#they are stuoid

[chettyspagetti]

Headcannons I may draw one day who knows but it’s mainly dumb things kids do

-Neil gets his dads attention by tugging on his shirt

-Spacekid has ate bubbles and tried to blow it with his mouth

- Neil will tell Spacekid to do stuff for him and not tell an adult, then tell them like 2 minutes later

-Spacekid and Neil are horrified of Thunderstorms cus they are sensitive to sound and will hide under their covers and cover their ears

- Neil when nervous will mumble all of his words and then not repeat it

- Spacekid tries to copy what other campers do since he can’t see social cues but they ALSO can’t tell social cues well so it’s just the blind leading the blind

-Neil has a favorite parent when he’s a kid and it’s his mom , but as he gets older he likes them both equally (Him and his dad are just Goofy and Max)

-Spacekid canonically can’t read so I assume his handwriting is just shit

-Neil will give up on a hobby if he instantly isn’t good at it (unless it’s to prove a point, then he’ll do whatever it takes to do it)

-Spacekid is scared of the easier bunny I just have a gut feeling about that

Okay some shippy stuff cus I don’t rlly care about cannon

- Neil and Spacekid like to talk about science ofc, but other things like comic books and other nerdy shit (pretty cannon)

-Neil is Nerdy and Spacekid Is Geeky

-Spacekid is a very touchy kid and will find a way to squirm his way next to Neil

- Neil does appreciate how Spacekid is the only kid that listens to him , he’s just too prideful to admit he likes it

-Spacekid can’t tell the difference between friendship and a crush so he fully assumes whatever he feels towards Neil is just really good friendship

-Neil had a melt down when someone suggested he might like Spacekid (he didn’t tell them it was him just vaguely told his feelings towards “someone he knew”) because he was scared if he did like he’d get severely bullied

-Spacekid is super independent, and Neil sure does notice when he ISN’T around. At first it’s nice for a break but later on Neil is very much impatiently waiting for him to come bother him again

-If asked Spacekid will say “Uhh yeah I think Neil’s cool :))” and that’s kinda it so it gives the impression he doesn’t like him like that. Hes just really stupid , and 10!

-Neil journals about his feelings and it’s incredibly embarrassing to do for him. He’s burying his face in his book and rubbing his face hard out of it being hard to think about

-They exclusively hang out at night , it’s less embarrassing for Neil and he can be more open and less stressed . Either in one of their tents , the docks, or general outside (away from everyone else )

- When there is quite moments at night they’ll hold hands for a little bit , and it’s nice

- Spacekid offers his cape as a blanket, and even though it’s gross to Neil he still uses it

-They both have no idea what any of this means and both are too scared to move forward in any way

Neil doesn’t want to accept he feels like this (biphobia), especially because it’s Spacekid . Spacekid would much rather keep the friendship then try to push for something more and loose it . And so a stale mate ensues (this is when they are older like middle school when they are more aware)

[specters]

in 'i saw the tv glow' when Maddy is trying to convince Owen that they are in the midnight realm and Owen lists off good (but vague) memories they have of their family and childhood to show that everything is As It Should Be and Fine but then Maddy says something to the effect of "those memories were planted to keep you trapped" 🧍‍♂️... when you're trying desperately to grasp at anything to show that you're happy, that you've lived a good suburban life, that the people who are supposed to watch over you have exelled in their duty to love and support you unconditionally when it couldn't be further from the truth... you want so badly to live up to their expectations and "follow the right path" but the road you're on only leads to a life of suffocation. But is that really a life at all?

[nachosforfree]

I'm losing my mind over this

[stevejobsbuysasamsung]

Why 'The Naked Time' says so much about Spock and Kirk's relationship

Okay y'all buckle up, because I'm 'bouta read too much into subtext and symbolism for my own good,,,

In saying that, I feel that this episode reveals so much about Spock and Kirk. It portrays their attitudes and feelings towards love, relationships, and... each other??!?!?!

The premise of this episode is that there is a disease transmitted through touch. It leads the victims the descend into a form of 'madness'. The disease's manifestation is related to the individual's inner psyche; Spock himself says it forces 'hidden personality traits ... to the surface'. This happens to Sulu, who starts to yield a fencing sword towards other crewpeople on the ship. Given his love for fencing, and that he is 'at heart a swashbuckler', the illness has responded to this. This is foreshadowed by the word 'naked' in the title: to mean bare, undisguised, as you are.

Christine Chapel soon becomes ill with this disease. She confesses her love for Spock and reaches out to touch his hands. Spock flinches at first but does not choose to resist as she continues. Significantly, she says she is in love with 'the human Mister Spock, the Vulcan Mister Spock.' Chapel finishes with, 'I do love you just as you are.'

Summarily, Spock becomes incapacitated in two ways; by the physical touch of Chapel, he has the illness; but also by the denigration of logic and surfacing of repressed emotions. I mean, why does Spock hold on to Chapel's fervourous touch and apologises to her profusely, multifold? By what logic would permit this? Surely no logic that abides by the teachings of his Vulcan upbringing.

Spock is visibly overwhelmed by the confession. That, not only is he loved, he is loved as a Vulcan and as a human - a dual identity that Spock struggles to live with.

Importantly, for Spock this disease reveals the unresolved tensions of these identities and the vigorous dedication he has to silencing his human side with Vulcan logic. Spock stumbles out, tearful, and plaintively cries that he is in control of his emotions. He grasps a computer of all things, the zenith of binary choices and answers, of perhaps Vulcan logic. Then, he assures himself that he is a science officer - a professional observer - an identity which would somehow negate the feelings he is experiencing. But even scientists, humans, and Vulcans can experience emotions, and this fact, coupled with the encumberment of this disease, causes Spock to unravel.

The height of this episode, for me, is when Kirk finds him. Through glassy windows of tears, Spock looks to Kirk and laments that he can never tell his mother that he loves her (because he is Vulcan). He then looks to Kirk and says, 'when I feel friendship for you, I'm ashamed'. The emotion that Spock is battling is not grief, anger, sadness, but, let's face it, love.

When they start slapping each other, they actually... tightly hold hands. To me, they're ferociously making out, full pash sesh, heaving petting.

And where, earlier, in a similar embrace, Spock found himself restricted by Chapel, Spock holds on to Kirk's hand for dear life.

This next bit seems like it runs unparallel to Spirk as a ship, but let me explain why it doesn't. Kirk contracts the disease from Spock, and also battles with the impossibility of love as the Ship's Captain. This love is dedicated to his yeoman. Immediately, it seems as if Spock has ... recovered? He switches off, begins to take control of the situation and the impending doom that would occur if they don't get power for something something sciency words something to do with engines. When Spock seeks Kirk in this state, it's as if he has responded to Kirk's lack of affection. The illness appears to recede.

Where this comes full circle is with the writing on the wall (literally). Spock observes, 'Love Mankind' on the wall.

This may relate to embracing his human side, and further his love for Kirk.

Kirk's writing on the wall? In the turbolift, upon finishing his comments about his love for his yeoman, is faced with:

What must Kirk repent for as a sinner? Can I be bold and say this might be about lying as a sin, perhaps?

Anyway. It is 1.30 am, I need to fight with the writers of this episode and I need to put my creative writing skills to use somewhere else, probably. I hope you enjoyed the mess that lives in my mind and my attempt to coherently collate what was a dozen voice messages sent to my best friends who are sleeping. I should probably sleep too...

[raine-ydays]

teletubbie-I mean Telemachus! Using @gigizetz design of telebby because I LOVE THEIR ART ASHJDJSDM and they inspired me a bunch 👍👍👍👍👍👍yay thumbs ups ig hahahah idk what to write here okay bye time to go cry for no particular reason

(Ft my friend Morgan in the corner :3)

[the-other-soup]

i miss my wife tails.... i miss her a lot...

[mizodorito]

theres no place like….I WANNA BE A WITCH

og image under cut!

[drathymsburp]

i freehanded this guys no sketch im literally at my peak

[letitrainathousandflames]

Not a day go by that my brain doesn't remember "ta-da. saard borken."

[dailydikke]

day 39

[loopscereal]

image i used as reference : here

[rusty-gloinks]

that damn .squid that I hate

[glitterliver07]

made a trud oc... idk what to name them yet

theyre a stupid baby thing that has the maturity of a 12yr old because theyre an unfinished thing (heavily based off of the c: face from the aprils 2012 hack)

they r a killer because they have no clue what the hell theyre doing

[diceptic0]

SORRY FOR NOT POSTING FOR SO LONG I HAVE NOT BEEN DRAWING FOR FART!!!!!!!!!

[gotmyass2marz]

me: yeah so im bigender and

some other guy: thats been YOU the WHOLE TIME ?

me: what

other guy , looking to the sky with fear in his eyes: The Big Ender

[kayotic-catgirl]

[polle the pony voice] was it casual when you said you desired me carnally during your psych eval