#there are definitely Emotions attached
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puppyeared · 1 year ago
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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lobster-bisque-roleplay · 2 years ago
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Can't believe I was like "Sebastian definitely shouldn't be taken to Azkaban after killing his Uncle, he was just acting a little silly 😔" and Ominis' reaction to that was really, "Yeah you're probably right :/"
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prefer-to-be-vilified · 2 years ago
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Miss Thornhill: Nice work, Wednesday.
Wednesday: Thanks mom.
Wednesday: …The last person still staring at me is going to lose an eye.
Xavier: You just called Miss Thornhill mom. You said ‘thanks mom’
Wednesday: What? No I didn’t. I said ma’am. I said ‘thanks ma’am’
Miss Thornhill: Do you see me as a mother figure Wednesday?
Wednesday: No. If anything I see you as a bother figure. Because you’re always bothering me.
Enid: Wednesday! Show your mother some respect!
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romionarry · 1 month ago
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harry smelling ginny’s perfume or shampoo or whatever in the desire cocktail is based of him but i like that right after, he chooses to seek out ron’s gaze across the table and grin at him . something about wanting to share his joy with ron … wanting ron’s company in happiness and love land. harry kid i got my eye on you
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transingthoseformers · 11 months ago
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... another clutch idea! Optimus-as-Orion gets Megatron sparked. The clutch is laid while Optimus still believes himself to be Orion. For some reason, Megatron acts oddly detached with the clutch, so Orion becomes the main caretaker. He doesn't mind, as far as he knows this is Megatronus' first clutch, and everyone knows carriers can act a bit weird with them.
The truth is that Megatron has convinced himself they'll leave him too, so he purposefully stops himself from becoming too attached. But it's also his first clutch.
But when Optimus regains his memory, he knows he can't leave the clutch behind. So he doesn't.
Optimus knows it's a cruel thing to do, but he also thinks it's the right thing to do for the clutch and tbh I don't think he's wrong in thinking that.
So now the human kids get to see baby Cybertronians, whenever they decide to unfurl.
I feel like even though he's trying to not get too close, he'll lose his shit when he realizes Optimus brought the clutch with him (or even assume worse). Had he anticipated losing them one way or another? Yes. Had he anticipated it hurting this much? No.
Everyone Instantly Has Questions regarding how Optimus came back with eggs, and it's gonna be a whole ass thing for a while. They'll get attached though, and I like to think it'll be a super cute moment for the kids to meet the first baby cybertronians in a while.
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brainman1987 · 9 months ago
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@all my Gideon Coal lovers (hello hi nice to meet ya howyado) how about This Prompt
Gideon loses to gricko when he tries to hit the man with the weird bowtie but misses, and ends up giving an iou to Gricko instead! Yes normal plot we stan yes? Anyways the Sow Pig the strange not frog not human but something worse and the tall moon faced woman all meet him, Sow Pig goes "you don't have your TickEt" yadda yadda yadda and instead of someone important to him Gideons Manacles get taken away from him
Because y'know. It's something of equal value they have to take yeah? And Gideon doesn't consider himself a very materialistic man, only owning a two maybe three shirts two pairs of pants, it was always easier to forget and leave behind things that had emotional value because then it was easier to run or fight without abandon because what did he have to come back to? So when the Sow Pig came he thought he wouldn't have anything, nothing it (not she that thing is some horrible not human at best) until it reached out to him and took his Manacles. Idk just. Y'know hehe
Gideon stumbling and feeling... maybe... unprotected? Useless? Suddenly Very Much not con-fi-dant and boisterous as we all know him to be! Maybe a little empty! Anxious! Idk I might just be going crazy! anyways toodles ✨✨✨
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mlobsters · 26 days ago
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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)
Dad's vulnerable when he's with us. He's stronger without us around.
#supernatural#spn 1x16#sam and dean#john winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester#by grabthar's hammer this MUST be my last gifset from this episode! dear lord.#supernatural gifs#spn gifs#mygifs#spngifs#long post#there were so many face journeys that i felt were important but i tried to cut it down to the most important ones 🥴#dean is exhausted and seems so defeated admitting that john should leave#in my humble opinion i feel like this was a fairly flimsy reasoning thrown at the issue because jdm wasn't available for much filming#the two times i've just sat and watched the episode - like everyone seems to believe what they're saying - but i don't#like yes. safer. alone. of course??? whatever man. it's a tropey thing you say but i'm not buying it :p#i do buy however that it's the sam and dean show and we got limited jdm time and we need the focus to stay on s&d and get john out for now#and sam seems genuinely really upset that john is leaving - but his words say he's upset that he doesn't get to help catch yed basically#not that it's like... an emotional attachment to being with john? sam's feelings about john are always confusing#but his face is definitely saying it's not just about catching the demon#i don't have anything disparaging to say about john here. who am i? oh. except jdm smiled at weird times with him in this role#and it made him seem kind of... smug to me in a way?? that made me wanna punch him :P#there was one weird smile in this interaction. earlier in the episode there was a lot of what i consider inappropriate smiling LOL
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angelisalynn · 11 months ago
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i have a really bad feeling henry is going to c***** s****** and i’m trying to resist the urge to just throw in the towel now because i know i won’t be able to handle it.
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monkee-mobile · 6 months ago
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it’s the 90s in my monkee universe where davy lost his mom young like he did irl and they are watching the land before time because, yknow it seemed like a cool newer movie and peter LOVES don bluth films so they happened to pick it up from a video store after it left theaters so they’re all at home on the couch snuggled up and then they get to the scene where the sharp tooth attacks and mike sees it coming and has a hand on davys arm immediately and sure enough theres a dying mother scene.
davy stiffens a bit but says he’s fine and so mike squeezes davys hand a bit but then eventually davy starts to sniffle and mikes like “okay that’s it micky pause it.” and despite it having been so many years since his mom passed and him having been so young at the time, something still hits davy, especially seeing a kid in denial that his mom is going away because he just assumed she’d always be there!
but davy is determined to push past most of his babyish ways of the past so he keeps assuring mike (who is holding his face and looking into his eyes) that he’s fine between breaths. but mike is in full mumma mode because davy became his baby forever and always, and they turn the film back on and it’s all fine but mike holds davy extra tight and snuggles up to him throughout the rest of the watch and davy can’t help but push himself into mike and cling onto his shirt because mike is there for him and he does love him so much.
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thegreatyin · 5 months ago
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I need to know: have you started Evolution yet, and if so did the Scoundrel yeet the Youthful Naturalist off their ship?
i've not only started evolution- i've finished it!
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the scoundrel didn't yeet him mostly because they were flabbergasted at his audacity. an ambitious little academic? a pitiful human, no less?? stowing away on THEIR ship??? their ego couldn't take it. they weren't sure whether to be amused or appalled. they eventually settled on being deeply, deeply curious-
and, well.
that curiosity ended up taking the both of them pretty far, to say the least.
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hermitshell · 22 hours ago
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why does minecraft roleplay make me feel the grief of a thousand suns !!!
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fipindustries · 8 days ago
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mean spirited 2 am rant
"I identify as X, and what that means is something i get to decide for my self" [LOUD BUZZER] WRONG, language is not a private game, try again.
Now, to be clear: This is not about invalidating your identity or telling you who you are or how to live your life or what rights you deserve. this is about you using words in really stupid ways, so either come up with a coherent definition and stick to it or ill stop listening to you for guidance on how to use these terms and will start using them however i damn well want, wether you like it or not.
The definition of words is not actually a private subjective individual matter, a word doesnt mean "whatever works best for you", language is a team sport, it exists for people to communicate things to each other, not for you to find labels that only work inside your head, words have to be decided collectively, communication is a comunal thing where we all got to agree on the rules for it to work, you dont get to create your own private meaning and then pretend that you are doing communication anymore.
And if you are like "thats a cage, thats a prison, thats constraining", yeah, welcome to ontology, when a thing is something then it is not all other things. Wow, such opression, to be forced to exist instead of being an abstract formless immaterial blob of raw thought that can be anything and everything and nothing all at the same time. "I dentify as the vague positive emotion of belonging that i get when im recognized as part of the in group" grow up.
"I dentify as X which may mean y, z and w properties but it can also mean a, b and c"
"I thought a, b and c meant the opposite of x"
"It can be, depends on who you ask"
"Then how can i know?"
"You can just ask for clarification"
"IF I HAVE TO ASK FOR CLARIFICATION ABOUT WHAT YOU MEANT AFTER YOU USE A WORD THEN THE WORD WAS USELESS IN COMUNICATING INFORMATION, TGE WORD NOW DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING"
"It means something to me"
"Well, congratulations, you dont care about comunicating with others or being understood, you might be X but youre also a prick"
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ghostbird-7 · 3 months ago
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Still sad that umbrella academy went the grimdark way with [SPOILER] everyone dying angry with each other with none of their issues resolved. The tension between them would’ve been fine, it was very present in other seasons, but there was nothing on the other side of the scales. For a show about a family of people who are world endingly terrible about loving each other but who love eachother nonetheless.. we didn’t get much of that. It would’ve been fine that it didn’t make sense, I had some trouble following season 3, but it was alright because there were good character moments and interpersonal relationships. Also, five didn’t get to go on a killing spree to some funky music and that is a goddamn crime. Send us off right
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andro-dino · 2 years ago
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Mayblade Day 4 - Sci-fi
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“What… what are you?”
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cloudcountry · 1 year ago
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sorry guys i just cried over v's good ending for like a whole hour what did i miss
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nexus-nebulae · 3 months ago
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"what do you mean you've been here for seven years?" who said that
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