#I AM INSANE I KNOW. DONT LOOK AT ME

[hinamie]

spiraling

[navarice]

actually afraid for my life and mental state after the show comes out because nicola coughlan herself said that this season is incredibly romantic and sexy but if I'm breaking down walls and running up and down the street simply because polin TOUCHED HANDS???? i fear i may not survive to see the rest of the season dearest readers.

[wintergrofyuri]

guys shut up. we have to think about cold and contrarian right now. all of us. everyone. we must all give up every cubic meter of brain space to thinking about contrarian and cold interacting. it has to happen. We have To

[lxvme]

before u happen to stumble upon this…

ion rlly write a lot, n my txting grammar is SO much worse than m writing grammar 😭 if there’s any mistakes, this wasn’t proofread bc it’s all hours of tha night rn. secondly, this is also prolly my first lil writing on here, so treat it either w ignorance or a lil bit of nice haha, that’s all!

i saw this post (i didn’t like it n refreshed the page buttt…) abt how older!simon would b at the beach- i think they were somewhat accurate, but i jus had a lil more to add on haha.

older!simon can, in fact, enjoy himself at a beach. while it isn’t his preferred place, nor decompression activity (i wld say his is def just sitting on the couch or on a balcony, smoking may or may not be included- i need to make a list of his hobbies now) but it suffices. simon would 100 percent need a ‘little bi’ o’ beggin, love,’ or a ‘y’said please, rih’?’ for him to go.

older!simon also would require a small cooler, with the beers of his choice. nothing else particularly about this, i js thought it was needed.

older!simon, while he’d definitely be moaning about for quite the long minute, wouldn’t take forever to join you (or, if you won’t, he’ll just go by himself) in the water. he’d like to enjoy the sun, for a bit, before he’d succumb to the waves. (he does, however, refuse to admit how much he likes the water) it’d be comical as fuuuuck- seeing a big boy like him having fun and getting into a small water fight, which would most certainly be escalating into more; i actually think water fights with simon end in him just SLAMMING you into the water. (not like he means to!! he tries not to be so harsh, out of deployment… most of the time)

older!simon would also just love to stand in the water with you- maybe he’d already gotten your hair soaked, to your protest, and he’d either just tug you in by your waist, or, you’d get yourself situated on his shoulders because ‘’s a nicer view f’you, love- jus’ takin’ care o’ you, aren’ i?’

anywaysss…

im sry its short! tumblr is muchhh more stressful than i thought 😰

[redrosydiaz]

okay but the scene between buck and eddie at marie's grave in death and taxes is actually one of the like. most underrated buddie moments??? like. god. it's SUCH a good scene. there are so many LAYERS to that conversation, like they both have SO much going on in their heads. and like. they are literally sooooo close, like they are standing on the precipice there!!!!! it's SO!!!!!!

[chrisrin]

in stars and time is ruining my life what do you mean i'm at 28 hours played and still don't seem to be near done yet when the average person on howlongtobeat finishes the main story in 19 hours, and with side quests in 26 hours.

what do you mean i've stayed up until 4am the past 3 nights playing. what.

[hinamie]

big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up

[punk-o-ween]

how i look quoting random shit from the paparazzi productions bc ill die if i dont

[koszmarnybudyn]

Sooo I've been rereading To Put The World Between Us once again... and I finally got around to drawing stuff for it yay. The unidentified corpse apron is my personal favorite.

@stained-glass-cicada thank you for writing it, it's really good and i hope to actually draw a full piece for it :]

[britneyshakespeare]

you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work

me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:

[i-am-sleepyzz]

Was going to finish this but my shits crashing

Anywayyyyy MY SILLLYYSSSS

[queerlycarter]

edit midway thru writing this post:okay well i dont want to trigger anyone elses anxieties and phobias so! under the cut we have:

me talking specifically about norovirus & fears related to that; ocd rituals; emetophobia rituals/fears; hypochondria; unsanitary food practices (hypothetical); i ended up talking about my bowel movements. sorry

guy who has emetophobia and therefore an extremely deepseated fear of getting sick from food, as well as (currently mild) ocd, learning about 2 separate cases (people i know personally or tangentially) of norovirus:

(edit midway thru writing this post: i was rambling in the tags but u can see those without clicking the readmore so im moving them here. got 2 tags deep and i was like hang on let me not trigger the fuck out of anyone who might have the same problems as me!)

WASHES MY HANDS ONE WILLIAM TIMES.

z was like. HOW WOULD WE GET NOROVIRUS. and i was like we've eaten out a lot this week!!!! any one of those fuckers could have gone and shit their brains out and come and touched our food!!! b got sick from being in the same bathroom as ppl shitting their brains out!!!!

anyways today is my second day home and yesterday my poop was kind of weird. and TODAY its really bad. and i realized both happened after i had my coffee. and that my creamer was not very cold anymore when i made it home (the icepack situation in the lunchbox was less than ideal) AND has real dairy in it (MOST flavored coffeemate and delight creamers do not) AND has been open since i was in nc at the end of march

so like. its Probably my creamer. my tummy doesn't even hurt at all. BUT IM SO PARANOID

and i absolutely cannot under ANY circumstances look up the symptoms or symptom progression of norovirus.

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

truly and literally obsessed with how advtime civilizations see their ancient founders as glowing angels

[garpond]

im glad we're all hating on meta/facebook rn can i just take a moment to say i hate facebook with a burning passion for the way your jobs will force you to have one to look 'real' or just to even do the basic content of the job somehow (my boss at my longest running job made me do guerilla marketing on there for events) and then immediately puts your full fucking personal info and where you live and where you work and who you know and everything directly into the inbox of people who are stalking you

[carnivallsarchive]

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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worst– I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle

[mangom00n]

Real ones agree that the butler and the king from Royal Match are a gay couple