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tada dot point oc lore that i thought up on my plane ride tonight (just got home agh finallyyy) and yes. this is a curse now. oc lore be upon ye/silly :3
-So Tim (janette’s dad) did leave for a reason other than oh weird cult. Diana did try to kill him. He’s blind in his right eye because of it (she had to kill someone to become the cult leader)
-Janette shot huan lin in the back of the head and then immediately hopped back in the car they were driving and sat there in dead silence. and then got jumpscared by huan’s ghost who was like ‘WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT’/hj
-Dana and Tim were a highschool couple (guy who’s ‘alternative’ for the 60’s and very religious girl the couple ever)
-Janette originally was meant to be in a polycule/qpr thing with josh and adele but then @koymoa made adele a terrible person so. lore happened.
-ADELE IS KIND OF THE REASON FOR CLAIRE’S DEATH AND RYAN SAW HIS SISTER’S BODY GET DECAPITATED. poor guy.
okok byeee i will send non lore related asks i promisee
I WOULDVE REPLIED TO THIS EARLIER BUT TUMBLR PUT ME IN POST JAIL RAHHHHH (posted too much. i hate post limit ): )
OC LORE BE UPON ME 💥💥‼️ i have been fed... just so you know, this is like.. throwing enrichment into my enclosure. enrichment that i also eat. this is great.
O H. OH BOY. HALF-BLIND HUH?? WELL THATS F U N . id imagine that didnt affect his life in any way /s. does he wear an eyepatch..... he should wear an eyepatch.. (/nf, this is just Silly). what does he say when ppl ask him how he lost the eye.. "oh my evil cult leader ex-wife tried to kill me. its fine tho ! i took one of our children and left the other to suffer (:"
AHEHFJFJR. huan lin mustve been SOOO confused ngl. one second he wasnt dead... the next he was, and was a GHOST at it. imagine your best friend killing you, you become a ghost, find her, and shes just sitting ominously in her car..... gods, poor janette. did she even expect the ghost?? she mustve, right? considering her mum already haunts her...
weird fucking power couple ngl.. in the bad way LMAO
..oh how the turns table..... imagine happy qpr jodelette (thats their ship name now /hj (there is probably already ship names and shit, i just dont know them so im making stuff up so i dont have to type out all their names zWhmJEJFR)) meeting Fucked Up jadele. like. how would that go down. these guys are Silly and Happy, no fucked up bullshit... and these guys want to literally kill eachother and are traumatised as fuck. would evil adele want to kill happy adele. would she. id bet she would ... little acrophobic motherfucker..
OH. ?? RYAN!?? YIU GOO?? poor guy.. what the fuvk.. first his arm gets chopped off by his gf, next his sister gets decapitated which is somehow caused by his mother?? (idk if thats the actual order of events) oh thats Fun. giving the guy. a shock blanket, i swear
ALSO. WHAT HAPPENS TO OLIVER. PLEASE TELL ME. I FORGOT TO ASK THST. (olivers kemis kid right? the one that tim just drops off at janettes place and then Leaves?? it was smth like that..)
SEND ME ALLLL THE LORE ASKS EVER. I WILL EAT THEM !!! GOOD SOUP!! ENRICHMENT !!! heheheheh
#asks#murder lesbians#i am thinking sooo muvh abt happy qpr jodelette now.#i am thinking about them.#theu are in my brain.#what vouldve been....#TOXIC YURI THO-💥💥💥💥#ajndkfkfjdkg
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who put all these owls in my house smh
#owl house#toh#hunter#eda clawthorne#raeda#raine whispers#toh oc#ironstar gordon#toh deja theus#myocs#my ocs#a lot of these look slightly off sorry sdkhffsd#i was tryin to figure out how to art again after a couple weeks askdhdas#deja's my lil guy i love them#im more fixated on my other toh oc but yknow i still love deja too sdfkjhfsd#i be like- in love with raine and eda and makes an oc to have polyamourus epic gay love#and then a day later i hyperfixate on belos and then never stop fdskhjfhlkfsd#my bro (who introduced me to the show) was trying SO hard to get me to obsess over the wittebanes fdskjhdsf#it did not click for me until a solid week after binging the show x'D i was soley focused on raeda until FINALLY my brain just went *philip*#and now we're just obsessed and rant to eachother like every night like greek philosophers about the wittebanes and other parralels asdkhsa#anyway dies#belos is gettin his own post(s) later bc yknow#myart#-i was gonna post these tomorrow but new teaser screenshots got me hyped so sdfkjhsfd#posting these so i have time to post more doodles that are gonna get inspired x'D
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Gear 5 luffy's laugh is so contagious I just hear the drums and go insane how does this work. What did he do to me
#i still cant believe how much this new opening theme goes off.... DREAM SAVE ALL OF US 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 💥💥💥💥💥💥#wait a second. the robot attacked 200 years ago. the void century was 800 years ago no????? what#oh see it was made 900 years ago.... but why did it attack 200 years ago then.... what happened#it is still so funny how they made evegapunk einstein but with some cunty long legs#200 years ago they gave rights to the gyojin!!! i see i see ✍️✍️also i still wonder why law and kuma have similar hat and pants designs#like there is NO WAY that much similarity isnt done on purpose. NO FUCKING WAY!!! I NEED ANSWERS!!!#are they annihliating cp ships akdhakskd yeah vegapunk letsgo#also the opening song is about dreams and the end one is about luffy reaching shanks...... havent got a clue why but there it is#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1098#also is lucci named lucci bc it kinda sounds like luffy. SERAPHIM KUMA HAS HIS DEVIL FRUIT???? vegapunk could only make zoan fruits????#also wdym when cp0 acts it means its some historic event. lucci is like 25. where are the experienced people here#sentomaru works for vegapunk??? maybe i forgor about this tbh also do theu have a doffy seraphim??? the fact they have animal names....#stussy letting kaku get hurt akdhsjsn oh atlas has lamb ears..... and lucci said she is is prey... no..... the foresahdowing :(#lucci you fucked up she just gave luffy food... that a death sentence look what happened to kaido#episode 1099#<- oh my god btw. god. jesus.#why is akainu telling the cp0 what to do or thinks he can do that... thats the world gov... also thinkng about how garp should fight him#and not luffy.... because of ace you know... i still wonder how did sengoku know who ace's father was... there is only one man who knew....#everyone trying to stop them from fighting ajdhsksjks two rabid dogs fr#LUFFY TAKING OFF HIS JACKET WHEN LUCCI ASKS FOR HIS WANTED SIGN!!!! GO OFF KING!!!! SLAY!!! THE CREW SAW HIM!!! FINALLY!!!#i have been smiling since he started the transformation this is so sick...... i have got a case of the luffy brain#zoan fruits steal the personality of the user when they awaken ✍️✍️ luffy???? nami being the only one who saw gear 5 <3 twins manifesto#robin being so shook about luffy being a god ajdbjansk wdym devil fruits exist because people wish for them. fairy magic real????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARE FROM ALTERNATE REALITIES WHERE SOMEONE DREAMT ABOUT THEM??? DOES HE TRAVEL THRU REALITIES FOR THEM???#jinbe has been making this face 😧 every episode three times it is amazing ajdhaksnsk poor man... now he sees a kid angel version of himself#after seeing hia captain turn into a god... he is gonna get a stroke OMG SENTOMARU WE JUST GOT YOU BACK#episode 1100#<- CRAZY. INSANE. OH GOD. ONLY 12 LEFT. THATS A WEEKEND!!! I CANT DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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id like some podcast recs please
you can have. one podcast rec. this one
#m#asks#audio drama#derelict#id do more but I can't personalise the recs if i dont know who U ARE. lol#so you are getting the one that i just finished because it is making me crazy my brain is rattling around my skull its soo good.#dies exolodes screams cries etc etc etc#the sound mixing does make dialogue a lil hard to hear at points but they're working on remastering s1 i believe#the way theu explore certain scifi-y elements is absolutely fascinating and i love it.but i wont elaborate#i think its better to go in blind. as i did 🙏#derelict podcast
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I love having f/os that have such low screen time like I can just make them sound like they’re the most important character in the media for those who haven’t indulge in them. Also I can literally hc whatever I want to them and pass it as canon
#noel.txt#Guess who’s rewatching ro.tt.mnt rn…. me#Yes I’m talking about Yoshi and bi.g m.ama because I DIDNY REALIZE HOW LITTLE SCREENTIME THEU HAD#man i love my brain making me fhjink it has bigger screentime
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Love when stupid feelings once again resurface and make me second guess my silly ships
#fate rambles#theres some characters where i always see people have the prettiest ocs shipped with a fav#and i look at my oc/si and theu are so plain and boring compared#and then my brain is like 'damn would my fav like my oc/si'#this is mostly pertaining to obey me mammon#but also a couple others recently too
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we should stick together. you're my best friend, i'll love you forever.
#vtm#vampire the masquerade ocs#vtm ocs#oc comic#my art#my ocs#vampire the masquerade#comic#IM SORRY FOR THW VTM BRAIN ROT GGAAAHH#nathaniel is the name azazil went by before it turned into a vampire btw#my godd please forgive me another lore dump#both of them were kids that no one liked in school#victor was class president and would ask teachers about homework#so he got bullied for being a teachers pet and etc#nathaniel was The Quiet Kid#they got bullied for being a loner and also transgender#theu didnt get along at first cause nathaniel seemedto not care about anything and victor cared about way too much#but they. ended up being best friends before nathaniel stopped showing up to school#victor never heard from thwm again#i need them to explode...NOW!!#also purposefully making victor use words like “worthless” and “delinquent”#thats definitely in his vocabulary for a Reason
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#I LOVE THIS#THE CHORUS SCRATCHES MY BRAIN IN THE RIGHT PART#theu have some fire bsides holy shit#cix#Spotify
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Im gonna play my video games tomorrow hehehehe and im gonna try to not get super consumed in playing it all the time bcus ik how i get... and i dont wanna stop reading asm.... nods head
#text#the way my adhd is i meed to work arnd it when getting into new things if i dont want to end up completely abandoning something else#so theu out my readings if im focusing on other things i try to just read 1 issue a day to keep it in my brain forever and ever
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I ship drarry and man you are so right !
speaking as a brown person, but there’s something so uncomfortable and insidious about ppl headcanoning james, harry or hermione as brown or black and then shipping them with canon yt fascist oppressors like draco or regulus… the ships on their own are already bad enough, but if you’re going to ship them anyways at least have the basic decency to keep them all white???
like what level of braindead and out of touch with reality do you have to be to ship PEOPLE OF COLOUR with white oppressors?? especially considering our current political climate in the real world? it’s just so distasteful and angers me as a brown person to see. stop using our ethnicities as accessories for your fascist favs and grow some self awareness for once in your damn lives.
#i love potential those two have#i love character growth#but not way in hell i like the idea of whipping out who Harry is just to abide to Malfoy's twisted views#I especially loath when theu make Harry all brawl with no brain (anti canon by the way) 1nd make him poc bcs of it#i've addressed this issue many times#but people don't care#just because they write a fanfic they think they are entitled to normalise racism#sorry my written is shit i'm sleepy
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ok its void time
#dont worry abt these tags btw#like overall im fine#merely mental illness#and not in the 'haha my blorbos' way#irs more in the uhm 'brain is dissociating and I don't know who who is anymore other than occasionally myself' kinda#thing#at first i thought it was zhong bc i had a discussion with someone about his phase of chinese opera#then i thought it was xiao for a second#now im thinking albedo? but it could also be greyson#theu both have like similar vibes#either way and regardless#brain hasnt been this tv staticy in forever#it wasn't jus visible static too it was audible this time#and i hate#oh i HATE that sound#jus constant non stop like an actual fly buzzing in your ear#augh awful#anygay#thank you bbgvani nation for letting me complain#and if anyone actually read all these tags uh#apologies from us all#screaming into the void#<-- new tag
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I can't sleep and Since my brain is filled with "A date with death here's a tiny fic??? On my brain mixing Obey me and A date with death Enjoy! A little background this is after the little stu t MC made with the candle in the Reaper's cave. Now it has been a whike since I played that lesson so forgive the timeline inaccuracies and any terms that are inaccurate. Also... probably ooc of the characters. MC's background is that they are the child of Grim/Casper and the MC of a date with death. I am aware that the game is inclusive when it came to preferred pronouns in a date with death so I tried to make it Gender neutral and as inclusive as possible to MC's other parent that is not Grim. So apologies if it flows wierdly. Spoilers for both obey me and a date with death I apologize.
Obey me!MC is the child of Grim/Casper from a date with death.
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After the whole event on the reaper cave MC huffs as they finally laid down to bed. Hugging the familiar plushy that their Father gave to them. The Plushie is well kept and looks fairly new at a glance.
MC sighs one more time as they snuggled the axolotl plushie. "Azrael... Dad's going to be so mad when he finds out about my stunt! He's going to say I'm took after my other parent too much!" MC whines into the soft plush of the stuffed toy. MC whule they didn't explain it to the brothers knew what theu were doing when they transferred their Candle's essence into Beel's own. However they were prepared for the consequences if any. Plus it's not like they were going to die not with how they obviously took after their other Mortal Parent.
A few days pass and all seems well the brothers and MC as well as the Royals and Angels plus Solomon had a little get together at the Demon King's castle. A little treat to wind down after all that has happened. However it seems that MC has gotten too complacent as someone suddenly appeared. Someone who is all too familiar with MC.
Diavolo while apprehensive about the sudden appearance of a reaper gave a friendly yet domineering aura befitting of his status as a Prince. "Greetings Reaper! To what do we owe you the pleasure for your visit?" He asked politely.
The Reaper wore black clothing and his Hair is white and long and he has striking red eyes. Similar to Lucifer's but dufferent still. Everyone is far too aware of the head on stare that he has with MC. Alarmed there is a look of anger towards MC.
Mammon ever MC's protector pulled them behind him as if to shield them from the Reaper's stare. Paying no heed to Diavolo's words he simply opemed his mouth and uttered words that confuses the immortals in the room.
"Soulbaby...You know what you did wrong yes?" MC despite themselves blushed at the familiar nickname given to them by what they knew sprouted from an inside Joke between their parents. Slowly they mobed from behind Mammon despite his blurts of protest and pouted.
"Dad... Please don't call me that in front of them!" Theu whined petulant like a child. As theu slowly moved towards the front from where the others are surrounding them like a wall seperating MC from their Parent.
"DAD!? MC WHAT?!" Mammon shouts to which there were other noises of agreement. Sheepishly MC smiles at them and weakly murmurs
"I um.. really wasn't supposed to tell about that little fact?" They heard a chuckle from their Dad amused at the reactions from everyone
"Yes MC here is my child. My soulbaby if you will." He added amused as MC's eyes widened and they whined again at their father's teasing.
"Fascinating however all the paperwork in the human realm and MC's very own soul shows that they are mortal and very much Human" Diavolo finally speaks.
"Yes. I'd much rather keep it that way" the reaper gave a pointed glance to MC who looks abashed as they looked away.
"So I assume you're not here to take MC's soul from what she did at the reaper's cave?" Asked Lucifer as he absorbs everything.
"Yes and No." Answers the reaper. "I suppose it is time for introductions" the reaper paused for a bit as he looks at MC and then to the Demons and Angels briefly pausing as he laid eyes on Solomon. He raised a brow at Solomon but paid it no mind.
"What a fascinating gaggle of... Friends you have accumulated Soulbaby" he says despite another sound of protest from MC.
"You take far too much after sunshine..." he added as MC blushed. He then clear his throat as he started introducing himself. "As you are well aware I am a reaper and My name is Casper and I am MC's father." despite the topic already being laid out in the open the others still couldn't help but gape.
Solomon chuckles "So MC definitely knows what they were doing when they poured their essence to Beel's candle" MC pointedly tried to ignore their Father's stare but caved.
"Yes... Dad I'm sorry but I couldn't watch Beel fade away! Plus My soul can-" MC was stopped from their tirade by Casper flicking their forehead fondly.
"You take far too much after Sunshine, Soulbaby..." he says with a tired fond smile.
"But!" Mc starts to protest.
"I understand however you know that there will be due punishment. Once your term here is over we will be talking about it." He says leveling mc wigh a pointed stare. MC gulped but nodded nonetheless.
"Now that is over... " he turned to the rest still staring at him. Meeting their stares head on "now that you are aware of MC being my child... One wrong move and well I'll leave that up to your interpretation" He then turns to MC again.
"Dad..." MC warns to which Casper chuckles goodnaturedly but not without a bite.
"Do be careful Soulbaby. Tell me if they hurt you and I will be after their soul" he smiles menacingly. MC shakes their head they watch Casper about to leave. "Do visit back home me and sunshine miss you terribly" He whispers one last time as he leaves.
"No problem Dad" MC giggles and hugs their father. As soon as Casper left MC faced the demons, Angels and Fellow Human. Looking expectingly at them MC sighs privately to themselves.
"So where should we start... This might take a while"
#a date with death#obey me shall we date#obey me#mammon obey me#om! swd#obey me mc#MC is Reaper's Child#Usage if the nickname sunshine from a date with death#usage of term soulbaby#coz its funny me thinks#obey me lucifer#obey me diavolo#obey me solomon#grim reaper#casper a date with death#A date with death MC x Casper#they obviously have found a way to make soulbabies duh#rebagels for beel#reblogs are appreciated <3
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hc that while he's better than sonic, tails can't really sit still for too long,hes constantly fidgeting with smthn so the fact he forced himself to sit still long enough to make all those patches is just sjshsjsb everyone is so moved they love their lil fox sm
tails making friendship bracelets in his free time disbsnsbns he's so cute i love him
his siblings absolutely show off their new bracelets.
sonic talks the chili dog vendor's ear off about this awesome bracelet HIS little brother made. he goes on about how it's so comfortable he sometimes forgets it's there, it's on so securely that he can run several lap around mobius and it'd still be on
his favorite thing is the tiny charms, he talks them specifically for the longest amount of time because it's so sweet of his little buddy to want to put things that represented them on the bracelets, he can't get over it
knuckles talks about it the next time he visits the chaotix. his favorite thing is the raw strength of the dam thing. he's climbed mountains, faught eggman, glided, and broken countless rocks and the thing hasn't budged!! it's so strong, he's vry impressed
he's so honored to have a tiny charm on the bracelets, he's just so touched :,) like, he's just some guy on a floating island and this sweet lil guy saw him and was just 'hi you're my big brother now ^^`
amy talks about it with vanilla and cream next time she goes over for baking lessons or whatever. she's in love with how the bracelet is so well balanced with colors it goes with just about everything! it matches all fo her outfits, and doesn't clash with anything but it stands out just enough to catch other mobians' eyes without being an eyesore, it's incredible!!
while red is her favorite, she understands why she got a different color and still loves that little charm so much. she gets vry giddy when she thinks abt how special she is to have a charm based on her, it makes her so happy
shadow waits for rouge to ask before he starts talking abt it, but once he starts he physically cannot stop because holy shit this little thing is so impressive it's unreal. he notices that boost the charms give and he's so blown away by it because wow it's quite the boost for soemthing so little. he never would've believed the thing could give him that sort of boost has he not experienced it.
he'd be a liar if he said that little black charm didn't melt his heart (but shh, don't tell anyone. he's the ultimate lifeform, he's supposed to brood not be sentimental) it's just.. such a sweet lil thing and he loves it (rouge has been.. given a 'warning' that it'd be in her best interest to leave these shiny things be)
(also side note, that whole thing was a joy to read dkdbjsjs i love it)
TINER TAILS IS THE BEST SKXNSKSNS
them passing him around sjshsjsb he's good at filling in when actual tails is busy <33
one time tiner tails got a little rip in one of his paws and the big sibs nearly lost their minds because they're so attached to this dumb little thing jshsjsnsnd
they were panicking so bad until vanilla caught wind of it and offered to patch him up
she's now the designated tiner tails doctor
tails is totally his siblings #1 fan and he holds that title with pride, that means he must have every last bit a merch they have, no matter how bad of a knockoff it is (besides, it makes him giggle)
SOFT ROUGE SOFT ROUGE 💳💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
GIMME
one of his favorite past times is snuggling up in one of those hoodie and just chilling for the day (he hates to admit it, but sonic was right that taking breaks makes you feel better)
sonic has a literal goldmine with these pics and he knows it he holds those pics above his siblings heads every chance he gets isnsjdnd
*in the nerf ad voice* it's laser pistols or NOTHING.
he's vry insecure about his eight year old attributes because he has a 300 iq!! he's too smart to enjoy these baby activities, he deserves respect and enemies should fear him he's that mature!
..but he can't help being a little kid sometimes skdnjdndd he hates that he actually enjoys making stupid matching jewelry or that those hoodies give him a genuine sense of security it's so dumb but he loves it all so much
he's so worried about making personal items because they're not always useful, but he NEEDS to be useful to his siblings, otherwise they'll leave and he doesn't want to be alone (even though they'd NEVER. they love him sm he just doesn't understand it </3)
random useless headcanon: sometimes tails will sleep on sonic's chest the same way cats sleep on ours for no reason other than because he felt like it sonic is perfectly fine with it and fully embraces his cat-fox brother's weird actions
#<- YES THIS BABY COULD MAKE HIS OWN SPACE STATION BUT I BET HE HAS TO BE TOLD HES LOVED BEFORE THAT THOUGHT EVER CROSSES HIS MIND#<- LITERALLY SISHSJSBJS#it always surprises him#he's just like#'wait you guys actually like me??'#'no buddy we love you'#'WHAT'#it's breaks my heart sbsjsjsjs#hes evryones favorite little guy and no ones mad about it they're like 'duh who else would it be'#they all love eachother very very much but like theu all agree that tails is just the best little guy ever like#he activates their 'little guy' section of the brain#hes just a little guy 🥺#<- THIS#YOU'RE SO RIGHT DUDE#he's just the best little guy and they all know it#he's the best#big mistake now whomever gets it on the Emerald wins#<- knuckles stress level rises 70%#<- poor guy cannot get a break from these two idiots#overtime it changes from sonic vs shadow to sonic&shadow vs knuckles#it gets so bad that knuckles has to ask tails to buff up secondary security to keep out the hedgehogs when hes SLEEPING#the battle is ongoing but knuckles has already punched them enough times they no longer seem phased.#hes gonna have to start throwing them off the side if the island if they dont stop#<- it gets to the point where amy might have to interfere with it 👀
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Tip for anyone who might not be used to/ adjusted to using different pronouns for any human theyve known for X-years as one way but that is now different… : ‘use their preferred pronouns when talking about them to your friends 🙂 not just when they are around you!’ This normalizes the code switches in your brain so you dont misgender them around them or behind their back 🙂
If you misgender someone you care about, dont overly correct and overly apologize, just correct yourself with no apology snd keep talking. Over correcting yourself can be awkward and also bring undesired attention to the trans and/or non binary person if in public or around others.
Example: “I love my nonbinary friend Rick’s recent post… He.. i mean… they…? Them…? fuck sorry uh… his/their stuff is good”
—- better to say: “i love my enby friend Rick, he *momentary pause* .. their stuff is good”. Chances are your trans nonbinary friends wont be mad at accidents. Making NO effort to correctly gender someone you care about shows you dont really care about them imo. So be considerate!
If you ever arent sure or dont know of you can respect someone’s pronouns, then ONLY use their name in place of any he/she/maam/sir/dude/bro type shit!
Generally, the person u ‘knew’ is the same
Now they just dont have to hide their internal thoughts and beliefs and behaviors anymore! Chances are the person you knew pre their transition out of cisgender labeling has always been this way they just didnt have the vocabulary or supports to live authentically! Its not your job to tell anyone how they should or shouldn’t be, your job as another human is to accept them for who they are and as long as theu arent hurting themselves or someone else, mind ya own business 💯💯💯
#mycology#lgbtqia2s#magic mushies#microbiology#mold#60s psychedelia#lgbtqia#lgbtqia2s+#myc#enby#nb#non binary#nonbinary#non-binary#gay#queer#trans#transgender
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Going to try something new for me: spend my evenings trying to draw/paint that which is hard/which I am awful at and just keep plugging at it until I have no more to learn from it. I LOVE the realistic painterly worlds lots of artists do but it is NOT my forte. How'd I learn as a kid? Well...I sucked. A lot. And kept drawing anyway.
So. I'm 36 and going to spend my evenings seeing if I can't learn to do this very thing. The likes of Allison Theus, Caraid, Alector Fencer, and Nambroth (Among many more) have filled my imagination for 15-20 years. Deep brain imprints. If I want to draw and paint that way too I'm just going to have to practice it. Time will pass by either way and not everything needs to wow people. I'm going to screw it up and make mistakes and things will look weird at first. But if I learned to do everything else up to this point...why not painterly realism? It is never too late to learn unless you've had something egregiously bad happen like an enraged gorilla pulled your limbs off or you happen to be dead. Um sorry about either of those if they've happened to you. I don't tick those boxes though so I better get to work.
#old dog new tricks#art#artist#drawing#painting#digital art#digital#learning#self study#self taught#improving#never too late#unless you're dead#palaeo#palaeo's thoughts#palaeo's philosophy
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Just read viscera objectica! I wont spoil anything but i will discuss some of the themes and how i relate to it!! So be wary
They call me mr aromantic allosexual, i have a complex relationship towards the feeling of love. I dont think i feel it normally, and certainly not for real people. Something ibadore about the imagery in this book is the almost invasive feeling of the affection. The few times i do feel something i could consider 'romantic attraction' its never cute butterflies. It feels like somethings crawling in my chest, it feels like somethings invaded my body and i cant get it out. The imagery of the cover is the closest ive ever gotten to seeing something describe the feeling.
I dont think i could ever be in a romantic relationship with other people. It wouldnt be healthy for them or me! But i do hold a deep affection for my sewing machine, a singer simple i call simon. When i sew through something tough i mumble quiet encouragement without even noticing and pet him gently. I got flustered when i gently cleaned lint out of his innards. And the best part? I cant hurt simons feelings. I can put him away, and i havnt just put a real person on hold for months. Its nice. I anthropomorphise the machine (i call it a he, give it a name) but its still an object and thats the best part. When the feeling of suffocating affection crawls up my throat and slithers into my brain like a worm, i have simon to pet and kiss. I can hold his pedal and i can gently wind a bobbin on him and tell him hes doing good for me. And when the affliction wanes and i feel like im alone in my own skin, simon waits patiently.
This is a lot of rambling, barely related to the conic at all. But its nice seeing someone else write about love in a way thats so close to how i experience it! Im glad Theu and Vito get to grow old together. Im glad they found eachother
#viscera objectica#objectum#um um um looks around and then runs away#me when stories is awesome and important
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