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ryan/marissa + ferris wheels
#theocedit#tvedit#teendramasource#otpsource#romancegifs#the oc#ryan x marissa#marissa cooper#ryan atwood#seth cohen#summer roberts#usercallie#tusermanon#rmand#*#this has been half made for like a month#1x09#2x02#3x02
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team fortress 2 finally getting rid of the bots after 5 years
work on the team fortress 2 comic continuing after 7+ years
half life 3 development looking more likely than ever with legitimate code, file, and voicework leaks referencing a new non-VR single-player game from valve featuring a HEV suit wearing protagonist and Xen creatures and concepts
shoutout to the valve fan that found the genie lamp. you a real one
#liz blogs#valve#team fortress 2#tf2#half life#half life 3#what did i say. what did i fucking say.#once again the impossible becomes commonplace#valve exists as a company to walk into the gaming industry. slap their dicks on the table. and yell THIS IS HOW ITS DONE#and the gaming industry has never been in a more sorry state than it is now. maybe second only to the 80s i think. something something ET#in b4 its called Half Life Xen as all the files reference ''hlx''. hl3 fakeout. but its another half life game.#half life 3 has been ''made'' multiple times in various states but its never been up to standards. whatever this project is though sounds l#like its very far in development. maybe they didnt give up this time#ive never been closer in my life to actually saying half life 3 confirmed. its not confirmed but its looking really good for once#crazy year to be a valve fan i'll tell you what#its only the actual objective most anticipated game of all time. no biggie#edit - added a link for the comic news for those who dont know. and the bot bans havent been announced in one place anywhere#but you can literally just look it up on youtube or twitter. valve has been mass-banning bots for the last month. fixtf2 worked
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had the brilliant idea of drawing them as birds instead of guys like what i always intended to do so here's smitten
i need to kill him with hammers
#stp#slay the princess#stp smitten#vot smitten#stp spoilers#i mean i suppose idk. just in case#cw gore#not as detailed as i could've made it but this is a ref#can never tell how i feel about heart feathers when i draw them but i take my heart motifs on birds very seriously so in they go#anyway smitten has been on my mind for one and a half months and i need to. crumple him into a ball fury style#idk how many i'll do or when i'll do them but if i do another cold's next. the brainrot is for them collectively#joined the bird man fandom to draw bird man and wound up drawing humans. incredible#his arm and leg feathers looking like poofy sleeves and pantaloons was a happy accident btw
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HoO is so funny to me when you actually think about the ages of all the characters. Octavian is 18. Percy and Annabeth are 16, almost 17. Reyna is presumably 16. Frank just turned 16, Jason’s about to turn 16. Leo and Piper are like 15. Hazel’s like 14 and a half, and Nico is 13.
The Death Sibs are both the youngest and oldest on the Argo II. Octavian is a college freshman getting into petty drama with a bunch of high schoolers. He gets told to shut up at one point by a random 8th grader. Everyone is scared of the 8th grader. We Sent A 13 Year Old To Superhell and he came back weirder, Just Like Middle School. TLH was just three high school sophomores being sent to do a task and it going Exactly Like You’d Expect. Percy’s the only demigod on the ship who can legally drive (though Reyna gets her drivers license at some point before TOA). What Is Happening.
#pjo#hoo#heroes of olympus#riordanverse#my second favorite thing related to this is like every time Hazel references someone's age especially in SoN it's just. blatantly incorrect.#she goes into very specific detail about how she's 14. detailing like exactly how many months it had been since her birthday#and when she died and when she was brought back. just like ''okay. im 14 and a half. got that? good.''#''anyways here's Frank. he's 3 years older than me'' like literal next chapter. we are told Frank is not 3 years older than her.#Hazel: Here's my older brother! [Nico is younger than her in literally every way feasible]#ive just decided Hazel is an unreliable narrator who is just really bad at guessing/remembering how old people are#which like. adhd mood. forgetting how old everybody is.#and she has the bonus excuse of saying her sense of time is skewed from being a ghost for so long#but it's just so funny every time she's just. with the upmost confidence. blatantly the wrong answer.#i want a scene of Hazel looking at Percy and just going ''hm. I bet he's like 20.'' and then learns he's 16#and she's just [surprised pikachu]#also we know it isn't an error that she's 14 cause in TOA she's like ''oh yeah im learning to drive!''#so she's 15 by then#it is however an error that *Nico* is said to be 14 in hoo cause he's 12 in TLO and 14 in TOA#but we know in HoO the reason that error was made was cause Rick hadn't figured out Nico's birthday yet#and he was flipping it between January or March#so he just forgot how old Nico is for a series and then we went back to normal
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Posting this drawing of Meg McCaffrey before I forget about it again!
Version with transparent bg beneath :D
#trials of apollo#toa#toa fanart#meg mccaffrey#trials of apollo fanart#jellydraws#the background was made in like 2 min at the end which is why it doesn't fit with the figure at all 🫠#anyway: this has been sitting half made for literal months so i am setting it free
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hola. i'm not dead. at least, not physically.
a lot of things have been happening in my life (mostly... not good) but i think things are settling down for now. hopefully. i'm not gonna promise some big dramatic comeback to writeblr but i certainly wanna dip my toes back in soon. i miss this place.
anyways, i'm strapped for cash, so expect an art commission info post dropping soon lol. i know it's the holiday season and everyone is broke but i guess it's worth a try.
#chay's shenanigans#keep reading if you wanna know the series of unfortunate events my life has been this past few months! also i need to vent lmao#over the summer the building i was living in switched management and in late august the new landlord showed up and announced#that they needed to do renovations. which. okay. it was not a new building. BUT the way they handled us tenants was unsurprisingly awful.#apartment hunting was HELL and a half because it was literally RIGHT AFTER all the students had found their places for the semester.#and then there's the part where they promised me a place to relocate and i was hesitating bc it was above budget but when i finally#decided to take it turns out they'd signed it over to someone else without telling me???? even tho they promised to prioritize me???#anyways i did end up finding a place but it's still way more expensive than ideal and despite my attempts to make it cute and cozy#it is NOT a nice place and i am honestly quite miserable.#doesn't help that the seasonal depresso is made worse by the lack of any direct sunlight in this apartment.#aaaand that's what you missed on glee!#i haven't been writing at all BUT i've been playing a LOT of the sims... made nearly all my ocs and dumped them in san myshuno to play with#like dolls. and now they're all intermingling like a massive soap opera#Azami Black-Mizuhara and Kalen Dyonas are dating somehow.
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did you mean: blorbo with eternal anger issues
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#ch: meredith cousland#graphic#graphic: meredith#verse: dragon age#that tag is an unorganized mess by now probs but w/e#anyway she's my babygirl <3 loml <3#'the warden's burden' is my made up origin sidequest of mere and duncan's chat they had before she went to bed#'one road left before her' is a ref to the 'shred of blue' codex about the calling#she has a mage-templar war ref bc she would've been involved in things up until leaving for cure hunting#this isn't explicitly a sole ruler mere set but it ended up adjacent bc i didn't want to include a set romance lmao#mila n jorina were originally celia n ellana but i swapped 'em up bc they're both in mere's dao timeline to me#like mila's @ ostagar & kinloch and teen jorina's in the denerim alienage i don't make the timeline (i do) i just enforce it#the fergus gif was there as a placeholder until i found a suitable fc but at this point i'm attached so there he is idc#update: found this like a month and a half later abandoned in the drafts lmao#i was going to edit or add another images gif altogether but decided against it idc#she's cute. she's a fun little set as is#i remember being bothered by 'images' and then it's all article links but idc anymore i like it now
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😌 Took my test out exam for my aerial silks class today. And failed it by a solid margin. 👎 But my plan was a roaring success.👌
😈 Got my classmate who was nervous to take the exam. And she passed with flying colors!!! 🎉 As we all knew she would!!! Because she's so strong and skilled. 💪
I'm so evil and my plans all succeed.
#i got maybe 50-60% of the way through and was huffing and puffing#meanwhile she finished in half the allotted time and was like Whats next?#Im so proud of her and also cat who got the fish satisfied#I knew you could do it. and i made you prove it to yourself!!!!!#mwahahahah!!!!!#(she has been saying she wanted to try the test for months but oh no im going to fail)#she said she was going to fail when she was 90% done with ten minutes (of 15) left
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get it Kim has a lot to unpack do you get it
it's imperfect I'll never polish it just take it as it is I should have put aerostatics not airplanes...
#I don't know how the hell to draw kim#PLEASE gib me feedback#pretend the dialogue is better this is all I can do lol. but you get the gist of it#aaa give me constructive criticism. the other post about kim secretly being a loser made me think about what his apartment would look like#and this popped in my head I had to draw it#is this in character?#there's no eyebrow battle because in my head this happens some time in the future where kim opens up a little more easily#at this point he trust him with his secrets more (but not completely. harry's not touching the blue box today)#but it's a mixture of ''maybe if I tell x he will stop asking for more'' and real trust#but like do you see that happen#it's a secret because he doesn't want other people to learn that insisting can work#like I said in the tags of the other post I think he never lets anyone in to the point of avoiding calling the plumber even if the sink#has been broken for months#addition: fuck I should have putted more machines in there. I couldn't think of anything else other than radio controlled airplane#and a sewing machine. he must have more stuff like the camera.#he'd have some dangerous thing to warm the room#and nerd stuff. I'm not sure if he'd display it or keep it boxed somewhere#disco elysium#that's a convertible couch-bed if you can't tell. half covered with the Pile#pointless microblogging#it's so hard to draw them right they look different in every official thing#believe me I have tried#idk how to put more of the skills here :/#I have achieved peak kimharry brainrot I can't go back
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#im making a zine in csp as my first Big Project of the year (im not gonna be able to get it done by the end of the month like the goal was)#but i just need to do lineart and then colors. half of my roadblock has been unrelated but the other half is a combo of i dont do a ton of#detail in sketches and i dont like the brushes i had#but i made a brush i like but i already got one page done. its not a ton but also do i want to redo it....#idk but i gotta make a choice so im making yall do it
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how to feel excited about my own projects again
#writeblr#i need more passion more passion more energy more energy#no but fr#i'm motivated for half an hour every three months#and then i fall back into this passionless state#it's been three years like at some point creativity and motivation have to return?#why not now?#i have four more weeks of no uni#but i'd rather scroll through instagram reels than write?#(i tried the no social media route it didn't help)#it's just with 5 senses i have no clue what should happen in that fourth arc#taoki is too difficult to write#itlot feels meh#and project 4 is nice but also a bit meh#everything feels a bit meh#then i think maybe i am not made for big projects#maybe reading and writing defined a big part of my life but the phase has ended#maybe it will return when i am sixty#and i should try a different hobby then#and sure i can go 'but every word is progress' but that's just fucking exhausting#i could write 5k a day some years ago and feel good about it and now every sentence feels like i am sacrificing my liver#and that's not a fun feeling#and if writing is supposed to be a fun hobby but writing feels like a god's punishment then why am i even doing it you know#maybe i just miss community and stuff. maybe i just need some positive social reinforcement#but guess what i need to do to get that#exactly.#rant#rie rambles#or smth
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the vampire diaries 8.16 // louise gluck, crossroads
“and damon, like the voiceover tell us, he was worried he would never see stefan again. it was just elena assuring him that there would be peace. that we’ve dealt with this other side of darkness for several seasons, but there’s also light out there and there’s peace, and damon will find it. if you search for it, you will find it. and we wanted to get that last moment to see that [...] damon found it too, and it looked just like his brother.” — kevin williamson
#defan#the vampire diaries#web weave#not really satisfied with this one but eh#i don't envy gifmakers who've giffed the tunnel scene btw bc the lighting. my god. a travesty#anyway. beating this dead horse of an ep to death to eke out every last drop of defan it has to offer#the contrast between damon's expression when reuniting with elena vs stefan kills meeeee#he's doing THE most for stefan but for elena... go girl give us nothing dot jpeg fjskfjdj#also in typical spn brainrot fashion while listening to damon's anguished declaration of love toward stefan in the tunnel or whatever#i kept comparing it to dean's 7 minutes of incest ahh speech in the finale and. my god lol#like i'm aware pitting damon i-stole-my-little-brother's-gf-and-let-him-drown-while-locked-in-a-safe-for-three-months salvatore#against dean i-sold-my-soul-for-my-little-brother-and-i-will-do-it-again-without-hesitation winchester#is unfair to damon but damon's speech is SO bland and half-assed in and of itself#and it absolutely PALES in comparison to dean's speech it's actually pathetic lmfao#i couldn't stop thinking abt dean confessing that he stood outside sam's dorm for hours before barging in#bc he was scared sam would tell him to get lost#and it made me think that the writers could've made damon's speech that much more personal and impactful#by maybe throwing in a line like “i didn't come back to mystic falls all those years ago /just/ for katherine”#it would've recontextualized their reunion in the first ep and given the hello brother moment so much more depth#give us something authentic! something the audience isn't privy to!#something only damon would know and keep buried in the deepest darkest corner of his black heart!#like!!! i'm sorry but damon's dying (not really) declaration of love toward stefan reads so generic lol#maybe it's a me problem idk i just think the speech could've been. well. better#(obviously i blame plec she gave kevin a whole lotta nothing to work with)#like once you sit down and start dissecting damon's words they don't feel /that/ weighted. if that makes any sense#ok so maybe i just wanted him to say he didn't come back to mystic falls just for kat ! sue me#ANYWAY. someone please for the love of god write me a post finale canon compliant defan fic#a defan-in-the-afterlife fic if you will#or a damon-being-miserable-after-stefan's-death-and-being-really-shit-at-coping fic. that works too#wowee these tags are a mess
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...is it petty to block him from my mom's instagram?
#literally spend 2 and a half years leading me on and telling me all this bullshit about your feelings for me#only to change your mind every time i wanted anything other than sex#and ignore my boundaries and keep asking me for casual sex even after i told you multiple times im not interested#then finally tell me you might want it for real then make me wait a whole month to get a real answer#only for it to be not only no#but then you flip things around and try to convince me im crazy and ive been tormenting you for years when i have an emotional reaction#and when i say i feel like you used me sexually you take the opportunity to talk about all the women you've fucked before#and even when we're just friends you never have time to see me and you go weeks on end without talking or wanting to hang out#then. a month later (same amount of time he made me wait) he's fucking someone else#seeing her multiple times a week for hours on end as if he's suddenly not busy#well i think he's a filthy fucking liar and i think he shouldn't get to pretend he didn't do anything wrong#he never took responsibility for hurting me just blamed it on me#he blame his exes for their toxicity too and one of them is also totally unfair#because she literally communicated she told him she wanted a temporary relationship bc she had feelings for someone else#and he decided to move in with her (?) and then when she left him for the other guy he acted like she was somehow evil for that#bro she told you! why were you in the fucking relationship? & why would it be fair to deduce “bitches be crazy” here? she literally told you#god he's such a piece of shit and he hides it behind this very warm demeanor and this fucking fake charm#literally he was telling me shit like he got butterflies around me he wanted to kiss me mid-convo he'd “never really felt this way before”#alllllllll this fake fucking bullshit#ultimately he disrespected me many times and treated me like a crazy person#forced me to phrase all my feelings in therapy-speak and still didn't take them seriously#hope emily has fun!#anyway. you don't get to follow my mom on instagram after all that.
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i hate spotify and whatever they've done with those "made for you" playlists like the daily mixes and artist / genre mixes in the last 1-2 years or so because they're basically the same songs by the same artists just in a slightly different order everyday (not to even mention that a few years ago i actually used to discover new music through these playlists but now it's like. 95% music that's already in my library and 5% random popular songs that spotify inserts everywhere. even when it doesn't fit the vibe of the playlist)
#also it's so obvious that it periodically pushes a few certain songs/artists super hard#while for some usually lesser known artists i could have been streaming them nonstop for weeks to have like 1 or 2 of their songs finally#start appearing on those made for you playlists#meanwhile i listen to the first half of a certain popular song ONCE and suddenly that song is everywhere on single one of those playlists??#like i remember when i got into jo it took literally MONTHS for the spotify algorithm to finally catch up on the fact that i listen to them#and to start to generate playlists/recommendations based on that. but god forbid i get into a new pop star and theyre everywhere immediately#like i love them too ok!!!!! i love my pop stars!!! but the same 2 of their songs don't need to be everywhere on my playlists lol#like if you have to push certain artists super hard then the least you could do is have some VARIETY in their songs you put on my playlists#but no!!!!#ik complaining about this is pointless bc we all know why they do this and it's money#afaik spotify has been firing the ppl responsible for creating accurate recommendations for users sooo#and i know i can create my own playlists!!!! i have plenty of them!!!! i just used to love easily discovering new stuff through the daily#mixes etc and then adding them to my collection!!! let me be a hater in peace 😭
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I'm gonna be honest I think iron flame is cruel and unusual punishment.
#🐇#I liked the first book just fine. I had issues with it but I finished it in like three days#iron flame has taken me like six months and I'm only 200 pages in and I feel like I'm literally being tortured#the constant made up drama between violet and xaden is ANNOYING and POINTLESS holy shit! she just wants to be mad!#every time she sees him it's like god he's so hot why am I mad at him again??? like what are we doing here#and just the lore is fucking annoying. I feel like everything gets explained so many times that I just sort of black out and I don't retain#any of it at all so half of the time I'm like huh????? whenever they're in their little war classes#it feels like she goes 'wow it's been five pages since I've talked about wards better bring that up again'#and even if it it foreshadowing I'm so irritated with having to hear about it over and over again that I don't even care lmao#there's literally a picture in the front of the book to explain the military formation and still that does nothing to help me. I don't know#what the fuck she's ever talking about and it's brought up so often#like I feel like I'm being gaslit on a lot of levels. I'm really good at understanding/remembering lore with fantasy and these books make m#feel like my brain simply doesn't work. and to see everyone having actual tantrums over the onyx storm release today??? these books are NOT#good enough for any of you to be acting like this. filming yourselves crying in target! honest to god!#I started reading these because of the dragons obviously and now I'm trapped. I'm trapped I can never leave. don't read fucking fourth wing#head my warning don't do it!!
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i found loads of pictures of my uncle i am going 2 cry
#he looked so sweet…..he looks SO much like my dad#i found the last picture of him that my granddad took a month or so before he died it’s so sad#trying to decide if i should tell my mum that i know about him or if i should just keep it to myself#idk if somethings wrong with me maybe it’s because i was already grieving before i found out#but it’s really getting 2 me i can’t concentrate on my uni shit i just keep thinking about it#i think i rlly need to talk about it with someone but i have no idea who or how or what i’d say. but it’s weird because it’s a secret yk#like i’m not even supposed to know he existed#idk. i have a gender clinic appointment next week and i’m going to ask if they can recommend any therapists#me being very very brave and trying therapy again after being forced into it my whole life and ending up a bit traumatised#idk. i feel bad that i’m alive and i’m wasting my life when my uncle got killed when he was just a kid#it makes me feel like i should be more grateful and do more with myself.#and i am going to try but i’d rather he was here instead. same with my granddad#every time i experience something beautiful or good i wish my granddad could experience it because he deserved it more than me#and the best i can do is experience it for him and be grateful. but i would chance places instantly if i could#him and his kid deserve to be here they were so special. i know i don’t know his kid but i’ve heard they were similar#so i know he must have been special too#i found a fb comment today from a family friend i’ve never met and she was saying that she only met my granddad once#but she called him gentle and it made me cry. because he was very scottish and sweary and traditional and masculine#so everyone just assumed he was tough and scary but if you knew him he was really quiet and kind#and i’m glad someone who only met him once could see that#i’m going to be half asleep for the rest of my life i think. i’ve been dreaming since my granddad died and i don’t feel like i ever woke up#nothing has felt real since i was nine years old. everything just stopped and never started again#i’ve just been waiting. i’m waiting for him to change his mind and come back. idk. i don’t know what to do with myself#and i continuously feel fucking insane and stupid for being this way. it’s like fresh grief all the fucking time#but it was fifteen years ago. why does it still feel this way#i can’t even tell people because they won’t understand why i’m still so bothered by it#he was my parent for nine years. i lived with him he was my sole caretaker#i was nonverbal and him and my brother were the only people on the planet who knew what my voice sounded like#he’d think it was silly if i failed my exam because i was crying about him instead#he’d tell me to whisht and stick in. so i will
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