#thini

[outsidetaiwan]

安娜普納大環線，Jomsom

不死心前兩週止步於Manang，我決定從沒翻過去的Throng La Pass 隘口另一側的Jomsom再繼續。

於是從波卡拉直接搭小飛機上Jomsom，除了不想再顛簸一���十小時的山路，另外還想說搭小飛機順便從天空的角度看看那群雪山，結果沒想到小飛機飛得並不高，八千米的山頭都還在我們上方。

因為河谷下午會刮大風，所以小飛機都只能早上飛，而且還要看氣候狀況，我原本表訂七點的飛機，九點半多才起飛，不過半小時就抵達海拔2700米的Jomsom了。

一出機場就可以感覺氣溫比山下低好幾度，趕緊把外套穿起來。出了機場市區街道整潔的呢！新式的飯店和餐館林立在鋪好的大馬路兩旁。

但我還是想去有著石板路的老市區，準備跟之前一樣，落腳在民家裡。結果沒想到這裡沒有吃飯就免住宿費這回事，繞了一圈才好不容易決定住哪裡。

休息了一會才去ACAP check point報到，果然下午的風變好大，而且比我前兩週在另一頭的山上還冷啊！

住宿：Hotel Snow Leopard，房間400rs/晚

費用：晚餐 (dal bhat) 350rs，早餐 (museli+masala tea) 300rs

隔天決定在Jomsom多留一天，反正這次是從高海拔往下走，心理上沒有壓力，想多走走多享受一下山裡的生活，就打算去Jomsom後方的Thini村做一個簡單的一日健行。

沿著河谷裡的一大片梯田往上，正好可以看河谷對岸的機場和新市區。

進了Thini村莊看到人們都在為冬天來臨做準備，在屋頂上盡可能堆滿要用來生火的木材、要給牲畜的稻草糧食，同時還曬玉米和各種蔬菜。

村子還保持著傳統的農作生活，中心有一個排球場，和一座佛教寺廟。後面山坡壁上有一個雪豹洞穴，可以一眼看盡整個村子和遠方河谷中的Jomsom。

過了村莊還可以繼續走，先下一個河谷，過吊橋爬上一個小山頭，有一個堡壘遺址，更遠的另一個山頭則是藏傳佛寺Kutsab Terenga，夾在兩個山頭間有一個Dumba Lake，然後從這裡甚至要走去Marpha也可以。

Dumba Lake 外國人門票50盧比。

回程我特意穿過那一片梯田回Jomsom，想看看他們種些什麼，又再忙些什麼。

住宿：Hotel Snow Leopard，房間400rs/晚

費用：午餐 (veg tunkpa) 250rs + 茶 (masala tea) 80rs + 晚餐 (dal bhat) 350rs，早餐 (museli+masala tea) 300rs

[ataraxixx]

lloyd and harumi hanging out

(Dont tag as ship)

[murderofravens]

being yuuji's gf and he's very close with his mentor nanami so sometimes he'd bring him over and secretly make him watch as he fucks you... and nanami getting off to the sight of his students fucking each other.. maybe sometimes he joins, you wouldn't know until he's there shoving his cock down your throat while yuuji fucks you even harder, and if you try to resist nanami slaps you and yuuji slaps your ass and tells you to be a good girl for his mentor and do what he wants because nanami has always been *soo* good towards yuuji.. yuuji letting his teacher fuck his girlfriend like a gloryhole and getting off to it.. nanami telling yuuji he's proud of what a good slut he's trained you to be... nanami giving yuuji tips because of course he's older has more experience and yuuji enthusiastically follows.. getting praised and degraded by both men while they use you.. nanami grabbing your hair into a makeshift ponytail and fucking your face onto yuuji's cock while pounding you from behind.. getting used by yuuji and nanami sensei 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[phantom-of-the-501st]

CROWLEY HAS A FLOWER PINNED TO HIS LAPEL OMG

Was he just like "well if we're going to a regency ball then I must have a flower on my jacket" or was that someone else's choice???

[coolnonsenseworld]

(to know more about the story and the calendar on pre-order check out previous posts! LESS THAN 2 WEEKS LEFT)

In September they don't feel like going anywhere or doing any bucket lists - no getting out of the comfort zone this time around. All they need is a little comfort of one another - they take breaks for a movie night when they wouldn't, buy extra cakes they haven't tried previously, go on date-walks and take bubble baths with new scents.

Enjoying simple things in life and appreciating your own presence here feels like it should be a basic part of any bucket list.

How is your September going? Do you have any plans or achievements this month?

[wikiangela]

unpopular opinion but I really don't think Buck hates his last name as much as people think? he never ever expressed that in canon, no matter how you choose to interpret certain scenes.

he literally goes by 'buck', an abbreviation of his last name lol

[melissa-s23]

I think we should give tom simons some c!tommy analysis ad a form if rétrospective therapy

[snowangelthin]

Leg and Booty Exercises (Lunges, squats, donkey kicks, bridges):

~300-400 calories for 45-60 minutes of lower body strength training.

Calf Exercises (Calf raises, plie pulses):

~80-120 calories for 15-20 minutes.

Inner Thighs (Sumo squats, criss-crosses):

~100-150 calories for 20 minutes.

Waist/Obliques (Side hip raises, twists, vacuums):

~100-150 calories for 20-30 minutes.

Abs/Stomach (Crunches, planks, leg lifts):

~120-180 calories for 20-30 minutes.

Arms/Upper Body (Pushups, bicep curls, chest press):

~100-150 calories for 20-30 minutes.

Total Calorie Estimate:

800-1150 calories

If performed at high intensity and minimal rest, the calorie burn can be on the higher end.

Lower intensity or longer rest periods may reduce this estimate to 600-800 calories.

[narcissarina]

Darkened Desires

Prologue and Chapter 1: The sun || Chapter 2: The moon || Chapter 3: The moon || Chapter 4: The sun || Chapter 5: The sun || Chapter 6: The moon || Chapter 7: The moon || Chapter 8: The sun || Chapter 9: The sun || Chapter 10: The outsider

Pairings: Mafia!Scaramouche × Barista!Reader

Word count: 2,306

Tw: praise kink, degradation, kidnapping, tourture, dub/non-con, forced breeding, dismembering, gore, deaths, age-gap, corruption, use of force, trauma, use of drugs, stalking, mentions of human trafficking on the near chapters, slowburn.

Warning: This fanfiction may contain kidnapping, torture, dub/non-con, forced breeding, dismembering, age-gap, corruption, vigilante Scaramouche, use of force, trauma, use of drugs, stalking, and more. This fiction will continue grow darker as chapters goes by.

Your mental health matters.

CHAPTER 11:

THE MOON

I sigh and lay my head low, I left her alone in her own home—I shouldn’t worry too much since I know she’ll be safe and can protect her own. But I can’t help but feel my gut that tells me the opposite of it.

I’m not ready to talk about it, I’m not ready to share my criminal life and leave her uncomfortable.

She’ll ask me questions and probably press me why I didn’t become an agent like my mother is.

I lean back to my chair and tap on my armrest, papers been stacking up—got a few calls, few emails here and there.

Letting out a frustrate sigh, I look up my ceiling—there’s been a gut feeling that’s bee stabbing me to check up on her, see her, feel her.

I fight the urge and stood up from my chair, fixing my tie and brushing off dust from my vest.

I took out my phone and look through my messages, Ajax texted me: “Are you still gonna refuse what we had planned?”

Rolling my eyes and a scoff left my lips as I tuck my phone in.

Although I am worried, I know she is safe since I did sent out a few guards to check in on her. I assure myself and walk walked out of my office to stretch my limbs and stiffen body.

I let my head hang up in the air and silence filled my surroundings, muting any sounds as my eyes shut and take a deep breath. I hear faint footsteps… getting louder and louder and closer.

I took out my gun and point to my right, halting someone as I assume they would come knocking me out or attack me while I let my guard down, turning my head to see who they are. They’re one of my men, I groan and put back my gun.

He was frozen in fear and shock, I snapped, “what the hell do you want?”

“Sir…” his breath hitches, his voice quivering.

The moment I hear those words, the moment I felt my heart drop through the ground.

“She’s gone.”

Immediately bursting through her house door, I was met with eerie silence. My brows knitted together as I search the living room, I called out her name… No response.

“Sunshine?” I say out in a panic, my chest rising up and down as I head upstairs to her bedroom—I open the door and saw her messy bed, she was taken when asleep.

My head started hurting and my breathing starts to pick up, too much is happening all at once.

I called to one of my men while heading downstairs in a panic, I gripped on his collar and bring his face closer to mine.

“you had one fucking job.” I say in gritted teeth, he was still and his fist clenched, “how did this happen?” I asked and pushed him down, safely landing on her couch—god fucking damn it!

I clench over my hair and brush it back, letting out a frustrating sigh as I kick down a fucking chair.

Too much is happening and it’s happening all at fucking once.

“Where were you when she got taken?” I asked, trying to keep my cool and flatten my tone, he open his mouth to respond but his partner answered for him, “he was taking a fat shit.”

I closed my eyes and pinch the bridge of my nose, “couldn’t you shit faster?” I sat down on the nearest and clasp my hand together, I lean forward and rest my elbows onto my knees.

“if you don’t find a piece of clue of her whereabouts within twenty-four hours, I’m going to have each of your fingers taken off.” I spoke, loud and clear—he nods and had a death grip of his own knee. If his nail could pierce to that piece of fabric and skin, he would be bleeding by now.

I lean back, groaning in pain and defeat.

Out of anyone, why would they target her? She hasn’t done anything wrong, she’s just a simple I clench over my hair and brush it back, letting out a frustrating sigh as I kick down a fucking chair.

Although she likes to poke her nose and ears where it doesn’t belong.

I need to find her fast, or all will be too late.

I sat in my car seat, my hands gripping on the steering wheel as I hit it repeatedly to let out my stress, I already made my men go back first without me since they’re doing shit at their job. I need a time alone before I couldn’t contain myself and kill them all.

Ping—

The sound of my phone notification grabbed my attention for a second as I look to the messages with a picture attached.

It was Ajax.

I read the message carefully and felt my heart stop for a few good minute.

I put my hand on the wheel and took off, speeding up to get to my destination, I’ll be breaking Ajax’s neck if his explanation did not satisfy me.

I arrived in front of his house as I slam my cars door shut and bolt inside his home, “where the fuck is she?!” I yelled and took his collar, making him meet me eye to eye. I would love to cut that grin off of his face as he only held his hands mid air and chuckle, “chill, she’s safe.” He said and grip one of his hand to my wrist, “if it weren’t for me, she would’ve been taken by… You know.”

“The hell you talking about?”

“It’s better if you go see her first then we’ll talk.” Ajax snap his finger to one of his men and got behind me, signaling me to follow them—my grip on Ajax collar loosen as I slowly turn my back and followed them.

My mind swirls with questions and how would I approach her and what her condition is, I never knew fear exist in me when one of my men says that she’s gone…

We arrived downstairs as his guard open the door, isn’t this Ajax torture room or something? Why did he kept her in here? Is he sick in the head, what the fuck…

Impatiently waiting and tapping my shoe, they opened it and I burst into the room and look around the dimly lit room, I see a couple of blankets and pillows on the ground and a tray with a plate that was once filled with food.

There she was, sleeping uncomfortably on the freezing ground as she toss from her left to right and the blanket wrap her like a burrito. I rush to her and held her in my arms, she was snoring and mumbling in her sleep, I held her tight and my hand on her cheek.

“Sunshine.” I mutter, my lips connected to her temple as I softly rock her in my arms. She’s also hugging a pillow and curl up into a ball, “wake up, darling.” I called, she whines and turn her back on me while still being in my arms. I chuckle at her tactics and carried her bridal style as I walk out of the room with her sleeping soundly in my arms.

I lay her down in one of Ajax’s luxurious couch and sat down beside her—sleeping soundly as if she doesn’t sense the danger in this world and that in her dreams, she’s safe and happy.

I adjust her position and let her head use my thigh as her pillow, she grunt and whines a little but proceed to smack both of her lips and turn her back as her forehead made contact where my healing wound is. I smile down at her and remove some of her hair from her face.

Ajax is right across me, legs cross and drinking his tea.

“I won’t cut to the chase.” I hear him clear his throat, his tone serious but his smile not disappearing. I look up at him and remain eye contact, “I called you for a reason, Scara.” He added then continue, “actually, when me and the boys did our job, you know? The usual—breaking in, shooting, murdering the wanted people. You know?” He chuckle to himself and lean back to relax his muscles.

“But there’s something that caught my eye when I broke in to my targets office,” his hands clasp together, “there was a file that stands out the most and most familiar,” he then snap a finger as his men gave him the file that he was talking about, “it's about your previous Sunshine, Scara.” He handed me the file by tossing it to the table between us, the file slides close as I manage to grab a hold to it.

I scan and read each word carefully while still listening to what Ajax’s saying, “she was being targeted, I don’t know who nor what do they want but they just wanted her.” My brows frown, muttering under my breath every sentences I read.

Name: Y/N L/N

Age: 24

It was one of her personal backgrounds, the same one I also have but different… It has the approved stamp on it and the date when they’ll be taking her, my eyes widen and filled with so much rage that I could fucking kill every single person in this room…

But I remain calm, as waiting my darling up would be every upsetting.

He could just watch me stress this out, “I know you have a lot in your plate right now, but I feel like you should know and that why I took her in the first place.” He explained, “she’s a lovely girl, but we can’t have her be taken away now. Not when she’s your sun ray and that the Tsaritsa just want to question her.”

My eyes shot up to him, “she wants to question her..?” Ajax nodded and smiles more widely now, “I mean, just a harmless question, she’s going to be fine!”

My eyes darkened, annoyance visible on my face, “now, now… Let me explain.” Ajax laughs, as I feel her again turning and letting out a sigh of relief as she knew she’s in a warm and comfortable spot to sleep on.

“You know… She low-key looks like the Tsaritsa’s diseased child, but more older and mature now.” His tone became soft and calm, “you know, since her lover got killed in an intense battle in war.”

“Isn’t her lover in the military?”

“yes and the Tsaritsa is part of the most powerful and resourceful mafia family…”

“Why and how did she fell in love with a soldier?”

Ajax thought for a moment and let out a deep breath, “she ran away to be with him, then his deployment came when she’s pregnant. Before she knew it, he’ll never return. And he doesn’t know that she’s the most wanted mafia’s daughter.”

I nodded, look down at her sleeping soundly and caress her cheek.

“how did her kid die?”

“When the Tsaritsa’s little princess was running around the house, greeting every servant and giving them smiles. She’s a lovely girl, like her—” he points to my sleeping sunshine, “—like her, the Tsaritsa calls her child her sunshine. Her ray of light when she was out of hope, but she continue pursuing life because that day, she has a child.”

I smiled, I know it’ painful to lose a kid. But I knew, because I lost not one but three kids because I failed to save them from their abuser and predator…

“But when hope was building, it collapsed when her ray of light got into a flight accident—along with the Tsaritsa’s trusted servants to guide her sunshine back home. Back where the kid belongs, not only did the kid lost its life, but also four or six people died there too. Most of them survived, but not the kid and the servant.”

I listen, as I feel this pain in my heart. I continue caressing her face as I look up and see Ajax wiping off tears from his eyes, he laughs and dismiss this matter. “N-No, sorry. Quite unprofessional…” I could hear him sniffle and smile again, “it’s just awful to lose someone that young and that they’re your only reason why you’re keeping it together.”

He inhales and tries to stop tears from falling off, he took a fan and starts flapping it in the maximum speed he can. “It’s just that, when the Tsaritsa caught a glimpse of her file. She immediately knew that she found another reason to keep it together and finally had someone worthy of her protection.” He smiled while battling with his tears, even though in those dead eyes of his—there’s still a hint of emotion in there somewhere, just finding it’s way to wave and finally come around eventually.

“So, I’m only doing this for her request, not a demand—but a request.” He clarify twice, assuming that I would hear it right. “it’s okay to refuse since the Tsaritsa only asked if she had a chance to meet her, and maybe talk to her too.”

I’m free to refuse, but how could I refuse when I finally knew what the Tsaritsa’s intentions are? There’s a side of me that’s really soft and this is one of them.

“I promise you, comrade.” Ajax lean forward, his elbow resting on his knee and hands clasp together, “that the Tsaritsa will provide her everything, will do anything to protect her. Even though she’s not her daughter—she found yet again a sole reason to keep it together.”

I sigh, pinching the nose of my bridge and look down at sunshine. Ismiled and try to lean and kiss her forehead, “alright.”

“Arrange an appointment for us to meet Her Majesty.”

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Chapter 12: THE SUN

[aengelren]

A person who saught freedom beyond what reality could abide (honestly same)

[ghoulish-art-tendencies]

i just ate mould so if i start becoming more wild on main about dan and phil you know why

[catinasink]

i can hear myself blinking

[alilaro]

its so funny hbomberguy uploads a video like once every millenia, but when he does he manages to send every person he scrutinizes into oblivion, never to recover

[starrycrown]

A restrospective from Thinya & Mun

Her dark locks gently caressed her shoulders as she sat on a cliff and faced the horizon. The sun was slowly going down, offering a spectacular ballet of colors, while the sound the waves crashing against the cliff rocked her into a sweet lullaby.

Thinya pulled her knees against her chest as she inhaled deeply and let her thoughts wander. It was necessary for her to take some time to herself, time to revisit this year and face the one that will soon arrive. A lot of things happened to her life, since she was created in 2013 by her own mun.

Perhaps she's unaware of that, but Thinya saved her mun's life in 2013. When she was created, she gave the mun a purpose to enjoy. Writing is a passion and even when English isn't her first language, mun was always giving her best and willing to create new stories for her. Together, Thinya and mun faced a lot of hate: hate towards OCs, hate towards Thinya herself. It's been a rollercoaster that both women faced together.

Mun loves Thinya with all her heart and always defended her fiercely. No mater what, she would keep fighting to make Thinya find the right place, the right verse, the right partners.

The sun slowly went down as Thinya smiled softly, remembering all the good memories she had, thanks to her mun. They met a bunch of wonderful people in 11 years, one of them was even portraying one of Thinya's biggest love of her life. Although now the muse is gone, the mun of that character remained a dear friend of Thinya's mun, who's very thankful for having crossed paths and written together for more than 8 years.

Taking a deep breath, the young woman looked at the sun as now it's reflection gave pink flashes on the shore. Thinya liked this year of 2024 overall. She could see how hard her mun was trying to make her active, loved, appreciated. She knew how hard it could be sometimes, especially when she would see her mun closing up, feeling anxious and insecure about her writing and Thinya. This hurt the muse, it made her wonder if she did something wrong to make her doubt about her.

Mun feels heartbroken that Thinya felt this way: nothing was wrong with her. She was the sweetest character she ever made, a pure and kindhearted soul who only deserved the best. What Thinya didn't know is that for years, mun suffered from several bully at school. Often excluded and mocked, some of these old demons still live inside of mun's heart. So it happens sometimes that mun feels not good enough. That she doesn't deserve to write and appreciate her muse the way anyone else does.

Seeing her muse facing the ocean, mun approached her and sat next to her. Her smile grew as she looked at her beautiful character. "Hey, Thinie. It's me.. Your creator." Thinya looked at her and smiled back: "Hey Pearl, you came! I am so happy to be able to talk to you.. I wanted to thank you for everything you've ever done for me. In 11 years, you've truly made me grow into this strong woman."

Mun smiled at her muse's words. "That's so lovely of you to say, Thinie. I just..." She took a deep inspiration. "I am just so sorry that lately I've been having ups and downs. Mostly downs if I may be honest. This is just due to me struggling with a few things of the past resurfacing. Sometimes old demons come back and I can't help but feel bummed. I sometimes am afraid of not being good enough, and I can't accept being put on a bench and feel excluded from a group party the way I was when I was 12. I am just so sorry if you felt sometimes that you did wrong, believe me you never did anything wrong."

Thinya looked at her mun as her green hues now showing worry. "Please don't feel this way. We are a team, remember? You created me for a purpose here.." Her hand grabbed mun's as she squeezed it sweetly.

Mun looked down as she felt a tear roll down her cheek as she wrote those words: "You probably don't know this. But I created you at a time of my life, where I was lost. Fully depressed and feeling like nothing I did was good enough. I created you after a trip to Rome, after rewatching the Hobbit and realizing how much I wanted to write you in this verse. I never knew that you would still be here in 2024. I thought I would give up on you after receiving so much hate. But you gave me the strength to fight for you.. I found new ideas for verses and I am so happy that you kept me so busy for all those years. You saved me from a depression. I have clearer ideas now, a beautiful relationship. Living abroad in a place just like Erebor."

Thinya chuckled and nodded. "Well, know that I am so thankful for you. You're strong, stronger than you think. Don't let those insecurities stop you from writing adventures for me. If people don't value us, then so be it. We still have wonderful partners to write with." Mun nodded. "You are absolutely right, Thinie. We should be thankful for them."

The muse looked at the sun that now was soon gone, making the whole place darker. "So what do we say to 2024?" Mun sighed and contemplated the horizon. "That it was a year full of challenges. Good and bad ones. I was so caught up with work that I became an extreme negative person. Which I am not, you know me..." Thinya chuckled:" I know, my personality is based on yours." Mun nodded: "Exactly. I think I need to step back and not let negativity impact me. That should be my wish for 2025. Work, roleplay and personal related."

Thinya smiled and nodded. "Well.. What I wish for 2025 is this: that we always stay close together and support each other. That we take time for ourselves, that we appreciate ourselves as well as our writing partners and their muses. That we keep growing together because I am not ready to be forgotten."

Mun smiled at her muse and nodded. "I like this: I am not ready to be forgotten. That's exactly this." Thinya nodded. "Exactly." She chuckled and suddenly gave a warm hug to her mun. "Thank you for everything, I am so thankful." Mun hugged her muse tighter and whispered: "And I am so thankful too. Thanks for being part of my life, Thinie."

With those words, both women remained silent until they parted. Mun stood up: "I gotta go, I need to brainstorm a few ideas for your next verses." Thinya smiled and nodded. "Go, and please make fun stories! Love also. You know how much I loooove romance." Mun chuckled. "Noted. I'll talk to you soon, Thinie."

As mun vanished, Thinya slowly stood up and looked now at the dark shore. With a light smile, the muse slowly walked back to her universes, to celebrate the last bits of 2024 with all her friends, lovers and beautiful character she had and still has the luck to interact with.

With those final words: thank you for reading me and writing with me. Let's make of 2025 a successful year, full of wonderful stories all together. With love, Thinya & mun

[undwertwaleblwog]

this is somewhat old and i never posted it here so =p