#i cant get parkciv out of my head but

[randmwizardpart2]

fanart for chapter six of Neath the grove is a heart by @amberqueen01

this scene has lived rent free in my head, so i had to draw it. still pretty rough since i dont have finalized evbo or seawatt designs but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

featuring: seawatt doesn't know where to put his hands, i don't know how evbo fit his wings under that jumper, and I still can't do faces despite drawing for years

[guardbo]

.... i was the guardbo anon .... and now that the people have revealed they will not execute me via fiering squad for crimes against guardbo nation I AM HERE TO FURTHER CONVERT YOU TO MY CAUSE!!!!!!! consider, fellow guardbo enthusiast: Evbo spending so long in that cell, unable to make his own choices, life completely out of his control and stuck waiting for breif moments of pseudo fredoom offered by raymond, though how "free" dying over and over and over again to escape is is debatable. Now that hes finaly relatively safe with raymond, He enjoys being in control because it makes him feel safer, like hes not in that fucking box again. Asking raymond to tell him exactly what he wants serves three purpouses. -maintaining a sense of control by being in charge of what does and dosent happen - having raymond ask him for things helps him feel reasured that raymond DOES WANT HIM and he isnt just putting up with evbos affection out of pity -Raymond gets really flustered and its stupid fucking cute Additionally, Raymond thought he wouldnt be into it and thought he would lead, but he struggles alot with vunerability and voicing his emotions (due to the whole "90% of the people you meet are going to either die or be otherwise unavailable for extended periods of time" thing that comes with being a guard) so he would always get anxious and kinda panicy and mean whenever he tried to be romantic ("your such a fucking idot i cant belive i love you" , evbos "im cold" being met with "fucking dumbass, come here *grabby hands*" ect) wich makes evbo feel anxious about Raymond not liking him. Letting evbo take the lead in that way gives him the space he needs to be clingy and emotional and vurnerable in a safe way he didnt really have acces to before.

Pathetic kicked dog x pathetic angry dog core relationship I'm SOBBING

MOOT I CAN'T I CAN'T TAKE THIS I'M CRYING I WAS AT MY UNCLE'S AND I SAW "I was the guardbo anon..." IN MY NOTIFS AND ALMOST SCREAMED AS LOUD AS I CAN. YOU LITERALLY REWIRED MY BRAIN MAN.

Thinking abt this in a modern setting, Evbo still a beaten and hurt man, Raymond still an angry isolated loner. Neither are experienced, and communication isn't Raymond's favorite, but Evbo loves pushing all of Ray's buttons. Really just thinking abt another ask you sent a while ago, the one comic I drew with Raymond having to specifically ask where he wanted kisses

Ugh moot ur too real.. 💔

ALSO I WAS WRITING SUB RAYMOND X DOM EVBO. IN EVBO'S CELL. I WAS WRITING SUCH CRAZY SHIT THEN I SAW UR SUBMISSION TO THE PARKCIV CONFESS AND I LITERALLY LIKE SLAMMED MY HEAD INTO MY HANDS

[aria-greenhoodie]

99% of parkciv droppers stop watching the moment before the yaoi shows up trust

You can’t make me watch it. No. NO. YOU CANT. I REFUSE. GET OUT OF MY HEAD.