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bethiewhimsy · 10 months

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i’ve been looking for a fanfiction all day armed with only two scenes.

#it’s set during winter so i remember a snow-shoveling scene #and one of the characters has pyrophobia.#this is ALL IVE GOT GOING FOR ME. HELP.#but i KNOW i love this fic #WHEREFORE ART THOU #the constant fear that my favorite fics get deleted #maybe i just need to make a masterlist of all of my fav fanfics. that would fix me.

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beaulesbian · 2 months

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"The world should have protected you, but you have been asked to protect it. What an honor. What an injustice." - NADDPOD, Bahumia campaign ep. 97 (x)

#one piece #opgraphics #monkey d. luffy #monkey d luffy #luffy one piece #strawhats #straw hat pirates #straw hat crew #sun god nika #gear 5 #onepieceedit #opedit #mine #gif:one piece #gif:op anime #ive been meaning to make this edit with this quote for a while #but only today got more energy/inspiration #bc i had some luffy feels #also heard its one piece day so i wanted to make smth for it #i love this quote for so many reasons. go listen to naddpod tbh #but also feel its fitting for luffy. the part with 'you've been asked'#bc luffy still does whatever he wants. but when someone asks for his help. he helps them ;-;#then ofc the whole sun god nika / joyboy themes. the freedom of it all #despite despite despite.. its still luffy #and despite that weight of the world to carry on his shoulder is tough - he's still has his crew!#sorry about the ace gif... its heartbreaking but the tragedy of it compels me #wano spoilers #egghead spoilers

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blackkatdraws2 · 6 months

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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]

#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but #i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead #because i just think they're so neat and cool okay #listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs #because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested #but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings #i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that #in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh #i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also #i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube #its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all #maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU #and honestly i dont regret it #i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video #you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be #and why theyre there #actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA #tsp blank scripts au #tsp au #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp

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dizzybizz · 7 months

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sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and #oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me.#wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck #theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O #my art #i keep nearly forgetting that tag help???#ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth #oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head..#there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really #i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in #2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help

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fernsensei · 2 months

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HELLO YALL im back from my hiatus to drop that i;ve got those keychains from @gal-o-guacamole and i am VERYYYY HAPPY WITH THEM theyre so cute and tiny and swweet and theyre so gemtle to touch.......not to be annoying abouyt it but i was actually the first one to order them and get them to myself THGEHEGEHE;; i couldnt be more happier with the keychains on my phone tbh anyway shotout to guac and his etsy you should buy those fr

#back to my cave i go #all i do is whine all day and die from the heat and sometimes draw hilichurls good god help me #wait hold on ive got spicy gabriel to post gimme 10 minutes #ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #укртумбочка #я так люблю ці кічейні вони так смішно стукаються одне о одного #цілуються.......#SORRY FOR NO ALT DESC ON SECOND PHOTO MY LAPTOP IS GOING TO FUCKING DIE ANY SECOND NOW BYEEE

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manasurge · 3 months

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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)

#gw2 #sylvari #artgallery #mourynn #mourynn art #I've just been so tired lately bc of work #also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t #talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i #Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I #Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao #hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll #lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas #hopefully once work calms down it'll help #(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season #(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol

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puppyeared · 3 months

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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki

#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER #i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked #rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS #my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran #to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL #also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands #ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell #im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing #i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS #marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool #i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds #i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying #corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE #i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making #him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait #yapping #diary #puppy plays sdv

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frobby · 1 month

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one of my favorite senarios to imagine to put yukio in is sending him 10 years into the future (with the exwires usually) and everyone from their class are like chill adults including himself working their boring ass exorcist job and hes trying to assert dominance over them as the teacher™ but they're all like bro why so serious?

#somehow in my future au i accidently made only the boys active exorcists im so sorry to all the women in aoex #they all passed but i think shiemi and izumo would leave to persue other passions but still be in ajacent fields #like shiemi still runs her exorcist shop #idk what izumo does maybe she still is an exorcist but shes on leave trying to figure out what she wants to do with her life #cuz so much of her adolescence was focused vengence for her family i think she would be kinda lost as an adult #ive said this a bunch of times but rin isnt actually an exorcist for the same reason izumo isnt #ive been kinda muddy on my own timeline but either he passed and left or he dropped out of school and ran away #i think hes like an independent demon slayer like a contract worker #so he still is basically an exorcist but not sanctioned by the vatican like as part of a mercenary guild or something #but he can still take exorcist missions if he wants to but usually its not worth it so he just helps out yukio or bon on their missions #i think after being a literal terrorist yukio got demoted and lost his license for a bit so hes still the same rank as he is now #but now hes medicated and he went to therapy #he has like no memory of highschool to almost a concerning degree and hes generally pretty muted but is still well liked #bon had a completely normal exorcist experience against all odds actually so did koneko except koneko went back to the myoda #and then shima got scouted for his amazing spy skills and works overseas #sorry shima ur not allowed to be an idol that might be the trigger for the bad end #anyway i think teen yukio would hate adult yukio because he thinks hes not allowed to be normal and happy #this is like the 4th time ive made this post like i said its one of my favorites #the reverse is rin going to the past and like tutoring the exorcist class #nobody wants to do yukio psychoanalysis but me so i gotta step up to the plate #jk theres a lot of good yukio fanfics #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #yukio okumura #rin okumura

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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daigo jumping for joy in yk2 when kiryu's fighting someone has the same energy as ashley graham pumping her fist after leon shoots someone. to me.

#snap chats #sorry for all the crossover posts today i got reminded of this comparison. this copmarison ive made in my brain #but no do you k now what i mean. like when youre on tht fuckass platform in RE4 and you have to shoot the ganados and their weapons #goofiest shit ever. and i love them both #all four of these bitches really #see now im crying laughing cause daigo 🤝 ashley getting kidnapped #im gonna throw up trying to imagine daigo going hELp mE KiryU while hes getting dragged away #im gonna post this before i start ramblnig more bullshit vjeLKVJERLKJ BYE I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED

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kipaia · 9 days

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Hey guys,

I know we're all struggling out here and I hate to ask, but the last month and a half have hit me like a brick shit house. My move ended up being more expensive than planned, but that was mostly fine; what wasn't fine was the awesome job I had lined up pulled the rug on me as soon as I got settled and I had to scramble to find something fast, which I fortunately did, but at half the salary I was supposed to have.

My cat got a UTI, which was expensive but handled, my debit card got compromised and had to be suspended and I missed a few bills just due to not having access to my account, but that was handled; what's not handled is that my cat has *another* UTI, my job I currently have hasn't gotten me caught up on the expenses of moving AND the first UTI AND the fees for the missed bills from my debit card being compromised, and I thought I could ride the red to my next paycheck but now we've got the second UTI to deal with, my car is out of commission through next week, I need to Uber to work, which is not cheap for daily commutes (none of my coworkers live near me and we go in at 4:30am), and I just got notified that *another* bill I'd forgotten was attached to the old debit card had failed its autocharge and added late fees and I can't keep up. I don't get paid until next Friday (the 20th), my savings got pretty much wiped from moving and the first UTI and holding me together while i found that other job, but I'm officially overdrafted on everything I have trying to keep up and my paycheck might cover all my fees and have some left over, but not enough to get me to my next paycheck after that without getting even more fees and more behind.

If anyone is able to help out my venmo is @alyxstasia and my cashapp is $kipaia

If I can get to $400 by Monday I should be all right, anything and everything is appreciated

#help #fundraiser #im so sorry to ask but the the uti and the car and that last bill on the old card that i hadnt caught #all hit yesterday and this morning and im dying #signal boost #ive got two weeks with unlimited overtime coming up but i need go get there first and im still afraid it wont get me ahead

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 4 months

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questioning sexuality is so exhausting

#(edit: sorry for the rant in the tags and i just. i want someone to talk to me)#i keep on doing it for no apparent reason #someone was talking about lust yesterday and i realised today that.#even tho id thought i don't experience it. i possibly do. but exclusively towards women.#i hate it here!#for a multitude of reasons i will never have a relationship with a woman but! i may be incapable of having a relationship with a man!#at some point in the last few months i have abruptly pivoted from definitely wanting marriage and kids to being ambivalent on marriage #and not wanting kids. that's such an outlier in my life that it might just be a mental health thing tho idk #but at the same time i. want to be loved.#i don't know what i want anymore and im tired of questioning myself #i definitely overthink it but idk how to stop it #and i hate hate hate how the moral obsessions have bee lately #this isn't entirely related but it kind of is #like Am i a terrible morally bankrupt person for having certain thoughts or is it just religious ocd go brrrr?? am i overthinking it?#i don't know. i don't know!#for a while labelling myself as arospec ace kinda calmed that down but. i don't know #i do't want to be attracted to women. i don't want to have to look away so often. i don't want any of that.#but i don't know how to stop it.#i don't even know if i'm attracted to men at all.#this is a cry for help and encouragement and prayers no matter what your views on these matters are #queer stuff tag #i nearly fessed up to my friend yesterday about same sex attraction and i might've except that it would have probably outed me as #the person who anonymously sent in a question several months ago about the side b movement to a church thing #ive only told one person at church about any of that sort of stuff and it was very vaguely worded #also see: this friend is the mother of the boy i?? i don't even know how i feel about him #i increasingly think it wasn't romantic at all. but i don't know #i would love any encouragement you got. anything at all.#i don't know how much this stuff is affected by the fact that i consider myself unloveable and think it highly unlikely any boy will ever #care for me #now im rambling. sorry

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krakenshaped · 3 months

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MATSUKAZE TENMAAAAAAAA!!!!

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w1tchybusiness · 6 months

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i could write a 100 page essay about what a fucking masterpiece warframe is. i will write many words in the tags. please readem if you want my 'tism.

#ive been playing on and off since 2019 but its only recently when i dumped destiny 2 (probably for good) and picked it up #to fill the grind-shaped hole in my heart #that i have uncovered just how FUCKING INCREDIBLE warframe is #everything about it makes me incredibly autistic #from its masterful utilization of an incredibly styled and individual soundtrack full of absolute bangers #to its seemingly unique understanding of how and why an MMO is special to and because of its players #and its truly special story- a uniquely human take on the “post-ruin scifi” tale #it knows exactly how and when to yank on your heart to make you weep like a baby #and it knows exactly when you're going to get angry and want vengeance #and it knows when to let you let loose and unleash hell #SPOILERS FOR THE NEW WAR AHEAD #IF YOU THINK YOU COULD PLAY THE GAME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO #SPOILER WARNING #i think the narmer corruption of fortuna was genuinely one of the most gutpunchingly horrible moments ive ever experienced in a video game #i started playing when fortuna was already in the game but the story of fortuna and vox solaris was really what made warframe stand out 2 m #i would drop into the orb vallis as gauss and dash around doing bounties and fishing and mining because i really loved everything about #fortuna and wanted to spend as much time there as possible #for me vox solaris was my proudest achievement (in warframe.) to say “i helped that! i did that!” was an incredibly good feeling #the story really spoke to me on a deeper level #and vox solaris has always been my favorite faction as a result #so to do absolutely everything that i could #to lift together with my tenno brothers and sisters and yet STILL fail?#and to have it rubbed in my face by the corruption of the greatest shining pillar of hope in the warframe universe?#felt like i got kicked in the stomach #i felt sad and angry. but most of all i was DRIVEN.#which is GOOD. because RARELY does a video game present you the “you lost” scenario and have it feel not only satisfyingly painful #but MOTIVATING.#my only complaint with the new war is that i didnt get to hack ballas to pieces by myself #i had real flashbacks to running around helping people as gauss while approaching the final boss with erra #and to step onto the ballas arena as gauss prime. i nearly came from the narrative significance

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jils-things · 2 months

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probably one of my favorite attacks ive done! i was proud of this from start to finish 💚💚 all of the ocs here belong to my friends, (bee, nero, milo and lara) except for the green feller (me!) 😉

#~ art #artfight posting #initally they were going to be 'stuck' in the 3ds but i realized there were a few issues if i were to do that #the screen size isnt quite right if its supposed to be a 3ds (its portrait mode... HAHAHAHDBS) and i didn't wanna scrap it #so i was like. yeah fuck it random ass device where they're all stuck in . could be a phone (PLOT TWIST they're in a fucking EMULATOR...!!)#so yeah no more... squished faces against the screen but.... that would've been so funny 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#drawing this also got me very excited knowing how much ive changed in drawing the older ocs ... ahh das crazy man....#im still shocked how much people i was able to stuff in this drawing (that and the stevaide sonamy redraw)#anyways yeah!! this one's my favorite attack 😖💚#i also couldn't do squished faces because i got carried away just making everyone else be themselves (like rai just... happi. yessss)#sorry words aint wording HELP ME !!!

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purplepixel · 6 months

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So.

I read issue 44 of idw.

#i am not ok #its one thing to read fanfiction of stuff like this #but its another to be like #this got published #they did that #SCREAMS #ok i knew this day would come #cuz ive been spoiled with that panel #but i didnt know when itd happen #or in what context #and omg the climax of this arc was chefs kiss #master chess happening everywhere #but i got tipped off with ONE panel a couple issues prior #where i went #are we going there?#does that happen in this arc????#and like everything leading up to this had me screaming #whenever he told his brothers he loved them thats when all my doubts left #and i was like OK IT DOES HAPPEN HERE #and than after that they slam you with foreshadowing after foreshadowing #and than that fight scene #HELP #this mustve been insane for someone who never got spoiled #it hurt me even tho i knew #I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT SO NO SPOILERS #ok i might know something but still #volume 6 arrives tomorrow for me #writing this at 3am #pixel blurbs #tmnt idw

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crowleys-bentley-and-plants · 5 months

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The Unforgiven III by Metallica should not hit so hard wtf

#set sail to sea but pulled off course / by the light of golden treasure . ok damn #how can i be lost if ive got nowhere to go? stfu this is not okay #and the forgive me. forgive me not wtf #im not okay #ive already been going crazy about part 1 and 2 but i didnt know there was a part 3 and #jesus christ #also my mind's been trying to link this to good omens because of course and this song just perfectly ties everything together #like the different themes in each one but all about forgiveness #“I forgive you” “dont bother” that's what the songs are about you cannot convince me otherwise #yes im going crazy about metallica and good omens but what else is new #maybe one day ill be able to make a semi coherent analysis of this lol #or not #either way i will one day break down and ramble about this #the question is not if but when #lord help me #anyway #ramble gamble

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