#because i can feel it in my bones
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i have a really bad feeling henry is going to c***** s****** and i’m trying to resist the urge to just throw in the towel now because i know i won’t be able to handle it.
#what i mean is#i’m tempted to just not finish it#because i can feel it in my bones#i know there’s no world in which i should be this attached to him and yet#here we are#i will definitely cry#what about it#does anyone wanna be my emotional support tsh buddy <3#the secret history#henry winter#donna tartt#tsh#dark academia#bookblr
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MY TIME HAS COME
#after work of course#ashtalks#zelda#I’m so normal about this game guys#sorry in advance all y’all who followed me for dnd#hopefully you like Zelda too#because I can feel it in my bones#this game is gonna do things to me#totk#I won’t post spoilers!!! promise and I’ll tag things as totk if I have the spoons for art
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I love talking to rabbis as a recent conversion student because the interaction goes something like, "you're converting? Now?! At this time, at this moment in history?!". And they always talk about this influx of jewish convert students they've seen recently, and it's like...
There's this level of respect I get from rabbis for converting at this point in time, but... Has there ever been a good time to be a jew in the last thousand years or so plus? I'm imagining that rabbis and jews in general back in 1492, back in 1290, back in 1349 would have said the exact same thing. So, really, there is only a time to be a jew. Maybe it's not a "good" time, yes, but it is a time. And to me, that's good enough
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#and to me i *know* that being a jew has historically Not Been a Good Time. i don't ask that of my conversion#i would convert if i had to run one day. in fact i count on that as a possibility#that's why i like simple judaica. if i have to run away with my people it'll be easier with simple bare-boned judaica#i would convert even in the middle of a desert. in the middle of exhile. on threat of pain and death#because to me being a jew isn't about it being a 'good time.' it's about being true and honest about what i need to be#if i were born this same way a thousand years ago i would make this decision again#where you rest; i will rest. where you pray; i will pray. when you weep; i shall weep. and where you die; i will die#i can only speak for myself but i've seen other students with a similar mindset#so in truth it's not the timing that motivated me. it's deeper. it can't be intellectualized. it is a primal feeling - something soul-deep
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I've seen a lot of people writing Danny as a space ancient and Dan and Dani as ghosts with moon and sun cores, being sort of parts, versions of Danny and therefore weaker. Now, consider: Dan and Dani are both powerful ghosts with really cool cores and stuff but Danny is just some guy™
Dan, who came from an alternate timeline and is kind of from the future but also not, is Clockwork's apprentice and will eventually become an ancient of time. He probably only agreed to have some lessons with Clockwork to understand better what happened to him, but he enjoys his apprenticeship now.
Dani, with her love of travelling, loves seeing all the different places the world offers to her, and that includes space and different planets and maybe even parallel universes, and she accidentally ends up being an apprentice of the space ancient. For now she's probably a baby ancient of freedom or something like that, but she might become an ancient of space in the future.
We can also have something like Dan having a core of destruction or Dani being the Speed Force if you want it to be dcxdp, or any headcanon of yours about their cool powers.
And then there's Danny. And yeah, everyone knows that he's super powerful, but also he's just some guy.
It can go different routes. Does everyone know that Danny is just Danny? Or do they think that with siblings (well, technically a clone and an alternate version, but whatever) so powerful, he must be even stronger? Is Danny actually something terrifyingly eldritch and ancient and strong, almost a god, but he just doesn't know himself? Or is he just really some guy?
Now, because it's obvious that I have a dcxdp brainrot, have a regular "JL summons/meets a powerful ghost" but its Dan and Dani, and they keep mentioning their original/brother who won a fight against them at some point. The JL is very concerned about Dan and Dani's godlike powers, and they can't imagine what Danny is like. And then they meet him (in his human form), and it's just a young adult in casual clothes, very friendly and helpful, with no evident powers. Imagine the confusion. Imagine Dan and Dani, radiating power, in their eldritch ghost forms, admitting that fighting Danny for real is the dumbest thing to do and not even they would succeed... And then there's Danny is jeans and silly t-shirt, waving shyly.
#DO YOU SEE MY VISION#please#I'm not getting enough sleep#my brain is obsessed with weird stuff#I want Sam who barely looks human because she's one with nature#I want Tucker who looks regal and dangerous in his pharaoh clothes#I want Dan look like he can destruct the Earth with a wave of his hand#I want Dani who is everything there is in the world and you feel it in your bones#I want Jazz who sees your soul and your mind and you know it and there's nowhere to run#I want JL to meet all of them before meeting Danny#I want all of them to admit in their different ways that Danny is the greatest of them#I want JL to be VERY worried about meeting Danny#and then I want Danny to be as normal and friendly as possible#and I want him to treat all those eldritch creatures (his family and friends) as they're regular humans and nothing is weird about them#just hugs and love and praises#because it would cause so much confusion#this is NOT ghost king Danny#unless it is but he doesn't know (and either no one knows or no one told him because it's funnier this way and he's super oblivious)#dpxdc#dcxdp#dp x dc#dc x dp#DPxDC#DCxDP#danny phantom#isn't a crossover if you don't want it to be#could be any crossover if you do want it to be
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"Your heart was in the right place. Don't blame your earnestness and efforts for their lack of understanding—the right people will appreciate your heart."
EDIT: i mention this in the tags already, but please don't copy my vent tags in your reblogs. thanks for understanding.
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#self-insert#my OC Esther#nearly didn't colour this because i was really happy with the lines#but i'm glad i did#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#sigh i've been really feeling it lately#just very discouraged when my efforts to help are dismissed#i know i'm a people pleaser and i just want people to like me#but like#sometimes we just don't click#and it's not worth trying to work myself to the bone to convince people to give me a chance#and it's not fair to blame myself for the friendships that never came to be#they're on their own journey and i'm simply not a part of that journey#just as they are not a part of mine#and that's fine#it's easy to forget when we can connect with so many people online#that we have a limit to how many quality relationships we can realistically maintain#what does it matter if you have so many friends who “like” you#but have no one close enough for you to be open and honest with?#so i will save my heart for those who appreciate it#for friends who will celebrate with me as i celebrate their achievements#who i feel comfortable enough with sharing our troubles and sorrows and supporting each other through it#those are the friends who are worth my heart
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Not pictured: Lace Harding flexing her hands above a rock and yelling 'fly' with varying degrees of annoyance (the rock isn't moving)
#I have harding drawn bigger in the foreground but I thought these two look fun on their own#anyways this is a bit from facets of determination that im procrastinating on writing#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#rook de riva#rook (just rook) de riva#I can feel my bones trying to get out of my body because I'm not moving this past the sketch stage#It looks better like this I say with varying degrees of annoyance#bee’s art
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February 29- March 2 2024
The first time Sonic went Super in Road Trip wasn't exactly as stunning to Tails as other au's and stories.
Tails is like maybe 5 here (I'm not actually that organized on the timeline for this au yet, I'm getting there though, things are getting in order.) and he wasn't forced to grow up and be a hero in this au. So he's a bit more childish than canon Tails because he doesn't feel as pressured to mature and grow up fast. Plus, he genuinely thinks Sonic is going to die and this is the last time he see's him, so tears are bound to come down.
Part 1
#roadtrip!sonic au#sonic the hedgehog#super sonic#dadnic#miles tails prower#tails the fox#sonic fanart#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#Okay- I'm gonna ramble a little bit about the dialogue and behaviors here you can skip the other tags if you're not interested#First- Sonic immediately tells Tails that he's fine first before asking if Tails is okay. This isn't Sonic putting himself first-#-but him trying to comfort Tails because even if it's cheesy- Tails will only feel okay if Sonic is okay.#Apparently it calms children down if they listen to their parents heartbeat (melts my heart when I remember that) so Sonic put-#-Tails close to him not only so he could hear that Sonic is alive- but also to try calming him down a little more.#Small thing I started incorporating way too late- Sonic will call Tails Big Guy if the kit is smaller than him and-#-Little Guy if the kit is larger than him.#Sonic changed his pattern color to be blue like Tails' eyes after he points out that they are both yellow (it's not colored here-#- but you probably remember that Super Sonic has golden fur.)#Sonic is constantly rubbing a thumb on Tails' hand as a comforting gesture.#That's my ramble- I know it's just pretty bare bone stuff that anyone reading might get but I freaking love explaining stuff (I gotta stop)
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Big cat
#ft my poorly drawn monstera leaves for vibe#I was thinking abt shinx and luxray like. I know theyre supposed to be lions but I feel like cheetah or serval would work well too#like with electricity and stuff. wouldnt speed and agility make more sense for an electric type? esp a cat shaped electric type?#maybe it would be ok for luxray to be heavy built because itd be really big by then. but I thought hey it would be cool if its preevolutions#could focus on speed for escaping. escaping and hunting yknow#maybe this is just because I watched a cheetah documentary last night and thought they were cool#I also have a hc that luxray can charge up electricity and make its whole body glow like an x ray#like you can see it’s bones through the blue parts of skin. either as a threat display or courtship#the shinier and bluer the fur is the better you can see the bones. which would mean its feeding itself well#but Im not a biology expert Im just using what I learned from birds LOL#so sososo normal abt luxray line (is my favorite pokemon)#my art#myart#pokemon#illustration#shinx#Luxio#luxray#luxray line
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I’ll never get over that it took just one strangers small moment of kindness to change Xie Lians path. All of the suffering he went through, all of the despair, the disillusionment, all not forgotten or even forgiven, but reconciled. All because one person, not Hua Cheng, not family, not his ex friends, not his people, reached back to him when he’d been starting to lower his own hand in defeat. It’s possibly my favorite and most meaningful part of TGCF for me, because for me it stops being about these two guys who were meant for each other and were impossibly lucky enough to have found each other, and becomes a story about a person who had lost his way in his world so thoroughly that he lost himself, only to be found and put back on his feet by that same world that he mourned so terribly. His world stops being a concept of scale of numbers, black and white, good and bad, and becomes about the individual. What he can do to help individuals, the connections he can make with them. Their histories, their names, their faces. Inside each person is it’s own world. He’d been knocked off his pedestal, and the fall hurt to the point of breaking. But now that he’s risen to his feet, he’s able to look all these people in the eye, and they’re so much taller than he’d seen before.
#not art#bones rants#you can disagree this was just my feeling on itttt#bc I feel like we’ve all maybe been in that moment of despair where you’re at rock bottom#and someone somewhere that has no bearing on you offers a small bit of kindness for nothing more than to do it because it’s right#and that despair doesn’t retreat#but now it must make room for the hope that lives beside it#as you grow around both#okay maybe I’m projecting#to delete later
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give me tommy 'rom com ass motherfucker' kinard discovering the joys of someone who will absolutely sweep him off his feet with the kind of big romantic gestures but will also set the coffee machine to match his wakeup time when they're on different shifts or pick up the candy he likes best just because they saw it and thought of him. someone who loves him in the big ways, but the little ways too.
give me evan 'love me anyway' buckley settling into the security of a relationship with someone who shows up and shows up and keeps showing up. someone who puts him first without thinking about it. someone who listens to him apologise for being needy and says "you're allowed to need me, evan".
i just want them to be confident in each other, to know the other one will be looking back when they look over, to experience the delight of knowing you've found your person and your life is going to change in all kinds of mundane little ways that you never even knew you wanted
#911 abc#bucktommy#this post brought to you by my wife handing me things all day so i don't have to turn my head bc i fucked up my neck#and me going 🥺 you really love me#because you can know it in your bones and the tiniest gesture can still bring it home to you in a way that makes it feel brand new again
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This is genuinely probably the craziest and dirtiest edit I've made
#this entire edit is like actual sin it makes me embarrassed that my brain genuinely thought of this mess#like this feels genuinely blasphemous i can feel it in my BONES#father charlie mayhew#charlie mayhew#grotesquerie#i can't stop making edits to ethel cain i literally have a different one started with megan duval#i feel like when i post about grotesquerie im speaking into a void of nothingness because it's so unknown#nicholas chavez#nicholas alexander chavez#this is my head when it's sick and twisted bc idk what happened for me to make THIS#if people thought that one james douglass sabrina carpenter edit ruffled feathers i worry for this one cause that was BAD#well it was bad in a not good edit not in a sorts good really dirty way yk?#i even asked my girlfriend to pick between this and the family friendly version of this edit and she chose this one#I ACTUALLY CAN'T STOP THINMING ABOUT THIS SONG OH MY GODDDDDD
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"You don't have to call me that" destroyed me.
I will try to put into words why in the next days, but for now I will just try not to break down crying everytime it crosses my mind again.
#it's so visceral i just#im realizing i see so much of myself in dorian and i cant stop thinking about it#critical role#dorian storm#critical role spoilers#its like no mom no..#that name was for people who dont know me#not you too please#please tell me you remember me as your sweet brontë#im still that young boy to you#please tell me you remember#i hated that name because of my duties but never because of you#im sure his mother chose his name i can feel it in my bones#and he feels guilty he abandoned it because what if his mother thinks his baby hates her for giving that name to him#idk man#it's like#i know i went away and made a new identity and now i pretend im all charismatic and carefree but please mom i know you know its not true#tell me you dont believe me#i need to know you dont believe me
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PIGEON’S GPOSE WRAPPED 2024
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Gpose Wrapped 2023
WHEW! Here it is! My favorite shots from over the year, one for each month (or... close enough!) I love putting these together it's such a fun way to look back and I'm always stunned at what I was up to at the start of the year. Odette started the year surrounded by friends and she ended the year surrounded by friends! How lucky is she. I almost had enough Skeleton shots for the first six months of the year, but then I got to March and actually gasped when I remembered how we all played Mermaids together! That was such a fun time!! Man, I have so much fun taking my little screenshots!!! It has led me to some of my favorite people!! I'm so grateful I still love this hobby and screenshots.
Thank you guys for being here, thanks for making stuff, and thanks for sharing it!
(down here is a second, secret gpose wrapped)
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This year I had more than enough shots to do a second Gpose Wrapped (and then some) featuring my friends' OCs! That's wild!! These aren't in any particular order and one of them never made it to Tumblr. But I had so much fun making these and sharing them with my friends!! Thank you to the people who reached out and traded with me! Next year I want to be brave enough to do more shots with friends. Brave enough to ask, brave enough to brainstorm them, braver!!! There are people I gotta catch up with, too!
#Pigeon Screens#Gpose Wrapped 2024#FFXIV Screenshots#AHHHHHHHHH#I LIKE DOING GPOSE SO MUCH#this was so hard because I have so many favorites (all of them)#thank god not all of my shots feature this frame (': this was actually really nice#I got to go back and actually SEE how often I use certain things#(Props or frames or colors or expressions)#Also it was very fun to have the year neatly divided into pre-dt and dt!!!!!!#I feel like I am in the minority when I say I am thrilled by the graphical update#Odette got such glow up and with the new face bones I can really round her face out !!!!#i have enough naked shots of odette to do a third gpose wrapped: nekkid edition#i shant.......... but i could#this ALSO made me realize I 1000% could do a skeleton calendar if i want#AND A BITCH MIGHT WANT!!!!#Also I think I DO have enough of Pru and Viatrix to do an “alt” wrapped but i have to close canva for a bit or I will simply explode (:#and if i make a alt wrapped I must make Viatrix a tumblr and carrd.....#at the very least a tumblr#WHY DO I HAVE THREE CHARACTERS NOW??? WHO APPROVED THIS
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Vurur alu Ingyentsim Ayramä hasey sìmi! Just finished the Secrets of the Spires story!
#i'll make a post about story/gameplay thoughts on it later#for now enjoy some screenshot spam#avatar#frontiers of pandora#afop#secrets of the spires#sarentu#rasi#lì'fya leNa'vi#small language note: there's not really a specific word for “secret” nor “spire”#so what I wrote is actually more like “mystery of the mountains”#close enough#I considered using “asip” for spire (means “tall thin pile of something” or “tower”)#because I feel like “asip tskxeyä” (“tower of rocks”) fits the bill for “spire” pretty well#but the only example sentence we have for it is “someone built a tower of bones in the forest”#so I'm not 100% certain whether it also applies to natural structures or if it implies that someone/something made the pile#so i went with the safer but somewhat less interesting “ram” (“mountain”)#(asip might still be perfectly valid! i'm just not certain)#buuuuuut i guess “ingentsim ayramä” is just a tad more succinct than “ingyentsim ayasipä tskxeyä” anways#let's avoid stacking genitives if we can lol#although....hmm....I guess it's not like it strictly NEEDS the tskxe part.......#meh whatever i'm just gonna post this before I have more time to overthink and change my mind 😅
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almost didn’t add pyrrha and offered to make a follow up poll to pit the winner against her because i already knew it was gonna be a pyrrha sweep. but you know what maybe i’m wrong let’s see
also some of these feel like obviously wrong answers to me but my curiosity usually wins out over reason
#cytherea judith and wake give me the vibes of people who have never personally wielded a strap so#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#nona the ninth#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#ianthe tridentarius#coronabeth tridentarius#camilla hect#pyrrha dve#alecto the ninth#also i just know ianthe and pash are like. remarkably bad but i also know they’re gonna get at least some votes#originally i said harrow should probably be near the top though not number one however#people have pointed out how the necro lack of stamina would hinder her and yeah fair HOWEVER#there’s gotta be something she can do with bones and of course sheer goddamn determination#not because i paticularly want that i just feel in my heart that it’s true and that it’s gonna be slept on
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REBLOGS HEAVILY APPRECIATED! 🖤🛸💫
here's an example of a commissioned reference sheet by @lexiechr (thank you again uauauau) for my EPA AU!
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-> ALSO! If you're unhappy with the quality, I am open to emailing the commissions to you!
#conmission information#commission#commissioned art#commissions open#commission sheet#commissions welcome#art commissions#open for business#click for better quality#emergancy commissions#ha ha yeah im still at risk of homelessness#also being withdrawaled from school to get my GED to go to college#because i want to olay with bones#but im still going to apply for all the jobs i can and just try to save#im really sorry#i dont want to beg for money and i feel bad for it#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#fregart#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rottmnt leo#rottmnt leonardo#rise leonardo
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