#this book took me apart
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Nona was a child.
Whatever else she was, for a short, wonderful time, she was a child who loved her family, and her friends, and her school
She loved dogs, (especially Noodle) and having her hair plaited, and lying on warm tiles, and hugs, and smiles, and graphic T shirts, and swimming in the sea, and all she wanted
Was a birthday party.
And she was going to invite everyone she loved and some people she didn't even, just because she didn't want to leave them out. She was a child, but she was so clever, and so brave, and she wanted a birthday party when she wasn't even a year old because she knew she didn't have much time left, she knew she was dying and she would have to leave everyone and everything she loved far too soon, and she wasn't even afraid.
She just wanted this last day
To spend time with her family
With her friends
For the last time
And she
Didn’t
Get it.
#i have never cried so hard over a book as I did over Nona the Ninth#Nona Nona Nona you will never know how much I love you#this book took me apart#it stole my soul from my body and my heart from my chest and I will never ever forget it#all she wanted was a birthday party#the locked tomb#nona the ninth#the universe’s best girl#i’ll miss you forever
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To the illiterate people with 0 reading comprehension that I have seen on tik tok today claiming that Maven deserved Mare, that it was stupid and "unfair" that he didn't get her, and that clearly with his trauma and what his mother did to him he deserved her:
I would just like to issue a sincere Fuck You to you and any future illiterate children you produce.
#red queen#glass sword#kings cage#war storm#it took so so much will power not to ANNIHILATE them#I swear#books like SJM and rebecca Yarrow and others like them are PROMOTING THIS BULLSHIT THINKING#I am going to scream#I literally cannot be apart of the reading community anymore if these are the thoughts people are having#this is utterly ridiculous#tell me you didn't pay attention in middle school english class without telling me#tell me you lack reading comprehension without telling me#tell me you lack basic human brain power without telling me#i'm old and I am angry#this is just ridiculous now#must we cycle though the same stupid rhetoric over and over again?#dear lord#If I hear one more person say he “deserved” her#I'm going to push them in front of a bus
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GOT MY HANDS ON THE NOVEL!!! Gonna translate snippets that weren't in the drama ヽ(✿゚▽゚)ノ
You ever questioned where Yiyong got the cans of beer to drink with his dad? It's in the novel!!
Happens after this scene in EP1
Not long after, Li Can walked out of the convenience store, holding two cans of beer. Yiyong straightened his back from the bicycle seat. "Did you get IDed?" Yiyong asked. Li Can shook his head and gave the beer to Yiyong. Yiyong stuffed the beer into his backpack, and only then did he noticed Li Can's unpleasant expression. "What's wrong?" Yiyong wondered. "Be honest, do I look really old?" Li Can's tone was as if he had died. "No." Yiyong quickly replied, not realising he was nodding at the same time. "You're wearing school uniform and you didn't even get ID checked?" Dongjun, who had been watching it go down in commotion added. Hearing this, Li Can's last trace of soul in his eyes dissipated, now resembling a walking corpse.
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Please do not repost this/translations on other platforms, ty
#oh no! here comes trouble#oh no here comes trouble#不良執念清除師#onhct novel#translations#*4#i only just started reading it but so far it's pretty much identical to the drama apart from extra little details#haven't read a book that goes from right to left in a while took me some time to start reading it at a speed#anyways very excited to share this with y'all!!!! 💕💕💕
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Finished binding volume 1 of Becoming Whole!
@pikapeppa thank you for being so lovely and sharing your writing with the world! (And for hyping me up and sending me pretty photomode screenshots)
#hfw#mine#my art#fan fic bookbinding#i think this took me… 4 months?#mostly because i’m a fool and i did the layout in indesign and had to resize it twice#and i wanted screenshots for filler pages and the end of chapters so i had to find and edit all of those#and i decided to draw illustrations for each chapter heading#and then i went wild in the author's note section with qr codes for links and art credits#i bound the textblock/glued it/made a cover but i put off finishing it because if i fucked up the final steps i’d have to redo everything#and also i was scared the end papers were too fragile and the whole book was gonna fall apart so i just let it sit for a month on my desk#but it’s in my makeshift press overnight to make sure the glue sticks properly and then it will be readable!!!#I MADE THIS WITH MY OWN TWO HANDS#AND NOW I GET TO READ ONE OF MY FAVORITE FICS FOREVER#at least the first 17 chapters#3 more volumes to go#plus another set for pikapeppaaaa :)))))))))))))#excuse the goofy pics and glue all over my desk
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I hope you're feeling better from earlier!
You are so sweet; i am feeling WAY better actually!!
#answered#chattin#i had some hot tea and it alleviated some of the pressure i was feeling#so im pretty sure the sudden cold and dry air in my apartment triggered it somehow#DO NOT RECREATE THIS LMAO but i just stood over a pot of boiling water to let the steam try warm up my face and sinuses#and see if that would help w the pressure (it did but only for a little bit; take some ibuprofen like i eventually did; dont be me lmao)#it took about 6 hours to go away which is like fantastic in my books lmao#its still cold but its a bit more humid in here so the headache hasnt returned 👍🏾💖
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#just need to vent rq lololol#my wedding lehenga came out so freaking beautiful#but it needs to be taken in a lot like. i lost 6 inches on my waist since i initially had it made for my body#and everyone at the shop was like ohh wow good job great you look so great now you look awesome#and my mom was like oh wow good job that’s good you did it#like lol#i wanted to just be like#‘thanks i had to go to iop therapy at an ed center where they literlaly taught me how to eat food. like a toddler. thanks’#like i didn’t lose weight for an intentional reason but thanks for confirming you thought i looked horrible before lolol#idk i have been like every size in the book but seeing how much better ppl treat me when im smaller#i’m just like. :)#if my mom says anything about her body or mine tomorrow i will probably fucking lose it and if you see a woman in nj killing ppl on the news#it’s me. lol#it just really took me out of the experience bc i’m trying sooooo hard to be neutral about my body. and like. i don’t need to hear your#thoughts abt what i look like lmao#whatever my dress is beautiful and i’m so beautiful and i’m excited but i really do think i should be able to hunt ppl for sport#leave me alone#nothing you do can please ppl#when i was 20 and 100 lbs and killing myself and sick and miserable every single day my mom was also just like#wow you look great#meanwhile i was balding and fainting at the gym and failing my college classes bc i was obsessed w my body#text#also look at these cats that are just in luis’s apartment’s hallway like rofl who let them out of their apt!!!! so cute#my mom saying ‘you did it’ as if i was trying to do something made me lol#i wasn’t TRYING to do anything i just am healing my relationship w food and my body#bc i refuse to waste my entire life being bitter and miserable and ashamed of existing#like SOMEONE i know….#anyway this could be you too! if you went to fucking therapy!#i ate ny pizza out of spite after all of this#sorry some of you can’t enjoy a fucking carb !!!!!
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Magensia?
#i feel like my writing has gotten dumb#like not a bad dumb per se#but...dumb#like I'm not doing too hot describing things like i used to or having a certaim flow#and ive gone back through and re read some other work ive done and its like trying to find the missing link#noticed it too with drabbles to an extent#side effect from college? more burn out? insomnia? health problems? all the above?#i want my brain back at its old capacity#i want to churn out 10 plus pages a day of material like i used to#and not struggle so damn much#i got the movies playing in my head but finding words has been shit#i need someone to pick my brain apart#in a affectionate way#like a mechanic popping the hood and seeing whats going on#and NOT like 2001s Hannibal#IYKYK#idk what my gram was thinking when she took me to the movies to see that when i was 9 but it left an impression and i had fun#saw silence of the lambs when i was 7#read the books after seeing hannibal#my teacher at the time was uncomfortable and at that time i thought she was upset i was reading at a high level and not cause of the content#tangent train choo chooooo#magenta fusion hybrid#magenta is my vent word#oi
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my #analysis or whatever but its really interesting with how much they cut out of the Jon at the banquet 1x01 scene compared to (at least the leaked version online) the original pilot and book. like not to be like yeah grrm put this much detail in there for a reason but a lot of the detail that they removed really hurts jon as a character and its so jarring to see how much they cut to take the chapter down to about 3 minutes of the episode.
#twist rambles#thrones posting#im picking it apart bc im enjoying rewatching and knowing whats coming but it actually drives me insane bc imo jon gets fucked over SO bad#in the show w/o having his internal thoughts. like him and da/ny get fucked over the most w that to ME. and the cutting of the sa/nsa tower#scene in 1x10 also really was a big loss to MEEE personally. like when u have characters that are introspective and dont figure out any way#to incorporate all their thoughts- it hurts them a lot and kind of fucks over their characterization a lot#not saying got has sucked since 1x01 or anything but its been interesting to rewatch it and pour over the text as i do so because the small#changes do end up hurting it a bit the further u get in. like changing cer.sei to have birthed rob.erts child vs abortion i think definitel#does some damage to her character/that reveal. where like a lot of things that they added even in 1x01 are REALLY good changes. like the#addition that they did to the “the things i do for love” line were really good because it does kind of reassure the viewer haha he is askin#questions and let go of his shirt he SURELY wont and then he does. like that is a rly good change and again i think its kind of a mixed bag#w the additions and things they took away (namely i wish the amt of really over the top sex scenes were a bit closer to the book bc it kind#of takes away from a lot of it when its like SO much of an episode. its way more jarring how cruel th.eon is during sex when its very#different to what is surrounding it (which it is in the books) instead of like. it being INSTANTLY followed up w another similar scene they#added in. like i can definitely see the misogyny arguments esp when comparing book 2 show because the books are nowhere near as bad w that.#also forever mad that they didnt make da.ny bald at the start of s2. can we get silly NOW. anyways god. its been interesting to pick it#apart upon rewatch and more familiarity w the source material.
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Just finished reading Powerless
Fuck
I mean some parts were like divergent meets hunger games
But as a romance lover most of what I care about is the relationship anyway
And man
Oooof
I am glad I read it today so that the sequel is just a month away
But I'm already dreading having to wait a year for the finale
We better fucking get some Kai and Paedyn steamy scenes in book 2
#Powerless#Kai and Paedyn#Also can I say that apart from it being too hunger gamesy for me#I HATE how Paedyn is spelled#I had to google the pronunciation#There's a better way to write that name#It took me like 1/3 of the book to stop reading pah eh din and actually read pay den#Whyyyyy#Anyway apart from that is was a good book#I would read the novella but since I already know the MC is gonna die at the end I figure I'll save myself the heartbreak#How am I supposed to sleep now#It's 1am#And I'm low key destroyed
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went down to get some norbond (repair glue) at work today and on my coworker in Young Adult's cataloging cart there was. a young adult novel by cs pacat. already falling apart at the spine of course because the state of bookbinding today is abysmal and is the reason i go through ezbind So Fast just trying to preemptively reinforce every single thing that comes across my desk but ANYWAY. like. i have got to find out how mellowed down this novel is compared to her usual fare. like. some YA novels contain some racy bits for sure but i dont think the general pacat content could possibly be distilled into teen-friendly material and retain literally any of its x-ratedness. like. almost interested in finding out what a non-horny book by this woman would be like but also im sure i wouldnt enjoy it as much. like that would just be. a book. which is fine and i'm sure it's not bad! but i dont read pacat to read a book. i read her to read A...Book.....
#fascinating#almost felt like leaving a sticky note for coworker tho on the fucked up page. you know how when a book sees too much use#then the endpieces come apart and you can see the cloth backing there that is *supposed* to hold the signatures together?#(not that most mass market hardbacks have signatures anymore; they're all perfect-bound which is the misnomer of the industry)#that was happening on a brand new book. and by god the cloth was thin too. it was like . twelve little stupid strings just hanging there#they're all like that now#it's not quite as striking until you happen to be repairing a fair amount of older books#and then you realize that even ten fifteen years ago the backing was sturdier. there are more books with true signatures#and those older books might get beat up and tossed around and they dont look new anymore#but they dont rip apart in the dropoff bin nearly as fast as the books that are three years old#the repair i was doing this morning? year and a half. the glue just popped right out and took the whole endpiece with it#stupid as hell. makes me feel like mo from inkheart every time i do repairs
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Now, I'm not saying that my Good Omens hyperfixation led to me reading the bible...
But I am saying that I'm reading the bible. I don't know why. But I'm blaming Good Omens.
#good omens#to write a book about a religion is to understand the religion I guess so here I am#reading the bible#getting a feel for it yk#it feels horrible#the pages are so thin#probably because it's old as sin and that's just how older books are#I'm honestly surprised it isn't falling apart in my hands#crumbling to dust#because of how old it is#it has footnotes#why? just why?#the first page took me 20 minutes to read#I'm actually braindead
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Top 5 best grovelling scenes
Ooooh yes
--Kiss an Angel by Susan Elizabeth Phillips. It's all about how the hero literally kneels, when he always swore he'd never kneel to anyone and it's totally against his personality, and kneeling to this person especially is humiliating... But it's all to get something back for the heroine.
--Mafia Target by Mila Finelli. I feel like queer groveling scenes don't get mentioned as much? This one is M/M, and Alessio REALLY keeps a HUGE secret from Giulio throughout the book and his first grovel attempt is more dramatic actually fails miserably. The second is quieter and I found it quite beautiful. My heart melted. I love them so much.
--The Bride Goes Rogue by Joanna Shupe. Another one where the initial grovel doesn't work long term, and he has to go back to the drawing board. But I love Preston's initial attempts with the leaving the the gifts on Katherine's doorstep; I think I've compared it to a cat leaving dead things for its owner before, and that stands lmao.
--Lothaire by Kresley Cole. Not only is Lothaire absolutely pathetic and miserable with Ellie; he literally faces his most intense trauma and childhood fear not to save her, but to save those she cares about. Also, the love confession where he's just so emotional and desperate for her that he slips into Russian? So good.
--Untamed by Elizabeth Lowell, where the hero is such a dick, but has to basically risk his life (and those of his men lol) razing his enemies to the ground to get her back. Along with an insane speech.
#romance novel blogging#romance novels#book recs#also sorry it took me a min to get to these i thought my apartment had a gas leak :(
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jigsaw puzzles always remind me of being down at the beach. the place we used to stay had puzzles and boardgames stored away for fun. i'd like to get some more of them to have
#if i set up my little free library maybe i will include board games and puzzles people can take with them as well#i think i have to ask my apartment management ppl if i can even make one however#i'll give them a link to the free library site for them to take a look#i'd love if even one person visited and took a book#i want to make a little plaque for it and paint it myself#i have wooden doors left over from a cabinet. i might be able to fashion doors for it if the piece i get doesnt come with one#but i'd prefer if they were glass doors ... i'll have to see what i can do#but i do think a glass door is also definitely doable for me
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Hmmm. 🐺
#i hope i get a Chan photocard with my album... or seungmin 😇 or changbin#i have 3 hyunjins a Lee Know a Felix a I.N and 2 Hans#so itd be nice to get one of the boys i dont have#but also i really like all the pics for this album so whoever i get i'll be excited to see :-)#gettin ask on my other blog if ive bought the new entry in the video game series ive been playin forever#and bein like oh no not yet <3 but the truth is kpop boy album took precedence bc they came out a day apart lmao#sorry it was only 50 bucks and i get a lil book and pictures and stuff meanwhile the base release of that game is 117 dollars her#117!!!!#thats insane#i'll hope for a christmas mega sale lmao#maybe if they gave me a photocard of my fave video game guy i would consider it but
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I woke up at a reasonable time (8:45am) went to the coffee shop, got some work done on an important project, then called the psychiatrist office AND the bank. All in less than three hours. Who am I? When did a neurotypical ghost possess me? And can it stay forever?
#a maintenance guy was coming to fix my ceiling this morning between 9 and 11am#i didnt want to be here waiting around for that#it gives me anxiety to have a stranger in my apartment at the same time as me#so i woke up before he got here and went to the coffee shop until 11:15#then i had coffee in me and i was already on a productive roll#so i called my psychiatrist. because i havent been there in a year. so they wont refill my meds until i book another appointment#fuck my psychiatrist. but i need my meds. and i want to ask her about starting with a therapist#but the earliest appointment i could get was March. so.#then i already had my phone out and had made a call so i decided to call the bank#because my debit card jas been missing for weeks now#and my online banking locked me out#so i had to get all of that straightened out sooner rather than later#first thing she asked when i said i lost my card was 'did you look for it?'#no maam. i looked in my wallet to see my debit card wasnt there and i promptly called you /s#yes i looked for my card before i had to go through the horrors of a phone call#but i should be getting a new card sent soon and i unlocked my online banking and i scheduled a psych appointment#damn. the maintenance guy should come more often. it made me do shit#im also doing all of this on about four hours of sleep#and im lucky i got that sleep#took some Vyvanse. last time i took it it kept me up for 28 hours. this time i was able to force myself to sleep at a reasonable time#gonna go take a shower now. isnt that wild. im gonna shower too after all of that
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#you ever like think abt how you don't rlly have a culture or like connections to a wider community#and your family has kind of fallen appart#and even tho you have some friends and you're close w your sister you feel so deeply sad#bc of that disconnect from a wider community or family#and you can't rlly pull your family back togther#and you don't know how to build a new community#or find one you'd fit in w bc your social skills are shit#and you read a book abt a hawiian girl and her family and it makes you so deeply jealous#bc you've never had a family that cares for each other like that#and maybe you never will#and your partner's been recconecting w their family and cultural heritage#but you don't even have that#like you're just white#i mean you're supposed to be Irish and Scottish but you have no real connection to those identities#no one in your family knows anything abt ireland or scottland beyond that fact that distant relatives came from those countries to the usa#idk I've just been thinking abt culture and family a lot bc I took an asian american lit class#and those things were intergral to like all the stories we read#and it rlly made me realize that I feel like I've been missing those things#and when I was younger my family felt closer and more solid#but the oast few years things have kind of fallen apart#sorry if you clicked the expand tags and yiu had to scroll through this wall of text#I've just been dwelling on all these thoughts lately and especially today
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