#this doesnt feel silly anymore
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when part of my soul feels like it’s been ripped out purely because I’m not Hunter from The Owl House.
or Mikey from rottmnt (when I’m more focused on tmnt) or Dipper Pines (when I was focused on gravity falls)
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I think one underrated tragedy of Ice King's scars is that he probably took away Simon's sense of levity.
Like in his very limited appearances before Simon is consumed by the crown we see he's kind of a silly dude. In his introduction video, he only put on the crown in order to playfully tease his fiancee. Plus watching him make light of the loneliness and general misery for a young girl in a broken world. He was a dedicated man, who was generous and loved with his whole heart and threw himself one hundred percent into everything he did. He was also a fun lil guy.
But after almost a millennia of being a mad man, the brunt of every joke, someone who only existed as a broken caricature of himself and couldn't be counted on to take anything seriously, I imagine he was done with it. Now he wants to focus back on his academic endeavors, on his role as a father figure in Marcy's life, on being a proper adult. Any attempts to be silly could easily remind everyone - including himself- of Ice King, something he's eager to avoid.
So his jokes and jibes and general lightheartedness turned to sarcasm and self deprecating comments.
#watching him in simon & marcy compared to Fionna and cake#like he is handling the two stressful situations totally differently#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#adventure time#like this was a dedicated historian but hes also a fun guy!#and then he spends a thousand years as the worlds biggest punchline#and suddenly he doesnt WANT to be funny anymore#he wants to be serious and taken seriously#and to separate himself from IK as much as possible#he thinks of a silly joke and immediately quashes it#like its not just his obvious depression in F&C#it really feels like new Simon is trying very hard to not be that guy anymore#no wonder he feels lost hes purposefully divorcing himself from a part of who he'd been even before the crown#ive binged a ton of AT eps the last few days I could be wrong but thats the vibe I get
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The Dan in the Shrek shirt and hat is giving “we were being silly and soft still in our pjs in the hotel room” vibes like he looks like he just woke up 😭🥺
lightly tousled for sure. a lil squinty a little flirty a little ruffled. definitely part of how they recovered from jet lag
#picture it. theyre staying up late to make sure they fall asleep at the 'right' time so it doesnt fuck them up#so theyre playing silly nonsense games with each other in the hotel room#so tired theyre almost drunk on it#and its cowboy hats and getting married and the future isn't so scary anymore#but its just them and no one knows theyre on this side of the planet yet#its like their little secret#one on top of so many that they share#and theyre both laughing and snorting and neither of them can breathe#that feeling when youre so tired your legs stop working. but they cant sleep! not allowed. & dan also isnt supposed to crush the cowboy hat#and dans in colour so phils happy. and phils wearing his glasses so dans happy. and they get to just. be.#- damn i am *sappy* tonight huh#dnp#c.text#dan and phil#phan#answered#dnptit
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Concepts for a Surgamy fankid named Nerine, created in a fit of Surgamy thoughts at 6am and I cant draw him again..So i think im gonna abandon him for a while haha.. sth
#i dont know how to character design at all im so sorry for his colors lmaoo#i dont like how his clothes turned out.. gonna try doing somethin else for his wardrope when i feel like it eee now im angy at him#he never met surge or amy as a kid! he doesnt even know he is technically their son! its complicated!#he never really doubted or thought too much about where did he come from either#also hes very forgetful! he only forgets more stuff over time and nobody can tell why..#he was born and found around a time where sonic wasnt heroin anymore so he takes the role! as weird as that sounds!#his lore is very incoherent cos he was born yesterday lol just a silly incoherent guy..#surgamy fankid#surgamy#surgeamy#Nerine the Hedgehog#sth#wee my art i gues
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Nothing Girl! But... Different!
Designs for a hypothetical Nothing Girl comic drawn in a more traditional format. Smiles an actual raggedy doll, Bad Seed is a bit more rooted and things are a bit sweeter and harsher
#bones rattle#nothing girl comic#smile the mannequin#smile lee dahl#bad seed#millie nasty#agony the reaper#nothing girl new#my ocs#skelearts#theres like a lot different w everyone#millie is much more ambivalent and laid back#agony a bit more job focused and burned by the passage of time#bad seed is much closer to her roots in being antagonistic and silly#smile has a much stranger relationship w her mom and her own body#shes made mods to it but shes still Eldridge in there so she has mixed feelings about her appearance#she wears a nightgown almost all the time and doesnt put as much effort into her appearance anymore#her and millie are exes but like for millie its on good terms. smile has feelings about it#theyre coworkers now at the coffee shop in the clouds and she brings bad seed in to gain some sunlight and be amongst people#smile puts a lot of work into caring for bad seed who is v resistant and would rather root in misery#thered still be god chicanery but in a much more ominous way#okay thats my ted talk ill keep a bit quiet about this till i can sketch something up#idk whats gonna happen w nothing girl classic i may finish it but the drive has been a bit lost#time will tell but if youve read the original version youll know a lot about this newer one..
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I love the way u draw the boys with lines under theyre eyes, it makes me think of all of them applying makeup in the morning lol
killer is in charge of doing it for them i think
#sid answers#horror sans#killer sans#bad sanses#undertale au#sans au#sid art#“theyre actually markers for me to know who is who”#<- is a lie its ACTUALLY a lore thing from a different story i did a long time ago#doesnt apply in the same way anymore though#so feel free to interpret those silly lil lines as whatever u think they are !!
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Hmgnhm coughing up an au. Have some undercooked doodles
#vanny is supposed to have that carpet sample fursuit vibe yk#ok um. whats the deal with silly willy. well he's still fucked up and kills children but he cares about his own in this au!!#he doesnt regret any of the murders his only regret is involving his kids#so hes still stuck in ultimate hellscape#um. mike burning his dad for the first time is a big misunderstanding#cause at this point he's like oh fuck my dad is out there and he murdered all those kids and killed my sister hes gonna kill m e#so he burns down the place and goes about his day#and vanny is like#inspired by his crimes but not like ooo possessed by an ai#cause i hate that it feels like its bringing up unnecessary sci fi shit to the table#anyway she is the one who creates glitchtrap#its basically bonzi buddy if it was on steroids and also made your animatronics aggressive#fnaf au#ill make up more stuff jts almostidnight for me hello#oh yeah i forgot about glammike#uhhhh#charlie is the one to bring mikey boy back#cause a he can atone for killing his little brother by not sucking and helping this kid who's about to get his kidneys chewed out by monty#and b . so mike you know what's a computer right. well you gotta hit a bootcamp cause you gotta dismantle that bonzi buddy shit#and maybe stop vanny from killing anymore kids
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i always assumed he cut his hair with a pair of shitty scissors in front of his bathroom mirror at like 2am
#my art#kuron vld#vld#kurons design is really fucking funny to me for some reson#he looks so goofy???? boy why do you dress like that#he looks like a dog in a medical cone......... WHY#cant take his ass seriously#shiros s1&2 design made him look serious and reliable#but somehow his clone has the dumbest fucking outfit#i dont hate it or anything btw but it IS very funny to me. not in a bad way hes just silly#love this guy hes a fucking idiot<3 my silly guy<333#he caught one glance at himself in the mirror while idk brushing his teeth and had a breakdown#bc he didnt look enough like shiro and thats Not Good and he had to fix it so he doesnt feel Wrong anymore#having long hair was weird for him bc his brain was screaming at him that he doesnt look Right#but maybe there was a tiny part of him that didnt mind the hair. a part of him that wanted to be diffrent and try new things#but he couldnt do that bc Shiro Wouldnt Do That and he IS shiro(hes not). dumbass.#i love making clone characters trans allegories#or sometimes i just make literally them trans. its good for the soul:]#i am So Normal about this guy. i prommy.#kuronposting
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It's Østro!!!! My little bug brain put into a sentinel!!
#murder drones art#murder drones#ibeg art#murder drones oc#md oc#I always feel like I'm forgetting tot tag some hithing#so i end up typing aout me forgetting something in the tags#but then the rambling makes more tags#and it doesnt feel like im forgetting to tag anything anymore#its so silly
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i have never felt worse in my LIFE (i am lying) (i am being overdramatic) (i will be fine)
#this week has been INSANE#i had so much work#and then Sillies happened#at least my foot doesnt feel broken anymore#IDK MAN EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL#BUT IM FINE PINKY PROMISE#auburn's rambles <3
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i wish i could just sleep forverr or maybe just be able to rot in bed every day every hour but i cant and it makes me so sad
#vent#vent in tags#<- yah#im just so#im so miserable#all i do is think about suicide and sleep#its all i really wanna do anyways#i get out of bed. i brush my teeth. i drink water. i eat if i feel i deserve it (i dont). i pace i walk. i feed my dog i let her out.#and what else#nothing interests me anymore but then again thats like. thats been the norm for awhile i guess#i make myself do the things i love because i hope it'll make me happy but it just#it doesnt#it distracts me#just for a little while#but once i stop i immediately go back to nothing.#when i was younger i never understood when therapists asked if i felt 'empty' i thought it was silly but now#that's the only way i can describe it#if im not miserable and suicidal i'm just nothing#the only thing i can really feel anymore besides misery is guilt that fades faster than it comes and anger#if im lucky i'll get a taste of adrenaline but#kicks rock#is it too much to ask to just feel something other than#yeah#just for a moment#thats all i want#im so sad#i dont want to get better anymore but i do but wouldn't it be so much easier to rot?#i'll die before 20 either way so what does it matter
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Second mugblets goooiii chugged thus one as welll
#rae's silly rambles :3#im eepy#well#nit really anymore but still#mmmm 6% alcohol#chat is that a lot#it doesnt feel like a lit#i dotn udnerstand alcoohl#raes yapping streak
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Is being 24 meant to feel like you're constantly sticking your head into a microwave because I'm not having fun anymore guys
#noodle talks#but if I deleted all of my socials and just fucked off forever that's overreacting right LMAO#i don't want to do that I just want to get my nice inspo for my silly doodles and then post my silly doodles#but like is it even worth it at this point#It's not even fun anymore cuz it feels like. idk.#I think i'm just in a rut#cuz i really just want to fuck off but then ppl get worried#or miss my art#but like i just. i feel too plugged in yknow#idk maybe I should reconsider my hiatus#internet times doesnt feel like a relaxing hangout or a fun adventure anymore dude it's a fucking Drag#Life's a fuckin drag lmao#I genuinely felt happier turning my phone off putting my laptop away and listening to an audiobook#I guess that's a sign that I've been too online#ugh.
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#i know it's silly and stupid#but i cant help but feel sooooo hurt that he doesnt wanna follow me anymore#or interact with my blogs#... this is really childish and embarrassing#but i wanted him to interact with me so bad i've tried a few times to like send him posts and stuff (that remind me of him)#but he still doesnt interact ... it's like he doesnt want to have anything reblogged from me on his blog#it just feels like he's trying to keep me as far away from him as possible#like he just doesnt want us to be close at all...#that hurt bc i love him sm all i want is for us to be close#actually it hurts even more bc he said he wanted me. he made me believe he felt all these things for me#and then he just suddenly started to slowly pull away#and i get it i get it.... he isnt in love with me and he doesnt care to keep me close#that's that on that!! but i just cannot let go#i should be strong and cut him off and focus on myself and meet someone who'll love me the way i need#i just feel like i have a connection with him i cant find with anyone else#and that makes it so so much harder for me to just leave#even if he clearly doesnt want me close#it just hurts so much#how he doesnt even want to interact on tumblr 💀#how he like hates my blog now and how im only bad energy in his life#it hurts!!!!!!
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the anxiety pills arent even working :c
#maybe a little bit actually#before i took it i felt hysterical and my chest burned and i cried#now after a while i dont feel that as much#i just feel empty and hollow#im just so upset and sad#why cant he understand how much i love him and what i'd do for him#or maybe he does understand he just doesnt care about my love?#idk ... maybe i just keep hurting him? idk i jusg wish he'd tell me#and i wish .. he could see that i dont mean to hurt him. but maybe... he wants me to know and not do it? idk#anyway... the pill might've helped a little but i still cant stop thinking about it#i cant believe i was dumb enough to not learn my lesson#and that i kept venting and being crazy and aaying dumb shit#and that some of my mental breakdown vent that i dont even mean hurt him#i should've just stopped using my blog for that from the start#now he doesnt even follow me anymore.....#i know it sounds utterly silly but the fact that im not important enough for him to follow hurts so bad#i feel worthless now why do i even exist if he doesnt see me?#i get why he wants his ex though. she's x10000 better than me in every way#i wish i'd never came into his life and messed with him like that#i dont wanna hurt him and i feel so bad. i should've just left him alone and not caused a meas#mess*#fml i wanna cry i hate myself so bad
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Can ignore, just me whining
I just love having an idea and motivation to draw something for someone but then see someone else's art for that person and suddenly loose all the motivation because it's so much better and mine won't even compare (/sarc I hate it with all my body.)
You have no idea how many unfinished and not even started drawings I have because of such thoughts. I just feel kinda useless tbf
(Will probably delete this later)
#lil vent ig idk#ig the reason explaining why i dont draw so much anymore#ik this sounds silly because people would say “ohh but theres people who draw worse than you”#idk man. idk why i feel this way its weird ik and doesnt really make sense
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