#then she invites me to dinner
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#A and I were apart for 6 days#and I came back today#I met up with her family because her sibling was having their band’s first public performance#big deal#A’s best friend is also there#I hang with her cousin and she hangs with her friend#no biggie I’m really close with the family this isn��t unusual#except A keeps looking back at where I’m sitting in the bar#this IS unusual#then she invites me to dinner#I show up expecting her friend and some of the others that came to be there#NOPE#just me and the immediate family#and she is sitting so unnecessarily close to me all through dinner#at one point we broke off from the main conversation#and we’re doing this yeah huh huh thing we do#and when it finished#the entire family was staring#and A broke the tension by going back to whatever had been the topic before#but I felt suddenly like we’d done something too close to be normal#then when we left she kept her hand on my back the entire way to the parking lot#and went back to uncontrollably smiling#it felt like it did right before Christmas on her couch when I thought she was going to kiss me
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you're afraid of heights. the person you love most holds your hand at the zenith. she dies for you. she comes back for you. she gives into her hunger the minute you aren't there. she lies to you. she says, "imagine how high you could fly without me". you're afraid of heights
#cr spoilers#critical role#laudna#imogen temult#imodna#do you get it. do you understand.#do you see how that entire conversation was laudna handing imogen an invitation to dinner that she's been hand-writing for months#and imogen ripping it to shreds with her teeth#I think laudna would split her plate with imogen. if imogen were at that dinner with her. I think she'd share :)#if you're wondering where the liliana thoughts are stored. we'll find out. I'm sure it'll hit me later
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how and why the fuck did we get from this
to this
#stupid narrative regression#i don't like it AT ALL#he doesn't even look at her!#carm are your here or somewhere else?#you obvs didn't want to go to the dinner alone and YOU are the one who invited her#how dare you not to be glad she's here#boy don't make me mad#it will have consequences#sydcarmy#carmy x sydney#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#the bear#the bear fx#the bear notes
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“Is it like Korean thanksgiving?”
“Yes minus the genocide”
Yuri as my favorite character
#ALSKSKWKW she just like me fr I also insult thanksgiving whenever I get the chance queen legend shit#wait so is kitty gonna invite Min Ho to the celebration and are they gonna bond bc he has mommy issues? I am getting so good at this game of#guessing the plot please tell me I’m right#also like I know the whole point is for it to be kittys story and fuck the rest of her family but it’s kinda weird how no one gives a shit#SKSKSKK queen moved across the globe and they are all like yeah so anyways chile what’s for dinner#xo kitty#yuri
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charles celebrating his older brother’s engagement by wearing cute glasses, a red varsity jacket, and posting a picture of him holding and looking at his baby (leo) like a proud mother… charles core
oh my god this is too much. I don't know if that dog is enough. Alexandra needs to get him pregnant right now
#lurking on Charlesʼs insta to find this pics tells me that#1) Arthur's current gf is close enough to get invited to family dinners but#2) Charlesʼs doesn't follow her on insta. but Ollie does#(so does Ruth Buscombe who seems to follow EVERYBODY'S gf on insta. she has the gossip girl instinct I fear)#elle asks
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MLM ships are like "we used to be so close, but we once got angry and said really mean things to each other, and our relationship still carries a lot of tension from that ):" while WLW ships are like "Yeah, she killed my father in front of everyone, but she also feels bad about it so I think it's time we move on from that (:"
#this is about the two following ships#haikaveh#clorivia#anything else is just a coincidence#i just find it hilarious that hoyoverse gave us this two academics that wont be honest because their project fell through#while also giving us Navia going 'yeah i invited clorinde to dinner i know she killed my dad and all but i think we can be friends'#a moot on twitter mentioned how men are raised to not being honest about their nonagressive feelings and how they are also#not good with communication in general as a result#which yeah makes sense to see this dynamic in a bl#and that made me remember how women are raised and expected to be forgiving regardless of the situation#so it makes sense that they would write Navia going 'yeah we resolved that offscreen we are cool now (:''
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EEEK good morning friends & happy sunday !! (ˊᵒ̴̶̷̤ ꇴ ᵒ̴̶̷̤ˋ) i hope all of yous have the bestest of days today n’ i’m sending out soso many smoochies !! MWUUUAH !! ꫂ ၴႅၴ
#ehe i haven’t done a yap in a while mefinks !! :0#sobsob first i must apologize for my inactivity :sniff: T^T#s’ been a very busy time in m’ life !!#i lost a lot of motivation but m’ making a comeback !! i swear !! 🥺#i plan on answering askies today :> m’ sho sorry for everyone who has been waiting a lifetime !! </3#m’ also going to a family dinner tonight !! ^^#m’ making scalloped potatoes from scratch with a new recipe :p numnum !!#i’ve also made a fwiend !! my sweet coworker :> she invited me everywhere n’ actually includes mwe which makes me soso happy !!#she even invited me to fwiendsgiving !! >//< how exciting !!#not too much to yap abouts today but :3 i hope all of yous are doin’ oki !!#SENDIN’ ALL MY LOVE !! ill wrap dis yap up <3#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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letting myself unmask has been so nice at times because i'm seeing my boyfriend express joy much more readily too. who knew me being expressive and all that would do so much good!!!
#today was touch and go but overall much better than yesterday where i was watching a musical (not my thing) and it was legally blonde (cool)#but everyone's voices were so shrill (ouch) and the audience was clapping (ouch) and talking a lot (ouch)#and i was three rows back from the stage so the lights were bright (ouch) and there were strobe lights (ouch) and the person seated next to#me kept touching me when she turned to talk to the person next to her..... AND my joints were killing me but we had to walk everywhere from#the theatre to the restaurant we ate at for dinner. which was a byob. and i didn't know we were going to a byob or i would've b'd my own b#but my bf's family doesn't drink so it would've been awkward anyway. and no one talks to me and i don't talk to anyone but yet i'm expected#to be there for some reason (??) i'd rather stay home honestly. horrible time. i couldn't even vape because of said family#so i had zero pain or anxiety relief that whole time. and i had the longest meltdown in the theatre. and i couldn't finish bc intermission#so i had to just like. force it down so i could sit there in silence for 15 minutes while everyone else talked to each other.#and then after all that we still had a 40 minute car ride back home. with my bf's mom.#and then today she invited us to the park with her and my bf was like 'do you wanna?' and i couldn't say no in front of her so i said yes#and then felt SO anxious because god. i just needed A Day. so then i shut down. but then i communicated what i was needing to my bf#and we had a nice walk at a different park on our own. phew#i do Not mean to complain but goodness. pre-autism i would've blamed myself for everything that happened#but now i can properly commiserate with people who understand me LOL anyway. look at some of the crazy shit i went through yesterday
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am i wrong for kind of assuming that we would spent the time together beforehand when i ask my flatmate if she wants to see a movie with me and dress up for it accordingly
#because why did she invite one of her friends along and now she hangs out with her while sit alone in my room and the only thing we're#gonna do together is take the train there#where i will be third-wheeling#they also made dinner together and got food that they will share in the cinema 😭#p#sorry for the rant#i just thought it would be a fun night between friends watching a trashy movie#but now it's just me watching a trashy movie on my own while the others hang out and sit together
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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I need a capri sun and then I need to be torn apart molecule by molecule
#ughghghghhh. hellish day.#ALMOST broke my 10+ year streak of not crying in public. didnt though. my car doesnt count as in public!#my uncle is very nice and has invited me out to dinner like every night this week and i feel bad but like.#i keep turning him down bc he always brings his girlfriend and she is incapable of being subtle or nice about things like this#and i KNOW she will talk about it and if she tries to talk to me about it ill start crying!#see my aforementioned streak!!!! im not breaking that for YOU lisa!!!!!!!!!!!#head kn hands. i do not do well when i have to answer the question “how are you holding up'#with the answer “bad''#see: the 8 years of abusive friendship and the 20+ yrars of mental illness i have not gotten help about -_-#tldr my moms surgery got delayed so now we have to wait even LONGER for any solid answers . have i mentioned i hate medical situations.
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just learned that one of the two people who i could call friends here fucking got married a couple weeks ago and the one other person (the one i lived on the same property with for 15 months) was there and even though i have seen her since it happened neither of them told me about this. and they have also regularly been hanging out without ever inviting me. obviously i don't need to be involved in everything but you never asked if i wanted to hang out even once even though i said multiple times hey we should all hang out sometime. ok 👍🏻
#like ok you had an informal wedding and barely invited anyone and arent close enough with me to invite me whatever.#but neither of them even mentioned it? i didnt even know the one friend was still here because she was supposed to leave for socal 3 weeks#ago and told me i had to leave by the 20th because of this and apparently shes still here and if i had known this was going to be the case#i might have been able to get a much cheaper and better living arrangement.#i just keep getting reminded that i am not that important in anyones life and everyone keeps treating me like a dumb child#and i have the horrible trait of treatment resistant depression so i cant even blame them because i'm fucking miserable constantly so why#would anyone bother developing a close relationship with me#i have said multiple times to both of these people hey we should hang out more or go see a movie or have dinner or whatever and every time#they're like yeah totally! and then they dont follow through on it#i straight up have no one i can even call and talk to about how upsetting this is because apparently i'm simply too mentally ill to maintain#friendships. like people will become friends with me and at some point i'll be like ok i'm very mentally ill! and theyll be like#ok i promise thats fine! and i'm sure they even mean it but people just run out of compassion and time and patience after very long. always#anyway lately i have been on the verge of self institutionalizing to be fully honest. but i think that would have many unwanted consequences#me
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happy birthday 2 me ~^-^~
#🍯#me#mine#birthday set#anyway if u wanna treat me 4 my birthday. u can. ahaha#dont wanna tag this so m not gonna lol#anyway in case u were wondering today was rlly nice!!#my roommate left me a sweet note 2 wake up 2#then we hung out w 1 of her friends who was rlly sweet i liked meeting her#she invited us out somewhere else but we were rlly fuckin tired so we went back 2 our dorm#then we ended up ordering in bc we didnt wanna leave lol#my roommates not from the states n hasnt had wendys so we got wendys#actually it was rlly good#better wendys than usual i was incredibly impressed#then we both individually ended up falling asleep 4 a bit#n i talked 2 my gf throughout the day#who apparently also had wendys 4 dinner lol#all in all solid day i had fun
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If you get the opportunity, I highly recommend the healing power of spending time around your parents when you’re all adults. Not because of familial connection, but because with the perspective of being an adult yourself you can witness your parents display all the behaviours that fully fucked you up as a child and you can finally acknowledge that none of how you are is your fault
#I always thought I had this really selfish streak that I needed to fight against#and that it was something innate to me and that I was ~bad~ for it#but now witnessing how extremely selfish my mother is and how she breaks promises to me all the time#I finally understand I was just modelling her behaviour#of spending all her money on herself and then complaining she has none to pay for dinner and that I should do it#despite the fact she invited me out#I ended up paying for both our dinners despite the fact she is a millionaire
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mutuals. i am getting caught in my own bitterness again...
#ill vent because this is basically my bedroom#my younger older brother is caught up in that phase of romantic love when nothing else matter but girlfriend#thats fine i guess it happens#the thing is he forgot about my birthday and i was sad. then he remembered that he forgot and called and said#heyyy lemme make it up to you. lets go grab dinner this weekend (last weekend)#he forgot he even said me and went wine tasting with his gf. so now im double sad AND pissed because#i said no to my friends who actually wanted to see me because i was under the assumption that we were going out#so i sent him a passive aggressive message like heyy dinner was great thx for that xd and he was like what dinner??#long story short he realized he fucked up again and invited me to dinner for realsies this time#but like. he isnt really inviting me? he and my niece were going to a kiddy place he promised he would take her and said i could tag along#i told him i realize now he just invited that to save face and to forget about it#but now im even sadder cuz i love my niece and she is always happy to see me... i just feel like im stupid or something#theyre going tomorrow and im debating on whether i should swallow my pride and go for her#i probably wont#im still not over it#anyway whatever i got work to do
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hello, this is my audition for job of 'friend'. I seem to be struggling to make some, so this is a last resort.
Pros:
can solve a Rubik's cube in 12 seconds
can sing you yakko warner's nations of the world at double speed
will eat pasta with you
very good at spelling
Cons:
has only done the first dot point three times so its a bit concerning that it's being used as a pro
cannot cook the aforementioned pasta, or literally anything else
will stay up late reading 'books' on my phone.
very annoying if you make spelling mistakes
contact me for references, I have at least 2. Genuine inquiries only. available for interviews during the next two weeks. After that I will have given up and will be retreating to the countryside to live out my destiny as the random lady down the road that talks to herself.
Thanks!
#friends#audition#advertisement#application#this is definitely not the product of all the people I thought I was making friends with going out together without inviting me#I passed them in the corridor all dressed up and all they said was 'what's for dinner?'#then my roommate came back and hurriedly got dressed because she was going out#I can see them all together on life360#so anyway definitely did not cry about that for 30 minutes#this post is a joke (it's really not)#just going to go to bed and read my fanfiction#marauders#I got a hot chocolate to cheer myself up :)#Update: its actually more people than I originally thought#fantastic#hot chocolate cheering effect is proving ineffective
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