#this is actually devastating to me
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i just saw a tiktok talking about the idea of the whole time james was openly pining after lily she thought it was a joke and that he was making fun of her im unwell
#this is actually devastating to me#it’s like that one audio that’s like#“i’m not in love with you anymore#“i didn’t know you ever were#sigh i need to lie down#james potter#lily evans#jily#marauders#marauders era#dead gay wizards from the 70s#harry potter
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charm stat at debonair ‼️‼️
#WOW WHO WOULD HAVE FUCKING THOUGHT THEYD BE MY FAVORITES. THIS TOTALLY WASNT EXPECTED. NOT AT ALL.#i have lots of persona art its just uncolored dw#doing the shujin trio next i miss them so bad☹️☹️ also i need pegoryu content to stay sane and alive#anyway they're like. actually fucking insane 💀💀💀💀#like lawlight level toxic yaoi its so absurd#like i was like damn soukoku is intense WHO ARE THESE FREAKS#WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY LIKE THIS.#ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE. LIKE EXTREMELY MENTAL AND SICK IN THE HEAD.#AKECHI IS A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH#god they actually make me so fucking AUAUAUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH#i NEED to finish royal shidos palace GUTTED ME#they were initially so funny to me bc right off the bat you can tell how much of a FREAK akechi is just paraphrasing hegel#and being so ferevently obsessed with ren its like bro why is this guy straightup dickriding us for telling him we like our eggs well done#ANYWAY their dynamic always felt so sad to me bc it was akechi just desperately clawing for what ren had the entire time ☹️#and the more he realized how worthless he was in comparison the more mentally unhinged he became until he actually broke#me when the trope is “the love was there but it wasn't enough to save them” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (FUCKING DEVASTATING)#ermmm anyway yea they're neat. ig#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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Stay hopeful, stay kind, dear Halsin.
#ozusart#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 halsin#baldurs gate 3#halsin#oak father preserve me#hes so beautiful im actually so devastated#look at hinm#i love him so much#hes so beautiful#hes so babygirl#i hope he knows in every save i will always choose him that sounds so cringe but i am doomed to have him as my special interest
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The colours as little paper chain guys was an idea I couldn’t get out of my head, so I drew not one but two versions! (Cuz I’m a sucker for shadow >:))
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#my art#lu four#fanart#lu colors#lu shadow#i found an old thumbnail in one of my sketchbooks and said ‘hm why didn’t I make this a full piece’#And lo and behold! A full piece/s#The four swords manga had devastating effects on me as a child#I’m actually obsessed with shadow it’s not even funny#ALSO you wouldn’t believe how hard it is to find references of people holding paper chains#So I kinda just guessed how the hands would look
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Just a father and his sons :))
Hee hee I'm evil >:))
But seriously tho I still can't believe the creators orphaned them like that😭
I have always been curious about the turtles childhood and what their upbringing must've been like growing up. Especially since this version they never stepped foot out of the sewers until they were 15.
Lone rat and cubs is one of my top favorite eps out of the whole show. It's so bittersweet to watch and it genuinely brings me to tears knowing the futures they're all gonna have to endure and how much they grow into as ppl.
Wish we could've seen more of Splints being a dad. I wanna see the moment Mikey started calling him Papa, see him play more with his 2 eldest and feeding Don's curiosity for the world around him. I want to know more about this family cmon gimme gimme
Fun fact! this was all triggered by that one EP where splinter drunk fights his kids💀 ( it's the way he fought his sons, especially when he blew a raspberry on leo, that made me think)
I'ma call it 2012 Papa!Splinter doodles & this is gonna be pt 1✨
#I actually thought theyre were gonna be like SIKE just kiddin#like they always dide but then that headstone popped up#sat there in shock & then cried#lmao lil me was devastated#2012 splinter#turtle tots#tmnt 2012 fam🥺#im holding u in a box so gently#why is splinter so HARD to draw??#i had to fight with this man's proportions so much#there was 'no thought only fambly🥺' going in my head when i did this#so like it might not look good but its feels good yk?#tmnt 2012#2012 tmnt#2012 leo#2012 raph#2012 donnie#2012 mikey#splatter scribbles
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i have to work tonight so i can’t watch tlou live but as always feel free to tag me in your stuff bc i will be watching as soon as i get home 🫶
#jess.txt#…haven’t had to work a sunday night in a couple weeks#this is actually devastating to me#but knowing me i’ll still end up posting my gifsets at like 1-2am 🫶#tbd
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yeah so it turns out "aibou" is. not. really used for romantic partners.
#og post#my art#Ace Attorney#AA#The Great Ace Attorney#TGAA#Dai Gyakuten Saiban#DGS#yujin mikotoba#herlock sholmes#susato mikotoba#i probably shouldn't tag kazuma he's just kind of there#homumiko#i want everyone to know that i drew this before checking that the term used in dgs for homumiko was actually aibou#playing with fire i was#i knew that aibou wasn't romantic though. i fact checked that a long while ago and was devastated 2 learn u can't read into it like that#now im taking everyone down with me#dgs spoilers#dgs 2 spoilers#tgaa spoilers#tgaac spoilers#tgaa2 spoilers#look away spout#I FORGOT THE SPOILER TAGS#shipping#yaoi
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We get it, Disney. We get it.
Star Wars is not for women.
Star Wars is not for Black people.
Star Wars is not for Asian people.
Star Wars is not for Queer people.
Star Wars is not for anyone who is marginalized and has different lived experiences.
Nope. Star Wars is ONLY for cishet white men. We hear you loud and clear. We know you don’t care about us at all.
#the acolyte#oshamir#qimir#the stranger#osha aniseya#fuck you disney#fuck you lucasfilm#as someone who is a reylo shipper and a rose tico fan i’ve been disappointed by these a$$holes before#so i’m actually not that surprised by this devastating news#words cannot express how sad i am to see more amazing potential go to waste#having said that i’m still really grateful this show was even made and that at least we darkside girlies won at least once#oshamir is canon ❤️#it’s rare for me to have a canon ship that has a hopeful/happy ending#qimir is the best male star wars character ever and he will continue to live on in my wounded heart#we will keep these characters alive through the love and creativity of fans
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not to demon post but like. sometimes i think about the "friends" label and the fact that it's a little bit of a haha in-joke but also... i mean. when dan said he didnt have a best friend for the first 18 years of his life he meant it yknow. like i do think that out of all the possible labels he's used, soulmates husbands arch enemies furniture who the fuck knows, best friends is amongst the most meaningful... if you never had a best friend and then met him and he stayed in that spot for fifteen years the fact that he's also the love of your life can maybe be just a bit of a bonus.
#dnp#dan and phil#phan#my point with this is that like. growing up not having a best friend is so devastating and isolating#not dating is whatever. not everyone dates. but it's expected that you have friends! it's expected that in 18 years you connect enough -#- with someone to call them Your Best Friend!#so idk. i think for dan to go 18 years without that. and then to click with phil so perfectly. sometimes i do think the best friend label -#- is actually the most meaningful out of the bunch. For Him.#i just think he's very very happy that the love of his life is his best friend and that his best friend is the love of his life.#anyways im gonna make myself cry. whatever LOSERS. whatever SOULMATES. WHO CARES. not me!!!!
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Thinking about ambrosia not working for Jason Grace in Blood of Olympus because he hasn’t figured out where he belongs and who he wants to be yet. Thinking about him figuring it out, and, before anything else he decides to be, him stating that his home is wherever Piper and Leo are.
Thinking about him taking ambrosia after the Gaia fight, not sure if it will even work. Thinking maybe it’ll be a mix of his favorite foods from CHB and Camp Jupiter, or maybe that it’ll switch.
Thinking about Jason, utterly devastated about what happened to Leo, taking ambrosia for the first time in ages, and it does work, but instead of tasting like any of the foods from either camp it tastes like the tacos Leo made for them on that first mission in the sewer.
#valgrace#jason grace#leo valdez#leo x jason#this did come to me specifically in the context of a valgrace fic however it could be platonically devastating too#Alternatively if it’s in a universe where BoO ends differently it could just be very funny#Leo never lets him hear the end of it because that’s such a sap thing to have as a favorite memory#(He’s melting inside but shhhh)#The lost hero#hoo#heroes of olympus#Gonna try actually posting this since tumblr was weirdly nice about putting my sideblog post in the tags yesterday
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on the one hand I think inner demons could stand to have a bit more romanced rook specific content, but on the other hand the underlying in-built implication that 'yours is the one true voice of comfort and safety in my inner world' is a sentiment and intimacy so way beyond the romantic or the platonic or any secret third thing you could care to name that it makes me lose my entire poor little mind a bit. it's so big and fundamental — near-existential — that in that exact moment at least the distinctions kind of seem irrelevant.
all the people lucanis' mind conjures up along the way are relationships he has that are unavoidably mixed and fraught in some ways even when they're also full of love (they are fraught BECAUSE they're full of love) — the good in them inseparable from things that hurt him at the same time. (it's about: the basic disorganized attachment patterns this poor guy is dragging around with him. careful with those, they're dellamorte heirlooms. what you love also inevitably hurts you and you won't be allowed to have one without the other, you have to surrender parts of your soul to hold on to what little you have left: this is the story up until now.) and the idea that rook isn't that to him — that beneath the fear of wanting them when romanced (which is more its own separate thing because within this psychology, actively wanting something and not just clinging on for dear life to even a meager status quo lest you lose it is in itself dangerous bordering on catastrophic), this is a relationship where there isn't resentment, or guilt, or shame, or dread, or rage, or self-hate, or any of the other emotions that keep him paralyzed, unable to move this way or that. no debts, nothing owed of yourself and your soul's substance except what you can freely and safely and happily give. love and freedom don't coexist — but, I mean, you're almost starting to make me think........... unless...👀👀👀. the unconditional and undramatic 'you are here and I am here with you, you can be exactly how you are right now with me and it's safe for us both even though you're afraid it won't be, I'm not going anywhere' acceptance rook shows him here that he returns to them in the big romance scene, when it's rook who needs it. the way he's just. standing there in the center of it all, like a child desperately helplessly waiting to be found, hiding in the place he hopes you'll know to look first. (rook does know. it's one of the first things they say in there.)
in short the most important room in his little mind palace for the romance is the very first room — the one where rook isn't. where, in fact, rook cannot be, because they disprove the entire structure of the place with their existence and presence in his life. with everyone else he's putting words in their mouths about what they think of him, and rook is the one who actually gets to come in to speak their own words to him — and have him listen. ('he'll listen to you, he always listens to you', 'your voice is a comfort'.) of course rook isn't present anywhere else in there — at the risk of stating the obvious to a tedious degree, they aren't one of the locks, they're bringing the key. in the very finest 'the messenger and the message' sort of way.
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#dragon age meta#rook is his first brush with actual safe attachment. and to me and because of who I am as a person#nothing could be more romantically devastating or impactful fhdsjkfhs that's literally the unreachable wistful dream the pie in the sky#the garrus romance echoes too. some of the same stuff going on under the hood here#you know who else he's sneakily like too actually? iron bull. the 'no matter where I turn I'll hurt someone I love' and dissociation stuff#there's that whole line about 'walking close to the edge or whatever'#which is masterful as a diversion b/c what this romance is really about is feeling truly safe with someone#in a sort of weirdly realistic way that makes it struggle with the conventions of video game romance but sure is Doing something!#and I unwittingly made a rook who also is on that specific arc so it's working out just devastating for me thanks for asking#the part in andrea gibson's 'prism' that's like. there is no shelter in the womb it's where you learn the cord that feeds you#could at any moment wrap around your neck. I think that's the initial understanding of love here. which is not good. if you think about it.#I don't think I really write these kinds of posts btw I just black out for a while and when I wake up from the trance I too#get to read what the fuck I've been thinking about finally. corralling that raging electric storm#that keeps overtaking my neurons at regular intervals and translating it into if not sense then certainly words. lots of words#no one is ever more surprised than me to find out what i'm thinking and feeling
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crowley perhaps did the bravest thing in his 6000 years of existence and was greeted with his worst nightmare in return. i’m sooo incredibly normal
#good omens#good omens s2 spoilers#go2 spoilers#gos2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2#i am . devastated#that’s the closest word to it#but fuck . phenomenal season and ending for making me feel so many shrimp emotions#jay rambles#shoutout to ineffable bureaucracy . real winners in all that#nina and maggie won too because now that theyre on the same page they’ll actually be able to develop a healthy relationship#unlike SOME OTHER PEOPLE#1k
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suddenly got fixated on a loud banana looking head ass. I haven't watched a single episode of bnha. I'm going insane
my first drawing of mic is him doing the hand thing™ for some reason
#his workaholism and cringefail persona have captivated me#usually with random fixations like this i just consume content but this one makes me draw actual fanart. devastating#idk how long it's going to last. I'm choosing to make hay while the sun shines and be cringe and free#shitpost#my art#present mic#yamada hizashi#no tag for the anime/manga he's from cus he exists outside of it. at least for me rn
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Rage, I have learnt to wear.
My mother’s grief, however,
folds my spine and lives beneath my ribs.
it gets heavier and heavier
|| Line art ||
#I’m actually so pleased with how this came out#reblog it to give my a hug bc it’s 1am and this piece devastated me emotionally#zuko#prince zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla fanart#atla Zuko#my art#poetry#fatima aamer bilal#I mother it and the absence of her iii#moony moonless sky#I am not a person that can be loved for a very long time#my completed piece
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[ favourite hyunlix moments ✩₊˚. 1 // ∞ ✧ 2022 music bank 1st place encore ]
#hyunlix#stray kids#skz#hyunjin x felix#staydaily#hwang hyunjin#lee felix#mine*#hyunlix: mine#hyunlix: fav moments#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THESE TWO#look at them#the second gif lives in my head rent free#like i could look at it for hours#their smiles are actually devastating!!!!!!!!#they devastate me!!!!#i will forever be sobbing about this video#ALSO#i'm not actually a gif maker ((my forte in the creative department is more with profile icons/headers))#and this is like my second ever gifset i've ever made 🫣if its bad please look away!!!!!!
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I love Theta as a character so much, I have to use her very sparingly so she doesn't lose the impact with her every appearance since the terror she strikes into the party the moment she's even referenced is so delicious
#theta#I WANTED TO COMPILE THESE because i keep staring ...shes so colorful#honestly i love her sso much as a villian this bitch is never dying#i cant kill her shell kill ME#i love an extremely powerful witch thats on par with deities but doesnt have give enough of a fuck to actually be an active threat#shes just a looming presence of terror in the bg...like a natural disaster that can happen at any moment and devastate all in its path
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