#thinking about THIS art again holy shit
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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"Do you know where we are going next?" I asked ART.
Y'know what, I think maybe I don't need any more Murderbot books. I think maybe ending things here is fucking perfect and as much as I love Wells's writing I'm genuinely not sure it can get better for me.
Like, so much of the books are about MB learning how to be a person, about becoming okay with being a complete individual with everything it entails. The first thing it does once it's actually allowed to decide on its own is it runs away from it all (admittedly to go on a mission to confirm some things about its past, because it genuinely just wants to be *good*). It shoves all its emotions away as much as it's able to. Then shit happens, and it makes its first friends, makes decisions based on these friendships, goes through a lot of emotionally intense situations...
And we get to this point here. MB having zero doubts about going with ART says a lot about its relationship with ART, but it also says a lot about its relationship with its humans - it knows that wherever it goes, when it comes back, the humans will still be there. Its humans actively acknowledge its struggles with being a now-free SecUnit and MB is willing to entertain the discussions to an extent and share information about its deeply personal experiences. Hell, System Collapse ends with MB admitting it might be somewhat broken, but that's okay as long as it can keep doing its job, and agreeing to basically do counselling - this is the guy what would rewatch its favourite TV show again and again in order to avoid acknowledging it even had Emotions a couple books back.
Reading this, I know that MB will be okay. It has hopes and goals and genuinely believes in itself and it has an amazing support system that its willing to lean on for the first time in its life. I'm convinced it'll go on to do great things with ART. And that's really the only thing I need to know.
#Murderbot#murderbot diaries#system collapse#Herr's personal tag#Also like. System collapse dives deep into MB's feelings about its life as secunit prior to the events of all systems red#I find this conversation from when they were discussing what would happen if the BE folks got to the colonists first /very/ telling#MB going on about how life as a corporate slave is absolute fucking hell#ART drone saying that they can't just kill people because the alternative is worse than death#ART: would it have been kinder to kill you before you'd disabled your governor module?#MB with zero fucking hesitation: /yes/#(followed by my favourite ART line ever. “You know I am not kind.”)#Like. MB would not have always admitted that it had hated its life as a secunit this openly#Saying it was shit is one thing saying I would rather be dead than think of me or anyone else going through this again is a very different#And here it has zero issues stating that. At least when talking to ART#And then later on it goes on to offer its actual memories for a publicly screened documentary#Because it knows it's the only way to make people see. The only way to save then from the same (ish) fate#And it's willing to do whatever it takes to save these people it's never even met before from what it views as fate worse than death#Including opening up and acknowledging its past experiences and past/current feelings#And I'm just like. Man I couldn't be more proud of you if I tried.#You go MB. Holy fuck I wish I could do what you've done. You might just be the person to defeat this evil capitalism my dude
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"I wanted retribution, but not like this."
#art#digital art#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#I always think about how Anya must've felt when Curly didn't do anything to help her#but then again#can you still carry on being angry when the lesser evil is suffering in consequence#Curly might've been an enabler but holy shit he didn't deserve THAT
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Zoro 🐯 Process:
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One of the first attempts at sculpting the boy; the head was later altered quite a bit and the legs entirely scrapped, and the torso bulked up shaking my shoulders feverishly: we need to properly represent his 110 cm bust and what we have isn't cutting it. Scabbards were made (which survived till the end!) and the original clay swords were made by this point.
New torso and legs give (hallelujah), as well as the loops and holes for the ears (such finicky small work, fuck me) were made. Holes were first made with straight wire and dried before the hoops were gently (and with swearing) inserted through.
Clothes added, also with swearing as the clay dried and stiffened faster then I wanted to and made it hard to get nice folds. Scarf was re-made and smoothed later.
Scabbards added! Immediately drops it and breaks a piece of it off. I've glued multiple bits of the scabbards back on the flimsy bastards. He remained armless for a good while. A Venus on the shelf by my desk...
Because the clay sword (after a good hour of tender focused work) would IMMEDIATELY would break upon the lightest touch, annoying me to no end, one evening was like God I wish I had actual metal to use instead wouldn't that be cool, and then was like OH! I COULD DO THAT! So the metal is actually cut from the tin of a cat food can, straightened and sanded., as seen in photo!
The blades hilted, before placed in capable hands
ARMS! and the sculpting is finished. Onto painting!
First layers of paint on various parts; I generally paint via colours I'm using at the moment (ie, greens in this instance)
More layers laid down. I generally go for shading in rules of three (main colour, lighter, and darker hues) and apply them at different opacity of acrylic. Adjusted the green since I found it too pungent. Once the fur tones were finished I gave him his stripes (cue me searching up loads of photos of tigers and tiger fursonas to see how people have done the stripes. Did you know depending on the area they are from they have different face shapes and stripe patterns? Fascinating stuff)
Finished project! Last layers, and highlights where added, adjusted the eye and fuck-ups re-adjusted. Dropped and had to reglue things. The gold is actual gold leaf I applied using a glue you paint on but that was a bit of a whole mess and took a long time, and doesn't go on very flat on very not-flat surfaces... (Who would have thought...) In the future may instead use gold paints for metallics.
Here's also the link to the post of more photos of him finished!
#one piece zoro#roronoa zoro#zoro#op zoro#zoro figure#op figures#hugin scribbles#hugin sculpts#hugin wip#op fanart#one piece#furry art#anthro#furry#tiger zoro#not sure if people find this interesting but i do so. BEHOLD MY PROCESS#i have like zero knowledge on actual sculpting of figures. i just do it and go well. sure that works#should watch some doll making vids or something to pick up better techniques. hm#theres something so clean and nice about the non+painted versions. pure#god when i firsy put down the green i was like. oh this looks SO much like someones unrealistic lime green tiger fursona#muting the tones a bit helped with that. and the stripes#was a bit annoyed with the stripes at first cause i was like oh no thats too realistic but i think it looks good that way#not pictured is me swearing while working on his fucking earrings#theyre brass wire with the caly and holy shit the clay is so finicky when its that small. the length of time it took to do them.#did them like three times separately and then also LOST ONE and then had to also apply the adhesive for the gold foil and the gold foil#never again for something that small.#but at the same time oooo fuck yeah onto the next project. that hopefully WONT take me like 8 fucking months
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genuinely this is nobody on this site, this is a twitter thing. but some of yall take random users shipping things you dont like waaaaay too seriously
#our t#yes this is about dirkroxy and the ppl who dont like it#which is understandible i mean we dont like the majority of dirkroxy stuff bc of our own reasons of which there are many#but its still a ship we like exploring *because* its fucked up and messy as shit esp in post-canon/hsbc#like holy smokes meat!roxys transition would complicate shit that is already complicated and largely left there untangled#bc 1) dirk just REFUSES to aknowledge that roxy's harassment fucked him up that bad (or at all tbh) and#2) roxy probably thinks theyve 'moved past it' bc he already talked (to jake) abt how guilty they feel abt it and roxy is#just that kinda person. theyre avoidant as shit and dirk is as well#i would NOT be surprised if there were leftover feelings of 'whats wrong w/ me now then' in roxy. he is that kind of guy#and again i COMPLETELY understand why a lotta fans wouldnt want to touch that. but its JUST FICTION. ITS FAN EXPLORATION#BRO ITS JUST ART-AUDIENCE INTERACTION!!! PLEASE CALM DOWN!!!#a dirkroxy shipper isnt attacking the concept of gay men & theyre certainly not harming any. are you okay??? like are u actually okay#step away from fandom for a while maybe holy shit. it is NOT that big a deal#what happened btwn dirk and roxy in hs1 is insanely important to portray but shippers arent erasing anything wtf are you talking about#the source material is still there guys. some of the hsbc team shipping it isnt the big horrible oppressive thing yall think it is#shipping isnt activism. what the actual fuck is going on here#the privilege of being this pressed over what other ppl ship.....
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time is all i have.
I may or may not have gotten attatched to the new guy oops
(read the tags if you want further spoilers)
#mutedeclipse#digital art#bomberman#super bomberman r 2#fussel bomberman#fussel sbr2#white bomber#ellon bomberman#lugion bomberman#sbr2 spoilers#super bomberman r 2 spoilers#i think hes actually so neat. i like that he wants to die.... kindred spirit after playing sbr2 (i also wanted to die immediately after)#i enjoyed the story but i think he shouldve been more vissually fucked UP. ykno?#like he was in a planetary blast and maybe have him resemble the lugion and back immortal more#like holy shit im autistic about fixing bomberman again aaaaaaaaaa
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i got so angry about the AB remaster i drew this
#maplestory#satsuhart#angelic buster#tear#sorry i have to go off about it bc i dont wnna make a separate post about it#im so angry about every single aspect of the new design and art holy shit#simplified all her patterns but added more colours to her main outfit resulting in a rly shitty colour palette#even got rid of her cute peach pink hair with yellow gradient for some bullshit pink/blue hair dye#the bows are drawn SO badly they look so cheap and the added colour looks terrible . her og outfit never even had pink#and dont even get me started on the weapon and the addition of hearts to her design HOLY SHIT im so mad#like before it very clearly had a fantasy 'idol... who Fights' vibe but now she just looks like any low budget jp idol#fkin ruined the look of her soul shooter i used to like the design so much now it looks like a knockoff kids toy that would shoot bubbles#WITH A HEART >!>?!??!?! im gonna kill something#im also so mad theyve fully rounded out her eyes and ADDED HEARTS?!?!?! like i really liked how she had sharp kinda dragony pupils#but thats all gone now SNZZ i can only hope they at least make adjustments to her outfit before release bc wow its terrible!#drawing her again after all these years made me re appreciate how nice her outfit is altho its not like i ever stopped thinking that.#it was always nice#shes cute without being overbearing about it but now its dialed up to 11 i hate it i hate it#everytime maple remasters an illust i lose a few years of my life like seriously they havent put out any nice remaster visuals since 2013#(RED explorers and they werent even visual remasters in the general sense)#like WAH at this rate im gonna be so pissed off when they get to heroes remaster. theyre gonna butcher my boy and my girl and my#ok im stopping for now but rly. hope ppl are loud enough about their contempt for this bc it didnt work enough for explorers remaster#NOTMYANGELICBUSTER
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I love how Normal my Bardlock Tav has decided that Wyll is because They Are Not lmao
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#wyll ravengard#bg3 wyll#romancing him again#it's hilarious because their whole context is the Outer City and its lawlessness and navigating it#so while they might have respected the line Ulder Ravengard held they were also a total anarchist and ACAB about it#I love thinking about the unintentional fallout of their initial efforts#being initiated into the Upper City for surveillance under art traffickers (maybe leading to Ulder's kidnapping? Dramz.)#then Tadfooled and immediately yeets themself into chaos#holy shit they are somehow Scorpia from SPOP with education#“SING! DANCE! I'M A SPY!”#lmfao#what a loser ily#also bruv this is why the poly works#see they are a better and worse prospect than Astarion lmao#“Father I come home with two problematic fiances”#“The horns are the least of your problems c:”
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I keep imagining Lummis and Petunia in different outfits but never Flower, they always stay in their black pants and white shirt getup unless for special occasions, and I think the funniest possible explanation to this is if they have like 20 pairs of identical pants and shirts
Which makes sense if they're the Pure Vessel. Just throw something comfortable and practical but still okay-looking by noble standards on them when not on duty and sew a shitton of these bad boys for them, it's not like they have an opinion or preference or even need to be fashionable. Basic stuff will do.
The side effect of this is the fact post-reveal they still wear the same goddamn thing 7 days a week
And also they're autistic/neurodivegent in general. Having a duplicate or two (or 20) of their favourite comfy outfit is handy, and finding new clothes that don't have Bad Texture or annoying tags is a chore and a half.
#thylacines can talk#faaf au#lummis and petunia (and their other friends) didnt question it much. they did think its a little weird at first but they didnt see them#every day anyway and just figured oh this guy must be neurodivergent#the idea that their mother played dressup with them and they have a shitton of outfits from that stoll presists. post-reveal they return to#their room one day and theyre all there on their bed and desk. they're not sure if its a gift from their mother or if she just wanted to#get rid of anything that reminded her of them. but they'll take it.#however theyre all mostly very fancy outfits so the couple that dont have Bad Texture they save for special occassions and official events.#they have a couple outfits made by Hornet and Herrah but again these are usually saved for special occassions. they don't want to get them#dirty while fucking around with their boyfriends and friends. and Ghost. they do have a few casual outfits from them but they still mostly#wear their good ol' white shirt and black pants combo. Hornet is tempted to replicate their style perfectly but in different colours#because Holy Shit Dude wear something different than black and white for once#now that i think about it i did give them The Exact Same Shirt But Purple for an alternate ref so you know what? canon#it was bc I was doing an art trade with 3 other friends and they all picked purple bitches so i went oh I need to fit in
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tfw one of your mages turns into a Human Lady™️ i was too lazy to draw her actual outfit so plain black dress it was lmao
#my art#digital art#kirby#hyness#zan partizanne#holy SHIT im actually posting art on here???? wack#then again it has been a hot second since i posted on my art blog either#anyways i was thinking about art where there is a gijinka of a character and then their normal self#and/or someone else from their source as normal#and was like. i wanna do that with zan and hyness. it would fit them#hyness just looks like a fucked up plush creature
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They get their estrogen together <3
#JSBSJASVISSBKDCNRIFBFICBDK OKAY I GOT INTO MSA LIKE YESTERDAY AND FINISHED THIS IN A SINGLE SITTING TODAT#THAT IS LIKE BIZARRE. AND DOESN'T HAPPEN FOR ME#THE BRAINROT IS REAL FOR BOTH OF THESE THINGS SO I'M SHOVING THEM TOGETHER#Also it helps that when I first saw Vivi I was like :0 Holy shit that's June#I was originally gonna draw June in clothing more similar to Vivi's but I was like Ehhh what about casual and then this happened#The shirt is blatantly a lie but she got it back when one of her friends came out to her when she didn't know she was trans#(pick like any hs cast member you want as the person who came out to her they're all trans)#But then didn't feel wanna waste a good shirt so she still wears it. regularly.#Also her skirt is intentionally on backwards#I've never drawn June in any greater form that a notebook doodle vut I will be definitely be doing this again if for no other reason than#how much I enjoyed doing the clothing#vivi yukino#june egbert#mystery skulls#(<- Is that the right tag? Idk.)#homestuck#may i plz have an art tag#Like look at my you need to understand how much I relate them to eachother. Blue gals. Magical super strong dog is a major character.#One has a bat one has a hammer. Glasses. Dead friend(s).#Okay that's all I can think of off the top of my head and I'm sure I'll remember more later but please understand me here#I've literally never interacted with the msa fandom before plspls pleaseeeee tell me if I did any of the tagging wrong if I did ^^'
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Back to me having extremely frightening to experience, batshit wild dreams with major surreal and horror streaks
#my thoughts#Like how do I. Process this holy shit#I'm sure if it's something I'd found as a niche dark comic online I'd probably think it's the realest shit ever#Do I make art about it. Do I make it into a story. Holy shiiitttt#Two cats who initially seem like wc ocs live in an eternal mall. Specifically in the library of it#And often they're bombarded with extremely vivid visions of horrible things where the environment itself changes and warps#And throws them around the building#And through these horrific world melting visions we slowly start untangling the history of their so called clan#Or if they're even cats at all.#It's a mother and son duo which is highly relevant to the story bc it's implied the mother didn't choose to have the child#Fucking. Hello. What. What. My brain just juices itself on me every night and I gotta just wake up and exist again
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I'm gonna be honest I realized Robin originally looked identical to a Papa Louie character so i had to redesign him so it wouldn't be weird that he looked identical to a Papa Louie character
so since he's like an alien and autism incarnate and all that everyone just assumes he's a Big Nerd which means his identity is safe
#kajoodles#oc: robin#lost to time#also he's a Very Weird Character now that i think about it#so you're a human on the LTT version of Earth right#and for the sake of making the joke land you're an undiagnosed autistic 10 year old watching unsolved mystery videos on youtube#you click on a video titled The Strange Case of Robin Lee#the video tells the story of a man named Robin Lee who according to all records only existed for exactly two months#the video shows security camera footage from [yet to be named] laboratories of supposedly his last moments on earth#he exchanges a few words with one specific scientist gives her a briefcase and walks out of the building never to be seen again#and you're like holy shit what why is nobody talking about this.#and now that video i just described is a canon thing that exists in LTT#oc art#digital art#digital drawing#drawing#robin lee#ltt robin#thats a tag now. he deserves it
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it's wild to see slightly outdated comic panels with women characters being CARTOONISHLY oversexualized, because on the one hand i know intellectually that it's in extremely poor taste and frankly fucking infuriating to see women be so openly objectified for the male gaze...but on the other hand... as someone attracted to women... i'd be lying if i said some of these panels didn't make my blood run hot
#this post is brought to you by catwoman guardian of gotham#i was thinking about the female counterpart for alfred in that comic who's wearing a skimpy maid outfit and i am so sorry women#benny babble#edit: wrote this post before reading the comic. just finished reading it and holy fucking shit the sexualization was worst than i thought#the artist should have jerked off before touching pen to paper bc goddamn was every single women drawn like a pinup#the story is interesting and bruce is a special kind of unhinged that i do greatly appreciate but the art is... something else#once again no fuckin main tag on this shit bc this is just me rambling and no one other than the unlucky ppl that follow me need to see thi
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#🥲#i was looking thru everything i have on procreate and bro#it’s. understandable considering what i’ve dealt w in the last two years but literally as i scrolled i watched my skills get better like.#when i started out i was just making these crazy elaborate drawings out of nothing and for no reason other than the love of creating#and tbf i was also rly excited when i first started using procreate lmao but i’m like ::::)))))#on one hand mourning the person i was at that time even tho i was not perfect and not doing great#but also like. i could make shit like that once. i can do it again in a new way this time#i might post the one i’m thinking about bc holy shit 😭#i rmr being unimpressed w it at the time but now im like WHAT!!!!!#I MADE THAT??????#and i rmr my only inspo being this one random outfit but it’s such a small influence like fhdksjjds#anyway. i really really wanna focus my energy away from crochet and back on drawing and visual art bc i feel like i’ve lost so much#while i’ve been grieving and healing#god. so much has happened since i first started making digital art it’s insane#and i thought things were already bad back then LMAO#anyway x2#i’ll be fine i’ll continue to grow and one day hopefully i can look back on rn w a similar fondness to how i’m looking back on late 2021#rowyn rambles
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Holy shit I love my job. Today is Tea loving her job day.
#its been so incredible like I finally get to do real work in my chosen field#and I’m absolutely in love with it like seriously y’all this job has revived my creativity and love of making art#that I’d kind of lost over the last few years post Covid especially#like I’m happy and excited to draw again it doesn’t feel like a chore or a huge daunting slog to get to something not worth it#I’ve found the joy & passion again I spent my whole evening tonight drawing for fun & making a Pinterest board full of references#so I can start doing some gestural anatomy studies#I’ve wanted to be some sort of artist since I was 4 years old & as a kid I settled on graphic design#because that seemed to be the best path towards making a career out of that#& unlike a lot of people who go into the field looking to just draw for a living#I’ve been so incredibly blessed to find that I actually really love graphic design specifically as a discipline#and holy shit y’all I think I may actually be good at it too#my coworkers are all really cool my boss is incredible she’s so kind#like on my best days I drive home smiling and I just feel really fulfilled#and even in the day to day ‘boring’ bits I’m still getting paid to sit there & draw & listen to music or podcasts all day#which is what I’ve dreamed of being able to do since I was like 12#I’m just really happy and proud of myself and I feel really good & secure about this aspect of my life right now#and honestly I could cry just thinking about all this stuff#like I really am just so amazingly lucky & I’m so happy & grateful rn#spilling the Tea#graphic design is my passion
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