#there are definitely Emotions attached
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Can't believe I was like "Sebastian definitely shouldn't be taken to Azkaban after killing his Uncle, he was just acting a little silly 😔" and Ominis' reaction to that was really, "Yeah you're probably right :/"
#hogwarts legacy#i really wish Ominis would've protested the hell out of what i said but it's like fine it's whatever#i can definitely understand why ominis would agree because of his emotional attachment to seb but I WANTED MORE CONFLICT TO ARISE FROM THIS#ominis was like ''seb you're going too far with this dark arts shit and it's literally killing me :'('' throughout seb's story line#and then he just...rolls over and accepts it in the end#sebastian sallow#ominis gaunt
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Miss Thornhill: Nice work, Wednesday.
Wednesday: Thanks mom.
Wednesday: …The last person still staring at me is going to lose an eye.
Xavier: You just called Miss Thornhill mom. You said ‘thanks mom’
Wednesday: What? No I didn’t. I said ma’am. I said ‘thanks ma’am’
Miss Thornhill: Do you see me as a mother figure Wednesday?
Wednesday: No. If anything I see you as a bother figure. Because you’re always bothering me.
Enid: Wednesday! Show your mother some respect!
#wednesday#you can convince me that if thornhill wasn’t laurel gates that wednesday wouldn’t have grown attached to her#every weird queer coded teen need an emotional support teacher#and she definitely ships wenclair#wednesday addams#miss thornhill#marylin thornhill#laurel gates#xavier thorpe#enid sinclair#wenclair#wednesday netflix#wednesday 2022#incorrect wednesday quotes#incorrect wednesday addams#incorrect wednesday#ptbv
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harry smelling ginny’s perfume or shampoo or whatever in the desire cocktail is based of him but i like that right after, he chooses to seek out ron’s gaze across the table and grin at him . something about wanting to share his joy with ron … wanting ron’s company in happiness and love land. harry kid i got my eye on you
#the ronarry maniac in me is tempted to outlandishly claim that it’s ron instead that he smells#that ron uses hygiene products with flowery scents when at the burrow or something#but it’s honestly not even a ronarry L if he’s really smelling ginny and i stand by that#my guy harry could very well be smelling both of them and just not notice ron in the mix bc the bestie is right there#in front of his face smelling the exact same#and no matter how much harry definitely genuinely fancies ginny#i dont see him having the emotional closeness and vulnerability with ginny that hes got with ron and hermione#not now and not when he’s properly dating her either. and thats bc *points at attachment issues due to trauma*#anyway. back to reading. as always through the ronarry and the romionarry goggles#working hard to interpret everything in favour of the deeply intricate golden trio love story in my head. the grind never stops 🫡#hp6#ronarry
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... another clutch idea! Optimus-as-Orion gets Megatron sparked. The clutch is laid while Optimus still believes himself to be Orion. For some reason, Megatron acts oddly detached with the clutch, so Orion becomes the main caretaker. He doesn't mind, as far as he knows this is Megatronus' first clutch, and everyone knows carriers can act a bit weird with them.
The truth is that Megatron has convinced himself they'll leave him too, so he purposefully stops himself from becoming too attached. But it's also his first clutch.
But when Optimus regains his memory, he knows he can't leave the clutch behind. So he doesn't.
Optimus knows it's a cruel thing to do, but he also thinks it's the right thing to do for the clutch and tbh I don't think he's wrong in thinking that.
So now the human kids get to see baby Cybertronians, whenever they decide to unfurl.
I feel like even though he's trying to not get too close, he'll lose his shit when he realizes Optimus brought the clutch with him (or even assume worse). Had he anticipated losing them one way or another? Yes. Had he anticipated it hurting this much? No.
Everyone Instantly Has Questions regarding how Optimus came back with eggs, and it's gonna be a whole ass thing for a while. They'll get attached though, and I like to think it'll be a super cute moment for the kids to meet the first baby cybertronians in a while.
#like#Megatron is going to take this as proof he was right not to get too attached#but i feel like there'd still be Emotions to be had_ just as there would be for his relationship with orion burning down again#maccadam#transformers#tfp megatron#tfp megatronus#same guy#tfp orion pax#tfp optimus prime#also a same guy#megop#it's going to definitely add fire into the optimus vs megatron dynamic we typically see in tfp
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@all my Gideon Coal lovers (hello hi nice to meet ya howyado) how about This Prompt
Gideon loses to gricko when he tries to hit the man with the weird bowtie but misses, and ends up giving an iou to Gricko instead! Yes normal plot we stan yes? Anyways the Sow Pig the strange not frog not human but something worse and the tall moon faced woman all meet him, Sow Pig goes "you don't have your TickEt" yadda yadda yadda and instead of someone important to him Gideons Manacles get taken away from him
Because y'know. It's something of equal value they have to take yeah? And Gideon doesn't consider himself a very materialistic man, only owning a two maybe three shirts two pairs of pants, it was always easier to forget and leave behind things that had emotional value because then it was easier to run or fight without abandon because what did he have to come back to? So when the Sow Pig came he thought he wouldn't have anything, nothing it (not she that thing is some horrible not human at best) until it reached out to him and took his Manacles. Idk just. Y'know hehe
Gideon stumbling and feeling... maybe... unprotected? Useless? Suddenly Very Much not con-fi-dant and boisterous as we all know him to be! Maybe a little empty! Anxious! Idk I might just be going crazy! anyways toodles ✨✨✨
#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#gideon coal#writing prompt#au prompt#i suppose#hhhhhhhh#gideon...... having anxiety without the manacles.....#because like#the manacles are a love hate relationship yeah?#they imprisoned him forced him to sit like a dog and take whatever the Horrible Monsters called hobgoblins threw at him#but they also gave him the stength the capability to run to find his people to find a sort of famoly that he definitely Isnt!! attached to#no way#there isnt any underlying issues there#dont look at me#so while yes the manacles chained him yhey also gave him a second chance#they have a lot of emotional worth to gideon#so now without them he just feels... empty. lost. yhe familiar clank of his chains the weight on his arms the way they would squish his#forearms in a comforting way now that he was used to it#the constant pressure no longer there#idk im just going bonker but like. cmon.... it doent have to be angsty gay people because thwyre seperated it could be angsty gay people#bexause Gideon has had at least one constant in his life since he got captured and that was the manacles doing what manacles do#ignore me just#going insane haha
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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)
Dad's vulnerable when he's with us. He's stronger without us around.
#supernatural#spn 1x16#sam and dean#john winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester#by grabthar's hammer this MUST be my last gifset from this episode! dear lord.#supernatural gifs#spn gifs#mygifs#spngifs#long post#there were so many face journeys that i felt were important but i tried to cut it down to the most important ones 🥴#dean is exhausted and seems so defeated admitting that john should leave#in my humble opinion i feel like this was a fairly flimsy reasoning thrown at the issue because jdm wasn't available for much filming#the two times i've just sat and watched the episode - like everyone seems to believe what they're saying - but i don't#like yes. safer. alone. of course??? whatever man. it's a tropey thing you say but i'm not buying it :p#i do buy however that it's the sam and dean show and we got limited jdm time and we need the focus to stay on s&d and get john out for now#and sam seems genuinely really upset that john is leaving - but his words say he's upset that he doesn't get to help catch yed basically#not that it's like... an emotional attachment to being with john? sam's feelings about john are always confusing#but his face is definitely saying it's not just about catching the demon#i don't have anything disparaging to say about john here. who am i? oh. except jdm smiled at weird times with him in this role#and it made him seem kind of... smug to me in a way?? that made me wanna punch him :P#there was one weird smile in this interaction. earlier in the episode there was a lot of what i consider inappropriate smiling LOL
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i have a really bad feeling henry is going to c***** s****** and i’m trying to resist the urge to just throw in the towel now because i know i won’t be able to handle it.
#what i mean is#i’m tempted to just not finish it#because i can feel it in my bones#i know there’s no world in which i should be this attached to him and yet#here we are#i will definitely cry#what about it#does anyone wanna be my emotional support tsh buddy <3#the secret history#henry winter#donna tartt#tsh#dark academia#bookblr
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it’s the 90s in my monkee universe where davy lost his mom young like he did irl and they are watching the land before time because, yknow it seemed like a cool newer movie and peter LOVES don bluth films so they happened to pick it up from a video store after it left theaters so they’re all at home on the couch snuggled up and then they get to the scene where the sharp tooth attacks and mike sees it coming and has a hand on davys arm immediately and sure enough theres a dying mother scene.
davy stiffens a bit but says he’s fine and so mike squeezes davys hand a bit but then eventually davy starts to sniffle and mikes like “okay that’s it micky pause it.” and despite it having been so many years since his mom passed and him having been so young at the time, something still hits davy, especially seeing a kid in denial that his mom is going away because he just assumed she’d always be there!
but davy is determined to push past most of his babyish ways of the past so he keeps assuring mike (who is holding his face and looking into his eyes) that he’s fine between breaths. but mike is in full mumma mode because davy became his baby forever and always, and they turn the film back on and it’s all fine but mike holds davy extra tight and snuggles up to him throughout the rest of the watch and davy can’t help but push himself into mike and cling onto his shirt because mike is there for him and he does love him so much.
#the monkees#mike nesmith#davy jones#peter tork#micky dolenz#mumma mike#this is something i don’t know if ive ever actually typed out but i got randomly into the land before time a while ago and thought of this#davybaby#or… post davybaby i suppose?#in this they’re older cause it’s the 90s and after his father passed in 72 davy started regressing real hard#(mostly after one really lonely trip to england to help with his father)#(he had some panic attacks because suddenly he was thrust back into evrything he left and called mike in the middle of the night freaking#out because he felt all alone and mike promised he’d never#have davy go to england alone and that he’d stay with him next time)#so throughout a lot of the 70s davy is on and off baby mode pretty hard#and at some point in the 80s he decides to try to stop it and goes all stoic and NOT little#but mike is now so attached to his little one and davy… despite trying to act like he’s not… is so attached to mike#and mike wants davy to be able to do what he wants but is also conflicted because it’s definitely not good for davy to ignore his emotions#which the guys usually helped him process through regressing#they all figure it out don’t worry it’s just hard for davy but he’s got his friends. they’ve all got each other and they love each other so#so much#and davy gets so many snuggles and hugs and kisses don’t you worry#okay goodnight folks i’m sorry for the lil davy rants
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I need to know: have you started Evolution yet, and if so did the Scoundrel yeet the Youthful Naturalist off their ship?
i've not only started evolution- i've finished it!
the scoundrel didn't yeet him mostly because they were flabbergasted at his audacity. an ambitious little academic? a pitiful human, no less?? stowing away on THEIR ship??? their ego couldn't take it. they weren't sure whether to be amused or appalled. they eventually settled on being deeply, deeply curious-
and, well.
that curiosity ended up taking the both of them pretty far, to say the least.
#ive posted about their evolution adventures as i went through them earlier in this blog's FL tag#you may need to go digging though#suffice to say it's definitely one of the major character-shaping adventures they've had#ask#fallen london#i dont think ive actually mentioned their post-evolution thoughts much?#they've uh. they've probably gone back to their tired and true tactic of intense repression + denial for the latter chunks#specifically the delight and the diving bell#they are thalassophobic. They Did Not Enjoy The Diving Bell.#they did get horribly attached to the naturalist though. mostly against their own will#it is a horrible wannabe bat that thinks human emotions are horrible and worthless and it keeps feeling All Of Them anyway#scoundrelventures
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why does minecraft roleplay make me feel the grief of a thousand suns !!!
#nothing else makes me feel as much agony as silly minecraft roleplay and it is driving me up the wall !!#so anyways hi guys. I'm feeling definitely very normal tonight#and not at all compounded with the grief of a thousand cube shaped people#ok what I don't get is that I'm mostly ok when it is just a Normal character but somehow when it is a Minecraft character#anything that happens is more agonizing and emotionally hitting??? this makes no sense brain????#potential theories: 1. We see so much downtime and build up with cubitos that we get emotionally attached to them in a way not usual#caveat to 1. Tabletop is similar to this; and tabletop characters do affect me in an emotional way but not as much as cubitos#2. Often minecraft characters do not get a full or satisfying resolution;#perhaps this makes me feel a sense of loss that scripted or structured stories do not#caveat to 2. even when they do have satisfying narrative conclusion I still feel the Agony#3. The magical power of improv#caveat to 3. tabletop again
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mean spirited 2 am rant
"I identify as X, and what that means is something i get to decide for my self" [LOUD BUZZER] WRONG, language is not a private game, try again.
Now, to be clear: This is not about invalidating your identity or telling you who you are or how to live your life or what rights you deserve. this is about you using words in really stupid ways, so either come up with a coherent definition and stick to it or ill stop listening to you for guidance on how to use these terms and will start using them however i damn well want, wether you like it or not.
The definition of words is not actually a private subjective individual matter, a word doesnt mean "whatever works best for you", language is a team sport, it exists for people to communicate things to each other, not for you to find labels that only work inside your head, words have to be decided collectively, communication is a comunal thing where we all got to agree on the rules for it to work, you dont get to create your own private meaning and then pretend that you are doing communication anymore.
And if you are like "thats a cage, thats a prison, thats constraining", yeah, welcome to ontology, when a thing is something then it is not all other things. Wow, such opression, to be forced to exist instead of being an abstract formless immaterial blob of raw thought that can be anything and everything and nothing all at the same time. "I dentify as the vague positive emotion of belonging that i get when im recognized as part of the in group" grow up.
"I dentify as X which may mean y, z and w properties but it can also mean a, b and c"
"I thought a, b and c meant the opposite of x"
"It can be, depends on who you ask"
"Then how can i know?"
"You can just ask for clarification"
"IF I HAVE TO ASK FOR CLARIFICATION ABOUT WHAT YOU MEANT AFTER YOU USE A WORD THEN THE WORD WAS USELESS IN COMUNICATING INFORMATION, TGE WORD NOW DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING"
"It means something to me"
"Well, congratulations, you dont care about comunicating with others or being understood, you might be X but youre also a prick"
#Ultimatly what words you use to define yourself are secondary to you having the freedom#To live your best life and have your rights respected#Wether you get to use this or that word and the definition has to be blurred to fit since you have some arbitrary emotional attachment to i#Is a very very secondary concern to me
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Still sad that umbrella academy went the grimdark way with [SPOILER] everyone dying angry with each other with none of their issues resolved. The tension between them would’ve been fine, it was very present in other seasons, but there was nothing on the other side of the scales. For a show about a family of people who are world endingly terrible about loving each other but who love eachother nonetheless.. we didn’t get much of that. It would’ve been fine that it didn’t make sense, I had some trouble following season 3, but it was alright because there were good character moments and interpersonal relationships. Also, five didn’t get to go on a killing spree to some funky music and that is a goddamn crime. Send us off right
#anyway escaping to the refuge of ao3 once again#ALSO#not to harp on about this because it really is not the end of the world#i am convinced that most of the problems with this season can be traced back to the writers valuing romantic relationships over platonic one#in a show about a family#Ben and Jennifer? not super fleshed out and we didn’t get enough of sparrows Ben and definitely not of Jennifer to have emotional attachment#Five and Lila? firstly not to my tastes in terms of storyline or my perception of the characters at all#but also#not necessary#if you wanted to drive home the point about them being unhappy you don’t need to do that with a new relationship#also where was sloane?? why was Luther so unbothered about that#idk the whole thing bothers me#but mostly the five thing because he was my favorite and I was dreading his scenes
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Mayblade Day 4 - Sci-fi
“What… what are you?”
#mfb#metal fight beyblade#beyblade shogun steel#beyblade zero g#sakyo kurayami#pov ur takanosuke and a weird alien just crashed in ur backyard#but now you’ve formed an emotional attachment and won’t leave him alone#mayblade 2023#this is definitely a completely original alien design that I definitely did not recycle from old fanart#(it’s completely reused from my old purpled fanart)#(we don’t talk about it)
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sorry guys i just cried over v's good ending for like a whole hour what did i miss
#also im definitely getting the seven effect#where i feel like a monster for playing any other route#v was happy and i#i just#i just reset#and i left him#STOP EMOTIONS HE ISNT REAL WHY AM I SO ATTACHED#📷! v mystic messenger posting
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"what do you mean you've been here for seven years?" who said that
#WHO SAID THAT AND WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO#WHO HAS BEEN HERE SINCE 2017???#that was definitely a headspace conversation but it almost sounded like it was happening in a different room#so i couldn't hear it clearly#is it adrien???? is this bast talking to adrien??????? has this catboy been part of our brain THAT LONG?????#no fucking wonder we keep getting random (neutral usually) flashbacks???#(and i mean neutral like just suddenly getting the feeling that we're doing our shower routine wrong or have an old song in our head)#(no emotion attached just 'why is this song i only hear in grocery stores that dont play music anymore playing in my brain now')
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