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hi….! any chance we can see your art process ? it’s fine if not! i was wondering if u do a sketch before your lines or you just skip directly to lineart? your art is very beautiful!
HI!!! AUGGHHHJHH THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH T__T my art style is kinda simple imo so my process is pretty bare-bones ^^;; there's not rly much too it!! it also kinda changes depending on how uhhhh lazy im feeling in the moment HAHA
probably around half of my drawings are straight to line art bc they're rly just doodles or things i decide to draw without any planning (but also im kinda impatient so i try to skip the sketching step if i can LOL...). but if i DO have a specific pose in mind for a drawing, i'll start with a sort of mannequin sketch or loose pass, then depending on how messy it is, ill either do the lineart pass on the layer on top or duplicate the sketch and then clean it up.
and then my coloring process is not sophisticated at all i just create a new layer and then paint bucket tool away LMAOOOO
here's an example of a drawing where i did sketch first ^_^
#clarification on the second image: usually when i make changes to the sketch i just go straight to lineart rather than doing a second pass#which i what i did for this drawing. i just like to minimize how many sketch passes i do (again bc i am impatient and lazy lol)#but also bc personally i get frustrated when my lineart doesnt turn out like my sketch so the solution my brain came up with is to..#...skip sketching i guess LMAO;;#idk if this was helpful or not AHGHAAH my process is rly nothing fancy and there's not much to show T_T;#ALSO OMFG IM SOOOOOO SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO RESPOND TO GKJFHDJG THIS WAS SENT LIKE A MONTH AGO I THINK T_____T#i saw this when i got off the plane coming home from a trip and then i remembered it a few days later#but then in the middle of writing my answer i left to eat dinner and forgot to save so when i came back the page refreshed#and deleted everything i wrote T____T AND THEN IFORGOT ABT IT AGAIN
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Random Chimp Event happened and I wont be able to make the sorcerer!kristen design sketches presentable for a while so here they are in current form for now. yayayayaya
#not art! yet! gods I wish I could sit with these today and finish em#but alas. early day tomorrow. and probably for the next few days#funny how kristen and fabian are continuing the canon tradition of being best bros with their class swap jy design#two people you'd find at a dock#aaaalmost switched her arcane focus to an umbrella in jy but then remembered thats arthur aguefort. I cant do that to her#this is it for now. see u in a few. I must lay down and pass out. everyone have ok dream for me please.
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I am not cut out to be a writer, never was. I don't have a consistent schedule, and the weight of wanting to provide for those few who enjoy my writing crushes me eventually.
I don't know why I decided to be one.
#'remember to write only for your own joy'#i know that#yet not a day passes without guilt for not writing *when i could*#'do not compare yourself to others'#that is harder to do than to say#i am surrounded by extremely talented and skilled people who enjoy creating art so much i am nearly envious#sorry for the rant#feel free to ignore me i am just rambling to myself here#but i have one more thing to say#i am afraid to finish unfamiliarity#those few have waited for its ending for so long now that i don't think they will find it satisfactory
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Hey all! It's been a very long time since I made a post on this blog (I do keep an eye on everything from afar) but I wanted to share something really cool and very special that happened!
Over the weekend I went to MCM Comic Con in London and I had the privilege of meeting Andrew Scott (I still can't quite believe it!)
He was so SO lovely and the entire experience was just amazing. I got to gush about how much I love his work and how much it helped me through some of my own life experiences being Bi and Trans - he listened so intently to everything I had to say and asked me so many questions, it was just wonderful to have that time with him and I feel very lucky.
After we had a chat he signed the beautiful print above for me and took such care in writing me a lovely message that just really warmed my heart. He really is just such a wonderful caring person and I will pass on to you all what he said to me as I left his table: "Don't stop making your tribe bigger." Surround yourself with people who can support you and who you can support in turn, love people and be loved because there can never be too much love in the world. I know how kind-hearted you all are, and I couldn't be more thankful for this little space we've created in our corner of the internet.
Thank you all.
Love and Hugs,
Max
#andrew scott#text#i cant remember the tagging system i set up for this blog sorry holly LOL#he truly is one of the most wonderful people ive ever had the pleasure to meet#also yes i told him about the blog#i mentioned it in passing and he asked me a few questions about it so he knows it exists now haha#thank you all for reading this post and still being here all these years after i made the blog!#i wish my thoughts had been more coherent when i met him yesterday#but thats what i get for standing in queues for a combined 9 hours the day before
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ok yeah i think i might be entering the critical Autumn Madness period actually
#nothing feels real and time is some kind of thick jelly and I Forgor.#it's getting real difficult to order my thoughts & speech again. you know how it is. or oh well i hope you don't!#i cant believe i wrote this poem less than a week ago? it's like a singular moment that feels like a dream and is suspended in Nothingness#and i remembered the moment & experience that led to its creation but not the actual poem itself - not something which happens usually#might as well have dreamed it#so i just. uh. rediscovered it. feels like an eternity has passed#but it's only been four days#what have i been doing these past four days?#mystery#i remember a few things but cant account for the rest of my activities. bit scary innit!#merely writing these words is proving a uphill battle also. slurry in my skull#we Are struggling
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[the ethics of belief, word count tracker]. i remembered i used to do these trackers HUAHAHHAHA. this had always been a fun way to share my progress + some snippets here n there. woohoo!
wc: 8k.
“You two kind of give off the same vibe.”
—but upon making that decision, upon turning your head away, your vision manages to steal a brief glance into the gap— the gap that provides a clear shot of the side of Park Sunghoon’s face, otherwise covered from the rest of his friends thanks to the book he’s using, and you immediately jerk back, narrowing your eyes at the split second change in his expression.
He looks almost offended at Jaeyun’s comment.
Why the hell would he be offended?
#weeee i should've added slowburn in the tags man.#it's been 8k and we havent even passed a day in this fic BWAHAHHA#technically.#but there were flashback within that timeframe so shdjsfsdhgkfdh#i had to cut a moment and transfer it to a later scene for the sake of pacing.#i actually have a few reservations for this fic.#1. the number of characters HUHAHAHAH usually id pick a bunch of idols from other groups when i need a huge ensemble. the problem with#this is one is that a lot the side characters are annoying HUAHAHAHHAA#so i'd feel bad using other idols for them and just decided to make up my own names. which could be harder to keep track of and remember.#but oh well i shall commit#my second reservation is the amount of.....academic/polsci talk in this BWAHAHHAHA.#i think it's one-dimensional to write an academic rivas au without going deep into their acads. they're nerds. they're competitive. there's#gonna be a lot of discussions on their lessons and shit.#which may be boring for most BWAHAHAH. but idc!!! i hope someone reads my info dumps and discourse and finds interest in them!!!!#i had to crack open my own notes to write the dialogue for some of these scenes damn.#anyway yapping over. gonna continue writing for a bit moreeeeee.#wc tracker
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OC Crossovers (1/3): Tea Time with Myr and Lidija (@myrmyrtheorca 's OCs!) Kurumi may or may not be telling Lidija about shoujo manga while Myr is just chilling there and relaxing from the nice atmosphere.
#khr#khre#khr oc#oc#einart#ninomiya kurumi#khr killer whale#myr killer whale#lidija killer whale#myrmyrtheorca#ninomiya kanako#me trying to cope from the hell level temp that is a SEA country temp#by imagining it's around the transition of autumn to winter there#and they're having warm tea while discussing various topics in a kotatsu#i say while suddenly remembering how i opened the faucet earlier and the supposed cold running water is already preheated by the weather#ALSO THE 1/3 COUNTER IS FOR REAL THIS TIME I ALR HAVE 2 OTHER SKETCHES WITH OTHER FRIENDS' OCS PROCESSING IN GL4ZE RN#bc the other times i put a counter it didn't end up having a next part sdjfbsdfjhbds#also yeah those tea are csp 3d assets lmaooo if im gonna be fr here i only know how to draw beautiful wome--- i mean people#plus my body pain is flaring like crazy the past few days i keep passing out#so i can't do full colored pieces too much ueueueue#BODY PAIN WON'T STOP ME FROM DRAWING OCS THO#anyway i hope i was able to draw myr and lidija correctly; did my best to do so sdjfshjvf they're so 🥹🥹💖💖#i esp think lidija and kurumi would get along a lot#then myr would often get caught off guard by kurumi's compliments hehe#kana is just sizing them up and observing from afar; she's just very wary like that#wow im glad they do those “see more” thingie for tags so i can go free real estate in here
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2025 please be kind to me
#this year has been nothing but grief. i cannot take another#my cat midnight passed so i’ll be taking a few days away#be kind to urselves and remember that fishy loves u <3#shouting in the void
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this line... perhaps someone (me) should kiss that headache better!
#ash rambles 💚#heart-to-heart combat ⚔️#muah! healing kisses!#man ajshajsj can you believe how long it's been? almost.. four years now? of the two of us? veteran's pass for you if you remember when#this was just a blog about him!!#these days he's such a warm comfort to me ajdhajsjs I'm glad our love has lasted even though I've changed so much these past few years#whether or be growing up or irl stuff.. he's been there#muah!!! i love him soooo much! hehe i love my f.elix and i always have+#*!#hope he loves me too 👉🏽👈🏽
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16 years and 8 months ago...
#germy.art#this is my actual cat :)#he passed away a few days ago :(#but I'm doing well all things considered so dont worry about me :)#just trying to remember his legacy as the loudest sweetest boy in town#he got to meet so many people and steal so many hearts#im so proud of him and i miss him a lot already#he was a little orange ball of love and joy#and im better off for having had him in my life
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#last few pics i took of my baby i think a couple days before he passed#i cant believe its been a week like for an animal that doesnt make any noise this house feels sooooo quiet without him 💔#n e way i adore these photos bc I'll always remember him like this.... the worlds tamest most domesticated bunny who loved a cuddle <3#*over a week#he loved to snuggle into u in thee most uncomfortable position like i literally got cramp here from trying to work on my laptop without#jostling him awake#:')#daniele core#i actually think im gonna keep that tag going like if i see things that remind me of him still <3
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had strawberries and cucumber earlier, then some delectable french cookies. then spent an hour forming a playlist of all my favorite songs. oh yeah... this is the life...
#rambles#now currently pinteresting#got back into it a few days ago and it's just as fun as i remembered :]#i have to watch myself though... can sink a bit too much time looking at pretty pictures#had a pretty good day before this too :]#tried on a lot of outfits for future plans#nothing looked too good but i'm glad i tried!!#i'll probably come up with a good one tomorrow#i cant wait until the weather gets warmer... one of the few good outfits i made is for spring#and its sooo far away!!!#the time will pass anyways but Still!!#but yeah... today was a little awesome...
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Thinking about Renheng...... Men that found each other and want each other back even when one doesn't know the other is who he Dreams of......
#thal talk#they make me ill and i'm so happy I made a friend of mine ship them too when i told her a bit their lore lmao#like can you imagine. being so close to someone you KNOW will die ages before you do. but it doesnt matter because you love them.#and they love you. and then your friend dies and you both try to ressucitate her. but it backfires and now your love is forced to live#forever and only remembering the pain and anger. and you get sentenced to a metaphorical death in having to be reborn. while he's getting#tortured and forced to see you himself and another friend as sinners. because you loved a Friend. and you get reborn. and you dont remember#that he was changed. or anything. they tell you you are a sinner. they cast you away from your land. and then a man comes and tries to kill#you and calls you a sinner. but in your dreams you see a gentle man who's arrogant and gave you the few things you have and you care about.#and 700 years pass. he chases you and no matter how far you go he finds you. and one day. he tells you how he wishes for death. and that he#doesn't hate you. and your friend kills him but he comes back. and you swear to him that you'll see him to his end. you still dont know he's#the kind and arrogant man of your dreams. you thought he was dead. only for his adoptive grandpa to tell you no. he's alive.#LIKE SHIT THAT'S ONE HELL OF A STORY#and i'm not even doing it justice because Blade WANTS reconciliation with DH and always had in a way#also like.... i'm so sad about Cloud Piercer in the last Amphoreus trailer WHAT DO YOU MEAN PHAINON BROKE IT ??? AND BLADE ISN'T EVEN ABLE#TO REPAIR IT ANYMORE OH I'M SICK#you shouldn't let me ramble about my ships fuejueejsjeu
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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.
#butch speaks#it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head#when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god#the words came naturally to me#but they meant nothing#i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away#i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred#i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake#i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex#fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic#i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun#the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO#the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like#he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer#then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic#i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group#i was an altar servant and in the choir#i even used to speak/understand a little latin#imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao#grateful to have grown up poor in that regard#hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.
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i really need to stop taking several weeks to respond to my friend's messages
#it always ends up with this spiral where i leave it for a few days and then i forget and THEN i remember but it's already past an acceptable#time so i'm worried about how they'll react when i DO respond and that they'll be mad at me and the anxiety over that makes me#procrastinate even longer and more and more time passes and i feel guilty for being a terrible friend#i mean i literally only HAVE like two friends so you would think i could at least keep in communication with them! but i'm just really#not very good at being a friend and that's probably why i don't have any
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sawyer was sick over the weekend so we got some blood tests done and it turns out she is diabetic, she stayed at the vet a couple of nights, it was really strange to be alone in my room those nights. i spend more time with her than anybody. then we were supposed to pick her up thursday morning and they said to come in the evening instead because her glucose was v low. the vet asked me to find a glucose sensor to bring with me that evening, it was a public holiday so i had to find a pharmacy that was actually open. when we went to get her we waited 90 minutes and the sensor was being weird so they said come back later. finally brought her back home at 11pm and the sensor still wasn't working, had to go buy another sensor and bring her back this morning to switch them out, had to leave her there for a few hours so they could switch them and make sure the new one worked, then come back in the afternoon. i've had like no sleep at all this week, its a miracle i kept my eyes open to get training to give her insulin. she's so much better since she came home, even though she's not stabilised yet she very clearly feels heaps better ❤ it was such a relief to have her sleeping on my bed again last night. i was still up all night because i felt like i needed to keep an eye on her because i didn't have the monitor. we'll be in and out a lot over the next couple of weeks while they fine tune her dosage and monitor her levels.
#i want to know when i get a break#had planed to use this week to catch up on the prof development course i enrolled in months ago that started the day before nonna passed#i hoped it would be a chance to really apply my mind to something because i feel like my brain is utterly degenerated#after the time i took off this week for this i won't be able to do any of it before it closes i'll just have to download the modules#and read them in my own time without doing any activities/participating in discussions#have to keep canceling my dental check up because things keep coming up#i've also spent the last few weeks trying to link my online tax account to my government services account but it says all my info is wrong#no matter what i give them#what do i need to do#my life updates are so miserable. i delete so many of the posts i start because they just depress me#i deleted two earlier this week#feel like i need to get something out so i keep coming back to try#i still haven't asked hr about whether we have that counselling service thing because i keep forgetting bc i always have so much to catch u#on#i'll try to remember to do it next week#tp
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