#this is a straight up vent post
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in my humble opinion as someone with multiple cluster b disorders including bpd, the aim shouldn't be to "cure" it at all, because trauma cannot be cured and this is not an attainable goal, which sets an unfair precedent for us ourselves as victims of the disorder. the aim should instead be to heal and rehabilitate to a point where you can cope with the behaviors you've developed that are connected to the trauma. healing will happen, but the desire to "cure" all "sick" people is not a helpful stance to have and is way more damaging than it is helpful. hurt people don't need to be "cured" so much as just understood and helped. "curing" us is very much a medicalized idea that bases a person's worth on their ability to function. you and your struggles will always be valid, whether you heal or not, whether you're "cured" or not <3
#🪻.iselda#🫀.words#I singlet-ified the language here to make this more accessible#also wanna mention that bpd is the ONLY one of the four cluster b disorders that gets treated this way#npd and aspd do NOT get treated like something that you can be cured of#they're just straight up demonized#but that's a different post for a different day#anyway this was partially an indirect response to a comment on a post Maddox rbed#cause Maddox is our biggest bpd holder and we're very protective of him#I kinda felt like typing this out#anyway yeah#bpd vent#actually bpd#cluster b#cluster b safe#cluster b vent#bpd#borderline personality disorder
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#im so sad it was such a good ask blog too but my mood has been so severely impacted by it i literally could not handle it anymore#big surprise your favorite character being put through constant and severe turmoil is emotionally damaging. who wouldve guessed#it makes me sad people are so fucking mean too :^(#<- in relation to some of the asks folks send in to guide stories along#like sure cute aggression yeah whatever but some of yall are straight up cruel for no reason. ill never understand it#i really wish i had the heart to keep following this blog bc its such a huge and beautiful passion project... but im sensitive:^(#even if its fictional#sorry to the mutual i had to break </3 wahhhh#late night personal posting. goodnight#laika originals#oh should i tag this as uhhh#vent#? kind of not really im just talking here
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#meme#homemade memes#cw dysphoria#trans#bones are stupid#cw dysphoria venting#waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen#(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception#that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them#and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering#but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it#seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries#+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently#I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by#who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair#and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries#you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes#you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck#(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)
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“What do you mean there’s still so much biphobia in fan spaces? Bisexuals are like some of the most popular characters!”
Yeah, and they either get treated like this:
Or like this:
“Biphobia isn’t real” neither are your braincells
#bisexuals deserve better#biphobia tw#biphobia#bisexual#bisexuality#listen not to post this rancid post on bi visibility month but part of bi visibility month is venting about biphobia and that’s okay#long tags#bisexual characters are constantly branded as either gay/lesbian or straight because bisexuality is constantly branded as never good enough#yes harlivy are sometimes fetishized by men who want to get off on seeing girls smooch. yes sometimes these men are the writers of dc#no they do not make up 100% of harlivy content. no gross men drooling over harlivy doesn’t immediately make harlivy straight#harlivy have had queer female writers before. a huge portion of their fanbase are queer girls#just because they are occasionally festished doesn’t mean that they aren’t good bi rep#I see where this person is coming from but no. bc REAL BI WOMEN get festishized by men and that won’t make their sexuality any less valid#would you tell these real girls that they’re actually straight since ‘sapphicness isn’t sapphicness once it’s taken advantage of by men’?#glimmer lesbian content makes me sad bc it’s not even like interpreting harlivy or korrasami as lesbians assuming all wlw is solely lesbian#but also erasing her entire romance with bow. degrading it down to comphet and ignoring bow#like I can at least understand mistakening poison ivy for a lesbian but glimmer?? glimmer??!#biphobic#biphobic tw#bisexual hardships#korrasami#harlivy#glimbow#bi#fucking essay in the tags
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Ugh.
I should do an adult thing and have a frank and honest conversation with someone, but how do you say "so there was this thing five years ago that you did/said, that was probably nothing to you, but felt harshly punishing to me, and I should have said something at a time but I didn't, because I didn't want to make a scene in front of couple mutual friends, and I'm a fucking doormat, but I couldn't afford to lose a friend and I thought shutting up and dealing with it by myself I'd get over it eventually and it would be worth keeping the one friendship I had at the time, but it's been years and we barely even interact anymore because neither of us communicate, and when we do interact these days I'm more often than not left reminded of that one time five years ago that you probably don't even remember but has been there for me, looming, and I feel honestly angry and hurt and this is bad for my blood pressure, but I'm also afraid of your retaliation but is it really worth it anymore if you don't even wave at me when you see me crossing a street because 'I probably wouldn't even notice anyway *smiley face*' "
#shut up paper#delete later#I'll probably remove this post in a moment I just needed to vent a little#too much microagressions and avoiding saying things straight#and I know I could just let it be and ignore but it keeps bothering me#I've lived in an abusive (platonic) relationship before and I do not want a redo#and there are signs
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I say this as an artist who has been trying to make artists friends for years, we really need to get better at finding community with other artists again, instead of sticking to one fandom and to stop interacting once they/you leave it.
Fandom friends are just that, they are fandom dependent and though not required to make them more than that, some of yall need to see that the option exists.
I still follow people that made amazing fanart for a fandom i left ages ago, but i still love to see what they are working on and supporting them on it.
Shit ill say it, ive followed artists that were still beginners at the time, just because i was curious to see how their style would develop. And it pays off, the amount of pride i feel to see people working on a skill and growing is fucking beautiful and profound to witness.
“Thats parasocial” DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF!!! THAT PERSON HAS 300 FOLLOWERS ITS NOT PARASOCIAL TO FEEL HAPPY FOR THEM THATS JUST KNOWING A PERSON AND LIKING THEM!!!!!
And if you want it to feel LESS parasocial ACTUALLY COMMENT!! i Know that sounds backwards but its better than you feeling that way and then lurking about it when the art only has like 3 notes. Girl what!!!!!!!! Say something!!!! You could have an art friend RIGHT NOW IF YOU JUST SAID SOMETHING
#fandom#danie speaks#artists on tumblr#talking to the void but thats exactly why im posting this#i have 3k followers and about 2 thousand of them straight up dont ever come back from the void#im not saying that i need attention on my art. i GET attention on my art#im saying that about 1% of my followers are my actual followers#that actually treat me like a person and not an npc#vent#lowkey lol#ik ive been inactive but ive just been in a funk lately#just to specify this more of an ‘im angry for other artists’ than me being angry for myself#i have met amazing people through fandom and we are still friends#and they are all so talented and awesome#but i really hate the way we treat artists as compared to 2012-2015#i could rant about this forever
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The adventures of goofball mcchucklefuck part 1, aka, art dump of myself / evil me stuff that I’ve drawn over the past 2 years! That I either never finished or just never posted! I’m gonna try my best to sort these in chronological order. But… I kinda forget exactly when I drew a few of them. Mostly it should all be correct tho.
This part featuring! Quite a bit of vent art! And a few sketch pages from my first forays into bars! Cuz… I was sad 2 years ago lol… and desperately searching for friends.. not all of the art is going to be venty tho I promise!!!
#doodles#it me#me#evil me#alcohol#drinking#vent#blood#gore#I got a new phone recently and haven’t downloaded ibispaint yet so#no digital touch ups on these! this is raw traditional art!#straight off the sketchbook! no artificial additives lmao#not even a signature… cuz. 1 I’m lazy. 2 these r all kinda sketchy and shitty#and 3… rlly and truly.. who is going to steal my vent art of myself ghgh-#maybe somebody will! but. it seems unlikely idk#anyway yeah!!!! here’s art!#i promise ive still been drawing… finishing / posting anything working full time is.. difficult tho lol#my adhd kicks in before i ever get anything done. I just have shit ton of wips#maybe I’ll eventually accept I’ll never finish anything and just start posting wips proudly… that might be what ends up happening lol#original#original art
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the fact that most of the people in this fandom don’t even seem to like the books😭if you didn’t enjoy canon why the fuck are you here. fandom is for nerds. this “fuck canon, canon doesn’t matter, well sirius and remus were ~straight~ in canon so i hate it!” shit is actively anti nerd. deeply annoying and also not even technically true.
#marauders era#anti marauders fanon#anti marauders fandom#harry potter#Post#vent#“Sirius and Remus were straight in canon” show me the paragraph where it says that🤨 oh you can’t#Just because our heteronormative society wants you to assume everyone is straight until proven otherwise doesn’t mean you have to#🫢#shit jkr said on twitter long after all the books were published doesn’t matter guys what are you people on about#“Death of the author” until it means you can say “well jk meant for all the characters to be cishet and white so we can fundamentally#Mischaracterize the marauders and co all we want”#Use your own goddamn brain and come up with interpretations for yourself please#Fandom started because of love of canon why are you so intent on denying that
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if you know npd is a real disorder than why would you still use narcissistic as an insult.
because he a.) fits literally all the symptoms of the disorder, which abuses us with despite literal years of people telling him he needs to be better and how, and b.) the term being used to describe an inflated sense of self-importance existed before the description of the disorder did, AND I specified that I'm aware that people with the disorder are not automatically abusers but that in this case he is.
#like there straight-up isn't another word to describe his behavior and i hate pathologizing things#he fits everything to a t. but he refuses to go to a therapist bc he thinks the cia watches 'all crazy people'#'s also why i tagged 'asshole' behind it to specify its the bad kind of narcissist behavior#though imma be honest anon seeing someone's vent post about their abuser and getting mad at them bc they didnt use their words#in the socially accepted manner despite specifying that they're aware npd doesnt automatically make u an abuser#but that he's one of them#is kind of really fucking shitty. like does it fucking matter. he makes our lives hell either way and im not gonna assume everyone with npd#is like that#ffs#anon#reply
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Well Questies a lot has happened this week, and I finally have free time, so please enjoy these long overdue Willow text post memes
Part 18/?
Credit to cap-that.com for the images (it's only just occurring to me that I haven't included a credit tag whoops)
#i love that a month ago i was like “yeah it'll just be another week before i post again”#and then just straight up didn't post anything#but im sorry for the long wait#finals was just paper after paper after exam after exam because i was taking six fucking classes#but its over now! no more all-nighters!#anyways#im not taking the news about willow too well#the emotional rollercoaster this has been is insane#i think ive vented and ranted and moped enough through tags and reblogs for now#willow 2022#willow series#willow disney+#willow#tanthamore#roguereaver#graylora#kit tanthalos#jade claymore#graydon hastur#thraxus boorman#venoma scorpia#elora danan#kenneth the mudmander#ruby cruz#erin kellyman#tony revolori#amar chadha patel#adwoa aboah#ellie bamber#save willow
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ughhhhhhhhh I’m gonna fail my lab practical tomorrow
#college#complaining yeah#how does one. have motivation to do schoolwork#I feel like I had everything so together in high school#straight A student/semi-popular at my theater/got to sit with a few friends at lunch and study hall and in class#and I was drawing! and helping in other ways! and everything!#everything.#too much “everything” can add up after 4 years or so.#4 years of doing my absolute best and getting rewarded for it#things are different. things have changed.#aged out of theater. don’t see anyone from school anymore.#and I know it’s my fault#I know I need to reach out more#I have reached out#something’s happening#I feel like I’m ruining my own life#I’m ruining everything.#all because I can’t bring myself to care anymore.#I just can’t.#sorry I.#didn’t mean for this to turn into a vent post.#idk if anyone’s even going to read this.#thanks I guess. um. /gen haha#…#yeah… yeah.
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drinking all my beers tonight so tomorrow me cannot drink them.
this is harm.reduction.
#text post#personal#vent post#i am straight up not having a good time#cash is drunk#what else is new
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I'm willing to at least hear out most of the "xyz plot point is heavily tied to abc cultural context" brands of posts but the "wwx isn't meant to be read as morally gray" and "the western fandom made up Sizhui being wangxian's son" brands of post make me feel like my cultural ignorance is being used to gaslight me
#mdzs#vent post#the filial piety stuff in relation to jgy is incredibly interesting and has influenced my opinion on him#being told about the whole mo dao vs gui dao thing was very helpful since that is completely lost in the english translation#whether or not wwx's self sacrificing tendencies are supposed to be a good thing is a conversation i find interesting#even though i haven't come to my own conclusion on it yet#but wwx not being morally gray??? bro was a major player in a war- no ones coming out of that spotless#i also just straight up don't trust y'all about what mxtx said on him being morally ideal#y'all take her words out of context or just straight up lie about what she said so often that#I can't take anything y'all “repeat” from her at face value. i need links to the sources before I'll believe anything#on Sizhui being wangxian's son:#thats so embedded in the text the only way I'd believe it wasn't the intended reading is if 7 seas straight up rewrote section of the books#because its more than just a few throw away lines and wwx calling him his little one#its sizhui being formally adopted into the lans (proven by the cloud pattern headband)#its the extra where they take him on a nighthunt/investigation without any of the other disciples#its the paying extra attention to his hw while doing the grading#its in the miscellaneous anecdotes Sizhui remembers from wwx even after he lost his memories from early childhood#its the baby stories and sizhui chewing on wwx's flute#its Sizhui's unconditional faith in the two of them#its in Sizhui's choosing the same instrument as lwj#that is their kid!!! not through modern western adoption but thats still their kid!!!#sizhui developing a close relationship with his uncle doesn't change that#Wen Ning is the cool untaking the lan babies on field trips. wangxian are the ones actually raising him#also mxtx has been pretty open about being influenced by things other than chinese classics#so using “well traditional Chinese story telling uses this convention” will never be automatically be the correct™️ take on her work#not to say her stories are completely devoid of traditional structures its just she mixes in other styles too
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Mmm maybe there’s a psychological reason why I like vampires so much. Maybe it has something to do with isolation, poor social skills, and disordered eating. Perhaps it could also involve my horrible fear of time passing and my own impermanence, maybe just maybe the fact that my interest in vampire skews less towards ‘vampires are cool’ and more towards ‘I want to be a vampire’ says something about me.
Eh probably not
#vanpires#maybe I just have a biting kink.#maybe one of my biggest pics cravings has always been my own skin#perhaps I want to hide in the shadows and away from the rest of the world#I’m hated for not being human- for being a monster for hurting people- and not for things I can’t control#maybe I just want to be nocturnal#maybe vampires are cool#robin rambles#vent blog#tw ed mentioned#vampire kin#vampire aesthetic#augh I could probably write up a better sounding post if I put more than a milligram of thought into it#but rn yall get straight off the dome thoughts#I should finish Dracula#I absolutely refuse to read twilight tho
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TW: Enraged only child. (Thanks for making me have to type this out, world! /nbh)
Y’know what?!
FUCK SIBLINGS!!!!!
Please reblog if:
You’re an only child who wishes they had a sibling
You cry yourself to sleep because you’ll never have siblings
You’re an only child who’s glad they don’t have siblings
You’re an only child, but feel really neutral about it, and don’t care (in that case, I’m happy for you.)
Please reblog if:
You’re an only child living in a big house
You’re an only child living below poverty line
You’re an only child living in a middle class household
You’re an only child with divorced parents
You’re an only child with a happy family
You’re an only child with only one parent
You’re an only child who was adopted
Please reblog if:
You’re a teen and an only child
You’re and adult and an only child
You’re an only child with a lot of friends
You’re an only child with no friends
You’re an only child with one best friend
Please reblog if:
You were born an only child
You have a deceased sibling
If your parents had some sort of health complications that made them unable to have another child
YOU GUYS ARE EPIC AND JUST AS WORTHY OF LOVE, IF NOT, NEED IT A LITTLE MORE THAN YOU THINK!!!
NOT ALL OF US ARE SPOILED OR HAVE IT EASY!!! THERE ARE MANY ONLY CHILDREN OUT THERE THAT HAVE HAD SOME FUCKING SHITTY CHILDHOODS!!!!
THIS HAS BEEN A PSA
(PS: Probably just posting this out of a sleepless rage, but lately I’ve just been reminding myself how much I distract myself from my problems and how others distract me, but at the end of the day, it’s never gonna stop me from hating myself for being conceived, so the least I can to is try to find people like me.)
(PSS: Anything I missed? Let me know!)
#txt#please reblog#only child#psa#vent in tags#I really hope this goes to the right people#I know this seems out of pocket for what I usually post#but this has been something I’ve struggled with all my life…#even from childhood I hated myself for being an only child#I deadass have to turn to straight up forcing myself into denial so I can live in the world of entertainment and look at sibling based#stuff without wanting to put a gun in my mouth#I have been able to step out of my comfort zone a little#and I’m proud of myself for that!#but that was when my friends were with me#now we’re all going to different schools…#and I’m reminded this was all to distract myself#but hey! at least I’m coping with this in a better way#not in a good way#but still a better way#this has been a psa#important notice#important post#im post#important psa#serious post
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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