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they grew 🥹
#wordgirl#becky botsford#rose franklin#tobey mcallister iii#todd scoops ming#victoria best#violet heaslip#rosecky#robecky#rose x becky#tobey x scoops#mingcallister#i lowkey run out of ideas w victoria#also#nonbinary scoops in a girl way#so just nonbinary transfem#kind of(?)#last picture is a filler i dont like the 3 pics layout#also at this point violet is STILL not over victoria#abd victoria is still not over becky#they just bear w it i guess#i need to study each of their relationship w everyone else in the group#does that make sense#I NEED TO ABSORB THEM IN MY BRAIN
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Friday Nights are so uncomfortable
#fields of mistria#player character#I know hes like everyones pookie bear but i am the one hater lol#we are not friends march your vibes are too bad your tsundere too strong#i think i just have an intense aversion to gameplay where you have to be super accomodating and placating to be respected#like why would i befriend someone that says the things March does i guess is what im saying#and unlike other characters he kind of doesnt acknowledge anything you do for the town even tho thats v specifically an issue he has w you#so theres no way to have neutral ground w him to wven begin to be his friend unless youre putting in all the effort thats how these games g#so when hes judt randomly nice to you every friday night its ssuuuuuper weird and offputting to me#like no actually my character wouldnt be fine with that theyd be really confused and weirded out#anyway March Friday Nights is an imposter idk where the real march is but thats not him
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People who like violently hate Claire, call her ugly and say she’s a bad doctor, are generally misogynistic towards her or say awful things about her because she “gets in the way of sydcarmy” are wrong and stupid (and fucking weirdos)
…On a separate note, people who think Claire is a genuinely well-written and realistic (or interesting) character who was a perfect person and right all of the time and should end up with Carmy….. are also wrong.. and I’m not gonna say stupid but
#yes this is claire hate#sorry shes incredibly boring and a bad character (and yes i think this is on purpose)#and this might be a hot take… but Claire’s actions during the. freezer incident. were not cool!#like carmy wasn’t right but neither was she!#but thats another post i guess#but people who make up dumb bullshit just because theyre mysoginistic and want to fuck carmy or want carmy to fuck syd#YALL ARE WEIRD#FREAKS#GET OOUUUTTT#she sucks but she does not deserve the violent vitriol some of u hit her with#this is my stance#the bear#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#the bear fx#carmy berzatto#the bear hulu#claire dunlap#do i tag this clairmy#omg thats not w tag#wtf is their ship name#CLAIRECARMY?????#why dont we call them clairmy#ok im starting this#clairmy#claire bear
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#anyways we're back#he should be more on model to how i actually draw him now#-considering this was a cleaned sketch. Far faster than painstakingly sketching it out on the final canvas. maybe ill do this more.#i actually have no clue where i was going w the glitch thing lmao bear with me i guess. he just does that.#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#he's just been guessing tbh its been so long he probably doesnt remember the rules.#ive got evil plans so i wanna get through this interaction :-) it was cute though ty anon
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For everyone who wanted bullfighter Nando when I mentioned it the other day, here you go :D
+ this one I don't feel like coloring yet(imagine he's in Ferrari colors!!!)
#did you know bullfighters dedicate their kill to a friend or member of the public by giving them their hat?#i really wanted to draw silly vettonso where fernando offers seb his hat#seb retires from bullfighting(yeah its an au now) and fernando in his green costume is like;#'here is my hat. now will you come back from retirement? 🥺'#but yeah feel very abnormal abt that ^ and also the thing abt them having someone who helps them get into their costume as a sacred ritual#theres just a lot of thoughts and ideas floating around in my head bcs of it#anyways i liked drawing this but it was very suffering too and took me like 5 hours#its like. you see the intricate embroidery and im like ah! omg! i love painting details!!!#and then remember im not the best w coming up with ideas for the embroidery pattern itself#so pls bear with me 😭😭 mainly i was trying to reference the diamond logo of renault#but most of it kinda just ended up being austrian knots i guess bcs thats what my mind defaults to#i thought the shoulder pad would be the most difficult but that came together the easiest and made the rest actually work in my head#aaahhh also im surprised w the angle of his face! im usually not good at side profiles as well as tilted down heads#but i think he looks pretty good honestly???#also w the sketch i just wanted to post it bcs i liked his face okay 😭😭😭#i wanted to paint it too but I realized im so naive thinking i could paint two of these horrifically detailed things in one session#but his face 🥹🥹 i like it!!! theres some renault era pic of him i really like where hes sun drenched and angry looking#^ and i think i captured the vibe well so!!!!!#well anyways mayhe ill draw more of this. it was fun but also like sucked my life force out bcs it kept going from easy to 'I CANT DO THIS'#the pictures of matadors are just...insane to me. tiny waist fat ass flamboyant costume. im dead 🫠#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#fa14#matador au
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I started thinking about how we anthropomorphize guys like the eggs, Michael, Shroud etc. Except Techno would be caught with a dead child. Wait I meant wouldn’t be caught dead with a child.
#Techno treats him like a bear (animal) in front of other people#While Phil is just watching aghast#“Phil! Thank god you’re back I haven’t seen another person in ages!”#Philza staring dead on at Steve: blink twice if you need help#technoblr#technoblade#dsmp#dsmp meme#dsmp steve#steve the polar bear#Mcyt#mcyt meme#Bear#Gay bear#i guess Steve is a furry which is a strange position in a world w hybrids#something to nom on
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me vs eternal grudges abt d20 captions
#aspen tag#maybe i just need to start watching the backlog without them on tbh#bc every time i run into a godawful error. of which there is no shortage of. i get so frustrated i literally have to stop watching#and like. idk. the new form system is. i know there's probably practical benefits#but from where i am sitting it's just like. additional barriers. more steps. more energy#i watched the new dirty laundry earlier today. with the lightning flashing effect at the beginning#and i checked the desc to see if there was any sort of warnings on the vid and there was nothing#and i thought about pulling up the feedback form to say smth and i just felt tired#and like. idk if any of u were ever active in the discord's caption corrections channel before it shut down#i joined the dropout server for it. i was in there exclusively for it. bc they got on my nerves so bad and i couldn't just do nothing#you could look up a particular line and find reports of it going back months and months#and i get that it was probably not easily indexable. but w/ the way older d20 episodes are#it was a fucking blessing to be able to submit them in bulk. instead of submitting a form for each one individually like u have to now#bc they're like. every 30 seconds. you're lucky if you go a couple minutes without smth almost unparseable#and when there'd be things like unlabeled flashing. or the gore bear. and u start writing up a message on the discord#it's like. there's a sense of people. someone's reading. someone's seeing it. even in just the reacts. y'know#and like. they have retroactive caption editors to clean up the old stuff as of 2024#but i'm four minutes into tuc episode 2. their third season ever. second episode. four minutes in#and zac says “it's a concentration” and the captions read “white's a constant station”#and i just ..... i guess i find it hard to feel like there's work being done. or like it's a priority#i. me personally. sent messages in the feedback channel about jokes in the captions on at least five or six seperate occasions#and i know there were other people speaking up about it too. over months and months#and the past... however many seasons it's been since burrow's end. have been a little better. but it's like....#it took so long to see any change. and those older ones are going to stay in until the retroactive editors catch all the way up#and people are still going to laugh at them and post about them and not think past their own amusement at them#and it's not that big of a deal but it does like. detract from how much i am able to enjoy d20#and like. i've been watching for three years. i never shut up about it. it's not like i don't like what they make#but between all of this and the way they handled palestine on the discord. i'm just finding it harder to trust in dropout#idk. idk. it's not a big thing. but it simmers in the back of my mind a lot. i don't rlly think it's going to change anytime soon#so i guess this is just putting it somewhere so it doesn't have to sit in my head all the time. um. yeah 👍
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ive been really really loving your fic work for awhile now and i saw u worrying about trans rep stuff the other day and i wanted to tell u that as a transgirl who has terrible BPD from being a lonely kid ive felt very connected with your intrepretation of falin. the whole inner dragon metaphor and the inner guilt of if its justified for standing up for yourself was so absolutely keen to some of the struggles ive had in relationships and seeing them written so well in a character that already means a lot to me is wonderful. also your smut is tremendous please keep doing the lords work <3
#asks#a little creature#im very happy it resonated w u#also ahah whenever people mention it speaking to their bpd ive been quiet bc im still fairly apprehensive about being too open abt it#but enough people have been kind enough to tell me about it so i guess it bears saying that its somewhat intentional#i usually try to temper the way that my bpd influences the way that i write bc i know most characters dont react that intensely to things#but i knew it would be inevitable with how i was handling the way falins dragon affects her usual audhd mindset so#i kinda just let loose and leaned into the ways it makes it so difficult to navigate your own emotions#esp. when your confidence in 'right and wrong' in social situations is already horribly shaken bc of the autism#im v v happy people are able to feel connected to it#the autism + adhd + bpd clusterfuck is such a specific thing that i really wasnt expecting this many ppl to find it relatable AHA
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i think your hat post is really cool and interesting but susan’s hat is a cat and i will die on this hill
this is true!!! when i was talking about the modern human hats not resembling animals i meant all of these ones
(excluding the minerva-bots and finn of course)
#wait. wait. i just thought something#finn wearing his bear hat -> bc it makes him feel connected to the humans#and martin & the hiders (that old woman with the tiger at least) not wearing hats bc they don't feel that personal connection w/ the island#ok this is so obvious but i just think comparing and contrasting finn and martin is so interesting#but i don't think martin really was a hider. i don't think he felt particularly connected to any ideology or viewpoint in particular#he's a floater#yk#martin is so interesting#i dont like the amnesia theory or whatever (that martin also lost his memory in some capacity)#like to me its just that. he was able to commit enough to start a family but not committed enough to go back to them#after being seperated & having freedom#& he just super duper avoids thinking about it bc it makes him feel guilty. but not guilty enough to do anything about it#like when he said he doesn't like thinking about minerva cause it stresses him out that doesn't come across as 'can't remember'#it very much comes across as 'nah im not gonna expend energy into thinking about something emotionally difficult'#like if he actually tried to be a dad to finn he'd have to face all the time he spent not looking for him. instd of just avoiding it all#like where's the fun in making him less Complicated. you know?#whenever finn is in the vicinity martin's always tryna get out of there as fast as possible 😭#i guess that could also just be seen as him trying to avoid the consequences of his actions (like when he's worried finns gonna try to rip#his arm off lmao) but i personally interpret it all as a guilt thing too#none of this is related to the ask but yea 🫣
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#ahhhhh this is it!!!!!!!#im watching the finale of sentinel if u couldnt guess already#aaaa im so nervous..... im so bad at finishing series ESPECIALLY if i like em i always leave the finale unwatched#i cant bear the thought of like. yk it ending#but i have to!! or i cant start it again and i cant watch the bloopers and so on#mann :'))))) im gonna be heartbroken i just KNOW it#not only cause sandburg becomes a cop or whatever(?) but also cos itll be over.....#once again guysss if anyone wants to watch it w me my dms r always open!! ^_^#ill be rewatching it anyway but id love to make other ppl watch this dumb show too fdhdhdhdh#aaaaaa i basically know the plot to this already but im still not readyyyyy#my post#eeeeeee blair i hate ur '90s american action show writers idea of an anthropologist' - research writing style sgshshdhdh
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there's something incredibly healing about this
#ok bear with me bc i am NOT great w words b u t#there's just something so special about ray- ray who stayed alive for *six* years for norman and emma- ray who never thought he deserved to#be alive. ray who would undoubtedly struggle with his self worth because his entire life he existed to help or be of use to someone else#THAT ray letting himself dream about traveling the world and seeing art and actually Live#he spent his entire life focusing on others- and finally let him focus on himself#and norman. norman who always treasured his family but not in the way that ray had until the last two months#i just#im losing my train of thought god#but ok right so#in the anime they had the kids discussing what they wanted to do on the outside- that scene didnt happen in the manga so it's the only one#i have to base this off of#but anyways#in the anime right? ray was just like. ill have to survive blah blah and norman talked about wanting to travel#so if we're basing it on that- it's nice to see that ray let himself focus on his own happiness. and norman moreso treassured his time with#family because he understands that his time with them is limited#uhhhh ok i guess that makes sense ill probably try and rb this and explain it better not in the tags#tpn#ash is mentally ill#ray#norman
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Blackbright save me... Save me phantomquill... Save me...
#bear bitch#ace attorney#duel destinies#aa5 spoilers#just finished turnabout tomarrow and 😭#Please for the past 65 hours ive been rooting for him and blackquill to be The Boyfriends Ever#and... 😭😭😭#i shoulve been suspicious when i hadnt seen any ship art of them#but i guess i assumed there was a more popular ship with simon so i brushed it off 😭#guys i had already constucted a dulusion of their love life what now???#Catch me pretending the phantom was an unrelated third party and bobby is alive and has been alive and is blackquills silly little scrimblo#i need love and happyness PLEASE#putting the angst of simon being borderline in love w/ Fulbright and getting fucking crushed when it’s reveled#in my pocket :3#not thinking about the implacations just drawing them having a pajama date lalala
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i try my best not to think of it and i havent in years but the fact the only people who were ever supposed to be my friends irl would always dump their love on me and then to leave me & say they dont like me over and over and over again only so they could watch my reaction n make fun of me together maybe did affect me huh
#i am normal i am not affected ii do not see ◡_◡#[distant sounds of me crying & screaming && gasping for air &&& ripping myself to shreds like a bear]#i was always an autistic lil freak who didnt speak so i guess i shouldnt be surprised#but like. i always just wanted them to like me#i always just wanted the chance to like them back and let be allowed. always just wanted someone to be pals with. someone i could trust to#have my back for once vs everything else#i remember such a specific moment right#and we were going on a roadtrip w her and one i already had#and they ended up talking before we left#the worst part is i had to keep seeing them. i had to just keep reliving the humiliation over n over again n it got so deep in me#& the og one had a plan that we would sit together in the back n n we had like. tons of stuff brought we could do n snacks n all this#n then at the very last second literally as i had just sat down she was like . actually. i dont want you back here. i want her she's way be#better#and i remember so specifically she was like. LOL look at ur face..........#and so i had to sit up front alone w nothing to do the entire ride but listen to them make fun of me for it#i feel like it would be better if they had left it at that but then they always came back n treated me so sweetly so i was like . ok i have#a chance#maybe they do like me#like the same girl went on to share cookies she had bought w me and we sat on the lawn for hours hanging out n eating them#and then she did it again#and again#but i was so alone in the world otherwise that i stayed#for years n years#my therapist always talks about how because of how long ive had anxiety means itll take either equally as long or longer to recover#and all i can think ab is how i lived with everything horrible at home#always just wanting to escape#to living through bad things outside of it too#just piling on top#from 6-16#and i kept going back
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@ all my irl friends atm, so sorry, can't hang out, I'm too tired of participating in normal society
#i just feel burnt out from interacting in real life lately#sorry to ghost 😭#my friend is like when do you wanna hang out!!#never :)#but i feel bad cause its not anyones fault but mine#but my brain cant bear it#'do you wanna come over to mine tmr?' no but how about coming over anf watching me stagnate in my bed LMAO#i just think i wont be able to like be a productive member of society until school starts again#im just burnt out of life 😭#like im not particularly depressed atm just very i guess emotionally heavy at time#feel very happy abt solitude i guess!!#i think a month of going out every day needs ro be balanced w being a cave gremlin for a month#catie.rambling.txt
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angeltism x anon ship name is anontism??? aquanon ????? anonqua ??? i think you should marry all of us
KYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMGGG THIS MADE ME SMILE ACTUALLY EJDIDJSU . aquanon is a silly name I think /pos . also ooh idk about marriage,,, one of y'all is gonna have to propose for that ehe 🤭
random but I'm curious how many there are of uu ( anons who want me ) . there should be a way to distinguish uu guys from normal anons bc I assume nawt Everybun who's sent me an anon ask lately wants to date moi , that'd be kinda absurd of moi to assume , but I also don't wanna force y'all into using sign-offs or somethin if y'all don't wanna . . :0 but ANYWAYS JFJSJFJF aquanon . could be real some day . who knows ! ^_^
#➳ the fool's mail box#➳ sender; anonymous#since I'm sadly strictly mono if there's multiple crushnonnies (?? where'd that come from idk but we're keeping it at least in this tag)#I'd . y'know . have to ''pick'' i guess . which sucks bc all the lovey asks I've gotten so far r so silly n I'm soso curiousies abt whoever#has sent some in ~ ^o^#oooh topic jump . adhd . bear w me#but emoji signoffs could lead to more shippy type stuff mwehehehe#since i have an emoji i use for myself ( 🌊 ) n for pairings of moi n somebun else we do stuff likee#🤍🌊 n 🌊🌌 :3#like ship emoji pairings in stuff like pj.sk . . . . :]#idk silly idea i thought of#again there's no pressure to use sign offs they're optional . they just also generally help with anybun who's coming back here often#esp if they like moi in that way since it's like . . . i know it's somebun I've spoken to before n am therefore a bit less awkward/generic#with how i reply ? but AGAIN LIKE . they're optional . y'all r on anon for a reason n i respect it <33
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ok yea but don't forget about what daigo did in yakuza 4. how could he throw away his most valuable officer like that? he made such terrible decisions there. he was not a good choice and kiryu should have known better. (i am not prev anon btw but i do agree with them)
i didnt forget: i make fun of him every other day for it actually. His Widow Era, i dub it
but in all seriousness i never said daigo was perfect or the "perfect choice"- every time i defend him i emphasize that he isn't perfect and more or less joke about yayoi being chairwoman. but i don't intend to make him seem perfect- i just want to say he's not totally helpless and he didn't run the tojo into the ground like people seem to believe. daigo making one fuck up that got resolved in a week isn't fair enough grounds to brand him a failure for his twelve years of service
plus, who else was kiryu supposed to choose? we already went over how kashiwagi isn't the kind of man to lead people- guide, sure- but not lead. and majima surely didn't want to lead the tojo, he hardly even wanted to be there. kiryu made it clear his options were exhausted and anyone but daigo would be an irresponsible choice (and that was made evident with the likes of shindo running around). again, it was a gamble, and luckily daigo managed to work things out despite his inexperience and hasty inauguration
BUT this ask has inspired me to make a general timeline of daigo's career complete with W's, L's, and things totally out of his control so we can all come to our own conclusions on whether he was cringe fail or not
text version below, left to right:
(Post-Y2) Daigo's Inauguration - January, 2007
Peace Period - January 2007 to March 2009 (2 years, 2 months)
(Y3) Daigo is shot in an attempt to protect Kazuma Kiryu's land - March, 2009
Peace Period - March 2009 to March 2010 (1 year)
(Y4) Daigo is cornered by Isao Katsuragi and the police - March 2010
Peace Period - March 2010 to December 2012 (2 years, 9 months)
(Y5) Daigo slips from the Tojo to visit Tatsuo Shinada and causes a potential rift between the Tojo and the Yamagasa family - December, 2012
(Post-Y5) Daigo resolves the tension between the Yamagasa family and the Tojo Clan - December, 2012
Peace Period - December 2012 to 2015 (3 years)
(Pre-Y6) Daigo, alongside Goro Majima, are framed and arrested for the fire in Little Asia - 2015 to January 2017 (~2 years)
(Post-Y6) Daigo and co. are released from prison, deciding not to get revenge for Kiryu's sake - January, 2017
Peace Period - January 2017 to Late 2017 (~1 year)
(Pre-Y7) The Tojo Clan is pushed out of Kamurocho as a part f the Kamurocho 3K Plan (Late 2017)
Daigo, Saejima, and Majima are forced into hiding - Late 2017 to Mid 2019 (~2 years)
(Y7) Daigo and Masaru Watase put an end to the yakuza and go legit as a security company - Mid 2019
#snap chats#i could probably also include daigo's charisma being able to recruit mine#mine's involvement in the tojo is what gave them grandiose funds#tho i excluded it since we don't see that tree bear fruit- if anything it just makes a problem in Y4 💀#i did consider daigo's arrest in 2015 as out of his control- not to mention majima was arrested a well#it wasn't that daigo made an agreement with the police they literally just came and arrested him and majima#unlike Y4 where he had the choice of whether or not to work with the police#i've marked the jima's hiding as out of his control though i guess you can argue it was in his control#but it was a long-term plan so it's like. EHHHHH up in the air ig#yes the tojo was pushed out but it was also a long-term plan to protect them and liberate them from the government#it's an L or a W depending on how you see it#i feel like im missing something but im tired and put more effort into this than i should have#if we wanna talk bout daigo's capabilities as a chairman i'm all ears because i am that post i just rb'd about becoming your pfp#for now im making a hijikata compilation bye
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