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mynameisbillandimaheadcase · 8 months ago

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Whatever rant tw

#shout out to #golden kamuy for keeping me occupied from my f*ther calling everyone a perverted transvestite #bc he is watching Eurovision #my m*other doesn't stop him either #things are getting bad again #this is so incredibly traumatizing #and my s*ster is outside talking to my very transphobic ex best friend #like he didn't just out me a month ago #fuck I'm really not doing okay #I'm truly not doing okay #this is so fucking triggering #I want to cry #but i can't bc we are all staying at those stupid apartments with a bathroom and only another room #we are all trapped on the living room/kitchen #i can't last until Saturday #the thoughts are really bad #I really want to relapsed rn

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winterb1ues · 2 years ago

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Then why don't I become beautiful even though I'm laying on the floor sobbing and trying to breath, punching my head and hitting myself, looking at myself in the mirror while crying and calling myself beautiful ?

LIFE HACK: if you call things beautiful then they become so . Immediately in front of your eyes

#winter rants #i stopped taking my meds #things are getting bad again

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wardensantoineandevka · 8 months ago

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is that piece of media actually bad, or is it just not following the blueprint you projected onto it? is that work actually not good, or are you just demanding something from it that is absolutely antithetical to its themes, genre, tone, and narrative goal? is that story actually poorly written, or do you just dislike that it is not the specific things you wanted from it that it never set out to be, never was, and never is going to become? is it actually bad, or is it actually well-executed and you just dislike the story it chose to be because it isn't catering to your specific desires and expectations?

#This was prompted by a specific thing but it is also about dozens and dozens of things #Everyone going “XYZ is actually bad” like congratulations I wasn't saying stuff can't be bad.#I was saying that you should ask yourself these questions first bc sometimes it's just not to your sensibility.#Former Prime Queue-sector of the Trust #ETA: now that it's been months and this is going around again while certain conversations happen in other fandoms I'm in #It's good to clarify what specifically set off this post even tho it applies to many things. But this was about someone #saying Midst is thematically and narratively incoherent bc it wasn't “everyone is miserable forever and nobody gets better” like they wante

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jyxgyn · 4 months ago

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#oh #I see it now #things are getting bad again #it makes sense now

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depresseddepot · 6 months ago

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read a book that was a little Too Real at a time where I am a little Too Ill. if you catch my meaning

#girl in pieces by kathleen glasgow #the self harm aspects of it i expected and was prepared for but something about the drug and alcohol abuse hit a little too close to home #i miss my grandmother #i miss going to her house before things got bad again #theres a little polaroid picture of her somewhere where she's holding me as a baby #and it makes me so fucking sad because she didn't even remember who i was at the end #she was on too much and had been for too long and i wasn't allowed to see her and then she just forgot #vent #sorry #things are getting bad again

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theshadowrealmitself · 1 year ago

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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’#who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field?#like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it.#it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks.#that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀)#liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

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coddda · 6 months ago

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I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

#death note #dn #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #oh god here we go #death note jdrama #death note 2015 #death note 2006 #death note musical #lctw #l change the world #dntm #lawlightweek2024 #my art #collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance #ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file #that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient #and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb #and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways #this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther #usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the #circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die #there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong #(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others #no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall

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anxiousapplepie · 11 days ago

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After 4 painful Acts and at least a dozen traumatizing experiences that will haunt them forever, Traveler!Bonnie gives the friendship quests a try! And discovers new and terrifying interesting information about the Researcher.

#My art #in stars and time #ISAT Role!Swap AU #Isa instantly apologizes for scaring Bonnie like that #but they both end up having a productive conversation about recognizing when you need to Change to be more like yourself #and recognizing when you are being Changed in a bad way you Don't Want and maybe you should try Fixing That #The biggest takeaway Bonnie gets tho is “I had no idea your glasses were the only thing stopping you from being scary all the time Za”#Isa can never wear contacts ever again around Bonnie that's for sure XD

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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