#they dont make them like they this anymore

[iztea]

i think one of my biggest pet peeves is when you're trying to explain or delve deeper into a topic that's *a bit* more complex or challenging with someone and they immediately cut you off and resort to making jokes about their head hurting or dumbing it down to a cartoonish level for,,, comedic effect i guess

[nuggetpool-hi]

Thank you, old men, for making a 5 hour wait possible

ANYWAY got some of the headcanons I have for em in there BUT some extra ones areee

- They're living in the woods! In a lil cabin, Wade still works as a merc for fun and Logan works with wood for fun but they dont really need much money anymore. They living a nice simple life yes!

- Laura, Mary and Al do live with em but I never draw them and might not ever so there's that

- I like to imagine Logan gained weight because he's happier and more comfortable BUT ALSO BECAUSE!! his metal skeleton requires extra fat and muscle for support!! So a lot of his joint pain has been eased bc he's got more strength to hold it

- Logan's got that autistic rizz, also PTSD obv BUT its getting easier with therapy ☝️

- Wade OH Wade.. ADHD, schizophrenia, PTSD, probably bipolar?? Not even god knows whats happening in that head

- Wade is very much afraid of water bc torture so he uses lil clean wipes to bathe ☝️

- Logan is like a furnace and Wade's a lil icecube so they regulate each other's temperature

- Logan is in fact feral sometimes and enjoys hunting for them meals

- Their love language isn't as violent anymore, Logan's much calmer and Wade still likes to annoy him but not to provoke him to attack

- Logan can't really break the 4th wall but since seems so vital to Wade he chooses to pretend its real and sometimes it makes him a bit paranoid but he ain't telling

- Wade gets called hairball as a name (bc of the time Logan threw him up)

- Wade loves cooking but can't always eat, Logan loves watching him and eating whatever he makes yuhh (also getting the ingredients)

I'll add more if I think of anything augh

[akascow]

UGHHH the way viktor was afraid of people forgetting his accomplishments and how his memory will be short lived only for it to ACTUALLY HAPPEN is SO FUCKING HEARTBREAKING

because he was never included in the hextech credits, his name isnt as publically known and ppl will only see him as That One Guy who started a cult and tried to take over the world or smth (IF that. like do most people even know thats viktor in there or is it just another Piltover’s nameless baddie of the week to them… sad)

and the FEW people who knew him and his contribution to hextech are either just dead or probably saw him as a villain as their last memory of him, was he even worth saving in their mind??

the ONLYYYY person who understood him and loved him for who he was (other than sky ofc, who also died lmao) was taken with him in death, so viktor’s story wont even live on in honor for how he truly was and what he really stood for, bc jayce is the only one who can accurately describe him post-mortem

and people will probably think jayce (THE GOLDEN BOY, MAN OF PROGRESS in the eyes of piltover) died trying to fight him bc no one knows what their conversation was about before they went out, or how jayce was willing to sacrifice himself too because he shares blame in it all, so theyll likely just villainize viktor for that as well, 'the one who killed jayce talis- creator of hextech'

and no one is alive to mourn him :( so fucking depressing

also i dont blame jayce for 'taking all the credit' like some people do lol ive seen ppl say he was egotistical and taking it all in for himself and pushing viktor aside, but he literally always says viktor is his partner and never implies that HE ALONE developed hextech or that hes the sole creator in it all

like its always been 'OUR inventions' and 'my PARTNER' and 'WE created this' whenever jayce talks about hextech. he literally corrects viktor from "your [jayce's] hextech dream" to "our hextech dream" the very first night they partner up bc, despite knowing this man for maybe 4 hours max, he already recognizes the importance of their partnership and that hes not the sole idea-man in this project anymore

i think that whole negative idea was probably developed from jayce signing every single page in his notes,, but itd make more sense to me that he'd do that- not out of arrogance- but he might share the same fear that viktor has: in being forgotten for his work... so he signs every page making sure no one can take a piece out of context and pass it as their own years down the line, or erase the possibility that forget the origin of the creator, especially in a world where a species like yordels are seemingly immortal, names hold a lot of weight as time withers tangible things away

and im assuming jayce recognizes that the fact that being from the undercity could have easily silenced viktor's ideas and contributions in the eyes of the public, and jayce doesnt want to diminish his work towards it. two very important lines jayce hears from viktor that night are "do you think i want to spend my whole life as an assistant" and "a poor kid from the undercity, no one believed in me, i was an outcast the moment i stepped foot in piltover" and he probably took those to heart (paraphrasing those quotes bc i have the memory of a goldfish or smth)

i feel like its moreso piltover to blame (? imo) lmao they set up jayce as the golden boy, and piltover is all about names and status and wealth. they very obviously discriminate against zaunites (and viktor himself states that too) like yeah we dont see the whole process of The Man of Progress being made,, BUT viktor expresses how he doesnt want to go out in front of people in Progress Day, so jayce is very much just respecting his wishes and boundaries to not drag him up there when hes clearly uncomfortable at the thought yk?

viktor might also recognize himself that piltover will use his knowledge as a celebrity idol for people to look at rather than as an actual scientist for people to acknowledge and appreciate. he wants to be known for what he did, not a soulless face for people to gawk at. makes sense tho, irl u usually dont remember celebrity actions unless theyre negative, but you do remember scientist's accomplishments rather than what they look like

ppl bring up the hexgate blueprints at the end and how it only has Jayce's name on it as another argument and idk i feel like it has multiple things to stem off that before getting to the 'jayce took credit for everything' idea?

maybe they were changed after the whole cult incident, like viktor's name taken off, which yeah thats obviously depressing in itself. i think its more likely bc piltover wont want their whole gimmick to be associated with that incident, rather than jayce purposefully leaving viktor's name out of it... thats probably the strongest explanation imo. we gotta remember viktor is quite literally jayce's best friend- do you really think jayce would take away his best friend's accomplishments like that? lets be real yall HAHA

my own guess is that jayce was actually the sole designer in the hexgate design, and while they can share custody, maybe viktor doesnt take credit for things that werent his ? like yeah they worked on the hextech ideas together but it could be more like jayce drew up the plans and viktor helped with the science of it idk, but thatd explain why only jayce's name would be on it (in a non depressing way that kind of makes sense), bc jayce designed the hexgates specifically

maybe viktor didnt want his name on it either bc reasons i said above, tho this is unlikely to me bc he probably wouldnt want his name taken off if he was scared about legacy erasure,, but these are just theories idk

anyway i think blaming jayce for viktor's erasure is kind of - uhm -stupid because jayce has always made it his goal to not just save viktor but to include viktor every time he brings up hextech in conversation, whether it calls for his mention or not. because jayce knows drilling viktor's name association as co-contributer to hextech into the heads of other people is important, considering viktor's background, and jayce's own current social status as the golden boy: the leverage he holds when he speaks. people will listen lol

[47lake]

asleep

synopsis: billie has an eventful dream about you, becoming so eager for you that she can't wait please you, even when you're asleep.

‼️: sub!top!billie (hardly tho), somnophilia, oral, “mommy”, finger sucking, hair grabbing/pulling idk, not that much tbh mostly just the somno thing w/c: 711

note: CONSENT FOR THIS WAS OBVIOUSLY ESTABLISHED DONT THINK BILLIE JUST UP AND DECIDED TO DO THIS THEY TALKED ABOUT IT YALL ANYWAYS JUST READ IT

you both laid in bed fast asleep, clinging to each others skin even in your shared dream-like state. billie had always been the early riser, she began to stir, eventually waking up.

groggily, she rubbed her eyes and raked her fingers through her hair to get it out of her face. she turned to you, met with the sight of you sleeping so soundly, she leaned down to kiss your cheek.

she planted her kiss ever so gently, as not to wake you. once she pulled away she saw your soft smile, so sweet even like this. she ran her hand across your thigh, admiring the sweet sight in front of her.

your bodies were tangled together, the two of you unable to sleep unless you were as close as possible. billie was currently recollecting her dream, it was having quite the effect on her, she began to squirm as she remembered the explicit details.

she ran her hands over your body, so careful as to not interrupt your peaceful slumber. she couldn't keep her hands off of you after dreaming of touching you in all the right places.

untangling herself from your grasp, she pulled the sheets away from the both of you. she rolled you over onto your back, spreading your legs open and pulling down your boxers. she'd wanted to do this for so long, today she just couldn't wait anymore.

her arms found home wrapped around your thighs, kissing along each of them with such care. you sighed softly, she was surprised you hadn't woken up yet.

she watched as you only got wetter with each kiss against your skin, she was practically drooling at the sight.

she gingerly ran her tongue through your slick, a breathy and sleepy moan seeping from your lips. she darted her tongue inside you, so eager for more.

you gasped and sat up suddenly, her tongue still worked perfectly, your leaking center tightened around her.

"bill- fuck! what are you-?"

your moans cutting off your words, she always knew just how to please you. you grabbed a handful of her hair, pulling her away from your heat to answer your question.

"i'm sorry, mommy, i just couldn't wait for you to wake up."

her plump lips and chin shiny with your arousal coating them. she never looked more perfect, her sweet pleading eyes and pouty lips made you give in with such ease.

you let your grip on her hair go, granting her permission to continue. she worked furiously, always trying to get your next moan louder than the last.

your sleepy haze only intensified the satisfaction she was giving you, always so eager for your approval.

"does it feel good? do you like it?"

she mumbled against your flesh, obviously in need of your praise. you smiled and picked your head back up, previously it lolled back, waves of pleasure too intense to stay up.

"you're so fucking good, my love."

you felt her smile into you, her gained confidence only making her more determined. your jaw hung down, breath hitched in your throat as you felt her two fingers sliding inside of you, her lips now focusing on your sensitive clit.

your grip on her hair resumed, thighs closing around her head, your release building quickly. her tongue swirled in perfect circles around your pulsing bud, sharp blue eyes meeting your own, she couldn't help but watch you like this.

simultaneously, her fingers curled up into you as her lips wrapped around your bundle of nerves, sucking intensely, sending shocks coursing through your nerves. your eyes squeezed shut as your breath caught in your throat, your wave of release threatening to spill over.

she hummed happily, clit still tucked between her lips as you began to shake, the pleasure now all too much to contain. waves crashing over you as you unwound against her. her pace slowing as she made sure to ease you fully through your orgasm.

her fingers slid out of you, her tongue making quick work of collecting your warm bliss. she brought herself up from between your legs, guiding her fingers to her parted lips. she slipped them into her mouth, moaning at the taste.

“so sweet, even when you’re asleep.”

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[slashersdaddy]

Hiii! How would slashers react if their usually soft s/o ask them to kill someone for whatever reason?

OOOOHH I LOVE this idea!! give me a sec to whip something up!! (Post production edit: I'm so sorry it took so long! I had a long spell of creative rut!)

VARIOUS SLASHERS WITH SOFT S/O ASKING THEIR PARTNER TO KILL SOMEONE FOR THEM!

Includes: Jason, Micheal, Vincent Sinclair, Lester Sinclair, Bo Sinclair, bubba Sawyer, Thomas Hewitt, Charles Lee Ray, Freddy Krueger

AS ALWAYS MDNI! I AM AN 18+ PAGE! THANK YOU!

Jason Voorhees:

Jason was confused to say the least- you WANTED him to kill someone? What did that bastard do?

When you first come to Jason, your usually cheerful face set in grim determination, and almost resignation- he feared the worst, that you wanted to leave him.

But when you uttered the question, when you asked him to kill someone- his already dead heart felt like it may break again- what did they do? Why did you feel the need for him to kill them?

Does he need to make them suffer? How badly did they hurt you?

It may be overwhelming how many questions he asks (signs) you.

Of course in the end he will of course kill the person- if for nothing else than because he cares for you and your mental health.

He will set you up all cozy before he leaves to do the deed, leaving you with blankets and movies and hot cocoa.

Michael Myers:

No questions asked- he is out the door.

dont even expect to be able to explain WHY you want this guy/girl dead- he will already be grabbing his weapon and heading for the door.

Of course he will make it especially painful- they hurt his S/O after all.

But once its done, he'll slink home, wrapping his arms around you from behind and burying his face in your neck, still bloodied from the asshat who DARED make you upset.

And of course he would cuddle you close, silently holding you and stroking your tummy, low growls are expected if you try to get up at all.

he probably will keep you home for the next few weeks- for your 'protection'

and he does mean it!!!

he wants you safe!!

Even in his own fucked up way <3

Vincent Sinclair:

Vincent will pause- eyes scanning you- thinking perhaps it was a joke

you HAD to be joking right?

but when he realized you weren't his stomach turned-

what the hell had this bastard done? clearly he didn't DESERVE to be immortalized- so of course Vincent wouldn't use him at all in his art

rather making Lester 'dispose' of the body quietly

he would make it painful- violent; much more than usual

Once the deed is done he will coddle you, showing you little sculptures, or if you are interested in art- draw and paint with you, his watchful gaze never leaving you- you were his messiah, his god/dess you were his everything-

he would make sure you were safe.

even though he would usually leave this to his brother, it's personal now

Lester Sinclair

Now Lester, he's taken off gaurd by this request, you his sweet lil angel cakes are asking him to off someone?

But of course he won't tell you no.

He will make sure to get his Bowie knife all ready to 'take ojt the trash'

He will ask how painful it should to be

If your crying when you ask, even more reason for him to make that bastard suffer worse than they made you suffer.

Bo Sinclair

Bo doesn't ask anymore questions.

All he needs to know is when where and who.

Of course he will make it painful

And of course he will make the fucker suffer, maybe he will even remove a few fingers to torture them.

He wants his partner happy, so hearing you ask him to kill someone sent him off the fucking rails.

Bubba Sawyer

Bubba sees red

Why would you of all people want someone dead?

Unless they hurt you real bad.

That makes him really angry

He doesn't like the idea of you being hurt, let alone someone else hurting you so bad you don't want them alive anymore.

It will be painful

And slow

He knows how to kill fast, so it stands to reason if he doesn't hit vital points he can make them suffer longer

Thomas Hewitt

Tommy sees red, very similar to bubba

Except he will put on a full on manhunt for the fucker

Using more phycological methods first, stalking them like prey

Before snatching them up and ending them brutally

Charles Lee ray

An excuse to kill some sad mother fucker? Gladly.

But when he sees the tears in your eyes, the way you are shaking, it's personal.

It isn't any longer something to waste time.

This fucker hurt his partner.

This bastard dated touch what was his.

Honestly he will probably fillet the fucker

Freddy Krueger

He won't make it easy.

He will torment the bastard for weeks in their dreams before finally striking.

And of course he won't let you forget that you asked him to kill someone

Of course he is worried, he doesn't fully grasp what the sudden change was about, but he doesn't mind killing for you.

[pearlcigs]

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[neurodivergent-willow]

Hi,

This one's a little triggering: TW discourse of tik tok autistic creators still trying to claim they're nonverbal, or partially nonverbal?

Like what more can we as nonspeakers say or do to get them to actually listen? I just have no idea cause I still keep seeing LSN partially verbal people saying they're "Demiverbal" or "going nonverbal" and Jules just not know what more to do. It really pisses Jules off. 😤 sorry if not want to answer. Jules just can't stand seeing it everywhere on insta. I hate it 😒 more of question on how do you cope with it? Guess that was a two parter question sorry

Hi! What we can do is:

Normalise the term verbal shutdown, people do NOT like confrontation, nor do they like being told what they are doing is harmful, they can get really defensive and mean, so you have to be really kind to them, and then sometimes they listen.

If you normalise and make videos saying its called verbal shutdown, the word will spread! And it has!

I cope with it by:

firstly i dont get much content that is autism LSN on my fyp anymore because its mostly hunger games or other things (YAY for hunger games),

but also if i do come across it ill comment "hey! Im pretty sure it's actually called verbal shutdown and not "going nonverbal"!! :D"

or not comment at all and ignore it, it used to make me very very annoyed, but, since i found my community of nonverbal/nonspeaking people on tumblr i dont feel as annoyed because i have a community on tumblr!!

Before i had only one or two nonspeaking friends partly because how how the search results on TikTok get full with people saying they go nonverbal 😢.

And remember they normally dont mean any harm, they just think thats what is right!!

I try to put in verbal shutdown into conversation about speaking issues like if i post on the autism tumblr comments, so people know thats what its called and are educated!! :D

And for the part you said tiktok creators trying to claim they are nonverbal well i do think some tiktok creators are nonverbal (including me) but i presume you mean them trying to call their verbal shutdowns nonverbal?😊 and i do think demi verbal is an appropriate term so i am a *tiny* bit confused by some of your message but the parts i understand i agree with!

[andro-dino]

a very eloquent breakdown on my thoughts and feelings about various icebound dynamics I think about a lot bc I love them and I miss them and if I keep these in my head for too long I will blow up:

this one I think is pretty simple. the whole party genuinely means everything to me they r THE family every and make me sob and cry and throw up constantly with how much I love them.

when it comes to ships, I DO NOT FUCK AROUND ABOUT SKRAISY AND JORQUEEN they r seriously everything to me, and then for barnabos skrimm and taishen, I just think they’re silly. all of them have their own moments together at separate parts that I came to each of these conclusions separately.

For a more in depth breakdown of those bc I really like them actually:

Barnabos and skrimm are pretty self explanatory I think. Those two are incredibly endearing together, both in the sillier moments but also just work together really well as a serious relationship and their dynamic is just so so good

Barnabos and Taishen are like, tooth-rottingly cute and I think it’s a crime that they aren’t more popular as a ship. I think barnabos’ maturity and protectiveness combined with taishen’s naivety and sweetness just make for a really cute dynamic and their duo moments together make me smile every time without fail

Skrimm and Taishen are like, the least serious one I have of the three. there is obviously the whole “pumped up” bit that was actually like insane, but they’ve had a couple moments throughout pretty much the whole series that have just made me have my eye on them for a while. I do not know how functional they would actually be together but I like to think that they both at the very least acknowledge that they find the other attractive and refuse to think about it any harder for both of their own sakes

Do not ask me how many times the term “queenie and skrimm/taishen bestieism” has come up in my priv livetweets of icebound (the answer is a lot). seriously like queenie’s friendships with both of them r everything to me they are just so insanely endearing. I like how skrimm and queenie absolutely bring out the worst (best) in each other and are just absolute rapscallions together every time, and I just like queenie and Taishen!!! like I don’t have the full words to put to their dynamic but I love them and I love that they r best friends and love and support each other always I LOVE THEM!!!!

These guys also mean everything to me. Queenie and her boyfriend and her best friend!!! That timestamp is a clip that just shows off the absolute silliness of these three together. I am so obsessed with jornir’s obvious favoritism for queenie and just how much he loves and cares about her and trusts in her and her abilities but is so insanely concerned for her safety and prioritizes it above all else, meanwhile emphasizing how incredibly much he does NOT trust in skrimm or his abilities and how he is there only to help queenie and nothing else. it’s genuinely really hilarious and I love them sm. Jornir and skrimm in general are just really hilarious but when you juxtapose it with jorqueen it’s just that infinitely better. I think also queenie and skrimm’s aforementioned duo dynamic and how insanely silly they are with each other, combined with jornir’s jornirness is also just such a funny dynamic and I love it very much

I dont really know how to elaborate on how much I love them together like you either get it or you don’t. Queenie and her boyfriend and her best friend part 2!!! They r such a comfort trio for me just bc I really like the idea of them all bluetooth syncing to each other and just understanding each other and communicating really well. Also this came to me last night but yk that one tiktok that’s like “‘doesn’t matter what you think, a different gender best friend is a red flag’? I’m sorry Emily, we can’t be friends anymore. and tell your boyfriend I fuckin hate him too”. that’s them to me. (Side note I cannot find this tiktok fucking ANYWHERE now??? it existed at one point I swear)

yeag. that about sums it up I think. queenie’s protective instincts for everyone around her all the time in general make me sob but when it comes to her and Daisy I am genuinely gonna blow up a building about it I love them so much. the way she so instantly jumps to take care of her after honey’s passing and how insanely protective she is over her and is constantly looking out for her I’m just like ooughhhhhhhhh my god. they make me sob I love them dearly

these could’ve been separate images but i didn’t feel like making more separate images lmao

Jornir and barnabos as a duo are really great I love remembering that these guys are like actually awesome and really cool like genuinely. Both of them have different qualities to them that make them so good when they step up into leadership positions for the party and I just think they’re both absolute fucking badasses when they really wanna be and I love when they come together and maximize their joint slay it’s really great.

When it comes to both of them with Daisy, I have the same feeling about it which is oughhhhhhhh my god I love them. Again both of them being some of the coolest and most mature members of the party when they really wanna be really comes out with both of their individual dynamics with Daisy and I just really love how they both take up such a protective and supportive role with her. They r so. I dare say fatherly. I just oughhh I love them I love them lots.

[thatdeadaquarius]

Hello ^^ r u alive??

Yes actually!

Shocking I know, but yall haven't heard from me bc I've been having a busy year.

TLDR: Moved out of homestate year after graduating college, working paycheck to paycheck now, while taking online class (still taking, ill be done mid january), got hit by Hurricane Helene like 6 months? After moving here, and have been recovering from that while also maintaining job/class.

(It was like Katrina but for this area, bc they were unprepared for hurricanes here)

Have had No time yo work on my hobbies really, and if anyone remembers by now, ive been working on a followup fic for the eldritch reader sagau one shot from,, last year? Idk anymore, point is!

I wanted yo write it all out then make just post the chapters one after another so u guys wouldn't be waiting months on next update (like my Players Possessions fic rn 😔)

But, ive barely had any time to myself, and I usually have been filling it with my class or living my life, or other hobbies, so on top of busy life I've been unmotivated bc I've had to force myself to make time and write it out

(I'm deadass fighting for my life against my fic writing style, which i guess is pretty long winded, so the word count is like,, tied me to a car and is dragging me tf out lol)

So im still working on that fic, so that way I can post all at once,

I also feel very bad for you guys who've left asks and im very slow, so they're pretty old now and I felt bad answering them so long after you asked :/

Ill probably still be posting them eventually, but just wanted to let you guys know im alive and very sorry about not doing your asks for forever (years atp??) /gen

(Also ive had like, no time since Fontaine let alone Natlan to even play Genshin LMAO, which makes writing about the new characters kinda hard obv lol)

Thanks for checking in, sorry for the word dump!!

Here's to a (hopefully) more active deadaquarius blog next year!! 🫠🎉🥂

Safe Travels, happy holidays, and if I dont see you, happy new year!!

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[meowmoew3]

Strangers Again singer au!

choso kamo x reader // satoru gojo x reader implied throughout. 𝜗𝜚˚⋆⭑

"I don't wanna be your dirty secret, I don't wanna be your love affair.." ღ˚｡⋆

⁀➷ In which uprising singer y/n l/n is hidden in the dark by her current lover, Satoru Gojo. What happens when she decides the lingering kisses in the dark and only being able to say I love you in whispers, is too much? Her friends all tell her to call it off, get it over with, find someone who will show her off. When she doesn't listen to them and decides to get started on her new song, Please Please Please, will her producer, Choso Kamo, get tired of this and admit he has a crush on her? Or will he allow her to spiral deeper into Gojos life? Maybe sweet y/n is already getting tired of meeting him at the back door and getting used to meeting Choso at the front..

˙✧˖° S T R A N G E R S A G A I N  ༘⋆｡˚

CHAPTERS

0. interlude : MASTERLIST

ACTION! ˚⋆⭑:: Kissing In the Car || STATUS : POSTED!

interlude : We Come Out After Dark || STATUS : soon!

CUT. // take my jacket off

PAUSE.. // No Need to Show Off

ACTION! ˚⋆⭑:: I love you..

CUT. // only in whispers!

ACTION! // Confession: A Dirty Secret

PAUSE.. // Love Affair..

interlude : Favorite Person

ACTION! // Sweet Escape!

CUT. // "We're just best friends.."

PAUSE.. // PARTY TIME!!

interlude : lover undercover

ACTION! // Confession: Is It Me?

CUT. // Strange To Other Girls?

interlude : hit me up!

CUT. // Craved Attention

interlude : tired.

PAUSE.. // I don't wanna say it in whispers anymore.

ACTION! // I Don't Wanna Be Your Dirty Secret

ACTION! // I Don't Wanna Be Your Love Affair

PAUSE.. // I don't wanna be your lover undercover.

CUT! // STRANGERS AGAIN

interlude : stranger.

#BREAK ROOM!⭑─

 i used to write fan fiction in 2021 so im excited to get back to it.. im honestly not that good of a writer but i try! break rooms will not be edited or proofread so.. accept my bad writing here. feel free to give me feedback and suggestions for this story because i have no clue where this is going. ill try to update every few days, or week.. but def frequently!! depending on how this does idk how to work this website so im learning as i go!! THINGS UNDER THE CUT ARE CREDITS/RULES/ETC.

CREDITS ⭑─ 

Inspired by Strangers Again by Olivia Rodrigo

please do not copy, translate, or reupload my work to different platforms. I do not own music, photos, or characters used. Things written in quote ( that isnt a character talking ) does NOT belong to me, I am not claiming to own any of it.

RULES ⭑─ 

Honestly there are no rules.. but try to keep it positive. Idc for mdni but small warning, i am not responsible for what you see on social media. if you see something you dont like please scroll it is not my responsibility to tell you who and what to interact with.

ETC! ⭑─ 

Hehe promise im a fun person im just trying to get these points across.. ill prob edit this better later! should i make a taglist? if so 50/50 open!! gonna make my masterlist and what not soon. also this will be available on ao3 soon!!>o<

[letterboxd-warrior]

Getting sold to The Reservoir Dogs

It was one sunny afternoon in California. Chilling in your bedroom you hear a knock on the door, you dont bother to get up and open it because your mum will get it. You hear some men down stairs and think to yourself, who on earth are they? You decide to leave your bedroom to see who these people are.

When you get downstairs you see 6 men, one stuck out to you a guy in a brightly coloured nike windbreaker the rest all wore suits. "Hi honey theres some people here id like you to meet," you feel dread why does my mum want me to meet these people?

They all introduce themselves to you anyway, the guy in the bright windbreaker introduces himself as eddie, the guy next to him says his name is mr blonde but most people call him hot sauce, they next guy says his name is mr brown (he has dreamy eyes and a beautiful smile) the next guy says his name is mr pink, you look at his moustache intensely and he gives you a funny look. Then the guy next to him introduces himself and says hes mr orange, then the older man introduces himself with a lovely smile and compliments your outfit.

You then ask your mum, "Who are these people? " "i have sold you to them i cant be putting up with you anymore, i have packed your bags and i dont want to hear a word from you, not even a goodbye." She sounds really angry and you feel very upset, why has she done this, these people could be anybody, they could be murderers for all i know or even michael madsen hot sauce owners!! You decide to comply with your mother you dont say anything but grab your suitcase, then mr white slowly takes the suitcase away from you, "let me do that for you sweetheart. " After that Mr brown can see your abit upset and tries to comfort you "Have you ever listened to madonna, becauss like i-i love her!! She is a star, a lucky star!!" It makes you giggle how enthusiastic he is, "Of course ive heard of madonna she one of my favourites."

By time you and brown where talking youre already at the car ready to go, mr white drives and you sit between mr pink and mr orange. Eddie decides to ask you something,"Dear why dont you tell us something about yourself?" "Well im a cali girl born and raised, i love pumpkin spice lattes❤🧡 and cocain- eddie interrupts you "Me too!!" "Omg we're twinning anyways thats all you really need to know about me and that i love music and movies!"

You arrive at your destination mr pink opens the door for you and you thank him and hold his hand, he looks taken aback when you do this but doesnt complain he likes how warm it makes him feel inside.

Pt2 soon??

[babymorte]

i just need to know what it is about me that everyone thinks it’s okay to constantly disrespect me and treat me like a subhuman. everyone keeps telling me it’s not my fault that i keep getting used and fucked over but the common denominator is me.

like i don’t know what it is about guys being on the internet that makes them think women are a roster for them to act how every they want and have no consequences. im sorry it’s fucking trashy and what’s worse is when they’re people you have been friends with for years. even worse when they’re in a relationship. being online does not mean anonymous and social media is not a fucking dating or hookup app and i dont do that shit. i dont associate with people who do that shit and i don’t tolerate it being done to me.

you can ask people to stop but unless they respect you and actually want to i guess change for lack of a better word you’re stuck on a constant cycle of this harassment and borderline mental abuse and it’s really starting to take its fucking toll on me.

I’ve lost some of my best friends who think i just fuck around with whoever gives me attention because of my personality i guess i don’t know but it makes me sick to my stomach and i have never hated myself more. and then to find out your boyfriend is/was doing the same thing? it’s fucking devastating.

all it tells me is that im worth nothing to no one. the only thing im good for is sex or my appearance and when they get bored of me theres always someone else.

i have given up so much of myself to people who don’t deserve to be a thought in my mind and I still will protect them because i want to be the better person.

i just can’t take it anymore. i want to be chosen by someone who chooses me. me the person. sure i want the compliments and the flirty bits n all that but like there’s so much more to me than just my appearance and it’s becoming sickening clear that’s all im good for.

i’ve never felt so alone and i hate myself for it.

[chrisweetheart]

‘25 goals & ‘24 recap ⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𐙚

this year definitely had its ups and downs! i lost a lot of friends, struggled with a bunch of mental health issues this year, got my tumblr account banned, got blocked, fell in love, broke up, found peace. so definitely wasn’t the best year but also wasn’t the worst i would say?

౨ৎ went to therapy for the first time but quit after the first session - i hope in the new year i build up the courage to go again i regret quitting immediately.

౨ৎ lost loads of friends and never go out anywhere anymore (i love it) but made so many new friends on here. i’m so happy i found my peace and stopped being friends with people who made my life so much more negative i would be such a shitty person if i didn’t decide to leave them behind.

౨ৎ started journaling and reading a lot more.

౨ৎ started writing for the first time and got my fic to over 1000 notes.

౨ৎ almost at 900 followers after getting banned with 1.6k.

౨ৎ fell in love with my now ex! still kinda miss him :(

౨ৎ developed and grown my blog after getting banned, i’m so grateful for every kind word you all say to me and i really take it to heart and remember it forever, you are all the sweetest human beings ever and i’m so glad we are all in this little community together i love you all sweethearts.

special shoutout to @lolastrniolo @endereies @mattscoquette @ariestrxsh @freshloveee @secretlocket @delilahsturniolo @bernardsbendystraws & so many more of my moots for being so sweet and kind to me and treating me like a little sister i love you all more than you can imagine.

goals for ‘25 ౨ৎ

౨ৎ go to the gym or do some sort of physical activity everyday.

౨ৎ eat a lot more fruit and vegetables and protein and a lot less candy and junk food.

౨ৎ write a lot more and try to post a fic once a week even if it’s just a blurb.

౨ৎ stop procrastinating everything.

౨ৎ journal more.

౨ৎ read more.

౨ৎ always have a clean room.

౨ৎ go to therapy again.

౨ৎ drink a lot more water and a lot less soda (chris take notes)

౨ৎ work on my appearance more and try to make my skin cleaner and my hair stronger and healthier and longer.

౨ৎ try to save lots of money.

౨ৎ work harder in school.

happy new year to everyone and i hope you all have the best new year ever, remember to eat your grapes everyone. i’m so grateful for this year and even though it definitely wasn’t the best i dont think it was the worst, i’ve grown and matured so much more as a person this year and im so proud of myself. i love you all and happy new year <333

‘25 goals and ‘24 recap ♡ ୨୧ ࣪ ˖

while everyone is so focused on achievements and goals for the new year, i think it’s important to look back at what impactful things you did this year. this is a list of my most memorable moments within the last year, and my goals for the next. feel free too reblog with yours :)

— this was truly a year for the books. although i struggled with my mental health a lot, alongside other things in my personal life, i still think this year was good for me as a person and i learned a lot about myself. this is (in no particular order) some things i did this year that i think are worth mentioning.

౨ৎ started my fitness journey - i was in the gym five days a week for the longest period ever in my life. i learned to portion my food and began to eat cleaner and looked and felt the best i ever had in YEARS. as someone who struggled for a long time with self image and discipline, this was very healing for me.

౨ৎ i lost a few friends, but i made SO many new ones on here.

౨ৎ started journaling. i wrote about my day and what i was feeling. i found that having some sort of outlet really helped me with my anxiety.

౨ৎ picked up a long lost love for writing. i started to upload my work onto a platform for the first time in five years.

౨ৎ made my first big girl purchase and bought my dream car.

౨ৎ really found out my style and aesthetic. the clothes i like, the styles, colors, etc., after struggling with it for a long time.

౨ৎ developed and grew my blog to what it is today. coming on here is such an outlet for me, and i can’t thank you all enough. i know i’m just a blog on this app, but i seriously take every compliment and kind word to heart. even the smallest compliments will make my day. this year was hard on me, but everyone on this app made it so much better. i love all the love i get on here, i couldn’t be more thankful 🤍🤍 i seriously love eveyone on here so much.

special shoutout to @55sturn @sweetangelgirl7 @sirenedeslily @mattybsgroupie @freshloveee @pip4444chris @secretlocket @chrisweetheart @luverboychris @bernardsbendystraws @mattsdolll @cvnntagious + all of my mutuals ❣︎ i truly appreciate and love every one of you, i love talking with u guys so much. u make this app so fun <3

— it’s somewhat cheesy to have the “new year, new me” mindset, but i really think the start of a new year is a great way to clean the slate. they seem to go by fast, but one year can change so much. these are my goals for the new year.

౨ৎ exercise (4-5 days a week)

౨ৎ eat healthy and be mindful about food

౨ৎ ace all classes for both spring & fall semesters

౨ৎ figure out where i’m transferring to after my two year school

౨ৎ new job as a server / waitress

౨ৎ make and save lots of money

౨ৎ wardrobe and closet makeover

౨ৎ long healthy hair, white teeth

౨ৎ stop drinking soda , make coffee at home

౨ৎ get more into self care

౨ৎ listen to more music and new artists , explore albums and songs i don’t know of artists i currently like

౨ৎ write more often , try not to hold myself to a standard or a ridiculously high expectation

౨ৎ be kind to myself

all in all, i’m very excited to see what the new year brings, but sad to see this one go. this year was one i don’t think i’ll ever forget. i grew so much, and i really tend to forget that at time, as does everyone. you’re so focused on the road ahead of you, you forget to look back and see how far you’ve come. no matter what you do in your life, remember to be kind to yourself and don’t give up because you deserve to live the best life you can. i hope everyone has a very happy and healthy new year !!! i love you all <3

[namespara]

Those about to die wasnt the most well written show in existence but by gawds it was FUN, had stunning lighting and most importantly. Scheming evil little gay man.

There isnt much (any??) Art of it yet so take my screenshot study

[belobogindustries]

PHAETHON

[cozylittleartblog]

girl help i have been transported back to middle school

artfight attack on @necrotic-nightshade !!