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Sam the silverfish!
#they are my pet#they spend most of their time hiding#they're like two and half or three years old now? I think#also you can see Rocky the beetle's butt in the background lol#photography#animals#bugs#insects#silverfish#zygentoma#pets
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Plural culture is yeah we mask really well, no one can tell
Literally every single time we've come out to someone about the system (/srs)
"Yeah I kinda had an idea"
Or
"Ohhh that makes sense now actually"
Like guys please ;-;
We are trying to pass ;-;
And we've had people ask us if we have DID without us even mentioning it like come on
#endos dni#osdd#did#pdid#did system#osddid#pdid system#actually did#traumagenic#actually dissociative#plural culture is#syspunk#side vent in the tags this is actually a genuinely terrifying thing for most of us#like knowing that people can tell when all of us are masking as much as we can a majority of the time#that is distressing that should not be happening#granted the only people we've told outside the Internet are extremely close to us so maybe they can only tell because they spend#so much time with us#but also we had an ex just straight up ask us if we had it when he and the host first started talking#it had been like a week and only the host had talked to him and he just.. knew??#is it that obvious???#Puter how to hide DID better ;-;
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my favorite pass time is imagining ocs playing different types of games that incite distrust or discourse admist players like monopoly or uno (ubisoft version)
other favorites are among us, sorry!, and most general card games tbh
i think they're so silly cause my ocs would absolutely have so much discourse
#valerian would absolutely be cheating#gambling games? he's hiding cards#maybe counting them but he's not gonna spend that much time on it#he is also the type to be the most sus person and not be the imposter#“ah eto ... bleh!” but it's valerian giving you a plus four and changing card color#man buys every square he lands on in monopoly#he is a pain do not play games with him#unless you're willing to lose to an idiot
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Would anyone like to see the new spider friend living on the outside of my front door? :D
His name is Reginald and I love him <3
He's a grass spider if anyone's wondering!
#he spends most of his time hiding in the corner but he came out at the sound of my voice today!#i figured he was hungry + reacting to the vibration of my voice through the web#so i offered him an ant and I think he took it but im not sure?#it mightve broke free tho#im pretty sure hes a male tho bc he has distinct bulbs on his pedipalps#lil boxing gloves :3#anyways i think hes very handsome and polite#insects#spiders#arachnids#entomology#bugs#hes just a lil guy
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show tempe gang crossover with the morris islanders would actually have been the best episode of bones ever. btw
#please ignore the rest of the tags i will just be making things up#okay they start out in carolina but at least half the episode takes place in dc. do not ask me how travel logistics would work#tory spends the entire episode off with tempe doing bone stuff. booth feels upstaged by a 16-year-old girl#so he goes and hangs out with ben who does NOT trust him right off the bat#ben ends up having to run him over to liri at some point because there's crime afoot and tom is busy. they spend most of the ride in silenc#ofc they end up bonding Eventually because they are both obsessed with crazy emotionally stunted redheads named t brennan#tory is more effective than any of the squinterns and manages to piss hodgins off so bad just by existing#coop hangs out in the lab as saroyan tries to kick him out thirty times. he just keeps showing up and she can't prove who's letting him in#(it's tempe.) angela loves tory but tory does not love angela back. saroyan tolerates her. sweets likes her but knows she's hiding somethin#comes to the conclusion that she can read her friends minds and slowly drives himself crazy because obviously that can't be true#tory brings hi along whenever she needs someone with people skills and he is MORE than happy to participate in a hodgins experiment#hi gets to be king of the lab for about ten minutes. shelton hits it off with angela immediately and they solve half the case together#booth fucking HATES hi because he's evasive and really good at the manipulation thing. booth can't win verbal sparring and he gets Big Mad#at one point the four of them are in an interrogation room together (MISTAKE) because tory had them meddling a little too close to the sun#and booth is trying so hard to question them which didn't work even when they COULDN'T read each other's minds#tory figures out who did it and hi steals her thunder a la shrek wasnt vandalized he gave birth#temperance tells tory 'i know you've got a secret sweets told me and even though i don't trust psychology i find he's insightful' etc etc#tory's like well i might be but i can't tell you it's not just my secret and you wouldn't believe me anyway#because let's be real tempe WOULDNT believe her#meanwhile saroyan convinced by sweets paranoia managed to get a sample of tory's blood and test it and is like HEY WHAT THE FUCK#gets hodgins and they just stare at the results together and delve into conspiracy theories. he's like i KNEW there were werewolves#they debate telling tempe but know it wouldnt end well for the kids and decide to get rid of the evidence. but hodgins is SO smug#also angela spends the whole episode trying to convince everyone hi and shelton are dating and no one believes her#they finally see them kiss or something and they're all somehow floored and angela's just like yeah? duh?#if anyone read this i'm sorry and why
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Okay, this might sound stupid but I am really not too worried about some of the odd proportions of the new character model (specifically the legs)— Simply because we will be sitting on a horse for 98% of the time anyways,
#and i feel like thatll most likely hide it#the demo is thr character STANDING perfectly still & straight#but most of our time will be spend SITTING so like..im not too worried?#sso#ssoblr#star stable#star stable online
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question. who'd you think lily would say her best friend is? (one person, and let's say like 16 or older lily, otherwise she'd say severus)
oh. hm. interesting question. i say james
#since james is the closest to her and spends the most time with her (in hiding or not)#but also very close to sirius (the letter she sent him)#and remus obviously#and marlene and dorcas are dead and mary is gone too :333#lily evans#asks#beloved’s asks <3#short sirius black kinnie! <3
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Every week there's a 24-period where house rules mean I can't use my laptop, and that happens to run across the weekend. That's why I'm always stuck on mobile on Friday/Saturday. It's a 24-hour period every week where I would be free to work on creative shit or at least do something fun with friends without having to be covert about it. I use my phone for things I normally just do during the week and it would make people (my parents) mad if they found out. Every weekend is like this
#it's not a well intended screen break or anything or a good religious reason either#its an appropriated religious reason that reminds me every week im in a conservative and shitty house#i just spend most of the day on my phone hiding in my room waiting for the 24hrs to end#can't get anything done and tanks my mental state 75% of the time#typing this because i wish i could be on my laptop working on rp stuff right now and i can't#who opened the box (ooc)
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hi just want to say i think ive truly reached the peak of this fandom when i started shipping geode au fingon with sold as pet au maedhros. like fingon starts developing feelings for maedhros because wait this sexy redhead i fuck sometimes also likes me for my personality no matter how shitty it is? and is willing to commit treason and stop being the biggest slut in arda because he loves me that much?? why does my chest feel as tight as my pants all of a sudden??? and the more they get to know each other between the au swap plot he starts to understand a little bit better why other fingon gave away an irreplaceable cloak for maedhros
Thank you so much for the compliment and the enthusiasm about my au's! That is a really great point that this could turn into an actual ship rather than Fingon just using Maedhros as a fucktoy.
Which is funny, because the Maedhros who's normally there has much more of a personality and sense of purpose than pet Maedhros. But he doesn't show it around Fingon, because he's trying to deflect any attention from his brothers, both postivie-ish and negative; and the way he does that is by being very compliant but never showing initiative.
Pet Maedhros though, absolutely adores Fingon. He remembers his Fingon being kind to him, and basically anything this Fingon does will also register as kind in comparison to Angband. Look, Fingon isn't letting other people fuck Maedhros this instant even though Fingon doesn't want to right now! And he gave Maedhros a bedroom of his own where no strangers are allowed to come use him (never mind that this is by Fingolfin's decree, and an identical cell to the other Feanorians.)
Pet Maedhros is so eager to please Fingon in particular, not in an attempt to get something specific for himself or his brothers, but because he wants Fingon to be happy and like him. That sort of attention is very persuasive to Fingon.
Also even if they figure out the different timelines/AU's, Maedhros is still going to be so grateful to Fingon for buying him. Sure, it wasn't this Fingon who did so, but Maedhros can't reach the other one, and this Fingon could have done it!
#mindbroken geodes au#fucking compliments#by positive-ish attention I mean something like one of the Nolofinweans developing a crush on one of the Feanorians#if Argon sincerely liked Caranthir's personality and appearance and wanted to spend lots of time with him; things wouldn't actually improve#current state is that Maedhros and his brothers can hide in their rooms for most of the day and not be actively tormented#having to instead be in arms reach of a Nolofinwean will result in more rape
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i love falkler so much……
#im thinking about them going to a haunted house today#i like to think that falke is more squeamish to horror than adler…. despite this she goes like ‘dw bbg ill protect you 😼💪’#and then spends most of the time inside hiding behind adler#txt
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in the spaces between not working on zwg and not finishing brother’s burden, i’ve been, uh…
thinking about something new.
#kay original#game development#kay rambles in the tags#Peccatum#Peccatum: Small Town Heroes#name is a work in progress. as most things are.#you can ask me about this project and the ocs i’ve half-imagined if you want to know more about them#but i’m not at the ‘‘ask me about my setting so i can figure stuff out’’ stage yet.#i do know that it’s an rpg. a LONG one too. and it’ll be mission-based kiiinda like FE3H? but not really?#9 party members. each of them have different elemental alignments and each represent a different Game Stat.#everyone has 1 Best stat—2 Great Stats—3 Good Stats—and 2 Poor Stats—and then the ninth stat is a fixed value#i know that two party members are trans. another two members—including the Box Art Protagonist—are disabled#along with the machine party member there is a Dragon who spends most of their time in bipedal form#there is a Fae who spends a large majority of the story hiding the fact that they are in truth a Fae#one of the party members was experimented on as a child and is now part Monster but they repressed the memory so they have no idea#i came up with a shared MP system that has actual story reasons for existing—and it’s gonna be a pain in the ass to code…#i want a relationship system a la Persona except EVERY party member gets a relationship and not just The Protagonist#every party member will have a relationship gauge with every other party member (i guess this is Fire Emblem?)#and then everyone will have a relationship with an NPC that’s unique and exclusive to them#and then they get four relationships with members of the town that you see frequently as you wander around#but it’s a Small Town remember. so the party has to share. there are four categories with three townspeople each so three party members will#have a relationship with each townsperson. but the relationships will be different because the characters aren’t carbon copies of each other#not. not romantic relationships. like friendships and rivalries and sex buddies and apprenticeships and. possibly also romance? mm.#i have to. learn how to code. idk if RPGMaker has a relationship system so i’ll have to figure something else out. maybe RP as a currency...
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How does one convince an Olm that it’s okay to come out and see the light?
Introduction to the Olm: The Mysterious Cave Dweller The Olm, also known as the “human fish,” is an enigmatic amphibian that resides in the dark, underwater caves of the Dinaric Alps in Europe. With its pale, almost translucent skin and ability to thrive in complete darkness, the Olm is a fascinating creature of the deep. Its eyes are underdeveloped, a testament to its life in perpetual…
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#" is an enigmatic amphibian that resides in the dark#a testament to its life in perpetual darkness. But what if we could persuade this elusive creature to venture out and experience the light?#allowing the Olm time to adjust. Pay close attention to its behavior; if the Olm shows signs of stress or discomfort#almost translucent skin and ability to thrive in complete darkness#also known as the "human fish#and a gentle approach#and water features that mimic its natural habitat. Enrichment items that encourage exploration#but with patience#conservation organizations#encourage it to explore areas with slightly higher light levels. Create a gradient of light intensity in its habitat#even in the most extreme conditions. By embracing the challenge and celebrating each small success#gradually moving the food closer to the light. Over time#How does one convince an Olm that it’s okay to come out and see the light? Introduction to the Olm: The Mysterious Cave Dweller The Olm#it can still adapt to new conditions with the right approach. This lesson can be applied to other species and conservation efforts#it is possible. This journey is a testament to the resilience and adaptability of life#it may be necessary to adjust your approach. This could involve slowing down the rate of light increase#loss of appetite#low-light environment that it can retreat to whenever it feels the need. This ensures that the Olm does not feel trapped or stressed by the#maintain a stable#making it unnecessary to evolve beyond its current form. The lack of predators and constant conditions of the caves have made it an expert i#making sudden exposure potentially uncomfortable or even harmful. To convince an Olm to see the light#ongoing support and care are essential. Maintain a balanced environment that offers both light and darkness#or erratic behavior#providing additional hiding places#Rocks#such as exposure to light#such as increased hiding#such as tunnels and hiding spots#the Olm is a fascinating creature of the deep. Its eyes are underdeveloped#the Olm may begin to spend more time in the light
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Texas 💖
#i had the longest weekend on the planet#shitshow of a funeral with the most dysfunctional side of my family#and then my uncle never made it home and he's diabetic so we can't just wait for him to turn up again#i made a chain of logical leaps that felt right in the moment but are confusing even to me in hindsight#but with one phone call i found him in jail in a tiny town in the middle of nowhere and then drove two hours to bail him out#all this while I was badly sunburned on my period and covered in poison ivy blisters#did a kafkaesque little routine where every lobby we went into at the jail was empty and there was just a phone on the wall#and someone on the other end would say oh go into the next door down#and that would also be an empty dark room with a phone on the wall where they said to go one more door down#several times in a row#finally found an inhabited part of the building and talked to a sherriff while trying to hold all my arms and legs behind my back#to hide the horrible yellow crusty blisters all over my skin. look like an actual plague victim. feel worse.#keeping it together because i am Handling The Situation#my uncle was so happy to see us he cried#he'd been trying to call for help all day but the jail phone was showing up as Scam Call on everyone's cell#I was hailed by the family as Brilliant Detective: Finder and Rescuer#I went home and laid very still for many hours#anyway in between crises I got to spend a few hours at the beach and that was nice.
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There are two paths before me.
One is overgrown, full of thorns and bristles and broken branches. The other is sunny and clear.
Surely, the first will lead to nothing but risk, danger, and pain, while the second will be a blissful, joyful walk.
But there's nothing for me on that clear path. No food, no life, no person out there besides myself. I know that the overgrown path can grant me all those things and more, if only it weren't such a wretched way to go.
So I spend some time on the clear path, walking forward until I can't take the loneliness and discontent anymore, and I turn back. But when I arrive where I started, the first path is still overgrown, worse still than before. Frustrated and feeling helpless, I start down the clear path again. When I decide to take care of myself and survive instead of starving to death on the barren trail, I turn back again. And again, the other is overgrown and terrifying.
I go back and forth, until I fall to my knees, crying and begging for someone, anyone, to help me. To remove the thorns and bristles and branches.
And then I realize, this entire time, I've been running from the pain. I've been waiting for the trail to clear up on its own, to grant me safe and easy passage.
It wasn't my fault I was never taught wilderness survival - I don't know how to make it through such an area, bandage the scrapes and wear functional gear and step over the branches. But I can learn, even if I'll experience some hurt along the way.
#i've been improving but#i decided to spend my time on things that matter instead of spending it on my appearance#i've been practicing doing that a lot#but it's still really hard sometimes. i feel so desperate to prove myself. to hide the autism and anything else they've ridiculed.#prove to them that i can. that that's ''not me''. trying to heal inherently means taking care of myself and investing in my actual#interests rather than wasting my life so i can look pretty and come off appealing and confident and NT and whatever else#but the shame and desperation are so strong i've spent the day crying just because i didn't spend the time to make myself the#most impressive person in the room lmaooo#anyways. realized that i always run into the same roadblock. ''this hurts really badly so i'm going to run back into the arms of NPD becaus#that feels safe and stable''#people can look down on me. not take me seriously. assume i'm incompetent or incapable. find me shameful or embarrassing or flawed.#they can make fun of me. talk about me behind my back. show disgust or disdain. abandon me with no explanation. exclude me. reject me.#and yeah it hurts. it hurts so fucking bad. but hiding who i am and turning everything into a source of approval-seeking is making me#actively want to die. and i'm incapable of getting close to anyone or anything like this. i need to acknowledge the pain and let it hurt.#learn to deal with it instead of run from it.
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We’ve officially hit the point where I can’t fucking sleep because of this shit and on top of everything the AC went out I literally want to cry I’m so stressed I physically feel like shit like I need to throw up I’m so tired but between my stomach hurting, the stress, and the heat I can’t
#today he told me it ‘wasn’t fair’ that I expected him and his bf to move#just because I refused to get rid of my ‘disgusting cats’ and they would be ‘happier’ in a shelter#his reasonings for why they would be happier in a shelter were all things that they did not do/did not happen until he started this shit#‘they’re always hiding and you never spend time with them’#they hide from YOU#early morning and late at night when you’re in your room they’re fine#im out here rn just sitting with them giving them attention#also yeah I used to give them attention for AT LEAST several hours of the day#but after I essentially got chased out of all the common areas no obviously that wasn’t happening#man FUCK YOU#also sorry I don’t want to spend literal THOUSANDS more than I would other wise to fucking move#esp when YOU moving means no changes in your finances#you make over 50k a year I make barely 20k AND already have more bills to pay than you#why the FUCK should I be getting stuck with the far worse financial decision#and then to try and frame it like you’re getting treated ‘unfairly’ just because I won’t get rid of my cats for you??????#I genuinely hope the stupid fucking car your mom gave you explodes tomorrow idc idc idccccc#ESPECIALLY WHEN HE BOTH THREATENED AND SAID HE DIDNT CARE TO MOVE OUT#and when I said ‘great. do that’ he starts throwing this fucking fit#I hate him so much it is so goddamn UNREAL#I am dealing with a giant man baby who has never been told no in his life before now#and it’s really fucking showing#this is what happens when parents give their kids everything they want#and you have normie cis white man privilege and have also gotten every job/into every program you’ve ever wanted with minimal effort#so when someone finally says ‘no you don’t get whatever you want at my expense’#he has the most immature meltdowns fucking imaginable#kaz rambles
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Two theories I have (well, one theory and a headcanon) regarding Raven.
Headcanon: Raven's kindred links can influence her own emotional state, depending on the intensity of the other person's emotions.
Theory: Raven left to spy on Salem for Ozpin, with the specific purpose of getting close enough to Salem to create a kindred link with her. This plan succeeded. The mysterious portal in the V9 flashback was to Salem. Raven spent enough time by Salem's side to bond with her. Kindred links can only be broken when the other person is dead.
Conclusion headcanon: Raven, as we see her in canon, has been emotionally linked to a whole range of people, none of who have particularly positive opinions on her that don't come with a caveat (namely Taiyang and Qrow being heartbroken and bitter, Yang's feelings of abandonment, Ozpin's guilt, Vernal might be the only exception but, uh... decoy). And then you add in Salem's emotions to the mix, which have been stewing in Raven for over a decade by the time we see her.
Bonus: if kindred links can only be broken when the other person is dead, and Summer has turned into a Hound, what would Raven feel from that?
#rwby#raven branwen#salem#rwby theory#more of a headcanon but eh whatever#I think kindred link is a semblance that just gets wilder and wilder the more I think about it#can raven choose who she bonds with or does it not happen on command?#if she wants to make a bond with someone does she have to force herself to spend time with that person until the link forms#to know them to the point of caring for them?#how did she know to save yang's life in the train. is this part of her kindred link too?#finally. her portals. ik it's just an animation reuse most likely but why do her portals and similar Grimm-related things look the same?#for what reason does she have the grimm mask. besides hiding maiden eyes. when did she get it#why does all of this. shakes raven. WHY ARE YOU STILL HAUNTING MY MIND AFTER 9 FUCKING YEARS.#my post#anyways i love raven goodnight
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