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mischas · 1 year ago

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ryan/marissa + ferris wheels

#theocedit #tvedit #teendramasource #otpsource #romancegifs #the oc #ryan x marissa #marissa cooper #ryan atwood #seth cohen #summer roberts #usercallie #tusermanon #rmand #*#this has been half made for like a month #1x09 #2x02 #3x02

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girlwiththegreenhat · 4 months ago

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team fortress 2 finally getting rid of the bots after 5 years

work on the team fortress 2 comic continuing after 7+ years

half life 3 development looking more likely than ever with legitimate code, file, and voicework leaks referencing a new non-VR single-player game from valve featuring a HEV suit wearing protagonist and Xen creatures and concepts

shoutout to the valve fan that found the genie lamp. you a real one

#liz blogs #valve #team fortress 2 #tf2 #half life #half life 3 #what did i say. what did i fucking say.#once again the impossible becomes commonplace #valve exists as a company to walk into the gaming industry. slap their dicks on the table. and yell THIS IS HOW ITS DONE #and the gaming industry has never been in a more sorry state than it is now. maybe second only to the 80s i think. something something ET #in b4 its called Half Life Xen as all the files reference ''hlx''. hl3 fakeout. but its another half life game.#half life 3 has been ''made'' multiple times in various states but its never been up to standards. whatever this project is though sounds l #like its very far in development. maybe they didnt give up this time #ive never been closer in my life to actually saying half life 3 confirmed. its not confirmed but its looking really good for once #crazy year to be a valve fan i'll tell you what #its only the actual objective most anticipated game of all time. no biggie #edit - added a link for the comic news for those who dont know. and the bot bans havent been announced in one place anywhere #but you can literally just look it up on youtube or twitter. valve has been mass-banning bots for the last month. fixtf2 worked

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solradguy · 9 months ago

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''There sits Sigurd stained with blood; Fafnir's heart he roasts in the fire. I would call the prince wise and prudent if he himself ate that gleaming heart."

-Poems of the Elder Edda - tl: Patricia Ann Terry

#photopost #my stuff #guilty gear #sol badguy #order sol #finished stuff #If this looks familiar it's because I did the sketch digitally back in October for Soltober #I printed it out then lightboxed it onto a piece of bristol board where I inked it with dip pens #Then scanned it in and did the colors digitally #This has been sitting half-finished for months now. Made myself sit down and put a fork in it today #I like Jackson Crawford's translation of the Poetic Edda a bit more but Terry's is good #If you didn't know: Sigurd eats the heart of a dragon (Fafnir) and gets some cool powers from it #Sigurd is the same guy as Siegfried in the German stories (which don't seem to focus on the dragon stuff as much..?)#I haven't read as many of the German stories though. The Norse stuff's more my domain

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s0fti3w1tch · 2 years ago

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When did his baby blue get so far from reach?

#buwan's art #my art #splinter rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt fanart #originally was gonna write this down in a fic but decided to draw it out instead #this has been sizzling in my brain for the past 2 months and I decided to spend like 8 hours finishing this #I hc that Leo happy chirps— all the turtles can make turtle noises #these are for different reasons than IRL turtles due to #well the whole half human mutant thing n stuff #if your redeared slider is chirping- make sure they're not sick and their tank's the right temp #edit: made a sequel :)#link in the replies

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aroaceleovaldez · 2 years ago

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HoO is so funny to me when you actually think about the ages of all the characters. Octavian is 18. Percy and Annabeth are 16, almost 17. Reyna is presumably 16. Frank just turned 16, Jason’s about to turn 16. Leo and Piper are like 15. Hazel’s like 14 and a half, and Nico is 13.

The Death Sibs are both the youngest and oldest on the Argo II. Octavian is a college freshman getting into petty drama with a bunch of high schoolers. He gets told to shut up at one point by a random 8th grader. Everyone is scared of the 8th grader. We Sent A 13 Year Old To Superhell and he came back weirder, Just Like Middle School. TLH was just three high school sophomores being sent to do a task and it going Exactly Like You’d Expect. Percy’s the only demigod on the ship who can legally drive (though Reyna gets her drivers license at some point before TOA). What Is Happening.

#pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus #riordanverse #my second favorite thing related to this is like every time Hazel references someone's age especially in SoN it's just. blatantly incorrect.#she goes into very specific detail about how she's 14. detailing like exactly how many months it had been since her birthday #and when she died and when she was brought back. just like ''okay. im 14 and a half. got that? good.''#''anyways here's Frank. he's 3 years older than me'' like literal next chapter. we are told Frank is not 3 years older than her.#Hazel: Here's my older brother! [Nico is younger than her in literally every way feasible]#ive just decided Hazel is an unreliable narrator who is just really bad at guessing/remembering how old people are #which like. adhd mood. forgetting how old everybody is.#and she has the bonus excuse of saying her sense of time is skewed from being a ghost for so long #but it's just so funny every time she's just. with the upmost confidence. blatantly the wrong answer.#i want a scene of Hazel looking at Percy and just going ''hm. I bet he's like 20.'' and then learns he's 16 #and she's just [surprised pikachu]#also we know it isn't an error that she's 14 cause in TOA she's like ''oh yeah im learning to drive!''#so she's 15 by then #it is however an error that *Nico* is said to be 14 in hoo cause he's 12 in TLO and 14 in TOA #but we know in HoO the reason that error was made was cause Rick hadn't figured out Nico's birthday yet #and he was flipping it between January or March #so he just forgot how old Nico is for a series and then we went back to normal

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msommers · 2 months ago

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did you mean: blorbo with eternal anger issues

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#ch: meredith cousland #graphic #graphic: meredith #verse: dragon age #that tag is an unorganized mess by now probs but w/e #anyway she's my babygirl <3 loml <3 #'the warden's burden' is my made up origin sidequest of mere and duncan's chat they had before she went to bed #'one road left before her' is a ref to the 'shred of blue' codex about the calling #she has a mage-templar war ref bc she would've been involved in things up until leaving for cure hunting #this isn't explicitly a sole ruler mere set but it ended up adjacent bc i didn't want to include a set romance lmao #mila n jorina were originally celia n ellana but i swapped 'em up bc they're both in mere's dao timeline to me #like mila's @ ostagar & kinloch and teen jorina's in the denerim alienage i don't make the timeline (i do) i just enforce it #the fergus gif was there as a placeholder until i found a suitable fc but at this point i'm attached so there he is idc #update: found this like a month and a half later abandoned in the drafts lmao #i was going to edit or add another images gif altogether but decided against it idc #she's cute. she's a fun little set as is #i remember being bothered by 'images' and then it's all article links but idc anymore i like it now

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stories-by-rie · 2 months ago

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how to feel excited about my own projects again

#writeblr #i need more passion more passion more energy more energy #no but fr #i'm motivated for half an hour every three months #and then i fall back into this passionless state #it's been three years like at some point creativity and motivation have to return?#why not now?#i have four more weeks of no uni #but i'd rather scroll through instagram reels than write?#(i tried the no social media route it didn't help)#it's just with 5 senses i have no clue what should happen in that fourth arc #taoki is too difficult to write #itlot feels meh #and project 4 is nice but also a bit meh #everything feels a bit meh #then i think maybe i am not made for big projects #maybe reading and writing defined a big part of my life but the phase has ended #maybe it will return when i am sixty #and i should try a different hobby then #and sure i can go 'but every word is progress' but that's just fucking exhausting #i could write 5k a day some years ago and feel good about it and now every sentence feels like i am sacrificing my liver #and that's not a fun feeling #and if writing is supposed to be a fun hobby but writing feels like a god's punishment then why am i even doing it you know #maybe i just miss community and stuff. maybe i just need some positive social reinforcement #but guess what i need to do to get that #exactly.#rant #rie rambles #or smth

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bluastro-yellow · 1 year ago

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get it Kim has a lot to unpack do you get it

it's imperfect I'll never polish it just take it as it is I should have put aerostatics not airplanes...

#I don't know how the hell to draw kim #PLEASE gib me feedback #pretend the dialogue is better this is all I can do lol. but you get the gist of it #aaa give me constructive criticism. the other post about kim secretly being a loser made me think about what his apartment would look like #and this popped in my head I had to draw it #is this in character?#there's no eyebrow battle because in my head this happens some time in the future where kim opens up a little more easily #at this point he trust him with his secrets more (but not completely. harry's not touching the blue box today)#but it's a mixture of ''maybe if I tell x he will stop asking for more'' and real trust #but like do you see that happen #it's a secret because he doesn't want other people to learn that insisting can work #like I said in the tags of the other post I think he never lets anyone in to the point of avoiding calling the plumber even if the sink #has been broken for months #addition: fuck I should have putted more machines in there. I couldn't think of anything else other than radio controlled airplane #and a sewing machine. he must have more stuff like the camera.#he'd have some dangerous thing to warm the room #and nerd stuff. I'm not sure if he'd display it or keep it boxed somewhere #disco elysium #that's a convertible couch-bed if you can't tell. half covered with the Pile #pointless microblogging #it's so hard to draw them right they look different in every official thing #believe me I have tried #idk how to put more of the skills here :/#I have achieved peak kimharry brainrot I can't go back

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soobvape · 15 hours ago

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heol

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ghostlyschizophrenic · 17 days ago

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fingers crossed but it looks like i'm starting to stabilize. i had a relatively normal day yesterday, and while i still had more drastic mood swings than i would have at baseline, i wasn't overly manic and i also didn't feel suicidal when going to bed so i was able to fall asleep pretty quickly and without music at full volume in my headphones. i woke up naturally this morning around 8am instead of 4am or sleeping until someone wakes me up to tell me it's already noon and i feel pretty rested and able to focus. i'm almost caught up on my quantitative reasoning homework assignments and i'll be back up to being ahead of the class content wise.

i see my psychiatrist in a week so i'm going to keep monitoring it and let the new dosage adjust to my system but maybe, just maybe, my bipolar 1 is starting to recede!

#knock on wood and all that stuff #but it's the first day in two months where i just feel like a normal person #i really hope im over the hump on this one #spending two and a half months in fight or flight has absolutely destroyed my nervous system and general body functioning #it has made my chronic pain so bad i feel weak i can't eat solid foods properly like im wasting away because my body can't handle #such rapid changes all the time #but i feel okay today #i also have an idea for my next tattoo that i'll get in a few months once i move out #ive been really attached to the song summertime by my chemical romance through this whole crisis #and theres a line that says 'you can write this on your arm'#and im gonna take that literally #and get 'in the dark' on one arm and 'out of harm' on the other near my elbows #gerard way stopped me from kms many times and its a crime i dont have an mcr tattoo yet tbh #ive wanted one for so long #but now i know exactly what i want #its such a clear image in my mind #anyway im done rambling #ghost.txt #suicidal ideation #<- i mentioned it so im tagging

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ialwaysknewyouwerepunk · 7 months ago

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

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mantisgodsdomain · 1 month ago

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To be quite honest the prospect that our OCs could manifest in someone else's head is less surprising on it happening and more surprising in that it didn't happen to us first.

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kyuala · 1 year ago

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SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything

#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either #anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable #and imaginable way possible like #and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam #family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life #he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good #christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif #we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for #the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would #have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only #he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life #he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our #church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty #much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl #stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the #long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an #he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING #and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY #WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time #WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE #and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me #but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this?#so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't #mari.txt #personal #tw negative #dl #btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never #had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.

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likeadevils · 9 months ago

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I am going to drive myself nuts thinking of all the options of what TTPD will and could be and probably being wrong. Do you think she will do a lead-in single for it?

anti hero payed off so well that i think she’s going to hold off but i truly don’t know. i’m crossing my fingers hoping for some long form interviews for the album rollout but like even who knows

#asks*#i’m just soooo curious what the development process for this album looked like #like this is the longest she has consistently been in the studio for an album since like.#idk depending on how you count it 1989?#reputation took a year to write and record #lover took a year and a half to write but only four months to record which effects the creative process #at the very least it’s been a while since she’s made an album this way and i want to know what that’s looks like for her now #also how the concepts and themes of the album came to be #what she planned from the beginning and what she ended up finding along the way #but let’s be real interviewers aren’t gonna ask her about that stuff ://

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hussyknee · 11 months ago

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Does our level of emotional investment in our favourite Gazan journalists' wellbeing constitute a parasocial relationship, or is that only if we get creepily invested in their love lives or smth.

#it occurred to me while i was writing this that some people probably ship them w each other #and now i kinda wanna kms #there should be a category for things that aren't necessarily evil but should still send you directly to hell #I'm a little conked rn because twitter made me think they'd finally got Motaz and then that Mohammad El Kurd had been abducted #but no Motaz had just gone dark for half a day and Mohammed had been temporarily suspended from twitter #like bro it has been nearly 3 months can y'all NOT start your tweets like ''feeling sick to ny stomach about Motaz''#and then you have to go two more tweets down to figure out whether he's dead or not #fuckin unnecessary #free palestine #gaza journalists #motaz azaiza #bisan owda #mohammed el kurd #saleh aljafarawi #free gaza #knee of huss

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lucky-clover-gazette · 2 months ago

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i have the type of adhd that makes me try aggressively harder until it consumes me when it’s extremely difficult to acquire medication, instead of giving up because phone calls scary

#an hour and a half of my work day has been dedicated to this #honestly at this point it’s out of spite i take like 10mg twice a day #some insane part of me is like ‘oh there’s a shortage? this bullshit is def making other ppl with adhd give up but i am the alpha’#‘and i will persist and acquire the limited resource’#is this the medication or just my personality and the way i’ve developed with condition? who can say #but i’m not going to be beaten here #i will choose to go off of it but only if i genuinely think it’s the right call #and not bc i’m unwilling to do what i need to do to get it #only allowed to refill the day i run out every single month? i’ve got it hand me the phone and calendar #insurance changing coverage guidelines? doctor’s appointment made to get prior authorization or otherwise change dosage #widespread shortage? i will call every pharmacy in the area to figure out who has it this month #and call my doctor’s office as many times asking them to send it there #until they get it right after two inevitable failures #all in the same 7 hour period bc i’m legally only allowed to fill it when i’m literally about to be out of it #all while i have FUCKING ADHD

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