#theyre still on the honeymoon phase of their relationship

[zlarirosa]

harry likes laying on his husband every morning in hopes of him letting the both of them call a day off for once. it's worked once, so it might work again

[flodaya]

theyre still in the honeymoon phase after all this time. its so adorable but also i hate them (nt really)

to them the honeymoon phase seems to be just their norm and i love that for them, they seem to have a really healthy and loving relationship build on so much mutual respect and admiration, i am just slightly emotional today

[pumpkinsy0]

Tim and Two-bit dating hcs (like let’s say their in they’re honeymoon phase)

before i start this is gonna b a lil suggestive, not straight nsfw but yknow i out em at the end in case u aint wanna see that

•their HONEYMOON honeymoon phase was like the first week or first few weeks they were together, the emotions they felt were so new to them and it wasnt exactly euphoric??? but it did feel great, imagine buying something new and u feel like everything in ur life just aligns for a bit and thats how they felt times 1.5

•they dont see the point in dates, if it was like anyone else they would feel more obligated to in order to make the person feel special, but w each other they arent particularly interested in that

•they could b making out somewhere and two bit jokingly acts like a woman in “throws of passion” and tim just has to stand there and wait for him to SHUT UP!!!!

•tims slept over at twos place like ONEEE time and never again bc he accidentally scared his sister and it was awkward to see his mom

•iiiii think from the beginning they knew they werent rlly gonna last forever, but that was something that was in the back of their heads, but they still jokingly talked about marriage and i say JOKINGLY i mean it, i dont think either of em see themselves getting married so it rlly was just jokes, mostly on two’s end he was the only making em the most

•tims acc not used to actual relationships, but two def is, and while they arent DATING dating, they still do act like a couple in some aspects, and it gets tim to kinda fumble???? and two thinks its pretty funny

•two is always grabbing at tim, lets make that clear, hes not rlly into pda???? but hes not completely keeping his hands to himself, tim just never touches two in public at all just cause thats who he is, and two jokes that hes trying to hide him away

•hate to say it, but they play pool at bucks bar and both of em r staring at the others ass, does buck notice??? he sure wishes he didnt, i feel like they do it at any time honestly

•when theyre doing the devils tango, let it b knows that two bit STILL isnt taking shit seriously, hes not, and usually tim would b annoyed but i stead here hes like “this guy😒😒😒”

•two bit will have marks on him after, u know what, and its rare, but if someone sees it, its like “were u in a fight???” “oh i was in a fight alright😏😏” and tim wants to shoot himself

[driderwife]

OK SO ! This is the Nere x Valence narrative I have –

JSYK I switched up the in game timeline a LOT i do that with my fanfic stuff usually.

While the rest of the party is doing the forge quest, Valence stays behind to try and solve the cave-in situation bc he doesnt wanna go down there and battle. Once he gets Nere out he has a little crush on him and decides he can use his slutty charms to keep Nere from killing the gnomes, so he like mind connects with him all flirty and they go off and valence sucks his dick or whatever lol. Then for a couple days Valence and Nere are messing around and Valence gets attached and thinks theyre in love because even tho valence sleeps around a lot, deep down he really just wants a relationship and hes looking for one anywhere. But Nere is just enjoying the sexual attention and doesnt feel for Valence in the same way at all.

Nere is not very nice to him and continues to be the shitty old drow dude that he is, and Valence accepts this as love bc Valence is used to people being kinda mean to him and he often associates cruelty with a sort of twisted affection. Valence grew up very isolated with his matron in the Underdark, so he’s basically desperate for interaction and love and touch even if it comes with meanness. He just really really desires attention and he’s willing to accept a lot of bullshit to get it.

But Nere very quickly realizes Valence isn’t really a True Soul because every time Nere tries to kill one of the gnome slaves, Valence comes in and stops him by distracting him with affection and sexual favors. So secretly Nere decides hes going to kidnap Valence, take him to Moonrise, and keep him prisoner there. Nere is incredibly nasty and shitty and wants to do his duty to the Absolute but keep getting his dick sucked and Valence is none the wiser. Valence is like “Nere said he’d be my daddy and he said he’d take care of me and give me presents and we can live together at moonrise”

When the main party and Valence’s friends come back to this nonsense, theres a big confrontation and Nere goes mask off and tries to kill everyone AND kidnap valence right then and there. So a battle ensues (which i decided the gnomes get to fight too; i think the story is better that way) and then Sabine, my partner’s githyanki Tav, cuts off Nere’s head.

Valence is very sad about that but he’s mostly upset that he fell head over heels in honeymoon phase love with a dude who was actually planning to hurt him.

BUT EVERYTHINGS OK cuz hes gonna fall in love with Kar’niss later lol thats still endgame because Valence is indeed doomed to become a drider.

[n-a-gindustries]

i. i um. made a beavis and butt-head playlist.

(reasoning for each song is under the cut bc i have. a lot of thoughts.)

1. "Lullaby to Nightmares" by They Might Be Giants

(BOTH) This song is meant to encapsulate the veerryyy beginning stages of their friendship,,,like when they were gross toddlers/little kids fucking around in the summer heat of their stagnant town. only the faintest implications of them being n e thing more than friends.

2. "Adam" by Alex G

(BUTT-HEAD) Butt-head is a little pissy elementary schooler who doesn't know how to handle his weird new emotions for his friend so he just beats the shit out of him. get it together, man.

3. "Hold Me Down" by The Happy Fits

(BEAVIS) Beavis is a very unstable elementary schooler who values Butt-head's company and role in stabilizing him. he doesn't really understand much of anything at this point he just knows he likes his friend a lot.

4. "I Get A Kick Out Of You" by Frank Sinatra

(BUTT-HEAD) Man Butt-head doesn't really get why but Beav is like his only source of genuine entertainment and human connection. he's a massive loser but he's HIS massive loser and he values the time they spend together. but no he's definitely not gay its not like that.

5. "The Red Means I Love You" by Madds Buckley

(BEAVIS) Beavis loves violence and his favorite violence comes from his interactions with Butt-head. It's not inherently romantic but there's absolutely something weird going on that no one really wants to unpack right now.

6. "You're My Best Friend" by Queen

(BOTH) Quoi??? They're getting over themselves and actually appreciating the genuine friendship they have without hiding behind a thousand insults and beatdowns???? It's a miracle! Let's hope no drastic event occurs to completely throw a wrench into their life and relationsh-

7. "How Am I Supposed to Live Without You" by Michael Bolton

(BOTH) Of course I had to add this song are you kidding? Some kind of wrench has been thrown into their lives (the extent of which is dependent on the timeline) and don't know how to cope with such drastic change and the possibility of losing each other permanently.

8. "The Wheels Fell Off" by The Hoosiers

(BEAVIS) Beavis is pissed off as hell bc he can kind of get over himself emotionally but Butt-head has padlocked himself within the closet and has reverted to being a little bitch. At this point he feels like they're probably broken irreparably and has kind of given up. he's leaving.

9. "Something About Us" by Saint Motel

(BUTT-HEAD) BUT WAIT!! Butt-head realizes he will probably die without Beavis and goes to stop him from leaving and confesses and Beavis confesses back and all that. its all very sweet and gay and im happy they're finally done being incredibly stupid.

10. "I Got You Babe" by Sonny & Cher

(BOTH) YAAAAY THEYRE CORNY N IN LOVE. its cute i imagine theyre just chilling in the honeymoon phase completely unphased by the actual shock and horror the rest of highland is feeling about this new development. they're made for each other.

11. "Boyfriend" by The Hot Freaks

(BOTH) further on into da relationship n they r still going strong!!! theyve been boyfriends 4 a while n they r sickeningly sweet in their own putrid, lovely way. they really just want to be togther for the rest of their lives.

12. "No One Knows" by Stephen Sanchez and Laufey

(BOTH) both a little bit older and waaayyyy out of the honeymoon phase. they have had their fair share of problems and arguments (see: AN INSANE AMOUNT), but at the end of the day they love each other and should not split up bc imma be real no one else wants them.

13. "Love Song" by AC/DC

(BUTT-HEAD) OF COURSE I HAD TO ADD A SONG EACH FROM THEIR T SHIRT BANDS. Butt-head you corny bastard.....he is a middle aged dude in gay love and he knows Beavis is in gay love and he wants to be that way with him forEVA.

14. "Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica

(BEAVIS) Beavis's turn!!!! his aging ass is sooo happy to be with the one person as repugnant and gross and mean and interesting and funny and perfect as him and he doesn't give a single shit what other people may think of them. they're happy.

15. "Museum of Idiots" by They Might be Giants

(BOTH) They r old farts and they r still going strong. good for them!!! they've been in highland all of their lives and they have no plans of leaving ever or splitting up ever. they are going to live and die in this town and they are perfectly content with this because they have each other. this is their perfect life.

[poisonappleeater]

the start of regina and robins relationship was so cute. i felt the thrill for regina because it had been literal decades since shed had legitimate, highschool-crush feelings for someone. they were so sweet i miss when regina was giggly and excited about a new boy😭 in later seasons i feel like theyre chemistry worsened? obv they were in their honeymoon phase but i wish they still had their spark up until s5

[xamaxenta]

I've got a shitty, evil cold and I want Ace like that, he gets to suffer along with me. (Includes regular cold stuff if coughing, runny nose, sore throat)

Ace is going through a day and not thinking the little cough he has matters enough to visit med bag, he probably just hasn't drank enough. At dinner, he tries both ale and water at dinner and it's not perfect, but he does feel a bit better and decides not to pay it any mind when he climbs into bed and passes out.

Marco comes to bed later, late evenings in the med bay you know, and notices that Ace is tossing and turning but he calms down when Marco runs a hand up and down his arm, and he chalks that up to a nightmare. He quickly gets undressed and tucks himself in near Ace, hoping his heat will get rid of any vestiges of a nightmare left.

Ace wakes up the next morning with a sore, scratchy throat, an annoying cough, and a desperate need to blow his nose. He stumbles to the bathroom, slightly lightheaded in a way he normally isn't, and blows his nose in what could only be called a honk.

Brain still trying to catch up with this whatever-the-fuck, he tries to breath deeply and ends up jumping straight into a cough fit, each exhalation tearing at his throat.

Ace moans, tired, tired, tired down to his bones despite just waking up. Swiping at his nose again, he goes back to the bed and chugs the red cup of water Marco must've brought for him.

He attempts to curl back into Marco's chest, but that makes one nostril all plugged. The other side does the same thing and Ace grumbles, moving to his back. There's little solace there, but better than the first two options, so he props himself up a little and falls back into an uneasy sleep.

Marco wakes up to Ace in the middle of a coughing fit, the bed jostling from the intensity. He's a little confused but mostly concerned, and starts rubbing soothing circles on Ace's back, using a bit of his flames to ease his partner's pain.

"Are you good?" Marco asks, surprised when he gets an armful of messy, sniffling, whining Ace instead of an immediate answer.

"I'm dying, Marco. Put me out of my misery, please."

Petting at black hair, Marco shakes his head. "No thanks. I'll get you some medicine instead and something soft to eat from Thatch, how does that sound?"

Ace whines again. "Can't you just use your flames on me? Pleeease. I feel awful."

"They don't work as well with colds, it's not like an easy to find and stabilize wound. I'll use a little bit and go get the food, okay."

Nodding forlornly, Ace lays back on his pillow. Chuckling internally at how cute his sickly Fire is, Marco taps Ace to sit up a little and tucks his own pillow underneath Ace's. Ace gives a small smile and Marco leans over to press a kiss to his forehead, letting blue flames dance over his lips and enjoying the soft sigh from below.

"Thank you Mar," Ace whispers, grey eyes fluttering shut, his breath slowing to an slightly more even cadence. Marco ran his hand through Ace's hair one last time before tugging on his shirt and going to fulfill his promise.

HIS SICKLY FIRE aawawawhdowyrowhr this is so. Cute sO cute

U know im always weak for how domestic and in love you make Marco and Ace, like its their best phase of their relationship just past the honeymoon part and its the utmost trusting phase? Like when theyre fully settled into their relationship as partners its really lovely

Ive only just beaten my sickness from three weeks ago so i hope you feel better soon Angel 🥺💕

[eddiegettingshot]

"im assuming I should be rooting for this relationship" this is the thing thats most confusing to me because are we supposed to be rooting for the relationship lmao because my own reading of it is "tommy doesnt call him buck and tommy was (rightfully) shocked buck wanted his attention and tommy didnt dress on theme for the party and tommy was (within his right) kinda mean on the one actual date we saw them on and buck doesnt know tommy's coffee order and tommy wasnt there when madney actually got married and also tommy has probably clocked something between buck and eddie" but also I follow some bucktommy enjoyers and theyre like "calling him evan is nice because tommy is helping buck find a part of himself and tommy gave buck space to figure himself out and didnt want to pressure him if he wasnt ready and buck and tommy still have to get to know each other and tommy came to the bachelor party even though he was on call and tommy came to the wedding as soon as he could, he didnt even shower, which shows hes making an effort for buck" which I think is like a completely fair reading of the relationship too sooo which is it. like Im mostly neutral on them but overall im rooting for buck to be happy and nothing about this is giving long term happiness for either character, its giving honeymoon phase for buck and 🤷‍♀️ could be fun for tommy. and also im not sure how you can watch both the bucktommy coffee date and the eddisol/chris ice cream date and not think theyre either both long term or both bones. coffee order/marisol not having had smores are both using metaphor/motifs to cast doubt on the relationship ??? anyways

right this is it for me. like i personally am also reading it the first way but i CAN see it the second way - except then even the good interpretation is colored for me by not really understanding what theyre doing on a higher level. is tommy at the hospital because he's making an effort or because buck just needed a funny way to come out? is tommy coming to the bachelor party even though he was on call outweighing the fact that pretty much the only thing he does in that scene is act a little bit dismissive and give eddie the chance to be petty? is evan connected to the emphasis on how much they don't know each other since we know he's supposed to be doing it on purpose? is the emphasis on how much they don't know each other a good thing (because buck's not jumping in) or a neutral/bad thing (because the pattern of the relationship and bucks general infatuation doesn't seem to be different from the way it's been with any other partner)? is eddie all over the narrative because it's convenient bait or because they're actively trying to juxtapose buck's new bf with his best friend and is that in service of buddie or bucktommy? is tommy supposed to be condescending and paternalistic or is he supposed to genuinely be guiding and they're just missing the mark a little by having him treat buck like he's immature? and the thing is that this conflicted feeling might be the point, but in that case i would DEFINITELY not expect this to be anything long-term.

[hostilemuppet]

actually, you've told us how each of the brothers feel about initial fleek when floyd was outright manipulating creek, but what about post fleekgate when the toxic codependence kicks in? what do branch bruce and clay feel about floyd needing to have creek around?

branch: doesnt like how not only is creek attending family gatherings, but it looks like hes genuinely there for... floyd? and not to make branch uncomfortable? this is uncharted territory. hes scared.

bruce: sees him maybe 3 times a year so could NOT give less of a shit. and he doesnt know the extent of whats happening but hes glad ONE of his brothers is happy at least

clay: has his own toxic relationship problems to deal with 🖤🤍

jd: is still under the impression that they were always in genuine real love so just thinks them being joined at the hip is them being back in their "honeymoon phase" and not that if theyre out of each others sights for more than 6 hours they start breaking out in cold sweats

[stupidrant]

post some of your atreboda headcanons i wanna know !!! 🫶🫶🫶

well for one, i kinda wanna see some atreboda angst tbh 😭 we already seen some of it in rag but i can see alot of it happening next game due to both of their upbringings and being alone with no one else but their 1-2 family members. Now that they have eachother, theyre still in their honeymoon phase, but they dont know how to process their relationship being real sometimes and this brings insecurities towards both of them. This could manifest in many ways but the main way i think is that angrboda would feel overwhelmed, atreus would feel he’s not doing enough but even if she expresses that shes satisfied, its still in his mind that she deserves everything (vice versa with angie as well 🥲) arguments happen bc of their feelings of themselves but ofc they make up for it 🥺

[yekkiz]

I miss Ruth! How is she? Where is she living? What has she been doing? What's your favorite look at the moment? What is your favorite decoration item? Kisses! 🩷🩷🩷🩷

omg :'( me too I haven't been playing at all! well she's still located in San Myshuno in her huge apartment! she's gotten into a relationship with this tattoo artist named Dario which is a big deal for her since my girl is terrified of commitment but look at her! (spoilers it will go terribly wrong) they've spent summer in Sulani living their honeymoon phase at its fullest lmao theyre annoying and corny

well ive been digging the blokettecore aesthetic as seen in my latest lookbook! ruth's wardrobe is mostly based on that vibe atm <3 fav deco item... cant say a specific item but i love colorful and weird shaped rugs i place lots of them in every build i decorate hehe

here's a bonus ruth screenshot so u don't miss her too much <3 thanks for the ask ((: x

[popstart]

What ship/romantic relationship(s) would you think would be long-term/till death do us part type (if u have one of those)

the vast majority of total drama relationships are bleak as all hell and most definitely not long term, but that doesnt mean all lol

I imagine most ships with bridgette working out and "canonically" speaking (terry said on twitter) bridgette and geoff stay together. I see it. The time between action and wt was a fluke, world tour was a fluke, they get past it and love eachother and everythings ok.

Also now that im thinking about it i see rajbow lasting a long time bc theyre like. the domestic couple of all time. Bowie being raj's first gay crush does very little to make me seriously think they would break up. Ive known people who marry their highschool sweethearts/ the first person they date. its happened.

anyways thats it for canon relationships which people tend to agree with

as for ships, i see any bffs types lasting a long time. I think nowen is the best example of this. I cant think of anything they would realistically have enough conflict over to break up over lol

I guess still sailing on the bridgette express you could say bridgney. which. Also falls into the bff category. Im working with what i like here which is either doomed and tragic or actual bffls. Anyways similar situation to nowen i cant think of something that would realistically cause them to break up. The person that forever ago said courtney would be upset enough with bridgette to stop being her friend over her cheating on geoff was WRONG. they work everything out. live happily ever after. etc. etc.

As for couples that i think would decidedly NOT work out for one reason or another because i think that is also a fun question ill put them under the cut

I wont list every single god damn couple of all time because like i said, the vast majority of td relationships and ships are BLEAKKKK i will just say the ones that stick out to me or the ones that people seem to have different opinions on. I just wanna talk about this

Feels weird to put ripaxel here bc theyre essentially the same as bridgeoff but the difference between bridgeoff and ripaxel is 1) development time, 2) what development we see/dont see, and 3) time we've seen them together. We see bridgette and geoff courting for an entire season then at the end of the season we see the culmination of that and see theyre in a relationship. We dont ever really see them confess to eachother which means any damn thing could have happened in that time. Ripaxel though court for like 4 episodes and we see rippers confession and it is very bare bones. Bridgeoff last at the very least 3 years (if the rr ages are to be treated as canon) while ripaxel last….. a season. and we've seen essentially nothing from them. Anyways thats my 'why bridgeoff and ripaxel are different' thesis.

people seem to have it in their heads that gwourtney is a bffs type of ship and. You could not be more wrong SORRY. Ive said it before but if all stars is supposedly so bad at characterizing, whyyy is gwourtney the random exception. People that dont like the ship reasonably point out that their weird honeymoon phase in AS is not in character, and i wouldnt say its not entirely in character, but its certainly not what the ship is like long term. I dont necessarily think theyre doomed, I do however think it would take a truckload of working things out which is a coinflip of if gwen would be willing to go through that.

Ok moving on, heathney is most definitely doomed from the start. Ik this is my brand and i should have faith in them i just. Do not. I feel like if they met at an older age when they've both worked on themselves and mellowed out it could work, but I feel like they require such different things in relationships it would take. So Much Talking that the two of them would rather die than initiate. Heather very much shies away from physical contact and general loveydoveyness (all stars finale exempt which i have decided in my mind was them being annoying on purpose to fuck with chris) while courtney is fucking constantly initiating that shit (insert compilation of every time she rams her face into duncans). she is so CLINGY. anyways they would totally fight over their very conflicting ideas of what affection is like, nevermind the way they would actually get together would be infinitely fucked up in every single way. literally in every universe theyre fucked up and there is nothing i can do to save them i just sit back and watch.

im trying not to take the easy route and just list every single courtney ship but its so god damn easy shes so fucked up. every single relationship she has is fucked up, its time to talk about duncney. not even considering the fact they canonically break up in the show like 3 times, it was bound to happen eventually off screen/ after the events of total drama. Like, even if duncan never cheated on her, courtney was an awful fucking girlfriend LMAO. they were never gonna work it out since that is just Not how the two of them roll. At all. theyre both so emotionally closed off and distant that theyd have to go to so so so much couples therapy that neither of them would ever agree to to work it out. As is the case with all of these, i feel it could work out when theyve worked on themselves as adults, but the chances are slim. I think their time in island together was very honeymoon-phase-ish and if ISLAND is their honeymoon phase that really speaks of how bad their relationship can get.

[ikram1909]

anyone who makes a big deal of the whole pedrigavi not being inseparable thing anymore probably isn’t very mature/is rly young tbh like that’s why i try and have patience with it. because it’s so obvious to me they just had a honeymoon friendship phase or whatever where they prob got along really well immediately and just clinged bc u do that w new friends!! but the longer u know someone u jusr dont feel the need to do that lol, also i’ve said this before but we don’t know if they text all the time hangout etc etc like we don’t know them. there’s no use in worrying ab it like 😭 not to mention we’ve gotten So many cute things of them this season that people just ignore for some reason like them both commenting on those 90’s posts of eachother was hilarious but yeah i’m Sureeee they hate eachother now….anyway i’ve Also said this before but pedri has also had periods where he’s not attached to ferran’s hip or even ansus hip (they’re pretty good friends like everyone forgets this!) and no one has a huge reaction to it it’s just sooooo… i wish ppl would leave my boys alone and stop “mourning” the “death” of a relationship (of two guys who are still friends) it’s so weird. everytime they interact now people are strange about it like THEYRE CUTE! let them be

You basically put my thoughts into words perfectly 🙌🙌

[gorewh0re90x-blog]

diary entries...

TW: substances, ed, TMI situations

1/7/2024

6pm

im so tired. i havent been this tired since i quit doing dope 7 months ago. i still miss her almost everyday. my one true love. she was with me through everything the last 12 years. our relationship was toxic as hell but she will always be the one who got away. even if (when) i relapse and run back to her it will always end. it might end in death or just another rehab but it will always end. thats the thing with her, no matter how many times i run back i always have to leave, even if its for a little bit. theres no way around it. i start doing good in life and i run back to her warm and beautiful arms. the beginning is always the best, the honeymoon phase, but it doesnt last longer than 6 months. she always asks for more and more. more time, more money, more attention, more destruction. we lay in bed all day and all night as she whispers sweetly in my ear 'you dont need any of this..not this job, not this money, not your friends, not your family, not the outside world..you only need me..' and i always agree because its true, i only need her to be ok with being alive. no matter how many times we go through the same notions, i always listen to her..how can i not? when im with her nothing else matters, nothing means a thing. she makes me feel so safe, so warm, so invincible, so beautiful, so amazing.. its only her, always and forever.. until she takes everything away from me, as she always does, and drags me to rock bottom where the only choice i have left, is to leave her again..

9pm

idk whats wrong with me the last few days. im so tired and feeling like crap. it cant be not enough sleep because im sleeping. it cant be not enough food because im eating. im tired, my stomach hurts, im cold until I get in bed and under the covers and then im hot. my head hurts. my body aches, although that could be just me trying to work out too much. it feels like im constipated but im still going a little everyday. consistency of soft serve ice cream, which is super foreign to me. ive been constipated for the last 12 years, going once a week, if i was lucky, and when i did go it was like pushing out baseballs made out of rocks. this whole thing is just strange and exhausting. i just feel like I have the flu. i took dulcolax, my savior, an hour and a half ago and im hoping it clears out everything i ate the last 4 days and not just little swirls of crap that take 10mins of wiping to clean up. gross, i know. i just want to sleep but i don't want to wake up at midnight and be wide awake til i get back from the clinic at 6:30am. maybe ill be able to sleep for the next 6 hours and then just work out some until its time to head to the clinic at 5:30. i took an hour nap earlier around 5pm and had a weird dream.. it had to do with 2 guys breaking in and trying to shoot us unsuccessfully and ended up with me stabbing one and the other getting shot. hopefully its not some premission.. im gonna try to nap.

1/8/2024

12:05am

i decided to let myself get an oreo mcflurry every sunday since ive been doing so well with my diet and exercise. i figured that since i burn more than the 510cal thats in the dam thing every day anyway, i can be a fat fucking pig and have one. theyre just so dam good 😩 cutting out all sugar has been a nightmare over the last month. ive spent the whole time i was an h addict living on sugar so its been rough. it will be totally worth it though. i should reach my current goal weight of 100lbs in the next 10 months or less as long as i keep doing what ive been doing. i cant wait to be thin and beautiful. i dont need drugs as long as im thin 🖤

1/9/2024

1am

i ate that slice of cheese pizza i said i wouldnt touch..378cals. 378!! im such a fat pig. disgusting. it doesnt matter that i burned twice as much in calories today. the only thing that matters is that i didn't have enough self control to not eat that dam slice of pizza. i hate that my husband eats the foods i cant have every freaking day. i know me needing to lose weight is not his problem but it still sucks to be put in these situations everyday. if its not pizza its cookies and sweets and danishes and everything else I cant eat. fuck this sucks so bad! starting tomorrow i need to burn more than 700-900cals each day. i need to walk more than 10-13k steps. i need to eat less than 1400cal each day. idc if im technically still losing weight. its not enough. i need to do better and damnit i will do better.

11pm

i ate less but didnt get to work out as much as i wanted to. i guess tomorrow will be better. it better be at least. i need to get to sleep before 3am tonight so i dont sleep til 5pm tomorrow.. i have to be up at 530am to go to the clinic 5 times a week and by 11am im so exhausted i need a freaking nap or im falling over on my feet. i think they need to lower the dose on my medicine. this is getting super annoying. i just wanna be thin already. fml.

1/11/2024

12:36am

today was good. i walked over 13k steps, worked out for an hour, burned about 1000cals and only ate about 800cals. definitely getting a hang of this. didnt have a headache either. got a decent amount of sleep too. im definitely gonna ask my clinic to lower the dose on my medication because im sure thats why im tired all the time. im super sore from the gym the other day but tomorrow i have to go either way. hopefully it wont be too crowded because i get really bad anxiety and paranoia around strangers. i hate going outside. goodnight my lovelies, i hope youre all staying on track and getting closer to your ugw 🖤🚬🦋

1/13/2024

5:16am

i had a good day yesterday but not a great night. i burned around 1200cals and had a 90min work out plus 15k steps. less food as well. ordered some stuff off amazon ive been wanting since beginning of december so i was super happy until my husband decided to drink and be..not great. he hasnt been drinking since we moved states 7 months ago except 1 or 2 previous occasions because he gets wasted and acts a fool. he was doing good until he wasnt. it just wasnt a good experience but hes finally asleep. im exhausted from not getting more than 3 hours of sleep the previous night and having to deep clean the whole house and do my workout and now being up all night. i want to go to sleep but i have a few things to worry about due to his drinking so its not looking so good right now.. i fed the stray cats i take care of just now and im gonna lay down and listen to some creepypastas and hope for sleep to come. hope everyone is doing well 🖤🚬🦋

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💌🤪 For your Monkie Kid sona teehee

ABABABABABA THANK U WULF!!!

🤪: What is your trait that fanon would exaggerate?

100% his timidness from his early appearances . they make him into crona 2.0 in the worst cases and completely ignore the development he goes through

💌: How would your dynamic be portrayed? What might people focus on most? Any misconceptions?

the people with brains loovee to dive into the angst of reincarnation w peachfuzz 100% (because thats what i like to do), thered be a lot of focus on the pining/yearning and the heartbreak that happens in their story.. so theyre also portrayed like the parents who have been married for 20 years and are still in the honeymoon phase and embarrass their kid whenever they bring their friends over

as for misconceptions.. i feel like there'd be a lot of argument abt their relationship being brotherly? bc theres a lot more focus for them on unity and finding a place with someone that people incorporate that into the found family aspect of his character. like how people say "Shipping these characters who were friends since childhood is weird bc theyre basically siblings" or "does every close relationship between two characters have to be romantic? theres value in platonic relationships" Thats how some people would look at it

[stag-bi]

i ship hannibal x will but not in a way where i think theyre gonna be happily ever after or whatever. i ship them like "this is not healthy, they do not hold hands, they don't get married, there's very few moments of traditional romance or domesticity, mostly they end up getting each other into and then out of trouble, and having fights that turn physical and then homoerotic and then within 10 yrs one of them dies one way or another"

the last scene didnt make me think "oh theyre so cute :)" i think when they survive the cliff dive theyre gonna keep being insane and testing each other. will doesnt suddenly accept being the same as hannibal, and hannibal doesnt suddenly stop pushing him towards his fantasy of a morbid fairytale, and if will DID fully accept it, hannibal wouldnt just accept his acceptance, AKA theyre messy bitches 84 injured 56 dead