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the mind will really do anything to distract from silence huh
#vent#i need to be better#i need to not fail at everything i do#i need to stand up for myself#i need to be a woman#i need to be held#i need so much#i need something#anything#please#fuck i need therapy so bad dont i#im never good enough#im never good at all#im a shallow imitation of the people i latch onto#my cool friends do something so i do it too to tey and grasp at any sliver of connection#where did my hobbies go.#they arent FUN anymore#im. im.#i dont knoe#i dont know.#when i wake up these feelings will be gone for now#and then in a few nights they'll be back#and theyll probablt be worse#and itll keep happening#ill keep spiralling#over and over#deeper and deeper#who knows what I'll do then#so i guess hold me close while you can who knows how long ill be here#hold me close. please
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"who radicalized you" the magic of friendship and love
#mlp#weedposting#no fr though theyll make fun of you for saying it#but being kind and accepting of eachother is so much nicer and blissful#and they made it into a 'cringe' 'edgy' 'ironic' thing to call out how bad the world has become (e.g. “we live in a society”)#kill them with kindness is a real thing i do it always (IRL at least i joke back to anons sometimes)#and its so much more satisfying to be nice and see them get confused and frustrated at why they arent bothering you#plus youll just feel nicer if you arent mean to people. i fear that is common sense but people seem to be lacking that anymore
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What's really sad about Ros on The Realm is that without Clown she would have 100% have been killed by now. There have been so many times this week where the Hostile faction have not been subtle about their intentions and Ros is panicking only for Clown to pop in and scare them away. Clown hovering around as a warning was the only thing keeping them at bay. I think this is why Clown is encouraging Ros to lean into killing people so much. No one sees her as a serious threat and so she is an easy target when they're desperate for a kill. And Pili is right, Clown can't always be there to protect Ros and the moment he's not around Pili will go back to targeting her. I don't doubt that Clown meant his threat that he will hunt down anyone that kills Ros but Pili is desperate enough to do it anyway.
Free my girl Ros she just wants to build and be silly and now she's going to get anxiety because people keep trying to kill her :(
#like bless Clown for immediately taking a liking to her because things would be SO MUCH worse if she didnt have him around#from the start I kind of figured people would target her because shes sweet and comes off as naive but they arent even hiding it anymore#this is all in character BTW I know out of character everyone is having fun#roscumber#clownpierce#the realm smp#coyote howls
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constantly thinking abt the long quiet and the shifting mound and their relationship w humanity. because the two are very much not mortal and even in the what happens next ending its very ambiguous if they ever WILL be or Can be. but even still they have both felt what its like to be mortal
i feel like its vague if the entity the two used to be even percieved its own existence. the way the narrator talks about it makes it seem like the two only existed conceptually and as a result lacked a complete sense of identity, and didnt need to, and wouldnt want to. but in the same way a thought cannot be unthought, the narrator gave them a glimpse into what it felt like to be mortal and the two can never un-know it, even if it wasnt exactly the same
the long quiet in particular seems especially tied to humanity and in some aspects seems to want to BE human (which feels so potent given how decidedly Not human he is). the game tends to imply that every option you get is a thought he DOES have, and in the spaces between, the choices dont seem as influenced by a given voice, which highlights even more how much he feels conflicted on his own nature that he gets Multiple options to express discomfort with himself being a god
it just gets to me how one of the options during the fight is literally "appeal to your shared humanity". because even if the two are gods, their separation and reshaping has given them humanity that they can never un-feel. for how much the shifting mound grieves what she once was, she cannot will her humanity away. shes mourning what the two of them once was and is desperate to have it back at any cost, even though they can never be together how they once were.
even if the long quiet goes with her, theyre still apart and lack balance, because the two once just Were and werent two parts. they werent both halves, they werent two concepts, they were just one concept that happened to, by human eyes, consist of two halves. and the narrators insertion of humanity into the mix in order to separate them, separating them into concepts that humans understood, manually put into existence a struggle for equilibrium where that balance had simply Existed
but theyve already perceived what felt like reality and can never un-see it. they were separated and Need the other to feel whole and for reality to BE whole but the moment that either of them realized their own free will, the moment the two fully came to feel like people, they could never be together the same way once again
im struggling to come up with a metaphor that isnt silly but its like if you took a piece of fabric and cut it in two and made them both into shirts. youve added a piece of humanity into them and doing so cost its original form. to take them apart and try to put them back together would never get you the original, whole piece of fabric back, because theyve been completely changed by their own unique destruction and reconstruction
they were separated in a way that gave them humanity that they have such conflicting feelings on. both seem to have a deep love of humanity but vastly different ideas on what humanity needs to thrive, because its in their natures
in order to get one to kill the other the narrator let the long quiet interpret the both of them as mortal. and for a being of perception and an god thats being lied to, this became part of their limited view of the world, on top of all the other reasons that the two gained humanity. the long quiet couldnt be told what to do if he didnt have the ability to potentially act on the narrators desires, and the shifting mound could never die if the long quiet didnt believe her to be capable of death
the narrator gave the two humanity and the shifting mound is very reasonably distressed by this. because the two of them never asked for this but they cant undo it. it is her OWN subtle desire for things to be the same as they used to be, her own piece of that stagnation that also led to her experiencing humanity, that makes her so adamant during the fight. she misses the long quiet and wants to undo a change that cannot be undone in search of a constant state of being that was taken from her
and the long quiet felt so closely tied to mortality, both its existence and absence, that no matter what, he wants to aid humanity. but hes been lied to and denied autonomy to the point where he doesnt know what that entails. but he wants to be a part of it. he was given fake mortality and cant seem to figure out how he feels
the shifting mound is set in how she feels it best to aid in the existence of life. she is stagnant in her feelings because its all that feels right to her. the long quiet is ever-shifting in how he feels it best to aid in the existence of life. he is changing in his feelings because its all that feels right to him
getting to the heart of the shifting mound allows them a moment to discuss it as the closest they can get to mortals. the two care about their impact on life and what it means to be alive and what better way for the two of them to truly decide what they want to do about it, outside of the conflict thats been forced between them, than as the mortals they never were?
#slay the princess#long post#under a cut but i figure i should still tag that#waxing poetic about this is fun. i think about them every single day#i cant word it well either but something something stagnation as a representation of humanity#and the long quiet is mostly humanity with a small bit of divinity#and the shifting mound is mostly divinity with a small bit of humanity#and no words can describe what they are because they arent mortal but theyve felt too much of humanity to just be conceptual anymore either#but they arent both. they arent both or neither or just one or the other. theyre their own things that cant be explained with words#(not humanity in a literal sense either. idk how to word it)#(more metaphorical humanity)#but it makes them both people. but also not both people. but they can never not be people anymore. but they can never be not gods anymore#anyway. i lost the plot a few times i just get emotional thinking abt their relationship w humanity#i hope this makes any sense bc ive spent over an hr typing it because i got excited and once the words are out of my brain i forget them
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This is just to give you bitty bones brain rot. Not a doodle request.
But bitty red trapped in a sleeve you wear like this
He is stuck in a prison of his own consequence
#thats what u get for wiggling around where u arent supposed to#our family has lovebirds and they used to just sit in your hoodie/jacket pocket and peek out of them every once in a while#theyre all nesting adults now so theyre not fun anymore#i have Small creature enjoyment disorder
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you guys are so lucky bullying takano is more popular now if i did this six or seven years ago like I wanted to i would've been getting the most irksome replies and asks LOL
#pls keep it up i think it's hilarious#thankfully the ppl who get pissy abt this kind of thing arent around anymore so u get to have fun LOL
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"don't waste my time, darling. you'd better make for a good fight."
lunette strikewhite, better known as just lunette, is a key character in reassassination. prideful and smug, she fights without gloves, leaving her life and career on the line just for the excitement of it all.
#zeno's art#ocs#reassassination#lunette#a single mom who works two jobs and loves her kids and never stops#shes very fun and easy to draw thanks to her simple design#literally chill as hell#ok i dont have much to say about her but some crazy shit is gonna happen involving her in the comic.... heh heh....#oh yea also she was the very first assassin i designed#originally she was around 25 and was an assassin with her brother who was scrapped#but his design was a little like venom (i think thats his name) from guilty gear but with locs#he dont matter now hes gone! sorry#anyway these arent gonna be daily anymore but needles should be next
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Man obviously there’s a bunch of really unfortunate consequences to Elon’s mishandling of twitter but the thing that really got to me after a while was how lonely it feels to use the platform now. I only follow my friends and a couple of artists yet my whole dash is filled with total strangers and blue checkmarks trying to farm engagement. There’s an unblockable ad every three tweets (two if you’re counting the bots trying sell me something). There’s no lingering on interesting videos cause they all autoscroll tiktok style (with ads every 3 vids). Following someone means zilch so if I wanna see what the friends I use the platform for have been up to I have to manually go to their accounts & half the time the first tweet I see is an announcement that they’re leaving. It’s such a dead mining town of a website, but instead of dying because the mines just naturally dried out and people left for greener pastures, it’s dying because the newly appointed nepobaby Sheriff got really into building a 7-story mall in the middle of the desert without ever stopping to think what it’d do to the local economy and wildlife, or even if anyone needed an apple store and three taco bells in the middle of the outback.
#like twitter used to be my little place where i made my little jokes and saved bits and poems and thoughts in my concepts#i used it like a public diary more than anything. it was nice. it was relaxing.#i love tumblr but I have 4000+ ppl following me on here & even if many of those accounts arent active anymore it still FEELS too public#too public for my amateur poetry and dream diary at least#twitter was a little more intimate. i was screaming abt all my little hyperfixations on there.#multiple of my friends told me they opened my acc up like the morning newspaper every once in a while. just for fun.#and I know its not a big deal. because its not. but its sad. if things were different id be posting mouthwashing thoughts on there right no#and that’s sad to me. i know we have bluesky and i love her but i still have to leave the mining town id settled in for years.#fuck you sheriff. hawk tuah on your shitfuck cowboy boots.#rose ramblings
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Izzy's never had any social media- why the fuck would he?- but there is a facebook account out there with his name, made for him by Ed back in the days when it was the hot new thing, and everyone had to have a facebook account. Theres a sum total of three posts on there;
The first two, made when Ed opened the account, marking that he changed his profile picture (Ed's favourite of them, armoured in leather but grinning at each other, full of love, like theres nothing else that matters in the world), and that Ed changed his relationship status now Izzy has an account- "Edward Teach is married to Izzy Hands"
The only other post, made more than a decade later, is Ed changing his relationship status to single.
#this is technically lore for an edizzy getting back together thing that you might ACTUALLY see bc i have it all fleshed out#just not in Good Words.#but i think it stands alone as fun little modern edizzy angst#wouldnt be textually relevant to the au anyway. just background ouch#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#blackbeard#edward teach#our flag means death#edizzy#blackhands#fang took the photo of them back in the 90s#they were even younger than they were when they set up the profile. barely more than kids#and they were so so in love#how things change#(i dont actually remember how fbs relationship status works anymore. suspend ur disbelief if im wrong)#they arent married; not really#but its a matter of paperwork to them (at the time)#theyre the local lovebirds. the old married couple. everyone in their scene knows them and know they come as a pair
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Hey remember when I said that this was the most frustrating thing about being a Helluva Boss enjoyer?
Yeah I was wrong.
The most frustrating thing about being a Helluva Boss enjoyer is explicitly stating multiple times that I like show and then get called an anti and homophobic and media illiterate when I complain about the direction it has taken.
I LIKE the comedy
I LIKE the animation and artstyle
I LIKE the more serious plotlines like the government agents plot and the Cherubs plot
I LIKE the themes of friendship and found family
I even like most of the songs!
And ofc the voice cast slays every time
But just because your show has angst and tears and drama and sad music doesn't automatically make it "good".
Just because your characters are queer doesn't automatically make them good or well written characters
This fandom is so frustrating to deal with when you want to express your more nuanced takes of it
This is probably gonna be the last post I make about this subject and about Helluva Boss in general, this shit is too stupid to deal with
#still cant get over how i got called an anti and homophobic and media illiterate for saying:#'damn i wish the comedy show written by comedians had more comedy in it'#you can absolutely 100% write a comedy show with a more serious plot thread running through the whole thing#some of the most memorable and popular animated shows are just that#you got Gravity Falls The Owl House the Tales of Arcadia trilogy She-Ra ATLA etc....#fuck it even the first few seasons of Voltron for crying out loud#but the problem im having with HB is that its not a comedy with a serious plot thread anymore#its all drama all tears all angst with the occasional joke thrown in here and there#most of the shows I mentioned start off with episodic comedic adventures with hints towards the more serious stuff here and there#but the Stolitz drama started in the FIRST EPISODE#(in my opinion) the best eps of s1 are the ones that have little to nothing to do with Stolitz when we're given time to get to know the team#because we got to have FUN first we got to see the team dynamic in action#if the “serious plot thread” in HB was Blitz's relationships why didnt he apologize to Moxie and Millie in Apology Tour? or Loona?#or his FUCKING SISTER??????#the government agents and the Cherubs plotline makes x100 more sense as a serious plot thread for the premise of the series anyway#i could go on and on about this but I wont cause Im tired of thinking about this#this is stupid#im gonna ENJOY HB when I can#but that doesn't mean that there arent SERIOUS narrative issues with the series#and if you enjoy Stolitz good for you#peace and love#but its not something I can overlook#helluva boss#helluva boss critical#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss critique
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Well they caught him. If he wasn't the exact kind of person tumblr loves, the conspiracy theories about this being a random person being framed would have continued to spread. But he's an attractive 26 year old white man who was caught carrying a manifesto about corporate America and has an internet history that matches up with tumblr's general politics. So everyone is going to get excited about how he's a martyr and go back to acknowledging reality in that there isn't a conspiracy to frame the wrong guy.
The discussions over whether or not this man should be lionized as a hero are honestly not as relevant as the comfort with which people are going to drop the conspiracy theory they would have been fully committed to if this man's politics turned out to be nuts. The ease with which the userbase of this website switches between realities based on whether or not they confirm their biases is really alarming. I just hope people understand how weird it is to claim a random person is 100% going to be framed by the FBI on one day, and then drop that by the next day when it becomes clear that the person being "framed" is the exact kind of communist you had hoped.
#gingerswagfreckles#i feel like this comes off as waaah the ceo got shot and i really dont feel that way#i dont care he had it coming#and also. i cannot say yet bc not much info has come out but so far the shooter doesnt seem like someone i dont generally agree with#(preliminarily. maybe the manifesfo is super nuts idk)#but i really think that everyone's excitement to celebrate this guy as a hero is going to#distract from the fact that leftists have like decided conspiracies theories are completely acceptable#and not only that they're fun and true based on nothing but also that they stop being true#when theyre no longer politically beneficial#which just like. do you guys even understand how bad that is. not just that ppl are all gung ho about conspiracies now#but that theyre not dropping them in response to new information that disproves them#but in response to new information that makes them politically inconvenienient to continue to believe#it implies that a huge chunk of leftists are not basing their opinions on reality and facts but whatever makes them feel good and confirms#their identity within their social group. which has been true to some extent for a while#but we are getting to the point where people arent uncomfortable with the cognitive dissonance#that comes with believing in different versions of reality from one moment to the next based on what feels like it would be cool#in that moment#idk we are all doomed i think#i saw this coming back in 2017 and no one listened to me :/ people dont believe in objective truth anymore#they believe truth is something malleable that can be changed to confirm their beliefs#rather than something objective that they should change their beliefs in response to#like why are you all dropping the whole this is a random person being framed thing if you believed that yesterday#like oh ok NOW the police are a reliable source for identifying who the perpetrator is?? bc the perpetrator turned out to be someone you#think is cool?? i do not believe you guys would be believing these same souces arent in on a conspiracy against leftists if this guy#had turned out to be someone you dont like and agree with#luigi mangione#united healthcare#united healthcare ceo#united healthcare ceo assassination
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✦Volcarona/Tsareena✦
✦Diancie/Solgaleo✦
✦Yvetal/Gardevoir✦
#pokemon fusion#yvetal#gardevoir#volcarona#tsareena#diancie#these arent even for if anymore im just having fun at this potin KJFHSKJDHFSJD#dont worry abt why two of them r in more or less the same pose i was feeling uncreative#in all seriousness i did yvetal first#got to tsareena#tried literally every pose under the sun#could not get them to work w its weird legs. theyre lowkey very hard to work with#ended up w this#anyways i wanna keep doing some big ones theyre so nice to do#also its cool to work without the constraints of which mons r in IF
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Au where Hal takes over the tiaratop until he can undo the mind control over Jane. Transfem Hal. Mobius double genderbend. You understand and agree
i dont remember it 100% so correct me if im wrong but wasnt there another ai inside the tiaratop already? if so, imagine the power struggle between the tiaratop ai and hal, one programmed to maintain control over jane at all cost, the other desperately trying to free their friend
also tranfem hal is such a fascinating concept to me im munching on it so much
#homestuck#jane crocker#lil hal#ask#any flavor of hal that decides to not identify as a dude is just MHHH#i like it/its hal or genderfluid hal personally#its fun to think about through the lense of dirk bc what would that do to this guys brain#like its a copy of his brain. its literally a version of him. but somehow their paths divided so much one completely change how they present#themselves. where the similarities begin and where they end? if he took one different turn in his life would he end up in the same spot?#or maybe they simply arent the same person anymore. same hardware different software type of shit#if you hc dirk as trans guy like myself it just gets even more interesting to think about. man
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watching the cobs stream is so weird, cause the bots despite their voices obviously have personalities and their own opinions that shine through even when theyre trying to supress them
and as soon as these quirks get on cobs nerves and he tries to get rid of them they start making excuses of why they cant do that, automatically rebeling against him until he forcefully destroys them
and its funny cause cobs said he stopped giving his creations emotions and they developed them anyways. like how bad are you when you start traumatizing "emotionless" robots
#dont quote me on any of this#like they kept twisting his words so they could enter their "modes and both adam and justin rejected cobs commands to self destruct#and why? theyre just robots arent they? theyre not real people they shouldnt fear death#but they do#what would be fun woulf be an au were mephone saves brian and justin or just justin from being destroyed#and the guy is not helpful beyond keeping mephone company#but i think without cobs hovering over him that would give justin the time to process adam and brians death and his grief#he wouldnt be helpful but at least mephone wouldnt be alone anymore#the london screenings were yesterday so im still avoiding spoilers until it drops on yt but yea#inanimate insanity#steve cobs
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i was trying to describe kingdom hearts to a friend who doesnt like the square enix catalogue that much. and it was a calm discussion, we were chill. but they asked me a question that really made me like... think about my adoration for kh.
they asked me "is it the game you love or the potential of it all?"
i think the obvious answer is a mixture of both. i enjoy kingdom hearts for what it is, flaws and all. the funny gameplay moments of BBS to the wild af lines that they say in DDD.
kh has a glimmer that few games in the current market can give to their active playerbase. nothing in the titles feel soulless or half-baked. these games go ALL OUT with their premise and they deliver 9/10 times. there's moments that make me sigh and shrug, but they're few and far between. the stuff that encapsulated me is still here and it's strung across the christmas tree in a blindingly beautiful glare.
but that being said, how much of my love for kh actually stems from what i wish it could become? i can't argue that the games are flawless and have given me exactly what i wanted. in denial of the blatant only paints you as ignorant. and sometimes, these games fall right back into bad habits. with either gameplay or story, there's rightful criticisms to be spoken of every title.
so, it's only natural for me to think of the potential it all has, yes? to see what was perhaps poor writing choices eventually meet a satisfying end? or maybe a character who i didn't think much about is given new story to play with? perhaps there's a system from previous games that gets refined and optimized for newer consoles.
maybe there's routes the story could take and drives of motivation that im sychronous with and would love to see written out. there's a story unveiling and i have my own theories about it. i wanna see if the writers go down these roads and what kind of choices they make.
then my friend asked.
"is that potential, or are those your expectations?"
and i had to sit there for a moment. and just...think.
#kingdom hearts#stormy weather#it just...really made me consider#how much stake i put on kh#for a long time ive sorta just been passively consuming content from the games#since kh3 dropped precisely#that's more or less when i got a lil more quiet#but i still had my things that i wish the game would do#and those things are fun and good to think about. absolutely they are!#fanon and aus and just good ol fanfic#nothin wrong with that#but just... the idea that people can get so caught up in their own fiction and expectations#that they arent even in the source material anymore....#idk that sorta just baffled me.#this isnt a commentary on anyone or anything.#i just had to put this down somewhere and think
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last post ill make abt this today but saw somebody rb my keeping the rent low image w the tag #real and i scroll down and the very. next two posts. are what i was. talking. about.
#the skull#projecting the skull#its just like. idk maybe im fucking stupid or something but arent Those artworks just. so. glorifying. so animesque killingstalkingass#wow i did yaoi! But IN SCARY COLORSSSS WOAWWW that means im ELEVATED#that means i UNDERSTAND! HOW BAAAAAD IT IS yes yes i understand this. im so smart.#put your dick away waltuh#put your tragiccc composition scary colors straight up putting graphic depictions of sa into the main tag dick away waltuh#maybe that person didnt seee it like that maybe they were making fun of me i dont fucking knowwwww anymore#im tortured.#im fiveish the dollar addressing the nation
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