#then i remember and i cry
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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This might be the last time we see Tom Hardy Venom on screen so I just wanna say, from the bottom of my monster fucker heart, it has been an absolute pleasure to go through this series with you all these last 6 years.
#venom#venom 2018#eddie brock#anne weying#venom the last dance#mrs chen#Tom Hardy#you will always be iconic to me#and I will remember you so fondly forever#symbrock#venom let there be carnage#let there be carnage#I’m in shambles#I’ve been crying all day#I’ve had so many experiences because of these movies#I have one of my very best friends in the world because of this series#and I will cry so so hard during this film
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crybaby lestat. inspired by this post:
#i almost made his tears blue before remembering he’s crying blood. close call#iwtv#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy
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do u ever get a comment on a fic thats just so sweet that ur like Maybe slaving over 24k of fanfiction was worth it for user SprinkleTrashcan2012 to leave a three paragraph comment
#theres always like . four commenters that i always remember#outside my friends and mutuals i mean#this is specifically directed at users tofuskies and panimoo and significantace_nnoyance#plus like . toy who is always like the first person to leave a kudos 😭#anyway . this was my excuse to be like Wow people are so nice . anyone else feel like crying#/moon#breached containment#muted
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History repeats itself
#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#meleanor draconia#twst spoilers#diasomnia spoilers#that update HAUNTS me I keep crying when i randomly remember details of it#and so many parallels happening gosh
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The Flags again because I LOVE THEM!!
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#I love drawing characters in white voids#Simplified the designs a little for some reason#I don't even remember why because this took me an embarrassingly long time#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#bsd stormbringer#bsd the flags#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd iceman#bsd pianoman#bsd albatross#bsd lippmann#bsd doc#Not me listening to Passion by Granrodeo while drawing this and almost crying. Nope.
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As you all step out, what do you see? (episode 111 spoiler:)
#critical role#cr spoilers#cr lb#ygifs#mighty nein#IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII CRY#HOLDS!!!! THEM!!!!! CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bells hells spending TOO long trying to pose hot while mighty nein are squinting in the distance like who are these losers.... THEY'RE SO#matt punctuating the hopscotching god narrative with pairing m9 with bh like can you remember to save the world now lets find out#i need fjord and cad talking with orym about the wild mother#i need yasha mentioning being the avatar of the storm lord and imogen’s hair static FLUFFS#fearne trying to pull beauyasha while veth tries to pull a fresh adviced ‘’don’t fuck everyone’’ braius#dorian and fjord having a Talk#anyway m9 can heal bh send tweet
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I fear my hands may always be stained red
#do you guys remember the sketch to this painting#I made it April of 2023#ngl I was crying my eyeballs out when I drew it the headspace was not so great 💀#anyway I finally defeated the final boss and completed it#it’s the “i forgave you the moment you drew your sword on me’’ type beat#the “’ill take care of you’’#‘’ it’s rotten work’’#‘’not to me. not if it’s you”’’#type feel#the fact that diluc literally has red on the palms of his gloves#oh Jesus Christ#I rly wanted to convey the body language in this piece#I do hc kaeya to be taller than diluc but the way it happened diluc is bending down a bit to receive the hug#adds a bit of Sad#and the looking away despite not even being able to look at kaeya#the vulnerability and resignation#anyway#bye#diluc#Kaeya#ragbros#genshin impact
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you know sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat remembering the phrase ‘more than just romantic’ and feeling like I’ve been knocked down a hill by the reminder that Dan and Phil are like ,, actually together. it’s not just a weird online shipping two twinks thing they’re actual soulmates, companions through life, 4000 year old tortoises, RANCH, like a piece of furniture, like a normal gay couple ,,, what the fuck
#like what the fuck#?????#what the fuck ?????#anyway#sometimes I remember how happy they are and I feel like crying#they both deserve each other and happiness and love and comfort and safety and care#and all the other good things#so fucking much#and I’m so happy for and proud of them#(maybe a little bit in a parasocial way maybe)#phan#dan and phil#amazingphil#dip n pip#phil lester#daniel howell#dnp#danisnotonfire#dan howell#dapg#dnptit#terrible influence tour
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i’ve been using my brain more than its used to
gonna think about gay mutant road trip hope my brain doesn’t explode
#i’m getting pissesed cause i keep missing words whenever i’m writing#i’m saying the sentence along in my head and my fingers glaze over words for some reason#i only notice the mistakes too late as well#since my brain hurts i’m gonna put that as a hc for charles#he had to keep going through his thesis trying to find the missing words#he gotta suffer with me#crying ughh#need to see cherik hold hands again#now i’m sad cause i remembered we could’ve had charles cradle erik as he died in his arms in dofp#your man is dying charles!#its still sweet the hand hold but 🙁#i need more expression in the hands they were giving me nothing#take the gloves off#gimme the same vibe as the one from god loves man kills#except they actually take eachothers hand#i’m using the last of my energy to ramble in the tags#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#wish does not shut up
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Papercraft Tohru - and Yuki, and Kyo! And some little fruit details, because, after all... Fruits Basket! 🍎
I got pretty emotional making this one! Fruits Basket had a huge, profound effect on me in my teens, and I often curled up with it for comfort and a sense of companionship during hard times. Now as an adult, it's been a while since I've read the whole series through, but I pick up random volumes fairly often and skim through them to get that familiar rush of warmth. It's still such a lovely series!
#fruits basket#tohru honda#yuki sohma#kyo sohma#papercraft#papercutting#paper art#traditional art#my art#it was interesting to grow with the series#as a teen the first half resonated with me most#and while I enjoyed the second half I didn't love it quite the same way#as a young adult rereading the series I enjoyed the first half but didn't feel that same resonance#whereas when I hit the second half THERE was the jolt of Oh! It's me!!#as a full-on adult human I always get nostalgic and happy when rereading old volumes#but while I can remember identifying with the characters with my ENTIRE VIBRATING SOUL the feeling is less intense nowadays#then the sequel came out and I figured Heck yeah time to check in on the old faves. Nostalgia time#half a chapter in and BAM! sitting on the floor full-on crying!!!#they made it! these characters I loved and grew with made it!!#they reached adulthood and created families and found their happinesses and loved and loved and loved!!!#and so have I!!!!!!#the takeaway is that fruits basket is VERY powerful and I will be in its gentle grip forever apparently
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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"
some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING#listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly#read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile#i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic#the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined#so naturally i dropped everything#remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH#i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually#purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it#i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could#fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was#i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone#i will call u a liar
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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Am I dreaming, is there more like us?
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@aveloka-draws @neon-virus @z00lea @stychu-stych @skyartworkzzz @aychama @elora-your-bro @ghosts-and-glory @voidheartkisses @lambment
#cult of the lamb#my art#cotl lamb#narilamb#cotl narinder#cotl#the one who waits#cotl toww#toww#cotl shamura#cotl leshy#cotl heket#cotl kallamar#colt fanart#guys remember 63 days ago i said i had a cool idea?#yeah im finished#and for my next trick#ima do it again#please enjoy#im gonna cry if i forget something
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kevin getting angry at neil for not taking his health seriously and telling neil to run then promising to teach him every night and keeping neil's binder safe without looking what's in it and calling wymack to make sure neil is okay after winter break and offering to talk about riko if neil wanted to
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#kevin day#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#kevneil#we've talked about their relationship so much recently#but im in the middle of making anothre post#and i just remembered him calling wymack!!!!!! to check on neil!!!!!!!!!#and before that telling neil not to go bc he knows what riko will do to him#and 'jean will help you if you help him'#and oh my fucking god i am crying losing my mind dying#I LOVE HIM#I LOVE THEM
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thinking about the shinazugawa siblings makes my heart hurt a lot. genya my boy it must have been miserable as hell living your life doing everything just to be acknowledged by your brother you love very dearly and then when you did get acknowledged it's when it's your time to leave the world. what broke me to pieces was literally genya's last words:
and then sanemi's cry of desperation begging god to not take his brother away from him. there's nothing they can do and nothing in the world would be able to make time for the siblings to reconcile and live the life where they could care for each other again and that makes me physically ill
#kny spoilers#the latest episode made me remember these panels and i want to cry#genya shinazugawa#sanemi shinazugawa#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hashira training arc
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