#there's just somethin' wrong with me
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i'm sittin' in my own fuckin' house and i feel like i need to run for my life! cool 👌
#not even because i'm scared#there's just somethin' wrong with me#built different (incorrectly)#nyeh heh#🍁 huh.
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mid-seasons Daryl's so smooth-headed
#just a damp fella.#I'm still struggling to put people into art styles uuuuughhh#using Daryl to practice bc I know what he looks like so well at this point#but man. I still can't figure this shit out#either it's just simplified realism or Some Random Cartoon Guy#like this doesn't quiiite look like him to me#somethin's wrong#but idk if that's because I'm not used to Shiny New Baby Daryl anymore#I'm being so nitpicky but this is what I do#anyways#the walking dead#the walking dead fanart#daryl dixon#scribbles#daryl dixon fanart#also I'm on a weird kick of using the blandest ugliest saddest colours lately#makin everything just look dirty and sickly <3#it's on purpose but I'm not rly sure why
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your f/o loves your body hair!!
no matter how much of it you have, whether you remove it or not, they're completely understanding of it. they'll never think you're "dirty" for it. after all, it's completely natural. at the end of the day, it's you, and your f/o loves you. they'll never judge what you choose to do with it or what you wear. you love them unconditionally, so why should their feelings for you be any different?
proship dni please!
#you can rb this if you'd like hehe!#i have a lot of body hair and although i've been shamed for it a lot. it's still me. i like it. there is never anything wrong with somethin#we can't even control!#it's a very cute thought to me! i feel like m.atthew is the kind of guy who'd snuggle me and run his hand over my arm and giggle because#his girlfriend is so fuzzy and soft and feels so nice in his arms#self ship#selfshipping#btw this goes for ALL kinds of f/os! not just romantic!!!#f/o community
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Okay I have to get a single vent off my chest and then I promise I'll be quiet.
I need ya'll to please realize now (before backlash at Guerrilla gets hurled in three years) DLC characters/content do not become mainstay installments in the way you imagine.
DLC characters do not become main characters.
DLC plots can be removed from the main story and recited as exposition in a main entry.
It HAS to be removable, because not every consumer buys DLC. Whether for lack of resources, access, or principal.
I just really don't wanna see people griping that Guerrilla "dropped"... ahem, anything... in three years from now. Or that some kind of endgame was promised and then taken away.
We been knew, or we SHOULD know bc this is how DLCs have worked always forever.
Not to mention BS was even MORE exclusive by proxy of being literally exclusive to a console people STILL don't have easy access to.
Please everyone just be reasonable when the time comes, that's all I'm worried about.
#sorry just the “endgame” comments have been really annoying#seyka is staying in the DLC or at most as an easter egg quest like nil in horizon 3#as someone who liked her you guys are wrong sorry#dont shit on guerrilla when her role is reduces#that's how it works#also I'm FULLY convinced she was made solely to test audience reaction to a romance mechanic#without using a pre-established main character#bc then there would be bias#i am p confident in my reasoning here.#fight me about it in my ask box or somethin#burning shores#burning shores spoilers#seyka#hfw#horizon forbidden west burning shores#horizon forbidden west
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my automatic reading of any character as queer vs the deep and shameful knowledge in my heart that shrike would self describe himself a lady killer
#monkey wrench#this post is not meant to be taken super seriously lol just ftr#i could be wrong but its true in my heart. sad!#txt#listening to his unofficial character playlist only cements this to me fnvmrkvnirv.#boy you are fuckin somethin huh
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do i really wanna read it tho? U beta'd it but whats so good about it? I wanna know
I have good taste in things. Ask any of my online comrades, i scarcely reccomend bad things.
Good characterization all around for both major and minor characters. I'm particularly fond of how Natsu is written in the fic.
Ever expanding lore. The world in the storys constantly bein built and expounded on.
Good pacing. Lives up to the slow burn tag (though im evil and think it could be slower, but alas, Rougie thinks thatd be too evil to do.)
Great action. Might be graphic to some but its an M rated fic for a reason.
Theres romance there but it isnt slapped on, its actually something that progresses and slowly grows instead of bein like, speedran.
I did another post here before on this a while back
You won't know if you'll like it if you don't give it a shot for yourself :]
#talking to the firebird#i kinda dont like ur tone here man#reads as a bit rude and sarcastic to me#but i could be wrong and id rather believe that u arent bein rude#but i personally deeply enjoy the fic#the fact that its written by one of my best comrades is simply a bonus#but to explain all that i enjoy about it would rlly just be me summarizin the entire thing#so just go ahead and give it a shot#test out whether the story is your vibe or not#if it aint for ya then dope 👍 if it suits ur vibe then thats even better :]#imma be bold and assume u follow me and be even bolder to assume that if u follow me we might have similar tastes#which means theres somethin here in the fic to spark ur interest :]
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LDB: *sleepy, tired, just woke up, smiling at Miraak who they literally just went through hell to save last night like there was nothing wrong with them being in the same house* ...g'mornin~...
Miraak: *hard staring, full of indescribable emotions, hasn't needed to sleep in almost four eras, forgot what being human felt like, very tired but extremely awake due to the creature before him* ...Greetings...
#skyrim#i'm still working on the lucia stuff dw but i just wanted somethin quick n silly#i am going through hells and horrors known as banks keep hanging up on me and my card is frozen bc i kept putting the wrong pin#so i cannot order food and im leaving to my sister's in a few hours and i havent eaten since 8 am this morning#:)))))))))) im Fine#anyways#miraak#last dragonborn
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Me through most of Boom: Wow, this is a really solid dramatic episode.
Me when Moffat needlessly sprinkles in anti-faith sentiments without specifying that it’s blind faith in bad things that the Doctor doesn’t like, which makes it come off like the Doctor is just against religion generally:
#doctor who#dw critical#spoilers#dw spoilers#i get it edgelord you don’t care for religion. you don’t have to alienate religious members of the audience.#i at least appreciated that the doctor agreed with splice that gone and dead are different things and told her to keep the faith#but like. he immediately thereafter still tells mundy that he doesn’t like faith and spent the whole episode disparaging it.#which just feels so wrong for a show that’s supposed to be open minded about the beliefs and cultures all across the universe#i hate when writers gratuitously make the doctor take a hard and broad stance on something that he would NOT#reminds me of s8 when twelve suddenly hated all soldiers#as if some of his closest friends haven’t been soldiers? brigadier? benton and yates? sara?#big difference between corrupt military and literally every soldier#the same way there is a big difference between a corrupt religious organization or individuals who use religion as an excuse for cruelty#and like. ALL faith and the idea of having a faith that you live by whatsoever.#just because his comments were aimed at something corrupt doesn’t mean they weren’t WAY too sweeping as if he meant it on the whole#i definitely enjoyed the bulk of the episode but that just felt like it was done in bad faith and made me uncomfortable#and i just read moffat’s comment on the thoughts and prayers thing and UGH#i get why there are circumstances in which that can feel hollow — usually if it’s coming from a corporation that could actually do somethin#but can we not villainize all the normal people who genuinely mean that with love?#people who often CAN’T do anything but say prayers for you?#that IS a legitimate response and a legitimate action#someone can’t physically aid you but cares to take the time to talk to the God of the universe about you and your need and plead for you#don’t tell me that isn’t love or that it’s not really doing anything#sometimes that’s all you CAN do and it’s more than people give it credit for#blatant disregard and willful misunderstanding of faith like this just rub me wrong#it’s painting with a broad brush and it’s close minded#and yes i’m gonna post this. i’m feeling controversial.#my love/aggravation relationship with moffat continues#in the wise words of kira nerys. if you don’t have faith you can’t understand it and if you do then no explanation is necessary.
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#been trying to stir smthn up all night cause theres been somethin in me i gotta get out but its like a sneeze that wont come#alcohol is the answer to that but id not b feelin great tomorrow at work#BUT if i can dig the thing out of me for a few days then actually i would probably feel better. u know?#honestly im just bored. im just bored and getting sad is the thing that is most fun to me because there is something wrong with my brain
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#god I hate being loney jfc#like I wanna make friends here I really do but also I have horrid time blindness and ADHD and generally suck at normal conversations#idk ive spent a lot of time making friends through vcs where its so much easier to tell tone and whether or not a joke lands so text is hard#and the other way I tend to make friends is through roleplay or working on projects but with the dsmp thats difficult at best#like yeah I have an rp blog but thats only attracted people who aren't on the 'dream' side of things so its just#GAH IM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND I WANNA TALK WITH PEOPLE I WANT TO CHAT BUT IM ALSO SO SCARED THAT ILL FUCK UP BY MAKING A JOKE OR SOMETHIN#and I know theres people I could get back to about things but its been months and idk how to even approach that or reach out#i know im in a hole of my own making but also I don't know if I can just get myself out of this without help#its all stupid and my anxiety makes it so much worse#I just wanna do things and chat and stuff with people in this community but im so scared to do so simultaneously#yeah yeah do it scared but I don't want to do it scared if the anxiety of “did I go to far/say the wrong thing” is gonna eat at me#vent stuff#to be deleted eventually
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i made refs for myself solely for color picking and so i remember how i draw daigo’s pants and im too busy cackling at daigo In General when put in between these two
#daigo dojima#masato arakawa#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#snap chats#Spot My Fave (IMPOSSIBLE)#listen... if rgg didnt want to go all out with daigo then i will. Maybe.#i couldve done more tbh but i mean i draw him with piercings on one ear so you cant even see that#i fight god every day trying to decide whether i should give him a collar or not but i think that'd be overkill so i dont#i also have a ref sheet for their 'iconic' looks but i just wanted to share this one cause daigo's so funny#he's like a horrible mash up of mine and masato#speaking of tho i dont like drawing masato standing. feels wrong- illegal even i just need to properly see everything#but yeah no i love how i only fuck with daigo's design so heavily#like masato is literally almost the perfect corp goth to me as he is i dont wanna touch him#but daigo... cmon son i know you got more bullshit in you...#anyway thats it for this ramble. im gonna go draw somethin silly with mine and aoki now cause i realized somethin while drawin
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pwoxi skeletons
#i need a new oc tag#way of [path]#bro.im so cold.....i should have brought a jacket or somethin to work cause omg....#and its so windy and cold...the sun isn't out...#(i know its not actually cold its florida im just sick i think and susceptible to slight dips i. weather)#(i think its funny tho that yeasteday i was in an uber to get to the dr.s and they asked me if i wanted ac and i said no#and i asked for the window to be down a tad (it was warm out) and literally 2 mins later he asked if he could put up the window since its#so hot#made me chuckle in my head im like “lol. cause of my jacket on u thought i wanted ac ur WRONG...im cold as hell and its so nice and warm..”#what am i talking about
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maybe i should make an actual intro post now that this blog has actual people following it and not just an army of beautiful beautiful hot and single women in my area
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#tumblr user ashton swagaythor has somethin in the works boys >:DD#<- talking to an empty room filled with crickets#it will be done eventually but ya know. the Horrors persist#also im 1 away from 100 followers. when did that happen what the hell#hello people. what is wrong with you
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#gonna be whiny for a second i’m sorry#being single is really great sometimes but other times it’s so hard#i just yearn for a love that i feel like i’ll never get to experience#i’ve went my whole life feeling like there’s somethin wrong with me#i feel like i’m going to be alone forever and i just need to accept that
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i understand and respect other folk who find power in stories with inhuman body modification/transformation and find it empowering, but oof can it be a major squick for me
#was reminded of a comic a friend drew and i was very not fan of that. nothin wrong with it! but it was Very Not For Me#part of why id never do the cards ending is i find it uh kind of uh. idk the right word. Makes Me Feel Ick#combined with the identity issues from it and its more Replacing Someone. that bothers me. not just people being annoying about it lmao#idk somethin ive noticed being in monster heavy world#i want to interact with monsters i dont want to be one XD#the prophet speaks
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also quick addendum because i've sorted out my thoughts and am not just sitting shell shocked.
i'm more certain in my affirmation that tobari referring to miharu's mother at a distance is to keep himself in check. the ring would've been something given when he was an adult(? which i assume he wasn't when he had taken miharu and tried running away, at the least, still too young for anything permanent); this would've been the time spent in-between until he had found miharu again or had suspicions that miharu's ability was reawakening (whatever the trigger would've been).
however, there's also the possibility that (if they are related, which. gestures. idk why i'm so nervous abt accepting that... aliases happen all the time) their grandmother had lived elsewhere when the slaughter happened & took miharu in afterward, then moved closer to banten unintentionally which meant that tobari now had space to act while assumed dead. the promise miharu made, i imagine, would've been something to do with the incident being forgotten or never happening in the first place. tobari consistently blames his own naivete & how others seem to act before he can shoulder the blame, maybe he hadn't realized the effects it would've had on miharu in return to use that form of hijutsu; the promise would've been either the wish (for everyone to forget him/the pain he incurred, which. smiles painfully. allusions to yoite...) or to not use the power altogether again, to keep himself safe & it's as i previously assumed with the info. being locked inside just with the specific knowledge that miharu had instinctively drawn upon to keep them safe, and tobari was terrified of that.
or maybe i'm completely off-base <3 maybe tobari's just miharu's half-brother. his father and miharu's were the same, but the mothers were separate. which would also explain somewhat why the grandmother isn't familiar w him anyway + separate last names... (if that's a legitimate thing to draw upon... again, aliases)
#i'm just throwing ideas at the wall again. i don't know what to think... so suspicious of everything nabari relents bwehaha#i don't think it'd be easier even if i knew jpn. it'd be the same case of like. calling someone kuya even if they're just a friend of the#family aegahaha#don't tell me if i'm wrong/right btw i love deliberating inane technicalities. for fun <3 though i am worried like. did i overlook somethin#major. in the throes of questioning everything that's given to me that seems to convenient and clean#WHO KNOWS. WE HAVE LIKE 60 CHAPTERS LEFT I'M NOT STRESSED ABT FIGURING THIS OUT RIGHT AWAY <333#jestersvaguely#nnolb
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