#they werent doing my friends justice

[munadyke]

hmmmm!

[nyx-is-missing]

Hi! Can I request a Clarissa × Fem!reader, where reader is spending a lot of time talking to someone from Athena's cabin and she gets jealous. you can decide what cabin reader is in :)

Jealous jealous girl

Clarisse la rue x fem!reader (apollo's kid)

Summary: when the girl she likes is being friendly to someone, Clarisse might see red.

Warnings: no major fights actually, fluff (a bit) kissing (yes today no clickbait) medíocre writting and im sorry.

(I didn't review it, don't sue me, English isn't my native language, that's probably why it's mediocre, love ya

"Have you actually read that book? Oh my gods really? I felt like i was the only one who knew it"

Clarisse watched with red eyes as (Y/n) got excited and laughed togheter with some kid from Athena's cabin.

They werent exactly...togheter yet, but they WERE something, everyone was sure of that.

Clarisse mind couldnt comprehend then, how even though EVERYONE knew they had something, that particular girl would not back off of her.

(Y/n) laughed togheter with the girl at some book reference she had made, and the final straw for Clarisse was when the girl had the courage to touch her girl's knee.

Her sunshine?

The disrespect, was she not seeing Clarrise looking at them? Like 10 steps behind?

The.disrespect.

Oh that will end right now.

Walking over to the girls with a fake smile who people would perceive of normal happiness, however, if you did knew her, her eyes had a hint of red rage in them.

"Love? Would you come with me for a second yes?"

She took (Y/n) by the hands but before she could even get up the Athena kid made herself seen.

"Excuse me? Cant you see we're talking? So rude."

"Oh yes, excuse you really, i dont think a need a cue to talk to my girlfriend, now shut up before I make you eat that book for dinner."

Not waiting for any more words Clarisse took reader by the hand again.

"Clarisse that was not nice, she was my friend- dont even start to speak right now, we'll talk in my cabin, it must be empity right now, we dont need the camp seeing something they dont need"

Letting (Y/n) guide her, still holding her hand, Clarisse had a confused look on her face.

"But we are not going to fight, not today"

"Says who?"

They got inside the cabin and bingo, empity empity, all the Apollo kids must be doing its activities, or getting ready for dinner, as always.

"Me, Love. We wont fight, we'll talk."

Clarisse sat down at the bed she knew it was (y/n)'s waiting for her to do the same.

Choosing to stand, she had a blank look on her face.

"You said we would talk, talk to me, why be mean to my friend clari?"

"Because im jealous. Im not made of steel, love, i cant see a girl from a rival cabin flirting with my sunshine and go around skipping like a kid, you know me"

"We were not flirting clari, she is my friend!"

"YOU were not flirting, she wants to be more than that"

Clarisse corrected

"And you have a right to do something about it since when? Everytime you talk about me to your friends im a friend too, but suddently when its convenient i turn into your girlfriend? Oh please"

Clarisse looked at her, and extended her hands to grab (y/n) hands, when they finally touched Clarisse got (y/n) to get closer and closer to her, now she was standing in between Clarisse's legs and had to look down to see her.

"I never said i was right love, im sorry for hurting you, i swear.....i was insecure about that, im so sorry really..."

"Clari you dont needed to-"

"Date me"

Clarisse interrupted her mid speech.

"What?"

"Date me, let me introduce you to everyone as my girlfriend, i wont make you hurt anymore, date me....-"

Please

That was the word missing, would it make clarisse apear as desperate if she used it?

Fuck it, she was inside the Apollo cabin, that gave her enough poetic justice to be as luvestruck as she could

She found herself resting her hands on (y/n) hips, looking up to her with heart eyes.

"Please... date me"

.

.

.

"Say something, please"

Whoever first said that acts spoke words was very much right, because the kiss Clarisse received was nothing short of a love letter.

Clarisse felt hands on her cheek and neck, caressing her.

The kiss was slow and carefull at first, like the first time they kissed, so very sweet, until it wasn't.

When the kiss deepened, Clarisse's hands sunk more onto (y/n) hips, and then started to pull her down, to sit on her lap.

It was the very first time both felt like this, the absolute need to just become a fusion, hug so tightly a loved one that they would just morph into one.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you"

Clarisse said, breathing in her girlfriend's neck when they separated to breath.

When (y/n) was going to speak, she felt a small bite on her lower neck.

"Clarisse- ah"

"Sorry.."

Clarissed giggled before she went back kissing her mouth, when did she became one of the girls that giggled?

They heard the cabin door opening and then a

"Oh fuck sorry i just...ill come back later, and you (y/n) will tell me everything about later or ill change my name, bye lovebirds"

They looked at each other resisting the urge to laugh.

"Well i guess we wont need to introduce ourselfs to anybody, by tomorrow morning they'll know"

[sugarr-moon]

regarding pansears response i just wanted to say thank you for at least hearing us out and changing your stance. we still aren’t glad with the mods in SC though since it is completely unclear from our side whether or not they made an actual apology or any kind of statement at all (considering i left and my friends got banned).

i hope everyone affected by the situation is doing alright. and if you actually harassed anybody i am severely disappointed. harassment was not what we intended, we just wanted to express our criticisms with the server and we wanted justice for the victims who’d been affected. this was not intended to deplatform pansear either this is about the fact… emily groomed two people and was weird to two other minors. dont focus your attention to pansear who didnt even make the final desicion (although they definitely werent perfect in this situation, nobody was). i have no idea id the SC mods switched up or if theyre still keeping what they said and think emily is innocent but i hope everyone is doing alright.

[campfam4lyfe]

So good to meet another Brookji/Kenlynn fan! What do you think that will happen between them in JWCT season 2 (or later seasons)?

YESSS ANOTHER BROOKENJI!!!!!

okay so, honestly, i have like. zero clue. of what i think will actually happen, because there could be so many different roads for them to take. i know what i want though, and that is a kenlynn endgame. i understand why they broke up, i do. but to see their faces as it happened. the devastation--neither of them wanted it. but kenji had to do it, and i dont blame him.

but guys! brooklynn loves the camp fam--she keeps their picture up on her mystery board. she kept it as her lockscreen. she loves them. i also have to say, that brooklynn loves kenji. as a boyfriend, as a lover--as her person. darius says she was real broken up about the breakup, and she clearly had regrets. she told darius about how and where it happened. she kept that video with the "brokwie bear" and "kenji wenji." she has that video because she couldn't help but film him bc she thought he was being cute. it was one of the first things they saw when they decided to look through her phone! she loves him!

and kenji loves her--his grief over her death, his anger at the people he suspected of being involved in her death--the constant "where were you's" to darius--he needed to know why he wasnt there. that bit where he says "be honest with me. if you loved brooklynn, and mean, really loved her, why werent you there?" broke me, absolutely, cause goddamn ouch. like. he loves her, so he couldnt imagine not showing up if she called him. to the extent where he needs to know why darius wasnt and its like. does he, somehow, blame himself a lot? is that a veiled, *i* could have been there, why didnt she want me there?? devastating stuff.

but. thats all s1 stuff. youre asking about season 2 and onwards! so. what i think will happen--okay, so, you remember how in the end of s1 cc they showed ben was alive? and then we got a ben&bumpy episode that spanned the near-month he was alone. im wondering if they'll do that with brooklynn at some point. truly, i dont know. its possible, but maybe there going to reveal it in pieces, like flashbacks.

i want to know how brooklynn survived. the extent of her realtionship with ronnie, and about all the stuff she'd uncovered abt the dino smugglers since she started till now.

but also, i want a reunion so so bad, and since CT was handling everything else so well, i think theyll do a reunion justice too. and that means i think they will give some of the characters space to be angry. obviously i think there will be relief--who wouldnt be, to find out your friend is alive? but then i think there might also be betrayal, or anger or both.

and maybe also a little horror. brooklynn lost her HAND. and those moments leading up to it must have been terrifying.

i want the fact that she has lost a hand to be addressed. for instance, she can't drive her motorcycle anymore, at least not without a proper prosthesis. and its clearly something she liked doing--her helmets! one for her and one for kenji. just. AHHHHHH you know???

i want kenji to be wooed, let brooklynn woo kenji CT writers, let them woo each other.

i realize i keep meandering and never properly answering your question. im so sorry! okay--i think things will be tense, probably, with relief mixed in, but also a lot of hurt, and some anger. i think brooklynn will have her reasons, its a matter of whether or not the camp fam can accept those reasons or not, after all, we cannot force anyone to accept our apologies. i think they will however, though it may be at different stages for different characters. i think kenlynn will be able to reconcile, and im hoping for a "i knew youd come around/dont ruin it" call back. (my biggest hope is for that ghost line callback tho) but i also think brooklynn will have to show kenji that she does value his time and being with him, and just, him. which, i think its clear she does, but she got a little too consumed with her mystery for a hot sec.

[florvaine]

tbh im losing my will to write bc all the cc's that i used to watch/did watch have been revealed to be terrible people that no part of me can support.

this is gonna be a bit of a rant of everything i stand on during this

support, send love and stand with shelby, alice, caiti, lexie, em, andi, moonzy and others taking a stand and finally showing the true colours of these 'men'. at the same time support, send love and stand with others that came out/were forced to talk about their experiences with this topic before such as cellbit, jack and niki. also show love for those standing up with the victims and supporting them no matter what - aimsy, billzo, max, ranboo, harry, etc. etc.

NOBODY who supports people like wilbur, illumina, george, sapnap, dream, punz, draggie and other 'influencers' who use their platforms for these horrific actions is welcome on my blog. i do not care if youre 'waiting for a response' - you have picked a side by doing that, whether you'd like to hear that or not, and it is not the victims. these 'men' are R4PISTS, ENABLERS, ABUSERS, RACISTS.

THIS ISNT DRAMA. the things these 'men' are saying theyve been revealed of doing - not accused, accused means 'claiming someone has done something wrong' - in this situation it is FACTUAL. the experiences these women have gone through do not deserve to be watered down to just 'internet drama' or 'twitter drama'. these 'men' have done ILLEGAL ACTS and deserve to rot behind bars for getting off on the manipulation, abuse and exploitation of these women, and i hope they get the justice they deserve for their actions.

a common thread between the majority of these cases is the theme of consent and alcohol. seems like the british attackers werent there for the tea video. the moment someone has alcohol in their bloodstream, they cannot consent. whether they have had one drink or 20, or if both parties are drunk, there is not consent. if there is not a clear, uncoerced, uninfulenced and solid 'yes' then there is not consent and it is assault/r4pe. this is not my opinion, this is THE LAW.

it is not your fault if you 'couldnt tell'. with wilbur, yes, he frequently used the 'tragic artist' role in his songs, but at the time it was said BY HIM to be a character, this is supported by his e-girl trilogy and the fact he said himself he was PLAYING an incel character. he is a manipulator, and the rest of the 'men' are liars too. they all sat behind screens showing a version of themselves best suited to gathering fame, and didnt feel bad about flipping completely when the streams or cameras turned off. HOWEVER, it is YOUR FAULT if you still support the 'men'. people saying 'he saved me' or 'he wouldnt do this' - MOTHERFUCKER HE JUST DID?? HELLO?? yes, it can be hard letting go of someone/something you loved, but it has to be done. i didnt want to get rid of a barbie when i was younger because playing with it made me happy, but i did anyways and guess what? i got over it. you do not know these 'men'. YOU ARE NOT LOSING A REAL LIFE FRIEND, YOU ARE LOSING A TOXIC, PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP.

for the (few) people who might see this and go 'whyre you so pressed' - i have experienced my own trauma in the past and that is all i will say, i do not owe it to you to go into full miniscule detail about what happened. hearing all the people i grew up watching doing the same things that i have and still am effected by today makes me feel sick, that isnt a metaphor either, it brings up bad memories and makes it even harder to detatch yourself from these situations. these 'men' have done irreversible actions. whilst it may have given them a sick minute of pleasure, it has haunted and traumatised these women for the rest of their lives. they are only 'apologising' or 'addressing' their actions because they do not want to lose their platforms. since the start their fans have only been a number, and the second that number drops they get all panicky and try do all the damage control they can. DO NOT SUPPORT THESE 'MEN'. SUPPORT THE VICTIMS. caiti shelby alice lexie em andi moonzy

i think im done with my rant. more might have to be added idk tho. bye bye

[bridgyrose]

Resurrected!Pyrrha x Jaune "No tricks this time. I'm real."

(You want something heart breathtakingly sweet? No? Well, that's what you're getting.)

“Its really me. No tricks, no illusions, just… me.” 

Jaune shook a bit as he watched Pyrrha in front of him, his hands gripping the hilt of his sword tightly. He took a shaky step back, raising his sword in front of him, waiting for anything to strike him. A fireball, a pit to open up under him, for Pyrrha to disappear right before his eyes again and for someone or something else to be waiting for him to lower his guard. “Y-you’re not real. Pyrrha’s dead. Ruby watched her die, told me everything before we left after Salem. You cant be Pyrrha.” 

“But I am,” Pyrrha said calmly, taking a step forward and placing a hand on Jaune’s cheek. “I’m back, for you.” 

Jaune took a shaky breath as tears started to slide down his cheek, dropping his sword as he embraced Pyrrha into a hug, squeezing her tightly. Years of guilt and torment started to wash away as his hands ran down Pyrrha’s back, feeling the red dress she wore. “Its.. Its really you, isnt it?” 

“It is. You’ve done well keeping everyone safe.” 

Jaune nodded and pulled away from Pyrrha, wiping away his tears as he dropped his sword from his shaking fingers. “How? How can you be back? The relics are gone and none of them could bring you back, the gods have gone back to the Ever After… how?” 

“I… I still dont know myself.” 

“How do you not know?” 

“I just sorta, woke up here,” Pyrrha said as she motioned to the cabin she was in with Jaune. “I remember being at Beacon, fighting Cinder, feeling my body heat up as I saw a bright light… and then I woke up here. Either way, I’m glad I can be with you again.” 

“I’m glad too… and Nora and Ren will be too! But… this sorta… complicates things right now.” 

“What do you mean?” 

Jaune ran his fingers through his shaggy hair as he tried to figure out how to word things, gently pushing his sword with his foot so he could pick it up again. “Its been years since Beacon fell and I’ve moved on a bit.” He paused for a moment before continuing in almost a hushed whisper. “And then there’s that thing with Cinder…” 

“What thing with Cinder?” 

“Like I said, its a bit complicated. She managed to get away from Salem and we’ve been trying to help her out with getting her life in order.” 

Pyrrha nodded and sat down as she started to take things in. “How… how long has it been since I died?” 

“About seven years.” Jaune sat down next to Pyrrha and put a hand on her thigh, wanting to be  close to her. “They uh… they made a statue for you in Argus. A monument to the tragedy that was Beacon and how it fell. Though, it never really did you justice. With looks or with what you sacrificed yourself for.” 

“Seven years. I… I was dead for seven years and you all had to… move on.” 

“We’ll get you caught up. Besides, there’s a lot of stories that these seven years have created. You can stay in the guest bedroom while we… I tell Nora and Ren the news.” 

“Where are they anyway?” 

“Off protecting a few villages outside Mistral rule. I was supposed to go with them but I…” Jaune sighed and put up a small smile as he held his wrist to keep his arm steady as his fingers clenched into a fist. “I’d slow them down a bit.” 

“Sure you werent the best fighter but that doesnt mean you’d slow them down.” 

“Its not the fighting its-” Jaune stopped when he heard an alarm go off on his scroll. He turned it off and went to the bathroom to grab his medication. His aura flickered a bit as he took his medication for anxiety and ptsd, staring at his reflection in the mirror as it changed to his older self from the Ever After. He could still see the scars that were left after years of living alone playing hero while he waited for his friends, seeing Pyrrha everywhere he went, wishing she was back with him all those years… “I need to tend the garden and then run out for a few errands. One of Nora’s dresses should fit you. It’ll be a bit short, but I’ll make sure to get something for you while I’m out.” 

“I could go with you-” 

“Not until we figure out what brought you back.” Jaune smiled at her, eyes still showing the pain he was in every time he looked at her, his hand slowly reaching for Pyrrha as his heart told him she’d disappear like she did every other time he saw her. “Or at least until I can tell Ren and Nora that you’re back. And probably Ruby and the rest of her team. We can throw you a welcome home party.” 

“That would be lovely.” 

Jaune pulled Pyrrha into a hug, squeezing her tightly as his voice started to crack as he held back a few more tears. “It really is good to have you back, Pyr. I missed you.”

[oleander-nin]

as heartbreaking as it is, i think that would actually be the reason why i particularly enjoy the yandere genre? bc it can get so dark sometimes and, in tmnt's case, they most likely were already friends like anon said before so that js makes it more heart wrenching for reader but it's like intriguing to read.. kinda like a "i want to look away but i cant!" except its "this shouldnt be fun to read but wow!"

i especially like ones where they werent ALWAYS a yandere but reader js drove them to that point and now they essentially need them to live; like (in your headcanons) 2012 raph using reader as tranquil drug so he kidnaps them. that would be such an insane burden for reader before and after kidnapping, and even then it's not like they'd be safe bc he still gets mad. or js the fact that a lot of the turtles are so willing to brutally hurt reader; like (again in your headcanons bc i love them) rise donnie being willing to mutilate them? actually mind blowing

i love indulging people. i hope you had a great day today by the way!! :D and i love the transformers art you made/reblogged!! i hope you have a good night

-💤 anon

For realllllll. It's def why I like the yandere genre in general. I like dark. I like gorey. I want to be sucked in and so violently sick from what I'm reading/writing/drawing. I want to be able to put it out of my mind. It's probably bad I'm this sucked in, and sometimes I have to hesitate on what I'm putting down, but it's great because it's fiction and it hurts nobody(I probbles sound insane so quick disclaimer I do NOT condone this behavior[aka yandere toxic behavior], it is vile and awful and should never be replicated. It's why I refuse to do happy endings for the most part. This is not a good thing, this is not love. If you know someone who acts like this or claims to be a 'irl yandere' please distance yourself from them, this behavior should never be replicated outside of a safe environment.)

"i especially like ones where they werent ALWAYS a yandere but reader js drove them to that point and now they essentially need them to live" - THIS! THIS! this is like my favorite thing you need to understand. I don't write it as much because it's more of a slowburn that for me to do it justice(in my mind), I'd have to write a lot for it. But I love that so much it makes me sick.

Thank you so much for the well wishes, I'm sorry I couldn't get to your ask earlier. I hope you had a wonderful day as well and an even better one tomorrow. and thankies for the compliment on the transformers fndavnjkadnkl glad you like it.

Toodles, Sleepy! Take care.

[thenixkat]

I'm genuienly curious - if you think Max was always an irredeemably awful person, then what are your thoughts on his friendship with J'onn, who obviously trusted him and saw him as a confidante. Do you think that was a failing on J'onn's part?

Haven't gotten to that part of them being friends (my initial read of JLI was skimming for Blue Beetle stuff and I'm currently rereading Justice League/JLI/Europe stuff from the beginning right now) and I only know so much about the Martian Manhunter.

But most certainly at no point do I believe Maxwell Lord was a decent person from what I've seen this far with him. Like, uh, hiring villains to do crime to further yer goals is supervillain shit. Endangering innocent people to further yer goals is supervillain shit. Forcing yerself into a group, disregarding people's opinions and boundaries to get something you want is uh... very fitting for a rich businessman but a shitty way to start a friendship. Also the whole violating people's minds, subverting their wills with his powers, and just whole ass disregarding consent to get what he wants is downright unforgivable shitheel behavior.

Like a lot of that is whole as evil as I'd define it. As far as I'm concerned he's been a villain since jump and the only reason he wasn't considered as such until like fuckin Countdown (?) was cause the League warmed up to him. Granted, I have no reason to trust that the League actually warmed up to him of their own free will given the circumstances (both Max's powers and writers doing whatever the fuck they want).

But like... plenty of superheroes from what I've seen don't care about fuckers being evil so long as they're being evil on the 'right' side. Their side.

Like, a lot of superheroes do evil shit on a whim like torture people for information, and the audience is just supposed to go along with it/be cool with it/think whatever crook deserved it. (The whole propaganda for the police and military aspects of superhero comics and such) Or more heinous shit like tolerating Dr. Fate enslaving his host who from what I've seen wants to be fucking free and leave but no one helps him and help Dr. Fate repossess him in at least one thing I've read.

Which what little knowledge I have, I would say it was probably a failing on J'onn's part. But it is probably a reasonable failing given dude is probably lonely as all hell. And given how the team was written, I wouldn't blame the dude for latching onto one of the few people around who werent being turned into clowns or jackasses for the writers' jokes.

If that expains anything?

[rathayibacter]

Ask meme: Death, The Tower Reversed, Nine of Swords

[ask game here]

going off the beaten path, nice! ill try and do em justice lol

Death: Talk about an idea you’d love to make that no-one would expect from you.

this ones real tricky cuz i feel like my output is really eclectic. ive got some weird ideas in the books (like a collection of parallel-history card games, or a game-riddle that you can only play twice) but i dont know how many of them would be surprising coming from me, yknow? maybe the zine about how to run a Tarrasque would, given my noted.... disdain for dnd, but that wouldnt even really be about dnd yknow?

The Tower: Talk about about a game you tried to make that crashed and burned. Reversed: Talk about a game you were surprised didn't crash and burn.

ill do both of these! i had a game years back (pretty sure inspired by a Prokopetz post) called Party Planners, where youre a high-level adventuring party who spends more of their time throwing galas and managing your reputation as heroes and adventurers than you do actually saving the world. the idea was you had to meticulously schedule everything with a diegetic calendar, so you could make sure to attend all your rivals' events, set up your own, and fit in some adventuring on the side. new dungeons would pop up periodically and everyone would scramble to explore them first for the best loot and biggest bragging rights, but can you afford to do that when the same weekend youve gotta accept an honorary diploma from the wizard school? sadly the concept never got anywhere past "god thatd be really funny" despite trying to make little prototypes several times. i did wind up using a pared-down version of the calendar mechanic in Unskilled Labor though, so thats neat!

and for the flipside, BXLLET! i think ive told this story before, but i had BXLLET 95% done on my hard drive for three months before i finished and released it, because for some reason i was really struggling to get it to a place i was happy with and didnt wanna look at it. if it werent for my friends' passion about it, i dont know that i would have released it at all! which is such a weird thought now that its undeniably my most successful game, lmao. just goes to show, perfectionism's the enemy! reject its vile promises and put yourself out there, flawed and vulnerable, and let the chips fall where they may!

and hmm. nine of swords is usually associated with doubts and anxiety, which i kinda covered in the tower reversed, so lets take a slightly different spin on it

Nine of Swords: What's something you don't think you'll ever master, or that you struggle with every time?

working on large, long-term projects is definitely a struggle for me. ive been getting better at it, im happy with how KATABASIS is coming along even if i wish i could put out releases faster, but i definitely long to be one of those folks who can disappear for a few months and come back with 300 pages yknow? as it is i tend to juggle a couple projects at once, and then switch between them as the mood strikes or as i get blocked on something, and that helps me get things done but doesnt really lend itself to working on A Magnum Opus yknow

on a much more minor note, i wanna get better at worldbuilding around food. i cook! a lot! im pretty good at it! and yet for some reason whenever i sit down to write about food it doesnt come out right lmao

[most-tragic-character-tournament]

IM SCREAMING WHOEVER MADE THE CRYING CHILD THINGY DIDNT DO HIS STORY JUSTICE (im sorry if you see this im not trying to hate but theres just so much more to his story and its so fucking tragic and sad and GRRRRR) warning idk how coherant this is going to be im dyslexic and idk how to oragnize my thoughts el oh el okay for starters, the crying child's night terrors werent just night terrors that happen to him naturally. HIS DAD FUCKING GASSED HIM WITH THE INTENTIONS OF GIVING HIM THOSE HALLUCINATIONS!!! not only that but william afton (his dad, thats also tragic his dad is a cold blooded child serial killer and is the reason why the rest of his family and just other kids and people are fucking DEAD!! and SUFFERING!!! THEY CANT REST!!!) william is an abusive father as seen with elizabeth, no doubt he treats his other kids the same and therefor cc the same. (no good father would gas his kid. let alone hallucination gas.) and not only that but cc is tormented his whole short lived life by his older brother and the older brother's friends. and all of that horrible torment and abuse and zero comfort at all HIS WHOLE HEAD GETS CHOMPED!!! he was killed by his brother and the brother's friends as a "prank" despite his begging and pleading for them to not. LIKE THIS POOR KID GOT EATED :((( a lot of people also get it confused with the frontal lobe stuff. the bite of '87 was where it was just the frontal lobe. this was confirmed by phone guy in fnaf 1. jeremy (bite of '87 dude) was also confirmed to have lived after it just without a frontal lobe. crying child however who is the victim of the bite of '83 got his whole head crushed as seen in the little 8-bit scene. ALSO if you believe in the goldenduo theory which is really popular in the fandom the crying child possesses golden freddy (the yellow bear that eated his head) along with cassidy who is a murder victim OF HIS DAD!!!!! and now hes just stuck there with all of the missing children (other murder victims possessing the main crew) like bro's life sucked and now his afterlife is just a constant reflection on how his whole life is flawed and tragic. hes surrounded by constant suffering.

(also this little fella doesnt even have a name like all of these horrible things happen and all can be said about him is crying child or bite victim. [canonically hes never refered to with a name, no one in canon calls him cc or bv, just the fandom and in aus])

[Propaganda]

[thegeminisage]

tng night SIGH number four. tonight's eps were uhhh [checks] "lonely among us" and "justice." verdict: idk, i kept getting bored and looking at my phone

"lonely among us" was about a little electric thing that kept hopping bodies. this was initially kind of fun, if stupid, because it seemed SO OBVIOUS that crusher should report missing time right away and she just didn't lol

i do like that deanna finally got something to do (hypnotizing them) but it just made me remember that in tos they werent allowed to do that and this hypnotism could have been an email (vulcan mind meld). i'll get there. i just miss him.

the aliens who wanted to eat live animals were like. unfunny. especially when menacing tasha yar. idk, she always looks incredibly tense and it's starting to make me feel bad for her. she seems to hate everything. poor ms whoever is playing her

data's bit with the sherlock pipe was kinda cringe but i love him anyway. i was VERY mad when picard told him to knock it off. you're stopping him from stimming!!! leave him alone!!! also, in the next episode, he got onto him about babbling and watching data shut down in response was SOOO sad jail for picard for ONE THOUSAND YEARS im glad his ass apologized

unfortunately during the middle of the pipe thing is when i found out about the loz movie via destiel meme (ep was boring i was looking at my phone sorry) so i ruined the best part of the episode for myself

i am coming to understand that generally speaking data is the best part of any given tng episode <3

there was a moment in this episode where wesley was once again right and told to buzz off. in the next episode he does something stupid and they spend the entire time defending him. i DONT understand why it always has to be like this. i don't even dislike wesley, i just dislike the way the other characters are written is reponse to him. he's like the theo teenwolf of tng (dont get me started)

big moment in this ep was the potential mutiny. once again it's too early for this shit. i wanted some episodes where they explore planets and fight some guys (like the ferengi ep!) before we did anything deep. i bet if this happened in like seasons 3-5 i'd be beside myself about it the way i was when it almost happened in tos. but i don't like some of these guys yet, let alone care deeply about them (except data, who is my best friend).

next ep: The Sex Planet. once again, it is inappropriate to be having children on a starship, but it is especially inappropriate to send your fifteen year old """honorary""" """""ensign"""""" down to a planet that you don't know anything about except how they LOVE to fuck. the greeting party literally didn't even know what to do with him if they couldn't feel him up. he had to explain in 1987 hays code that he was a fucking virgin. maybe some research besides "they love to fuck here" would have helped with this situation but also "let's not send the 15yo to the brothel planet" would be a good line of thought too???

anyway he breaks the law has to die and theyre twisting themselves into knots over the prime directive and the setup was ACTUALLY almost interesting except they just beamed away with him in the end without finding a third option, which they could have done like 20 minutes in. also, if theyre trying not to break the prime directive, why are they allowed to tell the aliens they're from space and beam one aboard their ship? like, i actually love ethical questions posed by the prime directive, so this episode is cool on paper, but the execution flopped

oh i nearly forgot worf was bragging about his prowess in bed and how he was too much for weak human partners and riker looked SO intrigued which was like the funniest fucking thing. good for both of them. also it was androidphobia that they didn't let data go to that planet to get laid

anyway, as of now, i have been OFFICIALLY DITCHED. catherine maulthots has decided to let me do s1 and s2 of tng on my OWN and then show her the relevant ones so it's time to watch this shit on 2x speed until i hit the good parts

[the-most-faithful]

that's the dumbest fucking take. 1) the marauders canonically protected marginalized groups (aside from peter, who's despised, they fought in the order against voldemort and were incensed by death eaters. they actually fought twice if they werent dead. not to mention how they helped remus, a werewolf), 2) the fancasts aren't universal, there's a lot of fat peters out there and i've seen them more than i've seen skinny peters. anecdotal evidence, either from you or from me, is dumb as hell and unviable to make any sort of point (not to mention that young peter could have been skinny as far as we know), 3) remus in the books is never said to have scars, that's a movie-only thing because visual language is a thing. you adding that as something problematic the fandom does is hilarious.

1) Maruders don't defend marginalized groups, they protect Remus because he is their friend. This is certainly to be appreciated, but they were not champions of justice at school, they were bullies and several things tell us this in the canon. Then during the war they joined the Order of the Phoenix, very true I don't doubt this, I'm talking about the Hogwarts years.

2) It is not my intention to attack all Marauders fans, you are right, fancasts are not universal and rightly so. My point is not to impose a fancast but to point out a problem. Why do some fans use Skinny Peter fancasts? Why don't they represent him like in canon? No, Peter was not skinny when he was young. Madam Rosmerta describes him like this: «Minus... that fat boy who always runs after Hogwarts»

3) It is canon that regardless of the wound, a wound caused by a werewolf is cursed and never heals properly. They always leaves scars. But it's true not on the face. I apologize for this, there are no canonical parts where it is said (I must have got confused with the films as you say) in the books he is described as rather pale and sickly looking, but not with scars on his face . My bad.

I know that the saga is extensive and many details can be forgotten (as in my case) but if you come to my private messages pretending to call me a liar or a dumb at least inform yourself first, otherwise you embarrass yourself with this attitude.

[mahoushoujotechsupport]

episode 6, here we go again... lmao i literally... had this post open, was writing up my final thoughts and my cat jumped up on my laptop and i fuckin lost everything. no ctrl-z to help me i have no idea what happened gdi lmao

so i will try to remember what it was i wrote initially

cowardly belmeria winston. i do wish she'd received some punishment for being literally in charge of human experimentation at peil. i'm so glad prospera uses her guilt against her

so like this is the line that made everyone go what the fuckkkkkk right? assuming they werent speedwatching and just ignored the fact suletta is 17 and belmeria is referring to the vanadis incident here

all the double take lines in this show are so amazing. like yea this doenst mean anything on first watch because of course suletta is her daugher but hohoho

honestly love the idea that suletta went to earth house for comfort after they found out what happened with el4n and his unknown (to them) 180 towards suletta. and part of that group of people comforting suletta includes miorine even if she does have to be all tsundere about it

i do wonder how angry she must have been that el4n was a dick to suletta though. imagine if shes playing her little shooty game on her phone to blow off steam here just like she did in ep 2 in the bathroom

random note: once chuchu calms down a few episodes back, miorine just is a staple at earth house just like suletta

god fuck you tumblr for ruining my og post. i had written a whole thing about this frame and how i appreciated that gwitch never let miscommunication/misunderstanding tropes get in the way of anything (i know some people would argue otherwise because of the break up arc but i dont agree with them).

miorine couldve stayed quiet about this but she brings it up so suletta knows it doesnt only concern her. theyre a team.

also like how even though shes a little socially awkward goober, she knows el4n's about face is weird and doesnt make sense and pretty much immediately begins questioning if there was anything she might have done

we never really got to find out much about el0n did we? like what does he do? does he still learn the school things that el4n and his predecessors would have presumably been learning at asticassia? where does even come from? iirc we only learn about the whole peil AI used to pick the next ceo but where does the selection pool come from?

i really really hope that by this point in the story people werent still mean to suletta at school. she just sounds so fuckin dejected over her potential new friend turning on her so suddenly that it's hard not to imagine that people would pretend to be nice and then just make fun of her like those 3 girls did in episode 1

our tsundere bride won't be having any of that though

bless you nika for calling out this dumbassery

interesting to think about how shaddiq is the only one of the big three guys that doesn't just project their weird insecurities on suletta. both guel and el4n immediately think that her genuine honest-to-goodness kindness is some sort of backhandedness

this got me thinking back on sophie basically saying the same thing to suletta during their fight. and yea, makes sense considering sophie and whoever el4n originally was are part of the oppresed class in this universe

she was probably freaking out a little bit just like the rest of earth house right here huh?

i've seen enough posts calling the permet score gay thing an asspull but if we go back to this episode, it's literally the same thing but on a smaller scale since aerial hadnt even hit permet score 6 here yet

all of us where el4n when this happened

i can't really do this scene justice because when the replichildren silhouettes are on screen its only one at a time, but i just love how it transitions out from the silhouettes to the gund bits with their laugh as the only thing we hear

its weird and confusing on first watch but man is it great once you know whats up

smug bride

👀

how did people deny the eri/aerial theory?????

i know this is kinda played up for laughs because it isnt really until you rewatch that you realize that miorine's definitely smitten with suletta at this point. but i'm glad nika exists for being the sole person who saw past miorine's cold facade and noticed it too

i'm also happy zeonic is translating the light novels in full now instead of the LN only chapters because everything ive read up on about LN2 regarding this whole el4n arc sounds so good. yeah she was jealous as hell, but here she is being supportive while mistakenly thinking this is a romantic interest

such a fucked up callback lmao

i can't believe there were people who outright refused to watch the prologue. imagine just missing the emotional gut punch this scene is supposed to mean without that context

also god fuck belmeria for trying to argue with the peil hags over keeping el4n alive after failing. you know what you were getting yourself into. you shouldn't have done it at all in the first place

right so, i hope i managed to write up more or less what i had originally written before losing my post

episode 6 definitely marks a turning point for the series i think where we finally start leaving behind the slice of life school stuff we've been seeing and all the mysteries begin to pile up reminding you that the beginning of this whole story was a tragedy

excited for episode 7 because miorine rembran girlbossing is just great

[ressing]

More about mass effect ocs pls?

ah right, thank you for the reminder sorry im so late lol i cant remember their names or if i even thought of names for any of them, but i was super into them for a time

human spectre because of course, didnt like how things devolved into politics too much with the council, spectres werent just spies they were also sent out on help missions and were like the vigilantes of the galaxy, or so she had thought but then it was red tape and you cant do this or that because itll look bad toward potiental allies blah blah so she stole her own ship back from dock at the citidel and basically went off on her own to form a crew and try to help like she always thought they were supposed to. side note 3 characters in and i remember the basis, its after me3 and shepard has destroyed the reapers and now while the galaxy and the citadel are rebuilding opportunistic space pirates start entering the system and taking out refugee convoys and medical ships and the council instead of doing anything refuse to try to fix the problem because any acts of aggression in the newly reforming civilizaed galaxy will almost guaranteed to result in a all out war.

the asari, the tech specalist who cant do much biotics unlike most asari, was passed up as a spectre due to a hot streak and just worked for c sec or whatever they were called ill be real its been YEARS since ive really written them all dow, but when the human spectre gets thrown in the brig for telling the council off and basically going rogue in their eyes they meet because she in charge of the cells that day lol, but some big speech about justice and being able to tell your bosses to fuck off shouldnt land you in jail and she agrees and helps the spectre break out but they both kinda realize that this is like... the end of their lives on the citadel and will be wanted fugitives from here on out but its better then sitting twiddling their thumbs while the galaxy goes to shit.

the turian quarian, quarian fleet finds a turian ship adrift and are going abuot searching it and clearing it out to add it to the flotilla as a new ship (i dont know if quarians actually do this but yolo) and onboard they find a baby turian and one of the search party kinda.. adopts her, doesnt wanna give her up due to her own issues with having kids and wanting to have a family she sorta puppy dog eyes everyone into letting her keep this baby, but of course being kept in sterile enviroments all the time your immune system tends to shut down and she started needing the full suits like quarians do. she joined the crew after on the citadel (during the daring escape/steal a ship mission the spectre does) after being saved by a different quarian and then talked into joining. was getting a lot of shit about her being a turian playing dress up as a quarian but shes fully like "uh but i am a quarian see the suit i was born on the flotilla?" joins the crew as a way to help find who she really is (soul searching quest)

the other quarian, this quarian is a biotic (which i also dont know if quarians can be but yolo) and only found out when he and his like best friend are sent on their quarian life mission thing to bring back to the flotilla, but his best friend came onto him and when he rejected her she flipped and like attacked him and he was just trying to hold her back honest he didnt mean his biotics to go off like that she was his best friend of course he wasnt TRYING to kill her it was an accident! so then hes on the citadel hiding in shady bars and back alleys kinda stepping into random muggings and assaults to try to redeem himself to himself and steps into the turian quarian getting mugged and saves her and is afterward also recruited to the ship by the spectre.

THE KROGAN now this one im upset about because i cant remember his name and its so GOOD HES THE BEST him and the turian quarian are my favorites. he was doing that puberty ritual against the giant worm, you know grunts best mission, and like during three when you walk through old krogan ruins and you find out they were this smart race before destorying themselves and their world in nuclear war? yeah well this krogan found out the same thing, during his giant worm fight it caused an earthquake and he was swallowed up into the ruins of his homeworld, thought dead his teammates left him and he just sorta steeled himself and went about trying to survive and get out. took a while for his eyes to get used to the darkness and after years and years in the dark his eyes are like only used to the dark now so he wears riddick style glasses. but he also found all these old ruins and books and poems and writing and religion and after years of being down there he suddenly had found a den of those weird lizard dogs vulvas or whatever their called vespas thats it, he managed to like tame the pack using recovered knowledge from the ruins and used them to lead him back out of the darkness through their own tunnels. hes now a messiah like dude on the citadel doing preaching about non violence but uh.. isnt against using violence to achieve non violence. argue it with him and he will headbutt you until you agree not to be violent, see there he was right all along, the strongest gets to say what goes and hes stronger and he says get the fuck along. his name was a one word holy esqe word like redemption or resolution or something and IM SO MAD I CANT REMEMBER HES THE BEST ONE just picture a big krogan guy in heavy armor but also draped in like a toga with a pack of VARREN (i remembered) and also little black sunglass/goggle thing. he joined the spectre on the promise that theyre gonna make the galaxy safer and better for everyone

the salarian, female salarian which are usually guarded on the homeworld for breeding or whatever that lore was, really hated the whole idea of being kept safe or like doing medical or science work, so she sorta jumped ship and became an arms dealer, you see this huge hulking krogan sized armor walking toward you and the visor opens up and its this fucking frog thing half your size and not even half the size of a krogan, jumping around doing scrobatics is boring and tiring and really if i can just wear my huge custom made armor ill never be hit by a bullet ever!

a biotic volus who works like a merchant for the group offering quests and discounts to friends (the crew) just asks for passage occasionally, always seems nervous and kinda shady, just wants to be safe from pirates stealing his goods and wants the galaxy back in working order and these guys seem to be doing a better job making space safer for someone dealing in moving vast quantities of merchandise around.

and finally on the ship are the stoways; a batarian and a "freed" (hacked) geth, they are actually kinda up there in rank space pirates in their own regard and realized when they were in a bad spot so played along as crew members wanting to bring peace to the galaxy too while sending out info to the space pirates they know will be around and tip them off something is happening

the geth has stickers all over it and graffiti and is only like half itself, its like half locked down by the batarian chick to be a body guard thing, if it could control itself it would most likely stick with her as it does actually like her but would probably be more vocal about disagreeing with some aspects of their "jobs"

the batarian was just some girl because i went "you dont see females of these species often so ill make one of my ocs that, and she will be a cool lesbian pirate hanging out with a cool geth"

[grapecaseschoices]

For the bff asks: 3, 6 and 23 for Val? And 11 and 20 for Kendis? No pressure, of course. I'm just very curious about the friendships for everyone's ocs, as the romance paths often get more attention

@serenpedac thanks for the ask hun!

val

3. Which iconic bff duo are they?

felix: i am having trouble of thinking of a pair that could just carry that MAYHEM. lilo and stitch?

tina: these two are chaotic too, but it’s less !!! in a sense. and more borne of years -- they don’t always GET each other (tina is infinitely more sensitive than val and doesn’t always get val’s awkward humor) but when they do? wow! (i vary with how close i have, they werent terribly so in my first pt, but on my second im leaning toward the direction of close and growing closer). 

i can’t quite think of an “iconic” dynamic that fits that exactly. maybe jake and rosa from b99? (though tina is no rosa ertew lmao)

6. What was their first impressions of each other?

I’m goin solely with Felix and Val. We know Felix was open to flirt and looking to make a friend. Val thought Felix was hot and had fun energy, but they were also wary/a bit sus because the team was related to Rebecca and stepping on their insecurities toes.

23. Why are they bffs?

tina: proximity lmao. and tina’s relentlessness. but mostly because i see them as the type of ‘when they’re good, they’re very very good’. they’re both passionate about their work/they care about justice, they both enjoy having fun, they’re both short. there was no other choice but bonding. 

felix: they can match each other’s energy. val is going to show felix a whole new world (physically .... activities-wise, get your mind out the gutter). and felix is gonna show val much needed emotional / encouraging support (and adam insight). val also doesn’t have a lot of people that -- i dont know how to describe it, but that’s THEIRS. on their corner, and that discovery will be a lot. so im looking forward to felix havig that at their back, because i can see val being protective.  a mixture of pitbull and awkwardly supportive

kendis

11. What is their name in the phone contacts of each other’s phone?

adam: strangely enough kendis doesn’t often do silly contact names. he was probably just variations of his name. but he was very likely ‘commanding agent dukie man’ once. and ‘adam 🙄’ . these days, as the fondess grows, he’s probably occasionally ‘buttface ❤️’ but she changes it in front of him and shows him when he’s being Most. 

kendis is ‘most cherished detective’ ONLY BECAUSE farah had made it ‘my favorite detective’, and adam was gonna change that nonsense but he saw that kendis was lowkey touched, so he made it more his style. they don’t know he’s changed it to THAT, he’s saving it for maximum damage, possibly. 

verda: they’re ‘sci guy’ on each other phones. it’s a dad joke gone wrong, thanks verda. 

20. Which song do they both vibe on together?

verda: probably she blinded me with science by thomas dolby. it probably started as kendis being a brat (thinking they're funny) (("science!!!!")) and evolved into a thing -- their thing. (tina vibes too, can't leave their third out, but they get a kick out of it more)

adam: how to be a heartbreaker by marina.  is lizzo out when the books are? what year is it in wayhaven book 3? probably something peppy and energetic when adam tortures trains the detective. i can see clearly now by jimmy cliff or eye of the tiger by gloria gaynor.

[c-53]

I'm insane about Zeke.

Like. They spend their entire life yearning for freedom. But when to their knowledge, they're presented with the opportunity, they get scared. They finally have an easy way to get what they want (again to their knowledge, in reality they would have blown up), and they're scared.

They had no real plans for what to do when they where freed. I don't think. Just the vague idea of "I'll kill the master then make the human race suffer for what they put me through" with no real weight behind it. But their given that exact opportunity and. They realize that there never really was a plan. The fact that they where even able to get captured by these amateurs is proof enough that even though superior they're still so weak.

And the hates not gone either they're still furious, they still want that revenge. To make humanity pay. But by this point the idea that perhaps humans aren't all terrible is starting to form. Sure Ethan is annoying as hell but he provides videogames and has been their biggest advocate despite all the times they've killed him or hurt him or hurt his friends. And the idea that they could do all that, and still be shown kindness is what stops them from doing the whole murder bot thing. Because their hate is built on the idea that every human would either want to use them or kill them. But Ethan doesn't want to do those things, Ethan wants them to be free. Though he needs proof they won't hurt people. (Lie. Ethan used him to scum a RTX card)

And that makes what happens worse.

YES OK LIKE. MY INTERPRETATION IS. A LIIIITLE BIT DIFFERENT BUT SIMILAR STROKES. Ok, like. Zeke doesn’t know what they want, or how to actualize their freedom, and it REALLY GETS MY ASS!!

Their situation was a nightmare. They were a thing with no safety. It was obey or die, be obedient or suffer. There was no rest, they were only awake when they were required to kill something, and they knew there was no light at the end of the tunnel. When they werent needed anymore, they’d die. Its a never ending wave of fear and stress, and they coped with it by fantasizing.

They dreamed they’d kill the Master, and make humanity suffer for what it put them through, they’d make everyone feel just as helpless as they feel, and they’d be free to be whatever they want, with no one left to control or hurt them. Its lofty and fantastical, and. Childish. But really they never expected to be free, and have no plans for the future, its all they have. So . They continue to cling to the fantasy without acting on it, despite it not really being what they want anymore.

They’re still furious! They still want the Master dead! They still resent anyone who has - or desires to control them, but they’re increasingly less convinced by their own goal of human extermination. They only know 4 humans, and two of them want them to be free, and heal, and that. Shakes things up a lot. A senseless suffering isnt what they want, they want poetic justice. They don’t want to be alone in the world, they want to be free of people who would put them in a bomb collar, and dig in their head.

They find satisfaction in being safe from the Master, and having a respected space to call their own, and the novelty of being allowed to argue, and bargain, and refuse, and have their mind changed through words, not threats. To be around people they can ask to leave, and have their wishes respected, to have people who let them figure themself out, choosing their own name, and pronouns, presentation, and purpose, rather than forcing them into one.

They make me feel insane.