration. âAre we there yet?â
Minho laughs, clearly amused by Chanâs silence. âTouchy subject. Got it.â
When they finally arrive, Chan follows Minho up the stairs, carrying a dull sense of hope that this errand will be quick. Minho unlocks the door, and the sound of music and chatter spills out. The apartment is crowded, with people milling about and laughing loudly. Chan frowns.
âI thought we were here for a table,â he says, glancing at the scene unfolding before him.
âWe are,â Minho says nonchalantly, stepping inside and greeting his friend.
Chan hesitates at the door before reluctantly following. Minho is already chatting away, and before long, a drink is being pressed into Chanâs hand.
âRelax,â Minho says, grinning as he sips his drink. âThe tableâs in the kitchen, but look at itâitâs holding up all the drinks. Canât exactly take it now, can we?â
Chanâs eyes narrow as he spots the dining table in question, completely covered in bottles and snacks. He exhales sharply, already regretting agreeing to this. âSo this is a party. Not a quick errand.â
Minho shrugs, his grin unrepentant. âTwo birds, one stone. Come on, have a drink. Socialize a little. You used to be great at this.â
Slumping into a seat, Chan takes a reluctant sip from his drink, more out of necessity than enjoyment. He knows Minho well enough to realize thereâs no rushing this.
As the evening drags on, Minho leans back in his chair, eyeing Chan with a mischievous glint. âYou ever miss it?â
âMiss what?â Chan asks, his tone clipped.
âThe lifestyle,â Minho says, spreading his arms. âNo strings, no commitments. Just fun. You were the shit back then. Whyâd you give it up?â
Chan takes another sip, avoiding the bait. He knows what Minhoâs doing.
Minho smirks, leaning closer. âMe? I donât get it. Settling down when you could have this.â He gestures around the room. âYouâre still young. Still good-looking. You could have it all. Why lock yourself down?â
Chan keeps quiet, his grip tightening on his glass.
Moments later, a group of girls approaches their table, all bright smiles and curious eyes. Minho grins, clearly in his element, and introduces himselfâand Chan.
âThis is my boy Chris,â Minho says, slinging an arm over Chanâs shoulder. âHeâs a legend. Used to be the life of every party.â
The girls giggle, their attention now focused on Chan, who shifts uncomfortably. Leaning in close, Minho whispers in Chanâs ear, his tone low and tempting. âYou can have fun, you know. No oneâs going to find out. I wonât tell her.â
Chanâs jaw tightens, the words cutting through him like a blade. He sets his glass down, staring at the table. This is what Minho wantsâto see if heâll crack, to see if heâll slip back into old habits.
But Chan knows better. Heâs not that person anymore. And heâs not about to prove Minho right.
-
The moment Chan leaves, you find yourself wandering around his apartment. Though you've been here countless times, something about being alone in his space feels different. Itâs like youâre seeing it through fresh eyesâthe meticulous way he keeps everything in order, the slight personal touches that reflect his personality.
You run your fingers along the edge of his desk, smiling at the neatly stacked papers and perfectly aligned pens. His living room is spotless, not a cushion out of place. Even his shoe rack catches your attention, with every pair arranged in perfect color coordination.
When you peek into his bathroom, you canât help but chuckle softly. His toiletries are lined up like soldiers on parade, everything from his toothbrush to his cologne standing in perfect order. Itâs so Chanâpractical, disciplined, and oddly endearing.
As you wander further, you pass by the laundry room and pause. A small pile of clothes spills out of the dryer. Without thinking, you step inside, deciding to fold them for him.
You reach for the first item, a hoodie youâve seen him wear so many times before. Lifting it to your nose, you inhale deeply. The scent of fabric softener mingles with the faint, familiar smell of Chan himselfâclean, warm, and comforting. An unexpected ache blooms in your chest, a longing for him even though he was right here just hours ago.
Smiling to yourself, you finish folding the clothes and set them neatly on the counter. You glance at the clock, realizing itâs later than you thought, and decide to wait for him to come back. You make your way to his bedroom, lying down on the bed that smells just as much like him as the hoodie did. It doesnât take long for sleep to claim you.
-
As the night drags on, Chan finally decides heâs had enough. He stands, leaving his half-finished drink on the table, and starts making his way toward the door. The noise and chatter fade into the background as his only focus is getting out of this suffocating situation.
âLeaving already?â Minhoâs voice cuts through the din, and Chan turns to see him catching up, his grin still infuriatingly smug. âWhatâs the rush, man? We havenât even moved the table yet.â
Chan sighs, his patience wearing thin. âIâm not wasting any more time here. You didnât need me for this. You just wanted an excuse to drag me into your mess.â
Minho laughs, stepping in front of him to block his path. âYouâre so obedient these days. Might as well put a leash around your neck and hand it over to her, huh?â
Chanâs jaw tightens, but he doesnât rise to the bait. âMove, Minho.â
Minho tilts his head, mock curiosity in his eyes. âWhatâs the rush? Afraid sheâll get mad at you for staying out too late? Or is it guilt because you know Iâm right?â
Chan glares at him, but doesnât respond. Instead, he pushes past, his hand already on the doorknob.
But Minho isnât done. âYou know, relationships like yours donât last long,â he says, his tone deliberately casual. âGuys like you? You get bored. You might not want to admit it, but I know you, Chris. Youâll start to crave what you gave up. And her?â
Chan freezes, his grip tightening on the doorknob.
Minho takes a step closer, his voice dropping to a mockingly sympathetic tone. âShe doesnât even address the relationship, does she? Never flaunts it publicly. Almost like sheâs already bored of you. But hey, maybe thatâs a good thing. Makes it easier for you to go back to your old self.â
Chan exhales sharply, his knuckles white as he grips the doorknob. He turns his head slightly, just enough to meet Minhoâs gaze. âIâm not the same as you, Minho.â
With that, he steps out, slamming the door behind him. The cool night air hits him, but it does little to cool the frustration simmering in his chest.
As he walks away, Minhoâs words echo in his mind, planting seeds of doubt he desperately doesnât want to acknowledge.
Is Minho right? Would you get bored of him? Would he?
Chan shakes his head, trying to dispel the thoughts, but they cling to him like shadows, following him all the way home.
-
The sound of the front door opening wakes you. Disoriented, you scramble out of bed, brushing your hands through your hair as you hurry to greet him.
Chan steps inside, his jacket slung over his arm and a weariness etched into his features. His eyes meet yours briefly, but thereâs none of the usual warmth in them.
âHey,â you say softly, approaching him. âYou look exhausted. Was the furniture that heavy?â
He doesnât respond, shrugging off his jacket and tossing it onto the back of the couch. His silence makes you hesitate, but you press on. âHow was it? Did youââ
âDo you even think of me as your boyfriend?â he suddenly bursts out, his voice sharp and filled with frustration.
The question hits you like a punch to the gut, leaving you momentarily speechless. âWhat?â
Chan steps closer, his eyes searching yours, his tone a mixture of anger and vulnerability. âDo you? And if you do, why donât you ever talk about us? Why donât you ever want anyone to know? Do you want this relationship? Or are you already bored with me?â
You stare at him, completely thrown off by the intensity of his words. Youâve never seen him like this beforeâso raw, so unguarded. Itâs clear something is bothering him deeply, but you canât figure out what triggered it.
âDo you even want to be with me?â
âChrisâŚâ you begin, but your voice trails off when you see the exhaustion in his eyes.
He sighs heavily, running a hand through his hair and turns his back to you, avoiding your eyes. âIâm not feeling well tonight.â
You take that as your cue to leave him alone. Nodding, you grab your things, leaning in to press a quick kiss to his cheek.
âGoodnight,â you whisper before slipping out the door.
As you walk back to your apartment, your mind races. What happened tonight? Why was he so upset? You replay his words over and over, trying to piece together what might have caused such a drastic change in his mood. Something feels off, and you canât shake the feeling that this isnât just about tonight.
-
The next morning, you find yourself standing in front of Chanâs door, your knuckles poised mid-air. Youâve been replaying last nightâs events over and over, trying to make sense of his sudden outburst.
You knock softly once, then twice. On the third knock, you pause, lowering your hand. Maybe heâs still sleeping. He probably needs the rest, you think to yourself, chewing on your bottom lip as you hesitate to disturb him further.
Just as youâre about to turn and leave, the door across the hall creaks open. Minho steps out, his ever-present smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
âMorning,â he greets casually, leaning against his doorframe as if heâs got all the time in the world.
You offer a polite smile and greet back. âMorning, Minho.â
Deciding not to linger outside Chanâs apartment, you turn and make your way toward the elevator. Minho follows, his footsteps echoing lightly in the hallway.
As you press the button to summon the elevator, you glance at him. âSo, did you manage to get that furniture back to your place last night?â
Minhoâs smirk widens slightly, and he shrugs nonchalantly. âYeah, something like that.â
His vague answer doesnât sit right with you, but you choose not to press further. Instead, you take a deep breath, gathering your thoughts before speaking again.
âMinho, can I be honest with you for a second?â
He raises an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. âSure.â
You turn to face him fully, meeting his gaze with calm determination. âI like you. I think youâre a great guy, and I really appreciate how friendly youâve been. But I just want to make sure weâre clear about something.â
He tilts his head slightly, his smirk faltering just a little.
You continue, your voice steady. âIâm with Chris. Weâre building something together, and heâs been working really hard on leaving his old habits behind. I know itâs not always easy for him, but heâs trying, and I want to support him in that.â
Minhoâs expression doesnât change much, but thereâs a flicker of somethingâcuriosity, maybeâbehind his eyes.
âIâd really appreciate it,â you say, your tone firm but not unkind, âif you could stop⌠whatever it is youâre doing to him. I want us all to stay friendly neighbors, but I need you to respect that Chris and I are in this together.â
For a moment, Minho doesnât say anything, his smirk fading into a neutral expression. Then he chuckles softly, shaking his head. âFair enough.â
The elevator dings, and the doors slide open. You step inside, glancing at him one last time.
âThanks for understanding, Minho,â you say, offering a small smile.
As the doors close, you canât help but wonder if your words got through to him. You donât know what exactly happened last night, but youâre determined not to let anythingâor anyoneâget in the way of what youâre building with Chan.
-
Chan heard your knocks this morning. He was sitting on the sofa, debating whether to open the door. He wanted to. He even stood up, reaching for the handle, but then your voice carried through the door.
You were talking to Minho.
At first, he tensed, expecting some kind of casual banter, but what he heard instead made him freeze. You were telling Minho off. Not angrily, but in a calm, respectful way that had him smiling despite himself.
Chan leaned against the door, listening to every word, and for the first time in a while, he felt lighter.
Now, as the hours tick by, he waits for you to come home. His ears are tuned to every little sound in the hallway, and when he hears the chime of the elevator, his heart jumps. Without thinking, he scrambles to the peephole. There you are, stepping out of the elevator, looking just as calm and composed as you did this morning.
Chan feels a surge of emotions he canât quite untangle. Guilt for the things he said last night. Gratitude for the way you stood up for him. Relief that youâre still here.
He retreats back to the sofa, sitting down heavily, running a hand through his hair. He doesnât have a plan. Part of him wants to rush out and hug you, to thank you. Another part reminds him of the way he hurt you last night, and the words that might have planted doubts.
His thoughts spiral until a knock at the door snaps him back to the present. Heâs on his feet in an instant, heart racing. When he opens the door and sees you standing there, smiling softly, it takes everything in him not to collapse into you.
âHey,â you say gently. âJust want to check if you're feeling any better.â
Chan doesnât respond with words. He steps forward, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into a tight hug. His face buries in the crook of your neck, and he breathes you in, letting your presence soothe the storm inside him.
You donât hesitate. Your arms circle his back, your hand rubbing slow, comforting circles. âAw, poor baby,â you coo playfully, your voice warm and teasing.
Surprisingly, Chan doesnât mind. He lets himself melt into your touch, holding you as if youâre the only thing anchoring him. Because right now, thatâs exactly what you are.
-
The room is dimly lit, the warm glow of the bedside lamp casting soft shadows as Chan curls into you on the bed. His head rests against your neck, his arms securely wrapped around your waist as if youâre the only thing tethering him. He sighs softly, comforted by your fingers threading through his curls.
Every now and then, you press a gentle kiss to his head, and Chan feels his heart swell. Moments like these are rare, and heâs determined to soak up every second.
You take his hand, your fingers lightly tracing the rough calluses on his palm. âWhere did these come from?â you ask, curiosity lacing your voice.
âDeadlifting,â he mumbles, his voice slightly muffled against your neck.
Your eyebrows lift in surprise. âAnd how much can you lift?â
âThree-fifty,â he answers casually.
You gasp, pulling back just enough to look at him. âThree-fifty? You can lift that much but crumble like a baby from a slight fever?â
Chan pouts, his lips jutting out adorably as he buries his face deeper into your neck. âThatâs different,â he grumbles, voice tinged with mock indignation.
You laugh, the sound light and teasing. âAw, is my big strong man pouting?â you coo, planting a soft kiss on his pout to make it disappear.
For a moment, everything feels lighthearted and easy, but Chan knows he canât avoid the topic forever. He exhales deeply, adjusting slightly to look at you. âI need to talk about last night.â
Your fingers pause in his hair, and you pull back slightly to meet his gaze, your eyes filled with understanding. âOkay. Iâm listening.â
Chan hesitates for a moment before speaking. âIt wasnât about Minho. Not really. I mean, he has a way of... getting under my skin, but thatâs not why I blew up.â He takes a deep breath. âItâs me. My fears, my insecurities. Iâve spent so much time trying to change who I wasâtrying to be better for youâand sometimes I worry Iâm not enough. Or that... youâll realize Iâm not worth it.â
You frown, your hand cupping his cheek. âDo you really think that?â
He nods reluctantly. âLast night, when I said all those things... I didnât mean them. Not really. I was scared. Scared that maybe you donât see thisâusâthe same way I do. And I took it out on you. Iâm sorry.â
You soften, your thumb brushing against his cheek. âThank you for telling me. And Iâm sorry tooâfor anything Iâve done that made you feel like that. I want you to know that you are enough, Chris. More than enough.â
His chest feels lighter at your words, and he leans in to press a soft, lingering kiss to your lips. âThank you,â he murmurs.
You smile against his lips, wrapping your arms around him. âAlways.â
As you settle back into the embrace, Chan feels himself relax completely. The warmth of your touch and the reassurance in your words lull him into a sense of peace. His breathing slows, and before he knows it, sleep starts to claim him, safe in the comfort of your love.
-
The sound of soft breathing fills the room as you glance over at Chan, still fast asleep. His features are peaceful, his chest rising and falling steadily. You carefully slide out from under his arm, pressing your knuckles gently to his neck to check his temperature. It's lower than before, a relief that makes you smile softly. Quietly, you adjust the blanket over him, tucking him in snugly before stepping out of the room.
Your mind races as you head to your apartment. Dinner time is approaching, and you remember Chan once mentioning his favorite comfort food. Itâs been a while since youâve cooked, but for him, youâre willing to try.
Gathering ingredients from your fridge, you return to his apartment, silently letting yourself in. The kitchen is as neat as always, but it doesnât take long for it to be filled with the sounds of chopping, sizzling, and the occasional clatter of a utensil. You hum softly as you stir the curry, hoping it will turn out as close as possible to what he likes.
Youâre so focused on your task that you donât notice Chan until you feel his arms wrap around your waist from behind. His warmth and familiar scent surround you, and his voice, soft and a little groggy, breaks your concentration. âWhat you doing?â
You glance over your shoulder, smiling at him. âMaking you curry. Thought you might want some comfort food.â
His eyebrows lift slightly in surprise, and a small smile tugs at his lips. âYou remembered?â
âOf course,â you say, turning back to the stove. âBut donât thank me yetâit could be inedible.â
Chan leans in, pressing a soft kiss to your lips, his arms still loosely around you. âIâm thanking you anyway,â he murmurs.
You try to act unfazed, brushing him off with a teasing smile, but the warmth in his voice makes your heart flutter.
When the curry is finally done, you serve it with some rice and set the plates on the table.
Chan takes a bite, his eyes widening slightly as he chews. He grins, shoveling in another mouthful before looking at you with exaggerated enthusiasm. âThis is amazing! Like, Michelin-star worthy. No, better!â
You laugh, shaking your head. âYouâre just saying that because I made it.â
âNo, I mean it! This is comfort food and happiness in one bite,â he says, still grinning as he digs in.
Watching him eat so heartily makes you momentarily forget your own plate. He looks so genuinely happy that you canât help but feel a warm glow in your chest.
âDo you like it?â you ask, though you already know the answer.
âLike it? I love it,â Chan replies, his voice bright and sincere.
As he finishes the last bite, you remember something important. âOh, by the way, I have to go out of town for work tomorrow. Iâll be back Friday.â
Chanâs expression falls into a dramatic pout. âWhoâs going to take care of me while youâre gone?â
You chuckle at his reaction. âMinho can,â you tease, watching as his pout deepens.
âIâll starve,â he mutters, slumping in his seat.
You roll your eyes and lean closer, gently patting his cheek. âYouâll survive.â
As Chan finishes the last of his curry, he leans back in his chair, looking content and drowsy. His cheeks are slightly flushed, probably from the warmth of the food and the lingering effects of his fever. You watch him quietly, a smile tugging at your lips as he gives you one of his bright, boyish grins.
âWhat?â he asks, tilting his head.
âNothing,â you reply softly, shaking your head. âJust glad you liked it.â
But itâs not nothing. Not really. As he leans forward, resting his chin in his hand and watching you with those warm, chocolate-brown eyes, something inside you feels steady, sure. This isnât just a fleeting feeling, a passing infatuation. Itâs deeper than that.
In Chan, you see someone who works tirelessly, who loves with everything he has, even when heâs afraid. Someone who has his flaws but owns up to them, whoâs willing to grow and try harder. Heâs not perfect, but heâs real. Heâs kind, patient, and someone who makes you feel safe just by being near.
You reach out, placing your hand on top of his. âYou know,â you say softly, your voice carrying a weight of sincerity, âI donât think Iâve ever been this certain about anything before. About how I feel about someone.â
Chan blinks, caught off guard by your words, but the way his face softens tells you he understands. âYeah?â
You nod, your thumb brushing over his knuckles. âYouâre the person I want to be with, Chris.â
For a moment, heâs silent, his expression unreadable. Then, with a shy but radiant smile, he squeezes your hand. âIâm glad. Because⌠I feel the same.â
The moment feels still, like the world has quieted around the two of you. You lean forward, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, and when you pull back, the look in his eyes is one of pure affection.
âNow,â you say, breaking the quiet with a teasing grin, âfinish your curry so I can clean up and start packing for tomorrow.â
Chan laughs, the sound light and happy, and as he dives back into his plate, you canât help but think that, with him, youâre exactly where youâre meant to be.
-
Chan wipes his forehead with the towel slung around his neck as he steps into his apartment, still catching his breath from his gym session. The familiar hum of quiet greets him, but his first thought isnât about the silenceâitâs about you.
Grabbing his phone off the counter, he unlocks it with quick swipes, scrolling through to see if thereâs a text from you. Nothing. His brows furrow slightly as he opens the messaging app, his thumb hovering over the screen to type. Where are you? he begins, but the sound of a knock at the door stops him mid-sentence.
Setting his phone down, he walks over to the door and opens it, and there you are. Leaning against the doorframe, you look up at him, your eyes wide but glittering with a playful edge. His heart gives an involuntary thump against his ribcage.
âYou didnât text me you were here,â he says, trying to keep his tone casual, though his mind is already spinning at the way youâre looking at him.
You donât answer right away. Instead, your gaze drops, roaming over him like youâre savoring every detail. He suddenly becomes hyperaware of himselfâhis black compression top clinging to his chest, the sheen of sweat on his pale skin, the way his grey sweatpants hang on his hips.
âHey! Eyes are up here,â he teases lightly, crossing his arms as he leans against the doorframe, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
You blink, snapping yourself out of it with a slightly sheepish but unapologetic grin. âRight. Sorry.â
You straighten up, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. âI just came by to remind youâitâs pajama party tonight. Be ready by 9.â
âGot it,â Chan replies with a nod, though he canât help noticing the way your eyes still linger on him, making him feel like heâs under a spotlight.
You flash him a sly smile, leaning in close enough for him to catch a hint of your perfume. âI canât wait for tonight,â you murmur, and before he can say anything else, your lips press against his in a slow, lingering kiss.
When you pull away, your eyes sparkle mischievously, and with one last glanceâone that travels shamelessly from his head to his toesâyou turn and start walking back to your apartment.
Chan leans against the doorframe, watching you go. You glance back just before closing your door, flashing him another teasing smile that makes his chest tighten and his pulse race.
He closes the door with a soft click, leaning his back against it as he exhales slowly. His pulse is still racing, and it has nothing to do with his post-workout adrenaline. The way you looked at him just nowâthe glint in your eyes, the sly smile, the lingering kissâwas enough to leave him completely disarmed.
He glances at the clock to check how much time he has until he has to go to your place. His lips tug upward in a small smile as he thinks about it. Pajama parties with you were always something to look forward to, a mix of playful banter, laughter, and quiet moments where the rest of the world seemed to fade away. But the way you'd just looked at him⌠He had a feeling tonight would be different.
âCold shower,â he mutters to himself, already heading toward the bathroom. "Definitely need a cold shower."
Shaking his head, he pushes off the door and heads inside the bathroom. The memory of your lingering kiss makes his lips tingle, and he absentmindedly touches them as he grabs a towel.
âYouâre really gonna be the death of me,â he mumbles to himself, stepping into the shower and letting the cold water wash over him. It doesnât do much to cool the warmth that spreads across his chest, though.
As he dries off and changes into something comfortable, his mind drifts back to youâyour smile, your voice, the way your eyes seemed to linger on him. He can't help but feel a mix of anticipation and nervousness. Tonight, he tells himself, will be another reminder of just how much you mean to him.
And honestly, he canât wait.
-
Chan inhales deeply before knocking on your door, his nerves already getting the better of him. He tries to keep calm, shaking out his shoulders and muttering under his breath to steady himself. When the door finally clicks open, and he sees you standing there with that soft, welcoming smile, itâs like the air is stolen from his lungs.
âHey,â you say gently, stepping aside to let him in.
âHey,â he replies, his voice quieter than usual as he walks into your space.
The scene youâve set hits him instantly. The lights are dim, candles flicker softly around the room, and the scent of something sweet and warm lingers in the air. Youâve transformed your sofa into a makeshift bed, complete with blankets and pillows, all perfectly angled toward the TV.
Itâs obvious youâve gone all out tonight, and that realization makes Chanâs pulse quicken. He knows where this could lead if he lets it, but he silently resolves not to give in so easily.
âMake yourself comfortable,â you tell him, already heading toward the kitchen.
He nods, sitting on the edge of the sofa and rubbing the back of his neck as he tries to steady his thoughts. Youâre just here to watch a movie. Keep it together, Chan.
When you return, balancing a tray of snacks in your hands, Chan smiles at the sight of youâuntil you set the tray down and shrug off your silk robe.
His throat goes dry.
Youâre wearing a silk slip dress that clings to your figure in all the right ways, but what nearly makes him lose composure is the white stockings youâve paired with it. He swallows hard, suddenly hyperaware of how close youâre standing.
You sit next to him, curling your legs up on the sofa as you flash him a teasing smile. âReady?â
âY-Yeah,â he stammers, clearing his throat as he fixes his attention on the TV.
The movie starts, and Chan leans back slightly, trying to focus on the screen. But then you shift closer, snuggling into his side, your warmth seeping through his clothes.
âSo, how was your day?â you ask casually, your fingers grazing his arm.
âGood,â he manages, his voice steady despite the way his heart is hammering. âSpent most of it at the gym.â
âIs that why you're so tense?â you murmur, your hands sliding to his shoulders. Before he can respond, youâre massaging the knots in his muscles with deliberate care.
Chan sucks in a breath, closing his eyes briefly as he mutters, âIâI'm fine.â
You hum softly, but from the corner of his eye, he notices youâre barely watching the movie. Your gaze is on him, studying him with an expression thatâs both mischievous and affectionate.
âThis is a good movie,â he says, desperate to break the tension.
âYouâre a good movie,â you tease back, your tone light but laced with heat.
Before he can protest, your lips brush against his neck, slow and deliberate. Chanâs breath catches, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment as his resolve wavers.
âFocus,â he whispers to himself, gripping the edge of the blanket tightly.
You donât make it easy for him, planting more soft, heated kisses along his neck, your hands tracing slow patterns over his chest.
Somehow, by sheer willpower, Chan makes it to the end of the movie, though he has no idea what happened onscreen. His thoughts were too consumed with resisting the endless temptations you threw his way.
As the credits roll on the movie, Chan exhales a long breath, his muscles tense from an evening spent in quiet restraint. He feels like heâs been holding his breath the entire time, caught between wanting to let himself relax and staying vigilant.
âIâll be right back,â he murmurs, standing up and heading to the bathroom.
Once inside, Chan splashes cold water on his face, gripping the edge of the sink as he stares at his reflection. Get it together, he tells himself. Youâve made it this far.
He dries his face, takes a steadying breath, and steps back into the living room. The sight waiting for him freezes him in place.
Youâre lying on your side, one arm propping your head up, the hem of your silk slip dress riding high up your thigh. His eyes trail down, catching a glimpse of the garter encircling your legâa detail so provocative it sends his resolve teetering on the edge.
Chan swallows hard, forcing his face to remain impassive as he approaches the sofa. âSo,â he says casually, his voice steady despite the way his heart races, âwhat movie are we watching next?â
You smirk, your eyes sparkling with mischief. Instead of answering right away, you reach out, grabbing his wrist and pulling him down beside you. Chan lets himself be tugged into the space next to you, your warmth immediately invading his senses.
You lean in closer, your voice low and teasing as you finally reply, âWhat youâre watching next⌠is me.â
Chan freezes, his breath catching as your words sink in. For a split second, his mind goes blank, and then he feels the corner of his lips curve into a smile, his carefully constructed resolve cracking just slightly.
âThatâs it! I give up,â he murmurs, his voice soft but filled with a mix of amusement and surrender. He takes you by the waist with force, sending the two of you collapsing onto the mattress.
-
A triumphant smile spreads across your face as Chan finally gives in, his whispered declaration of defeat filling the quiet air between you. Before you can say a word, his lips find yours, urgent yet tender, his hands gripping your waist as if anchoring himself to you. Though you're already straddling him, he pulls you closer, closing any remaining distance as if afraid of letting you slip away.
His lips wander to your neck, brushing soft, tickling kisses that make your shoulders twitch in delight. You canât help but giggle, the sound light and airy in the warmth of the moment. When his head tilts up to meet your gaze, you gently cradle his face in your hands, his flushed cheeks warm beneath your palms.
âChris,â you begin, voice steady yet filled with quiet conviction. âIâm ready. Letâs do this. You and me.â
Chan freezes, his expression unreadable for a heartbeat too long. The silence stretches thin, but then he pulls you into another kiss. This time, itâs differentâdeep, deliberate, and brimming with every emotion he canât put into words. Your hand presses to his chest, and beneath your fingertips, you feel the frantic, erratic rhythm of his heart.
It gives you pause. You pull back slightly, just enough to study his face. His breathing is shallow now, his chest rising and falling unevenly. Concern prickles at the edges of your joy. âAre you okay?â you ask softly, brushing your fingers along his jaw.
âIâm fine,â he replies, but his voice is barely above a whisper, and it doesnât convince you.
His heartbeat only quickens, thundering against your hand, and a flicker of panic crosses his eyes. âChris,â you murmur, your worry rising. You start to slide off his lap, intending to get him some water or give him space, but his arms tighten around your waist.
âDonât,â he whispers, his voice cracking slightly as he holds you close. His lips part, struggling to form the words. Finally, with a quiet, almost trembling breath, he confesses, âI love you.â
The raw vulnerability in his voice makes your chest tighten. The weight of his words lingers in the air, fragile and unguarded. Suddenly, everything makes senseâhis uneven breathing, his racing heart. It wasnât fear, but the overwhelming intensity of his feelings for you.
Relief floods through you, and you let out a soft sigh, cupping his face gently. âGosh, you worried me,â you murmur, your thumbs brushing over his cheeks. Pressing your forehead to his, you let out a slow, steady breath, grounding both him and yourself in the moment.
Gathering your courage, you lean in and press a feather-light kiss to his lips. âI love you too, Chris. So much,â you whisper, your voice trembling with sincerity.
His eyes search yours, wide and hopeful, his emotions laid bare. As the tension melts from his body, he exhales deeply, a sound filled with relief and quiet joy. You stay like that, foreheads touching, your breaths mingling in the shared stillness.
Gradually, the wild rhythm of his heart begins to settle, syncing with the steady cadence of your own. In that moment, the world outside fades away, leaving only the two of youâconnected, understood, and wholly in love.
-
Chan towers over you, his eyes dark with want as he works with practiced ease, removing each piece of clothing until thereâs nothing left but the soft white stockings clinging to your legs. You feel the heat of his gaze, the weight of his admiration, and it sends a thrill coursing through you.
Your lips curl into a sly smile as you meet his eyes. âThis isnât fair,â you say, your voice low and teasing. âTake it off.â
He doesnât argue. With a grin that makes your breath hitch, Chan reaches behind his neck and pulls his shirt over his head, revealing the chiseled perfection of his chest and abs. The sight steals the air from your lungsâit always does. No matter how many times youâve seen him like this, it feels like the first, like youâre witnessing something sacred.
You sit up slowly, your gaze locked on the hard ridges of his torso. Your fingers lift almost instinctively, tracing the outline of his muscles, the way his body shifts and flexes beneath your touch. His skin is warm, smooth, and alive under your fingertips.
Leaning forward, you press your lips to his abs, soft at first, letting them linger for a moment before moving to the next spot. You taste the faint salt of his skin, the heat of him, and it makes your pulse quicken. His breath hitches as your kisses turn bolder, your tongue flicking out to trace along the defined lines.
A soft chuckle escapes your lips as you gently nip at his skin, your teeth grazing just enough to tease. The sound is playful, dripping with mischief, and you feel a rush of satisfaction when his body tenses in response.
You glance up, catching his gaze. His smile is tender yet filled with unmistakable desire, his dimples deepening in a way that makes your heart flutter. Thereâs something intoxicating about the way he looks at you, like youâre his entire world.
You let your lips trail lower, your fingers continuing their journey, savoring every second. Each kiss, each touch, is deliberate, a silent declaration of your adoration. You linger, taking your time, committing the feel of him, the taste of him, to memory.
And as you feel him relax under your touch, you canât help but smile, knowing heâs completely and utterly yours in this moment.
You brace your hands against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath your palms. With a sudden surge of boldness, you push him down, catching him completely off guard. He falls back onto the bed with a soft grunt, his sly, mischievous grin spreading wider as he looks up at you.
You straddle him, your thighs framing his waist, and his gaze darkens with anticipation. Thereâs nothing between you now, and the heat radiating from his body only fuels your desire.
âIâve been dreaming of this,â you confess, your voice low and dripping with intent. âOf riding your abs.â
His brows lift, and his dimples deepen as he lets out a low, amused chuckle. âYeah?â His voice is a rich hum of approval, laced with arousal. âThen donât let me stop you.â
He props his hands behind his head, his biceps flexing as he settles back to watch you. âDo whatever you want, baby,â he murmurs, his eyes locking onto yours. âIâm all yours.â
You feel a rush of exhilaration as you scoot forward, positioning yourself so that your core hovers above his perfectly sculpted abdomen. Slowly, deliberately, you lower yourself, your wetness meeting the firm ridges of his abs. His body tenses beneath you, muscles hardening, and you gasp softly as the sensation sends a jolt of pleasure through you.
Chan flexes beneath you intentionally, giving you exactly what you need, and the friction only heightens the thrill coursing through your veins. You begin to roll your hips, dragging yourself along the hard contours of his body, painting him with your essence.
Your head tilts back as a moan slips from your lips, the sensation unlike anything youâve felt before. His hands remain where they are, but his eyes follow your every movement, dark and heated, his mouth slightly parted as if he can feel every wave of pleasure youâre experiencing.
âLook at you, baby. So perfect,â he murmurs, his voice strained with desire.
The way he looks at youâlike youâre the only thing in the worldâmakes your pulse race even faster. His chest rises and falls steadily beneath your palms, but thereâs a tension in his body, a barely contained restraint that tells you heâs just as affected as you are.
You grind harder, your movements becoming more erratic as your pleasure builds, and the sound of your moans fills the room. Chan watches you with an intensity that makes your skin tingle, his lips curling into a satisfied smirk.
âThatâs it,â he whispers, his tone low and reverent. âTake what you need, baby.â
And you doâletting go of everything else and losing yourself in the intoxicating rhythm of your body against his, feeling completely and utterly alive under his gaze.
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Your body is a vision before him, a masterpiece of curves and softness that Chan could never tire of admiring. As you settle onto your hands and knees, the arch of your back catches his breath in his throat, the way it flows so naturally into the curve of your hips. He's already buried deep inside you, but the way your body welcomes him only fuels his desire to savor every single moment.
His hand glides down your spine, his touch reverent as though he's committing every dip and line to memory. The softness of your skin makes him whimperâa sound he doesnât try to hideâhis fingers trailing upward until they reach the nape of your neck. Without hesitation, he tangles his hand into your hair, gently tugging to tilt your head to the side, baring the column of your neck for his lips.
He dips down, pressing hot kisses along the sensitive skin, each one deliberate and full of hunger. The way you shiver under him only spurs him on, and he tightens his grip, tugging your head back further. Your lips part slightly, just enough for him to claim them in a rough, demanding kiss, the kind that leaves no room for doubt about who you belong to in this moment.
Without warning, Chan begins to move, his hips setting a steady rhythm that has you gasping into his mouth. The way your body reacts to him, the way youâre already melting under his touch, sends a rush of satisfaction through him. He grins against your lips, knowing heâs in complete control, playing with the balance of gentle and rough in a way that keeps you guessing.
âGod,â he groans, his voice deep and strained. âYouâre so perfect like this. Do you know what you do to me?â
Your moans grow louder, and Chan feels your body start to tremble. He knows youâre close, and it only drives him to push you further. His lips trail back to your ear, his breath hot against your skin as he murmurs, âBite the pillow, baby. Iâm not holding back anymore.â
With that, he releases your hair, letting your head fall forward onto the pillow. He watches as you follow his command, sinking your teeth into the fabric while your hands clutch the sheets. The sight sends a fresh wave of arousal through him, and he plants both hands firmly on your hips.
Then he lets loose. His thrusts become harder, faster, each one drawing a sharp cry from your lips muffled by the pillow. His grip on your hips tightens, fingers digging into your flesh as he drives into you with relentless intensity. Sweat beads on his forehead and runs down his chest, but he doesnât slow downânot until he feels you clench around him, your body trembling violently as your release washes over you.
âThat's it,â he growls, his own pleasure building to its peak. âLet go for me. Come for me, baby.â
The way you pulse around him is almost too much to bear, but he keeps going, determined to give you everything before letting himself fall over the edge. And when he finally does, itâs with a guttural groan, his body shuddering as he pours himself into you completely, lost in the overwhelming sensation of having you in every possible way.
Chan watches as your body shudders beneath him, the aftershocks of your climax slowly ebbing away. He gives you a moment to recover, his hands gently tracing soothing patterns over your hips and lower back. Carefully, he pulls out of you and rolls you onto your back, his movements tender as though handling the most precious thing in the world.
His eyes search your face, concerned yet soft. âAre you okay?â he murmurs, brushing a stray strand of hair from your damp forehead.
You meet his gaze with a weak but contented smile, nodding. âIâm okay.â
Chan leans down, pressing a kiss to your forehead, then to your cheek, and finally to your lips. âGood,â he whispers, his voice filled with a mix of relief and affection.
He gives you another moment, letting you bask in the afterglow. His lips pepper soft kisses along your collarbone and shoulders, his fingers trailing lightly over your skin, grounding you in the tenderness of the moment. You let out a small, blissful sigh, and he canât help the smile tugging at his lips.
When you start shifting under him, signaling that you're ready, Chan positions himself between your legs again. He kisses you deeply, his lips molding to yours as if trying to convey everything he feels but canât say. Then, he enters you once more, this time with infinite care, his movements slow and deliberate.
His thrusts are unhurried, every roll of his hips designed to make you feel cherished. His lips barely leave yours, his kisses deep and consuming. When he pulls back to breathe, he whispers sweet nothings against your lips, his voice a soothing melody.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he murmurs, his gaze locked with yours. âI donât think Iâll ever get enough of you.â
Your hands find each other amidst the tangle of sheets, fingers lacing together as you share this quiet intimacy. Chan feels something new, something deeperâa connection that goes beyond the physical. For the first time, he feels like heâs truly becoming one with you, not just in body but in soul.
The sheen of sweat on your skin doesnât matter. The messy sheets donât matter. All that exists in this moment is you and him, moving together in perfect harmony.
When the two of you finally reach your peak, itâs as if time slows, the world narrowing to the shared rhythm of your breaths and the racing of your hearts. He presses his forehead to yours, groaning your name as you both shatter together, your bodies trembling in unison.
After a long moment, Chan shifts slightly to look at you, his expression soft and full of adoration. âHow you doing?â
You let out a tired laugh, your voice teasing. âRemind me to send a thank-you note to your personal trainer.â
Chan blinks, then bursts out laughing, his chest shaking as he collapses beside you. âOh, gosh,â he says between his shy laughs, pulling you into his arms.
You nestle against him, a playful grin tugging at your lips as you add. âThat if my hand can ever grip a pen again.â
Chan shakes his head, still laughing as he presses a kiss to your temple. âI think Iâll keep that note for myself,â he murmurs. âAfter all, Iâm the one who gets to make you feel this good.â
You hum in agreement, your smile softening as you drift into the comfort of his embrace. And as the two of you lie there, tangled together, Chan feels a deep sense of contentment, knowing this moment is one heâll carry with him forever.
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The movie is long forgotten, a faint hum in the background as Chan lies sprawled on top of you, his body perfectly molded to yours on the makeshift sofa bed. His head rests just above your chest, the steady rhythm of your heartbeat grounding him. Your fingers weave through his curls, gentle and soothing, while he trails soft kisses across your chest, his lips brushing against your skin like whispered confessions.
Heâs elatedâcompletely and utterly elated. The words you said to him, âI love you too,â keep replaying in his mind, wrapping around his heart and filling him with a joy he can hardly contain.
He lifts his head slightly to look at your face, illuminated softly by the glow of the room. Youâre so beautiful, so perfect, and it feels like this moment is too good to be true. His chest tightens with emotion, and for a fleeting second, he wonders if he needs to pinch himself to make sure heâs not dreaming.
âWhat are you thinking, mmh?â you ask, your voice soft and teasing as your fingers trace his temple.
Chan hesitates for just a moment before answering, his voice low and earnest. âIâve been thinking about the future. About you being in it. And how⌠happy that makes me. For the first time, I canât wait to live that future with you.â
Your lips curve into a playful smile. âOh yeah? What kind of future are we talking about?â
His cheeks flush slightly, but the words come naturally. âA house. A family. Seven kids. And a dog, of course.â
Your eyes widen, and you gasp in mock horror. âSeven kids? Are you serious? Youâd better find another girlfriend if you want seven kids because Iâm not doing that.â
He grumbles, a mix of amusement and protest, and buries his head into your neck. The scent of you, the warmth of your skinâitâs all so grounding.
âToo late! You can't back out now,â he mumbles against your collarbone as he possessively holds you. âThis fuckboy is yours.â
Your laughter vibrates through him as you wrap your arms tighter around him, holding him close. You press a soft kiss to his forehead, and he feels himself melting further into your embrace.
Chan closes his eyes, sinking deeper into your warmth. For the first time in his life, he feels like heâs standing at the beginning of his happy endingâand heâs never felt so sure about anything.
-
As Chan watches you sitting at the vanity, carefully applying your makeup, he still canât believe this is his life now. This is his morningâseeing your face illuminated by soft daylight, your focused expression softening whenever you notice him watching. It feels surreal, like the culmination of every quiet dream heâs ever dared to have.
You catch his gaze in the mirror and smile, and Chanâs heart squeezes. He walks over, placing a cup of coffee on the table in front of you, and leans down to kiss the top of your head.
âThanks, baby,â you say, turning to press a quick peck on his lips before going back to your routine.
As you finish getting ready, Chan busies himself, making sure your bag is packed and youâve got everything you need for the day. When itâs time to leave, he walks with you to the door.
At the elevator, you pull him into a kiss, your hands resting gently on his chest. He savors the moment, every second a reminder of how deeply heâs fallen for you. When you pull away, he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, his voice soft as he asks, âWant me to pick you up at the bus stop later?â
You shake your head, slipping a spare key into his hand. âOr you can wait at my place instead.â
Chan stares at the key in his palm, overwhelmed by what it means. Itâs not just a keyâitâs your trust, your willingness to let him into your life even more deeply. His chest tightens with gratitude and joy, and he leans in for another kiss, slow and lingering, pouring all of his emotions into it.
The sound of a door opening down the hall interrupts the moment. Chan pulls back, turning his head, bracing himself for one of Minhoâs sarcastic remarks. But instead, Minhoâs door swings open to reveal Sue stepping out.
Chan freezes as Sue says something to Minho, who smirks and leans down to kiss her. The shock must be written all over Chanâs face because Sue looks startled when she notices him.
Minho, on the other hand, is his usual unbothered self, raising a hand in a casual wave. âMorning!â he calls out with a sly grin.
Sue walks toward the elevator, her steps hesitant, and exchanges an awkward smile with Chan. âHey, Chris.â
âMorning, Sue,â Chan replies with a smile.
âSo... This must be the girl youâve talked about,â she says, glancing at you.
Chanâs cheeks burn as he nods and glances at you. âYeah. This is my girlfriend.â
You smile warmly, looking between Sue and Chan. âOh, is this Sue? The one you had a crush on when you were a teenager?â
Chan groans, embarrassed, as Sueâs eyes widen before both you and Sue burst into laughter. Thankfully, the elevator comes and saves Chan from further embarrassment.
âGood taste, Chris,â Sue teases, giving him a wink before stepping into the elevator.
You press a quick kiss to Chanâs lips before joining Sue in the elevator. âSee you later!â you call out as the doors close.
Chan stands there for a moment, the absurdity of it all sinking in. His first love meeting his current girlfriendâand laughing together, no less. Added with the fact that Sue is also hooking up with the neighbor he hates so much, Minho. He shakes his head, chuckling softly to himself as he walks back to your apartment, amazed at the twists life throws his way.
Back inside your apartment, Chan locks the door behind him, letting out a deep sigh as he leans against it. He turns the spare key over in his hand, still marveling at how much his life has changed.
The morning had been a whirlwind, but somehow, it left him feeling more grounded than ever. Watching you confidently interact with Sueâteasing him like it was the most natural thing in the worldâonly solidified his feelings. It struck him that while his first love had been a naive dream, you were his reality, and everything about it felt right.
He makes his way to the sofa, the scent of your perfume lingering faintly in the air. Sitting down, Chan stares out the window, a small smile tugging at his lips.
Life had a funny way of surprising him, weaving paths together in ways he couldnât have imagined. And now, holding the key to your apartment, it feels like a metaphor for more than just trustâitâs an open door to the future youâre building together.
Chan leans back, running a hand through his curls. His phone buzzes on the table, and he picks it up to see a text from you.
âMiss me yet? ;)â
He shakes his head, grinning as he types back:
âAlways.â
As he hits send, Chan realizes heâs not just happyâheâs completely at peace. For the first time, the unknown doesnât scare him. Heâs not caught up in what might have been or what could go wrong. Instead, heâs focused on whatâs in front of him and whatâs to come.
And he knows, without a doubt, that itâs you.
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Fun fact! This was the real tipping point that made Edgeworth run away after AA1, they just couldn't show it on screen because they didn't have the rights to Chappell Roan's music <3
(A spiritual successor to my "Hot to Go" joke from this post. Image description under the cut below)
[Image ID: a four page black and white comic of characters from ace attorney.
The Judge stands solemnly at his podium holding a gavel "Mr. Miles Edgeworth, you are on trial for the murder of blah blah blah..."
A cheerful Maya Fey leans over to Miles Edgeworth, who is staring straight ahead and looking very concerned
Maya: "Psst! Mr. Edgeworth! If you win your trial, can I show you Chappell Roan?
Miles: "What the hell, sure." Internally he thinks "Oh God I am going to jail"
A box saying "later" in the top corner of the next panel marks the passage of time.
The Judge smiles as he says "I declare you... Not Guilty!"
We see a full body shot of Maya dancing excitedly while Miles looks on, emotionless
Maya: YIPPEE omg you're going to LOVE this
Miles internally thinks "oh no, the consequences of my actions.
We see Miles standing in between Phoenix Wright and Maya looking apprehensive. Maya beams in excitement, while Nick puts a reassuring hand on Miles' shoulder
Miles: Alright, so what is this exactly?
Nick: She's a pop musician Maya really likes
Maya: You promised you'd let me show you, and it's legally binding because you said it in a court room!
Miles: That is not how the law works Ms. Fey
Maya: Shh just listen!
We see a panel of Miles' pensive face concentrating as he listens to "Hot to Go". He thinks to himself "hm".
Another panel zoomed in more. His pensive expression has grown more tense/confused as he listens to "Red Wine Supernova". he again thinks to himself "Hm" in a larger thought bubble.
We zoom out again to see Nick, Miles, and Maya standing together again. Miles stares forward blankly, eyebrows raised. Maya excitedly leans in.
Maya: Ok, that's her whole discography. So! What did you think?
Nick looks at him, waiting for his response
We get a panel of Miles, looking bewildered. He starts to speak "I..."
We cut again to see the three of them standing together.
Miles: I... don't think I like women?
Miles looks shocked and confused. Nick is bent over laughing, using a hand on Miles's shoulder to support himself. Maya looks outraged and appalled!
Maya: MR. EDGEWORTH! Just because you don' like her musi it doesn't give you an excuse to be sexist!
We see a panel of Miles looking stressed and confused. He leans his head on one of his hands, which messes up his hair, showing how he isn't his normal put together self.
Miles: I should rephrase that. What I mean is, Ms. Roan is clearly VERY assured in her feelings towards women. I was... unaware that anyone felt that strongly. I thought we all viewed these things with a vague sense of distaste and unease but collectively ignored it. Like how we do with climate change.
We zoom out again to see the three of them. Miles stands in the middle looking deeply uncomfortable and lost in thought, vibrating with unease. Nick and Maya exchange deeply concerned glances across from him.
With lingering unease, Miles begins to walk away.
Miles: Well, I should be going then. Goodnight.
Nick hesitantly raises a finger to point out an inaccuracy in that statement
Nick: It's four in the afternoon-
he gets interrupted by Miles who repeats firmly: I said Goodnight
Nick looks in the direction Miles walked off in.
Nick: ...He'll be ok, right?
Maya reassures him: Of cours Nick! I mean, what's the worst that can happen?
Jump cut to a closeup of Nick's hand holding Miles' letter which reads Miles Edgeworth chooses death in all caps. Then, below in smaller font, it says Also femininomenon was really good, thanks.
We see a panel of Nick glaring wordlessly at Maya as he holds the letter in his hand. Maya leans against the wall and looks away, whistling, trying to look innocent to avoid blame.
As a bonus, we also have a page that takes place a year later. Miles and Nick stand talking. Miles looks calmer now, and Nick smiles encouragingly.
Miles: In my time in Europe, I've been examining myself and my approach to law. Ultimately, the most important focus must be justice. We owe it to ourselves and to the people we serve
Nick: Wow, that's really inspiring Edgeworth. And, uh, hows the... the other thing going?
We get a zoomed in panel of Miles glaring menacingly at a suddenly nervous Nick
Jumping out again, Miles turns his back to Nick as he continues to talk
Miles: So as I was saying, justice is truly so important...
Nick nervously rubs the back of his neck wearing an awkward expression as he sweats nervously. He thinks to himself internally "Ooookay then, clearly still working through some things there"
/.End ID]
#Miles can handle horrifying truths about the death of his father and the nature of his guardian#but he draws the line at questioning his sexuality!#also. serious moment for a second#I think we focus a lot on moments of queer discovery stemming from attraction to the same sex#like that being the moment of panicked âoh no I'm differentâ. Which makes sense and is valid!#But I think it's also compelling to explore the opposite but similar twist in your gut that is:#oh my god I don't feel anything in this situation where others do. oh no something something is wrong with me#and this is something that gay and lesbian people have in common with ace and aro people!#I feel such tenderness and kinship to everyone who has been in that situation#and it's why i will never understand why aspec folks are pitted against gay or lesbian representation#we are drawn to the same characters bc we had such similar experiences and isn't that lovely that we can find solace in media?#so NO FIGHTING. We should all be BEST FRIENDS. my brothers in arms. I'd die for you.#all that is to SAY: I personally read edgeworth as asexual and like demiromantic/gay.#but YOU can read him as just gay in this comic if you want <3#Also. i just thought it would be funny if it took a lesbian to make him realize he didn't like women#I think he would have no clue how to react to chappell roan. Same vibe as giving a victorian orphan a baja blast and a crunchwrap supreme#ok sorry shutting up now#ace attorney#ace attorney comic#ace attorney trilogy#gyakuten saiban#phoenix wright#naruhodo ryuichi#miles edgeworth#mitsurugi reiji#maya fey#ayasato mayoi
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Bold Moves
Summary: You decide to slip Ari your panties during an innocent encounter at the public library...
Warnings: Mature Themes, Smut, Ari Being A Menace, Brat!Reader, Brief Discussions of Body Image, Bird Being Brave, Going Commando, Light Roleplaying, Frisking, Manhandling, Spanking, Ass Slapping, P in V Sex, Implied Overstimulation, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: Decided to finish this when I came across it in my drafts. Takes place earlier in Ari and Bird's romantic relationship. Part of my Sweet Renegade Series. Semi-proofread, not beta'd. All mistakes are my own. Likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated. Thanks for reading!
âIâm so glad you pitched me this idea, Marisol.â You beam as you finish writing in your notebook. âI know itâs still early yet, but I would love to collaborate with you for Halloween.â
âYes!â The younger woman cheers, throwing her arms up in the air. âI knew I picked the right woman.â
âJust I knew they picked the right woman to run the town library.â You throw her a wink before tucking your pad and pen back into your purse. âNow, I hate to cut this meeting shortâŚâ Out of habit you press a hand against your belly, silently wishing youâd opted to throw on a pair of spanx this morning instead of a flimsy pair of panties.Â
Frankly, you were tired of sucking it in. But every time you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror you looked pretty damn good. Perhaps your confidence was growing after all.Â
âBut I need to get home and change so I can run by the shop before it gets too late.â You finish, feeling grateful when the sweet librarian sees fit to lead you out of her office.
âSoooâŚâ The dark-haired woman drags out the word, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper as you both come around the corner. âWord on the street is that youâve been seeing a lot of Detective Levinson lately. Everything good, I hope?â
 âWhat do you mean?â You respond, willing your pulse to remain steady. âEverythingâs fine. He justâŚlikes for me to call him whenever something new pops up about Martin. Thatâs all.â
And whenever you lock up in the evening. And when you make it home. And then again to decide if heâs coming to your place for the night. Or, if youâre already on the back roads heading to his.Â
It was all so fun and exciting. But at the same time, it was just sex. Amazing sex, mind you. But just sex all the same.   Â
Instead of responding immediately, Marisol simply chooses to link her arm through yours. âMm. While I havenât lived here long, Iâve already learned how much this town loves gossip.â She muses. âWhich is why I try to fly under the radar at all times.â
âUh huh.â You give her a gentle nudge. âEven when it comes to a certain Officer Milton?â
âShh! We do no not speak that manâs name in this house!â
âWhy not?â
âBecause I feel like he always goes out of his way to justâŚbe around. Heâs like a puppy. I do not have time for puppies, chica. Iâm too busy building a career amongst the books.â
âWell sugar, I suppose you might wanna tell him that.â
âAy, but that would involve making conversation. Something I also do not have time for becauseââ
âBecause heâs standing over there by the door, talking to our favorite resident detective.â You interrupt with a giggle, prompting the other woman to drop your arm in a flourish before racing off back in the direction of her office before squeaking out âyou never saw meâ - leaving you alone.Â
You allow yourself to stand there for another moment, content with watching the two men talk. While both were easy on the eyes, you were only interested in one of them. Glancing down at your outfit, you once again reassure yourself that youâre looking pretty damned good.Â
And then â just that fast â an idea strikes you.
Refusing to overthink what it was you were about to do, you discreetly make your way into the ladies room. After checking to make sure you were alone, you slip into a stall. Reaching underneath your skirt, you slide your lacy black panties down your thighs before stepping out of them.Â
Biting your lip, you tuck the small scrap of fabric into your pocket. Once youâre finished, you go to leave. But not before stopping long enough to refresh your lip gloss and fluff your curls. And then youâre out the door.
Hopefully youâd be able to catch the handsome bounty hunter before he left.
Thankfully, it doesnât take you long to find him. Heâs right where you saw him last â near the front of the library still talking to Milton. As you near the two, you canât help but wonder if youâll be able to pull this off without making an absolute fool of yourself.Â
But first youâd have to find a way to get rid of Officer Milton without making your intentions obvious. And then it hits you. While it might be wrong, it was officially time to pawn him off on your favorite new friend.
Marisol.
âGood afternoon, Officer Milton.â You chirp as you sidle forward, politely interrupting their conversation. âDetective Levinson.â Of course youâre immediately met with smiles from both men.Â
âWell get a load aâ you.â Milton gives a playful whistle once he gets a good look at your business attire. âLookinâ sharp, darlin. Goinâ somewhere special?â
âActually, I just came from a meeting down at the bank.â You tell them, smoothing your hands along your gray pencil skirt.Â
âAhh.â The officer nods. âFingers crossed all went well.â
âIt did. Thank you.â Delicately clearing your throat, you make a show of glancing around before directing your complete attention to the young officer in front of you. âWhile I hate to interrupt you two when youâre hard at work, I think Marisol might need you.â
âShe does?â The man immediately perks up, vaguely reminding you of your neighborâs golden retriever.Â
âYep.â You wince inwardly, hating yourself for lying. âNot sure what itâs about, but I think sheâs somewhere in the back.âÂ
Just like that, a switch has been flipped and Officer Milton is off on the hunt for a sweet little librarian who most certainly did not need him. Fingers crossed she would catch the hint and just go with it.Â
And now youâre alone with the one man with the power to leave you breathless. You were constantly left tied up in knots around this man. But today it was finally time you turned the tables on this guy.Â
âHowâs the manhunt going, Detective? Any new leads?â
âIâm afraid I canât discuss this part of my investigation with you, Miss.â He says, flashing you a rather charming smile. âBut if you hear from our guy Martin anytime soon, be sure to give me a call.â
âOf course.â You nod, feeling your cheeks heat. âWell, Iâd best be goinâ now.â
âBe safe gettinâ home.âÂ
âSame to you. Detective.â
And then, without sparing him so much as a warning glance, you discreetly remove your panties from their hiding spot and slip them into the back pocket of his jeans. To his credit, Ari doesnât move a muscle. Instead he continues to stare straight ahead, his gaze never wavering. Â
Head held high, you manage to make it all the way to your car before collapsing in a fit of nervous laughter. While you wished you couldâve seen his face, you know deep down that you were better off running off the way you had. Â
Maybe heâd call you tonight and maybe he wouldnât. But all that mattered is that youâd mustered up enough confidence to make some bold moves this afternoon, which by all accounts made you a bad bitch.
Later That Same EveningâŚ
Itâs been hours since you pulled that stunt with Ari, but as luck would have it, you still had yet to hear from him. Not that you were worried or anything. In fact, if you had to choose an emotion, you were more disappointed than anything else.
While youâd long since abandoned your high heels by your front door, you were still wearing the outfit youâd worn to the bank. Youâd simply been too excited to go by the shop so youâd decided to remain closed for the day.
Heaving a sigh as you rise from the couch, youâre in the middle of debating whether or not itâs worth trying to cobble together something for dinner when you hear the sound of your doorbell. Confused, you go to reach for your phone, only to frown when you see thereâs nothing from the one man you wanted to hear from most.
The bell chimes again, prompting you to get a move on. âIâm cominâ, Iâm cominâ!â You mumble, stretching your arms above your head. Opening the door, youâre treated to the sight of a large man standing on your porch with his hands in his pocket, his official badge prominently displayed on his hip.Â
Hello, Detective Ari Levinson.Â
âEvening, Miss. Apologies for bothering you so late.âÂ
âWhy hello, Detective. Somethinâ I can help you with?â You do your best to keep your tone light while you wait for him to explain himself.
âSure hope so. Got a report about someone engaging in some inappropriate behavior.â He informs you, barely concealing his smirk as he leans his big body against the porch railing.
âIs that right?â
âFraid so.â He nods solemnly. âIn fact, I actually found a trail of evidence that led me right here to your front door.â
âIâŚwell, there has to be some mistake.â You protest, your hand flying to your chest.Â
âHuh.â Ari sucks on his teeth as he reaches into his pocket to retrieve a small scrap of lacy black fabric. âThen you wouldnât happen to know who these belong to, would you?â
Your eyes go wide at the sight of your panties dangling from one thick index finger.Â
âIâm not sure what youâre implying, but theyâre certainly not mine.â You sniff haughtily. âIâve never seen those before in my life.â
âNow, Miss.â He gently chastises, taking another step towards you, invading your space. âPerhaps I should warn you that itâs a crime to lie to a member of law enforcement.â Instead of responding you simply fold your arms across your heaving bosom.Â
The nerve of this man, thinking he had the right to question you like this right out in the open. Honestly, what would your neighbors think? The scandal!
âYou know what? Iâm thinkinâ Iâm gonna need to search the premises.â The bounty hunter moves to enter your home, only to growl when your hand stops him short. âItâs also a felony to impede an official investigation.â Ari grunts, his brow furrowing in annoyance.
âAnd I'm thinkinâ I'm gonna need to see a warrant first, Detective.â
Your breath catches in your throat as you watch his eyes darken - his nostrils flaring ever so slightly.Â
âIâm sure a good girl like you ainât got nothinâ to hide.â Ari rasps, leaning in so that his mouth now hovers a mere inch above your ear. âUnlessâŚâ
âUnless what?â You respond, sounding a little more breathless than youâd like.
âUnless thereâs something in there you donât want me to find?â
âI donât have anything to hide.â Blowing out a breath you decide to give the man what he wants, if only to see what comes next
âNot sure I believe you, sweetheart.â
âFine.â You concede. âI suppose it wouldnât hurt to let you come in for a quick look. But youâve gotta be fast.â You tell him, poking him in the shoulder before turning to lead him into your home. âBecause Iâm expecting company any minute and we donât need an audience.â
âWeâll see.â
Your pulse kicks up when you hear Ari shut the door behind you, followed by the quiet snick of the lock. Guess that meant he thought he was staying awhile. Just as you open your mouth to protest, youâre caught off guard when he brushes by you, allowing you to catch a hint of his cologne.Â
âIâm not sure what youâre on, Detective.â You say, shooting him your fiercest glare. Meanwhile, this man responds with his most lethal grin. âBut Iâm giving you five minutes to figure it out before IââÂ
âYou know, Miss, I didnât wanna ask you this outside. Especially given the already delicate nature of this investigation. But do you happen to be wearing any panties?â
âExcuse me?!â His question has your mouth falling open, your cheeks burning hot with outrage.
âAnswer the question.â His eyes track your every movement as you slowly back away in the direction of the stairs. âBecause every good girl I know puts on a pair of panties before leaving the house for the day.â
âGoodnight, Detective Levinson.â You hiss before turning and taking the stairs two by two. âPlease see yourself out before Iâm forced to call your supervisor.â
Your words are met with silence. And itâs not until you reach the edge of your bedroom that you hear him moving â up the same stairs youâd just scaled only seconds before. You can hardly suppress a shiver as the heady thrum of anticipation courses through you.Â
âI hate to break it to you, sweetheart.â Ari growls softly as his impressive form fills your doorway, effectively blocking your only exit. âBut Iâm not through with my investigation.â Itâs a struggle to ignore just how good he looks taking up space in your bedroom like this.Â
âI want you to leave.â
âOh, I will. As soon as Iâm finished.â He takes a step towards you, rolling up his sleeves as he does. âBut first, Iâm gonna need you to turn and place your hands on the wall.â
âIâI will do no such thing!â Comes your almost breathless reply. âIâm not a criminal.â
âHm.â Ari cocks his head, his magnetic blue eyes leering at your much smaller, curvier frame. âBut you are a suspect.â In less than a fraction of a second, this man is now standing in front of you. âAnd it would be rather reckless of me if I didnât pat you down.â One large hand curls itself around your bicep before gently leading to a nearby wall. âYou should know that Iâm a bit of a stickler when it comes to following protocol.âÂ
Blood roaring in your ears, you place both of your hands on the cool surface. Taking a deep breath, you canât help but jump when he kicks your feet apart, forcing you to spread your legs even wider, granting him better access.
âIâm gonna report you.â Unfortunately for you, your flimsy threat does nothing to deter him.
Your eyes fall shut when you feel two large, warm hands glide their way up and down your arms. It feels as tempting as it does comforting. He repeats the action twice more, almost as if heâs trying to lull you into a false sense of security.Â
Next, those wandering hands are stroking along your sides, greedily following the path of your curves. And then you feel him bury his nose in the crook of your neck. Itâs impossible to miss his soft groan as he inhales your sweet scent.
âNow Iâve gotta ask you, little Bird.â He hums, his sharp teeth nipping at your ear. âDo you have anything on you that could stab, stick, or poke me?âÂ
âN-no.âÂ
God, you were so fucking wet right now itâs embarrassing. And you canât stop the moan that catches in your throat when his sensual ministrations move to your breasts â cupping, massaging, and kneading. He lewdly palms them through your blouse, this thumps paying extra attention to your hardened nipples. Your back arches of its own accord as he continues to play with your body.
And thereâs a part of you that hates yourself for the way he makes you respond. Â
âHm. So far so good, baby. Proud of you for keeping your hands where I can see âem.â Now his hands are skimming down your hips to toy with the hem of your skirt. His warm breath dances along your sensitive skin, making you shiver. âBut now itâs time for the big question.â Ari begins inching your skirt higher and higher. âAnd donât you dare lie to me. Are youââ
âThis ainât right, Detective!â You protest, protectively clenching your thighs together. However, your words only make him chuckle. âPretty sure this is an illegal search and seizure.â
âAs a member of law enforcement, I would have to respectfully disagree with you.â He says at the same time as he grinds himself against you, his massive erection pressing into your lower back. âItâs my job to keep the community safe. And to deal with naughty girls who go around handing out their unmentionables to strangers.â Your skirt inches even higher now, stopping just short of revealing your dripping cunt.Â
âAnd what do you know?â He purrs, holding you still as his hand dips between your thighs, cupping your most intimate flesh. âLooks like weâve got a little liar on our hands. Donât we?â
âDonât. We.â The renewed authority in his tone makes your pussy quiver.
âYes, Sir.â
âAnd how should we handle liars, sweetheart? Hm?â Your knees go weak when you feel two thick fingers spear their way through your messy folds, lightly strumming over your clit. âWhat should we do with you?â
â....IâŚdonât knowâŚ.â
His deep chuckle has you squirming in his hold, your hips bucking as he continues to grind the heel of his palm against your sensitive nub. Â
âTell you what. You and I are about to have a serious conversation about what happens to pretty young ladies who canât seem to tell the truth. Even when itâs in their best interest. What do ya say?â
âYâyes, Sir.â You moan as your eyes threaten to roll back in your head, sparks of pleasure dancing behind your eyes. âWhatever you want â Iâll be so, sooo good!â
Thirty Minutes LaterâŚ
âWhy the fuck you keep runninâ, baby?â Ari growls, smacking your bottom hard. âYeah, get that juicy ass back here. Love watchinâ those cheeks bounce.â
The rhythmic sound of flesh slapping against flesh fills the room, spilling out into the hall as Ari drives into you over and over again with his impressive cock.Â
Heâd been hard for hours before he ever showed up on your doorstep. Frankly, heâd lost count of how many times heâd paused throughout the day to bring your panties to his nose. It was like he couldnât seem to get enough of how good you smelled. But he also knew that wouldnât be enough.
He needed to taste you. Needed your unique, earthy flavor on his tongue.Â
Thankfully, he had no doubt that heâd have time to eat the fuck out of your sweet pussy later. After he was finished fucking you into oblivion for being such bad girl. Who wouldâve guessed his little Bird had it in her to be so deliciously naughty?
Meanwhile, youâre too busy sobbing into a pillow to be proud of yourself right now, your hands fisting the sheets while your man exacts his revenge on your body. At this rate, youâd already cum twice. And here you were already roaring along to orgasm number three.Â
Fuck, this man was a goddamned menace!
Your desperate cries grow louder as Ari picks up his pace, forcing you to clench around him as you finally resort to begging.
âPlease, Ari!â You wail when he lifts your hips higher before adjusting the angle of his strokes. âIâooh GodâMâso close!â
âOh yeah?â He snarls, the sound rumbling from somewhere deep in his chest. âThen let me see you work for it.â A sharp hiss escapes when his heavy palm comes down on your ass again, this time smacking both cheeks without so much as missing a beat. âThis is how bad girls get punished.â You tense when he delivers yet another blow. âTheyâve gotta work for their pleasure.â
âIâm sorryâwooh God!â Your voice comes out raw, bordering on hoarse.      Â
âThatâs it, baby. Yeah, there we go.â He gifts you with another slap, earning a sharp yelp from you. âYeah, throw it back like you love it.â
After an afternoon of being bad, thereâs nothing you want more than to be good for this man. You wanted to please him. Make him happy. If only so he never stopped touching you. And you were trying â honest to God, you were.
But it was all too good. Too much.Â
âJust know, everytime you run, Iâm gonna drag that sweet ass right back.â Ari renews his punishing grip on your hips, holding you up even as your sweat slicked body starts to give out. âNow cum for me one more time so I can finally stop takinâ it easy on you, pretty Bird.â
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Congratulations on you 600 followers đ!!! You absolutely deserve it, hun đ Can I request a drabble for Charlie Kenton smut from the prompt 12 and 25 please and thank you đŤśđŤś Absolutely adore all of you works so much!!!
âIâm going to fucking ruin you.â
âSwallow. All of it.â
warnings: SMUT, MINORS DNI, blow job, dirty talk.
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a/n: some fun charlie smut to celebrate my graduation!
Your knees never ached so good before. It was quite the dirty image now that you think about it. You on your knees, mouth full of cock.
Charlie was sitting on the bench holding the back of your head. Groaning as you thrust his hips into your mouth. It was another win fight for Charlie. He had knocked the guy out clean this time and he was riding a high he hadn't felt in a while.
What better reward for the champ than an after fight blowjob. He was hot and sweaty and had a little bit of blood dripping from his lip. Charlie had never looked hotter.
"That's it baby, nice and slow." He smirks as you look up at him.
What a fucking sight you are. Eyes staring with such a sweet look as you took as much as you could of him down your throat. Your nails dug into his thighs as he pushed all the way in. He was massive. Tears threatened to fall around your eyes but he wipes them away.
"Don't cry, I know it's too big for you but you can take it, I know you can." He coos mockingly. Your tongue works its magic as you pull out every trick you know. Charlie was slowly losing his control, you just felt so fucking good.
"Fuck fuck baby," His hips buck into your mouth as he grabs the back of your head and holds it down. His cum spurts into your throat as he tilts his head back and sighs.
"Swallow. All of it." He commands as he slowly lets go of your head. You pull back on his dick until he's out of your mouth. Licking your lips you smirk, catching your breathe as you wipe the edge of your lips.
"Congratulations baby," You purr as you stand up.
Charlie pulls up his pants. He pushes you against the lockers and kisses you sloppily. His hands roaming everywhere they can get. He grabs your ass and moves his lips down to your neck. When he finally pries himself away from you his eyes are clouded with lust.
"Get in the fucking car, because when we get home I'm going fucking ruin you."
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in which zane did not know before he died
remembered this very old au concept iâve had since i was tiny watching ninjago for the first time⌠it completely unravels everything i enjoy about zane in the early seasons and i refuse to think of the necessary rewrites atm but i needed to make at least this one scene exist. can an au be naught but a single panel that makes me Sad?
#ninjago#zane ninjago#cole ninjago#tournament of elements#artâ¨#loadbearing nindroid#notorious s4 enjoyer makes sad s4 content for first time. this has lingered in the back of my mind for a literal decade probably#lettering makes me too powerful bc now i can get away with all the repetition and exaggerated punctuation that gets clunky in fic form#now itâs Pacingâ˘ď¸ . also why do so many webcomics ditch text bubbles theyâre SO fun and emotive#i think iâm gonna play with this quick comic style a little more. all my full comic ideas are more detailed and actually colored but for now#this is fun :] and good for getting the images out of my head and into the world#also why do i keep drawing people from behind it is SO unhelpful#ninjago au#no potential au
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fanart for chapter six of Neath the grove is a heart by @amberqueen01
this scene has lived rent free in my head, so i had to draw it. still pretty rough since i dont have finalized evbo or seawatt designs but ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
featuring: seawatt doesn't know where to put his hands, i don't know how evbo fit his wings under that jumper, and I still can't do faces despite drawing for years
#evbo#parkciv#parkour civilization#seawatt#fanart#fic fanart#amberqueen01#i cant get parkciv out of my head but#i really cant get this fic in particular out of my head#definitley recommend!!!#anyway this evbo has never heard the word hygiene before#and i may do more art of this fic to mess with my evbo design and i love the wings the author decided to give evbo#they match the color scheme!#and this fic has some other good moments that would be fun to draw as well#anywayyyy#just a little piece of art because i could see this image so strongly#not sure im done with it but im calling it for now#my art
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This is a Zim who's universe-hopped (perhaps a zim that made it out of the ZimVoid?) and ends up finding an earth that is zim-less so he sticks around. Dib isn't around anymore in his home universe so it caught him by surprise
Dib is still on his zim-is-sus kick... but he's noticing some differences. Which honestly just makes him more suspicious of him lmao
#invader zim#iz zim#iz dib#zadr#my art#as far as dib knows zim disappeared one day#and now he's back with a legit good human disguise#he's like WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING NOW#if it feels like I have a new au every few days it's bc I listen to music on the bus a lot and it gives me lots of ideas#and I'm trying to sketch every day so it's fun to get those images and thoughts out of my head =D#normally I give zim freckles but I don't think I did that in my past few arts#idk sometimes the brush I switch to doesn't give the right effect for it#this one is very thick for example so it takes a lot of space on the face#I could do the cartoony three or four dots... but I like the more subtle widespread look so đ¤ˇââď¸
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my favourite writing device is having an un-Rei-liable narrator
#rei#volo#cheren#// tikposting#// character meta#the crowd booes me off the stage#forgive the pun XDDD his name is too easy to pun on#the way i write it it's not a conscious choice. it's just how the pov character (rei) experiences and contextualises the world#revealing backstory and personality and mindset through narration !!!!#not necessarily out of malice it's just. how he views things#interpreting new and foreign experiences through the lens of what came before...#conversations which read differently to different people.#in the context of rei that's stuff like unease around authority figures#always choosing his words carefully to project an image of competence (he has to be needed)#distrust and not taking things at face value but also paradoxically a fragile and nurtured sense of almost blind optimism#when it comes to friendships. like volo. (everyone turned on me when the sky turned red but it all resolved itself in the end didn't it?)#(what makes this different? / a lot of things. / i choose to believe)#volo [directly]: âi won't be stopped from my goalâ rei thoughts: we can work with this!!!!#and everything with Arceus too and his divine blessings and a plan that will work out in the end#if Rei can just... figure out what part he's meant to play. interpreting events as a narrative hurtling towards some unknown conclusion#i am talking about rei here specifically but this writing device is so good in general#would be fun to try get inside volo's head. there's so much going on there i don't understand yet#quite fond of that one analysis post about how volo lacks emotional intelligence and sees relationships as transactions#not necessarily out of malice it's just how he views things. whether because of past experience or brain chemistry#also need to give a shout to cheren my guy who is an outsider pov who projects his own experiences onto new things so that he Understands#(an outsider to Hilbert and N's clash of truth and ideals. life changing experience and knowledge but felt just a little off to the left)#(the narrative repeated again with new heroes. all he can do is help them but it falls on their shoulders in the end)#(no wonder he tries to insert himself into Situations)#anyway tag ramble over feel free to also ramble to me about your takes XD#rei pokemon
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âWhyâs he call you Darlinâ?â
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(itâs too late guys iâve already added it to a couple playlists. i canât help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Sevenâs Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#itâs very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but iâm not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#âYouâve been beatinâ âround the bush so much youâre knockinâ off the leaves.â goes kinda hard tho iâm ngl#âole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevyâ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think itâs very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a âforeignâ vehicle. but i donât even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but iâll stop before i go off on a rant about americaâs transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. clichĂŠ as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesnât even necessarily fit Samâs vibes i just. canât undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlinâ to be cheating on him and i donât like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isnât one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesnât fit in canon#and i donât know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlinâ too. though itâs very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i canât even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if iâd like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlinâ? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days iâll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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I kind of adore how in ur tags you're talking about his foot position being off and everyone (including me) in the tags is too busy being memorized by tenzĹ's arm and armpit hair to notice or comment.
ITS REALLY FUNNY!!! AND HONESTLY KINDA HEARTWARMING!!!! I LOVE IT!!!! LMFAOOOO also u + everyone else is right body hair is sick as HELL!!!! its easy to forget to add onto drawings too
#yamswers#icouldreallyuseanewurl#this drawing isnt of kakashis body hair bc i tack on already-drawn things to ask answers. but i feel like u in specific will enjoy it#bc of the kakashi back of the head hair getting ruffled LMFAO#anyway yeah#it reminds me vaguely like. back when i was 16 and first came out as trans i made the intentional choice to grow out my leg hair#and i didnt pass at all so people asked a LOT of questions abt it + whenever they did#my response was always âits gorgeous. i tend to it lovingly. like a gardenâ#16 yr old me had confidence and a sense of humor for sure LMFAO#genuinely i love it its sooo funny to me. hello body hair enjoyers. ur objectively correct. body hair is so fun to draw too bc it kind of?#grows in swirls? like obvs theres the swirl on the top of the head. but there are directional swirls at the elbow...the belly...the chest..#dont even get me started on facial hair swirls. for people who love drawing lines i think bodyhair is REALLY good#image desc in alt text
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one of the (admittedly many) reasons i love love love LOVE my uf and ht self inserts i think is because all the shit i hate about myself is amplified with them and i LOVE them for it. theyre weird gross perverted overbearing annoying creeps who nobody really feels comfortable around. and its the BEST!!!!!!!!! like yeah they suck shit. they dont know anything and theyre genuinely disturbing and disgusting people. arent they just the BEST
#cherry chats#i happen to love girls who are the worst ever. is the thing#when my ht/uf inserts make everyone around them uncomfortable and gross people out and when nobody likes them i think its so awesome and fun#they both suck so bad. theyre awesome#they dont KNOW shit they cant DO shit theyre weird nasty FREAKS#theyre overbearing and clingy and creepy and selfish and completely fucked in the head. and theyre everythinf 2 me#^____^#i love my fucked up little self inserts. they are so not okay over there#had a visual image of my uf self insert lighting they and sansâ bed on fire cause he annoyed them. lmfao#blame kiss with a fist That song is everything in the world to me Ok#btw speaking of which i should really give my most common self inserts nicknames#because going âmy uf and ht self insertsâ every time is a pain#like. my trollsona although i dont talk about them much is a favorite too and their name is zairku Cuz troll names etc#and in my head i nicknames my horrortale guy 207 for. some fuckin reason#ermm. whadda hell do i call that underfell freak then.#âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ cherry???? bc thats qhat i used to go by way way WAY back in the day???#and it. SORTA fits the general uf aestheticâŚ..???#well. just like how 207 was a placeholder that just became their nickname i guess cherry would be the same#if i called them that as a temporary placeholder while i think of something else itd just end up being their name anyway. lol#okie dokie hehehee thats good then ^__^ i think ill add that 2 my pages when i get out of bed#which is. very soon bcuz i wanna smoke. so im goin outside. its -4° out
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had the desire to draw Fancy Outfits and it got out of hand, and so I now present : the full pantheon of my novelâs world, in matching (ish) outfits !
the Excuse behind which is that this is from right before Universe (center) (They/Them) finished reviving Life (right) (she/her) and Death (left) (he/him) and therefore decided to put Their kids in outfits that They thought were suitable
#from the writer's den#attwdc#void talks#my art#life#death#universe#I've had 75 percent of this done for Weeks but then realized I had to redo universe's lines and colors and procrastinated#this is my largest scale single drawing ever#it's over 60 layers including sketches#I spent like two hours digging through google images trying to find a staircase that matches the one in my head for Life's manor#and then another hour or two fiddling in affinity designer turning it into a background I could slap over a solid color and have look good#this is also my first completed digital drawing of Universe literally ever and I love how They came out :')#They have several (canonical) appearances and this is a mix of a couple#I also just really love how the flourishes on Life's outfit came out#though getting the mirroring right on the boots was. a pain.#BUT! I'm pleased with how they came out :3#also as a somewhat last minute touch added details to death's suit/cloak#I literally never do embroidery for him so this was fun to think of accents that worked for him#in my brain they're kinda like the red embroidery you see on traditional Polish clothing though I didn't want to just copy an actual design#anyway!
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#i was like lets make a cute little thing really quick and then i tunnel visioned for.... 20 mins?#don't open the tags unless you're prepared for a wall of text#my art#another one of those images which uncomfortably straddle the line between 'my scribbles' and 'my actual work that i put real effort into'#anyway this is me after i was like let's make a proof of concept for a productivity app it'll be fun and fast#and in order to make a full proof of concept i went back to the initial thoughts i had about the app (which i wrote down of course)#so i could. y'know. get the full concept down. and then i read like thousands of words of completely disorganized spitballing. head spinnin#but also did you know that me from what. like 3 years ago? shares remarkably similar ideals as me today. who would have thought really.#i had forgotten about half of the stuff that i originally wanted in the app and now my app idea is slightly bigger#(my already big mind palace app is already. big)#and maybe you'd be like 'wow okay that just means you grew up and developed so you don't need them anymore!' false sense of security it's#actually because i am no longer a student and also have no job so my daily life is different but my work ethic (lack thereof??)#is still the. same. so if i were ever to work in a society again i would need. them. most likely#and the other half of the stuff that i originally wanted are things that i unwittingly wrote into my recent drafts so yeah i got kinda#blindsided by myself back there. 'oh shit YOU were the one who came up with this first. wtf i thought i was being original and innovative'#slight exaggeration bc what im making is like 98% clone and 2% not clone (but maybe still 99% clone bc there might be another app out there#that i just haven't heard of but is like exactly the same as what i am thinking in my head)a nyways#okay yeah uhhhhhhh so i'll be back at some point with more fun words good night fellows#also did you know that ms paint has layers now (not that new news) and also doesn't let you save in layers that's crazy shit
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Every second of every day I remind myself that I'm going to need to learn to draw gore and body horror and every second of everyday I simply keep imagining it instead of drawing it because I don't even wanna try finding usable refs for the shit I wanna pull off (it also doesn't help that searching up refs for skinless human anatomy is. Annoying to do if you wanna draw someone who isn't made of muscle and nothing else)
#rat rambles#there's also just a lot of stuff that I just sorta. cant find refs for just due to the nature of the image in my head#but yeah I know I can probably find the refs I properly need somewhere out there but its going to be a nightmare for me I hate finding good#reference photos for tings especially when it comes to anything gore or scar related#but yeah au snek you bastard I will draw you some day#she isnt helping me much by having fun bone body horror too :/#and then theres all the other snake stuff I want her to do thats going to be a whole other journey to learn to draw#but that one isnt as bad because it's much easier to find photos of snakes doing goofy snake stuff#aka anytime they use their mouths to do anything ever theyre so silly#au snek is also silly if you ignore the horrors#shout out to her for being the only one of the au antags that wasnt saught out for attempting to/succeeding at destroying their universes#although thats mostly just because snek is tied to physical matter which means that she has less of an inhernet connection to the stuff#pretty much everyone else does abt their universes#au snek was somewhat unique amongst sneks tho in that shes easily one of the most powerful sneks#these guys get a bit closer to the greater power of the function theyre tied to each time they die you see#and au snek has died a Lot#more times than everyone else in the au antag squad combined#which tbf isnt actually saying a lot most of them never actually died that many times if at all#owl for example probably never died herself. all her power came from her consuming her original universe#similar with mase but he might have died at some point idk#and while Id normally say tali is a similar case given the universe she came from shes probably died a fair share of times#and au bloom probably died like once or maybe twice if Im being generous#au fydd didnt die at all hes just built like that#and au aris only died once but her power again comes from her original universe aka uni hi uni#now Id have to do some math to figure out how many times au snek died but I dont wanna do that since itd be kinda complicated#but just trust me she died a lot and her friends also died a lot except for her brothers who only died once since they dont get revived#long story short: they stopped being supplied food
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still thinking about my ideal horror game
#random thoughts#horror#okay so i love it when characters who you initially assume are good are actually bad people#so i would love it if the protag of a game were doing their first big hangout with a friend group they're new to#maybe the mc just moved to town and one of the people in the friend group is their cousin or smth#so you don't know anyone that well and they seem like decent folk#except when you get into the horror situation it's revealed that they're all extremely bad people#like maybe one tries to sacrifice you to save themself#some of them are cheating on each other. some of them are bigoted. just a lot of bad traits which are revealed#i have this image in my head of a scene#where one of the main characters is the older brother of someone in the friend group#and he's there because he's the only one who can drive and he's not close to the friend group at all#and he's like the classic bad boy bully with his own circle of friends he hangs out with#and if you make specific choices he'll eventually pull you aside#which you initially think is in a 'oh no i pissed him off and got the bad end' way#but in reality he's like 'okay so i think you're actually pretty decent so here's a head's up'#'those guys over there - don't look at them look at me act like i'm chewing you out - they're bad people. don't trust anyone.'#and then he shoves you against a tree in a huff and walks back over to the group like nothing happened#leaving them all to think he was trying to intimidate you and be an ass#and at that point in the game it's like. is he fucking with you? he has to be right?#im thinking the choices you make to get that scene are when you stand up for other people when he specifically is poking fun at them#like you see everyone else is too uncomfortable to take a stand against him but YOU do. and he respects that
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eddie diaz from the abc tv series 911
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#why would you say something so controversial and yet so brave#he needs someone who makes him feel ok with doing sex badly!!!#once he realizes he doesnât have to be perfect and starts having fun heâll get better!#but until thenâŚ#someone save him#911 ABC#mister cow eyes#I guess the question is also what weâre defining as âgood in bedâ#I think heâs good at what heâs expected to be good at#because a good grade in sex is normal to want and possible to achieve#but I donât think he blows anyoneâs mind. least of all his own#my read on his girlfriends (minus Shannon - sheâs always the exception) staying with him despite his emotional distance#and Marisol especially centering it on their sex life#is that he is out of this world pretty and charming#he has giant muscles and a cute son he adores and SAVES people#and is very very good at wearing the good boyfriend face#thatâs the image he puts out and thatâs what they cling to#and when theyâre in bed he doesnât have to worry about keeping up the social part of the image#I donât think heâs chatty with his partners (at least Ana and Marisol) during sex#and afterwards he can sink into the afterglow#âsee how connected we are?â#without actually revealing much of himself (he thinks)#and Ana and Marisol want to keep the Eddie theyâve all constructed in their heads#and if he seems happiest to be with them when theyâre fucking and not talking?#good in bed could be mind blowing orgasms; it could be assuring his partners that he wants them under his skin
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