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2024 art summary! it sure has been a year
#ever makes art#i bsky tweeted a bit but it feels weird talking there still so ill do my usual rambling into tags here :)c#i burned out super bad in the middle of this year for months where it felt like i couldnt draw anything good no matter how hard i tried#and the harder i tried the worst it felt - to the degree that i legitimately thought i wasnt going to be able to draw anything again#which sounds SO dramatic i know i know. but feelings arent always rational!!! and so many others things were going wrong at the same time#so it was strange putting together this year's art summary and realizing Huh. i did still have paintings to put in every space#that fear/anxiety spiral seems even sillier and more meaningless now that i have distance and proof of how irrational it was...#...but in reflection i'd like to think of it as proof that even when you feel at your worse it's worth it to keep trying...!!#after the Black Hole of Nothing i've been working every day on never ending doujin and xv anthology and orv sketchzine and merch#i can't say that i feel my artistic skills have like. improved or anything... but the passion i feel for the stories i read and#the stories i want to tell is still there!! and the happiness from getting to put form to those feelings large or small is worth it too#anyway......... lotta words to say tho i haven't posted much anymore and socmed is imploding and the world is dark#thank you very much for staying with me another year. i am - as ever - always grateful
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in less than a year and a half the italian government has: worsened the living conditions for immigrants (which were dire already) with new "reception centers" that is really just a fancy word for a place that is worse than a jail; continued to let hundreds of people die at sea or deport them back to libya; cut the funds for public healthcare and education; favored the gentrification of historical city centers; suppressed and silenced protests for palestine all around the country; called for the arrest of peace activists; turned a blind eye on the inhumane conditions of an italian antifascist activist detained in hungary; called for a daspo to all singers (lmao???) who express their dissent (or literally anything even vaguely political that doesnt align with their ideology) on live, PUBLIC state tv; put forward their plan to leave the south in utter subservience to the north and made the police beat up the southern mayors and governors who protested against it; made the police beat up the students and activists who protested outside RAI (state tv) buildings in several cities against its shameless censorship of those that speak up about palestine, as well as its continued support of the zionist narrative through which the news are filtered; done absolutely nothing to mitigate the embarrassingly high percentage of deaths in the workplace or the even more absurdly high percentage of femicide.
and now they're trying to pass a law that criminalizes any critique of israel by lumping up antisemitism and antizionism in the same category so that if you even dare say hey maybe we should stop killing palestinians you could be legally prosecuted.
but they opened a few parks so i guess they also did good things
#im so tired and angry and i wish i could articulate just how much#but there arent enough words in the english vocabulary#they dont even pretend anymore#its all out in the open for everyone to see. and it doesnt matter how many people protest. and A LOT of people are protesting#they just beat them down and pretend like its not happening#italy tag
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Toothless: comparison and art study
There is something to be said for the Toothless's of the non-book HTTYD with each being different from each other. The Animated Toothless is iconic in it's design, a cat-like predator which takes only one look for the viewer to know that he is fast. The Live Action Toothless is still cat-like, and yet... too human-ish, like the eyes of HTTYD2 Hookfang. It is the unholy offspring of HTTYD3 Toothless and baby Godzilla. The Live Arena is spikier and bulkier, with a more reptilian and classical dragon appearance and yet is recognisable all the same.
Action Toothless is most bland in colours, with an incredibly unrealistic nearly pure black hue and lack of patterns. The Animated version fares better, with a faint blue hue (which is lacking in these images but real all the same) and patterns across his back and wings. Finally, the Arena Toothless. He has pink around his maw and toes, and though lacking in patterns continues the blue hue.
Interestingly, both Arena and Action Toothless lack the exaggerated scales on their ear plates, instead having a more striped texture like a horn of some sort.
Neck wise, Action Toothless is the outlier, an 'S' curve to it whereas the other two- while still having a mammalian posture- are far more reptilian in their slant. For all three, they have exaggerated scales around the spines that begin only around the shoulder area.
For faces, Animated Toothless is certainly the most complex, a flat shape that slips into a slope at the bridge of the nose and a (mind you, flexible) beak shape at the end of the nostril. His spines begin at the "front" of his eye corners and ends at the end of them (please note the third eyebrow is also error, to which I apologize greatly). Arena Toothless has a rounded flat shape, bulging out at the bridge of the nose, and having a far more exaggerated shape and yet removing the beak element to it. He has the primary row of head spikes, starting from the start of the bridge of his nose and ending at his ear-plates. His secondary row of spines, hardest to see, starts at the front of his eyes and ends at the end of his slight head indent. The third row of spines start at the beginning slant of his brows and ends at his primary ear-plates. Action Toothless also loses the slight beak, instead having the shape but with lips. He has the least flat head and the most visible brows. His spikes begin between his eyes and ends at his first ear-plates. Action Toothless is the only of the free to have more than 4 protrusions to each side of his head.
There is little to be said on head shape: Animated is somewhere between a U and a V depending on expression, vaguely snake-like; Action is a lot blunter and thicker, with more defined cheekbones and having a narrower top. The Arena is merely speculative, but likely is a oval of some kind with the same general shape.
It's fairly obvious that Action Toothless is attempting to appear less dangerous and much cuter. Such a head shape is poor for his aerodynamics, as his original head shape gave him the arrow/jet-like physics, but this lesser head shape will result only in creating more drag for the dragon who's main (if only) hunting tactic is to dive at speeds to break the sound barrier.
Posture has previously been discussed for necks, but in terms of body shape they all follow the trend of a larger chest and thinner lower body (Do not ask what happened to Animated's tail. Please.) Arena has the thickest and shortest tail, held in a dinosaur position. His wings are small, curved with fin-like secondary wings. Action Toothless has a more sloped back, and a tail consistently held low to the ground. His wings are smallest, secondary wings mimicking that of the third movie with how they are nearly folded. Animated Toothless (only from the first movie as GOTNF does use a separate model) has the longest, thinnest tail that is usually either in contact from the ground or held up. His wings and secondary wings overlap each other slightly, with the thickest connecting skin to the body.
Looking closer at the wings of the Toothlessi, it's perhaps equally surprising as not that the Animated's are the most realistic*. All the wings have connecting tissue between wing arms, creating a near flat point until fingers begin to diverge. Arena Toothless has a bulky shoulder joint, and two claws that disrupt the general shape. He has 4 wing fingers, at least 2 of which seems to be fairly straight, and a wavy texture to his webbing. Action Toothless has an oddly thin forearm, 5 wing fingers (which is most realistic as they are fingers- something that Hookfang's design tried to mimic but failed) with the primary being far, far shorter than the secondary, making his wings also appear significantly smaller than they truly are. Said wing fingers are also thick, though not pictured here. The Animated Toothless has 6 fingers, the primary being longest and surprisingly thick arms!
*Fun Fact: The Live Arena Plush has his wings and is actually capable of gliding! It is quite enjoyable.
All Toothless designs contain heavy scale coverage of both front and back legs, and spikes to the front. Interestingly, the Animated Toothless is the only one to be plantigrade rather than digitigrade, as well as appearing to have a slight webbing to his joint though this is equally as likely to be a meshing error. Both Action and Arena go for sharp claws atop paws rather than the flexible and dulled claw of the animated toothless, and thick plating to his rear legs. Both Arena and Animated appear to be stockier than the Live Action, which has lankier, thinner legs.
There is little else to be said between designs. For Hookfang, I brought my own most pressing issue, but Toothless? There is nothing to be said for his head has already been examined.
The only real difference between Animated and Arena Hiccup is their shirt, otherwise a ditto. Action Hiccup differs in that he wears two shirts (see multiple sleeves), lacks a boob window and has a hood. Oh wait, no, the fur of his boots is also a different colour. With such a variation to the designs, it would simply take too long to compare everything and so I shall end on this:
Arena Toothless leans into being a powerful dragon, Animated Toothless leans into being elegant and the Action Toothless was bred into domestication over the time of Vikings to now.
There is such a lack of difference between the Hiccups there is nothing to be said- which seemingly most of the other teens do not follow in.
#Sorry for all the errors with Animated Toothless#I blame it on converting to digital at like 4 AM because the paper lines have the detail...#English may not be englishing but I try my best#httyd#hiccup#hiccup haddock#hiccup and toothless#toothless#httyd live arena#httyd live action#comparison#very poor art study but eh#*bangs head against wall*#be original please at least use the books stop adapting the movie please just stop copy and pasting Hiccup if you're going to switch everyo#e else up please im begging#httyd live critism#night fury#yknow#the unholy offspring of Lighting and Death itself#Sorry if this is rambling#I think it was a bad idea to hug the sick person#I feel suspiciously disease filled again#it's fine though because I can nap because it's saturday#I think Red Death is next iirc?#I need to stop yapping in tags like people care#sometimes it's important lore and other times it's just a summary of what I failed to say#why must i suffer#I know what I want to say what the words to be used are#and yet english doesn't get what I mean?#like I mean “please motivate authors but make sure you arent forcing them to write things they dont want to anymore”
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Izzy's never had any social media- why the fuck would he?- but there is a facebook account out there with his name, made for him by Ed back in the days when it was the hot new thing, and everyone had to have a facebook account. Theres a sum total of three posts on there;
The first two, made when Ed opened the account, marking that he changed his profile picture (Ed's favourite of them, armoured in leather but grinning at each other, full of love, like theres nothing else that matters in the world), and that Ed changed his relationship status now Izzy has an account- "Edward Teach is married to Izzy Hands"
The only other post, made more than a decade later, is Ed changing his relationship status to single.
#this is technically lore for an edizzy getting back together thing that you might ACTUALLY see bc i have it all fleshed out#just not in Good Words.#but i think it stands alone as fun little modern edizzy angst#wouldnt be textually relevant to the au anyway. just background ouch#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#blackbeard#edward teach#our flag means death#edizzy#blackhands#fang took the photo of them back in the 90s#they were even younger than they were when they set up the profile. barely more than kids#and they were so so in love#how things change#(i dont actually remember how fbs relationship status works anymore. suspend ur disbelief if im wrong)#they arent married; not really#but its a matter of paperwork to them (at the time)#theyre the local lovebirds. the old married couple. everyone in their scene knows them and know they come as a pair
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!FIC PROGRESS UPDATE!
Tacomic fic writing has been finished, needs to be beta'd and I have to make the art for it, should come out tomorrow/late tonight. i am so tired have not slept in 28 and 1/2 hours that's a bit much even for me i am tired. anyway. id tell you all the name of the fic but it still doesn't have one so hopefully my beta or my partner have suggestions because the doc is just called tacomictastic and i am not naming a fic that. have i mentioned yet that i am tired. i have to eat before i go to bed but oough id rather just eep. okay good afternoon everyone see you next time
#inanimate insanity#fic progress update#words arent looking like words anymore spelling is an illusion#loomy's aus#loomy's fics#tacomic#ii taco#taco ii#mic ii#ii mic#shoutout to the person who sent me an ask asking if im good before i even posted this update#how did you know#how could you tell
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everytime sukugo gets called a crack ship i suffer +10 damage
#f.txt#it's not about the ship or anything#it's more just. they be calling anything a crack ship these days huh#djdfhskdsffgs#like with skg they did used to be a rarepair but arent anymore#but they were never a Crack ship. it's a ship that has made sense since the begginning. (ok maybe i MIGHT be a biased fdjfdfg)#but!!!!! they had 2 interactions!!! two!!!!! for a crack ship u need a minimum requirement of 0 canon interactions#even THEN. u might not necessarily call it a crack ship#i think it maybe has to do with how fandom has gotten much larger and the Big Ships are so much more omnipresent in any fandom#so maybe that skews people's perceptions of other ships? like. any smaller ships gets totally overshadowed.#or maybe it's just confusing the term with rarepair#but i mean i have seen people be so confused when presented with skg and finding it slightly bizarre#and before i would have kinda gotten it . but now after the fight. im like......did u NOT see all that.#a lot of people seem to not venture into ships outside the 'main' ones#and take them as canon to a certain degree ?#('why would u ship X with Y if Z is right there')#idk#it's interesting#maybe related to the mainstreaming of fandom#?#just thoughts honestly#tho i feel the same about rarepairs tbh dsfjsdfds#i feel like the idea of a rarepair has also gotten skewed#where some big ships (in my opinion) are also getting called rarepairs#had this drafted from a while back. but i saw skg being called a crack ship again and remembered it#anyways. i will reiterate......ppl really be calling anything a crack ship these days#dhsfjdhjdghjfffddfhhfd#it just makes me feel....old(?) idk fjdhfjshgjs more kinda like a purist all NO!!!!!!!! wrong use of the word!!!!!!!!#but let's be honest ppl have always been like that. 'there's X!! why ship Y!!!!!'#basically. conclusion. fandom gettin so big intimidates me fhdjdfghjdfhjdfhfsdfgg
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final totk verdict.
#totk critical#loz#zelda#.txt#tldr: why didnt we get to experience the MAIN STORYLINE#why didnt zelda and link get to grow closer and stronger TOGETHER#why did we do laundry for 3 months while zelda fought a war#and she said it was cool and we just had to take her word for it#also i#i dont care abt. s/onia or r/auru or. any of the champions#their designs are cool esp sonia but like..#theyre. empty. and flawless. and they rob screentime from the development of link. of zelink. of the champions we DO know and care about.#i guarantee i would have enjoyed son/rau more if i was able to INTERACT WITH THEM!!!! :[#im bitter sorry#oh yeah and why arent link and zelda like. in love anymore.#in botw they were so insane crazy in love with eachother it ruled the fate of hyrule#and now theyre like...... coworkers... who went out to get chipotle or somnething together and got split up in timeline traffic#and theyre just like oh well#ill see ya when i see ya ig#idk. its so... weird. its so relaxed. its so distant.#the one serious thing is offscreen#link isnt just a side character hes a background character#while the main story takes place offscreen#://
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*someone posts the title of an article online*
Smartest Guy In The Entire World: you lost me at [thing that isnt even in the title]
Snivelling Idiot: well i actually think the author meant [more reasonable-sounding thing that still isn't implied by the title]
Second, Unrelated Smart Guy: well if they meant that then they shouldn't have titled the paper that. they should have titled it [completely different thing, still more inflammatory than the actual title]
#this isnt satire this isnt me doing a bit this is a real interaction i just saw#everyone online should kill themselfs immediately!#people arent even 'just reading headlines' anymore. theyre looking at the vague outlines of the words and hallucinating
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watching the cobs stream is so weird, cause the bots despite their voices obviously have personalities and their own opinions that shine through even when theyre trying to supress them
and as soon as these quirks get on cobs nerves and he tries to get rid of them they start making excuses of why they cant do that, automatically rebeling against him until he forcefully destroys them
and its funny cause cobs said he stopped giving his creations emotions and they developed them anyways. like how bad are you when you start traumatizing "emotionless" robots
#dont quote me on any of this#like they kept twisting his words so they could enter their "modes and both adam and justin rejected cobs commands to self destruct#and why? theyre just robots arent they? theyre not real people they shouldnt fear death#but they do#what would be fun woulf be an au were mephone saves brian and justin or just justin from being destroyed#and the guy is not helpful beyond keeping mephone company#but i think without cobs hovering over him that would give justin the time to process adam and brians death and his grief#he wouldnt be helpful but at least mephone wouldnt be alone anymore#the london screenings were yesterday so im still avoiding spoilers until it drops on yt but yea#inanimate insanity#steve cobs
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Do the characters speak English or a different language that’s just written as English so we understand (like how Avatar is in English even though they’re speaking Na’vi)
i never thought abt it!!! wouldnt it be funny if the giant plot twist of the series was that everyone speaks polish hdjdhdhs
but since they live in a world with a giant united country id say its an esperanto situation, with a mix of every language
#ask#lots of accents flying around too for sure#also specific regions would probably use similar words with slight differences#long story short there arent rly language barriers anymore#just trying to understand eachothers accent kinda?
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I am not Korean I don’t know how shit works over there but even after reading and seeing video I think Korean fans and neitizens need to calm down and use their energy to criticize the actual idols and men in South Korea who are committing crimes and being creepy and gross like his AirPod was given to him before he said anything and in the moment things happen but who gives a shit people get so mad over idols doing small thing whether it’s an action of something they said like ok so they said something mean or sexist years ago people mature and of course it takes longer for men to mature but ffs not every male idols is a prick some are okay I’d like to think but even if sunwoo is under fire rn at least he’s not like commuting r*pey crimes and shit like I get that males over there are r*pey and shit but at least so far we don’t know of what sunwoo has done and we can hope he’s not like that irl but we don’t know idols personally and we shouldn’t judge them based on a short video either like there are bigger fish to fry honestly. The drama in kpop is so annoying I miss when I first got into it and no one paid me attention and idols could breathe more, not that they were hiding shit as obviously some idols ended up doing bad things but at least the drama wasn’t as bad as it is now. I swear it’s everyday with an idol like who honestly gives a shit what a celeb does they live their lives and we live ours and in 20 years it won’t matter what they did or said esp if the world will end soon like bffr
#kpop#the boyz#tbz#kim sunwoo#the boyz sunwoo#tbz sunwoo#like he seems to get under fire a lot but tbh as long as he’s not r wording people let him be#y’all forget that your male idols are men and they say mean shit sometimes but as long as the arent doing anything bad who cares?#I used to get so mad when idols drank or smoked but I don’t care anymore#it’s their lungs and liver they’re ruining not mine#it’s not my business and im not around them so why should I care#*care
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i know this has been said 473773474833 times by the kavetham/haikaveh shippers and probably even nonshippers, but i'll say it again. I finally finished the genshin summer event and did the little after quest in sumeru and.....every time kaveh is sneaking around trying not to be noticed coming out of alhaithams house it's just such a gay vibe. he's basically screaming "I can't be caught being gay in a homophobic society!" even if that's not what the game writers are *actually* saying. that's just how it comes off and they can't make it come off any other way. with hoyo's gay history, it makes me wonder if it's on purpose and all a cover-up to have a technically different reason for it so they can get away with it lmao but we will never know.
#lee text#genshins#i can acknowledge how gay they are without liking thr ship#flashback to several kavetham/haikaveh (whatevwr their ship name is) shippers on here attacking me over not liking the ship#trying to “educate” me on why theyre sk gay and why i should ship it#look i didnt say they arent gay af. and these shippers dismissed my feelings completely#i think it was after that one event with the competition thing that kaveh won? idk but just they way they interacted#the way alhaitham talked to kaveh and the way kaveh responded TRIGGERED A TRAUMA RESPONSE IN ME#which made me dislike the ship and their dynamic! i didnt CARE if he was well meaning. the way he talked to kaveh#triggered a fight or flight response in me because it sounded similar to how ive been talked to and kaveh getting upset was similar to#how ive reacted to the same words. you can also argue my family cares about me like alhaitham does kaveh and its how he helps#but it doesnt mean its the kind of help we need and it doenst traumatize us lmao#so i dont get why people were so angry at me for getting triggered by this ship and disliking it for that reason#while i can still admit that they are gay af and seem to get a long a bit better after that and i can tolerate them now#since its been a while and i dont remember it enough to have a trauma response when seeing them anymore lmao#but its just annoying that shippers can be so toxic 💀 they care more about their fictional men ship than me. a real person. weird#not tagging the ship so i dont get more angry shippers in my notes....but they found me last time with no tags so hi. dont yell at me again!#but maybe no one will care since im putting my “anti ship propaganda” in the tags this time and not the main post lmao#just dont read my tags so you dont get mad at me for being uncomfortable by this ship dynamic. but if youre reading this...its too late#leave me alone they arent real and i am so im more important right 😅#let me shame the shippers that dismissed my real feelings because they think their ship is more important than a real person lmao#you cant tell me im wrong when a trauma response isnt a choice and happens against your will 💀#BE ASHAMED YOU NERDS#I WILL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS#sorry i just had to vent lmao
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my best friend just told me she's gonna show me her regular ass grocery order when she gets home and i seriously cheered as if she said she was coming over Right Now
#admittedly... i have such low social energy just ebing shown routine/boring things from ppls day to days makes me really happy#cause like!! i know random silly things!! and i can learn so much from that!! like food preferences or even shampoo smells yk???#like augh mundane things < 33333333#(also yes if u want to be my friend its definitely easier if u just take a show and tell approach. like kindergarten show & tell style wehr#u go “HERE'S MY THINGS” nd everyone claps and cheers then it just keeps cycling. i love show and tell. its my favorite way to make friends)#its funny - i literally ramble so much in the tags someone could probably search them and figure out Exactly how to love me w/o me having t#say much to them (Cause i am such an oversharer in tags + ik myself v well) b/c im frequently giving stupid little “cheats”#(ik its not cheats im just being silly with that wording)#i once had a exfriend send me a picture of her reciepts from being out for the day with others (and none of the things she had gotten atp)#and we arent even friends anymore and i STILL think very fondly about that conversation bc ahhhhh <3 i just like knowing random silly thing#im such a friendship bitch
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I blame AO3 for me not understanding how long a book is without its word count
#AO3#word count#its not my fault#I now do this for all the real books i read#well technically arent the books on AO3 real books too#idk anymore
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How the Court is Allowed to View A Polyglot Kiara
More photodumping for the upcoming Drake and Kiara essay!
So this is a compilation of the times I remember Kiara's skill with languages being viewed with disbelief, disdain or disrespect. There may be others, but these are the earliest ones and often the people who say it get away with saying it:
TRR1 Ch 16 - If the MC chooses "dare" at the Truth or Dare game, and calls Madeleine acting as a member of the press:

(Screenshots from the HIMEME YouTube channel)
TRR1 Ch 18 - A dialogue option where the MC can "quiz" Kiara on which other languages she knows:

(Screenshots by the My Choices (Fabbylous) channel)
(Possibly Inaccurate Translation: Good day (German), my friend (Spanish). Are you happy (Italian, though I get the sense that she's saying it sarcastically like...when someone says "satisfied??" after they've answered a stupid question you asked).
TRR2 Ch 4 - At the garden party in Applewood, when Madeleine is sending veiled threats to Hana about getting a suitor:

(Screenshots from the Skylia YouTube channel)
Madeleine engages in a bizarre play of exoticization against Kiara in this scene, and her "advice" to her fails dramatically (but perhaps that was the intention?) when Rashad is unable to even understand either Kiara's French or German. As you can see from these screenshots, Kiara herself is not happy with this suggestion.
TRR2 Ch 14 - Gossiping with Adelaide
One of your gossiping options (the one that fails) is if you compliment Kiara ("Did you know that Kiara speaks more than just French?"), which gets a pretty negative response from Adelaide:

(Screenshots from @cassiopeiacorvus)
Ironic how this is one of the rare times the MC can truly compliment Kiara on her skills...and she's shot down for it!! Also it's funny how "nobody cares about Kiara's linguistic prowess" yet there are more than enough people out there just pouncing to discredit it and pretend she's lying!
TRR3 Ch 7 - Before meeting Kiara at her estate:




(Screenshots from the HIMEME YouTube channel)
There is plenty I hate about this scene (more on that in the essay) but I find it extremely sus that this shitty attitude towards Kiara's most prominent skill is allowed to go on without any pushback for three fucking books.
#essay series: trr's alternative lis#kiara theron#the royal romance#listen i know that kiara's peppering of french words in between isn't a thing you often see among users of that language#and esp to those language users it may sound wrong#but what do you expect#the writers arent going to do anymore research than is strictly necessary for this character so...stop making it a character problem?#y'all don't have this energy for madeleine's abominable time management or olivia's butter knives 🧐
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