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It is easy to forget,
Easier to lie and tell myself,
That water is good.
Ignoring the fact that water
Can be far more destructive than fire -
Like torrential rains cannot bring a castle to ruin,
A rogue wave won't wash away the entire shore,
Rivers will not eventually slice the land
And turn glass to sand.
Even when expected,
Floods will continue to devastate
And all it takes is a small puddle to drown in.
Fire is rapid, it's hot, it is apparent.
But water will always gradually win,
There's hardly appropriate precaution.
Especially when it comes from within.
#water is just as destructive as fire#it might even feel soothing at first#then you drown#then you're washed away#fire and ice#flame and flood#writing#poets on tumblr#poem#poetry#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#spilled poem#spilled writing#original writing#this isn't well-written#it just needed out of my head#scared#that i ruin everything#or will eventually
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I'm not explaining why re-imagining characters as POC is not the same as white-washing, here of all places should fucking understand.
#personal#delete later#no patrick. “black washing” is not as harmful as white washing.#come on guys get it together#seeing people in my reblogs talk about “reverse racism” and double standards is genuinely hypocrisy#say it with me: white washing is intrinsically tied to a historical and systematic erasure of poc figures literature and history.#it is an inherently destructive act that deplatforms underrepresented faces and voices#in favor of a light-skinned aesthetic hegemony#redesigning characters as poc is an act of dismantling symbols of whiteness in fiction in favor of diversification and reclamation#(note that i am talking about individual acts by individual artists as was the topic of this discourse. not on an industry-scale)#redesigning characters as poc is not tied to hundreds of years of systemic racism and abuse and power dynamics. that is a fact.#you are not replacing an underrepresented person with an oft-represented person. it is the opposite#if you feel threatened or upset or uncomfortable about this then sorry but you are not aware of how much more worse it is for poc#if representation is unequal then these acts cannot be equivalent. you can't point to an imbalanced scale and say they weigh the same#if you recognize that bipoc people are minorities then you should recognize that these two things are not the same#while i agree that “black washing” can lead to color-blind casting and writing the behavior here is on an individual level#a black artist drawing their favorite anime character as black because they feel a shared solidarity is not a threat to you#i mean. most anime characters are east asian and i as an east asian person certainly don't feel threatened or erased. neither should you.#there's much to be said about the politics of blackwashing (i don't even know if that's the right word for it)#but point standing. whitewashing is an inherently more destructive act. both through its history of maintaining power dynamics#and the simple fact that it's taking away from groups of people who have less to begin with#if you feel upset or uncomfortable about a fictional white character being redesigned as poc by an artist on twitter#i sincerely hope you're able to explore these feelings and find avenues to empathizing with poc who have had their figures#(both real and fictional) erased; buried; and replaced by white figures for hundreds of years#i sincerely hope you can understand the difference in motivations and connotations behind whitewashing and blackwashing#classic bixels “i'm not talking about this chat. i'm not” (puts my media studies major to use in the tags and talks the fuck outta it)
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Recent commisszions💞💞💥
#art commisions#forspoken#oc#do you ever have the strong urge to draw something else out of the commissions while working on commissions#but when you're done with the commissions the whole want just washes away?#yea that's happening to me often 🅰️#silly💥#wii
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Part of me looks at resist Durge and thinks "healing and happiness".
The other part of me looks at them and thinks "massive, bloody relapse". Maybe join a new horrible cult to fill the void left by Father.
I mean it's probably more of a journey wobbling between the two over the years and hopefully settling into "healing and happiness", but still.
#All this rage and pain and the taint burning in your blood that never washes out even after Father is removed/torn from you#Decades of pent up problems trying to fit into a new box where you're “good” and “normal”#For the sake of a world and life you don't fit into and weren't made or shaped for#All the horror and suffering that was for nothing because you threw everything you worked for away#No direction to channel it into or path to follow and no idea what you're doing#You have freedom to be angry about things and gods you weren't ever able to dare be angry at now#Sometimes you don't want healing: sometimes you want to go absolutely apeshit#It's like Act 1 Astarion experiencing freedom to make stupid horrible choices of his own but 1000 times worse#babbling#/durge#edgelord hours
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i'm like n1 lecfosa but i have to say some of the anons i've seen in other people's inboxes because they think that charles could've driven better today or that carlos deserved the win....have not been it. if you have an opinion to say, please just post it on your own blog and put your own name to it rather than going to terrorise and spit on someone who doesn't agree with you while retaining the luxury of hiding behind an anonymous icon. or even better, if you're upset, stick to the blogs that you know share your opinions.
#do not give the lecfosi a bad name we may not be particularly ethical people but we are fair#bonus points if you get that reference#but seriously guys......i was as upset as the next person but at the end of the day it's one race and charles is still p2 in the standings#with a suzuka upgrade coming that will make the front pointier#and carlos did win after getting his appendix out literally two weeks ago it is an impressive narrative people are ALLOWED to be impressed#blogs you enjoy can have differing opinions from you and that's okay!#but if you're upset about it there is no reason to send those with differing opinions a barrage of “CHARLES DESERVED BETTER DON'T YOU SEE”#like do i think charles deserved better. yeah. am i going into the inboxes of people happy for carlos and taking that away from them. no#if you have something to say that could be controversial put your name to it#like i'm fully aware my opinions are not everybody's cup of tea and that's okay#i have mutuals i really enjoy content from celebrating carlos and that's also okay end of the day it's a SPORT#if you come into my askbox and tell me that charles leclerc is washed i will be snitty because that's my territory#but the beauty of tumblr is you can curate your space - USE THAT BEAUTY#okay rant over just a psa i have been a little upset seeing some ppl i like content from get upset
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My favorite thing to do in an open world game that gives you quest pins is to do anything except the quests
#i love open world games so much . i love turning around and the quest marker im supposed to be heading to is 100km away#rip to the quests . i wont be doing that#im playing the other worlds rn but i do this in so many games . lets tag em#fallout#biomutant#the outer worlds#immortals fenyx rising#red dead redemption#its me and my switch lite against the world and we're doing every sidequest in biomutant instead of what im supposed to be doing#“oh no the world is ending . we're all going to die in a matter of days . you're the only one that can help” they say#as i sprint away from the tree of life because i need to find another washing machine#or in tow . i got parvati and immediately instead of doing the quest shes taggin along for i robbed her house and am now gettin meds for#a guy w the plauge that i only talked to b4 i needed to get his fees for some gravesite . and this woman im dragging w me has not only died#multiple times but has watched me rob every single building ive stepped into#puppmeo gaming
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'Swing Kids fails at showing how cruel the nazis truly were'
This is a movie about german children who weren't inherently in danger by virtue of being 'the right race' whose only 'wrong-doings' were listening to the wrong kind of music and still they were constantly threatened and beat up, were forced to join the HJ to not endanger their families, one of them had his hand hurt so badly by a nazi he couldn't use two of his fingers anymore and had to teach himself to play guitar three-fingered, they were used to gather information for the Gestapo to the point the mc distrusted his best friend, they witnessed beatings and deportations and the shooting of a man on the run, the movie quite literally ends with the teenage main character being sent to what's most likely a concentration camp for dancing to the wrong music
#Are you perhaps simply desensitized by other movies which show violence as a way to entertain?#Which isn’t wrong but I think it's important to keep in mind that all of the things I just listed ACTUALLY HAPPENED#'oh they only showed the nazis beating up people' ISN'T THAT ENOUGH ALREADY#DOESN’T THAT MAKE YOU SCREAM FROM THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS#these people could just gang up on somebody and beat them half to death#Out in the open on the fucking street#How can you think about this for longer than two seconds - let alone watch it play out on screen#And not feel absolute devastation wash over you#Besides I had to stop this movie when I started it two days ago#Because of the scene in the car where the Gestapo guy talks about mcs grandma#And sending her away 'to get better' because I absolutely couldn't think about the implications of that#Within nazi germany#Without crying#Anyway Swing Kids actually lived and died in the third reich and that's awful#But yeah maybe you're simply used to the balcony scene in Sh/ndlers L/st#Swing Kids#Brain loves movies
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Hate having adhd went to go work on my fallout modpack, got distracted while going to disable the steam overlay, ended up in the points shop, went to go edit my profile, decided to change my pfp, found a buried folder I forgot existed, found some old Veneer art I forgot existed, spent 45 minutes looking at all the old photos, STILL HAVE NOT TOGGLED ONE SIMPLE OPTION THAT SHOULD'VE TAKEN 30 SECONDS AT MOST
#I'm shocked I have these drawings scanned on my pc I don't remember doing that I must've done it before I left in case my mom threw all my#Art out again#Anyway at age 12 I was writing a better '3 merpeople go on land to find a 4th one that has been disguised as a human all his life' story#Than Ma/ko Merm/aids EVER did so uh. Take that Jonathan#God it sucks so bad that kid me would've LOVED MM if it just DIDN'T HAVE THE STUPID GENDER WAR BULLSHIT#Literally the entire first and second season is just. So fucking stupid. I wrote a God damn essay about how they fumbled Erik's story SO BAD#I don't even LIKE Erik BUT THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#THE CHARACTER POTENTIAL AND WRITING COULD'VE BEEN BETTER THAN ZANE B. S1 OF H2O BUT THEY THREW IT AWAY AND FOR WHAT!!!!!!!#Seriously you're telling me a kid who was abandoned his entire life for being male didn't have a bigger impact on the pod than FUCKING ZAK?#That plot twist of 'oh actually Zak was a merman all along' was 100% so they could guilt free write Erik out#Instead of like. Having him face his actions or redeem himself in like. Any way. He just fucks off. THEN the pod is like lol Zac were sorry#We're sorry for literally not doing anything to you because you were privledged enough to have a mother who was super ultra powerful#So you were never really affected by our actions until JUST now. Unlike that other fuckface Erik who suffered his whole life alone#Also then in s3 there are STILL no mermen in the pod. Not even little mermen babies. No kids and teens they've welcomed back n apologized to#NOTHING#God. Mm pisses me off dude#AND I STILL HAVENT TOGGLED THAT FUCKING OPTIONS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#Cruddy rambles#God I'm not done I'm sorry fallout can wait YOU ARE TELLING ME THE GUY WHO TELLS US HOW SHITTY MERMAN BABIES R TREATED BY THE POD. IS NOT#THE SAME ONE THE POD APOLOGIZES TO IN THE SEASON FINALE BECAUSE THEY WROTE IN A SHITTY PLOT TWIST?#AUUUUUUUHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG#It's so bad. It's so fucking bad. It's so needlessly gendered and for what. They could've just had 2 rival warring pods#What pisses me off the most is that s3 (4) completely pivots and never really follows thru with the s1 and 2 story arcs#The writers just kinda wash thsir hands of that because 'hey the pod said sorry to zac' BUT THEN NOTHING ACTUALLY CHANGES!!!!#Maybe instead of having a constantly rotating cast of characters s3 (4) could've instead focused on Ondina and Erik's relationship a bit#Maybe have Ondina tell him she wants to just stay friends because she can't trust him. Have him IDK grow and change as a character?#Maybe so you can show kids nobody is born evil and we all need support systems and healthy relationships to grow and become better people??#THAT would've been a GOOD FOLLOW THROUGH#But no instead u just write him out of the show and never show any OTHER mermen who were exiled being welcomed back#Like u had Ondina becoming a teacher... Why not have Zac become a teacher for all the new mermen who were just recently welcomed back??
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ok well we know that jesus can emit pure light as he did when he was in his tomb + i assume the light is holiness or joy or purity (considering his spirit was in heaven but his body had died in sin) (considering his body was holy but his spirit was drowning in unquenchable fire).. thinking about the version of jesus i made up in my head who's way cooler and more transgender and i think he would emit sparks and a glowing electric light if you fucked him and i think it would inspire an unfathomably intense lust
#text#this is NOT me taking a stance on whether jesus went to heaven or hell when he died#i didnt know there was discourse about this til i googled to double check i thought it was a given that he went to hell ??#i was CERTAIN it was hell because what else would the damn point of the crucifixion be#gotquestions dot org is trying to say Ofc he didnt go to hell hes too special and ur just reading the verse wrong#which like. ok but THE POINT OF HIS DEATH WAS TO WASH EVERYONES SIN AWAY AND PAY THE ULTIMATE PRICE#WHICH IS *DEATH* WHICH LEADS TO *GOING TO HELL* IF YOU'RE NOT SAVED. WHICH HE WASNT! BECAUSE *HE WAS THE SACRIFICE*#THATS THE WHOLE POINT!!! HE WAS DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE. HE WENT TO HELL. HE CAME BACK.#um. i rescind my previous statement about not taking a stance i think i have actually#But if u have like solid proof that isnt 1 peter 3:18-20 pls lmk i havent read the bible in years#OH YEAH DISCLAIMER: i am not xtian . just insane . i was raised as one so i know a lot of lore#but i have memory problems so i forgot a lot of lore#yay!#nsft#SORRY i have like brain problems that lead to me saying these things#likethere is genuinely something reallywrong with me i think But that's not really important read my funny posts boy#would you suck jesus's strap. it is glowing with holy light btw#sorry again#I would.#sorr y a third time#tboy jesus tag
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Posting these doodles here cuz I'm too lazy to do good photography anyways I am not immune to Naoshin friendship ft. me projecting
#god.... i need to draw Nao more#she doesn't look like herself here..... i think I made her too skinny maybe........ cardinal sin#going to yuri church to repent..... take me to the yuri confessionals..... i took away her fat.......#forgive me mother for i have sinned#anyways i think Shin washes his hair regularly but doesn't have the right products for his hair so the day after a shower it's all frizzy#frizzy and dry and sticks to his skin and he hates touching it#I'm not projecting you're projecting what#my art#yttd
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Little floral piece on A5 paper - I traced and puzzled together these designs from various watercolour sketches by my partner (the illustrious and increasingly elusive @ghostbees), who was inspired by needlework in the Quaker School Girl Samplers book.
#also the block is stained bc i first printed it with prussian blue which really CAN'T be washed away with soap and water if you're wondering#linocut#relief print#blockprinting#printmaking#floral
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my niece once got upset w my dad bc he wouldn't buy her some overpriced drunk elephant skincare product. she was freaked out about getting wrinkles. at age eight. i wish her mom had never bought her that damn smartphone
#idk if my brother is dad of the year or anything but he didn't want her to have the smartphone so points for that#her mom bought it so she could track my niece whenever she's with her dad (my brother) and text her constantly#and considering she's so petty that she made my niece leave an easter gathering with a terminal family member early it's like#i'm sure she has her side of it and my brother was probably a dick somehow but girl you're punishing an eight year old about it#and i really don't think shit like ''ice age is for boys (so i won't watch it)'' came from my brother#i'm sure i'm biased bc it's my brother but genuinely i think she bought my niece that phone to spite him#and now she's just glued to it bc that's what smartphones are designed to do !!!!#you would really fuck up your own kid's attention span and self esteem just to get back at your ex???#and this isn't even the worst parenting move on her part but luckily that guy died and can't be around my niece anymore ever <3#but i just worry about her. since i moved away i don't really get to see her.#and not to be narcissistic but i feel like it's good for her to see women w short hair no makeup comfy clothes etc.#i wanna be a good example for her#i told her she should just worry about washing with soap wearing sunscreen and drinking lots of water#i just can't relate at all. at her age all my friends were boys and i was into dinosaurs and pokemon and werewolves#a lot of girls... didn't really like me 😔 i remember being upset bc one girl called me a tomboy#anyway if u read all this. secret radioactive kiss just for u. mwah 💚
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I saw a video of a painting of Mary being restored, recently. I'm not, nor have I ever been a religious person, but it got me thinking- Why have I never seen Mother Mary grieve like a mother after the Crucifixion?
I've seen plenty of art of Mary holding Jesus after he'd been taken off the cross. But in those, The Virgin Mary feels so, idk, detached. She looks sad, but she's also accepted it. She is serene in her grief, heavenly and beautiful.
To me, Mother Mary is that. She's a Mother.
She held her baby. Raised him with a husband that loved them. Kissed his wounds and wrapped him in hugs when Christ- he was human, so he had to be a child- had a fall. She taught him about his Father, and the future God had prepared for him.
Did she know? She knew she would be pregnant with God's child, the angel told her she would bear the savior to humanity, but did she know how he would die? Did she know that he would be flogged viciously, his beard pulled out, made to wear a crown of thorns, then forced to carry his execution method over nearly a half a mile? Did her heart not break, hearing her son cry out his dying words, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
And even if she did know, would that have made it hurt any less?
IDK, I'm no religious scholar, I'm not even christian/catholic/whatever. I'm thinking of the Jesus documented in history, and the people in his life. but even if I was religious, I'd feel sad, maybe even a little angry for Mary. That she's not allowed grief, that in art she's not allowed to be anything other than the beautiful, serene, loving Virgin Mary.
(zoom for better quality, tumblr is a dumpster fire. I'm pretty happy with this, i tried using digital acrylics in Rebelle instead of watercolors like I usually do. added with the canvas texture, it makes for a cool look)
#religion#mother mary#jesus christ#OK just because I'm not religious please dont think this is meant as a personal attack#This is more just. my brain going down depressing rabbitholes#cause I did research for this post and made myself sad.#and honestly made me.... lowkey feel more angry toward religion in a weird way?#at least towards the theoretical god for putting his own son through all that#andfor what? his son's blood to wash away humans sins? gods a washing machine and jesus's blood is the detergent?#You're GOD. you can MAKE a better detergent.#IDK have a lot of thoughts on the matter i guess#LITERALLY DONT @ ME THOUGH RELIGIOUS PEOPLE LOOKING TO CONVERT ME/CHANGE MY MIND WILL BE BLOCKED ON SIGHT#Yall didn't want me before I found out i was a disabled gay leftist and you really dont want me now lmao#the artist has spoken#my art
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Hearing this, Jiang Luo looked at the scenery around him. He clearly remembered that he really liked the vigorous and good scenery, and his mood would also rise in joy. But he didn't feel anything right now, so he said indifferently: "It's okay." As soon as these two words were spoken, Jiang Luo realized that there was something wrong. Is there something wrong with his mood? It's too calm. Jiang Luo tried to think about what the Qi family and Chi family had done, but the cruelty that he could not wait to destroy these two families before has been wiped out at this moment, and there is even a kind of indifference to stay out of the matter. He went to think of Lu Yi, Ye Xun, and Feng Li, but his emotions did not fluctuate because of these people. In the end, Jiang Luo's emotions suddenly moved and ripples appeared when he thought of Chi You. His reason told him clearly that he was not right. It seemed that what was washed away was not the filth left by the evil spirits on him, but his malice and desires.
Jiang Luo (horrified): they're sucking the evil out of me!!
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#[ entity : It's the cruel beast that you feed ]#[ doctor : i faced it all and i stood tall and did it my way ]#[ jack : but i'm a creep i'm a weirdo ]#[ priest : hellraiser through the thunder and heat ]#[ jeff : rids the metal monster breathing smoke and fire ]#[ claudette : won't you come and wash away the rain? ]#[ feng min : baby you're a haunted house ]#[ ooc : shut the fuck up moni ]
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SPYAIR - 「Sakura Mitsutsuki」
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春の夜 一人だった モノクロの空 ためいきが 消えてく 足早な 人の波 ただ見つめてさ ずっと待っていたんだ
Alone one spring night as my sighs evaporated into the monochrome sky I sat there, waiting and waiting watching the waves of people rushing by
サクラ ひらいても まだ寒い夜には 思い出すんだ 君の顔を 平気なの? 大丈夫さ。 ふざけて手を振る僕 あの日、君と 交わした約束
Even though the Sakura have already bloomed, a chill still lingers in the air On nights like this, your face floats into my mind "You okay? Yeah, I'm fine." I remember we joked around, and I waved to you I remember the promise we made with eachother that day
僕らは 僕らは あの欠けた月の 半分を探して 孤独を 分け合う 事ができたなら もう一��� 誓うよ
The two of us, the two of us are still searching for that missing half of the moon If we could share in our loneliness I'd make that vow with you once again
四角いベンチ座り ぼんやり眺める空 思い出すんだ 昨日のように ささやかな笑顔も 些細な言い合いも どれだけ僕を 強くさせただろう?
Sitting on this bench, staring at the sky I remember like it was yesterday I remember your half-there smiles, our meaningless fights I wonder, how much stronger did they make me?
あれから あれから あの欠けた月の 半分を探して いつかは いつかは サクラの花咲く 満月の元へと
Ever since then, ever since then We've been searching for that missing half of the moon And someday, someday we'll find our way back to where we saw the Sakura blooming underneath the full moon
移り変わる街並 僕ら急かすよう 君は今どこで 何をしてるの? それなりの暮らし それなりの幸せ それでも まだ追いかけてる
It feels like the everchanging townscape is urging is on Where are you now? What're you doing? We've both found our own sort of happiness, forged our own paths through life And still, we chase after-
僕らは 僕らは あの欠けた月の 半分を探して 孤独を 分け合う 事ができたなら もう一度… あれから あれから あの欠けた月の 半分を探して いつかは いつかは サクラの花咲く 満月の元へと
The two of us, the two of us Are still searching for that missing half of the moon If we could share in our loneliness then once more, I'd…. Ever since then, ever since then we've been searching for that missing half of the moon And someday, someday we'll find our way back to where we saw the Sakura blooming underneath the full moon
#song tl#my tl#spyair#lilia#this one represents him and meleanor specifically#if you're into gintama and know what's going on in the OP that uses this song i think you could easily swap out gin with lilia#and shouyou sensei with meleanor and oboro/hajime with the knight of dawn#i also think hajime's quote from his arc could be used to describe how lilia has had to overcome all the pain in his life#he said: “Tears are handy for washing away troubling and sad feelings.”#“But when you grow up you'll learn that there are things so sad they can never be washed away by tears.”#“That there are painful memories that should never be washed away.”#“So people who are truly strong laugh when they want to cry.”#“They endure all of the pain and sorrow while laughing with everybody else.”
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