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I truly deeply feel like I've died. I fear my body may soon decide for me that I need a day off no matter how much vitamin c I take and how strict I am about eating 3 meals a day and sleeping enough
#boooo#it's so annoying trying everything you know to care for your body like stretches and baths and protein and sleep and cups of tea#and noise cancelling headphones and calling someone who loves me#and the real solution is so simple. i need to lie down in a dim room for 24 hours#no matter how much i half ass it here I can't get around the fact that i need to be in a room alone#like. in order to keep functioning physically#i don't even know that i would consider this a disability on a normal day i think the ceos of this company are simply insane
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odds n’ ends
#it’s like.. the b-sides that didn’t fit with anything else and aren’t strong enough alone to warrant me wasting space on anyone else’s dash#these were taken between Sep 23’ and Feb 24’; they’re not sorted chronologically#they’re sorted by temperature. sorta#I can start putting more time into art again soon - easing into it bc I’ve not adjusted to the changes yet#now that the move is over and I don’t have the shitty helljob that had me doing 70 hrs p/week. I made a bank in OT hours tho.#which is good! bc my job fell through on this end and I’m now trying to find new work so I don’t die :)#so my heftier-than-usual savings are keeping me afloat for the moment#ah well! cest la vie; and I’ll be okay!#my art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#photography#flash photography#weirdcore#nature photography#mountains
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I was watching a clip of the nutcracker on youtube and someone complained about the ballerina dancing as clara because "an adult playing a 12 year old is creepy" and guys. I think we need to shut down takes. No more takes until we figure out what's going on.
#what do you want??? CHILD LABOR?#profesional ballet is incredibly intense both mentally and physically#12 is a really young age to go en pointe in the first place let alone for HOURS on end every day#like i can understand this shit in like. tv or movies but on LIVE PERFORMANCE???#on camera you are so close to the actor appearance matters a lot more and you can make more forgiving schedules for child actors#in ballet you CAN'T account for those schedules#and the dancer's... you know. DANCING matters way more than how young they look. you're sitting 50m away it DOESN'T MATTER#i'm not sure how to like... tag this beyond the rant#im not even sure if it was purity culture or just a pure hatred for adult women#because the commenter went to complain that the dancer (who was 24) 'looked in her 40s'#ballet#the nutcracker#the dancer was Sae Maeda for the record who is BRILLIANT
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Cody peeks out with comical wide-eyed horror at the stinky, noisy intruder (Rex) who is energetically kneading biscuits in the donut bed Cody had just claimed.
(or the second night after Rex was adopted, only 2 days after Cody was adopted, Cody is extremely not thrilled to learn that he is, in fact, not going to be a pampered only child who can monopolize everything)
(and this was BEFORE either of them learned they have 2 older brothers now too...)
Cats Tag: #YukiPriASLKittens
#YukiPriASLKittens#Cats#Kittens#Cat!Cody#Cat!Rex#siamese cat#Cody was so horrified and betrayed#he thought the entire human bed was his and his alone but he has to SHARE?!?!?#alas Cody was also roughly 5 lbs of fluff#even when he 'hissed' he was so scared that he just opened his mouth but no sound came out#i feel bad but ngl it was kinda funny#dun worry they became bffs roughly 24 hours after this video was taken#like it's shocking how quickly they decided they love each other#also please pardon my thigh
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i’ve listened to like 80 episodes of tma since saturday. i think probably a bit more tbh… aka in five days…. yeah i love this podcast
#oh horror podcast were really going through it now#lol it’s over 24 hours#around 26.5 lool#but ngl i haven’t fully processed all of the episodes#like some parts i’ve just been distracted#bc well#it’s comforting to me#and i just#can’t be alone with my thoughts rn#lol#and that’s on dealing with a breakup#breakup#tma#the magnus archives#magnus archives#nerd stuff#nerd moment!
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spoilers for yingdu arc below cause i cannot contain myself
i am so mentally ill over link click and have been for the past few days to the extent i've rewatched the finale of yingdu at least 7 times and soon to be more.
i'm so sick cause the utilisation of the symbolism of movies and film tape to represent when a character's arc is over but liu xiao goes "the movie isn't over" which basically spelled out vein hasn't finished his purpose yet was soooo. and the year on liu xiao's phone being 2024 showing that he's either time travelled back to this point which is why the events lu guang was expecting had been changed...
the way they tied the ending so well like it's literally moments after the end of s2 just look at their outfits and the fact qiao ling brings up cheng xiaoshi's gun wound that he had gotten while fighting li tianchen and qian jin. (i am kinda disappointed that they revealed the renaming for the studio to shiguang wasn't cause of their bond but rather from cheng xiaoshi's mother's words). not to mention that now with this link up that liu xiao has a whole ass army against shiguang since he's recruited li tianchen and vein has been resurrected which lu guang has no idea about as confirmed by the director himself. also what other abilities does liu xiao have? he talks about being able to listen to heartbeats but also consider maybe he can manipulate people's hearts. clearly he has a time travel ability as well but i wonder just how many he has cause that also showcases how many people he's killed.
anyways this show has ruined my life and my sanity. also xia fei is probably gonna find out who it was that killed vein but i think he already knows based on the conversation he has with cheng xiaoshi and lu guang cause why would you bring up superpowers just on the spot? but if not then, he probably has in the present since he's "missing" now which i mean just probably means he's chilling with the house of hot headed, where vein and liu xiao probably told xia fei what's going on so liu xiao can use his anger over vein's death and the truth behind shiguang's "true colours". he's still baby though trust.
oh yeah when lu guang shouted "xiao weiying" i was losing my mind cause all i could think of was mdzs.
#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#anyways i need a whole explanation of what liu xiao's motives and schemes are#cause he literally just showed up and spread mystery and played poker then decided that he was done for the arc#shiguang is kinda screwed for s3 though like it's gonna be 24 episodes of them suffering#i know a lot is going to be revealed like the director said but how long do i have to wait#how many rewatches of yingdu can i do before then huh#honestly i might rewatch the entire series now that the prequel is finished#i was laughing for a whole hour over how the director was like cxs will get smarter like leave the baby boy alone#if you noticed anything else pls lmk like there's so many details that i'm certain i've missed and just adds to the beauty of the donghua#anyways you should watch link click if you haven't already#also where's a vein that i can beat up smh
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...to signal to your past self: mission failure, you must find another way...
Link Click Live Action (2024)
#link click live action#link click#时光代理人#synco talks#a no-spoiler version of a bit that lives in my head rent free. but really the entire episode was so good...#do not ask me how many times ive rewatched this in the past 24 hours.#this scene was in the trailer and i could NOT have imagined this is what it looked like in the show#the music alone augh how does this show have so many bangers#anyway watch lcla
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So idk if it’s just me but it seems to me like there’s a sudden influx of trump supporters EVERYWHERE online, being very bold and very loud, and based on arguments alone I’ve noticed that you trump supporters are in dire need of help. So, I’m doing a fundraise for you guys and I’ll be donating braincells, please come collect them asap, they’re completely free you don’t even have to do anything but promise to use them, it looks like you desperately need them 😭
#us politics#us election#2024 election#fuck donald trump#all these braindead people are literally crawling from the gutters coming out like cockroaches they’re everywhere!#can’t even be online in peace#the amount of shit my eyes have witnessed in the past 24 hours alone will send me into the psych ward bye#btw any trump supporter who dares come into the notes is getting blocked#don’t need your rusty ass vitriolic energy this is a safe space for intelectual people only
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altitude death aside mexico city was so fucking cool i loved every second of it. incredible place
#well every second except the hours my father spent yelling at me over shit he made up but you gotta pay the troll toll#AND NOW IM NOT GONNA SEE MY PARENTS FOR AT LEAST TWO MONTHS!! LETS FUCKING GOOO#home alone til april yknow what that means.... time to spend like a week cleaning the entire house 24/7 coz it's#so fucking nasty but i wanna make it livable while it's only me#i dont leave my room when they're home but now i get to use the entire house. so i want it to look at least slightly ok#and im gonna throw out all the spoiled food and random hoarded trash they dont let me throw out when they're home. sooo excited#barking#cdmxlb#lonely times
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Hi folks! Just wanted to write a quick post that if you send an ask and I don't respond to it immediately, you don't have to repost it, I'm probably just really, really, really tired. And having asks re-sent doesn't make me feel more likely to reply to them!
Give it about a week, and if I don't reply after that, you're welcome to ping me again. But I am on hiatus right now for a reason <333 So please just be patient, because my priority right now is taking care of myself and resting, and being very careful on where I put my energy, which means not getting to asks straight away even if I'd like to sometimes.
#housekeeping#i wish i could get to every ask#let alone every ask quickly#but i often can't these days#i actually replied to a couple of asks today#while waiting for my dog to come out of surgery#and the rest of the day has been spent helping him in recovery#i am very tired#i am so sorry!#but asking me even very nicely to do more when i'm taking a break#because i have been doing too much#and then asking me again when i don't answer within 24 hours#is like asdlkfjd maybe you didn't know i was on hiatus#but i am T.T#idk if folks know this but answering asks often takes me like 10-50 minutes depending on how much detail i go into#which is fine when i have the energy#and is fun#but is like...a lot otherwise
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do pjsk fans (on tiktok) not understand the concept of not everything having to be for them? “i never liked the queen never CRY💜 meme” my brother in christ you don’t have to like everything my god

#i’ve had this in my drafts since the meme became a thing cause not even 24 hours later some dumbass goes ‘‘🤓👆erm am i the only one that#never like that meme🤓👆’’#it’s always the emu fans to dawg😭 leave my girl alone#I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO MENTION IM A PJSK FAN IM NOT PAINTING YOU ALL WITH THE SAME BRUSH#project sekai#pjsk#hatsune miku#Star yaps :D
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#Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Mmmmmhhh#I had to step away and do something very quick after watching the episode so now I'm afraid I forgot all of it lol#Okay thoughts:#I'm afraid I'll keep saying this every time. Do not. Give me. An amv opening. Don't do that. Postpone your airing date. I don't care#I feel like I wasn't as pissed with it when they did that for s3 but it's probably a case of the s3 opening at least looked somewhat–#better (??) + you can make a mistake once but don't think I will let it slip a second time#Other than that... To be fair this episode was animated fairly well. I think you can really notice a big quality drop after the–#Ranpo-realizing-who-Kamui-is sequence but overall it's more than okay.#The colours of the ship irk me a little but to be fair I never thought colours were b/sd anime strong point...#This episode was sooooooo political in so many ways I could literally talk about it for hours#(don't test me I'm not kidding. Talking about politics in anime for hours is something I've done in the past and will do in the future.)#(Then again I study/think/breathe politics pretty much 24/7 so is that really surprising... )#I need to write an essay on Fukuchi's speech alone. The public speech communication techniques [redacted Italian politics comment].#The way he's welcomed [redacted eu parliament comment]. Unfortunately I don't have time for it but breaking it down very quickly#1. Suggesting to unify defences worldwide is INSANE. No one would ever take it. Probably going to be cynical here but there's one (1) thing#states care about and it's the independence of their own sovereignty (that is: no one has the right to come and tell what must be done–#within one's borders). Eu has been trying to do exactly that (unify defences) for decades to no avail. Nato is on the brink of crumbling–#down. It's just... Such a distant perspective from how the world works right now? Idk.#Which brings me to 2. Even if it's deeply inconsistent with how world politics work the bsd un perspective is still very coherent with–#a latter thesis brought up in the manga that is “countriest tend to merge and come together” which is. Very anti-historical if you ask me–#but idk. Beautiful to imagine I suppose.#What else uhm... I liked the drawings this episode... Even Atsushi was back being pretty at some points... (Generally not really a fan of–#what the style in the later seasons came to be). Also 55 Minutes reference ‼‼‼#I like Fukuchi's character so much......... I love idealist characters... And the inherent loneliness... The longing... The yearning!!!!!!#I love him so. Oh and I LOVED Akutagawa. I thought his entrance wouldn't have impacted me after all this time (and after knowing–#what episode 3 will be lol). And yet it was such an emotional moment!!!! What do you mean Atsushi is scared to be alone and Akutagawa is–#coming for him!!!!!! I'm crying all my tears. And Akutagawa was so cool in the end!!! By heart was beating so fast!!!!!#It's the etheral blurred light...#The way he still manages to come off so cool despite being inherently pathetic is nothing short to miraculous
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LET THEM FUCK !!!
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#eo is endgame#end game#like they're gonna wait until the very end#i hate dick wolf#24 fucking years without these fools bumping uglies#let alone kissing#i could rant about this for hours#LET THEM FUCK#bensler#fucking svu
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Y'all ever think about that the like last conversation Buffy and willow had irl in s2 before Buffy ran away was Buffy saying willow was their last hope.
And that the last conversation they had, just the 2 of them, in S5 before Buffy died was Buffy saying willow was her big gun
Yeah.... Me neither (lying)
#oh guilt and guilt and guilt#they did speak on the phone in s2 aswell but like jskdkwjj#also just the fact that in s2 the lsst time they saw eachothrr irl when both were conscious was like idk over 24 hours before buffy ran away#like yesh willows guilt about killing people is great#but lets talk about her guilt about letting people down and failing them(acording to her)#in s2 shw thought she failed the spell. she thoight *she* was the reason buffy ran away#(really to me the reason buffy ran away was not just cause she was yk sad. but also she thoight she was alone. no one on her side.#cause xander qouldnt be amy comforting about angel. her mom had kicked her put. giles really isnt much emotional hrlp and would probably be#-all watcher about it. and she *thought* willow wasbt with her either cause XANDER FUCKING LIED.#top 10 moments that make me despise Xander)#pzyii rants#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#buffy and willow#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs s2#btvs s5
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i need to bite his nose and kiss him on the lips and them throw rocks at him i hate him he makes me feel Emotions
#dragon's ramblings#🧲 all this effort to make it look effortless#AAAAAAUGH CAN HE PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE FOR LIKE 24 HOURS I BEG
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