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Atheists are nicer people than Christians.
That's just like a fact, granted I know there must be some Christians out there who are kind people, I just haven't really found any.
Besides that point the entire baseline of Christianity is a fear tactic to get people to behave, do this or you'll go to hell don't do that or you'll go to hell, etc, etc, there are a thousand and one rules that Christians have to follow to try to get into heaven and if they're not worrying about that they're worrying about what the rest of us are doing! Like I was a Christian! I understand the weight of feeling like you're responsible for everyone's souls.
Like I get it.
My point is if a thousand and one rules and fear of hell is what's making you be a good person are you really a good person?
My argument is if somebody that DOESN'T believe in any eternal reward or eternal punishment is kind anyway, they are a much more genuinely worthwhile person. They aren't doing it to gain anything they simply want to put as much kindness into the world as they can.
#healing#ex christian#deconstruction#atheist#thoughts#vent post#kindness#be nice#anti christianity#anti religion#sick of religion#religion is awful#fear of god#this is absolutely a huge fear#you aren't actually nice#its an act#its annoying#fake ass
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I think I found my favorite toad
#this guy absolutely has Luigi merch at home. Good for him.#Luigi's mansion 2#Luigi's mansion 2 spoilers#Makes sense that the toad with crippling irrational fear is a huge Luigi fan#Luigi is pretty much the patron hero of anyone who struggles with fear or anxiety
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Vr46 academy keychains
Set of five charms that all match in different ways



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I ran out of tags so I'll say it here but i would greatly appreciate a reblog, especially if you share your thoughts on these pieces in tags (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
(Also i forgot that bez have matching part with luca so I didn’t add that to tags sorry
#motogp#marco bezzecchi#pecco bagnaia#valentino rossi#celestino vietti#luca marini#mb72#fb63#vr46#cv13#lm10#vr46 academy#okay so i fear tags won't be enough for me this time but I'll try tell everything anyway#firstly i used nicknames (should have used maro but didn't think at the time) for everyone because it brings more of a family feeling than#when i do initials and that's exactly what i wanted with them. on the same note the wolves#the wolves were tge first thing that started this idea because i wanted to make bez charm and picked one up and then it expanded very fast#because let's all face it - they are basically a wolf pack and it's extremely fitting. also after taking these pictures i found mettalic on#for cele. and it's a huge slay because i really don't like mismatching colours of metal#probably the only one that i did mismatch is vale but amazingly it looks pretty neat. i also put as many turtles as i physically could#also except for wolves he also has matching beads with cele and luca if you can spot them#while cele matches luca and bez#bez matches cele and pecco while pecco matches only bez. it was quite a challenge to find beads that would suit their different#colour schemes while looking organic in keychains#also for bez i used a wrench bc of his family and i think that's pretty neat detail#it was absolute mindfuck to find beads for five different keychains at the same time because of how different they all are but i tried#also put a lot of effort into not repeating myself as much as j could in structures so they all have their own personalities outside of set#also i love that “bez” part looks like fangs icl#if you see bead that stands out by colour from all others in keychain it's probably for their eye colour because i love to add that too#also used old bez livery because what we had this year was horrible#actually i made it some time ago just never had time to post
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So I believe in extraterrestrial life but I'm not sure if there is life that's comparable to humans (not that we're special, we as animals just happen to be more complex than prokaryotic/""simple"" life). With the assumption that there is life out there like us, I wonder if g-d entered a covenant with them? I wonder what that would look like?
What do you all think? I feel like there's no reason not to think He'd enter into an agreement with those people if they're out there, personally, but what would that look like for them?
#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#my dad and i agree on this one#i have a few thoughts about this but since this is a prompt and not an essay i'll leave my background and question as-is#i should ask my rabbi what he thinks because space has always been a huge special interest of mine that's waxed and waned (pun intended)#i would absolutely love to be an astronomer but i fear that i wouldn't be employable enough as one if that makes sense#extraterrestrial jews in my phone can you hear me? can you feel the love i have for you?#i will say i hate HATE the idea that humans are the only 'complex' life that matters though#if we found microbes feeding off an alien planet's thermal vents i would be SO stoked#all forms of life are beautiful. to me. to a guy like me i will obsess over them and cry about them
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am i aroace? who tf knows man, maybe
despite that… i found this and i did it :)
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#aroacespec#aroace#aromantic#asexual#i am absolutely terrified that my friends value their crushes or romantic leaning relationships over our relationship#honestly has been a huge fear of mine since people my age started doing “romance#questioning#help meeee
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@beatingheart-bride
At this moment of reminiscense, Dorian and Elizabeth's eyes met, and their smiles mirrored one another as Elizabeth commented off-handedly:
"I think I'm beginning to understand that feeling."
Walking behind the two younger couples, unable to resist cooing over her sleeping granddaughter just as her mother was, June caught little snatches of the conversation, with certain remarks just happening to make her ears prick up a little more, though she never let her face show what she was thinking and feeling, to say nothing of refusing to give voice to these thoughts. As she had told Lon earlier in the month, she had her theories, but at the end of the day, whatever was on Dorian and Elizabeth Gracey's mind was theirs to announce, and she certainly wasn't going to impede upon that.
At the very least, when the party had made it back to the attic, and Randall and Emily quietly took the twins to their room for a nap, she took Elizabeth aside for a moment, venturing to say, choosing her words carefully, "Well, if you do ever feel sick again, if any nausea or soreness pops up again...please, don't hesitate to come to me. I'd like to help in any way I can."
Elizabeth studied June's face for a moment, remaining calm upon this suggestion being put to her-the matriarch's face was just as calm as her own, and there was a gentle sincerity in the way she smiled at her, to say nothing of something of a mischievous twinkle to her eye, a sort of subtle, knowing look that reminded Elizabeth of her own mother, and the looks she would give her one and only daughter when she knew something was afoot.
But even with that look, the mistress of Gracey Manor knew Mrs. June Pace was a woman she could trust, and so she flashed her an appreciative smile, saying, "If anything comes up, I'll be sure to look to you first. Thank you, June."
"Think nothing of it, Elizabeth."
#((randall straight-up melted that night! his waking nightmare of being confronted by nicholas again))#((turned into a heavily dream when emily came flying down from the attic to beat nicholas's face into the floor!))#((all of his fear just evaporated in a snap; and he was reduced to a gooey puddle of love and adoration of his wife))#((swooping in and saving him-i didn't think it was possible; but i agree; i really do think he fell even further into love!))#((and so i think it's going to be similar with josephine and august-she's gonna be his cheerleader in the back))#((absolutely LIVING for her husband so boldly standing up for his family like that!))#((august may be a pretty shy and quiet guy; but he's passionate where it counts; and josephine loves that))#((and will love seeing him take their obnoxious neighbors down more than a few pegs!))#((and !!!!! holy cow!!! it actually had the bride on it?? no constance??))#((and it wasn't one of those weird hybrids where it's the bride's heart but she's also got a string of pearls and an ax?))#((color me absolutely stunned; but i'm also stoked too; that's so awesome that it got here))#((and that it's got your muse on it; that's huge!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Two Worlds; One Family
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complexity isnt even high so why is this taking minutes at a time to run <- guy going to set his laptop on fire
#first fibonacci number to have the first and last 9 digits be pandigital! i cant think of a more optimal way but its soooo slow#i fear that im missing something extremely basic#also u choose ur language on the site and theres absolutely no way that a guy using “pencil and paper” has solved all the problems he says#like he could be a genius but theres no way#anyway its been like 5 mins this is painful... the index is at least 2749 so im individually calculating thousands of huge fibonacci numbers#f2749 is over 500 digits long. yay#.ramblings
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God I'm tired of being an American rn
#I live in one of the areas ICE raids are supposed to be tomorrow fml#and I start the college semester tomorrow & take the bus#I'm terrified#mostly not for myself but for anyone who is an immigrant#and I'm so worried I'll see ICE people and freeze up/panic and not alert that they're there and get someone caught by them#I have HUGE social anxiety problems and yelling in public is an absolutely terrifying idea to me#and I'm scared when the moment comes that fear will stop me from doing the right thing to help those who are in much more danger than I am#god I just hope as many people as possible stay safe
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This episode is making me realize i also hate mounted animals (i googled that, i think it's the correct word?) ... they remind me of dolls in a way ... i'm not here for them or their glassy dead eyes
#thanks tma now i have a new fear#well not a fear but i huge dislike#i told my friend before i absolutely hate dolls and wax museums (because Not Sasha went to one in a previous episode)#i guess that all falls under uncanny valley type bullshit?#tma#the magnus archives#still life
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hey. immortal fears
on the sideblog
on ao3
#im only posting this cause 1. im very tired and 2. i really need my motivation to continue this story#ive been craving so much to write this again recently but i have huge mental hurdles and i feel like nobody cares anymore#so like.. give it a peep? lemme know what you think?? anything???#i love this story a lot and would love to get back to it. i have the next three chapters fully planned. i just need to write...#and i have most main bits planned as well so its mostly planned out. just. writing. its hard when i dont know if anyone is interested#anyways. i wanna post this today as ive been thinking a lot. so. here#please read immortal fears#(theres also a lot of other stuff in this timeline/au but im just gonna stick to the main story in this post ough)#ALSO FEEL FREE TO SEND ASKS ABOUT THE AU!! i would love to talk about this ;;#night is an absolute mess on main
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as a general rule, on average, if americans consistently complain about a food being conceptually weird, gross, and scary, then it probably tastes amazing. or at least inoffensive.
this is because in my experience americans for the most part (give or take a few exceptions by region) think eating literally anything other than beef, chicken, bread, eggs, peanut butter jelly sandwitches, ketchup, and disgusting cloyingly artificial brown sludge soda is insurmountably weird, gross, and scary.
#a lot of people literally refuse to even eat ham or pork#not even for like religious or health reasons#just because they think eating anything but beef and chicken is 'weird and scary and gross'#every time i hear people going on en masse about how 'weird and an acquired taste' something foreign is i go and try it and i'm just like#what the fuck were all of you smoking. where is the unbearable weirdness i am supposed to be experiencing#shoutout to that time i kept hearing about how bizarre a flavor milkis soda is and how intimidating and acquired of a taste#then when i actually try the stuff. it's just fucking peach soda. it's peach soda with a faint tangy yogurtish taste. it makes good floats.#how in the absolute fuck is anything even remotely weird much less gross about this?#unless your concept of what a 'soda' should be is poisoned by a lifetime of the entire soda aisle being filled with nothing but brown sludg#from the same 3 brands that all taste like what would happen if they could distill the concept of diabetes and artificial flavoring syrup#i don't know if other countries have this but there's this weird cultural like mandatory rejection of any 'unusual' food here#way more intense than i've seen from anyone from any other country (though that might just be inexperience with other cultures talking)#people react to the mere suggestion of any food outside a very narrow range with outright disgust and genuine fear and horror#and there's a huge amount of unspoken peer pressure on everyone to also do the same#like you're expected to agree with them and you've breeched some sort of silent social contract if you don't#it's seen as *immoral* almost it feels like#it's difficult to describe unless you've noticed it yourself#americans react to the mere suggestion of eating anything outside of the same 2 meats and handful of fillers the same way#that pearl-clutching aristocrat grandmas react to hearing that people in foreign countries do.. basically anything#it doesnt matter if you're suggesting eating ube cake or suggesting eating live bugs because people will react the same way#everything that's not chicken/beef/ect is as good as bugs to people here#hate this stupid blandass country and how impossible it is to afford any food other than burgers if you're not rich#or blessed with relatives that have any idea how to cook and are at all willing to teach you#cause nother weird thing i've noticed about food culture-or at least wasp food culture-that i haven't seen anywhere else quite the same way#is that if you DO have any relatives that know how to cook then nine times out of ten they will jealously guard their recipes like a dragon#and refuse to share them with anyone#thus taking whatever little cooking knowledge was in the family to their grave#so the opportunity other people usually have for family bonding via passing on recipes? pffft no.#for some reason we seem to actively go out of our way to prevent these things from being passed on#i don't know what the fuck is up with that but i suspect it has something to do with 50's dinner party oneupmanship
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all the lyrics across Taylor’s past 5 albums about how she hopes she doesn’t lose him (hopes he doesn’t leave, hopes it never ends) only to arrive at her saying “you’re losing me.”
#the moment where it shifts in any relationship#where it goes from this fear of losing something to realizing that the loss is inevitable beCAUSE a person doesn’t want you#like. in a way her fears didn’t come true. because she didn’t do the losing.#it’s not like she had perfect happiness and it was just suddenly ripped away. it can’t be that no matter what people say#which was the fear#the absolute strangled fear in Cornelia street#because the coldness was there first and the distance and the apathy. and then it’s not about being left and feeling rejected#it’s about seeing the truth and saying oh. you’re losing ME. Because you don’t WANT this#idk if this makes sense but it is such a real life distinction to me#the difference between fears and reality#and of course that doesn’t mean it isn’t also a loss and a blow (a huge one) for her too#but it’s still not I wake up screaming from dreaming one day I’ll watch as you’re leaving#cause you got tired of my scheming#where the burden rests on her for the loss. as in the failure was innately in her#because you’re losing me still has ‘don’t read the last page cause I stay’ written on all over it#but then it’s seeing clearly too—you don’t want this enough to stay#this Probably makes no sense#it’s just exactly how heartbreak happens in real times which is. Yeah exactly what’s happening#the whole thing makes me so sad
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fra! happy wednesday, i hope your week has been going well so far <33 humbly requesting 💚 for the unpopular opinions ask!
mil!! hello!!! <333 i lost all concept of time so i didn't realise it was wednesday until this ask!
💚: What does everyone else get wrong about your favorite character?
lets go for james for this one!! so often he's being portrayed as someone who's had 24601 dates and realtionships and is like. popular with all the girls (and guys) but man like. he had one look at lily and was like yup, i'm hers, and then never looked back again. doodling her initials in hearts on his exam papers, like come on... the only other person he'd look at twice while having a very persistent and long lasting crush is sirius, because it's sirius. james is so very grey romantic coded like he has like 2 crushes in his whole life and thats it. sure he falls in love a lot, but he falls in love with the concept of people, not actually with the people themselves. (also on that note. i refuse to say james is bi or pan or whatever else. he is such an unbothered unlabelled guy. like why should he bother thinking about it when he's had the same crush for a decade. he likes this single person and that's it)
unpoluar opinion asks!!
#sirius is my favourite character but i fear i like him in all the ways he can be so i cant say people get thigns wrong about him#i know this is not something that everyone gets wrong but this fandom is huge so that would be wild if there was no one else who thinks tha#me? making all the people i relate to grey aro demi ace? its more likely than you think!#should that make me consider things about myself? absolutely yeah! but ive been yoloing about it for the past 10 years and i wont stop#also i know this is just me talking about jily but intriducing jegulus into this still applies!!#like james has had feelings for one (1) person and then that relationship falls apart and he develops feelings for a second person#and then just. never again. hes not doing that. no weird crushes in between. he does love in an all or nothing way#hp#*#asks
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“‘let’s try that again, lula.’ the name tasted like tears on her lips, but it also felt like light; the way she felt about lula was a physical presence in her body, like the force.”
#MR JOSÉ OLDER I AM SMOOCHING U DIRECTLY ON THE FOREHEAD#he writes them so beautifully oh my god#just the fear and anxiety about not knowing where lula is rn but also about her own feelings#like it fees so big and universal (like the force!) and the hugeness of her feelings is SO palpable#like absolutely floored by the writing tbh#i love them so much#zeen mrala#lula talisola#zeen x lula#mralisola#star wars#the high republic#mik reads the high republic
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A while ago I made the mistake of watching some of Pyrrhic Victoria's Lore Olympus review on youtube and holy shit the amount that they completely lambasted the comic--not just bigger thematic issues and structural flaws (of which LO has plenty imho, I'm not a fan of it myself) but little art inconsistencies and awkward dialogues and tiny tiny nitpicky flaws. They go through panel by panel sometimes and just completely shit on it.
This is over 30 hours of content. No fucking wonder Rachel Smythe and Webtoon copyright struck their videos--wouldn't you try and strike a series of hours-long videos that exists solely to drive people away from your work and tear apart every little detail for the purpose of making it look bad? I sure fucking would.
#to clarify: lore olympus has huge structural problems and harmful thematic issues that are absolutely right to criticize#but not enough genuine big problems for *30+ fucking hours* of criticizing it#watching the first few of these i think really contributed to my own art block as well#"if my comic isn't perfect then *someone* out there is going to hate it so much they decide to make something like this'#is a fucking paralyzing fear to have
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Okay, thank God for whoever does the CR transcripts and puts them up on the wiki, they have saved my bacon. The Yussa stuff happens AFTER the Lavish Chateau, not before, it's an evening thing, not a day thing.
Okay. We can work with them. Got this planned. I can skim over things, this'll work...okay.
I can still be thrown into the sea though because I'm sure this is garbage and also it's stupid to be stressing out about this stuff.
#writing#writing woes#god those transcrips are the absolute best#I'm in this weird nebulous area where Id love to rewatch campaign 2 but Im alsp absolutely terrified of doing so#(because of the length and dealing with Molly's death again and a fear I wont like it as much the second time around)#(the length is the big one)#so having these helps so much. phew.#these stupid Kingsley fics are taking longer than I'd like them too#but I've always had shit attention span and focus and creative constipation so I guess that's not surprising#I just want to. you know. finish something.#feel like I actually did something even if its not a huge thing#there's so many huge things I need to do and am contemplating doing... it'd be nice to finish something and feel like I got a win of sorts#(I know nobody cares about any of this)#(I just need to get my feelings out somehow and this helps)#(god I hope this doesn't suck)
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