#this absolutely killed my laptop again😭

[gr63wdc]

dymphna's 100 celebration anakin skywalker or ATTACK OF THE CLONES (insp) ↳ for @haydanakin

[starshine-selfships]

YOURE ALSO SHIPPING WITH AN ANGEL NAMED GABRIEL!?? TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT!!!! 🩷🩷🩷

GOD GOD YES!! Also fun fact I lowkey knew you specifically would see those tags and got excited to see if you would say anything hfjgrgj

Here's the guy of the hour, the week, the YEAR

(The art with the oranges is my own lmao)

I got the game he's from as a gift for Christmas from a friend who really likes it (and I was like yeah!! I wanna play the game too!!) so everything I'm saying has a grand total of a month and a half behind it, and I feel like the short time duration is important to highlight the insanity here kdjffk

ALRIGHT SO spoilers for the entirety of ultra.kill as a game bc he's integral to the overall plot, but some background before Gabby, the game is centered around a robot (controlled by the player) descending down through 9 layers of hell a la dante's inferno style, bc this particular machine is blood powered and mankind has been completely wiped out (partially by war, partially by something that hasn't been made 100% clear yet), so you're just going around slaughtering everything in sight, with the chunkiest graphics known to man along the way.

Gabe's role here is to step in and try to stop you bc you're basically a walking abomination to all that is holy, Gabe is the angel that sends people to hell and is also the one chosen to carry out the will of god so he's also done a lot of killing to do that; he loses to the machine, gets so mad he curses at you (calls you an insignificant fuck) and then leaves, but we see a little behind the scenes, where we learn he's never lost a fight like this and the rest of the angels call it heresy; they sever his connection with divinity and tell him he has 24 hours to fix everything or he'll die. So naturally, next fight he's pissed as hell, and starts out MAD, yelling and threatening, but as it goes on, he starts having fun and laughing and taunting, and when he loses again, he says he feels relieved and needs time to think. He starts introspecting and starts questioning everything he's been told after he realizes he wasn't feeling hatred, but a sort of passion in the challenge of the fights. He starts asking himself if the angels he followed were actually in the right, and ends up killing them all, accepting that he's going to die but that he'll die not only having been freed from the constraints placed on him, but also having freed heaven itself from the angels that basically held it hostage with their power.

He's also as close to trans as you can get without explicitly calling him such! The devs discussed angels and pronouns in a recent stream and said they wanted angels to have no pronouns if possible, but then realized that they needed to gender Gabe when another character wrote a diary entry about him, so they settled on pronouns as a mark of angel status, which means that he didn't originally use he/him, but picked it up later and continued to use it no matter what; the other angels called him "it" after the took his divinity, but the overall narration still uses masculine pronouns for him, so it comes with the implication that he's still exactly who he knows he is, no matter what is said about him, which. as a trans man. good lord fhsjg the trauma of his arc hits very close to home for me and that was part of what propelled him into the spot he has on this blog.

The other thing that got him here was. and there really isn't any other way to say it. This man turned everyone into rabid animals, I have never seen so many people look at a character and desire him so violently, everyone wants to do unspeakable things to this man and it is so funny hdsjgks his VA will also voice pretty much anything in-character as well, so there's a lot of unhinged bullshit that makes for an absolutely incredible image of this man. He's a little uptight at first and throws a fit when things don't go his way, he seems like the exact kind of man that would be kind of silly, this man would struggle to peel an orange, throw it at a wall, and then later hang his head in his hands about it. This man would be able to speak multiple languages but would somehow mispronounce every single word as he goes. He's an astounding character and he's also kind of pathetic and something about all these factors just. lobotomized me. There is a gay little angel where part of my brain should be and I've just accepted it. I had a gay dream about him one single week after I saw him in game, the grip he has on me is UNREAL and I've fully accepted it.

He gives the very fun aspect of "is not human and has no idea what humans need or how they act", which makes him utterly hilarious to me, I wanna see this man try to preheat the oven, he is trying so hard to cook something for me and he is burning it so badly, he does NOT know what a car is and is frankly too wary of it to even consider getting in it. People also arrived at the consensus that he's probably very tall, it's been confirmed that there are no canon heights in the game, but everyone has agreed that Gabby is at least 7 feet tall and it is the funniest thing on earth to me. Very large and somewhat confused angel who means the best trying very hard in his new environment. Oh my god wait when the developers had that stream I mentioned they also talked about Gabe for a bit in regards to his personality bc in-game he saved someone from being swept away in the river styx (now an ocean after an influx of souls), and they were so grateful they added a fully functional hologram of him onto their ship, saying the lines he'd said when he'd saved them, and the devs said that they'd wanted that to be a glimpse into what Gabriel is like when he's not immediately targeting you as an enemy or fighting, and the specific words they used were "he's kind and loving" and that short-circuited my brain immediately upon impact.

He is The Guy Ever, he's basically trans and 70% of the people who drew him gave him top surgery scars even before the devs talked about gender, he's got religious trauma and guilt, he's too tall and has probably never read a book outside of the bible, he giggles and whimpers, he is considered to be one of if not the most wifeable character in the entire game, he has an official body pillow, I want to put him in pretty little outfits, I want to hold his hand and take him to the beach, I want to pin him against a wall, he is. Such A Guy,, thank you so much for asking me about him he makes me feel so insane hsgjsdl

[crazylittlejester]

say it a little louder one more time for the people in the back anon: If he were a woman people would not be treating him this way

We need to respect male victims, even in fandom spaces

Speak it louder for the ones in the back, cause the Fandom brushed over that way to quickly in my book. 3 whole updates of just body shaming Wars and everybody acted like it was nothing, and I thought I was going crazy for being grossed out by it! What's worse is that that's a normal body type for a lot of people, including myself. I can't imagine other fans who say all those comments and felt bad about themselves because the character that looked like them was a laughing stock. And don't get me started on people not treating Wars's trauma seriously. My man would not be a womanizer, and he'd be terrified of women he didn't know or trust. It's disgusting how we don't respect male victims in Fandom spaces too. If he was a chick this wouldn't be a thing and that says something. I'm happy that this is something the fans are leaving behind and stopping, but man that was a weird time to be a LU fan.

-❄ anon

Awful time to be a Warriors fan too. The fandom is starting to treat him better too but it's a few us spamming the tags to get him the respect he deserves. Actually, it's mostly one person because I work a lot and I'm tired but I like to think I help.

And those three updates was about helping Time out so that he could be there for Twilight. People didn't touch a lot on the seriousness of those updates because people were too busy editing Warriors to accentuate everything "he lacked".

[proodence]

I'm rewatching Alex Rider for like the 7th time but with my boyfriend and guys season 2 is so fucking good SEASON 2 IS SOOO GOOD

Alex being such a cheeky brat with the department and Alan Blunt losing his mind because Alex is being so clever and annoying

The slowly building mystery with all the pieces that gradually come together

Alex and Kyra being so cute with the washer and "survivors club" and "keeping score" of who has saved each other's life the most (and the end scene where he's looking up at her from the stage🥹😭)

Jack having her own storyline that actually serves the story and gives her character a purpose

Tom and Kyra both helping to progress the plot in ways that are genuinely required from them and makes sense for their characters

The subtle hints that Yassen is going to wind up helping Alex in the end, the way his character gradually becomes more complex with each episode

Alex just generally being so smart, so resourceful, so capable and just really encompassing his character, not to mention the genuine depth that comes from his trauma + him accidentally getting people killed over the course of the season (Blunt telling him he has blood on his hands)

The tension that builds within The Department as Smithers and Mrs. Jones start keeping secrets from Blunt about Alex

Damian Cray just getting absolutely dogpiled by Alex and the gang who just keep screwing over his plan again and again

Alex and Yassen FINALLY having a full conversation and it holds so much weight and hits so good

The part where Sabina cracks Anders over the head with her own laptop (honorable mention)

All the cheeky light hearted bits where the kids are just being shitheads with too much power, like cutting off the electricity to the whole postal code just to use the computer lab

And then on the flip the angst that comes from literally no one believing Alex about anything for like 60% of the season

It's just scene after scene of "oH THIS PARTS SO GOOD" and it doesn't stop until the very end

has it been long enough that I can say that season 3 just doesn't hit the same😭

[monsterswithimagines]

Undisclosed Desires - Part 23

Joe Goldberg x female!reader

Summary: Twenty minutes before he would have met Guinevere Beck, Joe meets you instead. You intruige him, but it will soon become clear that there is something off about you. Words: 867

Masterlist

We already see Joe killing Ron on the show. I figured I don't have to describe it again. Besides, things are getting interesting...

DISCLAIMER: the towns and situations described in this chapter are fictionalized. There is no Nehalenia College in Koewacht. IDEK what is in Koewacht. (Koe means cow, so maybe a lot of cows??)

I have been very busy these last three days, (Y/n).

Nobody will miss Ron, but I miss you and I have been neglecting you. I feel bad. We have only texted a few times, and you say you are busy and jetlagged. But I can tell you’re just giving me an excuse to be distant, because when I text you, you respond right away.

I have been a bad boyfriend, but I think if you knew why I was so busy these last few days, you’d forgive me. I hope you would, but I can’t exactly tell you, so instead I just lounge on your bed and I text you:

ME: Hey lovely.

YOU: hey!

ME: What are you up to?

YOU: well it’s 8 pm

YOU: so nm

YOU: watching this dutch talk show w my grandpa

YOU: hes annoyed im on my phone lol

ME: Go watch the show, (Y/n). I don’t want to piss off your grandfather before I even get there.

YOU: yessir! love u

ME: I love you, too.

I am so tired. I was hoping we could call for a little bit, but if you're at your grandparents’ house, I don't want to push it. Instead I take a shower in your bathroom and use your soap so I smell like you. Then, in my own, clean clothes which I keep at your place, I get on your bed and take out your laptop.

As always, your WhatsApp texts are open. I haven't checked them much since we got together - we are good together and I don't need to know everything you talk about with everyone - but there are new texts from a name I don't recognize.

And you are texting this person right now. I thought you couldn't be on your phone?

The texts are in Dutch, but they started about an hour ago and there aren't that many yet, so I take the time to translate them.

MITCH: hey hey! heard you're in NL? wanna get together?

YOU: sorry man, kinda busy

MITCH: ouch. did you just blow me off?

YOU: uhhhh kinda?

YOU: it's nothing personal

YOU: my boyfriend’s coming in 2 days

I smile.

MITCH: since when do you have a boyfriend lol

YOU: a few months now

MITCH: and i guess it’s serious?

YOU: pretty serious

MITCH: wtf

YOU: ?

MITCH: i kinda thought we had a thing, you know?

YOU: mitch…

YOU: you gotta get over this

MITCH: and what is it you think i have to ‘get over’?

YOU: you know what

That last message, you sent while I was reading the other ones, and I have to translate it separately. Apparently Mitch does know what, because he doesn’t respond anymore. But I don’t know what, and I really wish you would specify.

You send a message to Nadia:

YOU: guess who just texted me…

NADIA: Who?

YOU: mitch

NADIA: Ew. Block him.

Thank you, Nadia!

YOU: i can’t just block him 😭 you know what happens when i block him

NADIA: You want to stay at my place tonight?

YOU: could i? i don’t wanna tell my grandparents about this…

NADIA: Hey, at least Joe will be here soon! Then you won’t be all alone in your big scary AirBNB.

YOU: lol

YOU: i can’t wait tho

YOU: 😁😊

I frown. Normally I’d be happy that you can’t wait for me to get there, but right now I just want to know who this Mitch guy is.

He is not on your Twitter and he is not on Nadia’s Instagram. All I have are his texts to you and looking for his number on Google does absolutely nothing.

But when I look up your high school, along with Mitch’s name and yours, I finally find something interesting: two news articles with your names in them.

I Google your name again. There’s your high school picture. You went to Het Nehalennia College but when I try to translate the rest of the text again, I still can’t make sense of it - it must be full of spelling errors, because some words just will not make sense.

I try to look Mitch up, using all sorts of combinations. Your school and his name, his name and yours... Nothing.

From: Omroep Zeeland, June 21st, 2017

KOEWACHT - YESTERDAY AT 3:00 in the afternoon, high school student at Nehalennia College, Mitch Wegganger, was arrested on suspicion of stalking and attempted assault against his classmate, (Y/n) (Y/l/n). The stalking allegedly started after (Y/l/n) stood up for Wegganger against a classmate in March. (Y/l/n) did not return our requests for comment.

From: Omroep Zeeland, June 23rd, 2017

KOEWACHT - HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT Mitch Wegganger - who was arrested early this week on suspicion of stalking his classmate (Y/n) (Y/l/n) - was released this morning after (Y/l/n) withdrew her report. Wegganger: “This is all a huge misunderstanding. I didn't stand outside (Y/n)'s house and hurt her. I just wanted to talk to her.”

(Y/l/n) is still unavailable for comment.

I can’t believe this.

You, (Y/n), have a stalker.

And you didn’t tell me about him.

[starleska]

sorry for having Siegfried Thoughts™ again but i can't help but wonder what the timeline of his plan was for something this huge and insane! how long had it been since Siegfried discovered Leon's a duelist? was he workshopping an early version of his plan while hatewatching Battle City? and how long did the hacking of KaibaCorp's security systems actually take? we see Siegfried's infiltration of KaibaCorp as effortless: the man's just finished bathing when he starts the process! but i think this was all pre-planned - we see by the end of the tournament that Siegfried is exactly as obsessed with Seto as his father was with Gozaburo. there was no way Siegfried left anything to chance, and he was not as cool as he came off. i'm quietly amused by the idea of the extremely high-strung Siegfried planning an afternoon of luxury and relaxation just as he begins to fuck with the Kaibaland security systems, all in an effort to stop himself from going to pieces with the nerves 😭💔

this seems much more in-line with the Siegfried which slowly gets revealed as the arc goes on...the one who smashes the photoframe of him and Seto when they were younger out of sheer frustration; the one who has several maniacal laughing fits when he's defeated by Seto in a duel; the one who had to capitalise on his little brother's dueling prowess because he didn't think he could do it alone. to me, Siegfried isn't the cool, collected customer that Kaiba is, and that destroys him. everything about Siegfried screams insecurity, from the designer clothes to the one-hit-kill deck strategy. Siegfried wants to be Kaiba, and the way he reacts to any form of stress (except for Yami and Yuugi), so bad 🙈 perhaps this isn't everyone's view of Siegfried, but my headcanon is absolutely this brilliant, hypervigilant, hair-has-turned-lighter-from-the-stress man who has spent his entire life trying to be better than a guy he simply cannot surpass...because Kaiba doesn't feel the same way. i think of Siegfried going through years of stress prior to the tournament, with those cavernous castle rooms covered in scraps of paper and laptops running countless programs, all while he's nearly tearing his hair out trying to plan for every. single. eventuality 💔

[reinekes-fox]

Okay i wanna try to remember everything i wanna say.

Spoilers... probably alot!! Sorry.

I'm gonna number this!:

1. I loved being able to play the game all over again because it felt new to me even tho duh it's not.

2. I liked being a dove. It was my first playthrough as a dove and i was suprised at the optional dove RO even tho we've encountered her before.

3. I still think jonah is absolutely adorable omg.

4. Chase is still a goddamn menace but again romancing him as a Dove just hits different. I still have to do my baby elronds route again and astroria is actually scary. Her and marcel gimma the creeps no lie 🤣 I'd take the yandere aka droznik over them anyday.

Getting onto the update:

1. I still think basti is hot even tho he wants to kill me. Like bruh just lemme flirt with you're dead ass 😒

2. I'm gonna murder Adam!!! Legit. Especially if you were all flirty with him before. My poor baby MC he just thought the dude liked him.

3. Our mother still sucks.

4. Can i stop like dying???!!! 7 on 1 is cowardice 😒 also love how Chase literally kisses us out of a trance.

5. I was not expecting Drozniks' revelation at all!!!! That threw me for a whole loop.

6. There is a scene at the hospital you probably can't fix tho where on his route he helps you get dressed but then all of a sudden Its Fuschia, which confused tf out of me ngl 🤣

I loveeeeeeed the update. Like I've been playing it the whole day and it's like almost 5pm now. I seriously am so obsessed with this i dont think you really get it.

Curses to your goddamn laptop tho because now i gta wait like forever to reach a conclusion to all the unfinished bits and it's torture. Yes yes i know I'm sorry 😞 it sucks for you too but i just wanna side eye your laptop once.

Never apologise! This gives me really meaningful insight as to what the players can’t reach because of my spaghetti code!

(Actually played through it today myself and man it’s bad… so much stuff is missing, tangled that characters who have no business showing up so just show up, you can do things you shouldn’t be able to do)

1. Why don’t you give raven (or beizen again) a chance? :3 they actually got something new in store!

2. every volery will have its own unique RO, most will just show up later! (Because I don’t want to add even more variables to the birthday…)

3. Jonah is a knight in shining armour.

4. Oh can I maybe interest you in giving Marcels route a chance? And poor Astoria, she just wants to put a ring on your finger :(

Update (yes let me know all you liked!)

1. in one route he will save your life actually!

2. poor Adam was just as shocked as you were! „Fuck that hot guy is talking to a vampire…“ and he will write you later, feeling really bad about it!

3. mother dearest, the sad thing is that she actually improved from when she raised MC!

4. oh you aren’t dead just yet! Kind stranger saved you! And yeah chases kiss too

5. that was my plan all along!

6. that happens everywhere it’s awful 😭

How do you think I am feeling, sitting on all this stiff in my head but I can’t write it 🥲 it’s horrible… I have so much stuff I want to put in there… but I can’t…

[sarah-dipitous]

Hellsite Nostalgia Tour 2023 Day 222

Halt & Catch Fire/Time Heist

“Halt & Catch Fire”

Plot Description: when a vengeful spirit starts killing off a group of friends through their electronic devices, Sam and Dean race to find an explanation

Would I Survive the First Five Minutes??: the GPS told the girl to get out of the truck so I’m gonna go with sure

“What do you know? Your phone’s 3G” is such a weird burn, especially for like 2014 or maybe 2015.

This was the funniest opening to the show I’ve seen yet, I think…but I don’t think it was necessarily trying to be. Between the aforementioned comment, the GPS first calmly telling the girl to get out of the car and then screeching at her to, and then “destination dead ahead” as the car careened off a bridge that was out. BRAVO, supernatural writers room

WHAT IS THIS EPISODE?! We’re not far in at all and dean’s eating something that sounds like it’s part brownie, part croissant, and part cookie, and Cas has discovered riverboat gambling which is apparently a problem???

Bitch, you are from KANSAS, why did you say the Midwest so derogatorily??

This girl reading Dean for FILTH with his lack of technological knowledge and then just going “you’re gen x. Right.” Girl, you are my new best friend.

This is quite possibly my favorite conversation in this whole show. Sam is an older millennial, Dean’s late gen x, and this girl is full gen z. Sam is enjoying himself, knowing everything the other two are talking about as they snark each other on things the other doesn’t know

Is there NO security at this junk yard? You can just torch an entire pick up truck and no one notices???

I know I still sometimes do it, but the whole talking out loud in hashtags these girls are doing IS annoying. Unfortunately, it does fit with the time

…I’m sorry…this girl’s laptop charger strangled her. Like…came up behind her like a snake and wrapped itself around her neck. I just…what is this show even??

Dean immediately questioning the decision to name a fraternity Sigma Theta Delta or STD is just…it’s beautiful. I love it here

Also him loving college campus food is so very Dean

Why are all these high school and college boys just the ABSOLUTE worst?? They show absolutely NO remorse and just…are weirdly threatening all the girls they’re in content with. Like…ZERO redeeming qualities

So this ghost is kinda I Know What You Did Last Summer-ing these kids

As much as he pretends to be a skeeze (and kind of is a skeeze sometimes), when it comes down to it, he’s SO kind and compassionate to young women

I hope she has good insurance on all her electronics…Dean just smashed them all

Oh this poor lady…the ghost’s widow (who he was married to for less than a year) just didn’t want to lose her husband again 😭

Dean’s so good at giving advice that he should take

I know they’ll find a cure but I am crying at Dean wanting to just fight the mark as much as he can til he goes down swinging

“Time Heist”

Plot Description: The Doctor turns bank robber when he is given a task he cannot refuse

You can really tell that the budget is so much bigger than it was in earlier seasons AND that Moffat’s stylistic choices are REALLY having their effect (derogatory on both accounts)

Clara in a pantsuit though??? It’s definitely a good look for her

Ohh!! A very high stakes escape room!!

Yeah, I suppose having a shapeshifter on your team would be good to have when dna verification is something that’s on the table

Why did I, as I was typing about them having a shapeshifter on the team, forget that she was a shapeshifter and wonder where their fourth team member went?? SMH

This thing in orange is the teller….sometimes it does feel like that

THE TELLER IS NEVER WRONG??! God how I wish that’s how banks worked…ok, it’s very funny that I paused before the end of that sentence because the full sentence is “the teller is never wrong when it comes to guilt” which feels very like people cutting off the “in matters of taste” from “the customer is always right.”

I would LOVE to be able to wipe the minds of customers and turn their brains into soup if I felt they deserved it

Is this why people call it a safety deposit box? Television?? (Buckle in for a lot of really stupid bank talk this episode and good luck figuring out what’s ACTUALLY happening) because at my bank it’s just a safe deposit box and it drives me up the wall when people call it a safety deposit box. I’d never actually correct people like “well ACTUALLY it’s THIS” but I will use the correct term right back

Love Clara’s little nod when the Doctor answers “I still don’t know why you’re in charge” with “basically, it’s the eyebrows”

He just called them Team Not Dead? 💀

I think there’s something wrong with Psi (of all the spellings, I wouldn’t have thought of that. I was thinking it was either Sy or Cy) that’s beyond stress making him glitch

I’m connecting the dots (I’m not connecting shit) between ESPECIALLY the Doctor and Saibra and Psi. Or maybe Psi is more along the lines of Clara, but they all seem to be alone (with kind of the exception of Clara and the Doctor having each other). Psi has had to delete all his loved ones from his memory, Saibra has been taught she can’t be trusted, The Doctor is the last of the time lords and Clara? Well…I dunno.

Oooooo they found the cage the teller is kept in…oh poor Saibra…

I know I’m supposed to sympathize with Team (3/4) Not Dead, but man do I wish I was allowed and even encouraged to destroy people being assholes at the bank

So…all that was pretty much for nothing?? Saibra and Psi are dead and the vault still isn’t opening?

I wish more banks still had the large circular vault doors. I know at least one branch near me does but that’s far too few

Of COURSE the teller is the last of its kind…

THEY WEREN’T DEAD!! The atomic shredders were really teleporters!!!

What is it about powerful but more importantly evil red haired women that are just…you know? First Abaddon, then Rowena, now Director Karabraxos…oh, she’s awful and I would never want to be within a hundred light years of her in real life but oMG

I feel like I’m starting to understand all the weird timey wimey stuff happening for this episode to work but the final part is just out of my reach

Ok. Why’s the Doctor trying to be the funniest person at his brain soupening? “Lots of memories. Big scarf…bow tie…bit embarrassing. How do you like the new look? I hoping for minimalism, but I think I came out with magician” I mean…he’s not WRONG but like…a minimalist magician

Yeah, yeah, yeah. We KNOW and figured out the Doctor and the Architect are the same person…oh, is Madame Karabraxos’s big final regret keeping the teller hostage?? It wasn’t the last of its kind!!! There’s another!!!! I’m just. I’m weirdly emotional

I wish we could get more of Team Not Dead

[pilotheather]

ok liveblog ok im watching on my work laptop bc persy is BUGGERED so no screenshots but broooo

im going to VOMIT OH M Y GODDDDDD

FUCK OFFF WHONIVERSE STOP IT. I DONT EVEN WANT THE WHONIVERSE BUT

THIS IS VOMIT INDUCING WHY IS HE GREENSCREENED INTO SPACE YOURE SICK GET THAT WHITE BOY BACK IN THE BOX

THIS IS SO DRAMATIC AND FOR WHATTTHI DONNA HI BABYGIRL HIII KISS KISS I

why am i actually welling up this is so cringe shut up IM

MURRAY GOULD YOU FUCKING RUBBED YOUR PUSSY STINK INTO THIS OPENIONG AND FOR WHAT ITS SOOO GOOD KILL MYSELF KILL MYSELF KILL MYSELF NO

my wonderful little etsy girl hi rose youre so adorbies i

HEY BRO WHAT THE FUCKING HELL HELP

DONNA IM GOING TO FUCKING VOMIT

GRANDADDDDD NOOO STOP IM GOING BERNARD CRIBBINS 😢IM HAVING A MENTY

HELP HELP SHE JUST FUCKING KICKED HIS ASSSSSS HELP IM GOING TO LOSE MY MIND SKINNY MAN . GET HIMDDONNA GET HIM GET HIM GET HIM

DONNAAAAA 😭she gave it all away?

why does that woman look so familiar im sure ive seen so many

donna is so real unemployed girl realness good for her

and she said trans rights

OK AGAIN WHO IS THIS WOMAN WHY IS SHE SO FAMILIAR. SHIRLEY. LIKE WHY IS SHE SO FAMILIAR

i feel like some of the side characters acting is wooden i can never tell if its just me or what like is it just me i feel like its david being the doctor and then random ppl like this woman whos just reading her lines out BUT sometimes i get this and i feel like its just me being autistic do yoi know what i mean like im just missing some flow bc hald the time other ppl dont pick up on it AM I . IS THAT STUPID

WHY IS THE BUDGET SO FUCKING FAT

BRO UM...

GIRL . I NEED YOU TO GET OUT OF THERE

SHIRLS. MA'AM.

rose dearest poppet- AWWWW HER LITTLE SHED IS SO DARLINGGGGGGGG

IM SORRY I HATE BEEP THE MEEPS DESIGN

I SAID IT I STAND BY IT

IM VOMITING

donna is such a good mam too i think im going to wee myself 😭. she said this CYCLEEE WILL BE BROKENNNNNNNNNNNNNN

SYLVIA NOBLE FOR ALL YOUR FLAWS THE FUCKING "YOUUUUUUUU" SHE PUT HER WHOLE FUCKING CUNT INTO THAT

GET OFF ME YOU SPACE RAT

DONNA YOURE MAKING ME LOSE MY FUCKING MIND

IM GOING TO PISS MYSELF...

STUART IS SO REAL

CAN WE KEEP STUART AROUND

WE COULD SELL MAD PADDINGTON FOR A MILLION QUID

VOMIT

EVERYTHING SHE SAID IS SO FUNNY

"i loved that man" WHY IS HE SO FUCKI-

HE'S NOT DEAD

IM SORRY SHES MAKING ME FUCKING LOSE IT I CANT FUCKING COPE HER

"Right i know her"

OK SHUT UP ITS CUTE I'LL KILL MYSELF IN FROTN OF EVERYONE

DOCTOR GENDER CONFIRMED PRONOUNS 😭?

"this lot are on my side"

NOT THE HOUSE BRO

THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTTTTINGGG

BEEP THE MEEP

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT UCKING SHIELD THING SIR HOW DID YOU DO THAT

COME ON THE MEEP

HER FUCKING HOUSE DOCTOR HEY DOCTOR

THANK YOU BOB THE BUILDER.

SIR WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HER FUCKING HOUSE

WE ARE BREAKING IN

SIR

what the fuck are they feeding murray gould like sir this shit is bonkers yo

WHATARE THEY PUTTING IN THE FUCKING

seeing him drive feels fucking insane sir ?

YEAH AND NOW WHERE ARE YOU GOING DICKHEAD

CORNIEST MAN EVER IN MY FUCKING LIFE

MEEEP

MEEP THE BEEEP YOU ARE ON FUCKING TRIAL

THEIR FUCKING VOICE IM ACTUALLY GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF WHYS THAT MAKING ME ABSOLUTELY INSANE

well now but meep is but a gender neutral girl . decapitating someone is just-

MIRIAM MARGOYLES WOMAN

FUKCING HELL SERGEANT NOOOOOOO MY FUCKING BUG BOYS GET THAT FUCKING SHIT UP

DONNA FUCK THAT FUCKING RAT UP

HER INTUIITTTIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN THE WOMAN KNOWS SHE KNEWWWWW

HELP

HE FELL LIKE A SACK OF POTATOES

HELP HELP HELP THE WAY THEYRE ALL JUST LOOKING AT HIM FUCK ME

IM JUST PASSING BY ALRIGHT

YOU ACT LIKE YOU KNOW HIM

right ok no no stop im going to fucking sobbing donna babygirl im going to fucking sob my HEART OUTTTTTT WHY- WHY DO THEY KEEP MENTIONING TH.....

ok im going to fucking lose it- the sort of thing you would do um

um um

hail to the meep or whatever lol

SHIRLEY you kind of ate that ....

FUCKING HELL IM GOING TO LOSE IT AT HER SOUPED UP WHEELCHAIR HEY DONNA

DONNA SAID FUCK THIS- THE DOCTOR FUCK THISSSS SHE KNOWSSSS STUART BESTIE BOYYY

TH

WHAT IS

WHAT IS THIS

OH MY FGOD HIS SKANKY LITTLE WAISTCOATTT AWWWW WOARW

i love it its been deadlocke di love it when shes deadlocked like fuck no my overpowered plot advancerer hasb-

THE WAY SHES LOOKING AT HIMM BROOO OK YESSSS YESS EYSS GIRLL LETS DO THISSS YESSSSSSS

ACTIVATE THE DAGGER DRIVE

BRO THE TECHNO BABBLE REALNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

THEYRE MELTING LONDON. SHAME. AH WELL. THERE'S OTHER CITIES. i think

i think

i think

oh my god is he going to wake her up

oh my god babygirl reunited no stop fuck me fuck off she

SHE

DONT SAY OKAY HEY GIRLY POPS

FUCK ME FUCKING HELLL

THATS RIGHT- CLSSSIC FUCKING DAVID TENANNT SCREAM BITCH CAN YOU QUIT HAVING A MENTY FUCKING B-

WHY DID SHE JUST REGENERATE

HI

TH

THAT FRINGE FUCKING FLICK- I GAVE AWAY MY MONEY SHES GOING TO MAKE ME LOSE MY MINDDDDDDDDD TECHNOBABBLEEE THIS BITCHHH

OK YESSS YES YESS SAY FUCKING WHATEVER #GIRL JUST SAY BULLSHIT WE CAN SAVE IT

GET UNMEEPED- HOW DID THE FUCKING GROUND JUST SEAL UP WHYS THAT MAKING ME CRACK UP

DONNA

IS SHE LIKE

HEY DONNA GET BACK UP GIRL

ok it does make me tear up though seeing them together like that- WHAT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN WHAT-R

ROSE?

NOT TO STEREOTYPE BUT LITERALLY EVERY TRANSGIRL I CAN- BNONBINARY IM GOING TO LOSE MY MIND

sorry im like

I feel a genuine sense of dread because this is going to be mocked to high heaven all over the press but at least they fucking made a stand i guess its kinda difficult

but like im going to kind of fucking lose my mind i dont know i wasnt expecting that help its so unintentionally funny but also ..... ok its like camp as fuck. thats the thing. im actually usually completely not a fan of like- really, really upfront conversations of stuff like that in tv shows if that makes sense? but its like... at least with the current vibe in the uk im like fucking sure. yep. just say it with your chest if youre gonna do it why not. sure.

ITS A SHAME YOURE NOT A WOMAN ANY MORE

THEY SAID WE'RE WOMEN SO WE DGAF HELP FUNNY AS FUCKING HELL

THE HELL DO YOU MEAN CYBER DOG?

WE JUST FUCKING WALKING PAST CYBERDOG?

;LET HER SEE INSIDE

WHAT - IT LOOKS SO RETRYO INSIDE -

BUT NOT HIM DID HE JUST CALL HE-

OHHH FUCKING HELL

OK HERES MY HOT TAKE IM NOT ALWAYS THE BIGGEST FAN OF THE CHROME INTERIOR- OK NEVERMIND ITS GOT FUCKING DISCO LIGHTS HE GOT HIS FUCKING LED STRIPS OF AMAZON

with cold milk sorry am i being stupid or-

did she just DONNA

IM KIND OF LOSING MY MIND

AND IS DOCTOR WHO CONFIDENTIAL BACK???? YESSS YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSS WINNER WINNERRRRRRR

[eleanor-bradstreet]

My prediction was correct that I would cry reading about Edmund and Benedict together, but what I did not anticipate was that I would cry so much. You have a superb ability to find stories within music, and I love that these songs inspire you to write such moving work!

You discussed it in the comments and I join the group in agreeing - we need more exploration of Edmund and Benedict’s relationship. The books are written, and it may be too much to expect from the show, but in our collective fics and headcanons, we can examine what is undoubtedly a beautiful bond, and that is exactly what you have done, with exceptional skill. That you not only wrote a fic for them, but peppered it throughout with so many heartwarming and heartbreaking nods and details to other story elements and to Benedict’s character - this is a treasure. 🥹

Ok, the list of all the ways you destroyed me:

I probably should have, but didn’t realize this was a modern setting until movies were mentioned. Mentions of modern technology aside, this fits so perfectly into any time period.

That Benedict could sense the importance of the conversation with his father. Tying this in so beautifully to his book premonitions, when he can sense significant change is coming. Our darling spiritual boy 💙 Given all the parallels that are often drawn between these two characters, it makes me wonder if Edmund could sense it too - some imperative to have important conversations with his two eldest sons as soon as possible, though he wasn’t precisely sure why. Maybe Benedict’s sensitivity to that energy is inherited. 💔

I haven’t read the books expanding on Edmund’s backstory, but would love to know how in the world he became an absolutely perfect man 😭 The way he (which would be YOU) describes women, their strengths, their needs, and how they complement the strengths and needs of men, is so unique, deeply insightful, and in my experience - true. What staggering wisdom he is imparting to Ben, and it all demonstrates how he has loved and viewed Violet in their life together. Seeing that - how much he reveres and understands her - I am once again reminded of how she ended up having 8 children with this man. When he is so perfect, and so perfectly in love with you, how could you not??

“But with a heart built like yours, it will come as second nature. Of that I have no doubt.” Edmund understands Benedict. He sees that he is the child with the biggest heart and can already anticipate how much love Benedict is going to pour out into the world. That is why the topic of this important conversation is love and passion - because he knows these things will be Benedict’s driving motivations in life. As opposed to Anthony, whose final conversation was about persistence, confidence and vulnerability, traits that Edmund knew he would need to rely on as a future viscount. Violet confirmed it to Anthony during their graveside chat, that Edmund was both a strong and dutiful viscount, but also made time for love. It’s clear that the personalities of all his children - especially his sons - are each facets of his own (and Violet’s, I won’t discount her), and your fic demonstrates that so beautifully by focusing in on these two, the romantics in the family.  🥹

THEN YOU START TO BUILD THE POEM 😭 “No pain or burden will be too much to bear.” Tears, just tears pouring down my face as these little words and phrases jump out, showing us that Benedict’s off-the-cuff love poem for Anthony 10 years later was inspired by the wisdom of their father. That Benedict treasured his words and remembered them verbatim for the rest of his life… That it guides the way he sees the world and the way he loves… I am broken.

“Use it as an anchor point.” I just about threw my laptop across the room. Are you TRYING to kill me?????

Violet is standing among the hyacinths. In that fateful spot where we all know what happens. Stop stop stop stop 😭😭😭😭

“It will be as easy as breathing.” Tell me you’ve read AOFAG without telling me you’ve read AOFAG. Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

“Sometimes after you had put the book down, he would flip through the pages and try to find you there.” My god, what beautiful imagery. You are so incredibly talented 💙

Then the breathtaking description, from Ben’s POV, of how he saw and loved Reader. Absolutely gorgeous, so real, acknowledging both of their weaknesses and flaws, but that they always gave each other space and support for them. Ugh, every word of this tugged at my already shredded heart. A sweet happy ending to this exploration of Ben’s soul.

I know I rag on you for hurting me with your words but I enjoy it so much. You evoke so many feelings with your work, and it's always a satisfying experience. Thank you, thank you, thank you. 🙏

From A Father To A Son

Pairings:  Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader, Benedict Bridgerton & Edmund Bridgerton

Summary - Benedict has held his father’s words close to his heart for his entire life. The model of love that his parents provided set an uncompromising standard. All of the pieces to the puzzle didn’t fully align until he fell in love with you. Although his father is gone, Benedict gets to experience the love of his life through the lens of his father’s parting sage wisdom.

Warnings - This one is pretty tame. I toned down the angst and dialed up the romance. It is sickeningly sweet.

Word Count - 3.1K

Author’s Note - The song inspiration for this one was If You Love Her by Forest Blakk. It isn’t necessary to listen before you read, but if you want a soundtrack… This is where my brain was lol

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Spring was always Benedict’s favorite time of year, in spite of the fact that it held some of the most painful moments of his life. The world was coming back alive. Colors brightened, days grew longer, and the sun soaked into everything it touched, greeting those in its embrace with a warm hello. It was a time for new beginnings. A time that embodied promises of better things to come. That’s probably why it seemed to be the time of year when the world fell in love. 

Wedding season was in full bloom. He had already watched three of his old friends from school tie the knot this year. Each time he witnessed a bride take her first steps toward the rest of her life, he would turn and look at you. You were always there, right by his side, looking more lovely with each passing day. He watched you, as you watched her. Your eyes would mist over with joy, and when you felt his gaze on you, your skin would turn the most alluring shade of pink he had ever seen. That was always his favorite part.

He could never resist the urge to reach over and join your hand with his, watching together, as the two people before you joined their lives in a sacred union. Naturally, it would always send his mind down a certain trajectory. With the warmth of your palm pressing into his, it was easy to imagine your future, and he would think to himself, some day. 

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[hannigramislife]

My reactions while watching the last episodes of Strangers from Hell: 7-10

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I am in shock and I need to share

Because, uhm

What the fuck 😃

"What are you?"

"What do you think I am, babe?"

DID THIS MOTHERFUCKER JUST-

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Me: *googles jagiya*

Me: *proceeds to faint*

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I did not- expect

What???

I'm lowkey in shock

I still think maybe that was a hallucination from my part 😃

Which I wasn't even shipping them??? This is entirely the dentist's obsession point 😂

He decides stuff

You want the guy apparently?? Sure, absolutely, we support you as of now on 😂😂

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Moonjo (the dentist psycho): *lovingly touches MC's throat*

Moonjo: I love looking at this area

Me: can't tell if you mean that lovingly or in a "i fantasise about ripping your uvula out" kind of way, but okay ig

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New boy: *sweet and loving and kind comes to the apartment complex, hanging out with MC and asking him out for beer*

Me: Lmao, you're gonna die soon man, i'd run 😆

This loving and cheerful??? In this economy??

He's just asking for it now 🥱

Moonjo doesn't strike me as the sharing kind 😂

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YASSSSSS

There's this asshole that its mc's (Jongwoo) boss, and he keeps mistreating Jongwoo, belitting him and even wants to steal his gf

And now our man Moonjo has entered the sceneeeeeee 🤩

GET FUCKED

He's so creepy, I love him so much 😭

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My boy really went there, insulted the boss to his face, real calmly and with a smile

What an icon

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Moonjo: listing how Jongwoo feels, how well he knows him, what he fears and how everything's gonna be okay

Jongwoo's gf who's in the room with them: 👁👄👁

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God bless this psychopath 😭

"He acts tough like this because he's in front of a woman"

LMAOOO NOOOOOO HE REALLY WENT AFTER TOXIC MASCULINITY LIKE THAT

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AJSKSLDODIFKEJFLALDJE

HE CALLED JONGWOO BABE AGAIN

I cannot handle him, my heart

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I'M SCARED NOW WOAH

THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY

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UNIT 310 RUN, TF U HAVING DINNER WITH MOONJO FOR

"It's human meat"

He gives zero fucks ❤

No fucks seen here, no sir

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Unit 310 is done for 😃

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Man really saw his gf as Moonjo looooooolll

Miss girly didn't appreciate that, Jongwoo 😂😂

...um tf

Not only is Unit 310 alive...he's on Moonjo's side now???

I'm confusion

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HE'S TRYING TO GET JONGWOO TO STAY WITH THEM, TF?!?!?!

"They're not bad ppl, you should open your heart to them"

Umm i call bullshit???

What's going on

@Moonjo what did you do

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NOO IM LITERALLY CRYING NOW THIS GOT SO SAD

MY BABY

UNIT 310 😭

Dear cinema gods let him live

He's precious and lovely and has done nthg wrong in his life, ever

He's scared 🥲

Bye im gonna go die in a pit

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You murdering dentist psychopath

You touch a single hair in 310's head

I will personally find a way to kill u

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IS HE FUCKING READING FRANZ KAFKA TO HIM

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Not the squid games now ffs 😭😭

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Safe to say, i'm never going to a dentist again ever

Ohhh they're fighting now

Which no duh, man kidnapped his gf

Man should have watched Hannibal- this is NOT how you get your local anxious mentally unstable socially awkward love interest to dedicate his life to you

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Did he just give him a fucking teeth bracelet

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Them: fighting to death

Jongwoo: still wears the bracelet of teeth Moonjo gave him 👀

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Woah. Jongwoo is fucking ruthless

Did Moonjo really die?

Also, I am confusion

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WHAT THE FUCK

IS GOING ON

WOAH

Oh...my...god

Oh my fucking god

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I...have never been this shocked before

I can't even describe the amount of revelation i just went through

This guy is giving Will's breakdown a run for its money

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It's like he's become a new Moonjo, and the last word of the show is a whispered "Darling" as Jongwoo's face is overshadowed by Moonjo's as he is in the hospital bed, writing die die die die die repeatedly in his laptop

This was all actually very unsettling

Honest to god it hurt my soul

Like, it appears that Jongwoo's darkness was greater than all of them put together???

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@braceletofteeth

I genuinely don't know how to feel 😃

[cloudiness]

Three things we haven't talked about yet from the Abu Dhabi hug : 1) Lando briefly resting his chin on Carlos's shoulder, like there was no need to do that and it's such a familiar gesture. 2) Lando's right hand and Carlos's left. I think Carlos put his on Lando's waist maybe? Though the elbow angle seems a little high but idk. But when they pull away Lando's hand looks like it comes down from in between them. Did he have it resting on Carlos's chest? Enquiring minds want to know. 3) When they pull away from the hug, they immediately lock eye contact with each other and remain in each other's personal space when they start talking. I am just so kflsdhfalksjhfzskfh about how familiar their unconscious body language is, like even after a year of not being around each other all the time they are still so comfortable being in each other's space. I just want a friendship like theirs your honor. Bonus: when Lando's hand is dragging down Carlos's back, if you watch Carlos's right arm movement, he doesn't pull away immediately either, it looks like he runs his hand down Lando's shoulder or upper arm. Arrggh I could honestly talk about this hug forever.

ANON! THIS MESSAGE IS PROBABLY THE BEST ONE I'VE EVER RECEIVED!

DISCLAIMER: I SWEAR I’M NOT GOING INSANE I JUST LOVE ANALYZING THINGS ESPECIALLY THINGS LOVELY ANONS SEND ME and especially when those things are about Carlos’ and Lando’s hands and hugs..so yeah....ENJOY......I guess

This is going to be quite long..maybe I should put it all under 'read more..I will tomorrow when I'm on my laptop..sorry if it's annoying to scroll through all of it

That being said, you bring up such AMAZING POINTS ANON!

1) Lando resting his chin on Carlos' shoulder is just the purest thing ever and the definition of SOFT™ 😭

2) LANDO'S RIGHT HAND!!! AND CARLOS' LEFT HAND!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA ANON!!!! I'VE LOOKED THROUGH THE FRAMES LIKE AN FBI AGENT!!

Lando's right hand DEFINITELY comes down from in between them! Look how it disappears and then reappears in between their chests:

IT WAS TOTALLY RESTING ON CARLOS' CHEST BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO BELIEVE AND WHAT MY EYES SEE.

And Carlos' left hand went absolutely on Lando's waist! You can see that the 'sparco' logo on Lando's waistline is at the exact same height as where Carlos' rests his left hand, LOOK AT THAT HAND!!!!

I rest my case, you honor!

3) Anon, the way they stay in each other's personal space is just too much too handle, ok!? like, "you thought that seeing them hug was going to kill you!? WELL, YOU STILL HAVEN'T SEEN HOW THEY GET LOST INTO EACH OTHER'S EYES"!!!

WHAT THE HELL LANDO!!! HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME FEEL THINGS!?! AND CARLOS! I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE THE BRIGHTEST SMILE ON YOUR FACE EVEN IF I CAN SEE JUST THE BACK OF YOUR HEAD! YOU ADORABLE IDIOTS 😭❤️

BONUS) EVEN A FREAKING BONUS ANON!!!! AJSHUJHNKJWJXK!!! MY HEART!!!! Yes, Carlos does run his hand down Lando's shoulder and upper arm, not all the way down to his wrist, but he does!

NOW, ANON, LET ME POINT OUT ONE LAST THING, since we're talking about their hands and we've agreed that we're going insane over this hug and that someone is going to ban me from the internet from being just too much into this thing called 'carlando'. In the very last frames of the hug that Ferrari gave us their hands are still so close and even those 20 frames are enough to make me go a little bit more insane than I already am, like, look and judge anon, tell me what you think!

Does Carlos' hand accidentally bump into Lando's one and almost into his lower abdomen? Is my brain making me see things that are not real? I mean, I wouldn’t be surprised.....

Anyway, to quote you anon "I am just so kflsdhfalksjhfzskfh about how familiar their unconscious body language is", these two are really something special! I love them, I love their freindship, I love this hug and I love that I'm not alone in obsessing over a 6 seconds video.

Thank you again for the lovely message! Hope to hear from you again! ❤️

[shsl-fander]

HAPPY LOGINCE WEEK DAY 5 ; THIS ONE IS REALLY REALLY ANGSTY I'M SO SORRY 😭

Tw: insecurities, self doubt (I needed at least some self projection onto ro-) Roman angst, crying.

Universe : Canon-verse

Prompt: Logan helps Roman with his writing with a lot of Roman angst-

Roman groaned miserably, slamming his head into his pillow. No matter what he seemed to write, it didn't seem good enough. He was creativity! He was being creative, so why was he still not writing good. Could he not even do that right? If he couldn't,would that mean his insecurities were right? He grunted, glancing up at his laptop again for a moment ; the glare shining directly into his eyes. After a few more minutes he heard a knock on his door. Roman jumped, perking up before he shoved his blankets off himself ; trying to look professional. "Oh-! Uhm Come in! You are welcome to the prince's castle!" he joked, speaking quickly.

Logan slowly creaked Roman's door open, "ah salutations Roman, it's me Logan. Thomas requested I come check on how your work is coming and correct some of it-" he cleared his throat, glancing around Roman's room. It was a bit messier than usual, Roman's lights were dimmed but his fairy lights were still on shinning red, his laptop was placed onto his lap, Roman sitting on his canopy bed.

Roman gulped, Logan was here to see his work. He knew his work wasn't good enough for himself, which means it definitely wasn't good enough for Logan. He never thought he was good enough for Logan, no matter how much he wished he could be Roman knew he didn't show it enough, but all he wanted was for Logan to like him, well...love him. He really liked Logan, but he wasn't serious ; unlike Logan.

"Oh Nerd! Welcome uhm, I'm not exactly done with my writing yet that's the thing-" Roman admitted sheepishly, gazing away from the logical trait. "Sorry Specs." He blinked, trying to keep the plastered smile on his face. Though the corners of his mouth twitched, trying to force back a frown. Writers block killed him. Roman hated making mistakes, he took it personally, like it valued his self worth.

Logan trotted closer to Roman, watching Roman's expression change from a smile to a frown, back to a smile in a matter of seconds. He felt a tinge of worry hit him. His chest tightened for some reason he didn't quite understand, he wanted Roman to be okay. "That is alright, let me see what you have so far. We need something to work with."

Roman hesitantly scotted closer towards the edge of his bed, holding his laptop close, "it's not really my best work Specs, I don't want you to get upset," he murmured. "I don't,I don't want you to think of my work the way I'm thinking of it-" he shook his head, "Not that I'm thinking of it in a bad way! Psh I don't do that! I'm a prince!" He exclaimed, trying to save himself. Great save Roman.

Logan nodded, raising an eyebrow before he sat down next to Roman. "Roman, you are Thomas's creativity, even if we don't agree on much whatever you have conjured up cannot be absolutely awful."

Roman handed Logan his laptop, placing it into Logan's lap ; watching the other's expression nervously. "Come on Microsoft at least say something," he chuckled awkwardly.

Logan stared at Roman's laptop, focussed on reading. "Roman, really this is not as bad as your making it sound. Some parts are a little wordy, or don't have enough words. But we can fix it," he said turning his head to look at Roman. He noticed Roman's expression fading. Logan felt a figurative tug at his heart, it hurt seeing Roman upset. "Roman, my apologies, are you okay?" He gently placed a hand on Roman's shoulder, "please don't take this personally, Thomas asked me to help you. That's all I want to do. But if you're not up for work-" he paused, he couldn't believe he was saying this, "we don't need to." He cared about Roman, more than he did any script or story.

Roman shook his head, holding back his own tears. It was just criticism, why was he reacting like this? Because it was from someone who meant so much to him. "No no Specs It's okay, I just hate making mistakes. Especially compared to you, you're so perfect and serious, I'm never good enough for that." He sighed,"That's not your fault though Nerd, it's mine. It's just my insecurities- but they're right!"

Logan's eyes widened ; hearing with Roman was saying was heartbreaking. The last thing he ever wanted to do was hurt Roman, he knew that they would disagree on a lot of things ; but he really loved Roman. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel that way. Roman, it's unhealthy to hold yourself to such a high standard." He paused "I lo- I mean we love you, you know that right?"

Logan held his hands out, incase Roman wanted a hug. Logan was not a physical comfort person or really comfort in general. But, Roman was an exception. Maybe one day he'd tell him why. But for now, all he could do was be here for Roman.

Roman practically jumped into Logan's arms, letting a few tears fall from his eyes, softly crying into Logan's shirt. "God- I'm so sorry Nerd, I don't know why I got like this over a stupid writing-"

Logan shook his head, "no no It is quite alright," he insisted, keeping his tone quiet and gentle. "Is something else bothering you too?"

Roman shrugged mindlessly, "kind of, stuff's pilling up I guess," he sniffled "thank you Lo"

Word Count: 953

[yukikorogashi]

   Howdy @emptyvictory! This is a long overdue shoutout to you (That probably won’t allow me to cover everything I want to say, but I will try as always LOL), old sport. I took one look at that url meme and was like “FRIG IT, I wanna do a little more than that for them!” and so here we are. I’m super sorry for the longer wait, but also thank you for your patience and ofc... for giving me the opportunity to even write this out. c: 

   So yes, let’s get started already!

   To begin, let’s talk about you as a writer. For all the talent that you possess, one of the things that I love the most about you is your humility, Rory. You are honestly one of the most amazing writing partners that I could ever be blessed to meet, and it’s clear how much heart you put into every written piece that you do. You always bless your writing partners, alway make them feel so appreciated by all that you offer from you end of things, especially when it comes to all those fabulous relationships , yessire. And so it hurts my heart when I do see you beat yourself up every now and then, when you go through those days especially (As much as I do understand). But I can’t tell you enough how quickly I will sit up and glue my eyes onto my phone or laptop screen with wide eyes-- the moment I see something new from you. The number of times I yell and squeal when you answer something from me, like oh my gooooosh!!!

   You just have such a gift when it comes to writing and developing already these complex and multifaceted characters. Skilfully adding your own-- shall we say-- spices? And giving them even more flavour than they already happen have. This especially can be seen through your Arthur Morgan, John Seed and Niko Bellic. Though honestly, the said can be said for so many of your muses (Including the ones that unfortunately spent a shorter time on here than others did). I always wish I could write out so well thought out headcanons like you do, but just catch me here quietly admiring it all from my side as always. 

   And honestly, you are the reason I have come to appreciate so many characters that I never thought I ever would, which is another thing that I ABSOLUTELY love when it comes to writing with an amazing RP pardner like yourself. I can’t count the number of times I would go “*Insert Character Rory Has RPed* is one of my faves.” Like catch me here forever holding up a Sigurd flag now and waving it in the air, thanks to you, eheheh. Seriously, I will never be of any help to you if you even come to me about new muses, other than support you 100%, of course. I will simply be here telling you to do it already, and ask when I can interact with that character. Because I just know you will KILL IT as that character, no matter who they are. For you can play any character your heart desires, Rory. And any character is blessed when they are taken under your wing for development.   

   Honestly, knowing such a talented individual like yourself has always made me wonder what I even did to deserve you at times, you know? At times it makes me fear that I’m not contributing enough from my side as a writing partner... but on the other hand, I also just get so inspired and get all the more determined by you. So that we may create even more amazing relationships together with our muses! You truly have blessed me as a writing partner, and have given my snow child especially some of the most amazing relationships she could ever dare to dream of. Again, Arthur is honestly the only one that had officially adopted her after all these years. The only one that actually bothered to do the darn paperwork, LOL! And that’s something that means so much to me awuehauw!!! You know I love them, and honestly I hadn’t expected to get where we are, when you had first decided to write him. So here you are, once again catching me off guard and blessing me yet again with such an amazing father and daughter relationship, that has so much thought put into over these past years. 😭

   And despite your worries, I can’t tell you enough how much I love Itsuki and Niko’s relationship. Again, he doesn’t need to be overly affectionate (Which would just be weird, if not creepy, honestly) towards her to show that he cares for her? This man’s actions have already spoken so much louder than words ever could especially. After all, he has always bothered humoring her despite the silly, almost pointless conversations that she gets him into. And the fact that he had even bothered to get her a birthday present, those darn sunglasses and of course-- try his best to help her during that one terrifying moment just make me go... AAAAAAAAAAAA. (I know that just sounds like that one giant yelling fish in the Spongebob olympics episode but please imagine it with more emotion and torment auwehawu)

   Honestly, if I lived next door to you, I would be passing by your window like Ned Flanders each and every day going “Hidely ho neighborino, I’m so gosh darn proudi-diddely of ya!” You go through so so much, and have also overcome so, so much. You are in fact one of the strongest individuals I have ever known, Rory. And we all see that, pal, don’t even think any of it goes unnoticed by us. Because we are always over here cheering you on from our end. There is just so much placed upon your shoulders, so much that I see you just taking a deep breath and braving through, each and every time. And lord that takes so, so much strength that will forever amaze me, when it comes to you. I know I can’t say it everyday even though I want to, but know that I am always so proud of you and believe so damn much in you. And that all your hard work is slowly but surely paying off.

    You deserve to feel safe, happy and at peace, and I look forward to that day where you will finally get there.

   If there’s anyone that can do it, it’s frigging Rory!

   Always sending lots of love your way, pal. I will always be honoured to call you one of my bestest friends, and am forever grateful to know you, okay?

[hayleybaaaby-blog]

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What is the first thing you do when you get on the computer?
— I usually only use my laptop to upload my photos to it, to backup my precious pictures or make room. lmao. 😭🤟

What’s the one thing that could make your day better right now?
— well, since it’s getting close to 2am, it’d be delightful if I could go to sleep. But I had a tooth extracted today..

What’s the last TV show you watched?
— Once Upon a Time. 🖤

What do you mainly watch on youtube?
— Just music videos. I don’t usually watch them, either. Just background noise. 😭

Do you sing in the shower?
— Sometimes. I play my music from my phone, and ya know.. Being a single mother of 2, I don’t get to shower without an audience .... And ALL THAT MY CHILD WANTS TO HEAR IS “Baby” by Justin Bieber or “2 Phones” by Kevin Gates. Omfg 🤭😂😂😅

What is one thing that you just wish you could do all of your life?
— Spoil my kiddos. See their smiles. Feel their snuggles and hear their adorable giggles. 💖💙💖

Have you ever thought of a weird question, but didn’t ask it?
— Absolutely. That’s the problem with us ADHD + anxiety folk. We are so damn weird. 😂😪

Do you pour thoughts into diaries?
— Oh my goodness, that’s exactly how I used to release my feelings, but I get so depressed writing how I feel, so now I don’t. Instead, I’ve taken up adult coloring books. 🙂🤟🖍

What is the last thing you ate?
— Uhhhh. Stouffer’s veggie lasagna. 😛

Do you own Nike shoes?
— Nike slide on shoes. 😚🧐😛

Do you think if you died, that the last person you kissed would even care?
— He insists that he’ll be directly after me. I couldn’t die; I have 2 kids depending on me, and I finally have someone who loves and cherishes all 3 of us. 💝

Ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
— Actually, no. Lol.

Does anyone have strong feelings for you?
— I’d say so. 💓 My high school best friend & I’ve rekindled our relationship. He is amazing. 💗 & the other person who has “feelings” for me would be my ex, my babydaddy, but those feelings would be “strong hatred” & “wanting to kill.” He put me through absolute fucking HELL for years & then decided that he’s gonna severely beat on me while wielding a knife then force himself onto me one last time before, and I’m saying what he directly said to me.. He was going to “leave my body for my mother to find” & take off with our children, literally go on the run w them after he’d have brutally murdered their mother. If it wasn’t for my father miraculously coming home sickly that day, I’d be dead. Y’all would be visiting my grave. He’d be on trial for MURDER. He didn’t want anyone else to have me or control my life like him, so he was gonna get rid of me. So fucking sick. And now I’m happy, healthier, & will NEVER ALLOW ANOTHER HUMAN BEING TO DO ME THE WAY HE DID ME

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? 
— Eveey single day thanks to my ex..

What was the last thing you got grounded for?
— Hellll if I remember. I’m 23 now. 😂😂😅

Do you want things to change right now?
— I want to fully heal, let go, move on, move past this, stop this aching & hurting & inability to sleep bc everything about him triggers me..

What time is it?
— 10 minutes till 2 am.

You receive $500 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
— So much for my kiddos!!! Shopping spree. 😊 New clothing because DUH, if I could purchase them a new outfit every day I would. 😉🤪 Some tots even tho my daughter’s got PLENTY from her birthday & then upcoming xmas. I’d prob buy her a nice tablet.. AGAIN.. & hope that she doesn’t break or damage this one. 🤯🤦🏼‍♀️ My son is a picky boy when it comes to toys, so I dunno. He’ll eat whateva ya put in front of him tho 🤷🏼‍♀️

What did you last eat for breakfast?
— Shit idek. 🙅🏼‍♀️ Ahhhh. bacon, egg, and cheese biscuit a few mornings ago. 😳🤔🙊

What did you last eat for dinner?
— that lasagna thing. Michael stopped by and brought me some chicken with veggies & other stuff. But I can’t eat it bc it’s too tough considering my tooth was just ripped from my face 😣

[la-vita-in-arancione]

Things me and my friends have said during lockdown cos we got sent home for 6 weeks this time:

"WIKI TRYNA SIT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LUNCH HALL SAYS IT ALL REALLY"

"FE FI FO FIX IVE JUST HAD MY WEETABIX"

"puddles are my parkour"

"WIKI WHATS WITH THE BELT YOU KINKY BASTARD"

"#coolkids5lyfe"

"AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE A PENG WARDROBE"

"LIKING TEA IS MY ONLY PERSONALITY TRAIT"

"This feels so illegal but so right"

"These maniacs sit next to each mother aswell"

"HOW COULD YOU EAT IT BY ACCIDENT"

"Let’s have some death"

"at least i’ll die with some money in my pocket FOR ONCE"

"hot weetabix😋😋😋"

"“i wear black i’m depressed” ahhh year 7’s are great"

"my taste in guys 🤝 where tf are they"

"I can absolutely see your lip quivering wikalicious"

"This gc confuses me 24/7"

"PANDEMIC IN 🤸‍♀️style🤸‍♀️"

"NOW IM THE ONLY GAY IN THE VILLAGE 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩"

"COLLEGE BETTER SPICE IT UP"

"Yesh yesh I’m adding you to my collection of stripper wannabe friends"

"IT'S WHAT I LIKE TO CALL BULLSHIT"

"SOUNDS SPIFFULENT"

"NOT THIS SILLY CAMERON BUSINESS"

"DREAM DIVE DAVID"

"it’s like the sink shit all over again"

"OKAY THE AMOUNT OF THINGS I PUT WIKI FOR JUST COS IT'S ✨ SPONTANEOUS ✨"

"Live love luton year 7s"

"WIKI IT IS TIME FOR YOUR UNTIMELY DEATH"

"ON KISS A GINGER DAY I COULDVE KISSED TENNANT WHEN HE WAS GINGER FOR GOOD OMENS FFS"

"yesssss lick my face beccalicious"

"ITS KISS A GINGER DAY IM GONNA DYE MY HAIR GINGER AND STRUT UP TO MR DODD"

"My mum's just marking her class's homework and keeps raging at the laptop she's stress-eating chocolate send help"

"guys my mum thinks i’m doing maths but i’m playing episode eheheheh"

"Yall are on episode I’m on wattpad😭"

"should i become a pacifist. i would but sometimes my sister needs a good slap"

"WIKTORIA YOU TROD ON MY SOUL"

"The tea is piping hot this evening ladies"

"i wish dave was here" "When do you not wish dave was here"

"DID I ACCIDENTALLY KILL YOU"

"✨ multi tasking ✨"

"ev where are you we’re in our spanish mock"

"LET'S HAVE A GAY OFF"

"Y A L O U S E"

"Guys I'm not sure if I've gone delusional or something but why can I hear birds tweeting their lungs out at this normal time go to sleep silly" (it was 2:07 in the morning)

"You've stolen my chair. This is an unforgivable hate crime."

"IT'S THE WAY YOU JUST OPENED YOUR BAG IN TUTOR AND IT WAS JUST ✨ CARDBOARD ✨"

"It's 2021 we're past the need for correct grammar"

"EV ARE YOU STARTING A GAY WAR"

"HONESTLY THAT PSYCHOTIC LITTLE OWL HAS TAUGHT ME MORE THAN SHE EVER COULD"

"i googled the answers bc i’m naughty naughty"

"NEW POTATOES ARE SO GROSS YOURE WELCOME"

"EVIE ITS WHEN YOU HIT PEOPLE WITH RULERS DJSJDJDH" "BRO THEY HAD IT COMING"

"I HATE SPEAKING TESTS UNLESS ITS ON MY DODDS LAP"

"😭😭😭BUT CARDBOARD IS JUST A SPECIALITY OF MINE"

"i want mr dodd ev in more ways than one"

"i wish dave was the subject of my dream. he’s the subject of all my day dreams. michael mcintyre was last nights obligation"

"Oh jeez she was in the tardis with him"

"I’m only awake cause of Dr Pepper"

"MAYBE IT'S ✨ MAYBELINE ✨ new york"

"I found a bee once and I called him bertram and he was so fat I loved him"

"EXCUSE ME BITCH WHAT IS THIS LESBIAN ERASURE"

"Sweetcorn is sexy this is true"

"WIKI THE SMILE IS EVIL I STG"

"It's the group incest for me"

"IS HE LIKE COLLECTING THEM LIKE POKEMON CARDS"

"Why do some fish look like they want to kill you"

"Always asking me to wave at him like fuck off you kinky bitch"

"Yes yes group assassination attempt"

"Okay who gave aldi rosé wine the right to be that good jfc"

"No forgetti the spaghetti"

"Ah yes you can just buy a mermaid from Pets at Home"

"HE SWITCHING LIKE A BEE ON POLLEN"

"EXACTLY SHOW THE SNOW WHO'S BOSS BBY"

"Evie I sent a bless your cottton socks voice note YA FUCKEN BETTER NOT FORGET HOW I SOUND"

"Evie is goldfish"

"FRESH AND FRUITY" "NICE BOOTY"

"Erm murder,jail yk the usual"

"BECCAS GONNA MURDER ME AND THROW MY BODY TO THE CELLS"

"Felicity why must you bring dave into every conversation we have"

"I'M A LONELY GAY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK"

"my taste in guys 🤝 men who have life insurance"

"How I haven't been assissnated yet I have no idea"

"THE AUDACITY OF THIS WASP"

"I WANT THAT HOT GUY THAT THEY ALWAYS USE AS GANG LEADER ON WATTPAD"

"EV IS GONNA GO FULL GAY GUYS EHEH"

"If I was a fish and I saw tennant I would down also"

"i acc love weetabix"

"THE PANNY AND ALL THAT LOCKY D"

"It’s what I like to call I’m dropping out and becoming a stripper"

"Your only personality traits for like 7 years were liking sheep and drawing eyes"

"I may feel sick but I still look like a cool kid and that's all that matters"

"Thank you for having eyes"

"YOU SHOULD PUT IT ON YOUR CV 'GREAT AT WORKING WITH CARDBOARD'"

"YOU'RE LIKE AN HONOURARY LESBIAN ISTG"

"I THINK I DESERVE A NANDOS"

"I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MATT DAMON IS IN MY MATHS WHAT IS GOING ON"

"evie you told me you were 34"

"I'm a whole ass ✨ psychopath ✨"

"i wish humans had 3 eyes"

"This is oblivious dumbass erasure"

"soft>>>>hard"

"It's the pouring yazoo over the bridge and onto cars in year 7 for me ✌😚✌"

"GUYS I THINK THE SNOW IS TRYING TO KIDNAP ME"

"Someone look at me the way miss mcdonald looks at benedict cumberbatch"

"he is beaUtiful the EYEcontAct"

"felicity please stop thirsting over dave and focus on the ✨ acting ✨"

"DANZA MCFUCKING KADURO"

"I just ate a bowl of loose corn"

"You've heard of smart cookies now get ready for clever biscuits"

"I'M GAY LEAVE MY ICED CARAMEL COFFEE ALONE"

"Ah yes because my blood is deep magenta"

"JUST BARK AND RUN"

"IS HE THINKING YOU'RE THE HORSE FROM PEPPA PIG"

"I think collectively we all have like two brain icells between us"

"Lolly billy"

"Felicity I'm gonna rename you on my phone to fish chat queen"

"I'M GONNA GET KIDNAPPED BY SATAN AND YOU KNOW WHAT I'M NOT EVEN MAD"

"What in the name of sanity is normal duck research"

"I know I'm gay buy I'm not gay for ducks mmkay"

"THIS CHAT GETS MORE AND MORE HOMOSEXUAL"

"DROPPING MATHS IS SELF CARE 😌"

"Yes sheep cult time"

"IM GONNA BE FLIPPING DOUGHNUTS AT 3am"

"Like haha bold of you to assume I have morals"

"all i want is to buy a mini waffle machine thing and put cake batter and banana bread batter in it is it so much to ask"

"Fake a funeral and leave ;)"

"guys i have mad stress and my roots are growing in ginger"

"Can we shove bojo into a high school please i think it would do him good"

"if we can’t revise we can always have good skin"

"i’m gonna make friends with grimm reaper"

"YOU LOOK A BIT LIKE A BUILDER"

"Evie and that back camera are always terrifying"

"i want a mug in the shape of a pig"

"i left your suitcases in paris"

"evie you remind me of the direct line advert"

"I DO HAVE BEEF WITH TRAVIS SCOTT"

"FLISS GET THAT GAVIN;("

"Does ice count as a drink"

"omg i wanna buy a patch of land and be titled"

"HAVE FUNKY TIMES"

"UP AND OUT THE WINDOW BECCA"

"M2trappy LIVES FOREVER SUKI"

"GODDAMN IT WE HAVE DONE IT AGAIN ,ANOTHER CULT 🤦🏻‍♀️"

"I AM HEAD WIFE"

"Honestly I don’t know why this has became a normal thing that yall are just married off to each other 😂"

"Who needs mrs potter when we have becca"

"i am also silver because it’s a cold colour and i am cold always"

"good brain becca"

"I wanna be a glass lid"

"THE SISTERHOOD WILL STAND AGAINST EMOJI CREATORS"

"Seems like a toxic lesson, we don’t need toxic things ,throw the lesson in the bin"

"Ah yes the tears of innocent lids"

"lets do a blood pact but without blood. tear pact 😈"

"Wow shoul sounds like a good insult"

"She’s been insulting my google class profile all day😭"

"Martyna always wakes up and chooses violence this has been established"

"BEeF beEf I woke up and chose year 7"

"i’ve added some pregnancy"

"No limit just cults 😎"

"Also its mental abuse that I’ve forced myself to check my uniform still fits me"

"OMG BECCA STOP IF YOUVE GROWN IM LEAVING THIS COUNTRY"

"Why does my typo thing correct becca to BECCA"

"THE ONLY BOOKS I KNOW ARE WATTPAD"

"i just want a good uniform do they exist"

"*BALALALALAALALAAL LAAAAAA LALALALAAAAAAAAAAAA*"

"i love all your legs 🥰😈"

"i’m gay for you all."

"skirts are so tasty i need to buy some to show off my leggos"

"A bit of oxymoron never hurt nobody 😎"

"Everything is traumatising one way or another"

"I THINK TIME IS A SOCIAL CONSTRUCT"

"guys are we green pesto or red pesto"

"kinda looking like a gang of elf’s 😂"

"I’ve been hibernating"

"tom jones knows my name 😙😙"

"GOAT IT SHALL BE IN SCHOOL"

"✨ PICREW ✨"

"It’s a 5 minute long speech" "i can talk slow"

"oh god it’s fucking PE week"

"little does she know i don’t have a desk😈😈"

"my demon ate my homework"

Things me and my friends have said during our 14 day self-isolation:

“IT’S JUST MURDER CALM TF DOWN!”

“This is why we’re God’s bastard children lads. He took one look at us and went nah fuck that.”

“So what you can see here are 5 mature young adults yelling about roblox.”

“GUYS I NEED MONEY CAN WE BRAINSTORM” “stripper”

“GOOD OLD BIT OF HOMICIDE”

“BOJO IS PENG”

“I have magic stars” “YOU BITCH”

“I’m killing people while eating chocolate orange”

“THE BUNDA WIKI THE B U N D A”

“I don’t even know who it was I just walked into a room, killed them and left”

“Brb having an existential crisis about donuts”

“I sEe YoUr TrUe CoLoUrS” *trips up the stairs* “I can see your true colours but I apparently can’t see the stairs right in front of my face”

“i’M oN a PoLe”

“Okay guys ITS A FUNERAL”

“SCHOLARSHIPS OR ASSASINS WHO KNOWS”

“free science lessons is daddy”

“If I have to hack the government to make it happen then I will”

“I’m still in year 6 dont mind me”

“THERE IS NOTHING HOLY ABOUT THE GODDAMN BEE MOVIE”

“the spoon is hot”

“I’m decapitating people over here I’m having a great time”