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novelconcepts · 8 months ago

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I Saw the TV Glow is such a uniquely, devastatingly queer story. Two queer kids trapped in suburbia. Both of them sensing something isn’t quite right with their lives. Both of them knowing that wrongness could kill them. One of them getting out, trying on new names, new places, new ways of being. Trying to claw her way to fully understanding herself, trying to grasp the true reality of her existence. Succeeding. Going back to help the other, to try so desperately to rescue an old friend, to show the path forward. Being called crazy. Because, to someone who hasn’t gotten out, even trying seems crazy. Feels crazy. Looks, on the surface, like dying.

And to have that other queer kid be so terrified of the internal revolution that is accepting himself that he inadvertently stays buried. Stays in a situation that will suffocate him. Choke the life out of him. Choke the joy out of him. Have him so terrified of possibly being crazy that he, instead, lives with a repression so extreme, it quite literally is killing him. And still, still, he apologizes for it. Apologizes over and over and over, to people who don’t see him. Who never have. Who never will. Because it’s better than being crazy. Because it’s safer than digging his way out. Killing the image everyone sees to rise again as something free and true and authentic. My god. My god, this movie. It shattered me.

#i saw the tv glow #I saw the tv glow spoilers #it is SUCH a queer story #the disassociation. the hiding in fiction to feel alive.#the horror of watching time tick by and knowing you’re not who you’re meant to be #the unique paralysis of staying put in hell because it’s safer than what might be over the horizon #the tragedy of trying to help someone who isn’t ready to be helped #god it’s so much. god. rarely do I walk out of a film and just stare soundlessly into space #anyway. please see this movie. although I sort of hope if you’re reading this post it’s cuz you already have #eta: I used he because the main character never quite vocalizes another pronoun #but this is SUCH a trans story. suuuuch a trans story. it is not even a little subtle #it’s so good and so so painful

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darlingofdots · 7 months ago

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it really is all of us or bust btw. we cannot accept conditional acceptance of queer people, we cannot accept the exclusion of some in exchange for inclusion of others, it's all of us or nothing and we have to be so fucking clear about that. don't let conservatives or terfs or twitter discourse convince you that there's any other option. don't let them get away with it. we're all going to fucking make it and we're not leaving anybody behind

#queer stuff #dottie rambles #like shit watching the election cycles rn is SCARY #there's no other option #I'm privileged as hell relatively speaking and I am terrified for our community #I'm not safe unless we all are!#i refuse to be

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walkerrenee · 2 months ago

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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?

#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane #maggie pay for my therapy bills please #me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it #the raven cycle #pynch #ronan lynch #adam parrish #and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left #i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days #and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this #series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me #anyways where was i going with this #ahahahha #im having a moment #adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl

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annatranspage · 17 days ago

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I’m trying to be like the slut*y pornst*r my crush always like 🤤

Telegram: @transanna78

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yankeeclytemnestra · 1 year ago

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you ever just see a something that makes you realize you have an opinion you didn't think you needed to have?

anyways if you're lgbt+ but you consciously don't act on it because you think it's a sin and you dislike lgbt-affirming churches you shouldn't call yourself queer

#i saw this person on tiktok like. a while ago #she also posted something implying that people don't like when she preaches the bible because they can't handle autistic honesty #also she just posted something about how she's celebrating the high holidays and when people talked about jews find it offensive in #her comments she was like “rabbis and religious jews don't dictate my spiritual practice” like yeah no shit. you're a christian.#i just feel like the term “queer” implies (or at least should imply) certain political values #and even if you think lgbt+ people have rights #if you believe acting on being lgbt+ is a sin you believe that the cisheteronormative homophobic transphobic society we live in is on some #level morally correct/justified #of course it goes without saying that if you think being gay is a sin and you're like “hell yeah i'm gonna do it anyway hail satan”#then that's queer as hell #oh i forgot she also thinks it's misogynistic to “demonize” the concept of biblical submission #she's a...very interesting person #with very interesting views #but a lot of bad ones

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angelspearlheart · 10 months ago

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Latest obsession: pocket shrine/altars

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tampire · 6 months ago

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♪ Everyday, it's a-getting closer ♪

♪ Going faster than a rollercoaster ♪

♪ Love like yours will ♪

♪ Surely come my way ♪

♪ A-hey, a-hey-hey ♪

Gabriel and Beelzebub eventually survive the consequences of The Metatron and Satan

Bonus:

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undead-knick-knack · 8 months ago

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#critical role #critrole #critrole memes #bells hells #bell's hells #fearne calloway #queer #pride month #pride #cr memes #cr shitpost #courtesy of me #cr campaign three #crit role #cr3 #cr c3 #1k

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harleytranny · 6 months ago

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Some guys can't believe I'm trans till they see this under my panties🤭👅

Telegram : @transmommy01

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dragonslut69 · 12 days ago

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just a girl

#i'm just a girl #help #girlblogger #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #girlboss #im just a girl #lesbian #hell is a teenage girl #queer #wlw #lesbian yearning #wlw yearning #sapphism #sapphic #sapphic yearning #yearning #lana core #lana del ray aesthetic

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time-woods · 1 year ago

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queercosmicentity stuff

#chasing stars au #sīdus the fallen star #prismo the wishmaster #the carmine cavalier #scarab the god auditor #prohibitedwish #fionna and cake #adventure time #adventure time au #! !NOT INTENDED TO BESEXUAL BY ANYMEANS ! JUST QUEER !#intimacy is trusting someone to literally expose the core of what makesyou you .#its a trust thing but DAMN is it gay #the cosmos is gay as hell space is general is gay

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lalalalalalakakakak · 8 months ago

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"Hell's Greatest Dad" but it's just Vox in June

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grandadtwelve · 1 year ago

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I know that donna was like “haha yeah doctor you’ve always been kinda gay” but it’s better 2 me if the doctor actually meant “oh I say that shit out loud now” the same way he said that about verbalizing his feelings/saying “love”. bc do I think the doctor was completely unaware of any and all attraction they’ve ever had to men? nah not at all. do I think the doctor has ever seen an attractive person and immediately gone “yeah. smash.” out loud? no sir

#also thank you rtd for setting up ncuti for getting to be queer as hell w out people being like ITS JUST BC NCUTIS QUEER!!!1!#tenteen #fourteenth doctor #dw spoilers #dw 60th #wild blue yonder #doctor who #mios #500 #1k #3k

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turtleofthehollow · 11 months ago

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THEY