#thinking about them on this fine sunday
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the moment i knew i'd no choice but to love you ♫
#gposes#oc: vej callan#p: vej + hermes#thinking about them on this fine sunday#specifically from hermes's pov#meeting this familiar(?) visitor to elpis who meteion immediately attaches herself to#who is stand-offish towards you but so warm and kind to her#finally getting the chance to talk to him alone and coming to find he /understands/ you#understands you in a way no one has ever tried to before#and then meteion's report comes back and it all falls apart#but even a thousand thousand years after the sundering when the remnants of your soul have been twisted into a hateful nihilistic thing#there's still some part of you searching for him and that understanding#teehee i like them :)
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i think the thing that gets me so bad with this last episode is that there was no consequences. everyone came back unharmed. like they fought a god of death and he was gone in like thirty minutes and everyone is vibing while eating pizza??
#my opinions sorry LMAOO#i just#idk#it gets me because this was meant to be a big bad#and i keep thinking about how everyone came back alive in the same episode#again just my opinion#doctor who#mine#fifteenth doctor#sutekh#ruby sunday#also all that build up for her mom and she was just some random person who happened to point at a sign#like what#it just…#it felt lazy to me?#also david tennant seventeen was just chilling with donna?? LIKE#i still liked the episode#or i liked parts#for the last twenty minutes i was just in shock because it felt so inconsequential 🤷#ALSO KATES DEATH?? i was immediately like… oh they are coming back#so i wasn’t even sad 😭#i keep going back to season one in 2005#they had this huge threat of the daleks… they KILLED people and sacrifices had to be made to have a good outcome#which is how doctor who goes so often#but somehow in this episode everyone was relatively fine#AGAIN THE GOD OF DEATH#they brought them BACK so i am meant to think they were strong enough to be a threat twice but everyone was fine#they just got blipped (like marvel HELP me) for like an hour
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ANYSYA I HOPE UOURE ALRIGHT FROM THE BLOOD DRAIN. EAT CHOCOLATE IF U CAN
Don't worry I'm alright! This is like a monthly occurrence to me. I'm a Regular at the lab. I get discounts /srs
#jay rambles about life.txt#currently at a cafe living my best life with a cup of hot chocolate#I'm still offended at the lack of a protein bar but like in a fond/silly way because it's strawberry flavour#like it's so good. it's just the best thing#but I think they ran out because it's Sunday? or just forgot. I hope it's not a permanent thing because some people complained about them :(#jay gets asks.txt#but yeah I'm fine ty
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I played this mission (and subsequently finished HITMAN 3 even though it was very late because I simply couldn’t go to bed after the “Necessary Evil” cutscene) three years ago today.
On Valentine’s Day.
It was a coincidence, but because I’ve been obsessed with whatever is going on between these two (i.e. an ineffable and seemingly unbreakable bond that is neither really romance nor friendship but is so strong and special it feels to me like it transcends the concept of love itself) for years, I thought it was a funny one.
#I don’t talk a lot about hitman here#but know that I want to scream every time I think about them#also great game(s)#play world of assassination#hitman 3#hitman world of assassination#diana burnwood#agent 47#hitman#mendoza#my screenshots#hitman screenshots#I remember that day very well#it was a sunday and I drove my grandma to the supermarket the next day#but I was tired and very stressed because of a passive-aggressive essay in a reblog of one of my posts#that plus my usual level of supermarket-induced anxiety and lack of breakfast (stress obliterates my appetite)#I thought I was going to pass out (and that fear made me even more anxious)#I didn’t though and everything went fine#I guess the madeleine I then ate in the car helped :’)#anyway happy valentine’s day to them#who are not a couple but at the same an iconic couple
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Spent the day with family and got to hang out with my cousin who was one of the irl people who wanted me to play star rai| so we talked about that the whole time it was fun ^_^
#prince's talk tag#i told them i love ratio and they agreed hard!!#they don't like sunday they're fine with ave.nturi.ne but also hate him lolol#they absolutely love t.opaz and i actually pulled for her while we were there and she came home and we both screamed#they also looooooove ga.llag.her and I got him too while pulling#my cousin said them being there was what made their husband and wife came home bc they knew where home was lolol#and then we were talking about arg.enti and bo.othi.ll and the mission where you play hotel manager and how gay they were and it was so fun#OH and last time i saw them i told them to watch noz.aki k.un and they did and they loved it!!! their fave is my fave (m.iko.rin)#and we gushed over our love for him and everyone as well as scream over how stupid everyone is lolol#it was a good day i dread being with family but my cousin makes it bearable#oh yea ji.ng y.uan they also looooooove him they just gushed about him#i told them about l.ink cl.ick and how his va voices one of the main characters so i think theyll watch it to hear him hehehe
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today's queued post is some vaguely chronological excerpts i like from my eichi isekai fic that i haven't updated in like two months
minor spoilers for H!IBRTYITPANIHTUERRATVOTW?! (great acronym) under the cut, transcriptions in image descriptions/alt text
anyways feel free to check it out if you can't decide on wtei or rchi or kchi or hyei or eimg or ngei or eish or rtsei or eik or
#yes there are some ocs but they stay on the side as plot drivers dw about it#i swear i'll have the next chapter out by like next sunday. i think#enstars#ensemble stars#enstars fanfic#eichi tenshouin#ao3 stuff#eichi isekai au#do i tag the others#yeah sure but no ship tags#tsumugi aoba#hiyori tomoe#nagisa ran#ex fine#exfine#man i love them#wataru hibiki#natsume sakasaki#ibara saegusa#keito has one line in this post</3#i've been busy because school is kicking my hiney#had to fill out an affirmations sheet and almost suibaited the poor staff member by accident#techa's fic stuff#eichi-centric things
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next week we're going into the peak of our conference season (starting on wednesday we'll have 6 conferences in 11 days) and our department's website decided to act up this week so we have to use workarounds for everything and still the most cosmically unfair part to me is that satisfactory 1.0 launches the day before everything gets the most busy which means i absolutely cannot play it for the next two weeks or i will be exhausted and get zero work done
#i was watching the final update/1.0 teaser over lunch today and it looks so good :(#but i know myself. i will stay up stupid late to play it and i'll just be even more exhausted during this hell week (hell fortnight)#at the end of that though i'll be owed two days off (bc i'm working two saturdays) and THEN i can go ham#i am trying to relax this weekend and not think about next week. it'll be fine. there's a lot of stuff happening but it's all workable.#i'm trying not to think of it as 11 days because the first week is the hardest part and the second week will be longer but simpler#and we do have the sunday off in the middle. last year it was actually 11 straight days#we have to find a way to not do this next year though. i feel like for two years we've been like 'this is terrible and we shouldn't allow#conferences to happen on the same day as much as we can' but then when course directors come to us with overlapping dates we never push bac#people come to us late but with plans and our dept heads don't want to say no so we just schedule them anyway#i get that it's revenue for us. we can't just say no completely. but i think we can definitely push harder on the scheduling front#anyway. it's 5:30 i'm going to stop talking about work#j rambles
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I'm not good at this staying away from social media on purpose thing. Anyway cringe diary time but whenever I'm with my friends and the partners topic comes up I'm left 🧍♂️ because oftentimes they lament things that honestly sound good to me... and then I reflect on what kind of relationship I would be comfortable in in general and go "mhhh yeah let's just be sympathetic and say nothing else right"
#''we see each other so little :('' ''how little'' ''like twice a week :(('' ''ah. that's. rough.''#<- *thinks that meeting once a week/every other week with little to no contact through any other means would be an ideal deal*#idk man i just work here!!! and it's not a matter of commitment issues because i Would be committed to that and blah blah blah. just.#i don't think i'm able to put out what's generally expected in these things. emotionally and feeling-ly. big doubt.#and i'd haaate to have someone constantly all up in my business and be needy and expect things from me and shit#and even if the chance came around and someone was like ''yeah absolutely i'd be fine with that''#i'd be Terrified of them eventually expecting more anyway... *cat hiss*#idk. tldr. committed not romantic romantic but something maybe idk relationship is where it's at for me#but i'm afraid that outside of specific spaces the general public ain't ready to hear about those. and even then. Well.#(--_--)#mytext#i am not above fantasising about being someone's emotionally unavailable boygirlfriend#and ruining their life for a little while because they like me too much for their own good though i'm afraid. kek#i mean. i won't say already been there done that because. COMPLETELY different circumstances there not similar to this in the least. But#Anyway! BYE again see you on sunday for real this time for the la. for the last. for the last b//nha chapter....... uuuoogghhhh............
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and it is a sunday once again.. my collection grows
#just me hi#i've lived 951 sundays now :D#what a pleasant number#not one i would like usually but it's a lot (to me) !! oo one day i'll have a thousand !!! :DD#//i'm learning to read again and it has been fun#or. mostly hfvhs - my dad means the best i know he does but i do not like the way he is trying fhsvh#he gives me books when i've just started and then asks me stuff while i'm in the middle of them#which sounds fine but i have a dumb brain and i don't think anybody wants to hear a disjointed ramble on why this and that and who and why#hfhsh#which is yea mostly dumb brain talking but let me at least get it in order hbvfhs#/sigh. i miss my little fiction books from when i was little lol#chisholm trail mothertrucker... i hate you so much why do i know your birthday lmaooo.... (1867)#//anywaYs i've got the p1nk space in my brain again which is niiiiice#not like the usual rabies kind but the kind where i'm staring into the abyss and taking turns rotating each character very slowly in my min#you get what i mean you get it 🤝#//anyway tomorrow will be my 951st monday!! how neat :D#this whole week is a 951st actually hfbvhs#i'm just kind of happy about the individual days thing lol :>>#/on my way rn though!! cheers ~✧ !!#(i have sweet teeeeeeeea Yayyyyy :D)
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Jane wears a silicone wedding ring in black and Maura finds it quite sweet because in doing so Jane both prioritizes that traditional, outward-facing sign of their commitment and acknowledges that she gets into way too much shit to wear a ring of any real monetary value 😂
#rizzles headcanons#thinking about them on this fine Sunday evening#jane might put her real wedding band on her chain next to st. michael#close to her heart#but not anywhwere she’s gonna lose or tarnish it
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I think a 10yo just got attached to me in genshin and if this keeps up its gonna make me not wanna play cuz I don't wanna come off as mean if I have to tell her to give me some space, but I wanna play in peace ya know?
#she came into my world i think saturday night or sunday morning. thats how long i played. and chatted for a minute then left#then the second i logged on this morning she immediately hopped in and started calling me Ed#and she was asking questions and im polite so i answered and she was like you can ask me questions#and since she asked how old i was i asked back snd she was all uh um well im 10#and thats fine to me cuz im not gonna be a weirdo anyway#but then she asked if i had a wife and i said no im not interested in girls so thats probably when she was sure i was a safe adult#and someone else joined and she dm'ed me that she didnt like him and right after he left so did she#and when i opened my world back up later she immediately popped in again#and wanted me to go to whatever a playstation party is while i was doing a quest and i had to politely tell her no twice#and then it segwayed into material hunting with her so i could still do something productive in game at least#but at one point she called me her bff and started talking about how she just got a phone#and im worried she may end up asking for my number or something. like hell nah#like. im all for being friendly and playing a game together and casual chatting. again. i have no intention of EVER being a weirdo#but shes coming off as immediately REALLY attached and i dont need to be going through shit like that again#ive had people get REALLY attached to me in some games previously and not leave me alone while im trying to play#and then they blow up at me when i ask for some space. so i dont wanna deal with that again#especially from a 10yo. i really dont wanna upset anyone by rejecting them or asking for space#but sometimes its too much and i just wanna do what i want in the game#and i kinda really dont wanna have a 10yo tailing me the whole time i wanna play#especially cuz shes 10 ya know? friends are cool but im a little too old to be a bff to her imo#i think i'll just try keeping my world closed when i log off so i wont log on and she immediately pop in first thing#i dont wanna block her off completely cuz i dont mind if she comes by every once in a while. just not all the time ya know?#personal
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#my husband was in a weird mood on sunday and when i asked why he said it was because he is mad at my family#obvi I was like wut#but he explained they havent checked up on me very much if at all#but when they dont feel good or are sick or whatever i check in a lot and i organized covid care packages for them#and yeah he's right#my sister im with all the time texted me the other night#but that was it#havent heard a damn thing from my mom#talked to my dad on fathers day but mostly about him which was fine#nothing from my oldest sister#and maybe its because im still sending snapchats to them so they think im doing okay#idk i mean its fine but a little recognition would be nice#anyway i went to the bathroom now i feel like i could use a nap
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#I don't think it's even been 2 years since the word aromantic made it into my vocabulary#And making a lot of things in my life make sense#So when we were back home my siblings had respective partners for a while and whenever we as a family would go out on Sundays and whatnot#They would be there.#All. The. Time.#Go for lunch with us and then to the movies with us#I'd call them pegostes (sticky?) and be so mad about it all#Like. My family time had to be with these two people and it was just so fucking annoyinnnnng.#Most of my friends didn't understand why I'd get so mad about it but fucking hell#Oh and I wasn't a fan of theirs as people either and I ended up being right ofc hajshss#But anyway. Now my sister has been with someone for a long time and I like her enough and I think it's mutual lol#But she's good for my sister#But this whole thing of my sister doing almost everything with her too#Idk#Like it's fine I get it but also... Ooooh yeah this annoys me I get it lol#Blah blah
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im doing it for them. ig.
#oooh the current lecturer is in the same church managment thingyy as my dadd#which is fine and good and all but. it reminds me of church.#as a kid we went almost every week. i think untill i was at LEAST 10. which is fine.#it was a normal day and i got to see my grandma and great aunt/uncles. being with them on sundays was fun. i did not care for church.#at some point. i got too old for the kiddy club. which is fine. i could sit out an entire church meeting just fine#except my parents didnt think that was enough.#they made me. not older than 12. join like 5 other ADULTS. to talk about the bible and shit.#understandebly. i did not survive.#luckily my dad was waiting for me at my grandmas and could pick me up.#i think i held out for maybe 10 minutes.#and. its so strange looking back.#i am actually tearing up just thinking about how much destress i must have been in.#sillyposting#i know. they probably didnt know what to expect either.#but. little undiagnosed autistic me knew what a bad idea it was. and im glad i got at least proved right.#and i am glad that. my parents didnt make me go again.#they werent FORCEFULL on it to begin with i think. but if your caregiver wants you to do something you cant easily. say no.#anyway im. at least glad neither of my brothers had to do the same.#but it sucks being a scapegoat. thats how it feels at least.#anyway. church =w=bb#idk theres not much more to say about it.#the last memory i have was the funeral of my grandpa.#it was actually the middle of summer so we were all sweating balls.#and i still cant progress grief 'correctly' i think so. pretty uneventfull actually.#much better than my first funeral =w=bb#ok wait. lets not go there..#ooooh something about your parents being gone for a week makes your brain want to relive all your trauma. erm.#i feel like i have to say this every time but theyre fine parents. theyre not abusive.#just undiagnozed illnesses from my side and clashing probably-identical illness from theirs. :)#ok wait lets also not go into mental illness. they also did not handle theirs well imo.
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I kinda wanna go on a rant but I honestly just think I need to sleep
#and be alone for like 24 hours#I haven’t had a day withou any plans/other people for at least three weeks#and I’ve had busy weeks before that as well#and my next week will be busy as well#it’s a lot#I’ve put in FREE in my calendar to make sure I don’t have plans then#and this weekend I was supposed to be off but it was the only week I could meet up with my cousins#it was super fun but my brother was kinda like so how did u think it went#and overall I think it went well and so did he#one of my cousins was feeling less so yesterday apparently#but once again I really think it went the best it could have been#one of my cousins fucked kinda up tho and arrived at like half past midnight bc he double booked himself#and his sister was feeling kinda bad for him that ha arrived so late and we would just head to bed so he didn’t get anything out of that day#whereas I very much felt like it was his own fucking fault#I was not gonna stay out till half past 2 when I’d been out partying the day before and I’d already felt just seeing them Saturday/Sunday#took a lot of my energy#that was kinda the rant anyway#but it was a nice discussion with my brother about it#bc I was also slightly annoyed by some of them playing Pokémon go instead of the board game the five of us was playing#but talking it out with him helped with that so it’s fine#then now as I was vacuuming I started getting annoyed at one of my cousins bc#I think it’s ridiculous that he can’t respect his trans brother (my cousin)’s new name and pronouns#so he’s got a free pass to use the old one#bc my other cousin asked bc no one ever really told her what was going on and she heard different things#and I’m still annoyed by that I find it weak as fuck#our grandmother I get but my cousin is 19 he can fucking do better#anyway at that point I realized how stupid tired I am and that’s probably not helping#but since it’s only 7 pm and I need dinner and stuff I can’t sleep yet#so here’s the rant instead I guess#me
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Seen the request, so I shall deliver. Could you pls write a drabble or hcs of a yandere sunday with an isekaied reader?
Good timing because I'm actually planning a non yan isekai fic for him, I wonder if you saw that post. Here it is in case you haven't.
Sincerest apologies if this isn't the best, this fic is 100% emotionally charged by my obsession with him and frankly with a little bit of a high for passing a tricky exam. This is a treat for myself.
EDIT: Please check out this wonderful comic that @danijaci made me based off this fic!! 😭🫶
Picking up the cup from the fine oak table, you gazed towards the eerie galaxy before you, hundreds upon thousands of stars giving you a constant reminder of just how far from home you truly were. Taking a sip from the little porcelain cup you could not help but to hum in delight, the soft notes of the tea soothing your nerves ever so lightly as you pretended to ignore the heavy gaze which lingered at the back of your head.
Even from this distance, it was easy to tell that Sunday was eager to approach you. Still, he kept his distance and made a silent offering in the form of the very tea you drank at the moment.
Anything is better than Himeko's coffee but you were never going privy her to that.
In a not so distant past, all of this was nothing but fiction. The Express, the story, the characters - it was all nothing more but fiction, something to pass the time as your days went on and on, the same monotony repeating each and every day.
It was hard to not think about your friends and family, what sane person would not? Lord knows how they must be feeling right now, worried sick out of their minds with indescribable sorrow. In their eyes you had merely vanished, not a single trace to be found. For all they knew you could have been left for dead in a ditch somewhere, beaten, bloodied and broken, never to see the light again or if they were even more inclined to be morbid, you had succumbed to a fate worse than death. Death at the very least grants you finality, that all is over regardless of what happened moments prior.
But that was simply not the case for you.
Here you were, lounging about in a comfortable chair as you pondered on your old life while enjoying tiny little luxuries, far away where none of your loved ones could reach you. However, life was funny sometimes because it had some fun games in store.
Sunday was very kind upon arrival. He made sure to always be there for you, always checking up on you, always there to keep you company. You were already smitten with him but now to actually witness him in the flesh was just... Indescribable. You got along like a house on fire, so much so that the crew liked to tease that you ought to just get a room. Sunday, ever the gentleman, would just brush their words aside and assure you to not take their playful little jabs to heart.
You wouldn't say anything, resorting to merely giving him a smile but not because of what he said but rather of what he did not - never once did he actually shut down those perverse accusations. Never, not even once did he deny them.
He became an emotional crutch, someone to whom you would come running to when things got tough and he would always welcome you with open arms. Sunday would hold you tenderly, his serene voice dripping with honey along with a tender drop of ecstasy, for his excitement with holding you would just show itself sometimes. His grip would be too tight at certain moments, never quite ready to let you leave. His hugs were warm and comforting, he always smelled so good too. He smelled like kindness and sweet wildflowers, always lulling you back to him no matter the time. In dark corners and perhaps even under the watchful eyes of the crew, Sunday would wrap his scarf around your head, securing the soft fabric in order to provide you with a sense of comfort.
It was humiliating just how much you would try to inhale his scent as much as possible. You wanted it etched deep inside your memory, you wished for it to linger on your very soul and for it to follow you everywhere you went, sticking to your being like tar. The fabric of the scarf would muffle your ears a little but someone was always chatting in the background. Be it March bickering with Dan Heng, Mr Yang scolding someone for doing something they were not supposed to, or just Conductor Pom Pom trying to give a speech, all of it was irrelevant.
You were ready to kill whoever would try to pry you away from sweet Sunday. That thought came often which had left you worried - just what kind of person had you become? Regardless, you kept your mouth shut and had no plans of sharing such violent sentiments with anyone, particularly not to the one you held so dear.
When it was time to part for the evening you would bid the crew farewell and wished them a good night. You always made sure to take a few extra seconds with Sunday, just to ease your aching soul. He would tell you to sleep well and would see you in the morning, ready to take on any endeavor that crossed your paths.
As everyone parted ways, Sunday would wander off somewhere dark and distant, somewhere no one could see nor hear him. He would fall to his knees and clutch his chest in agony, fat tears streaming down his face as he did everything he possibly could to steady his raging heart. In a rush he would reach for the scarf which clung around his neck, his grip tighter than iron as he would bring it close to his nose. Taking a large, deep breath, Sunday was greeted by your familiar scent which would promptly calm his poor heart.
He sometimes wondered if his heart would start bleeding from the pain due to the sheer intensity of his emotions.
This was wrong, everything about this was not right and it hurt. Sunday was obviously ill but he had no clue on how to fight this... This emotion, this white hot feeling of need whenever you stood by his side. He started to choke on the air around him and fell into an abrupt coughing fit but even then, he could bring himself to remove the scarf from the lower part of his face.
Sunday wept and sobbed, filthy snot coming out from his nose but he could not handle that now. He needed you, Oh Heavenly Aeons, how he needed you. However was he going to tell you how he felt? How, oh how was he going to express the sheer magnitude of his true thoughts? He would scare you off, he was sure of it.
Even with this pain, even with these clipped wings and bleeding heart, Sunday had never felt so alive, so harrowingly present in the moment whenever he was with you.
Perhaps, he was doing himself a kindness by just letting you be. Drink your tea, be at peace.
He can always just make you another cup if you so desired.
Without knowing, you both haunted each other in the most agonizing way known to mankind and neither was strong enough to face the reality of the situation.
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